hi all !! i am back. all my stupid company lah... ban me from blogging and reading the blogs.. :( wept wept.. u will see me lesser here.
But any way, my home com is changed to broadband. so ..yippee. no lag and can chat on phone too.
share with u guy about this verse or words that i got from aunty judy present.
"time is God's gift to you and how u use your time is your gift to God"
wow...really encouraging but also reminds me to use my time wisely in this new yr to continue to serve Him .
And thank God for the 88 ppl for our holland estate . Indeed it is fruitful but must really put in more effort to intergrate. haiz.. i be missing them.. but i must know that its not all the busi-ness that define u doing the will of God or u are serving Him well or u are loving Him... i feel that i need to slow down and listern to His voice and not always busy busy busy...i miss Him alot...so coming year i have alot more to do... to focus and spend time with Him...sleep early etc etc...
indeed , i can do all things through Christ who strengthen me. And perfect love cast out all love . there is no fear... (pst preach that fear is often there to stop u from releasing your full potential) . So i will overcome for i am an overcomer :)
Also thanks to all for the nice presents.. really blessed. have not seen ta one. wonder what she got me...
and i have fulfil my building fund lo. thank God.
also cg is rea;;y growing and alot of new friends for christmas !! teacher grace really is evengelising and we should do our part too...must integrate the friends !! youth who will be world shaker.
God, i pray that as we step out and do things for u, your presense would go with us, anoint us and help us to contain the harvest. increase our capacity to contain and help us not to slack but sneize the day Lord. Open the eyes to understand the time of the Lord... that we be wise...thank u Lord...
Alot of things in my mind but i must really know which is important . I have learn not to waste time on ppl whose heart are harden and not teachable. does that mean i don care? no, but some things are out of our control. But rather, lifting them in prayer to the Lord and trusting Him to deal with them according to His timing. Is it easy ?..no..
Sometimes, the more i grow in the Lord, the more disappointment i have. the more heartbreak i have to bear.the more challenges i have. For when more is given, more is expected...
but i would never ever leave Him.. each time He is with me, each vision i have of Him, each words He speaks to me, His warmth presence that sinks into the heart.. even my name is given by Him. Cheer Cheer He calls.. and i look at Him and say, Yes Lord.
dear friends, how do i explain this things to u ? only if u open your heart and u will know and experience this God . the real God...I always rejoice when i see my freinds come to Him or slides back to Him.. have i forgotten those ppl that i follow up with? those that i give bs, those that once i come across . NO ... come back to God all u ppl....
and i do hope for my family, my dear friends to know Him... i want u guys to be with me in heaven....
And its also sad to see ppl with Him but not doing the right things... having no breakthrough.. still want things their ways... i wanted badly to help them but i do know, there are times we need to let go and let them learn themselves....
haiz...
back to topic... candlelight is nce, chritmas drama and carnival is nice..took alot of photo. hahabut i am really tired le.. need to go see gong gong with my papa... so.. see ya.. updates with photo later
Cheers
(pls bear with me.. i know my stuff re all over.. hee)
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Sayonara 2005
here i am... busy yah.donno if what i have done is rite.. hm... hopefully God can change the motive of that person lo... but really feel irritated.. moreover i hate it when ppl try to control me .!!! alot of stuff to do.. haiz..
mon- dialect meeting at church
tue- saturation with mel :P and hand up report(wept..)
wed- saturation with jia min
Thu- might saturation again...currently no plans but reserved
fri- cg and go do hair and shop for gifts... !!!
sat- dialect big day. giving bs in morning to 2 gals
sun- go make up service (wept.. i will miss cg) and meet up with qi and friends
Mon- see gong gong
Tue- meeting ?
wed- company christmas party
Thu- visitation / dialect party for elderly( not sure if i serving but would really wan to help...)
fri- don tin have cg .. not sure yet
Sat- Christmas
Sun- family(cousins) celebration / gathering
mon- see gong gong
tue- meeting ?
wed- nothing on
thu- nothing on
fri- yr end appreciation
Sat- count down to new yr eve.yipee
Sun- PH...might go class chalet .. considering now
how time flies.. so thats the rest of my 2005 stuff...be chilling out with some friends i suppose. Got to see my church first. are we counting down together ?? donno...then soon my bdae coming.. getting older. haiz.. shall face it lar.
ok.. list of stuff i need to purchases. u shall see how broke i be
- company christmas gift ($ 20-30)
- friends gathering gift exchange($5)
- cg angel and mortal($5)
- family gift x-change($5)
- present for special ones :)
- cg sisters
- dialect workers
broke lo... going to do my hair which is 100 ++ too...
mon- dialect meeting at church
tue- saturation with mel :P and hand up report(wept..)
wed- saturation with jia min
Thu- might saturation again...currently no plans but reserved
fri- cg and go do hair and shop for gifts... !!!
sat- dialect big day. giving bs in morning to 2 gals
sun- go make up service (wept.. i will miss cg) and meet up with qi and friends
Mon- see gong gong
Tue- meeting ?
wed- company christmas party
Thu- visitation / dialect party for elderly( not sure if i serving but would really wan to help...)
fri- don tin have cg .. not sure yet
Sat- Christmas
Sun- family(cousins) celebration / gathering
mon- see gong gong
tue- meeting ?
wed- nothing on
thu- nothing on
fri- yr end appreciation
Sat- count down to new yr eve.yipee
Sun- PH...might go class chalet .. considering now
how time flies.. so thats the rest of my 2005 stuff...be chilling out with some friends i suppose. Got to see my church first. are we counting down together ?? donno...then soon my bdae coming.. getting older. haiz.. shall face it lar.
ok.. list of stuff i need to purchases. u shall see how broke i be
- company christmas gift ($ 20-30)
- friends gathering gift exchange($5)
- cg angel and mortal($5)
- family gift x-change($5)
- present for special ones :)
- cg sisters
- dialect workers
broke lo... going to do my hair which is 100 ++ too...
Monday, December 12, 2005
sat
hihi.. i am back. first week at expo is good despite of lots of stuff. like the rain, the lights.. etc. terry came . wo. praise the Lord. hop he can join us again. haha.coming week gonna be real busy..its a time of sowing and reaping.. so got to fold up our sleeves... God.. i need 48 hrs... help me Lord as i do Your work.ya..Expo there nothing much to eat. haiz.. and so ex.. so how leh...must really find some where else lo...christmas also headache. must think of wat to get for ppl. won be spending much ya.. haha. budget !!!
1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?
- the wolves and the 3 pig ??
- winnie the pooh ??
- ???
2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
- God
- my blanket
- HP !!!
3) What are your 3 favourite books?
- bible
- comics... love them
- lots on the list
4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
- pillows .. haha
- my bears and dolls
- tissue papaer
5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
- ber
- nat
- LJ
6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
- ta??
- may??
- mic.. haha
7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
- my family lah(only two)
- erm erm...
- God... haha
8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?
- my family
- my dear
- God counted as people ???
9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now?
- a song by Joe princle
- zzz song
- rain down
10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
- sushi
- ban mian
- chicken rice
11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
- zzz
- sms
- blog
12) Who do you like to go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out with the most?
- mic and gang
- ta, mel, mingli
- my cg members
13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out?
- chat
- crap
- lame
14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
- wats IM
- i donno
- haha
15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
- ming li
- grace
- myself (:P)
16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
- ppl suffering
- ppl dear to me hurting and crying
- the goodness of God to me
17) What features do you like about yourself?
- don have leh...
- don tin i pretty
- just plain jane
18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
- Faithful
- Loyal
- willingness
19) What are you proud of about yourself?
- A christian
- able to react well in difficult situation
- very positive
20) What do you do when you're down?
- cry
- eat
- be alone
21) What do you do when you're bored?
- listern to music
- sing
- read books
23) What have you done to regret?
- some stuff
- Not careful with my words
- should learn some music stuff when young
24) What do you loathe?
- liars
- bullies
- back stapper.
25) What will you do with a million bucks?
- buy up the whole of skin shop... haha
- shop shop shop
- travel
26) What will your children's names be?
- josiah
- jade
- Desiree
27) Where are your favourite countries?
- Israel
- Taiwan
- China
28) What are you thinking of right now?
- some sad stuff...
- how to organise the angel and mortal game
- how much will my salary be this time ??
29) Who do you wish to see now?
- ABBA father
- my bed
- ta
30) What are the flowers you like?
- Blue rose
- sun flower
- no more
31) What are your favourite designs of clothes?
- never will be sleaveless
- simple
- nt too flowery
32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
- ta(too I and love to zzz )
- mic(worry too much)
- sotong(bad temper and bath very slow )
33) Who do you want to pass this meme to?
- erm
- can don wan
- thanks
1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?
- the wolves and the 3 pig ??
- winnie the pooh ??
- ???
2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
- God
- my blanket
- HP !!!
3) What are your 3 favourite books?
- bible
- comics... love them
- lots on the list
4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
- pillows .. haha
- my bears and dolls
- tissue papaer
5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
- ber
- nat
- LJ
6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
- ta??
- may??
- mic.. haha
7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
- my family lah(only two)
- erm erm...
- God... haha
8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?
- my family
- my dear
- God counted as people ???
9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now?
- a song by Joe princle
- zzz song
- rain down
10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
- sushi
- ban mian
- chicken rice
11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
- zzz
- sms
- blog
12) Who do you like to go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out with the most?
- mic and gang
- ta, mel, mingli
- my cg members
13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out?
- chat
- crap
- lame
14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
- wats IM
- i donno
- haha
15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
- ming li
- grace
- myself (:P)
16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
- ppl suffering
- ppl dear to me hurting and crying
- the goodness of God to me
17) What features do you like about yourself?
- don have leh...
- don tin i pretty
- just plain jane
18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
- Faithful
- Loyal
- willingness
19) What are you proud of about yourself?
- A christian
- able to react well in difficult situation
- very positive
20) What do you do when you're down?
- cry
- eat
- be alone
21) What do you do when you're bored?
- listern to music
- sing
- read books
23) What have you done to regret?
- some stuff
- Not careful with my words
- should learn some music stuff when young
24) What do you loathe?
- liars
- bullies
- back stapper.
25) What will you do with a million bucks?
- buy up the whole of skin shop... haha
- shop shop shop
- travel
26) What will your children's names be?
- josiah
- jade
- Desiree
27) Where are your favourite countries?
- Israel
- Taiwan
- China
28) What are you thinking of right now?
- some sad stuff...
- how to organise the angel and mortal game
- how much will my salary be this time ??
29) Who do you wish to see now?
- ABBA father
- my bed
- ta
30) What are the flowers you like?
- Blue rose
- sun flower
- no more
31) What are your favourite designs of clothes?
- never will be sleaveless
- simple
- nt too flowery
32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
- ta(too I and love to zzz )
- mic(worry too much)
- sotong(bad temper and bath very slow )
33) Who do you want to pass this meme to?
- erm
- can don wan
- thanks
hihi.. i am back. first week at expo is good despite of lots of stuff. like the rain, the lights.. etc. terry came . wo. praise the Lord. hop he can join us again. haha.coming week gonna be real busy..its a time of sowing and reaping.. so got to fold up our sleeves... God.. i need 48 hrs... help me Lord as i do Your work.ya..Expo there nothing much to eat. haiz.. and so ex.. so how leh...must really find some where else lo...christmas also headache. must think of wat to get for ppl. won be spending much ya.. haha. budget !!!
1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?
- the wolves and the 3 pig ??
- winnie the pooh ??
- ???
2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
- God
- my blanket
- HP !!!
3) What are your 3 favourite books?
- bible
- comics... love them
- lots on the list
4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
- pillows .. haha
- my bears and dolls
- tissue papaer
5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
- ber
- nat
- LJ
6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
- ta??
- may??
- mic.. haha
7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
- my family lah(only two)
- erm erm...
- God... haha
8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?
- my family
- my dear
- God counted as people ???
9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now?
- a song by Joe princle
- zzz song
- rain down
10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
- sushi
- ban mian
- chicken rice
11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
- zzz
- sms
- blog
12) Who do you like to go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out with the most?
- mic and gang
- ta, mel, mingli
- my cg members
13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out?
- chat
- crap
- lame
14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
- wats IM
- i donno
- haha
15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
- ming li
- grace
- myself (:P)
16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
- ppl suffering
- ppl dear to me hurting and crying
- the goodness of God to me
17) What features do you like about yourself?
- don have leh...
- don tin i pretty
- just plain jane
18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
- Faithful
- Loyal
- willingness
19) What are you proud of about yourself?
- A christian
- able to react well in difficult situation
- very positive
20) What do you do when you're down?
- cry
- eat
- be alone
21) What do you do when you're bored?
- listern to music
- sing
- read books
23) What have you done to regret?
- some stuff
- Not careful with my words
- should learn some music stuff when young
24) What do you loathe?
- liars
- bullies
- back stapper.
25) What will you do with a million bucks?
- buy up the whole of skin shop... haha
- shop shop shop
- travel
26) What will your children's names be?
- josiah
- jade
- Desiree
27) Where are your favourite countries?
- Israel
- Taiwan
- China
28) What are you thinking of right now?
- some sad stuff...
- how to organise the angel and mortal game
- how much will my salary be this time ??
29) Who do you wish to see now?
- ABBA father
- my bed
- ta
30) What are the flowers you like?
- Blue rose
- sun flower
- no more
31) What are your favourite designs of clothes?
- never will be sleaveless
- simple
- nt too flowery
32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
- ta(too I and love to zzz )
- mic(worry too much)
- sotong(bad temper and bath very slow )
33) Who do you want to pass this meme to?
- erm
- can don wan
- thanks
1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?
- the wolves and the 3 pig ??
- winnie the pooh ??
- ???
2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
- God
- my blanket
- HP !!!
3) What are your 3 favourite books?
- bible
- comics... love them
- lots on the list
4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
- pillows .. haha
- my bears and dolls
- tissue papaer
5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
- ber
- nat
- LJ
6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
- ta??
- may??
- mic.. haha
7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
- my family lah(only two)
- erm erm...
- God... haha
8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?
- my family
- my dear
- God counted as people ???
9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now?
- a song by Joe princle
- zzz song
- rain down
10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
- sushi
- ban mian
- chicken rice
11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
- zzz
- sms
- blog
12) Who do you like to go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out with the most?
- mic and gang
- ta, mel, mingli
- my cg members
13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out?
- chat
- crap
- lame
14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
- wats IM
- i donno
- haha
15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
- ming li
- grace
- myself (:P)
16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
- ppl suffering
- ppl dear to me hurting and crying
- the goodness of God to me
17) What features do you like about yourself?
- don have leh...
- don tin i pretty
- just plain jane
18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
- Faithful
- Loyal
- willingness
19) What are you proud of about yourself?
- A christian
- able to react well in difficult situation
- very positive
20) What do you do when you're down?
- cry
- eat
- be alone
21) What do you do when you're bored?
- listern to music
- sing
- read books
23) What have you done to regret?
- some stuff
- Not careful with my words
- should learn some music stuff when young
24) What do you loathe?
- liars
- bullies
- back stapper.
25) What will you do with a million bucks?
- buy up the whole of skin shop... haha
- shop shop shop
- travel
26) What will your children's names be?
- josiah
- jade
- Desiree
27) Where are your favourite countries?
- Israel
- Taiwan
- China
28) What are you thinking of right now?
- some sad stuff...
- how to organise the angel and mortal game
- how much will my salary be this time ??
29) Who do you wish to see now?
- ABBA father
- my bed
- ta
30) What are the flowers you like?
- Blue rose
- sun flower
- no more
31) What are your favourite designs of clothes?
- never will be sleaveless
- simple
- nt too flowery
32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
- ta(too I and love to zzz )
- mic(worry too much)
- sotong(bad temper and bath very slow )
33) Who do you want to pass this meme to?
- erm
- can don wan
- thanks
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Moving to EXPO !!!
haiz... last day @ jurong west for ENGLISH service. really will miss every part of it. wept... the roo top, the cafe, the bible study etc etc etc... the dinosaurs, the zebra, the car.. etc. my fav spot for bible study...the riveria which is ever hot.the main audi for our srv.
A place we call our own...
Jialing , wei zhi, nick, yu zhi had their baptism on sat. the last baptism going to held there .we took lots of pic but too bad ta serving.. anyway i still went down to b 4 after srv 3 and grap ta to take photo with me. :P really cannot bear. where are we gonna have our bs ? where are we gonna eat our dinner(miss my ban mian etc..)? where are we gonna rot and play games and fellowship? where are we gonna shop...JW had lots of basar malam.. haha. and now at expo. ya, i know... hall 4 got john little sales !! can go shop christmas stuff but..John little (-_-)"'... name itself sound so old fashion.. yucks.. haha. shall see lah...
enjoy the pics guys !!
Sun do not have to serve but then i need to take care of kids... yo.. very tired sia...from 1 pm to 4 pm like that already wan my life...tough sia.. haha. now i know why pris can slim down due to taking care of the kids.. haha.
Friday, December 02, 2005
fri nite ~~
today is fri. counting down to 6 om . wooo.. suppose to go for daryl birthday bbq but really cannot make it. wanted to but my heart just go to my grandpa. have not seen him for a week and esp when pa say some stuff yesterday. so be going down to visit him.
On wed ~ meet up grace to do vg. a bit weird as i been doing alone. ate our fav chicken again . lol.
thu~ took off to go chalet. reach at 859 and the guys are not up !!! walk around abit and spend some time with papa in is car. chat a bit with him ya. then waiting for them to wake up then went changi to makan again. oh no.. eat and eat and eat.then go back chalet to play some games and i become so sleepy that i went to ZzzZZZz . Miss HJ join me and she actually break a bed !! haha . we manage to put it back lah. haha. then we sleep and suddenly i remembered my frozen chicken!! woke up and at the same time woke miss HJ up too. haha. went to the kitchen and try to marinate the chicken and realise they got the wrong stuff !!! so we just unfroze and cut the chicken while Sheng wei go buy the stuff. HJ help me ya. thanks my gal ^-^ . then while waiting we start target the drinks and the hotdogs and crab meat. so all the washing, peeling, mixing . haha. DONE !!
by the way, in between we had our prayer meeting lah... good.. presense of God is there. Hope that we can dwell in longer but .. so back to topic..
we manage to marinate just in time when evans they all come to help as well.So my hands are gross... haha. so every thing prepared while waiting for our cg to start . so cg is good. I shared my angels story. God indeed is good :) then the sermon also very good.
abt passion to serve .
3 points only
1. correct motivation
2. Know the bible and God's will for you
3. Sacrifise your body just as Jesus did
so end of cg and fellowship began..
they sure are hungry.. bring some food to grill in the microwave and imagine all the rice being eaten up !! And my poor mashmallow... eaten up too.. then all thanks to hui jia who still give me one :) brighten up my day...And was so bothered by the cleaniness. they just not plan and organise. haha. but any way, bor chap it in the end. i had done enough. should rest as well. haha. so finish my food and go bath . nice nice !! then went home together lo...haha
indeed i miss the chalet 2 years ago.Its real fun.. all the bed fight, blanket fight, mid nite rollerblade and cycling to bedok jetty !! haiz.. but its the pass le...all the stupid poly and ite lah.. their holiday and sch term all so diff . how to organise one where all can make it right. haiz.. so bor bian lo.i miss it !!! wept wept ..
sorry . no photo as i forget to bring my cam. oops...
On wed ~ meet up grace to do vg. a bit weird as i been doing alone. ate our fav chicken again . lol.
thu~ took off to go chalet. reach at 859 and the guys are not up !!! walk around abit and spend some time with papa in is car. chat a bit with him ya. then waiting for them to wake up then went changi to makan again. oh no.. eat and eat and eat.then go back chalet to play some games and i become so sleepy that i went to ZzzZZZz . Miss HJ join me and she actually break a bed !! haha . we manage to put it back lah. haha. then we sleep and suddenly i remembered my frozen chicken!! woke up and at the same time woke miss HJ up too. haha. went to the kitchen and try to marinate the chicken and realise they got the wrong stuff !!! so we just unfroze and cut the chicken while Sheng wei go buy the stuff. HJ help me ya. thanks my gal ^-^ . then while waiting we start target the drinks and the hotdogs and crab meat. so all the washing, peeling, mixing . haha. DONE !!
by the way, in between we had our prayer meeting lah... good.. presense of God is there. Hope that we can dwell in longer but .. so back to topic..
we manage to marinate just in time when evans they all come to help as well.So my hands are gross... haha. so every thing prepared while waiting for our cg to start . so cg is good. I shared my angels story. God indeed is good :) then the sermon also very good.
abt passion to serve .
3 points only
1. correct motivation
2. Know the bible and God's will for you
3. Sacrifise your body just as Jesus did
so end of cg and fellowship began..
they sure are hungry.. bring some food to grill in the microwave and imagine all the rice being eaten up !! And my poor mashmallow... eaten up too.. then all thanks to hui jia who still give me one :) brighten up my day...And was so bothered by the cleaniness. they just not plan and organise. haha. but any way, bor chap it in the end. i had done enough. should rest as well. haha. so finish my food and go bath . nice nice !! then went home together lo...haha
indeed i miss the chalet 2 years ago.Its real fun.. all the bed fight, blanket fight, mid nite rollerblade and cycling to bedok jetty !! haiz.. but its the pass le...all the stupid poly and ite lah.. their holiday and sch term all so diff . how to organise one where all can make it right. haiz.. so bor bian lo.i miss it !!! wept wept ..
sorry . no photo as i forget to bring my cam. oops...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
my daes...
been taking alot of cabs ..(-_-)"' haiz...
My daes..
Thu- instead of steamboat, went to v8 . I had my sirlion steak again. nice :) then went to ah chu to have my sesemee with peanut .Amoy one still nicer and cheaper !!!went back home (all of us.. haha) and end up too tired so all zzzz
Fri- had some fun at sentosa. play volley ball but it sucks. Had some frisbee too . would be fun if there are more ppl. 7 how to play .haha.. Went kayak.. better. team with SF and i had to kayak all the way as she get tired easily. took lotsof photo. min and qin flying to korea so not able to join us. wept wept... (enjoy guys !). then swim abit and went to take a bath. come out and continue our game of pool. some ppl wrer waiting for our turn to be over but we had two round. in the end thay gave their ticket to us. haha. but we don wan it!! we are clearing our pathetic 2 ticket too !!!so some how kor kor gave it away.went hungry for food at the market. ate my nasi lemak. not bad(bro treat).went home tired and sleepy.
Sat and sun- awesome service . about the fire and passion for God. prayed for poly ..haiz.. always out of my range . should go srv 6 . they praying for age 20 to 25 .. wanted to go srv 6 but would not be able to rush for my dialect . our dialect meeting cancelled at v wanted to go srv 6.. ah hem.. not really right lah. if its any one of us who wanted to go srv 6, tell it to her and she will sure give some lecture and yet now...small things but it really says alot.hence my plans all cancelled . had shift my time 3 times already. so went ahed to get my bag.. new puma bag !!!nice :) but a bit small lah. haha. so, buy me bigger one for my bddae k.. (shall tell it to MAY !! she going thailand on the 3rd !!! hate her,hate her...haha :P)so where did i go.. go HUIYI house instead of my srv 6 ( i had no bible too ..). AND some cg memeber are there too. cos they doing nice cards for the ppl going baptism !! next sat 4 of them wor. so had a nice time with them . miss fellowship this way.eat, play , do some thing together, play guitar , talk about God and sing together.
Miss those times that i slack at ta house and she play her guitar and i just sing and keep transpose !!! haha. 3 times transpose wo.. drop dead.MIGHT go her house this sun (but i still need go meeting.. haiz..)to see my jeans being painted .see how first . wanted to "paint" my hair too . lol. cos she maybe need to go expo.so i will rot at home and visit my dear gong gong. slack at home,fellowship with my bed and replenish my energy and iron my mountain of clothes which takes 2 plus. paint my nails ,give my leg a massage etc etc etc... read my comics/ book with my music play at the back. eat my fav peanut with my HL milk. ok, thats what i love to do. ask my friends over for some cards ?? haha...
mon- work lo... after that meet may for HARRY POTTER. but not as nice.. i can sleep in there and May cried !! haha. i almost but manage to hold back. not the usual rivers of living water. show that i am better in emotion control now.then i keep teasing and laughing at her and she so poor tin.took cab and the stupid lift broke down. some how cannot move and i kick the door .. haha. cos some times a bit of violent do help to keep it moving .. and it rings !!! 12 am in the morning. oops... so off i run to the stairs ...the lift is forever stupid...some how would go to the top then come down even when no one press .. (-_-)"'..
so here i am, tue, looking forward to sat .. my church !!! not that i hate working lah.. talking abt work.. haiz.. donno how, shall see . but must really confess the Word to go SOT the year after. next yr not able as i really broke and need to budget and plan wisely... Good steward of God's money !!! self confess. What a man think in his heart, so is he... SOT 2007 !!i wanted badly ...God , i haven forgotten what You have said !!!
k.. waiting for time to pass to meet sotong for lunch.. ^-^
bye...
(loading the photo later but the ba photo cannot be loeaded. sorrie )
My daes..
Thu- instead of steamboat, went to v8 . I had my sirlion steak again. nice :) then went to ah chu to have my sesemee with peanut .Amoy one still nicer and cheaper !!!went back home (all of us.. haha) and end up too tired so all zzzz
Fri- had some fun at sentosa. play volley ball but it sucks. Had some frisbee too . would be fun if there are more ppl. 7 how to play .haha.. Went kayak.. better. team with SF and i had to kayak all the way as she get tired easily. took lotsof photo. min and qin flying to korea so not able to join us. wept wept... (enjoy guys !). then swim abit and went to take a bath. come out and continue our game of pool. some ppl wrer waiting for our turn to be over but we had two round. in the end thay gave their ticket to us. haha. but we don wan it!! we are clearing our pathetic 2 ticket too !!!so some how kor kor gave it away.went hungry for food at the market. ate my nasi lemak. not bad(bro treat).went home tired and sleepy.
Sat and sun- awesome service . about the fire and passion for God. prayed for poly ..haiz.. always out of my range . should go srv 6 . they praying for age 20 to 25 .. wanted to go srv 6 but would not be able to rush for my dialect . our dialect meeting cancelled at v wanted to go srv 6.. ah hem.. not really right lah. if its any one of us who wanted to go srv 6, tell it to her and she will sure give some lecture and yet now...small things but it really says alot.hence my plans all cancelled . had shift my time 3 times already. so went ahed to get my bag.. new puma bag !!!nice :) but a bit small lah. haha. so, buy me bigger one for my bddae k.. (shall tell it to MAY !! she going thailand on the 3rd !!! hate her,hate her...haha :P)so where did i go.. go HUIYI house instead of my srv 6 ( i had no bible too ..). AND some cg memeber are there too. cos they doing nice cards for the ppl going baptism !! next sat 4 of them wor. so had a nice time with them . miss fellowship this way.eat, play , do some thing together, play guitar , talk about God and sing together.
Miss those times that i slack at ta house and she play her guitar and i just sing and keep transpose !!! haha. 3 times transpose wo.. drop dead.MIGHT go her house this sun (but i still need go meeting.. haiz..)to see my jeans being painted .see how first . wanted to "paint" my hair too . lol. cos she maybe need to go expo.so i will rot at home and visit my dear gong gong. slack at home,fellowship with my bed and replenish my energy and iron my mountain of clothes which takes 2 plus. paint my nails ,give my leg a massage etc etc etc... read my comics/ book with my music play at the back. eat my fav peanut with my HL milk. ok, thats what i love to do. ask my friends over for some cards ?? haha...
mon- work lo... after that meet may for HARRY POTTER. but not as nice.. i can sleep in there and May cried !! haha. i almost but manage to hold back. not the usual rivers of living water. show that i am better in emotion control now.then i keep teasing and laughing at her and she so poor tin.took cab and the stupid lift broke down. some how cannot move and i kick the door .. haha. cos some times a bit of violent do help to keep it moving .. and it rings !!! 12 am in the morning. oops... so off i run to the stairs ...the lift is forever stupid...some how would go to the top then come down even when no one press .. (-_-)"'..
so here i am, tue, looking forward to sat .. my church !!! not that i hate working lah.. talking abt work.. haiz.. donno how, shall see . but must really confess the Word to go SOT the year after. next yr not able as i really broke and need to budget and plan wisely... Good steward of God's money !!! self confess. What a man think in his heart, so is he... SOT 2007 !!i wanted badly ...God , i haven forgotten what You have said !!!
k.. waiting for time to pass to meet sotong for lunch.. ^-^
bye...
(loading the photo later but the ba photo cannot be loeaded. sorrie )
Friday, November 25, 2005
photo!!!
Nice book mark right .. hahacos.. its brought by me mah.. lol :P
Who is this flower woman !!!
ML and mel MAnd=go sago and ahem @-@(forgotten)
@ ah chun at bugis. opposite my fav Lai lai beef noodle ..
Miss Mah
We @ wedding ... -3 sis and me and HM
The Host - The bride and the groom(my cousin!!)
Me with hui min
The gift. I like this more then Chocolate. So nice rite
Director : Cheer
Media Artist: Cheer
Display Artist :Cheer ...haha
some sensored not allow here. if not u will start seeing my head row...
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Angel
so tired in office right now.. sleepy . slept late again. which is not suppose !!! Had a nice talk with may last nite. so long never catch up with her lo. she say LJ might travel to LA to work.. wept . will miss her.Realise that there is not alot whom i chat on the phone with. hmmmm. More of face to face ones.And fri might go for Harry potter !!! ^-^
later be meeting my cousins at bugis to eat. yipee.. was thinking of having steam boat but our beloved Fang, as her nick is, just woud not change her mind of going v8 .haiz.. so later they shall try to convice her . what so good abt v8 ?? been there once with min and her. ok lah ...Jack's place and marche nicer then there . also nydc too. billy boomers also .its just a normal restaurant . fish and co, cafe cartel even nicer and cosy.so donno why she insist. stubborness lah. some times i also like that. when i had plan all along and u suddenly wan a change... BOOM. but now i am more flexible lah.but still would not like it if u last min DID NOT TURN UP tin...
then got camera :) tin i need a digicam myself . i just love to take photo for all occasion !!! oh no.. then its my bro one. always borrow also very pai sei. For big occasion ok lah.. but even small gathering i also tempted to take it down...OH Oh...Not good ...haha
Yesterday went to do visitation. Went pass a aunty house and pop my head in . Finish visit went back and chat with the aunty and she told me some thing !!
AUNTY : thought u come visit some one cos see two of you
ME:?? two of us ??
AUNTY : ya, the guy with u ? hey, where is he ?
ME: aunty , i am alone ...
AUNTY : But i really see a man
ME: the man handsome ?
AUNTY:ya
ME: you might not believe but i trust it is God...
Aunty: He wore white long sleeves...
so we carry on to talk about angels and God. When she told me that time, i feel the presense of God.. wow.. angels again.. or the Lord Himself :) ^-^ happy ... amazing ..He promises me that His angels will go before me.. wow...How honoured i am... Have you seen an angel ??
later be meeting my cousins at bugis to eat. yipee.. was thinking of having steam boat but our beloved Fang, as her nick is, just woud not change her mind of going v8 .haiz.. so later they shall try to convice her . what so good abt v8 ?? been there once with min and her. ok lah ...Jack's place and marche nicer then there . also nydc too. billy boomers also .its just a normal restaurant . fish and co, cafe cartel even nicer and cosy.so donno why she insist. stubborness lah. some times i also like that. when i had plan all along and u suddenly wan a change... BOOM. but now i am more flexible lah.but still would not like it if u last min DID NOT TURN UP tin...
then got camera :) tin i need a digicam myself . i just love to take photo for all occasion !!! oh no.. then its my bro one. always borrow also very pai sei. For big occasion ok lah.. but even small gathering i also tempted to take it down...OH Oh...Not good ...haha
Yesterday went to do visitation. Went pass a aunty house and pop my head in . Finish visit went back and chat with the aunty and she told me some thing !!
AUNTY : thought u come visit some one cos see two of you
ME:?? two of us ??
AUNTY : ya, the guy with u ? hey, where is he ?
ME: aunty , i am alone ...
AUNTY : But i really see a man
ME: the man handsome ?
AUNTY:ya
ME: you might not believe but i trust it is God...
Aunty: He wore white long sleeves...
so we carry on to talk about angels and God. When she told me that time, i feel the presense of God.. wow.. angels again.. or the Lord Himself :) ^-^ happy ... amazing ..He promises me that His angels will go before me.. wow...How honoured i am... Have you seen an angel ??
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
no regrets
come across this article on some one blog. really nice. abt friends that are really with u. sorry my friends . yesterday my dear mic was messaging me and saying that i seem to disappear. not implying any tin. not that the friendship is shaken , just that have not been chatting.have not been going out too. i have been busy and been surrounded by all my church stuff.its really been revolving around my life . Its good to serve the Lord but there must be a balance. i wanted to spend time with my family , my ah gong, my friends(esp those unsaved one) . just like last sun my bro were saying that he wanted to treat me to our fav ice kacang and in turn spoend some time with me but i am not free as i need to serve. would really want to be with him...
been ages too since i last talk to may.i am always not free. will really love to accomapany her to the library or go for some coffee chat with mic.meeting up some of them like tian . watching movies or tv together at some one house. playing poker on rainy days together. i need to have my life and really be a light to shine into my family and friends. i been taking care of other ppl, what about my family ??? but with such busy schedule ..i seems to drift from them...saw a need and meet it.how will i see a need when i did not spend time with them.
Daddy not working for this week . so went home yesterday and dine with him. He cook the plain porridge while i cook the egg and etc. sat around eating and commenting on the badly cooked food ... too salty etc. did not talk much but both of us just sit there and did not move much.. (if u know me, normally i would bring the food out to watch tv but i did not )its such warmth .when is the last time we had our meal at home??.... cook a meal together??. being together??.too bad my beloved bro decline the offer of our plain porridge. haha. ah bish him.
then although i am very tired, still i drag my self to visit my ah gong.(which i make sure i did once a week. the rest of the week i am not free..) did not regreted it . He start talking weird then when i told him who i am, he is back to himself. keep staring at me. keep wanting to hold my hands. so i just hold him and pad him to sleep . and when i try to take my hand out, he woke up again . so it goes on and on. most of the time he will ignore me but yesterday he is so diff . donno what come o ver him .eventually he fall asleep and i left ... i mean its ok to serve but we do need MORE breaks to spend with the family esp on SUN !!! salute the dialect worker but i really feel that i been isolating my family ALOT . If only God can give me 48 hrs a day...i have been serving more then a month none stop ... no sun nor week day breaks... except for a wedding that i attend ( but still i am needed to go down to gather and do the rest before i ruch home to dress up)....some can easily say that the family do not allow them to serve when they had not been serving for a 3 weeks !! i can say that too when i am sick. and its the truth. my bro called me and not happy to know that i sneak out of the house while he is sleeping.And some times i wonder, whi is gonna pity me if i fall so sick . who is gonna help me if i faint on the street... haiz... of course i do know God is there but eventually it goes to my family who will nurture me back to health with their care and concern...but i am not there when they need me and they do not have God...haiz...but of course not placing family before God... maybe things would be more diff if my family were all christians... but they are not.!!!from jerusalem to judea, to samaria and to the ends of the world. from my family, to my friends ,to my friend's friend/family friends and to the world... haiz...sorry . lots of haiz.
so .. below is the article.
文章主题：后台朋友
“。。。然而，当他回到后台，脱下戏服，卸下妆彩，后台有没有一个朋友在等他，和他说一句真心话，道一声辛苦了，或默默交换一个眼色，这颜色也许比前台的满堂彩都要受用，而且必要！”
“人有没有这样的朋友，很重要。后台的朋友，是心灵的休息地，在他面前，不必化妆，不必穿戏服，不必做事情，不必端架子，可以说真话，可以说泄气话，可以说没出息的话，可以让他知道你很脆弱，很懦弱，很害怕，每次要走入前态势都很紧张，很厌恶，因为你确知后台朋友指挥安慰你，不会耻笑你”
"人生有一个地方，有一个人，在这人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必又形象，可以是全身弱点，这是很大的解放。有些解放，人可以在解放一阵子之后重抬勇气，再次化妆，再次端架子，走到前台去份演的角色，做一个人模人样的人物。”
been ages too since i last talk to may.i am always not free. will really love to accomapany her to the library or go for some coffee chat with mic.meeting up some of them like tian . watching movies or tv together at some one house. playing poker on rainy days together. i need to have my life and really be a light to shine into my family and friends. i been taking care of other ppl, what about my family ??? but with such busy schedule ..i seems to drift from them...saw a need and meet it.how will i see a need when i did not spend time with them.
Daddy not working for this week . so went home yesterday and dine with him. He cook the plain porridge while i cook the egg and etc. sat around eating and commenting on the badly cooked food ... too salty etc. did not talk much but both of us just sit there and did not move much.. (if u know me, normally i would bring the food out to watch tv but i did not )its such warmth .when is the last time we had our meal at home??.... cook a meal together??. being together??.too bad my beloved bro decline the offer of our plain porridge. haha. ah bish him.
then although i am very tired, still i drag my self to visit my ah gong.(which i make sure i did once a week. the rest of the week i am not free..) did not regreted it . He start talking weird then when i told him who i am, he is back to himself. keep staring at me. keep wanting to hold my hands. so i just hold him and pad him to sleep . and when i try to take my hand out, he woke up again . so it goes on and on. most of the time he will ignore me but yesterday he is so diff . donno what come o ver him .eventually he fall asleep and i left ... i mean its ok to serve but we do need MORE breaks to spend with the family esp on SUN !!! salute the dialect worker but i really feel that i been isolating my family ALOT . If only God can give me 48 hrs a day...i have been serving more then a month none stop ... no sun nor week day breaks... except for a wedding that i attend ( but still i am needed to go down to gather and do the rest before i ruch home to dress up)....some can easily say that the family do not allow them to serve when they had not been serving for a 3 weeks !! i can say that too when i am sick. and its the truth. my bro called me and not happy to know that i sneak out of the house while he is sleeping.And some times i wonder, whi is gonna pity me if i fall so sick . who is gonna help me if i faint on the street... haiz... of course i do know God is there but eventually it goes to my family who will nurture me back to health with their care and concern...but i am not there when they need me and they do not have God...haiz...but of course not placing family before God... maybe things would be more diff if my family were all christians... but they are not.!!!from jerusalem to judea, to samaria and to the ends of the world. from my family, to my friends ,to my friend's friend/family friends and to the world... haiz...sorry . lots of haiz.
so .. below is the article.
文章主题：后台朋友
“。。。然而，当他回到后台，脱下戏服，卸下妆彩，后台有没有一个朋友在等他，和他说一句真心话，道一声辛苦了，或默默交换一个眼色，这颜色也许比前台的满堂彩都要受用，而且必要！”
“人有没有这样的朋友，很重要。后台的朋友，是心灵的休息地，在他面前，不必化妆，不必穿戏服，不必做事情，不必端架子，可以说真话，可以说泄气话，可以说没出息的话，可以让他知道你很脆弱，很懦弱，很害怕，每次要走入前态势都很紧张，很厌恶，因为你确知后台朋友指挥安慰你，不会耻笑你”
"人生有一个地方，有一个人，在这人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必又形象，可以是全身弱点，这是很大的解放。有些解放，人可以在解放一阵子之后重抬勇气，再次化妆，再次端架子，走到前台去份演的角色，做一个人模人样的人物。”
Monday, November 21, 2005
ohayo gozaimusu
hi i am back. had a "full" fri . ate my beloved beef noodle again and had my dan dan again. oops.. shall upload it up.
went with AA, mel and ml.Not really very happening as we plan at first. wanted to play overnite but did not as both of us too tired and no $$ . wanted to eat cafe cartel but no $$ again... beef also not bad mah.
but last yr we celebrate at cafe .. never mind. after building fund arrange one there can lo. haha.or my bdae...??...(happen to be sun,if i not serving lah)
thu went daiso.. funny... brought some stuff . then ate our "oh-a mee sua" and chicken cutlet but the cutlet is terrible. yucks..and spicy. That i actually cried becos of it !! @-@ then chat till donno wat time also... cos no light then both of us blind mice cannot see also. then zzz . very blessed when she throw her blanket down for me. i need it !! cannot live without blanket.
haha.so rather normal outing but its the thought bah.. but i do miss cartel chocolate ice cream !!! next yr next yr...
sat srv is awesome. pastor talk abt focus !!! haiz.. God been speaking to me abt it .. ought to take some action now... don be double minded any more.. take the step of faith !! this yr comiing to an end also... so fast .. what would next yr be ?? remember that i said in a prayer meeting at the starting of the yr that i feel this yr would be very challenging for me. And indeed it is.Let me end it well!! more souls !!! the end shall be better then the beginning.
Sun went to serve. was asked to take a rest but i got usher duty mah.. how can.. so still ended up serving. on the 5 th dec will be my rest...(when is my suppose 1 mth break ???) haha. have not told veron abt CM stuff... donno if i should tell her or not... need to talk to veron also.. maybe next week ??since we had our meeting. AND christmas for elderly is in another 3 weeks !! oh no. my side target 25... regular around 10 so 15 friends !!! Lets go beyond .. Holy Spirit... my Partner. move with me as i move .swept through the whole of Ghim Moh .. Claim it in the name of Jesus. Sun dialect is prayer meeting. Good start to get the elderly involve. heard that last week minister for the worker but too bad i got wedding..yue ming , FOCUS ...Lord, i lift my path and my ways to You. Show me and Teach me .You are my guidence as i take a step of faith to trust in You.
chalet coming next week !!! this thu cousin nights out. fri cousin outing to sentosa .haha. i got lotsof events line up hor... last tabernacle bs next week !!! church moving expo in 2 weeks !!!! will miss the church building..my roof top... my cafe .. my many times fellowshipping there.my memories. Must take photo next week !! haha. baptism as well. Jia ling , wei zhi , nick and yu zhi . Welcome guys into the Family !!! my baptism is so long ago.. 2 yrs plus .. but i haven got my cert !!! :( sadz... i am cheer teo yue ming . cheer cheer cheer cheer cheer
went with AA, mel and ml.Not really very happening as we plan at first. wanted to play overnite but did not as both of us too tired and no $$ . wanted to eat cafe cartel but no $$ again... beef also not bad mah.
but last yr we celebrate at cafe .. never mind. after building fund arrange one there can lo. haha.or my bdae...??...(happen to be sun,if i not serving lah)
thu went daiso.. funny... brought some stuff . then ate our "oh-a mee sua" and chicken cutlet but the cutlet is terrible. yucks..and spicy. That i actually cried becos of it !! @-@ then chat till donno wat time also... cos no light then both of us blind mice cannot see also. then zzz . very blessed when she throw her blanket down for me. i need it !! cannot live without blanket.
haha.so rather normal outing but its the thought bah.. but i do miss cartel chocolate ice cream !!! next yr next yr...
sat srv is awesome. pastor talk abt focus !!! haiz.. God been speaking to me abt it .. ought to take some action now... don be double minded any more.. take the step of faith !! this yr comiing to an end also... so fast .. what would next yr be ?? remember that i said in a prayer meeting at the starting of the yr that i feel this yr would be very challenging for me. And indeed it is.Let me end it well!! more souls !!! the end shall be better then the beginning.
Sun went to serve. was asked to take a rest but i got usher duty mah.. how can.. so still ended up serving. on the 5 th dec will be my rest...(when is my suppose 1 mth break ???) haha. have not told veron abt CM stuff... donno if i should tell her or not... need to talk to veron also.. maybe next week ??since we had our meeting. AND christmas for elderly is in another 3 weeks !! oh no. my side target 25... regular around 10 so 15 friends !!! Lets go beyond .. Holy Spirit... my Partner. move with me as i move .swept through the whole of Ghim Moh .. Claim it in the name of Jesus. Sun dialect is prayer meeting. Good start to get the elderly involve. heard that last week minister for the worker but too bad i got wedding..yue ming , FOCUS ...Lord, i lift my path and my ways to You. Show me and Teach me .You are my guidence as i take a step of faith to trust in You.
chalet coming next week !!! this thu cousin nights out. fri cousin outing to sentosa .haha. i got lotsof events line up hor... last tabernacle bs next week !!! church moving expo in 2 weeks !!!! will miss the church building..my roof top... my cafe .. my many times fellowshipping there.my memories. Must take photo next week !! haha. baptism as well. Jia ling , wei zhi , nick and yu zhi . Welcome guys into the Family !!! my baptism is so long ago.. 2 yrs plus .. but i haven got my cert !!! :( sadz... i am cheer teo yue ming . cheer cheer cheer cheer cheer
Thursday, November 17, 2005
thu
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday
happy birthday
happy birthday to u !!!
Specially to birthday gal :)
sorry that i am not able to like some ppl who just sing birthday song over th phone to u.. i am just so shy. haha. another part of yueming .any way , first to wish her and she say its my honour (-_-)"' . lol. haha. yes, its my honour. k...back to topic.
been away for training . that explain my disappeariing from the blog. haha. but good time i have. always release early and i can go off early.mon went china town to buy dessert for my gong gong... nice .. yum yum but ex lah. 2 bucks a bowl of almond "hu".went for tue BS . awesome and i got center slope, center seat at audi !!! God answered my prayer !!! and its like i really dying for it !!!haha. imagine 2 times at overflow lo..and pastor talk abt the lampstand. indeed it is even more detailed then last time GOTP. should retake my GOTP then. wed relese at 2 !! went to do visitation but not very good one as most not at home. haiz. but still fine. saw joy !!! so reach home at 5 plus and had a good time with Him .Its like last time .But the end shall be better then the start . And He is good.. :) Love You.
oh ya. saw grace on tue and wanted to hug her but i hesitated . really regreted... pray that God would deliver and strengthen her...
so tml not working ... hmmm... haha.
happy birthday to u
happy birthday
happy birthday
happy birthday to u !!!
Specially to birthday gal :)
sorry that i am not able to like some ppl who just sing birthday song over th phone to u.. i am just so shy. haha. another part of yueming .any way , first to wish her and she say its my honour (-_-)"' . lol. haha. yes, its my honour. k...back to topic.
been away for training . that explain my disappeariing from the blog. haha. but good time i have. always release early and i can go off early.mon went china town to buy dessert for my gong gong... nice .. yum yum but ex lah. 2 bucks a bowl of almond "hu".went for tue BS . awesome and i got center slope, center seat at audi !!! God answered my prayer !!! and its like i really dying for it !!!haha. imagine 2 times at overflow lo..and pastor talk abt the lampstand. indeed it is even more detailed then last time GOTP. should retake my GOTP then. wed relese at 2 !! went to do visitation but not very good one as most not at home. haiz. but still fine. saw joy !!! so reach home at 5 plus and had a good time with Him .Its like last time .But the end shall be better then the start . And He is good.. :) Love You.
oh ya. saw grace on tue and wanted to hug her but i hesitated . really regreted... pray that God would deliver and strengthen her...
so tml not working ... hmmm... haha.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
song
This song rings in me... for 2005 emerge pastor kong sang this song...
ONCE I HAVE TURN MY FACE FROM THEE
YET YOU SOUGHT ME AND YOU CLEANSED ME
MADE ME WHOLE AGAIN
JESUS MY SAVIOR
MY BELOVED AND FRIEND
YOUR PRAISES I BRING
FROM MY HEART I SING
DRAW ME, O DRAW ME AWAY
MESSIAH TODAY
TO YOUR PRESENCE TO STAY
O JESUS NOW CHANGE ME
AND MOULD ME THAT I CAN BE
EVERMORE TRUE TO THEE
YOU ARE THE SHEPHERD OF MY HEART
YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME TO YOUR CHAMBER
MY MASTER AND KING
YOU LIGHT UP MY DARKNESS
AND GAVE ME YOUR WORD
THAT YOU'LL NEVER FORSAKE ME
NOR NO EVER WILL LEAVE ME
ONCE I HAVE TURN MY FACE FROM THEE
YET YOU SOUGHT ME AND YOU CLEANSED ME
MADE ME WHOLE AGAIN
JESUS MY SAVIOR
MY BELOVED AND FRIEND
YOUR PRAISES I BRING
FROM MY HEART I SING
DRAW ME, O DRAW ME AWAY
MESSIAH TODAY
TO YOUR PRESENCE TO STAY
O JESUS NOW CHANGE ME
AND MOULD ME THAT I CAN BE
EVERMORE TRUE TO THEE
YOU ARE THE SHEPHERD OF MY HEART
YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME TO YOUR CHAMBER
MY MASTER AND KING
YOU LIGHT UP MY DARKNESS
AND GAVE ME YOUR WORD
THAT YOU'LL NEVER FORSAKE ME
NOR NO EVER WILL LEAVE ME
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
i am back
k.. my updates...
BS is good.. tabernacle .sat at overflow. so sad. Suppose to be able to get down . first batch to be send to over flow. so sad. i actually waited half hour for ming li at mrt.. wept wept...could not get in.
then thu my plans cancelled. so did my visitation in the late afternoon cos over slept then meet bro in the evening to go shop a wallet with him. cannot tahan him...he really cannot bear to spend money. keep looking for cheap wallet. I mean.. not that i am materistic but statues does matter. must see ur age mah. Imagine he wanted to get a fx CREATION WALLET ??!!!Would sound better if he get polo or piere cardin rite. Some more around the same price lo... saw braun buffel wallet. NICE but bro tin too ex.so saw alot and finally he got one at 50 bucks. forget the brand .under polo one. then still not bad. more like working guy .. come with free key pouch too.
talking abt bruan buffel ...the ladies one not bad lah.. but 3/4 long not as nice as piere cardin wallet. BUT the leather is really nice !! 3 fold one is nice...shall see how then lah.. haha difference of 10 bucks only mah.
then bring him to eat beef noodle and he treat me !!! yum yum..
Fri end up playing badminton with the cg.. usual nick, jon , ming ying, hui jia. the rest working or exam so cannot come. mel join us later but did not play. anita come get her stuff only and went back carry on her business. haha.ganna trash by Ming ying. really no stamina . haiz.. play ABIT of basketball. Play ABC with hui jia and jon but some how the two keep stuck while i keep progress.. hmmmm. so they gave up playing leaving me upset wanting more ... haizhope more can join in next time. then went bath and meet ta again..go buy her fabrics .. then go meet some friends for some great time.
we had steam boat at 15 dollar. no +++ and free flow drink. Not bad la. lots of variety.the gal ate nearly a plate of golden mushroom and we ate a plate hill of mussels. Its all ta.. she just love that. the two of us can just order a plate of cockles or mussels and just eat .. imagine.the tom yam soup taste a bit funny at the end so all attack my rib soup... wept...ate till so full. Then earlier while walking, we saw a shop that sells steam egg !!! ta was so excited..so after our steam boat, we went there.. haha. went to ah chu (or ah chun??..hmm) any way, its opposite my beef noodle shop. haha.ate steam egg with ta.nice !!!they still have lots of dessert.. sesamee, peanut "hu" which ta hate . haha.but she say china town got another one even nice but i donno where mah!! and she never bring me there to try.. suddenly recall the times where me ,mel, ming li went all the way to kampong glam there to try the peanut soup.. haha. fun :P
gonna get fat. sat srv also rather ok. gave a good bs on sat :) satisfied.
sat night slept and was shivering the whole nite !!! so scary. was practically crying to PAPA and praying both in tongue and also words.get up to wrap myself in my pants and jacket and SOCKS !! eventually the shivering stop..and i tin i slept at 5 some tin bah ??...woke up around 10.. hand and leg weak.. then go eat then come back eat panadol and sleep. sleeping and arranging for replacement to help serve. in the end get no one. haiz.. sad.don worry , i am fine now. God been good. was thinking that i be serving all alone when He remind me that His angels will be there . so i am not alone !!Its really by His strength. i am still so drowsy u know... can practically sleep in the lift .so amazing how i can still push the whell bounded and also lead the old ppl and etc etc. Act as usher too when its not me ushering .uncle lim move to holland lo.. now ghim moh so little ppl.. must reach out more !!! brought two new friends le but must reach out to even more ppl!!!Lord, , i claim the land !!! So thank God i survive through. Yesterday went for course at tampines.. sleepy.. meet some nice ppl. so sad we different department. haiz. there is this gal that gave me the feeling of pei shan too. haha..she practically peel a portion of her nun and place on my plate for me to try .. haha.. pei shan is some one who will do this too.. just some feeling lah~~~and pei shan is not like anita !! haha. anita must be happy to hear this .
BS is good.. tabernacle .sat at overflow. so sad. Suppose to be able to get down . first batch to be send to over flow. so sad. i actually waited half hour for ming li at mrt.. wept wept...could not get in.
then thu my plans cancelled. so did my visitation in the late afternoon cos over slept then meet bro in the evening to go shop a wallet with him. cannot tahan him...he really cannot bear to spend money. keep looking for cheap wallet. I mean.. not that i am materistic but statues does matter. must see ur age mah. Imagine he wanted to get a fx CREATION WALLET ??!!!Would sound better if he get polo or piere cardin rite. Some more around the same price lo... saw braun buffel wallet. NICE but bro tin too ex.so saw alot and finally he got one at 50 bucks. forget the brand .under polo one. then still not bad. more like working guy .. come with free key pouch too.
talking abt bruan buffel ...the ladies one not bad lah.. but 3/4 long not as nice as piere cardin wallet. BUT the leather is really nice !! 3 fold one is nice...shall see how then lah.. haha difference of 10 bucks only mah.
then bring him to eat beef noodle and he treat me !!! yum yum..
Fri end up playing badminton with the cg.. usual nick, jon , ming ying, hui jia. the rest working or exam so cannot come. mel join us later but did not play. anita come get her stuff only and went back carry on her business. haha.ganna trash by Ming ying. really no stamina . haiz.. play ABIT of basketball. Play ABC with hui jia and jon but some how the two keep stuck while i keep progress.. hmmmm. so they gave up playing leaving me upset wanting more ... haizhope more can join in next time. then went bath and meet ta again..go buy her fabrics .. then go meet some friends for some great time.
we had steam boat at 15 dollar. no +++ and free flow drink. Not bad la. lots of variety.the gal ate nearly a plate of golden mushroom and we ate a plate hill of mussels. Its all ta.. she just love that. the two of us can just order a plate of cockles or mussels and just eat .. imagine.the tom yam soup taste a bit funny at the end so all attack my rib soup... wept...ate till so full. Then earlier while walking, we saw a shop that sells steam egg !!! ta was so excited..so after our steam boat, we went there.. haha. went to ah chu (or ah chun??..hmm) any way, its opposite my beef noodle shop. haha.ate steam egg with ta.nice !!!they still have lots of dessert.. sesamee, peanut "hu" which ta hate . haha.but she say china town got another one even nice but i donno where mah!! and she never bring me there to try.. suddenly recall the times where me ,mel, ming li went all the way to kampong glam there to try the peanut soup.. haha. fun :P
gonna get fat. sat srv also rather ok. gave a good bs on sat :) satisfied.
sat night slept and was shivering the whole nite !!! so scary. was practically crying to PAPA and praying both in tongue and also words.get up to wrap myself in my pants and jacket and SOCKS !! eventually the shivering stop..and i tin i slept at 5 some tin bah ??...woke up around 10.. hand and leg weak.. then go eat then come back eat panadol and sleep. sleeping and arranging for replacement to help serve. in the end get no one. haiz.. sad.don worry , i am fine now. God been good. was thinking that i be serving all alone when He remind me that His angels will be there . so i am not alone !!Its really by His strength. i am still so drowsy u know... can practically sleep in the lift .so amazing how i can still push the whell bounded and also lead the old ppl and etc etc. Act as usher too when its not me ushering .uncle lim move to holland lo.. now ghim moh so little ppl.. must reach out more !!! brought two new friends le but must reach out to even more ppl!!!Lord, , i claim the land !!! So thank God i survive through. Yesterday went for course at tampines.. sleepy.. meet some nice ppl. so sad we different department. haiz. there is this gal that gave me the feeling of pei shan too. haha..she practically peel a portion of her nun and place on my plate for me to try .. haha.. pei shan is some one who will do this too.. just some feeling lah~~~and pei shan is not like anita !! haha. anita must be happy to hear this .
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
me...
PERSONAL
time started: 4.24pm
full name: cheer Teo Yue Ming
nickname(s): lots.. moon, ah cher, ah da, ah yue , ming ming.. etc etc
birthday: 2201XX
where were you born: KK lah ~~
zodiac sign: don tell u . lol
height: erhem..
weight: pls lo
hair color: dye (fading brown??)
eye color: black bah
shoe size: 4 .oh no!!!
ring size: haha.. donno
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): freckles and tan
blood type: A+
grade: graduate lo. still grade ah. working
GPA: ??
siblings: 1 old bro
tattoos: hope to have one at my back~~
piercings: one on left and two on right. wanted some more !!
hobbies:zzzz,eat and chat
FAVOURITE
color: purple. haha. royal color can or not !!
food: alot ...Mac fish burger, BK mushroom swiss, bugis beef noodle.. etc etc
candy: fine
type of cheese: as long as its cheeze
pizza topping: Cheese lah.. yo
salad dressing: erm...
sandwich: Scramble eggs, toast chicken
cereal: coco crunch
fruit: APPLE,mango...
vegetable: i ate all type
berry:oh.. come on
cake: CHOCOLATE CAKE .u know what to do ya.:P and HANS mango cake
book: BIBLE ???
movie: lilo~~
magazine: harvest time. lol
newspaper: any
tv show: My Date With Vampire recently
website: this blog lah,www.heyaosun.com
radio station: seldom listen le
font: erm.. whats that call?? lucidas handwriting ???
cartoon character: tweety,that donkey in winnie the pooh.(my mind is not working,cannot think)
artist (painter): what talking u ??
actor: leslie leung, liang chao wei
actress: Anita Mui...
cd: Hillsong !!!
song: christian ones...
group:HIllsong , CHC album, Delirious, Don moen
music type: fine lah.
day of the week: Friday and sat
month: haha... dec and april ??
season: no season in singapore
holiday: Christmas :)
shampoo: changing...
conditioner: my hair is oily enough lo
number: 22
phrase: gosh...come on lah
store: top shop, mango,double index,U2,Fox....
weather: rainy if i am at home.
restaurant: Jacks place, marche,nice places in HV,billy boomers,cafe cartel...
channel: lol
teacher: mrs tan . my beloved. she changed me !!
weekend activity: church lah. busy serving Him
hangout: jp..bugis..
color: pls see above
sport to watch: don really like watching through tv
sport to play: badminton, basketball, net ball...
animal: doggy
flower: blue rose
guy's name: joshua. use to like the name raymond too .. hmmm
girl's name: erm...
board game: mahjong? poker?
party game: ??
story from childhood:always like enid blyton
have you ever
been on a train: yap
been on a plane: NOPE!!!
been in a car accident: no, but dream of
caused a car accident: NO
run into a wall: haha. yap
burned a potato chip: miss ang did that in front of me !!
almost burned the house down: no lah. i very good gal one
smoked: yes
been drunk: nope. i hold it well
been high: which high u saying
broken the law: ya???
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): bor liao
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes
kissed someone of the same sex: yes
frenched an animal: huh?
made out: ...
had cyber sex: hahahaha.. funny Qs u have
gotten engaged: no
had an online relationship: my pen pal u mean ??
been rejected by a crush:i NEVER will appoach one
loved: ya lah
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: when i am small
cried in public: ya
cried over a movie: haha.
always fallen asleep in a movie theater: no lah
given someone a bath:ya.. baby :)
been to a boarding school: ...
been home-schooled: ...no
lost a valuable item: yes. wept wept
bungee jumped: wanted to
skied: ya
met the president: wat for
met a celebrity: yes
gotten a cavity: ...
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: wats that
made a prank call: no lah
skipped school: u wil know when u go to poly
faked sick to get out of school: when i am in pri
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: erm... can wear bah
climbed a tree: haha. ya
fallen from a tree: i am skilled
broken a bone: no no
sprained anything: million of time
passed out: no
made yourself pass out: no
been to disney world: in my dream
been to a theme park (not disney): erm erm.. forgot
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): yah
made a model volcano (working model): my friend did !!
made a clover leaf with your tounge: crap..
past
what did you do yesterday: shop, chat on phone, sleep
memory you miss the most: playing badminton with the gals and playing basketball in the rain
memory you want to forget: lots
something you regretted after it was done: ...
the last song you heard: erm...forgot
cd you bought: hill song
thing you said: boss
time you cried:haha
movie seen in a theater: passion of the Christ
thing you ate: banana
person who called: ta
nail polish shade worn: none
time you showered: last nite
person who complimented you: haha
at this moment:talking to ta and doing this crap
what are you listening to: none
what are you wearing: office attire
what are you thinking: blank
what are you scared of most: rejection
how many people are on your buddy list: haha
futureoccupation: project admin
marriage site: ...
honeymoon: israel
place to live: condo
kids: none
car: family car
what are you doing tomorrow:meet my friend
do you think george bush will be reelected:....
there be a wwIII: ....
will politics ever be truthful: ?? cannot be bothered
will humanity snuff itself out: ???? lazy to think
can the gov. be changed: no need lah...
do you believe
inheaven: ya
hell: ya
angels: ya
devil: ya
god: ya
buddha: No
aliens: No
ghosts: No
spirit (soul): Ya
soulmates: ya
reincarnation: no
love at first sight: no
karma: no
love in general: ya
luck: no
yourself: ya
one or other
coke/pepsi: pepsi
sprite/7-up: sprite
boxers/briefs: ...
gold/silver: silver
vanilla/chocolate: chocolate
flowers/candy: flowers
book/magazine: magazine
tv/radio: radio
glasshalf empty/half full: hall full
democrat/republican: democat
colored pencils/markers: colored pencils
coffee/tea: coffee
sun/moon: moon
night/day:night
hot/cold:cold
dog/cat: dog
button/zipper: button
cotton/feather pillow:cotton
blue/purple: purple
plumber/trashman: plumber
jeans/shorts: jeans
long distance relationship/none: none
mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical
matt/ben: huh?
that 70's show/simpsons: simpsons
kelso/eric: eric
donna/jackie: donnan
nsync/bsb: bsb
peanut butter/jelly: jelly
waffles/pancakes: waffle
sletter/email: letter
florida/california: california
pizza/burgers:burger
hat/visor: hat
football/rugby: rugby
iceskating/blading: both
movie at home/in theater: both
first thing first when you hear
yellow: ??
red lipstick: eeee
socks: christmas
greenland: the country ??
iceland: very the cold
harry potter: witch and magic !!
red: wo
rose: romantic
rooster: hahaha
taxes: haiz..
bill clinton: rich man
whipped cream:yucks
george w. bush: cindy dog
lollipops: love it
dreams: .. haha... seldom have one
love:God
guys:arghhh
south park: ICQ !!
boy bands: BSB/ west life
pengiuns: my one at home
girls: tha gals at cg
thong: ...death: satan
spoons: eat lah
junk mail: mah fan
dairy: to God
parties: wanted to have one !!!
your father: oh.. papa
pizza: i wan lotof cheeze
britney spears: erm...
vitamin:C
are you
happy: k lah
sad:a bit
religious:ya
bitchy: wat u tin
crazy: when i don have enoough sleep
messy: no
mad: no
slacker:no
nerd: may be
bookworm: use to
jock:..no
preppy: no
selfish: use to
giving: yes *nod nod*
obsessive: no
violent: never
calm: yap
peaceful: fine
mellow: no
eccentric: no
caring: should be
untrustworthy: no
loyal: YES
patriotic: haha... lets say the pledge
perverted: come on lah
colorful: u mean my life or wat
artistic: would see what lo
finished: 5.15 pm
time started: 4.24pm
full name: cheer Teo Yue Ming
nickname(s): lots.. moon, ah cher, ah da, ah yue , ming ming.. etc etc
birthday: 2201XX
where were you born: KK lah ~~
zodiac sign: don tell u . lol
height: erhem..
weight: pls lo
hair color: dye (fading brown??)
eye color: black bah
shoe size: 4 .oh no!!!
ring size: haha.. donno
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): freckles and tan
blood type: A+
grade: graduate lo. still grade ah. working
GPA: ??
siblings: 1 old bro
tattoos: hope to have one at my back~~
piercings: one on left and two on right. wanted some more !!
hobbies:zzzz,eat and chat
FAVOURITE
color: purple. haha. royal color can or not !!
food: alot ...Mac fish burger, BK mushroom swiss, bugis beef noodle.. etc etc
candy: fine
type of cheese: as long as its cheeze
pizza topping: Cheese lah.. yo
salad dressing: erm...
sandwich: Scramble eggs, toast chicken
cereal: coco crunch
fruit: APPLE,mango...
vegetable: i ate all type
berry:oh.. come on
cake: CHOCOLATE CAKE .u know what to do ya.:P and HANS mango cake
book: BIBLE ???
movie: lilo~~
magazine: harvest time. lol
newspaper: any
tv show: My Date With Vampire recently
website: this blog lah,www.heyaosun.com
radio station: seldom listen le
font: erm.. whats that call?? lucidas handwriting ???
cartoon character: tweety,that donkey in winnie the pooh.(my mind is not working,cannot think)
artist (painter): what talking u ??
actor: leslie leung, liang chao wei
actress: Anita Mui...
cd: Hillsong !!!
song: christian ones...
group:HIllsong , CHC album, Delirious, Don moen
music type: fine lah.
day of the week: Friday and sat
month: haha... dec and april ??
season: no season in singapore
holiday: Christmas :)
shampoo: changing...
conditioner: my hair is oily enough lo
number: 22
phrase: gosh...come on lah
store: top shop, mango,double index,U2,Fox....
weather: rainy if i am at home.
restaurant: Jacks place, marche,nice places in HV,billy boomers,cafe cartel...
channel: lol
teacher: mrs tan . my beloved. she changed me !!
weekend activity: church lah. busy serving Him
hangout: jp..bugis..
color: pls see above
sport to watch: don really like watching through tv
sport to play: badminton, basketball, net ball...
animal: doggy
flower: blue rose
guy's name: joshua. use to like the name raymond too .. hmmm
girl's name: erm...
board game: mahjong? poker?
party game: ??
story from childhood:always like enid blyton
have you ever
been on a train: yap
been on a plane: NOPE!!!
been in a car accident: no, but dream of
caused a car accident: NO
run into a wall: haha. yap
burned a potato chip: miss ang did that in front of me !!
almost burned the house down: no lah. i very good gal one
smoked: yes
been drunk: nope. i hold it well
been high: which high u saying
broken the law: ya???
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): bor liao
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes
kissed someone of the same sex: yes
frenched an animal: huh?
made out: ...
had cyber sex: hahahaha.. funny Qs u have
gotten engaged: no
had an online relationship: my pen pal u mean ??
been rejected by a crush:i NEVER will appoach one
loved: ya lah
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: when i am small
cried in public: ya
cried over a movie: haha.
always fallen asleep in a movie theater: no lah
given someone a bath:ya.. baby :)
been to a boarding school: ...
been home-schooled: ...no
lost a valuable item: yes. wept wept
bungee jumped: wanted to
skied: ya
met the president: wat for
met a celebrity: yes
gotten a cavity: ...
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: wats that
made a prank call: no lah
skipped school: u wil know when u go to poly
faked sick to get out of school: when i am in pri
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: erm... can wear bah
climbed a tree: haha. ya
fallen from a tree: i am skilled
broken a bone: no no
sprained anything: million of time
passed out: no
made yourself pass out: no
been to disney world: in my dream
been to a theme park (not disney): erm erm.. forgot
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): yah
made a model volcano (working model): my friend did !!
made a clover leaf with your tounge: crap..
past
what did you do yesterday: shop, chat on phone, sleep
memory you miss the most: playing badminton with the gals and playing basketball in the rain
memory you want to forget: lots
something you regretted after it was done: ...
the last song you heard: erm...forgot
cd you bought: hill song
thing you said: boss
time you cried:haha
movie seen in a theater: passion of the Christ
thing you ate: banana
person who called: ta
nail polish shade worn: none
time you showered: last nite
person who complimented you: haha
at this moment:talking to ta and doing this crap
what are you listening to: none
what are you wearing: office attire
what are you thinking: blank
what are you scared of most: rejection
how many people are on your buddy list: haha
futureoccupation: project admin
marriage site: ...
honeymoon: israel
place to live: condo
kids: none
car: family car
what are you doing tomorrow:meet my friend
do you think george bush will be reelected:....
there be a wwIII: ....
will politics ever be truthful: ?? cannot be bothered
will humanity snuff itself out: ???? lazy to think
can the gov. be changed: no need lah...
do you believe
inheaven: ya
hell: ya
angels: ya
devil: ya
god: ya
buddha: No
aliens: No
ghosts: No
spirit (soul): Ya
soulmates: ya
reincarnation: no
love at first sight: no
karma: no
love in general: ya
luck: no
yourself: ya
one or other
coke/pepsi: pepsi
sprite/7-up: sprite
boxers/briefs: ...
gold/silver: silver
vanilla/chocolate: chocolate
flowers/candy: flowers
book/magazine: magazine
tv/radio: radio
glasshalf empty/half full: hall full
democrat/republican: democat
colored pencils/markers: colored pencils
coffee/tea: coffee
sun/moon: moon
night/day:night
hot/cold:cold
dog/cat: dog
button/zipper: button
cotton/feather pillow:cotton
blue/purple: purple
plumber/trashman: plumber
jeans/shorts: jeans
long distance relationship/none: none
mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical
matt/ben: huh?
that 70's show/simpsons: simpsons
kelso/eric: eric
donna/jackie: donnan
nsync/bsb: bsb
peanut butter/jelly: jelly
waffles/pancakes: waffle
sletter/email: letter
florida/california: california
pizza/burgers:burger
hat/visor: hat
football/rugby: rugby
iceskating/blading: both
movie at home/in theater: both
first thing first when you hear
yellow: ??
red lipstick: eeee
socks: christmas
greenland: the country ??
iceland: very the cold
harry potter: witch and magic !!
red: wo
rose: romantic
rooster: hahaha
taxes: haiz..
bill clinton: rich man
whipped cream:yucks
george w. bush: cindy dog
lollipops: love it
dreams: .. haha... seldom have one
love:God
guys:arghhh
south park: ICQ !!
boy bands: BSB/ west life
pengiuns: my one at home
girls: tha gals at cg
thong: ...death: satan
spoons: eat lah
junk mail: mah fan
dairy: to God
parties: wanted to have one !!!
your father: oh.. papa
pizza: i wan lotof cheeze
britney spears: erm...
vitamin:C
are you
happy: k lah
sad:a bit
religious:ya
bitchy: wat u tin
crazy: when i don have enoough sleep
messy: no
mad: no
slacker:no
nerd: may be
bookworm: use to
jock:..no
preppy: no
selfish: use to
giving: yes *nod nod*
obsessive: no
violent: never
calm: yap
peaceful: fine
mellow: no
eccentric: no
caring: should be
untrustworthy: no
loyal: YES
patriotic: haha... lets say the pledge
perverted: come on lah
colorful: u mean my life or wat
artistic: would see what lo
finished: 5.15 pm
i simpily live for u
wanted to jolt down how i feel but... nope. Its only Jesus who knows. sorry that i am so close up but if what i say do not help u,what's the point. i am just being emotional and not thinking rite again.Yue ming is not perfect. Times where i be this way but not alot os able to see this side of me. i can cover up REAL well.. only few (or 2 ??) can see through me. pst aries is one of them. HIs eyes are so sharp. alot of things i wanted to share with ta too but find it hard... cos ...sorry my dear for saying this but i just ...although i wanted very much too. Maybe only God is able to see the broken me.i am still waiting for the person whom God had said.... some one who i can draw from...i need to be filled. i need some one whom i can be accountable , who can teach me. i need a discipler !!!A friend who can pull me up and teaches me and inspires me.i seriously can understand y ta feel that way too.... u will wan to mix with ppl more spiritual then u ...u will feel so fruitful and filled . Not walk away thinking its just another day but really ...Power..I WAN IT TOO...still waiting for my break where i will see how . but now i am half dead . how ?? cos a person without a vision will perish. Lord what's the one u have for me. i do not mind to be just a door keeper of your house.. whichever u call me.I will go....i just don wan to miss my calling and waste my time. u say when i seek, i will find. Lord, don be silent to me....its hard !!!
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say the word
And i will sing for You
Over oceans deep i will follow
If every star was a song
Every breathe that You take
It will still fail by far to say
All my heart contain
I simplily live
I simplily live
FOR YOU
As the glory of Your presence now filled this place
In worship we will meet U face to face
There is nothing in this world that which You can be compared
I simpily live
I simpily live
FOR YOU
........................................................................................................................................................................ i wanted so much to put down all and seek U. to leave my office to pray to U... to dwell in Your presence and love You. To shout to the ends of the earth that i love U...embraces U....JESUS...
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ok lah.. shared what i have done yesterday. Went out with may sotong and mic. shop from 12 pm to 9 pm. amazing rite. have not spend so much time with these gals already.really love them and miss them.went marina square. And went to the SKIN !! True religion jeans is soooooooooooo nice. faint.brought a jeans from Dorothy Perkins at only 39!!! HALF PRICE !! brought a pair of heels from tinkerbell too.i really need one and also my cardigan at 19.90 !!!saw a similar one with ta at far east for 39.90 !! save up 20 bucks man...saw a jacket that i like but.. sad lah. don mention. haha.was disppointed and upset with alot yesterday. imagine i cried at the mall !! then mic is so stun!!! ok.. pls don come to ask me what happen. Not a good day from the start. Maybe crying out would make me feel better. imagine u been thinking of that some one and all u had in your heart is that some one and u realise that the some one do not feel the way u feel and the some one treat u as granted. u feel unwanted ... k.. i don have that some one lah.. just a way for u to understand how i feel.Feel that all i have done for that some one is for donno what too...disappointed. YES I AM. BUt He is good... always with me and assuring me and loving me. He embraces those who feel rejected and accept and love them.
Can understand y some one feel the way it is. true.ppl, pls appreciated others and REALLY love one another.i am sick and tired of having to TEACH how to love. Just have it in ur heart lah.. don have to teach one mah.. Or am i the only one who have the heart. who think abt others more then myself??... maybe... Its good but its tiring too.. The world would be a better place if ppl learn to value ppl and appreciated and think for others.Thats why the church had the caring system which the whole cannot give.But some times the ppl who disappoint u are those in church !!! because more is expected from the church and thus the disappointment will be more .come on pple. wake up !!!
ok, i know i should not kick a big fuss out of this. BUT ITS TRUE!!! haiz.. easy said then done.If after reading this would help,praise the Lord.... ok , yue ming is not so nice again. but its true. Self proclaim Christian who say things in the name of God yet do not show the love of God.. come on, strip yourself off the "christian " label lah. ok, man are not perfect.. but after being a christian for rather long and u give me this kind of shit !!! like what pastor kong say, he do not wan to have cracked ppl !! i do not wan to have cracked ppl. ppl who are not able to stand before God. And when God is giving the reward, think i will have to find a hole to hide. i rather have NO rewards then to give God the cracked ppl...haha.. speaking parables ??? no lah...
going for BS tonite . Pray hard i won end up at lobby !! wept.. already give up the B4 already...City harvester are really qia su !! BS start at 745 and at 5 pm then already from B4 stair case queue up to B1 liao.. (sorry but i use to be one of them too.. now working so, no choice )good lah.. hungry for the Word..i magine i once queue at 1 pm for the ulf ekman . tin we first in the line. haha. with ta. now she no need queue lo. sound mah.
erhem.. why i join dialect. should go sound .wahahaha. kidding lah . actually did thought of it when ta was thinking of joining. but don tin so cos i just cannot be in the same ministry as her. Not that i don like sound. i am from sch of EEE lo. i LOVE practical . i LOVE all the connections and wires and cables !!! my networking and etc.I LOVE the feeling of getting everything done RIGHT.but just no lah.. cos she is in there. haha.ta must be thinking ..Y??!!! haha. but heard that alot of sound ppl already know me (-_-)"'... only bro HC have not come to me only.. haha. i do not mind bro W to come to me, but he attached lo~~~ They are all awesome ppl.imagine, they are under sun and pst kong lo.... Ta , u are very blessed !! i am very blessed too.. hee hee.
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say the word
And i will sing for You
Over oceans deep i will follow
If every star was a song
Every breathe that You take
It will still fail by far to say
All my heart contain
I simplily live
I simplily live
FOR YOU
As the glory of Your presence now filled this place
In worship we will meet U face to face
There is nothing in this world that which You can be compared
I simpily live
I simpily live
FOR YOU
........................................................................................................................................................................ i wanted so much to put down all and seek U. to leave my office to pray to U... to dwell in Your presence and love You. To shout to the ends of the earth that i love U...embraces U....JESUS...
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ok lah.. shared what i have done yesterday. Went out with may sotong and mic. shop from 12 pm to 9 pm. amazing rite. have not spend so much time with these gals already.really love them and miss them.went marina square. And went to the SKIN !! True religion jeans is soooooooooooo nice. faint.brought a jeans from Dorothy Perkins at only 39!!! HALF PRICE !! brought a pair of heels from tinkerbell too.i really need one and also my cardigan at 19.90 !!!saw a similar one with ta at far east for 39.90 !! save up 20 bucks man...saw a jacket that i like but.. sad lah. don mention. haha.was disppointed and upset with alot yesterday. imagine i cried at the mall !! then mic is so stun!!! ok.. pls don come to ask me what happen. Not a good day from the start. Maybe crying out would make me feel better. imagine u been thinking of that some one and all u had in your heart is that some one and u realise that the some one do not feel the way u feel and the some one treat u as granted. u feel unwanted ... k.. i don have that some one lah.. just a way for u to understand how i feel.Feel that all i have done for that some one is for donno what too...disappointed. YES I AM. BUt He is good... always with me and assuring me and loving me. He embraces those who feel rejected and accept and love them.
Can understand y some one feel the way it is. true.ppl, pls appreciated others and REALLY love one another.i am sick and tired of having to TEACH how to love. Just have it in ur heart lah.. don have to teach one mah.. Or am i the only one who have the heart. who think abt others more then myself??... maybe... Its good but its tiring too.. The world would be a better place if ppl learn to value ppl and appreciated and think for others.Thats why the church had the caring system which the whole cannot give.But some times the ppl who disappoint u are those in church !!! because more is expected from the church and thus the disappointment will be more .come on pple. wake up !!!
ok, i know i should not kick a big fuss out of this. BUT ITS TRUE!!! haiz.. easy said then done.If after reading this would help,praise the Lord.... ok , yue ming is not so nice again. but its true. Self proclaim Christian who say things in the name of God yet do not show the love of God.. come on, strip yourself off the "christian " label lah. ok, man are not perfect.. but after being a christian for rather long and u give me this kind of shit !!! like what pastor kong say, he do not wan to have cracked ppl !! i do not wan to have cracked ppl. ppl who are not able to stand before God. And when God is giving the reward, think i will have to find a hole to hide. i rather have NO rewards then to give God the cracked ppl...haha.. speaking parables ??? no lah...
going for BS tonite . Pray hard i won end up at lobby !! wept.. already give up the B4 already...City harvester are really qia su !! BS start at 745 and at 5 pm then already from B4 stair case queue up to B1 liao.. (sorry but i use to be one of them too.. now working so, no choice )good lah.. hungry for the Word..i magine i once queue at 1 pm for the ulf ekman . tin we first in the line. haha. with ta. now she no need queue lo. sound mah.
erhem.. why i join dialect. should go sound .wahahaha. kidding lah . actually did thought of it when ta was thinking of joining. but don tin so cos i just cannot be in the same ministry as her. Not that i don like sound. i am from sch of EEE lo. i LOVE practical . i LOVE all the connections and wires and cables !!! my networking and etc.I LOVE the feeling of getting everything done RIGHT.but just no lah.. cos she is in there. haha.ta must be thinking ..Y??!!! haha. but heard that alot of sound ppl already know me (-_-)"'... only bro HC have not come to me only.. haha. i do not mind bro W to come to me, but he attached lo~~~ They are all awesome ppl.imagine, they are under sun and pst kong lo.... Ta , u are very blessed !! i am very blessed too.. hee hee.
Monday, October 31, 2005
monday
God been good again. speaking to me the only way He could. :) sat nite wait for bus with ta again.. shared about some stuff and it seems that i really haven been open enough to her. Not that i don wan but its hard to...she had grown alot !! but some stuff .. is still shared btw me and God only.haiz.. see how lah.. haha
went shoppin with ta on sun. seldom go out with her to else where.hmm.. should go to other places more. Not just IMM, Jurong east, JP,Church, sentosa, bugis, etc...We went to town. orchard.shop around for her birthday present -Jacket.went to lots of shop but could not get a nice one.:( saw a very nice "jacket" at top shop but its too hip hop and she cannot wear it for formal events. so sad...but its really nice !! i love it as well.. haiz. but thank God she did not get that lah.. wait ppl say she butch again (-_-)"'.but its REALLY nice !! haiz..so got her birthday gift liao. then go drink and walk around far east(boring.. no longer my style of clothings le) and eventually upon my request, went to heeren. Went to take a look at ed hardy and its OPEN!!! saw bro kenny !! Sister Lilian!!!gosh.. all church staff. then she stun there and keep standing at the same spot for like ages . then i keep poking her .. .so weird there . won go in again i believe, unless i really wan to get some stuff. but pls lo.. a hat itself is 218 !!! but the jeans were super nice. but i still prefer true religion and von dutch as compared. too much for me. no.. just go for mango, top shop, esprit will do lah. still cheaper then those brands.. But jeans can consider lah.Sooooooo nice. @-@ ok, after building fund i am going to slaughter !! but not sppending too much too if i am going to thailand / HK / Tai wan !! haha. i wan shop.. saw my ideal cardigan (39), my ideal bag(49).. and so many nice jeans !!! no jacket that i really fancy. mango one is nice but just look funny on ta.eventually the one she get is not bad. simple but elegant.hm.. elegant...??!!...nice on her as compared to the rest she tried.
then went to serve.. tired but God been good!! those who labor will not labour in vain. Amen. lets continue to pray and labour !!tml PH !! ...so happy !!! no work !!! thu go sentosa .. must tell leng to change timing lo.. sorrie~~
went shoppin with ta on sun. seldom go out with her to else where.hmm.. should go to other places more. Not just IMM, Jurong east, JP,Church, sentosa, bugis, etc...We went to town. orchard.shop around for her birthday present -Jacket.went to lots of shop but could not get a nice one.:( saw a very nice "jacket" at top shop but its too hip hop and she cannot wear it for formal events. so sad...but its really nice !! i love it as well.. haiz. but thank God she did not get that lah.. wait ppl say she butch again (-_-)"'.but its REALLY nice !! haiz..so got her birthday gift liao. then go drink and walk around far east(boring.. no longer my style of clothings le) and eventually upon my request, went to heeren. Went to take a look at ed hardy and its OPEN!!! saw bro kenny !! Sister Lilian!!!gosh.. all church staff. then she stun there and keep standing at the same spot for like ages . then i keep poking her .. .so weird there . won go in again i believe, unless i really wan to get some stuff. but pls lo.. a hat itself is 218 !!! but the jeans were super nice. but i still prefer true religion and von dutch as compared. too much for me. no.. just go for mango, top shop, esprit will do lah. still cheaper then those brands.. But jeans can consider lah.Sooooooo nice. @-@ ok, after building fund i am going to slaughter !! but not sppending too much too if i am going to thailand / HK / Tai wan !! haha. i wan shop.. saw my ideal cardigan (39), my ideal bag(49).. and so many nice jeans !!! no jacket that i really fancy. mango one is nice but just look funny on ta.eventually the one she get is not bad. simple but elegant.hm.. elegant...??!!...nice on her as compared to the rest she tried.
then went to serve.. tired but God been good!! those who labor will not labour in vain. Amen. lets continue to pray and labour !!tml PH !! ...so happy !!! no work !!! thu go sentosa .. must tell leng to change timing lo.. sorrie~~
Friday, October 28, 2005
PH coming !!!
yesterday come across some one's blog which talk abt friendship. how some one close fade away from their life. I do believe there will be friend who will fade away due to whatsoever reasons. i don fear that it will happen to me. But i know, all of them have left footprints in my life. Who you mix with is a refelction of who you are. hence... YOU GUYS MAKE ME !!! :)
Thank God for all u guys and the many of u who been faithful in troubling me. no lah, faithful in keeping contact with me. i know i been super busy... real sorrie guys. Really wanted to make up to all of you.ppl like tian, may, long juan... miss u guys alot.. i wanted to go out with u all. Shan , mic, sotong...going out on tue :P (maybe may coming along too ??) ah yap, ah xiao..sorry been broke and cannot go KTV with u all.. :( , leng leng ( meeting her on thu).
who else do i have ??... hmmm.. my cousins !! meeting them on the 24 nov.see , all my friends got to book me in advance . lol.
i also miss my CG members .. shall we go tree top ??(suggested by joline-a new friend that i got to know)but my coming PH is all book... how ?? my beloved cg....then i also serving.. most prob to the 3 rd week of nov and not the first week of nov...how ?? or fri nite we meet out for some cooking and fellowshipping ?? whose house can i use... hmmm....or thu nite ?? also can rite... hmmm....later go discuss . haha. lets go party !!! ... haha
later got cgm . hooray !!!here i go...
p/s: yesterday tried to play shine like stars. ok lah. but as i play, the heaven also play.. haha.. all the lightning and thunder and RAIN !!! i know my guitar sound terrible.. hence... heaven... haha. kidding lah.its the anointing that is most important .although skilld too !!
Thank God for all u guys and the many of u who been faithful in troubling me. no lah, faithful in keeping contact with me. i know i been super busy... real sorrie guys. Really wanted to make up to all of you.ppl like tian, may, long juan... miss u guys alot.. i wanted to go out with u all. Shan , mic, sotong...going out on tue :P (maybe may coming along too ??) ah yap, ah xiao..sorry been broke and cannot go KTV with u all.. :( , leng leng ( meeting her on thu).
who else do i have ??... hmmm.. my cousins !! meeting them on the 24 nov.see , all my friends got to book me in advance . lol.
i also miss my CG members .. shall we go tree top ??(suggested by joline-a new friend that i got to know)but my coming PH is all book... how ?? my beloved cg....then i also serving.. most prob to the 3 rd week of nov and not the first week of nov...how ?? or fri nite we meet out for some cooking and fellowshipping ?? whose house can i use... hmmm....or thu nite ?? also can rite... hmmm....later go discuss . haha. lets go party !!! ... haha
later got cgm . hooray !!!here i go...
p/s: yesterday tried to play shine like stars. ok lah. but as i play, the heaven also play.. haha.. all the lightning and thunder and RAIN !!! i know my guitar sound terrible.. hence... heaven... haha. kidding lah.its the anointing that is most important .although skilld too !!
Monday, October 24, 2005
today is monday :) drag myself off bed. haha.last week been terrible. don ask me why... haiz.. feeling super low ,dissappointed etc.. but God been good again to show me things and send HIs words in season. coincidence ?? too much of it.. haha.was very console when mdm wong (one of my elderly) force her biscuit into my hand when she know i had not catch a bite at all..so nice. and she told me she is very worried if i did not eat. so sweet.
took care of kids again. this time rather alot of them with another worker min hui. the small gal just stick by me and hold my hand . so sweet. alot of kids... tin got 6 to 7 of them . revival sia. lol.this week is gonna be good. revive in the spirit .. haha. crap. But believe it be good although my work load will be rather alot. got to rush PSW.. (-_-)"' . enjoy now while its not here yet. haha.seen ah gong but he zzZZzz .
HS been prompting me to go visit him. was worried whether it mean any tin.hm.. going later too...shall work... should write new song..hm!!!oh ya.. pst sidney is awesome . he wrote a new song which is SOOOOOO nice. i LOOOOOVVVVVEEEEE it !! **faint** Lets shine for Jesus , let Burn with fire like the sun !!!and i can find the song at G4C le.super efficient service. haha
Shine Like Stars
Look at the world we live today
Look at the hurting everywhere
Let us see mercy and Your grace
Overflowed in every place
Let us be one with You today
And let Your glory fall
Teach us to live in righteousness
Teach us to love in one accord
Guide us to live life everyday
As we worship in Your court
Let us declare Your majesty
And let Your glory fall
We will shine
Shine like stars above
Shining in Your light
Guided by Your love
Let Your fire burn in us
Burning like the sun
As we glorify
And show Your kingdom come
In all the earth
We will shine like stars above
As we’re burning like the sun
Song & Lyrics by Sidney Mohede
Music Arrangement by Daniel Sigarlaki
© 2005 True Worshippers Productions
some test that i have . lol
You are Psalms.
Which book of the Bible are you?
brought to you by
took care of kids again. this time rather alot of them with another worker min hui. the small gal just stick by me and hold my hand . so sweet. alot of kids... tin got 6 to 7 of them . revival sia. lol.this week is gonna be good. revive in the spirit .. haha. crap. But believe it be good although my work load will be rather alot. got to rush PSW.. (-_-)"' . enjoy now while its not here yet. haha.seen ah gong but he zzZZzz .
HS been prompting me to go visit him. was worried whether it mean any tin.hm.. going later too...shall work... should write new song..hm!!!oh ya.. pst sidney is awesome . he wrote a new song which is SOOOOOO nice. i LOOOOOVVVVVEEEEE it !! **faint** Lets shine for Jesus , let Burn with fire like the sun !!!and i can find the song at G4C le.super efficient service. haha
Shine Like Stars
Look at the world we live today
Look at the hurting everywhere
Let us see mercy and Your grace
Overflowed in every place
Let us be one with You today
And let Your glory fall
Teach us to live in righteousness
Teach us to love in one accord
Guide us to live life everyday
As we worship in Your court
Let us declare Your majesty
And let Your glory fall
We will shine
Shine like stars above
Shining in Your light
Guided by Your love
Let Your fire burn in us
Burning like the sun
As we glorify
And show Your kingdom come
In all the earth
We will shine like stars above
As we’re burning like the sun
Song & Lyrics by Sidney Mohede
Music Arrangement by Daniel Sigarlaki
© 2005 True Worshippers Productions
some test that i have . lol
You are Psalms.
Which book of the Bible are you?
brought to you by
oh no ~~
| You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
| You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
Your Inner Child Is Naughty |
 Like a child, you tend to discount social rules. It's just too much fun to break the rules! You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you. And no matter what, you refuse to grow up! |
Friday, October 21, 2005
nice article
I've walked alone for a long time,
only looking down on the roads
one day He has shown to me
at a corner of my ways
He was pointing the Way for me
who had no idea of the right path to go
and He led me to the way holding my hand
The first time walking with Him was so joyful
that I walked with delight
The Way ,however was very long
It was very tiring and my feet hurt
Others seemed to walk easily and fast
I looked upon HimI asked Him to carry me by Himself,but??
He just walked without saying anything holding my hand
I saw many beautiful things beside my road
Though He shook His head
I tried more and more to become free of His hands
escaping from Him, i saw Him getting farther behind me
I tried not to turn back to see,
and as time goes by, my memory faded away
I had many people who indulged me and rode speed cars
but the day became darkened the bright lights turned off one by one
those which made me pleasant were getting stopped
My feet were so weakened
it was very hard to walk alone
I turned my head up
He was reaching His hands to me silently at the back side of me
just as He was at the first time
I'm walking the old way once again
there would be many hills ahead of the way
there might be many hills that can turn my eyes unto
but i will not take his hands away any more
because as I know that my hands are bound with Him tightly
who is walking with me ...
copy right from www.donghaeng.net ( awesome web!!)
Lord, help me fix my eyes upon you. Thank you for holding me and never letting go..
only looking down on the roads
one day He has shown to me
at a corner of my ways
He was pointing the Way for me
who had no idea of the right path to go
and He led me to the way holding my hand
The first time walking with Him was so joyful
that I walked with delight
The Way ,however was very long
It was very tiring and my feet hurt
Others seemed to walk easily and fast
I looked upon HimI asked Him to carry me by Himself,but??
He just walked without saying anything holding my hand
I saw many beautiful things beside my road
Though He shook His head
I tried more and more to become free of His hands
escaping from Him, i saw Him getting farther behind me
I tried not to turn back to see,
and as time goes by, my memory faded away
I had many people who indulged me and rode speed cars
but the day became darkened the bright lights turned off one by one
those which made me pleasant were getting stopped
My feet were so weakened
it was very hard to walk alone
I turned my head up
He was reaching His hands to me silently at the back side of me
just as He was at the first time
I'm walking the old way once again
there would be many hills ahead of the way
there might be many hills that can turn my eyes unto
but i will not take his hands away any more
because as I know that my hands are bound with Him tightly
who is walking with me ...
copy right from www.donghaeng.net ( awesome web!!)
Lord, help me fix my eyes upon you. Thank you for holding me and never letting go..
been sleeping real well this week.haha. lot of rest but oh no.. i just keep sleeping. more and more !! no wonder the bible says those who love to sleep will be poor.. ooppsss....must learn to sleep early and wake up early.. i have said this since donno when... hate my flesh !!any one volunteer to be my alarm ??
lots of tin i my head but not going to pen it ALL down . Don wan to cause any to feel discourage because of how i feel. and , my bills are shooting up.. gotta cut down . so u guys out there . pls be good to return my call or msg.i cannot afford to feed my money to that stupid M1 all the time. i need to eat one. what will life become after 2007 ?? without my incoming call .. gosh. M1 are clever !! . ppl cannot quit or maintain the usage after the end of free incoming and they will cause many in debt . argh... must cut down !!imagine every month 100 ?? bomb rite . can some one just throw my phone away ?? haiz... wai, do the job.get it on ~~
Lord,help me....cut down food !! resist and flee !! If i can do it in the past, i can do it now !! NOW !!! use to eat just maggie and bread or $2 every meal. just imagine .and with mysuper high transport fee .. ** faint ** some one pls knock me and send me to the Lord pls.. haha...ok, don cut short my destiny . don wan to die before i fuifil what i am call to do...need to try harder !!
come on yue ming, u can do it... repeat with me, i can do all things through Christ who strengthen me !!STRETCH !!
back from my weekly meeting
be having the lame fire drill later. gotta walk down 19 storey.. haiz.. shall go for early lunch :) today got cg. HS come and stir me up.keep me excited !! yeah!!!
yesterday been thinking of going malaysia to buy my new year clothes. but bro don wan. cos he be going tai wan after new year. wept wept...shall get him to buy me present !! haha.ask leng leng what can be found in tai wan then get bro to buy for me. demand !!so mic rather interested too..(can get sotong , may tian etc too :P) but will there be nice clothes ?? ask ting. haha. can get ting to be our guide too :P shop shop shop . do they have levis or mango or double index there ?? haha...i wan shop... guys, pray hard that i got my job k **wink** then can fulfil all these dreams... Lord...hear my prayer ...
been excited for the PH to come.. here are my plans
Mon:work
Tue:meet mic they all
Wed : work and go BS
Thu :morning do visitation ? afternoon meet leng
Fri : morning go cut hair, later after ta off sch go dye hair ( pray she off early )(i got off day...)
yipee...counting down to 6 bays.
btw, SW not around. wept... all the job upon me le.. faster come back!!
lots of tin i my head but not going to pen it ALL down . Don wan to cause any to feel discourage because of how i feel. and , my bills are shooting up.. gotta cut down . so u guys out there . pls be good to return my call or msg.i cannot afford to feed my money to that stupid M1 all the time. i need to eat one. what will life become after 2007 ?? without my incoming call .. gosh. M1 are clever !! . ppl cannot quit or maintain the usage after the end of free incoming and they will cause many in debt . argh... must cut down !!imagine every month 100 ?? bomb rite . can some one just throw my phone away ?? haiz... wai, do the job.get it on ~~
Lord,help me....cut down food !! resist and flee !! If i can do it in the past, i can do it now !! NOW !!! use to eat just maggie and bread or $2 every meal. just imagine .and with mysuper high transport fee .. ** faint ** some one pls knock me and send me to the Lord pls.. haha...ok, don cut short my destiny . don wan to die before i fuifil what i am call to do...need to try harder !!
come on yue ming, u can do it... repeat with me, i can do all things through Christ who strengthen me !!STRETCH !!
back from my weekly meeting
be having the lame fire drill later. gotta walk down 19 storey.. haiz.. shall go for early lunch :) today got cg. HS come and stir me up.keep me excited !! yeah!!!
yesterday been thinking of going malaysia to buy my new year clothes. but bro don wan. cos he be going tai wan after new year. wept wept...shall get him to buy me present !! haha.ask leng leng what can be found in tai wan then get bro to buy for me. demand !!so mic rather interested too..(can get sotong , may tian etc too :P) but will there be nice clothes ?? ask ting. haha. can get ting to be our guide too :P shop shop shop . do they have levis or mango or double index there ?? haha...i wan shop... guys, pray hard that i got my job k **wink** then can fulfil all these dreams... Lord...hear my prayer ...
been excited for the PH to come.. here are my plans
Mon:work
Tue:meet mic they all
Wed : work and go BS
Thu :morning do visitation ? afternoon meet leng
Fri : morning go cut hair, later after ta off sch go dye hair ( pray she off early )(i got off day...)
yipee...counting down to 6 bays.
btw, SW not around. wept... all the job upon me le.. faster come back!!
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
i wan to go !!
use to sing this alot of time..
God will make a way... hm...
Yesterday did not went for my boss tin as i need to get some stuff from wai mum.so sd. my company paying for the meal leh.. haiz.. any way its some pub cafe . Indian food (-_-)"'.
meet up ML and suat & suat is in skirt !!! @-@ amazing. all become more "gu niang" le. ta also. except she simpily refuse to wear skirt. what pastor share is so true. when things are not going ur way,praise Him !! instead of grumble and hine just like the children of Isreal . Prayer works. Recently been evovlving around prayer . Indeed i need to pray more !!
ok. came across a blog where a guy went thailand to travel . I WAN GO !!! my bro is super lousy. The stuff he got is all cheapo.. no brand. get some brand stuff there lah. although its all fake. i really wan go travel. but cannot find ppl. ML not confirm . leng don mind going with me . but two woman ?? i wan go there for massage.. shop and shop...eat ?? erm....my bro say he ate the worm.. yucks...any moer wanna come along to thailand next yr ?? maybe after easter . :P got to check out the season there too.. wait cannot get my clothes. haha. and its so much cheaper there .one conclusion... not going there with any clothes.. go buy bra and etc. they say its super cheap there. all the ero and etc. lol. sorry.. RA stuff.. can u imagine my friend went there and brought 20 over sets of bra that last her for 2 yrs at least. and gonna buy bag there too.. haha.so one luggage go over, empty ..come back full and pack with bag along.. lol. i know i am dreaming. pls don wake me up.. oh no.. i am getting excited. gosh...sign up if u wanna come along too
tata~~
God will make a way... hm...
Yesterday did not went for my boss tin as i need to get some stuff from wai mum.so sd. my company paying for the meal leh.. haiz.. any way its some pub cafe . Indian food (-_-)"'.
meet up ML and suat & suat is in skirt !!! @-@ amazing. all become more "gu niang" le. ta also. except she simpily refuse to wear skirt. what pastor share is so true. when things are not going ur way,praise Him !! instead of grumble and hine just like the children of Isreal . Prayer works. Recently been evovlving around prayer . Indeed i need to pray more !!
ok. came across a blog where a guy went thailand to travel . I WAN GO !!! my bro is super lousy. The stuff he got is all cheapo.. no brand. get some brand stuff there lah. although its all fake. i really wan go travel. but cannot find ppl. ML not confirm . leng don mind going with me . but two woman ?? i wan go there for massage.. shop and shop...eat ?? erm....my bro say he ate the worm.. yucks...any moer wanna come along to thailand next yr ?? maybe after easter . :P got to check out the season there too.. wait cannot get my clothes. haha. and its so much cheaper there .one conclusion... not going there with any clothes.. go buy bra and etc. they say its super cheap there. all the ero and etc. lol. sorry.. RA stuff.. can u imagine my friend went there and brought 20 over sets of bra that last her for 2 yrs at least. and gonna buy bag there too.. haha.so one luggage go over, empty ..come back full and pack with bag along.. lol. i know i am dreaming. pls don wake me up.. oh no.. i am getting excited. gosh...sign up if u wanna come along too
tata~~
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
true... thanks my friends
Subject: Life
THIS IS AN ACTUAL INCIDENT (sent to me by someone else.)
On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: "It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...""Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it..." Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really play with such expensive toys.
While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: 'Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied: 'You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I started to walk towards him and I asked him who he wanted to give this doll to. He said “It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.” I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry.' But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus cannot bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I came back from the supermarket.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me: 'I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will notforget me. I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy. 'What if we checked again, just in case if you have enough money?''Ok' he said. 'I hope that I have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some left over. The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money' Then he looked at me and added: 'I asked yesterday before I went to sleep for God to make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me. I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose.' 'You know, my mummy loves white roses' A few minutes later, the old lady came back again and I left with my shopping cart.
I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl.The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read that the young lady had passed away. I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him.
FRIENDS ARE LIKE ANGELS, WHO HELP US FLY WHEN OUR WINGS HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO FLY.
such a nice story no matter how true it is.Reminded me of God's thoughtfulness towards us as He is towards the small boy. How He send ppl into my life to hold on to me . No matter christian or not. How He plan my way carefully ,always having me in His mind. Thank You Jesus...
Next , thanks to ALL MY friends who are the angels that God send (although some times u guys boil me...more like devil then. haha). Thanks . Shuk wai (for listening to me no matter how late), min,mic,shan(i know u guys would never leave me )Ta(the unique friendship that always remind me of Him),bro tony (some one who u can count on),may(my buddy...some one who can keep me occupy)tian(some one who be there )ML(a faith peson)Mel(some one who treasure friendship) and my beloved cousins..fang...min...and also the rest of my cousin . Thanks.. If u are not in the list, u are not forgotten !!! too many of u wonderful guys to mention .
THIS IS AN ACTUAL INCIDENT (sent to me by someone else.)
On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: "It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...""Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it..." Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really play with such expensive toys.
While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: 'Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied: 'You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I started to walk towards him and I asked him who he wanted to give this doll to. He said “It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.” I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry.' But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus cannot bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister. My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I came back from the supermarket.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me: 'I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will notforget me. I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister. Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy. 'What if we checked again, just in case if you have enough money?''Ok' he said. 'I hope that I have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some left over. The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money' Then he looked at me and added: 'I asked yesterday before I went to sleep for God to make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me. I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose.' 'You know, my mummy loves white roses' A few minutes later, the old lady came back again and I left with my shopping cart.
I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl.The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read that the young lady had passed away. I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him.
FRIENDS ARE LIKE ANGELS, WHO HELP US FLY WHEN OUR WINGS HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO FLY.
such a nice story no matter how true it is.Reminded me of God's thoughtfulness towards us as He is towards the small boy. How He send ppl into my life to hold on to me . No matter christian or not. How He plan my way carefully ,always having me in His mind. Thank You Jesus...
Next , thanks to ALL MY friends who are the angels that God send (although some times u guys boil me...more like devil then. haha). Thanks . Shuk wai (for listening to me no matter how late), min,mic,shan(i know u guys would never leave me )Ta(the unique friendship that always remind me of Him),bro tony (some one who u can count on),may(my buddy...some one who can keep me occupy)tian(some one who be there )ML(a faith peson)Mel(some one who treasure friendship) and my beloved cousins..fang...min...and also the rest of my cousin . Thanks.. If u are not in the list, u are not forgotten !!! too many of u wonderful guys to mention .
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