strengthless. darkness. soulless.

been watching this since a long time~ still as good as ever. gives a sharp icy feeling in the heart each time. never paid attention to what he was saying in the car at the end last time. now i did and its 10x sadder..

it was his everything to protect her

Carnage

sometimes i just wonder how everything happens, what determines fate?

its amazing how the brain works. its been so long, yet every moment i can remember just like it was yesterday. how i wish it was yesterday.

how i wish for the sands of time to go back in time, and prevent myself from losing anyone.

if only tears would help

haven been posting for long.. nth to write~

but never did i realise how sad this MV this.. =(
maybe because i was too busy looking at the great lyrics

Irreplaceable still

still i wish to go back in time to all that moments.

still it matters, still i miss, so irreplaceable

shed

when everything disappears one by one.

Afterlife

its over. its sad, shocking, but its over.

This place is really getting more and more like a stranger to me. Just think how much the culture has changed, how much corruption and biasness there is, and increasing exponentially. how many good people are leaving, and new replacements coming in get brainwashed by this.

out having fun? its now more like outperforming and outlearning academically! just think how many real full days we had this year, none. the 'full days' were all on days that we would maybe even be happier without it. its so obvious, however politically incorrect this all is, that everything they are doing is only academically based.

its no wonder theres so many downfalls, CCAs are closing for the stupidest of reasons, and the school spirit is fading away. thanks to this changing culture, its not how it used to be anymore.