New Blog !!

If you have been thinking why i have not update my blog... its because, i have a new blog at multiply. The reason for my change is becos.. multiply have the selection to post it as private or public.. hahaha. so.. i can use it as a journal as well. Praise the Lord. The link is http://yuki21.multiply.com/

tired....

I am damn damn tired......
been working alot of OT recently... finally understood and experience politic... oh man...really the back stab, the ranks etc etc.. come on.. haiz... sick of those ppl...really the dark side in the corporate world.....

some updates....

Easter is over. just in a blink...
followed by BENNY HINN !!!!
Sang for all 3 days.. awesome..The revelation of the cross and communion ... the love of the china ppl towards God...the love of Jesus ...

spend some time with Shan... really enjoy that talk we hada at the esso shop... eating our maggie and sharing our life there :) its worth all the cabs... hahaha.

Jesus.... the sweetest name of all.....u are so beautiful...my love...my all....

oh ya.. miss ang encourage me to change my blog to multiply.. hmm.... i do love the options to be able to set the viewing options lah :)

Mass Blog again ...

well.. been busy so update at home lo.. nw then load.. hee.. i need to change my interface !!!

20 Mar Tue
Oh man… I am 23 le !!! haha.. well, a lot of thought went pass my mind… a lot of things happen…

This yr to date, I have learnt of God faithfulness and mercy … Indeed He is good and loves me no matter what. We thought that God would not love after we fall under His mark. Bt the truth is, He STILL love…. As the bible wrote, a veil was uncovered and I see God. Who He really is… of course, pls do not take God for granted becos of this . the motive is very important. He can accept and will forgive when we fall due to the flesh but He will never accept when we willfully sin again and again.. (the so call crazy grace)
The so many ppl around me getting into love and attach seems to have afflicted me to a certain degree. I do feel lonely t times. Wanting that special some one in my life. But (esp after what pst Derek said) , I really feel that its one item I have to admit and pray about it and lift to God to arrange and chose . Haha its part of a person needs mah, esp when u get older and start receiving lots of Red Cards…Some of my friends even got baby le wo.. haha… but these things cannot be rushed. So take a step at a time…
And I love Jacky Cheung!!! He is coming to Singapore . If not I have promised AA to go for Andy’s concert this yr, I would have gone for Jacky’s concert!!! Would some one be nice enough to bless me ?? hahaha.. I pray … hahaha


22 Mar Thu
Updates again….

Yap,,, shaked hand with Jacky cheung. Cannot imgaine I actually went to Q . oh man… firsttime in my life,apart from Sun’s .But he is really nice lo. He gave u a very comfortable feel, not proud or u know , hae those air ….but rather very humble and sincere. He is not charismatic or what but very down to earth guy. Very simple …very ordinary…. Maybe that’s why so many ppl like him also.. and he is where he is by his hardwork and his good voice… not looks or dance or etc…will continue to support him :)

Cannot wait for Benny Hinn to come . went for choir prac and been listerning to the CD almost every day… I just get more and more excited.. or cos not for him but for God… to touch me again … for His presence that seems to consume me…But I do understand that it is even more important to bring down that presence on ur own quiet time.. trying hard still….to wait upon Him ….

Hmm… I need to go back to the basic of praying, fasting ,waiting and obedience …. Basic requirement I would say,….

You are all that I want,
You are all that I need,
God and silver I want not,
You are all I need

Obedience is better then sacrifise……..To hear what He got to say and obey it …

Yue ming , Jia you oh !!!!


23 Mar
Oh man.. damn sleepy right now. Woke up for the meeting at 830!!! Can u imagine.. haha.. need to wake up earlier !!! cannot always so late lah.. man…

Went Hans with mic they all.. nice catch up since its been some time that we last meet up… Thanks may may for the special gift J Nice ….

Went kopi-in with nic-ole… lol… ok, he is going to kill me for this . haha. I just cannot sleep mah. OH NO !!! too use to sleeping late and hanging out.. cannot !!! hahaha. I must live a NORMAL life.. haha….

Some how my daddy and me still have some generation gap… lol. And I cannot imagine that I actually say those things to him.. But I really feel that I should. Seriously say, I do not share my stuff with my daddy . Even my bro, only some stuff would I ask him. As for the rest leh, I use to talk to me “doggy” . haha. My friends leh… some stuff bah… but truth is , I keep to myself a lot. Thank God He came into my life…. Now I can talk to Him… but of course I am learning to share with my daddy lah… told him that if I have any one I like or like me and I am interested, I will tell him … haha.. cos I also feel that I am soon coming to this age le.. where daddy will concern whether I got BF or not lah… he is ssssssssssssssooooooooooo worried for my bro lo.. haha. To the stage of desperation for him to get attached. Lol….

k.. gtg.. work !!! CG later . yippee.

haha

hmm.. sorry for all the mass updates.. haha. thats me lah..
any way, created my personal one already. Hee Hee Hee Hee..
Went for prayer meetying yesterday.. Real gd . And its really true that as our church move on to impacting AND embracing the world(not approving their lifestyle but loving them the same), we really need to built up our spiritual life and go to another level. If not, the things in the world would start to fall upon and even weight us down... Moreover, we are fighting even more (in term of spirit realm) .So we have to built our inner man..

I need to pray more too !!

Also, today AFV BS also reflect the same msg.. Oh man.Indeed we are in the End time !!!

Let work hard ppl :)

Sleepy... going to zzz soon.. heee

p/s : i love my work and my team ... Thank God

hands that hold the heaven....hold my heart tonight.... Jesus ....

my love letter to God

23/01/2007

Had a nice dinner with may last night. She brought me flowers. Thanks to tian and qi too J just some simple meals. Had some talk with Liyu online. and she gave me the link to Joe Princle MySpace !!! And he act cute inside lo L haha. Spolit my cool cool guy image. But he is still SOOOOOOOO cute. Haha. Maybe better and more fun then being cool cool.

Just realize that AA actually has a blog !!! its super private one lah. I should make another blog with my private things inside bah… my blog use to be a secret one where I wrote songs to God, tell him how I feel….but now… not so much le.I did share but not totally…. Maybe I really should have another separate one…

Right mah God ? hahahaha

Loyalty...

Hey guys :

I know sometimes you guys will be stuck in between. Whether to account to the leaders or keep it a secret. This email help me to understand what I need to account and what not. Of course, if you can correct the and advise that person personally,that would be best. If not, let the leaders take over.

Of course as leaders, we would need to learn to deal with it while keeping the person name confidential and as tactful as possible. And of course, to do it the Jesus way :)

Daily Success Key, January 22, 2007

Loyalty Was Birthed To Protect Anothers Innocence, Never To Keep Secret Their Sin.
“He who rebukes a man will find more favor afterward than he who flatters with the tongue.” Proverbs 28:23 (NKJV)

Many people have become masters at avoiding or distorting the truth, because they refuse to confront others over their sin. It seems as though many Christians play a game with each other. Weve all heard the phrase “there is honor’among thieves.” Well, theres that “false honor” among Christians, as well. Its an unspoken understanding that says, “Were not going to discuss the real issues. And as long as all of us do not discuss the real issues, the real issues dont exist.”

A“real issue” existed, however, for John the Baptist. Having confronted the leader for his sinful relationship with his brothers wife (and a long list of additional transgressions), just as Jesus ministry began, Herod the tetrarch decided to shut away John in prison.
John, you see, had no experience in avoiding or distorting the truth—walking in love for John meant to repent from sin! And as the daylight was slowly eclipsed by the darkness of the dungeon, by doing what was right through loyalty to the commandments of God, John knew that he ultimately possessed eternal favor from Heaven.

Many times we fool ourselves and call it walking in love, not realizing we consent to another's spiritual demise. So don't overlook someone else's sin in the name of loyalty. Confront their sin and help them walk free from the chains that bind them.

DAILY CONFESSION
Father, I thank You that I am willing to rebuke a man and find more favor afterward. I refuse to flatter with my tongue.

22 Jan - my bdae

In Office right now.

Its my bdae today but since I have taken my off on fri , so no choice.. Haha. Dont felt like working, but nothing to do at home too.…
Thanks to all who message me. Appreciated J really surprise by the number of ppl who remembers. Even those that I am not that close. And sad to say, I don’t even remember some of their bdae :x…all my STM fault mah… sorry.. ooopppsss.
Meeting may for dinner later J My Bro is very cute also… just msg and told me to get the heels I wanted and he will foot the bill . WOOO. I told him one heels is too cheap for him. Hahahahaha.
Meeting shan and the rest on the 29/1…looking forward to it.


Its my second wk at my new dept. Enjoy it more as the people are fun and they will make you feel welcome and at home..Went for lunch just now. Feel more in a department then before. Not that the previous one is not good. Just that they stick around with their group too much and left the rest out of it.Looking forward to my new portfolio too J

Just now Joanna talk to me abt my job… she advise me to think carefully what I want to study. But truth is, I am not sure which area i really wanted to go into. She did advise going into marketing as well.. but sometimes, you do not have the choice to where you want to be. Likewise, when asked why am I not working in what I studied.. its because there were no opportunity for it.. if not, why would I wanted to waste my time away studing some thing not related.

Haiz… think I should just go into it and don’t consider too much bah…

Some updates …

18/1/07

Went AAhouse to stay till till sun as her parents are not around and her mum wanted me to take good care of her too.. So, nothing much lo.. watch tv together,accompany her, have dinner etc.get the ppl to join us for mahjong session on sat night. Ting join us as well. Been so long since I last saw her man… we played till morning 7 and slack around ,crapping away.. haha

Truth is, I miss her … haha.Its been some time since I spend such time with her alone.. Both of us had been busy with things..

Realise that she had grown up. She is more mature and understanding. Things had not been easy for her and she had been strong and been a good warrior. Told her before that I would want to help her to carry together but I know I cannot. I can only stay by her and help her and pray and listern…

God, I can only leave her to ur hands… Jia you wo..

21/1/07

Went home and rest before going to Macy one month party. She is so cute.. hahaha… Adorable and look so much like her mummy. Congrats to Tony and Sher Ling.:) Can see that Tony really dote on her. Haha…Welcome to fatherhood. Haha. The love of a Father…..

Suppose to go home to sleep but ended up at PS with miss Mah Junior. Haha. Nice time we spend shopping together nd also eating our beloved dou hua. Should spend more time with the rest this wayJ

Knock off when I got home.. I love my bed . haha.

the $20 story

$20.00

Sometimes we just need to be reminded!
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE. You are special- Don't EVER forget it." If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring. Count your blessings, not your problems. "And remember: amateurs built the ark .. professionals built the Titanic. I

f God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.

updates

Tue 9th Jan

Hope it won rain later. Suppose to go to the gym but my friend fly me aeroplane. so i plan to go run after my meal :P i will not give myself any more excuse not to run. althought its true that i am on medication and been sick, and also injured my back. but there must be a starting point right. so here i go.. hee. Hopfully i won injured my back again... maybe i should go morning run with my bro. haha. i need to wake up earlier !! starting is hard i think. haha


Wed 3 rd Jan

Now do i understand ...

Leaders are meant to help others become the people God created them to be .

Leaders are not called only.. but make as well.

A word from God that easily open my eyes and look beyond my imperfection and look upon His perfection...

May His work be in me...

Crucify the flesh !!!

Dec Updates

Wed 27 Dec
well... christmas is over. Had a tired week .In office right now... haiz.. been sick :( my stomach is weak perhaps due to the last "food poisoning " . Thus did not go for the zone leaders dinner .gotten MC and went home to ZZZ. Haiz... better now but still hurt abit. donno why. the medicine don seems to work. And i have been eating lo.!!! donno lah...
Yesterday was chatting with some one close to my heart. haiz... I just pray that i can have more time for all...
Seriously speaking, will i not pick up ur call or talk to u when u call me.. no lo.. but i just have my stuff to do.. it seems 24 hr , 7 days a wk is not enough for me.. :(

haiz.. maybe i am at fault lah...but i just don wan to casually sms a person... any one can do that mah.. mass send only... haiz... don talk le lah.

Some updates of my pass days...

Sun 17/12/2006
The cg had an outing at sentosa. Raining but we still enjoy ourself. At least it is more fulfiling then just to hang there and "free and easy" .Ta did not go. which is rather a waste. aWai happily shopping in taiwan.. haha.Yongzu and Koon kiat join us too :)
Really love this cg. BTW, we need more gals... last time our prayer for bros had come to pass and now we had more bros. WE NEED SISTERS. haha. So God, send us sisters... lol.

23,24,25/12/2006
our church is having carnival .. so been busy bringing my friends and accompany the friend to the carnival. hee.Had some fun as well. Intend not to spend much money but in the end still.. haiz... yueming ah yueming


15 Dec

This is something we should all practice with out hesitance

He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold .He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you.

He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson."Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack,skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire.But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him. She told him that she was from St. Louis and was only just passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk.


The lady asked how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She already imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped. Bryan never thought twice about being paid. This was not a job to him. This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were plenty who had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed, and Bryan added, "And think of me."He waited until she started her car and drove off. It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good a s he headed for home, disappearing into the twilight.

A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She went in to grab a bite to eat, and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps. The whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The waitress came over and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair. she had a sweet smile, ne that even being on her feet for the whole day couldn't erase.The lady noticed the waitress was nearly eight months pregnant, but he never let the strain and aches change her attitude.

The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a tranger. Then she remembered Bryan .ter the lady finished her meal, she paid with a hundred dollar bill.The waitress quickly went to get change for her hundred dollar bill,but the old lady had slipped right out the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back The waitress wondered where the lady could be. Then she noticed something written on the napkin. There were tears in her eyes when she read what the lady wrote: "You don't owe me anything. I have been there too.Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you do: don't let this chain of love end with you."Under the napkin were four more $100 bills.

Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the money and what the lady had written. How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed it? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard.She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her,she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low, "Everything's gonna be all right. I love you, Bryan Anderson

There is an old saying "What goes around comes around."
It always pay to do good .
Find a hurt and heal it, find a need and meet it :)