GET OFF BITCH

i have get over tt bitch.perhap time to time i will rmb her.but den she neva EVEN deserve to my frien coz she didnt RESPECT mi.so lye wad emest say.friends r still impt.nwaday i tink i have neclgect alot of time.haha.but time will prove.prove wad?? dunno leh.haha.BURN BITCH BURN IN EVERLASTING HELL,plz dun say i m cursin ppl or wad.i onli sayin tt doest mean wad.haha


n

ILOVEMYLINA
JINGLIENLINA4EVER
SHE MINE.haha


TAKECARE GUYS or GALS
LiE

JOLENE

JOLENE,tis gal which cause mi so mani problem.a gal which step in my life n step out without tellin mi.leavin such big scar fer mi.sian.i felt quite sad everytime i tink of her.cry n cry coz of tis gal.2pid.but cant tahan oso.so fuck.y she juz come in n go out juz lye tt without tellin mi.cant she even tel mi.she BLOCK mi. dun even wan to reply sms.perhap 1 time when i m realli mad i will call her hse n scold her.perhap tt will felt better.haha.den go friendster den her profile got newest update.den i go see.den see ur STEAD help her write testi.den i go see lor..saw new pic of him n her together.i realli cant control sia..if onli i was given a chance again.i would nt let her go lye wad i did.perhap i should tel her tt she is mine.haa.but tt all in the past.everytime tink of her.i could nt b happi once again.happi go lucky.wad should i do..ddunnoo la.perhap time will heal everyting.but it will neva heal scar.everyone play a party in my life.no one is suppose to leave juz lye tt without tellin mi.onli she. :'( i had enough of her.either i wan her out of my life or come back to my life or hate her or contine waitin fer her.






JOLENE

if u ever were read tis.plz dun block mi. i realli miss u .i feel it hard to pass my life without u around.plz come back to my life.nt anymore.juz chattin will do it.i dun expect more frm anyone with a stead.plz come back.i would b glad too..


LiE





takecare everyone
i would nt go die.
instead i would wait fer death to come.haha
.take care n bye

sian

tml is chalet den 2dae go buy alot of ting.den call lim kiat.haha.we onli help to carry.haha.den tml need to work.early in the morning.sian.8 must reach raffles.i was like what the hell.sian.work all like de what.but it only me alone.must 5 o clock wake up le.haha.scare late wad.first time go work leh.must give a good impression.haha.actually tommrow can work 4 hours de.but cant leh.cause got chalet thing.if no chalet den go work le.sian.8 to 10.give flyers.hai.so sian.6 must go out le.take first bus.i have poor sense of direction later sure lost my way.lousy right.haha.later must sleep le.tommrow 5 must wake up.sure cant de lor.sian.or perhap 4 wake up le.haha.get ready.then prepare go work le.haha.i am alone.haha.never mind also. who care.haha.can know new friends what.make new friends also not bad.haha.tommorow dont know what willl happen.haha.new things happen everyday.haha.tommorow something will happen.haha.anyone that going to chalet please kindly come my house and help out.if you dont want.later dont say i never bring what.then kpkb.haha.help my mum cook n help to take to chalet.haha i think nothing more to blog le.life is getting boring boring and more boring.school starting soon but where my d cam , 500+ ram $86 , 512mb handphone card , and many and many more.as long as i have more money more and more thing i will want to buy.so sian. but first must have money then can say. must stop day dreaming.

money money. come come .
haha
tommorow will be a great night.
cause it our class chalet.haha

TAKECARE EVERYONE
EVERYONE GOT TO DIE JUST A MATTER OF WHO FIRST WHO LATER
I MIGHT BE EARLY THEN YOU.HAHA

MISS EVERYONE



LiE

sian

inthappi

nt happi juz pure sad.u all tink la.if 1 day u meet a girl. n both will havin fun.everydae call each other .almost lye stead le.but suddenly her x wan.asked to patch n she agree.n so she started the nelgect u. n she wanted u to 4get him.but will u do.it appear tt it hard rite.feelin so sad.hai.but who care.better dun tell other ar.but i onli tell 2 ppl i tink.nt my close frien.other ppl but oso quite close.hai.i oso dunno y dun wan to tel them ba.perhap too close ba.den a feeling pop out.i dunno.but den the feelin of 4getin ppl is sad.how would u feel if u would lye mi.when her started to do tt.hai.2pid dog.dunno whether i m the 3rd party.but she have a break le rite.she got tel mi tt i m gd to her.but the onli matter is we live too far.hai.sian.2pid sia.feelin so sad.hai.2pid dog with a 2pid feelin.sian.dunno sia.sian.juz bath finish.so song.haha.but i tink a man is too borin when onli feel sad rite.so we should b happi instead.haha.tinkin on it wont solve the problem.is when tinkin n searchin fer solution to solve it.den onli will solve the problem.haha.sian.ms nwaday so mani patch.kip patch den i go gb.haha.ytd play gb den quarrel with laopo.type her a full page of sorry.haha.but everyting sitll ok le.haha.ai si lao po le.haha.lol.sian.i wonder wad everyone doin.at home is so borin.den i dunno y no mood go work oso.if still dun work.there goes my ram n d cam.i wan to earn money fer the com ram.80+.so x nid to work fer 5 day den can get.den the d cam dunno will cost how much le.den book still nt buyin.mum kip askin mi to buy.sian.d cam 1 day must go see.den dec dun tink wan go out le.work n get my d cam.n study.tt wad i say.nov play dec study.since nov cant go out.den dec i oso dun wan go le.go fer chalet i tink onli.the onli ting which i m happi of.see how everyone change to.haha.sian.nth more le.if see my blog.must tag hor.dun run away. my mum oso sae if hor see le neva tag will got unlucky ting happen de.haha.juz jk la but anyting happen oso nt my problem hor.haha.take care everyone

inthappi

nt happi juz pure sad.u all tink la.if 1 day u meet a girl. n both will havin fun.everydae call each other .almost lye stead le.but suddenly her x wan.asked to patch n she agree.n so she started the nelgect u. n she wanted u to 4get him.but will u do.it appear tt it hard rite.feelin so sad.hai.but who care.better dun tell other ar.but i onli tell 2 ppl i tink.nt my close frien.other ppl but oso quite close.hai.i oso dunno y dun wan to tel them ba.perhap too close ba.den a feeling pop out.i dunno.but den the feelin of 4getin ppl is sad.how would u feel if u would lye mi.when her started to do tt.hai.2pid dog.dunno whether i m the 3rd party.but she have a break le rite.she got tel mi tt i m gd to her.but the onli matter is we live too far.hai.sian.2pid sia.feelin so sad.hai.2pid dog with a 2pid feelin.sian.dunno sia.sian.juz bath finish.so song.haha.but i tink a man is too borin when onli feel sad rite.so we should b happi instead.haha.tinkin on it wont solve the problem.is when tinkin n searchin fer solution to solve it.den onli will solve the problem.haha.sian.ms nwaday so mani patch.kip patch den i go gb.haha.ytd play gb den quarrel with laopo.type her a full page of sorry.haha.but everyting sitll ok le.haha.ai si lao po le.haha.lol.sian.i wonder wad everyone doin.at home is so borin.den i dunno y no mood go work oso.if still dun work.there goes my ram n d cam.i wan to earn money fer the com ram.80+.so x nid to work fer 5 day den can get.den the d cam dunno will cost how much le.den book still nt buyin.mum kip askin mi to buy.sian.d cam 1 day must go see.den dec dun tink wan go out le.work n get my d cam.n study.tt wad i say.nov play dec study.since nov cant go out.den dec i oso dun wan go le.go fer chalet i tink onli.the onli ting which i m happi of.see how everyone change to.haha.sian.nth more le.if see my blog.must tag hor.dun run away. my mum oso sae if hor see le neva tag will got unlucky ting happen de.haha.juz jk la but anyting happen oso nt my problem hor.haha.take care everyone

she wan a break.haha.nvm la.i oso could sense someting wrg with her lor.neva noe it is tis.haiz.asked her can we still b frien? haizz.fast start fast end.who care.but i still wish to b frien with her.haizz.stupid mi fer askin.it juz so stupid.perhap i should noe her longer perhap it wont end so fsat ba.when she ask leh i oso dunno y? suddenly everyting stop n nothing move i was juz in a blur.haha.i asked myself? if i m bad to her? i dun tink so.perhap she realli nid someone tt can acc her go out de ba.perhap it nt mi tt cant even go out.since it the reason i oso cant force someone to b with mi in tis state.cant go out.perhap she nid phyiscal nt mentally.haiz. dun care le la.later at night den tok with my 'lao po' tel her cousel mi le.haha.if nt everytime i cousel her de.nt fair.haha.she alway do someting foolish to herself de.haha.coz of her x but i wont.haha.i veri gd de wont do harm to myself.but onli to other.haha.juz jk.since she wan a break.i oso neva say anyting.haha.let she wonder fer a while ba..wish mi gd luck.haha

TWO thing that i learn today

1st. EVERYONE LOOK AT LOOKS TT THE TRUTH

2nd. SHE WILL NEVA LOVE MI AS MUCH AS I DO

alone

darkness is great as nobody will know wad im goin throught no matter cryin or wad it juz great
guy oso will b jealous girl u r makin mi jealous

crazy

i m crazy le
dunno y
attitude problem gettin over mi perhap got drepression or disborder de
sometime happi sometime sad
it killin mi
it hurt both mental n physically
u neva noe wad i feel

u see there i go again
thinkin bout other ting will goin crazy 1 die
next time must come visit mi
i will b stayin at woodbrighe fer few day ba goin crazy
CRAZY!!!!

had tis feelin tt everyone r juz liars
lie bout wad they wan do
tel mi what they wan to do but neva do
is tt counted a promise break
perhap ba
i oso break alot of promise perhap
i dun have the right to talk bout it ba

realli goin crazy 1 time
2pid feelin gettin over mi
crawlin up my head
tinkin tt their r god
2pid
STUPID!!!!


I AM STUPID AND CRAZY THAT WHO I AM
STUDIES FAIL
EVERY OTHER THING ALSO FAIL
I AM EVEN GIVING PEOPLE ATTITUDE
FUCK OFF LOH JING LIE
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A ASSHOLE
YOU BETTER GET THAT CLEAR ASSHOLE!!!

nth

smoking suk

i m sufferin coz of it

dieing soon

chest pain

r chest pain cause by smoker

smoker suk tt idea comin into mi

even we r back nw

i still cant tok to u

gerl i m sry

i still cant brin myself to tok u face to face

perhap it all fate

tt after tt incident

i realli cant tok

it realli suk

i noe

but i still cant bear

if u tink tt i purpose dun wan tok to u

so be it

if it someone close to mi

he would noe

wad i m goin through

day without frien to tok

i will die

i m havin a hard time

pretendin tt everyting is nt my kind of doin

but den everyting is ok liao

i have straght my mind

i m a joker

born to b a joker

juz everyone wan to b happi

everyone happi i happi

but b4 tt

ownself must happi b4 makin other ppl happi

tt wad angela tel mi or wad i tel her

haha

who tel i m a joker

haha

everyone happi i happi

haha

everyone sad i still have to b happi

coz i wan to make everoyne happi

tt my duty

haha

bb

Nothing Last so is friendship

if ppl noe wad will happen there would b no mistake

stop tokin wad u make wrg

stop sayin

nth goin to change


juz stop it

last time i truely belive in forever friends but nw perhap no more??? people once say tt best frien r hard to find..i belive but no longer belive in tt....it lier...so wad it best frien..so wad!!!!i cant take it..it so FUCKING HARD....if u were mi u oso cant take it it hard fer mi to take it best frien no longer exist in my world followin the crowd is wad i alway did for nw no more followin the crowd gonna have own stand...

best frien arent suppose to be treated lye tt
perhap i do realli treat u best frien
but tt all the past
coz i felt sad fuckin stupid
our best frien were no longer exist
we would perhap be good frien
realli cant stand it
y i m being treated lye tt
i dun have feelin
mind u i m oso a human
do care bout mi ok
perhap gal r more important
but still frien are importani
i no longer the one i use to be
u make mi change
it nt ur wrg
it my wrg
perhap gal r impt to u
so be it
i cant those tt once have a gal n 4get ur frien
perhap it onli mi feelin tt way
coz i m bein left out
i could no longer smile happi coz of wad u did
i realli cant
when i tink bout our friendship
i couldnt realli control tear
time perhap will heal scar
but no matter how much time
the scar wont b heal
if we r still best frien
the scar wont b heal
u make mi who i m
u oso cause mi fer wad i m
perhap it my wrg
nt ur
i tink 2 much
i alway tink tt
frien r more impt to u den gal
but i m wrg
i m wrg
even we have been frien fer 3 year
but i still couldnt noe wad u tinkin
but r realli gal tt important
i could not take it
gal it nt ur wrg
do not feel any sadness
if u you read tis
perhap it juz my feelin
tt make mi tink bout tis
i treat u as best frien
but could u define to mi best frien
i care bout u n everyone
but WHY i wouldnt care by other ppl
i oso 2 b cared by ppl
i m a human
i have feelin
best frien best frien
y r u playin tis on mi
it a big mistake
perhap the mistake make is makin frien with u
bein best frien with u
but i dun mind
coz i have no regret bein best frien with u
no regret coz i have fun with u
tt wad best frien define to mi
but i realli dun noe wad tt
define to u
perhap u r shy
so do i
i cant tok bout it face 2 face
tis had been goin
around my mind since when it happen
it seen so slow
tt day pass
1 day by 1 day
it is passin
i do feel lonely
but i dun no how
to express it
i cant
i tok ppl bout it
but it still wont get any better
perhap u care bout mi
which i dunno
doin a method which i dun noe
perhap it all my feelin n thinkin
tt make mi tink bout all tis
how i wish i can start again
or perhap tis exam week
i should realli tink
bout wad we have gone through
after all i still treated you as
BEST FRIEND!!!!


god tis is a biggest joke biggest prank u ever make to mi
plz change back to wad it used to mi
addin her in i dun mind
but juz let everyting b bacj
let wad it used to be


The followin is a speech perform by jinglie

plz give some comment bout it




friend, u are still MY BEST FRIEND no matter WAD!!
trust mi


i have no regret makin frien with u
i m happi


Best Friends

I mean wad i say

Jux Story

Chance

Dear friend, Please spend 1 minute to read this, it's very meaningful.When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one"....... So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee.........this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you? So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right?† If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you! The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love.Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. Pass this along to your friends....... It could make a difference. The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever. Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives.And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us. I guess this is really wondeful and make a lot of sense. Happy Reading

How To Know If You Like Someone

There is this guy who loves two gals at the same time but he doesn't know which one he loves more. Someone taught him:"If you are happy, who do you think of first? If you think of her, she is the one you love more."NO, THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO TEST THE FORMULA OF LOVE.Ask yourself this question honestly:"When you are sad, which gal/guy you want to share your burden with?" If you think of that gal/guy first, she/he is the one that you love more. However if you think of the same gal/guy when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you didn't think of the same gal/guy, I would advise you to choose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.In life, there are more sorrows than happiness. There are too many people whom you can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover. If you live your life happily, you can also enjoy it alone. Sadness, however not many people is willing to share burden with you. If you are willing to tell her/him your unhappiness, she/he got to be someone who is closest & most understanding to you.In other words, if she/he only thinks of you when she/he is happy, but look for someone else when she/he is sad. This kind of lover is too unstable; she/he didn't treat you as someone she/he can spend the rest of her life with.Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share her/his happiness. But, if she/he is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her/his side & ease her/his pain. Only then, I will believe I hold a very important position in her/his heart.If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with the families who raised us. But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these... and more. No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together... I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love. Truly great things come in small packages.Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always waiting... waiting to be read and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements... we may have our disappointments... we may argue.. we may concern one another friendship is a unique bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part of each of us goes into our friendships... our humor... our experiences... our tears.Friendships are foundations... necessary for life... and love.

Friend Forever

One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.' I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friend tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running towards him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives.' He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!' There was a big smile on his face. It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play football on Saturday with me and my friends. He said yes. We hung all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him. And my friends thought the same of him. Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, 'Damn boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!' He just laughed and handed me half the books. Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship. Kyle was valedictorian of our class . I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak. Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than me and all the girls loved him! Boy, sometimes I was jealous. Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech. So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!' He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled. 'Thanks,' he said. As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began. 'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach… but mostly your friends. I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story.' I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. 'Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable.' I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment. I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realise it's depth.Never underestimate the power of your actions. With one small gesture you can change a person's life. For better or for worse. " Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly "

I WILL REMEMBER YOU

I will remember youWill you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?

I let them slip away from us when things got bad

How clearly I first saw you smiling in the sun

Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep

Standing on the edge of something much too deep

It?s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word

We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

But I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose

Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose

Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night

You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

And I will remember youWill you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Weep not for the memories

~Sarah McLachlan

12 roses ,11 real 1 fake

I have this special friend named John. He was very sweet and caring. He always checked on me and treated me a 'special' person.Suddenly I realized, I was falling for him. On March 14, he proposed to me and we became a couple. He remained sweet and loving to me. Every 14th of the month he would say, "Cheska, I have to tell you something..." but will not continue it and say it was nothing. I became curious, was he about to break up with me? But I continued to trust him. Our graduation is coming -- on March 14, 4 years later.I knew that after this night, my family and I would be leaving for the states. We knew this time would come, and I never expected it to hurt so much. But I have to go and leave him. We promised to stay in touch and never forget each other. He gave me a box of chocolates, flowers, pictures of us together and a locket and so, I left with memories of John in my heart.We always e- mailed each other and communicated. I told him how I loved life here, I partied every Friday with my friends, went shopping...I was living the life I always wished I had. But I was never able to read John's last letter because of my hectic schedule. I promised myself to read it when I found the time. Then suddenly, it stopped (his letters and e-mails). I was wondering why he isn't writing to me anymore. But I understand maybe he has work to do. He didn't even greet me on March 14.After several months still without communication, I found time to read his last letter and it was the most shocking moment in my life -- Cheska, This is my last letter to you. Remember when I was supposed to tell you something important but was never able to do so? I wanted to tell you that my "moment" (it means death) is March 14, exactly 1 year later after you left and 5 years after I proposed to you. That was what the doctor said. I have this sickness; I forgot what it was called. All I know is that I'm going to die soon. I'm not telling you to come back after reading this letter; I just wanted to let you know that I will always love you and that forever you will be in my heart. I love you Cheska. Thank you for changing me. Thank you for everything. GoodbyeI'm going to miss you Lots of love, John I wanted to cry and shout his name. March 14 was 3 months ago! He died 3 months ago! And I never knew because I was so busy enjoying my life here when someone I loved so much was suffering from an unidentified sickness. Up to this day I still feel guilty, I could have been right beside John when he was ill, but I was here partying and eating my heart out. I was so guilty. He died. John died. Until his last breath he wanted to be with me. But I wasn't there. I went back to the Philippines and visited his grave. In it was written, "To John, who loved Cheska so much, may he forever rest in peace" And he died on March 14.March 14, when this day comes, I cry, laugh, think and feel guilty, this day I feel mixed emotions. I hate myself. Why do I have to read his last letter when it was too late? Why do I have to leave anyway? These questions keep going on my mind. But I can do nothing now. John is up there. I guess he wanted me to be happy. I still love John. And I miss him so much... He handed her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake and said, "I'll love you till the last one dies."

Poem Of Roses

Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose.

And every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows.

The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.

The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the years before.

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,

"I love you even more this year, than last year on this day."

"My love for you will always grow, with every passing year."

She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.

Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early, way before the time.

Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.

Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.

She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair.

While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.

With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,

The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.

Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,

Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?

"I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"

The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know."

"The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance."

"Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance."

"There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,

And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing, that I think you should know,

He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago."

"Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer here,

That's the card...that should be sent, to you the following year.

"She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.

Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.

Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone,

I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome."

"I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.

For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.

The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.

I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife."

"You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.

I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.

I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.

That is why the roses will be sent to you for years."

"When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,

That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.

I have always loved you and I know I always will.

But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still."

"Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days.

I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,

When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock."

"He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.

But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,

To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him,

And place the roses where we are, together once again."

simile!!

tis wad i look at done...it tel bout ur character give a try.....


jinglie October/09/1990 Male
You are Orange Panther.
Unlike your looks, you are very easy to get on.
You are good natured, and people will open their hearts to you.
You tend to be indifferent to give consideration for other people around you.
You have high pride, and you wish for the situations to be favorable to you.
You are not good at formulating ambition and tactics.
You are smart enough to be good at cooperating with others in order to gain friends.
You have an excellent flexibility to adapt to new environments.
Your good sense of humor can help you overcome any situation.
Your good nature and smartness makes you good at persuading other people.
You can effectively carry out work even if it is your first time.
But your sharp sensitivity makes you faddish, and you tend to be rather moody.
Your emotional ups and downs tend to be great, and you may be weak in controlling your self. You tend to be troubled over the gap between your ideals and reality.
You will be able to overcome some difficulties with the help of those around you.
You will be more successful if you can show perseverance.
You will be good at any job you do.
You may be suited especially as a doctor or something related to computers

give it a try 2....i tink it quite real fer mi....give it a shot...http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

nwaday den online coz com spoilt den nw ok liao...can use com liao...haha...miss her sia...neva see her online de....haha...but nvm must wait fer her.....juz nw go play bball den noe new alley opp with mel...haha learn new trick but my 1 pointer still suk 10 tries still cant 100% score....haha play finish le den so sian den she still havent online...haha....if she next time online must ask her fer her hp no le...haha....den nth le lor....still got eng de hmk nid to do...den tml free time le..haha...almost all day free time but still got eng den tml still got chinese tuition...hai....blog till here le....*wonderin when she online?*

i m HUM Ji

tml atc i nt goin le....dunno happi or not leh....actualli wan to go de den dun wan to go le......i go home tel mi mum she oso tel mi dun go den tml damn horror...tml all the hai li de ting come out le...my mum say this few day onli open half door tml den open full floor perhap tt y she dun wna mi go ba.....so everyone tml dun go home too late hor....2 late ur problem liao.....anyting happen nt my problem liao coz i tel u all le.......den i m Anti M.A.C.K.Y de haha fight till the end...haha......i oso dunno i in which grp de macky or jue wad de dunno how to say.......in centre the best lah.... den 2dae play maple so fuk tub.....kip die n die actualli dun come back vic gd lor can train there but ws lah kip tel mi come back fight mm.....den i later solo mm den too panic den die le ......den chiong cargo again den oso die le coz bran neva heal......so fuk tub no mood to play oso den lim kiat wan mi to play ro sia i wan to try leh but lye veri hard to play.......so dun wna play yet..... blog till here le ......everyone tml dun go out 2 late hor if nt u regret n ANTI M.A.C.K.E.Y!!!! haha.....

Work Hard

tryin to b a gd student le.....ytd so do hmk first time sia but leh it was so long tt i realli settle nw n do my hmk rather den copyin.....must realli work hard le cant lye first half of the year so slack den alway copy copy n copy neva realli study den tml got phyis den i noe how to do sia even though the fukin teach dunno how to teach....ytd go do 10 year series i so hardworkin rite.....lol.....den miss chan 2dae cry....should i laugh or wad?? nt sure but quite funny leh......she so angry tt she throw her pen at floor den go out of class cryin cant say who make her cry de....den she come back contine touch lor...2dae neva chiong maple no time.....go fer atc meetin juz nw.......den saw rachel i wan to tok to her de leh but dunno no voice come out.....she change quite alot ba.....go pierce nose n tongue ring but nt realli lor coz i tink onli outside change ba tink she was still the same old rachel ba but tt was wad i tink onli lah.....den tml still got meetin n test....poa...teacher teach us oso neva listen realli slackin ba...den nw if late oso kana demerit pts 2pid rite...perhap i bcoz of tt den work hard ba but i realli wan to work hard fer my final year if nt next year will b more harder so must put in alot of effort listen to wad teacher say or do self study but i tink do self study better coz some teacher juz dunno how to teach....sian must realli work hard realli hope everyone would pass n go sec 4 with mi......den perhap she would tok to mi...haha......findin someone special 2.... dun tink it would happen lah no ppl wan mi haha

Outing

So Long Never Update Liao....Everyday Playin Maple n Diablo Then Yesterday go Download Editor So Nice Can Edit Item.....Use Cap So Hard To Type Better Use Normal de Hor.....Today pom tank np so play pool so nice sia....Say 3.30 meet oso late late den meet de lah surely de i go prime there say kaining den wait fer they all den clarence n yu jie come den mel emest n ws come...They all smoke le den go den when takin bus saw jm still walkin home......den reach compass point den we go eat.....Stanley take lrt go but dun wan to come out coz he say waste money den stay inside.....den we go eat at kfc den jm say he take taxi come den later we go play den when goin out den clarence n emest they all walk 1 exit den jun ming n stanley walk 1 exit den i n kai ning blur dunno go which 1 den we suggest go home lol den we folo clarence go paly play den we go play racin game den we go paly a drum ting de den kai ning go pick all weird weird song chinese new year de oso got .....Den mel n ws goin back first as they were goin back to send their stead home....den i ask ws at trian y oso go back den he tel mi he accompany mel go back....so obivous is a lie lor den i take his heartbeat jumpin damn fast den i noe he liein but ppl dun wan say wad can u do....den we go paly pool lor i m yu jie noob dunno play 1 game how long tink bout 10+ min ba....i juz noe damn long ba......den kai ning say nt feelin well den go buy pandol....den 7.30 we go home le lor but we left clarence alone they so poor ting...kai ning say she treat us take taxi home but how can let ppl treat of coz i got pay....den the uncle blur...we were tokin bout car drivin ting den he thought he hear us say turn left den go turn left...his ear got problem den he go backward den tio horn.....den they call mi go nw den no choice lor get nw den walk home....den juz nw playin maple den afk den take a break go watch ppl blog....sian sia den nw bloggin...oso nth to blog le den tml got kayakin den 2dae must early sleep sian finish liao bb take care everyone

chOu Bu

2dae go tamp mall n saw the type of gal i lye sia.....she was so chio sia......u will oso agree de lor....she have big eye....so cute sia.....den hair short short de......veri veri cute n chio sia....but she wont wan me de lah rite.....coz i look lye tt den she look lye angel.....so weird rite...cant b together de lah.......so much difference....1 so ugly 1 so chio she realli is a chio bu sia.....so happi.....i tink got 1 phase can compare 2 tt.....toad tryin 2 eat a swan meat....rite??? tt the phase or perhap nt swan is angel haha....she is reallii so beautiful sia.....me oso seldom say ppl chio de lah...so if say leh?? i oso dunno wad happen.....she was juz so beautiful.....cant stare at her u noe if not she tink i ticko seein her......but i kip lookin 2 her leh.....was so chio sia......onli 2 word CHIO BU......u must see her next time so chio....den after tt go cousin home eat dinner lor den go home le.... nw still tinkin of her....she was juz so beautiful.......hope 2 have a stead lye her but it is neva goin 2 happen de... coz u look at me den u noe le...lol....bb

xia lan

wad sia juz nw tok 2 my x den noe so many ting bout her sia...she say she got smoke but i dunno....2pid rite so 2pid...den say i guai bo chap haha of coz i guai lah.....den i ask her...her stead chap where den she invite him come in den ask me y ask him chap where den i say curious den he ask mi got anot den i say no den he say bo chap still wan 2 care so much den he tel me care si mi lan jiao...he say got chap wad den i oso scare scare wad 'pia kia' leh u noe anot den 2dae oso nth happen ytd go sentosa den all tio sunburn....2dae go sick bay den ms farah tel stanley 2 come find us den i go 2 tel ms farah lor den she tel me 2 go back 2 class den i go take my tink n go back 2 class lor den go tok lor....den 2dae so disapoint ms chan sia felt so indebt 2 her...she call me n ask me y i neva go fer phycis den i tel him all bo go den i neva go lor den she tel mi alot of ting bout wad she do...i will nt let her nw de i cant afford 2 fail anymore test le cant let her down n those who have condience in me de.....must fail the the followin retest le cant afford 2 fail le blog till here le wish everyone pass!!!

Result Shit!!!

2dae noe result den surely gone case de......a lot fail sia....english 39% cl 56% Math40% combine sci 22.5% combine hum 27% PoA 34.5%.....onli chinese fail sia....i thought this term de math i can score well de but oso lye shit sia......den parent juz nw watch new den i tink she saw bout the result is out de ting den ask me bout it...but den i dun lie de wad u wan me 2 do den i go tel her lor....den she say i disapoint my cousin lor i oso agree score so badly sia......den my mum tel me bad result = cant go out le....so next time mai call me go out le.....den she say com oso cant play sia.....i oso dun care must play com if cant go out......sian den i dun noe chalet can still go anot leh....i wan 2 go de lor.....den dunno who say me next year will can channel 2 normal scare ma...i not scare but i dun wan 2 go 2 normal coz i noe go there sure die de.....cant even study at there so i wish i can retain ba or i quit sch or find other sch lor....so fuk sia........i must this mid year chiong laio le...cant afford 2 fail 2 anymore test..... n i WILL BE THE TOP 3 OF THE CLASS!!!!I MUST IT A PROMISE I CANT AFFORD 2 BROKE!!!!!

back

ya guy...im back by popular demand..lol.....2dae got ss n phyis test......den ss so hard....nt enought time 2 do finish...pl frm infront start i frm qns 3 start....den oso nt enough time den sbq so hard...a lot of ppl oso say......tink i will fail ba den phyis oso i tink.....i anyhow do de....deepa oso dunno how 2 teach.....how 2 teach....note oso give fer 1 chpt onli...sian tml still got test......gtg le blog till here le

2dae go cycle 2 punggol end with clarence n junming...go there walk walk den go back kana screen by police but lucky nth happen den when goin back saw a accident den we stand there seein lye neva see b4 lye tt....haha....den go home lor...nth happen much 2dae

2dae,stanley siao le,wan 2 fight with me,i juz spray the watchboard cleaner nt even knowin got hit him anot den he take water bottle spray me den i of coz spray him back lah,den he angry slam the water bottle at me den push me,den shout if wan 1 on 1 lor,it nt i dun wan if juz i dun wan,den actualli bo cry de den they all crowded me den my tear start 2 drop le,my tear tt i shed is onli fer parent,pressure n frien u r the second frien i shed fer,i bo scold u anyting coz i still wan u 2 b my frien,i do not wish 2 fight frien,but if u push ting 2 far dun force me le,den i go toliet lor,den go staircase there sit,den they tok den i play with clarence lighter den i bit my own hand n my fingernail kana burnt n black colour on the tip so pain sia,den ah jie oso angry den i hear frm shandy sayin tt she say tt we both r frien y fight(ah jie nt she say wan i hear de),den she talk me 2 tok 2 him,ii will b willin 2 shake hand with him,but it onli matter if he would accpet it,once i play i oso dunno how 2 stop de lah,but den since 2dae wad happen i realise tt i dun realli noe some of my frien,perhap the year we b together is nt long enough,i dunno,fuk sia frien n sch work all forcin me 2 a cliff,i wonder wad can i do,fight it???but how???he oso say wad he ren me veri long le..if u dun happi u can say it out de i can accpet any comment de,i dun mind word tt r harmful,i can take it,u tel me i will try 2 change but u didnt tel me at all, so wad u wan me 2 do,haizz....so sad sia den later dunno can go cycle anot....frien r so strange,if there anyone ttt understand me,i can tel u tt wont b anyone tt can understand me veri well,even though the 9 r,i alway hang out with,but i dun tink anyone can understand me veri well,human heart r so strange...fuk tub of life...i m willin 2 change if onli someone can stand out n stand me my mistake,but i can tell u there wont de anyone 2 tel me anyting,but u can do so u can b veri frank with me i will try 2 change if onli u give me the chance 2 do so,is there any song 2 represent 2 my life wad m i goin though,i can tel u there is n tt is welcome to my life,the song say it all bout my life but some is nt true lah but almost all is lah.....realli wan someting 2 vent my anger at...a punchbag?? or wad i dunno..u can give me 1 if u wan...fuk tub of my life..........

<>chEEsEcRy's Idol

juz update my blogskin n blog...clear spider web le...sian so many test this week......den 2dae still got sport day still need 2 so early wake up sian den bran they all can me go play pool but i neva go dun lye 2 play....stay at home oso sian,go out oso sian...so ma fan......me a weird guy rite???fuk sia the blog nw so short onli 500 charac cant even blog more on my other blog is wad happen...haha...nw blog become so bo liao perhap blogger no money 2 pay so the government say u pay how much den can blog how much so the blog set 500 coz no money le...haha....???? so weird i juz nw blog le but den nth come out den nw can blog no limit de so weird dunno wad wrg my com le...haha...den juz nw durin sport day we pon out,run out of the gate but den so hard there got teacher eatin buffet there..den mrs ser there say with she there nobody can get out but of coz we still get out,den mdm lim ai foon tok 2 wende she say tt if we wan 2 eat must clear up the toilet..of coz we 'agree' den we saw gate nobody there le den i mel n wwd run out,clarence n resman run out le so call us oso...den we run out lor den we go eat prata first...a cheese n mushroom prata..taste gd..cheese taste so gd..haha..den went 2 lydia hse coz they all her hse...den clarence no key n the maid no free so he call us jump in den the dog kip barkin...den go inside sit..the dog kip folo us den when we sit down the dog come find me n lie down on me den the saliva kip touchin my pant..haha kip folo we all de....den go home le lor..den nth le..tag till here le...tc everyone

blOG

juz update my blogskin n blog......important ting bout mt stong is onli tt i use my head go knock the tree see who big is harder but my head nt sos hard so it bleed den rodrick give us a name call "YO!!the young and old,NATURAl TRACKER are the lastest CONQERER of Mt Stong!!! den reach home veri pain.....den oso brin some ting over....den rest lor den 2dae go tution by my cousin......fail my english n 2 more sub.....but overall i pass but useless bcoz need eng pass.....den nth le lor playin ms play till halfway it lag n program auto close down den dun play le nw playin mam.....nowaday no game 2 play if got any gd game if intro 2 me thx.......write till here le......

stRess!!!PreSuRe!!!

FUK sia....does parent noe wad is pressure....u tink i dun wan 2 pay attention in class izzit....i m tryin ok...... im tryin 2 do my best n u there kip kp n kp.......cant take it ok.....i m a juz a human ok......upon readin mrs teo give miss chan de comment bout me....frm tt day onward,i tel myself 2 change 4 the better.....but im tryin....im nt god ok....oso nt any smart alex.....i need time 2 change 4 the better.....but did u all noe .....NO...onli noe how 2 kp n kp.....i afraid wad happen last year will happen again when i cant take it anymore......i m realli stress......im tryin ok....stop forcin me 2 change so fast....wad the pts if i cant learn anyting n juz change 4 the better.....im tryin 2 learn the lesson n oso changin 4 the better......i juz nw more time 2 change.....plz give me time.....stop forcin me up......stop forcin me into a edge....if i cant....take it i dun realli noe wad will happen this time again.....i need time....jzu give me time..........STRESS!!!PRESSURE!!!....at sch so stress..go home oso stress....at least at sch is better...more peaceful....i m changin....im nw tryin 2 brin my math home 2 revise le ok.....stop tellin me 2 do ting....i noe wad 2 do n wad not 2 do....juz need time 2 change my old habit.....n miss chan y must u tok 2 my parent......if u wan tok...tok 2 me face 2 face.....i can change ok....stop usin my parent 2 change me.....i cna choose 2 b bad or gd.....but i choose 2 b gd coz i still wan 2 study......if i dun bother 2 study....i dun even bother 2 go sch le ok.........may god give me more time 2 change.......if there is realli nt stress up....i may jump.....stress n stress n stress....ok..........................anyone can help me tuition 4 my math oso?

bORin

at home so bo liao.....cant go take angbao.....den ytd gamble till so song......but den dun noe win how much..ytd oso go banage my hand....haiya at home so bo liao....at night oso cant go out......haiyo.....i tink tt i hear wende say tt some1 lye me....i ask him he dun wan 2 tel....dunno who is she....

saddenest day of my life?

2dae i tink teh saddenest day lor......2dae will rivervale plaza...d.en rachel send me a 'Should i tell him now that i wanna break with him' msg den clarence tel mi die liao she wan 2 break with me den i oso dunno wad 2 do......den i say go home call her den say.....den we go 2 take bike n cycle 2 compass........i cycle halfway den fall down.....dunno wad the fuk m i tinkin....tinkin bout her or wad....den fall down n sprain my wrist.....nw it bcome a pig hand le.....dun belive 2ml i show u lor......den so painful....i sit at my under my blk...dun wan 2 go home so fast....there she msg me tt she wan 2 break with me n say y lor....den i reach home....go sleep le...perhap wan 2 4get the ting tt happen wad.....den nw alwake le cant even call her nw....dunno y......nw tt i noe y love hurt....even u give in the most effort.....ur stead perhap wont even give in a effort.......2dae so tirin...juz wan 2 get away in life......so sad....cant do anyting....n tok bout it.....den she last time tel me if break still frien but i msg her r we still frien....she neva reply....so sad......b4 i stead...i alway pray 4 a stead.....juz 4 a short while oso can..n it realli come le n it is REALLI VERI SHORT......love life is so sad....no wonder ppl dun wan 2 get a stead....nw hand hurt heart oso hurt....but of coz heart pain is more painful den hand....nw i taste the taste of stead......i dun wan 2 get a stead so fast le......so sad......wan 2 tok more.....ask me bout it tml....dun ask better.....dun ralli wan 2 tok bout it........my parent still havent come back n make my hand....pig hand.......nw i msg her..she oso neva reply....how i wish i can ran out of reality...but i noe cant b done de.....feelin lye cryin...but i should not cry.....would at least try 2 not cry.....dun write le..wait write more,more sad den goin 2 cry le

so hAppi 2 dAE

u NoE wad happen 2dae...i go cp meet her den so paiseh lor 4 gal 1 guy onli....den they sitll tel me 2 tok....den i kip msg her lor den tok 2 her face 2 face den her frien gone le den i tok 2 her...still veri paiseh......den i kip msg clarence they all...den they come le so relive......den go buy vanguard sheet with them....den when come back...seee her goin le....den msg her lor.....den i ask her wan 2 anot....n she say yes...so happi man....wow.....first time u noe...den tok 2 her alot....clarence n stanley oso there....den they go smoke......they all at sengkang pri smoke le den go rivervale mall there smoke again....den tok le alot ting....juz so happi...den nw still msg her lor den later goin 2 call her n tok.....haha....write till here le......i lye rachel 1314

i tOld hEr

2dae...i tel her wad is in my heart le...so relive le......but dunno she will agree anot....but den i dun mind lor at least i say 2 her n dun regret.......tok 2 her on hp ytd n 2dae..dunno y lye 2 call her so much..den oso dun write le nth more

i tOld hEr

2dae...i tel her wad is in my heart le...so relive le......but dunno she will agree anot....but den i dun mind lor at least i say 2 her n dun regret.......tok 2 her on hp ytd n 2dae..dunno y lye 2 call her so much..den oso dun write le nth more

k

k update le

k