raining wor...

haiz... accidentally delete of just now entry .. gotta re write...got home pretty late last nite. so full with the steam boat . realise that dialect is actually a very fun ministry too... haha...so much lame joke and etc.. haha...must really tin it over . will miss dialect ... hmmm...wrote a new song. haven complete but not bad la. found the song familar.. but ta say never hear before leh..

show me your way
teach me your path
let your word be my guide

when darken days and storm arrive
i will run to u

eyes have not seen
ears have not heard
how u lay your life

but still i chose to follow you
the savior of my life

haven complete but really thank God for this new song .. really like it. hopefully can complete by this yr which is 1 day more.. haha...later meeting my dear shan ... so much to share with her.. hmmm...

haha,,, no tin better to do... haven write a new song unto the Lord... must really go deeper in . Lord.. place a new song into my mouth ....any way, just write this song down... one i wrote.. got some more but get distracted an lost the song... wept...

AS I LIFT MY HANDS TO WORSHIP
YOUR LOVE EMBRACES ME

YOUR SPIRIT COME UPON ME
AND MAKES ME ALL COMPLETE

YOU'RE ALL I WANT
YOU'RE ALL I NEED

YOU'RE MY LORD , MY ALL

YOU CAPTURED ME WITH YOUR HEART
YOUR LOVE EMPOWERED ME

I'M MELTING IN YOUR PRESENSE
CONSUME BY WHO YOU ARE

YOU'RE ALL I WAN
YOU'RE ALL I NEED

YOU'RE MY LORD , MY ALL

LORD JESUS
YOU'RE SO WONDERFUL
FOREVER IN MY LIVE
I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO
LORD JESUS

YOU'RE MY LORD
MY JESUS

nice ?? hee .. got the chors too but still onno how. all thanks to Bro Eugene for figuring the chords for me ya... me donno how to hear one mah... still got one so ng which i hope to remember but so sad... cannot .. haiz.. ok lah...sayo

ZzzzZZZzzzZZZ

arrive home super late last nite...now so tired... now on phone with anita.. haha...
last nite cg really very nice...

firstly wait for anita , kiat ting, wai they all . then take bus and nearly lost our way .. hahaha then walk and walk and praise God that we found our way...by the time reach there already worship .. nice song ya. Breath...then got the super lame drama which is rather nice.. haha
then bro tony share the sermon .then after that got washing of the leg... so funny.. tears all over .. river of living water...then get chase by security and end up at the swimming pool to gather a while. exchange present .. then intend to sing song to bro tony.. but never sing out . then re sing and it happen to be happy birthday song and make hui yi laugh till like donno wat.. haha.. then all of us keep laughing ...but praise God that eventually after celebrating brithday we manage to sing the song to bro tony. not perfect but from the heart ya...then take cab home and cab sure fast lo.. haha

finish chattig with anita le. now so tired... wanna zzzz.. bro tony give the helpers a forever friend bear. so cute . then got a cup from peggy . will use i when get my job .. haha. still got the mintor cleaner tin from wai... so cute. yesterday hug hug with wai and really feel so bless to know her and have her with me... God indeed had been very good to me.. :)

look forwar to fellowship with u my Dear Lord... miss u so much... later got my dialect appreciation nite...be going for steamboat if i not wrong ya... or restaurant .. hm....really learn alot from dialect...^-^ fully stretches me.

the coming year i am going to manage my time better so as to be a faithful servant of urs .really taking up the time to follow up, give bs, call up pple...focus onto those under me and really disciple them and teach them.be;lieve that when i have the willingness to do things beyond , God would bless me and help me to be friutful.... also my finance .. don any how spend... then my quiet time with God also .. ya... must sacrifise ...!! must crucify my flesh....

then a new year, a new start .. find job again. continue to trust God for good job...then also must start planning my ways... my vision ...wat i wanna do for the Lord ...

cannot control le...

talk of the rain and its raining !! freezing in my room. Thank God got super thick jacket to keep me warm.. hee.really cannot take it le. my heart is pumoing away.. so excited for the session later . my beloved cg !! my beloved God... counting down to 6 ... 53 more min.. ah... i wan to fly over !!!

so full ~~

donno wat happen... no much mood to eat . eating become a task to me.. haha.. very full . gonna explode le. this nsong just come to my mind . one of my fav song

i need u here
i need u here
u're lke e rain that falls
falls on this heart and make me new

i look to u
i look to u
u're king above the earth
and u have put heavens in my heart

i only want to be where u are
i only want to be where u are

holy , holy is the Lord
prince of glory
forever,savior of the world

singing glory ,glory is the Lord
king of glory,
forever, savior of the world

savior of the world

super nice song ya... fall on this heart and make me new... always love the rain too.. wanna embraces the rain and thank God for His creation. Amazing ...

miss the sec times where i play basketball.. a period of craziness that are now just memories... won do that now i suppose.. haha... playimg in the super big rain. trying to trip each other... fighting in the rain .. all the shivering.. all the swimming in the sea with clothes on .. then taking the bus with sea water dripping. and left a pool of water there... all the 3 on 3 ... all the phillipinos friends.. all the cab ride, all the dist to sports hall to support the philipino guys playing... crazy.. real crazy.time sure pass... tin the youngster would not believe all these i say... now so different.. haha.. ~~ amaze by it too... BUT would rather that i get to know God earlier then attend church and bring my sec sch friends instead of all those crazy stuff. so fortunate to be in church since young .. brought up the rrght way, right teachings and prevent all the wrongs doing and heart breaking .. haha. any way, we learn by lesson an God sure knows His timing..

in the arms of my Lord....forever....

hee hee

as usual, still in office.. amazing how i can wake up today.. :P just now been listerning to Sun song" u are my star " indeed Jesus, u are my star ... the me who has lost my hope had found u . me who have no confident , had found u . and now i am transform... really excited for the cg later :P its coming to the end of the yr wor... a time to appreciate all the ppl. really thank God for placing me with so many wonderful ppl.. shuk wai.. always loving , ming li, a faith ful friend, anita the special gift from God, bro tony the awesome leader,peggy the sunshine, liyi e baby of cg, huiyi the shopping expert , yanlin the listerner ,ming ying the dear and so many of them ... really love this family alot ^-^ And most of all God who make all these possible.

Pray that God , next yr would be even better. although there had just been that terrible disaster, but God i know u r in control . indeed u are crying with those who are crying, griefing with those who grief. For u desire all to be save and none to be lost...
u know what i desire... i desire t make disciples for u . i desire to see the lives of ppl change ... change better lah.. also to see them grow in u and rising up... as victor in life...
wei jing... peng yi.. anita... melissa... kiat ting... nick...

when u fail tp plan, u plan to fail... so must plan. what i wanna do for ya. most of my 2004 tin had come to pass... :) wat i wan... must pray ya...

lunch time ~~

oops.. eating my ice ka chang which is not suppose. but since i am queing so long..to help my dear friends to buy their stuff ... should try the famous peanut ice kACANG mah...prayb that would not affect my coughing too much... still feeling sick... minor headach... cough till donno like wat le and also...sleepy ... later eating my duck rice... hee hee
wait till i learn how to load pic then can show on blog le...hm... return all my html to my teachers le... (-_-)"'

my mood of the day

feeling real tired.. abt to fall sick.been thinking abt wats the olan for next yr. indeed how time passes so fast yr... thinking of wat i wanna do for God... be a cgl ?? Bro tony ask me to think and pray and tell him... i wanna be a cgl but i am afraid . not that i won be able to handle but that my purpose...why i wanna be a cgl.. pride , fame or really a heart to serve God. i wan to serve God ....
and miss God alot . haven take up my guitar and play to God, have really set time apart to love and fellowship with Him . been tired cos so many tins to do... the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak . must learn to crucify my flesh and don always sleep sleep sleep....
Jesus i love u ....thanks for this christmas. i have found my meanin ...in You ...