there is sometthing wrong going on

(hope you can read this...)

we are friends since form 1,but we are closer when we are form 4.

(that is because we are in the same class)

Slowly...you came to me whenever you face problem...

to tell the truth...

i really glad to help you but most of the problem is not a problem

is just that you are TOO sensitive...you make everything OVER serious...

okay...maybe it is a big deal to you but you can solve it yourself...

sometimes...you must solve things on your own...

if you say you can...you can...but why are you hiding?

don't you know how to tell the truth??

yes..i'm your friend...but don't always depand on me...

something is really wrong here...but i'm really glad to help you and be your guide...

unfortunately...you only listen to 1/5 of what i advice to you....

(this is just an opening)

There is so so so so so so so so many things more.....

but i promised not to tell means i will not tell

you asked me to keep the secret...i did...but did you??

i really hope you can understand what i'm trying to tell you...

listen to my advice...i don't want see you get cheated again...s

orry to say..but if you continue going on like that...t

he one who rugi is you and you will rugi a lot a lot...

(i know i'm not as close as your other friend...but i'm telling you this from the reality)

Malay??

One day, i went to Kancil seminal in USJ 9...
if i'm not wrong is for science...
i actually leave 1 hour before the seminal start...
mana tau stack in the traffic for more than 30 min...
finally reach USJ 9...but turned few(more than 10 guar) still can't find...
by the time i found it, the seminal is already started...
i run to the class and they asked for my card...
careless me...i forgot to bring my card...
so they try to check my name but it was no where to be found..
to prove that i'm not lying they have to write down my name...
i spelled out my name for them
'C-H-A-R-M-A-I-N'
then he looked at me and said"binti??"
SWEAT!!! do i look like a malay?
then i tell them i'm a chinese...lol!!

i can hear His voice

You know what...i think i'm really blessed...
i never know that last time...but somehow... i've realize it...
and i'm so happy in the same time guilty...
i can hear His voice
and it's true that IT is really the Word Of God..
i believe if you don't ignore it...you will hear it too...
and when you're studying His words...remember to put your heart in it...


i remember few months ago before my SPM...i was studying in McD
(for those who don't know me that well,i can't study at home)
at first, we ordered our lunch(Mcvalue meal ma...hehe)
then after that we only study our own subject...
i'm reading Bible Knowledge while my friend is reading Ekonomi(i think)
not long later, a woman came and ask for donation...
with all the pictures she shown...i really felt pity on them
i check my wallet and found i have 2 RM1 and 1 Rm 5
so i just give them the RM1-s(which is RM2)
after that she want to give me a thank-you give(a book-mark)
but i didn't take it
(for those who don't know me that well [again],i don't like to study).

When she turn away,my friend start scolding me,
bacause i just give the money without thinking,
she might cheat my money and....(bla bla bla...)
after that, i really think that i'm stupid.
i became moody and i have no more study mood...
so i just simple turn the book and read a bit then turn again and so on.

suddenly, i turned to a page where is about John where he is baptizing in the Jordan river.
There he said "whoever has two shirts must give one to the man who has none,and whoever has food must share it"(compassionate to the poor).
this is from Luke 3:11.
after reading that verse, i think i did the correct thing and i felt so happy...

not only this time...there are many many more...
but this is the one that i can remember most clearly...