i am finally finally finally blogging again...

my blogger homepage says that my last entry was Sept 2008. It has really been awhile... Sorry for not having pictures of my taiwan trip, new year nor valentine's day 2009, BUT! you can find them all in my facebook!!! You guys can add me! Andrew, Ivan, Hui shi, you guys are still not in my facebook friends list.. add me unless you dun have an FB acct and if so... its time to get one! my FB name is kuku charine!

so.... my latest news is ----> I'm changing job! I finally got a new job!!! I am really out of joy to have a job offer to help me out of agony. I am seriously very very tired working in a job which job scope is fine with me but we all know that job scope is not the only factor. Being surrounded by people you cant trust( not even your friends), hypocrites, complains and back stabbers. I mean.. come on, we're all employees - whats' with all the back-stabbing and rubbing in? We're all out to earn a living or extra allowance for some. Afterall, I'm very glad I can now put a fullstop to this nonsense politics kids' stuff. I seriously believe there is no second place that tolerates these kind of rubbish going on, whereby untolerable acts can be covered and fogiven by excuses of temper and character.

I am now a Graphic Designer!!! I mean from Monday onwards!! I am excited about new job as i've not really expose to a full time job OUT IN THIS SOCIETY. I am ready for all the challenges, the things that i'm gonna learn and scoldings! I'm fine with scoldings, I admit you fall, you learn and pick yourself up --> you become a stronger person with more knowledge. Scoldings from superior in the working society is something you have to get yourself prepared, definitely. Im allowing myself to expose to many many areas like fashion, designing and all. I have to do all this at this stage of my life, if not, i'll be toooo old for anything!!! I'm switching from fashion to graphics as I have interest in graphic deigning, other than fashion. With experience in graphic and fashion, together with my degree in Fashion Management, I'm sure i can combine this both fields into a job that i really like. No time to waste! I should learn as much as i can now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe!!! This year's valentine's day is a healthy day for me and ling! We went east coast park cycling!!!!!! Although we only cycled for less than 2 hours, my thigh muscles are aching already!! And i had to stick Salompas for the next 2 nights.. Darling bought me this below!!! With a huge snow white card... His words are really touching.. He said this gift is the No. 1 gift listed by Class 95 and i agreed that this really is what a girl really wants. I dun need you to buy me anything expensive, anything useful, anything envious by others... simple true words from you made my day :)

17:44

The LOVE bear bear is wearing double layer of scarves!!! :) Super cute!
Dinner time!!!

14:46

Hi all~! I've discovered a new shopping local webby which cater nice and affordable clothings!

Hui Shi, you will love this!!!

12:00

TAGBOARD problem again~!!! I've tried hours fixing it but sorry i'm a html and com idiot...I am looking for new box other than Cbox now...

01:46

[16 june 2008]

Opps~ i guess i haven update my blog for aaaa while~

alright... my camera is 10 mega pxl and im really lazy to resize all the pictures ive took... so i shall announce some news! And that is.... i've finally got my new tattoo! A 'almost' floating feather on my leg and darling got himself his first and damn nice tattoo - a turantula.

ok the tattoo artist is really an artist. i told him i wanted a floating - almost landing - fury feather that looks like dropped out from a damn cute anf furry bird.. lolx!! i'm sure his -_-".. but he manage to cater to my idea and came up with a drawing in like 1 min.. and a few amenments.. da darh!!!! This is my furry feather that is almost landing but still floating on my feet. The pic is taken after a few hours when the work's done.

And below is what i call art. you know, bigger art work is clearer and allow the artist to flaunt his real skills... this is it! A turantula crawling up ling's shoulder!! I think his shading is really gd~~~~~ and it looks really 3D. I;m sure our tattoo will look better after they've healed.

and i showed Jo(the tattoo artist) my birdie on my abdominal... he asked me 2 question: where i got that from? and who did that for me? i told him my answer and he said.. "you noe how many tattoos have i covered for him(my birdie tattooist)? he is well-known for talk big and 'ka' customers money.. he is a disgrace in the tattoo industry." :'( sad sad sad... i noe my bird is quite dull, colour is not bright, looks very flat etc.. i am definitely going to let Jo redo my birdie and make it a damn cutie one!!!! after july 1st when i get the gov off set! lol!!! yeah!!!

01:40

03 june 2008

[working life]

part of me.. i'm excited that i've step out to this society and started working like any other adults. No more 2-3 months relaxing school holidays, no more chilling at home as and when i like, no more allowance... no more paying hp bills, petrol bills for me... no more~ i am all fine with that, cos now i'm earning my own salary, paying everything by myself should be the way and i'm happy with that! I'm finally a grown up now.. cos with my salary, i will be giving my parents allowance, paying my own stuffs and bills and saving in a lovely account with my darling... :)

but working isnt as simple as i thought. i understand working in offices, there will be politics. but now i understand, as long as it is a work place, not only office, there'll bound to have politics, everywhere!

Since i started as a smal small part-timer almost 3 yrs ago, i started fetching only $6/hr. And i worked very hard, like getting involve with things that i dun even need to care about and finally i am able to get my $7.5/hr now. I believe it's all my hard work and performance.

I'm a full-time boutique manager now, i felt the pressure, the stress and due to the part-timers, i am sad. I am sad that i treat them like friends but pple just do stab at your back when you are no longer like a part-timer like them and moreover, you are just 1-2 yrs older and younger than them. It is so hard for me to adjust to manage the shop like a real manager. In addition, i have a very very nice boss, with no temper at all. The girls(part-timer) are free to compalin about anyone in the shop and now that i seems like the bad guy in the shop that often as them to do stuffs, obviously i am the target with the most complains.

i am so tired. i felt that i cannot be myself and i cannot believe anyone and talk to them at all, including my 2 friends in the shop. Darling asked me to leave this job because i am not going to learn anything here, not going to be happy and i am a manager that need to please my part-timers and see their 'lian se'. he noes that i will just gobble up all my sorrows here and live with it and he is very angry of what is happening now. i noe i can get a better job out there with my degree and working ability, but i love this job cos i noe i have a very nice boss... ...

i need strengths to be stronger~

16:04

[ happy 21st birthday to me]
my lovely birthday cake with 21 small candles

23:34

[anniversary lunch for my darling]

yeah! this is what i cooked for my Mr En last friday...

These are the food that i prepared the whole morning since 10am!!!

and the main main main dish.. which is why i need to wake up at 10am to cook... Mr Bak Kut Teh!

12:49

20 March 2008

Happy 1/2 year anniversary ling~ :)

yes.. its our 1/2 yr anniversary today.. but from the beginning of the day, i'm so demoralized by my lecturer... she wants more detailed ideas which i had spent the whole of ytd filling in my proposal with details.. i am very moody and affected by her words and i told my dearest bf about it. i was expecting some comfort but no.. he told me that i cannot be so weak that i'll be so affected by her words. cos if this goes on, when i'm out in the society, working, bosses wouldnt like weak subordinate like me cos they wont want to see my demoralized face.. i couldn't control my tears but i keep quiet... i dunno why i cried (tears are toxic in my body and i have to let them out to feel better).. but i know all that he had said is all for my own good.. Although no comforting words, but i've learned... cos i know that's his way of comforting me... to make me stronger...

its time for me to learn to be stronger... i must fight this final project and producing the best proposal that i can come up with! its the last one and it shall be the best one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i felt so much better now... tmr, i'm cooking for my darling lunch!!! i went to cold storage and bot pork ribs, vegetables, garlic, onion, spring onion, bacon, golden mushrooms and bread!!! hehe:D and i realized the prices had increase humongously!!! the 2 types of pork ribs cost $5.70 and $4.60... so ex.. but nvm lah.. it's anniversary!!!

MENU:

Bak Kut Teh

xiao bai chai with garlic and oyster sauce

golden muchrooms in bacon rolls

white rice

i shall take pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16:26

[i have something to share]

and i'm sure every girl will LOVE IT!!!!!! It is a diary that you can include anything in your life.. like a journal.. its is definitely more than a organizer!!! i bought it from Takashimaya Departmental store.

13:10

[guinea pigs]

Last week i found out that theres this enclosed area on the grass patch under En's block, kept this cute cute guinea pig!!!! it is super cute and everytime i pass by, i have to call "guinea pig~ guinea pig~!" trust me, it is super duper cute!!!

here's the colour of that guinea pig~

and this>??? it is so cute!!! maybe that why it is called guinea PIG?

the curl hair guinea pig.. it look like a rock star! haha!

i want guinea pigs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

00:31

[my sweet valentine]

Have you thought of what is the most romantic valentine? What's the most precious gift to receive on this very day? What actually made this day so special??

my answer?? Its nothing special if you were to go out to town and restaurants to get squeeze and 'chop head' by the crowd and horrible rates of dinner or lunch sets.

On this valentine's day, i waited for my darling to come home from work as we agreed to meet up and exchange cards... haha :D we both ended up with.. 'more than a card'...

my dearest is more than the creative man that i know.. hehe:D

this card ends with a question:" So how much do i love you??"

and it linked to this cute cute!!!! :D

the smile on my face??? No words can describe that feeling of being loved by someone that i heart most!

23:08

[27th Jan 2008]

13:53

Some recent random pics...

[Genthing - KL trip]

13:08