christmas

Christmas was spent cooking and eating dinner together with the indonesians who were here in stilly.... Thereafter, we just slack around and the rest of them, except Diana n I, went to watch Alien vs. Predator. I didn't want to go as i know it would scared me with the sudden loud noises... besides my "pillar of support" for these type of movies wasn't here >.<

On Thursday...

MY dad's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PAPA!

We went to OKC, we went to shop first. There were many after christmas sale but I wasn't in a mood to shop. We just walked around and at around 6pm, we went to ice skate, well they ice skate. I just watched them... bad decision. I was freezing cold! There weren't any indoor place to sit. Yeah, the ring is outdoor! It's a small ring, and there were many people too.

Then went to eat dinner at a vietnamese restaurant... quite cheap and the food was good too!

Friday...

I just stayed at home to study... Second exam today!!!!

But Minh, my Vietnamese friend, invited me over to his house for dinner. I was expecting lots of Vietnamese ... but there were only 6 of us, 4 vietnamese... After dinner, we played blackjack. I was so unlucky!!! Anyway, I had to go home at 9.30pm to study again *sigh*

What would you do when you want to have a steamboat but don't have the steamboat pot? Use rice cooker! We had steamboat last night... me , ani, ana ,sung n 3 malaysian girls...It was daphnie's bday too...and coincedentally it snowed. After midnight, we played with the snow... it was almost gone today thought...

Fun but cold!!!

I bumped my head against the opened drawer! It was so darn painful! I can feel the bump!!! My worst bump on the head thus far! I almost cried when it happened :( Just last week, exactly last week, i bumped my head too (against an open cupboard door!) It was on the right, now it was on the left, but this one's worse! ARGH!!!

You sounded all so worried and sad... i could only imagine your expression...

It's my aunt's wedding party last night in jkt. They're going to malang today...

He's in CA skiing... Me? stuck with lots of things to read for my american gov. test tmr -.-

Only a few days yet it seems like weeks...
...absence makes heart grows fonder indeed!

Had graduation night on Friday....

The six grads !

MC for the evenings....

Receptionists....

It's suppose to be black and white!

Taking photos with .... balloons! Haha....

Commencement for the undergraduates was the next morning. We came late, but we kinna skipped the boring speech :P

Saw many people that I know graduating.... Risma, Vicky, JOanna, Wira.... from pistol pizza, Miwa, Sho, Yuichi, Minh, Koichi, Megumi...

Things happen... People make mistakes...

I tried to forget but it seems to be so difficult for it keeps appearing almost every time. I wanted to pretend as if nothing had happened. Avoiding... denying... but i could not

thanksgiving

This fall was a complete opposite from the last... but i like it better this way. Sometimes I thought of how stupid and cowardice I was last year. I didn't dare to go for the iosa gathering or mix with them for scaring to make a fool of myself with my limited bhs indo. Well, i got teased a little but it's ok. It's not as bad as i thought it would be.

Anyway, I went to New Mexico for thanksgiving to ski. WEll, that's the plan, but i ended up snowboarding. I would never thought that i would be saying this, but snowboarding was rather fun. Scary, but fun :P I would also never thought that i would be snowboarding one day. I didn't really want to go cause i didn't really like skiing and the cold, but i didn't really want to stick here in stillwater, and ani, ana were going too, so i decided to go and I didn't regret it. Except for the bunk that we got.

We set off on Wed evening after class, then we stopped at a hotel for the night half-way there, and in the afternoon, we reached the resort, Sipapu resort. Lo and behold, there's no reception, no tv in the room, etc. Haha... remind me of the Perak fieldtrip!

we stopped by Las Vegas!!! Haha... same name different place, Las Vegas, New Mexico, not Nevada!

Since we couldn't ski we went to the Taos, next town, but many shops were closed for it was thanksgiving. We also made use of this time to make the call or sms ppl. Haha... At night, we went to farrell's room which was a hotel room, unlike ours which was a bunk! We played cards and the losers would get their faces smeared with toothpaste and shaving cream! I lost trice :( but at least better than risma! haha... It started to snow by the time we returned to our bunk

Taos... check out the buildings!

On friday, we snowboard all day well, from about 10 to 4pm. the place were covered with snow! Everyone snowboard so i decided to follow them. It was so hard at first, but i managed to slide down rather smoothly and did a toeturn :D Btw the slope weren't that steep. We had lunch after 2 hours of lessons and then we tried to snowboard again, but we soon got bored or rather gave up. We (ani, risma and I) played with the snow, took photos, the guys, ana, farrell, abe went to take the lift and tried out the steeper slope. After we had enough of the cold, we went inside and then went to look for ana, ani wanted to try out the lift and snowboard on the steeper slope. I followed her and soon regretted it. It was so difficult to get to the lift. The lift were just a moving stick that we had to slip in between our leg and we had to hold to go up the slope. But it was so difficult to keep our legs straight while they were half-strapped to the snowboard, and the attendant was such a jerk! anyway, i fell only after a few centimeters! it was so embarrasing but what was i to do. Then, we followed farrell to climb up the slope ourselves. So tiring! And when up there, i was so terrified. The slope were steep! Ani went down first. She fell and twisted her knee. It made me real scared. So halfway on the slope, i dared myself to try to slide down, and I asked abe to be at the bottom of the slope to catch me. But i fall before the can even do that. Haha....

WE were so tired after that. It was a quick day. We slept early.

The next day, it was time to go back! Yeah!!! We stopped by Taos for a quick shopping. WE bought t-shirts and some new mexico souvenirs.

Wigwam!!!

Went to Tulsa on Sat. First time going to Tulsa! it's just an hour drive from Stilly but in my one yr here, i've never step foot there. haha...

Traffic jam welcomed us when we reached tulsa, then a Krispy Kreme store caught my/our eyes!!! Camen said that when the light went off, we could get a free doughnut. On our way back, we stopped to buy doughnut and the light were on!!! Yay!

The original was the best. The doughnut tasted so much nicer than the one's that my dad brought from indo. It tastes as nice as Donut Factory (but sweeter)!!!! But they don't have a shop here in Stilly :(

我一直都很好奇那种感觉会是怎么样的。。。想不到他会是甜酸苦乐搀在一起。。。

I'm supposed to be studying for my acct. exam 2 ,but here I am blogging. I read the chapter and I thought I somewhat understand but then when I did the MCQ questions, i totally don't know how to do most of them. So, I felt really down right now. It's definitely going to be a long night *sigh* I really hate accounting. It don't really dig it. felt like doing chem. at sec sch again :S

Anyway, finished working at the record time 10pm!!!! And i didnt' really do much today for we had 8 people working, but 4 of them will quit by next week, graduating... We spent time taking photos... hehe...

Tuesday's crew... the best crew!!!! :P

Sho... Miwa...Me...(up)

bottom: sho pretending to be cooking haha.... Sho's name is xiang (fei xiang de xiang) means fly and he likes flying... he's a pilot... it's all in a name

Sometimes u need clowns to make the mundane day at work to be a little fun... the clowns... steward with his "bread stick" and

and Koichi.... (u can finish the sentence urself :P )

Oops... caught red-handed using hp. while working... haha....

I was having my bout of mood swing today, I don't know why, for some reason, I just felt irritated all of the sudden in the morning till the early afternoon. May be it's that time of the month. And being alone in the house with nobody to vent my anger blindly was good, no? NO, i still found someone to vent my anger on. So I really wanted to apologized to to that someone. I'm really sorry. I don't know what got into me today.

Two exams consecutively next week ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I hate accounting! I really hate it! :(

On the lighter note, I do have some photos to upload. It's from last week's saturday getaway to OKC.

The four gals...

Risma forced me to took this photo with her! :s We spent like...an hour??? on that shop cause Risma couldn't decide which shoes to buy, ani n Bee were still considering on buying the coat... In the end, Risma bought 4 pairs of shoes!!! 0.o I know she has a fetish for shoes! Haha... Ani n bee decided to bought the coat. I left empty handed. haha...

And Liverpool won big! 8-0!!!! Record margin in CL :D I was estatic by the time they scored the fourth goal! Then when gerrard scored, I was filled with disbelief and by the time the eight goal was scored, I was speechless! I like babel first goal, back heel like ronaldniho . And Liverpool beat Fulman today 2-0 :D!!!

We went to surprise Diana yesterday. Apparently, there are 4 people that I know that share the same birthday, oct30, georgia, yyw, diana n him(sung).

For some reason, I was reminded of that hurtful incident again. I was reminded of his b'day last yr, how i initiated the idea of small party for him by inviting jj and all. I even made him a card (well, not the best card, but at least I have the sincerity). And not to forget all the house cleaning, cooking, accomodating him ... And what did I get? The second worst moment of my life thus far, the most hurtful, desolated chinese new year and birthday ever in my twenty years! 伤心，孤独，狼狈...

It's really difficult... i though i could be strong, be brave, but i'm still very weak, very foolish! Still foolish enough to shed tears because of this again.

To make matter worse, some people just have to rub it in, opening the wound again, and making it deeper, more painful.

Anyway, there are some photos from past weeks events that I attended- Japanese night and the Multicultural children fair that my org. attended. We had to do last minute preparation on Wed for the Thursday fair :( It was rather crazy, and I ended with gastric pain >.<

J-night

Tusuk sate (making Satay) after J-night for tmr's Idul Fitri celebration

Multicultural Children Fair

Angklung

Wayang
The boy is cute, isn't he?

Went to OKC today. My cousin asked me to. I was rather surprised that they could remember to ask me along. Usually, they just couldn't be bothered about me. Anyway, if they ask, I won't decline. So went to OKC after ... dunno hw many months. I think the last time I went there to shop was when I just reached okc from indo. Nonetheless, bought some stuffs and then went to a Vietnamese noodle restaurant to eat dinner and we heard the owners quarrelling in Vietnamese. We were quite scared. If we knew what they were talking, it would make us feel a little better, but we didnt' know what's going on. So we quickly ate our food and left.

Liverpool lost to Besiktas!!! Hyypia scored 2 own goal in two consecutives games!!! Blaming him alone may not be fair, but still, may be he's too old now =S Retirement may be? And i couldn't believe that Arsenal scored 7 goals! 7!!! My m'sians friends here were over the moon! I watched Barcelona match on Espn. They should have been given penalty!

I'm still not talking to him... And It really, really,really irritates me when people who know about this "cold war" btw us PRETENDS not to know about it! It really pisses me off. I mean, you know we are not in good terms and his siblings are the middle men, so stop asking me to ask him or tell him stuffs directly! You KNOW, so STOP PRETENDING!!!! Stop pissing me off!!