I'm sooooo over the moon right now.... why? 'caused I passed my driving test! Yup, i passed my practical test in my first try :D I always thought that it would be a kind of miracle if I ever passed my driving test in my first try. I'm not so good at practical stuffs....

But with practice and a little faith, nothing is impossible... my passing the test is a prove of that! I always have issues with my self-esteem. Zhi asked me why I am always so pessimistic... it's not that i want to think negatively, but at times, I felt the more confident I feel, the more I was likely to fail, and when you have high expectations, the more you will be disappointed. And I always give myself an excuse for thinking negatively-- I'm preparing for the worst, so if it happened, the impact would be lesser on me. I know it's a mindset that I have to change. It's difficult, no doubt about it.

But i'm slowly trying to alter my outlook on things. I guess I just have to learn to have the right dose of confident- not to small but not to much- just the right dosage.

I have to buy zhi ice cream. We agreed that if I fail, he had to console me and buy me ice cream and if i passed, i have to buy him one (though i just write it off). Anyway, it's an ice cream that I would gladly buy for him :D