Complicated drama

S and J are close friends...

Dad of S nearly get killed for the future of S.

Dad of J eventually killed Dad of S for the future of J.

S wanna find out why his dad is killed.

J wanna help his friend S, to find the truth too....

S somehow nearly get killed to help J in some financial problem.

J found out that his dad had killed S's dad.

J wanna stop S from any further actions in knowing the truth.

But S insist on the investigation and petition.

Like his dad, J try to kill S, his one and only close friend...

Being defendless, S got injured and on the verge of death....

Complicated drama and relationship hor? This Korean drama im watching is "The equator man". At episode 4, they are still showing them at their teens age days. The actual male lead still not out yet!

Bitch!

I had enough of all your neverending menopause, irritating bitching, dramatic nonsense, unreasonable ordering and fucking CB high pitch tone. I dun work for you ccb! You are not even the one that determine my pay or my future! for what do i have to tolerate your nonsense?!!! You are just taking our or my kindness and politeness for granted. YaAaahhh!!! im not going to sound kind to you anymore.

even you are representing the big shots, so what ? You dont even behave like one of them! Throw the face of the one that you are representing. I seriously do not understand why cheebye like you should survive in this already pathetic world. Your existence just create nothing and only fucking troubles and creates only du-lan-ness to people working "for" you.

To paradise may you go... rise above all and BURN IN FLAMES!! May  your "angelic" melody voice sound at the top of your voice, spread across the world  till your final bits  BURNT!! KNNBCCB!

X X X

I was blog hopping, and i come across a blog post about terrapins, which in turn brought back my childhood memories. I once owned two terrapins too, but I had forgotten about their name. *Alright, I admit that I'm Mei Liang Xin*. And I dont even have a single photo of them, because we dun have a camera back then in the 90s. (The below images are kapo from other people)

My terrapins living in the exact same "cage"

I had them with me for about a year, and after that the custody was left with my grandpa. Well, part of the reason is that my Secondary School is rather far from my childhood neighbourhood area - bugis, so... I have to shift back to my own home at Hougang instead. And so, terrapins continued to stay with my grandparents.

Besides being very dirty because of their excrement, my memories of these terrapins is that they are very choosy in terms of their meals. When we bought them, we had some bottles of dried food that are supposed to be specially for terrapins. But for the first two days, they didnt even eat a single bit at all. They just step and smash onto their food. In the end, i stole some Xiao Bai Cai from my grandma's fridge. And to my surprise, the turtle finally starts to open their mouth and take their first bite within 5 minutes. Further more, they only eat the leafy parts and left the stems totally out of their diet plan. Arent they just very picky?!!!! In terms of characteristic, they are sort of coward and at the same time do have that challenger spirits. But I'm rather prod of them because they are quite an intelligent animal in some way. In the cage, there's a specific ladder which seems like a fitness ground for the terrapins. At first, I really don't think the terrapins can really climb up the ladder. And even if they did climb up....how are they going to get down?! Well, my terrapins did proved me wrong. After a few tries, they eventually gets to the top of the ladder with each other's help. And how do they get down? the terrapins just simply jump down from the ladder.

There was once, when one of the terrapins jumped down and overturn. The terrapins didnt manage to turn itself back, and it struggled for a very long (i think so). Ever since then, that particular terrapin sort of avoid the ladder due to phobia...

Another of their favourite past times is to stack on top of one another on the red bridge. They just laze around stared at the electric that was placed beside the cage. Hmmmm Perhaps they are thinking about how to escape the cage by jumping towards the fan that sways from left to right?

On Hot days, the terrapins will snatch for the most cooling spot in the cage.... which is under the bridge. There's nothing call first come first served for of them, as they would simply pushed one another out.

Well.... a few years later, one of them died. And how about the other terrapin? According to my grandpa, it was released to kallang reservoir/river. Seriously, i wonder will this terrapin will be able to survive there....

XXX, if you are still surviving

and swimming around....

I wish you all the best.

AM...PM...ONEDAY...

Bought the am/pm series skin care products from gmarket. This product would cost a "damage" of $120 from Watson's, but purchasing it from gmarket seriously helped you saved alot, as it cost "only" $88 in total. But you do have to take the risk of.... whether this product is genuine?

this skincare products was introduced by my friend, and she did really explained alot and even goes to the extreme in explaining the ingredients used in the skincare series. and upon knowing that it is related to niu-er lao shi, how can i not being tempted right? "Niu-er lao shi!!! Wo men dou ai ni!!!"

Well, i have not tried it out. I know im not handsome or have very gd complexion, but lets hope it really does what it says and perform miracles on my face.

KARMA Week (Please No More)

For the whole of last week, I seems to be on the verge of death/dangerous zone.

1) Poisonous creepy crawly such as centipede and spiders appeared in front of me. And it seems to "Kaboom" and appeared in front of me, out of nowhere.

2) Followed by the news that the fellow sitting beside my cubicle was diagnosed with TB. And because his seats is just beside me, I'm "officially" the one that is at risk, even though we dun communicate much.

3) I was sort of late for my Thursday Korean class. What make it worst was the faulty lift, which nearly could have killed us all. I was one of those jerk, who know that the lift is already quite squeezy, and yet still try my 101% to get into that lift. When the lift approaches level 6, it suddenly jerk vigorously and dropped one level. Almost all of us yell/scream/shout... those who didnt could have been too shocked to react. After which, the lift didnt level up, it goes back to level one again. For safety precaution, some of the passengers decided not to take the lift, but some of us (including me) decided to give it a try again. (Alraight i know i should not have play with my life)... Once again, when the lift approached level 6, IT FUCKING JERK VIGOROUSLY AGAIN! but fortunately,it still manage to level up to my destination. Phew~

4) Things arent that good for my work as well. After one month of deployment, I den noticed i actually "implant" a bomb somewhere. And without a valid reason, I cant just remove the bomb at my own will. Seriously, I hope i cant overcome this incident. *cross finger*

Whoever spiritual thing that is overseeing this karma thing. I sincerely sorry for all those Niam-ing and activation of my extreme auntie power. Though my "power" seems to have improved alot, but in return, the KARMA also seems to be bigger and more jialat.

I will TRY my best to control my temper.

TB.... karma?

Never have i imagined that I will came in "contact" with TB.

This noon, my usual lunch cliques and some other colleagues of other project team were having lunch at bistro. In the middle of the lunch break, one of them received a phone call from an event organiser. She was told that she was "banned" from the meeting. She was also told that someone who sat near to us got TB! Yes! in this era, in Singapore there is still TB being spread around. How did the event organiser knows? Through words of mouth.... Amazing isnt it?

Actually I was one of the few who get to know the news, but i didnt really bother about that becoz I am sort of unsure if the news is of truth. There was one night where i worked OT, and the usual hardworking China Guy (my source of entertainment in the work place) was working OT too. He was chatting with someone through phone... and i heard "Huh? TB?!!! are you sure? that is what the doctor told you?..... where are you now? have u informed pm?... then are you flying back to suzhou?..... " And that happened last week.

It was only until today then the news started to spread. Slow isnt it? if there were really some deadly super virus going ard, i could have been dead by now. Becoz our company didnt take any precaution. After lunch, when i went back to office. One colleague of that TB victim walked towards my cubicle. I know who she is, but we never communicate before, becoz we dun actually belong to the same department. "One of my colleague, who is sitting beside/opposite was diagnosed with TB. Our PM would like you to go for a medical check-up for safety precaution. The amt can be claim......" She said.

Totally Suay TTM! I'm feeling perfectly normal, and yet i kannah this kind of things. I didnt event know the exact name of that TB guy. Becoz that is just his temporary seating niah lor. People ard me started to behave like kan chiong spiders (even though they hard already knew the news before hand during lunch). RMM and KPO guy started to behave like clown. Say i'm very dangerous lah, cannot come near me lah,..... (crap) Seriouly, not funny at all and damn irritating. They even go to to extreme of behaving so dramatic that they suddenly say not feeling well lah, throat very dry lah, lung seems not alright lah.... (and all those irritaing crap) And the two jokers come to conclusion that they wanna go tml night for check-up, while others will go during morning or noon. Becoz of that 2 clowns, i decided to visit the clinic just now instead, dun wanna be with clowns.

When i register at the registration counter, i was told that quite a number of ppl already pay a visit to the clinic. I guess they will earn alot from our company. Hahaha! Think i must have the auntie aura, the "missy" gossip a abit with me during the registration process. LOL! Anyway, the test process is rather simple... but it took way too long becoz of the crowd.

1) Doctor consulatation
2) X-ray
3) Jab/injection

3 simple procedure and it still took about an hour plus and a total "damage" of 80 bucks. Rrrrrr! Anyway, I still need to go back 3 days later for the results. The injection they gave will create some kind of reaction to the body...something like BCG. It will swell and itchy sensation on the second or third day. They will then measure that swell part and base on the x-ray result to determine if i am a victim.

Hmmmmmm.... hope nothing goes wrong eh~ i cant be so suay right? Though i may gt a long rest if i'm diagnosed with TB or what, but i dun wanna tio this kid of KARMA.

CHANGE LE YOU CHANGE

Finally... i can go to korea. Have always been wanted to go korea, especially after being more into kpop. but! Never have i know that planning a free and easy trip can be so tiring, frustrated, and headache. Perhaps ppl from not well to do family will forever face this issue when going on a trip. This is just my opinion, im not trying to suan or shoot anyone. I have had enough of my karma liao - eyes swollen for no reasons. And accordingto doc, it is due to exterior infection that spread into the regtina....


Im suffering from geng nian qi lately, and i already cant control my temper even when infront of friends liao hor ! So Whoever you are, No more changes liao hor. Anyone who gonna change the dates or suggest to change accommodation, i wont be ke-qi one hor. We are doing this out of goodwill, and not some travel agency k?


To our middle point of contact, dun be too stress, as long as i can niam, and my niam is being heard. It is alright liao. Unless ah.... ok dun say first. Let nature take it cost.

Listening to 4minute's change...

B2ST IS THE BEST

1.36am. approx 3rd day after B2ST's Beautiful Show in Singapore.

I still can't get over it, and am still "suffering" from the concert withdrawal syndrome.

Have been playing their songs continuously on my mp3 player till the battery went flat.

Perhaps it is due to their amazingly perfect LIVE performance, a truly BEAUTIFUL show put up by the boys indeed. (forgetting about those stupid securities, lifeless crowd that were behind us,... )

Please tolerate me for my Junhyung Bias.

ARGGGGHHH!!!! Seriously, I cant get over it!

When will this "fever" in me gonna last till? end of the week? or month?

KARMA 来了

Woke up this morning, and felt an awkwardness on my left eye. It seriously hurt to the max, and i nearly couldn't open my eye. It felt dry and sort of a pinching pain. And I thought it was due to the long hours of focusing on computer screen, without giving my eyes enough "refreshment" and breaks.

While washing up, a notice a small bump on my eyelid. Wah Piang Oei! That's pimple!!! Despicably growing from the surface of my eyelid, the area where most girls start the drawing of their eyeliner...

THIS MUST BE THE REVENGE OF AH GIAO.

BE VERY AFRAID.... SHE.... IS.... BACK...

DOG SHIT

My comment to this infamous talent... If we are dogs, YOU WILL BE SHIT!!! DOG SHIT! You know?!

And what is related stat board doing huh? the scholars that you have been grooming for 8 years, is biting you back leh! I believed "you" are categorised as one of the dog species based on his comments. when netizens have already raised their voice, and the relevant parties still dilly dally.

T.I.R.E.D

Haircut? No more complain

I seriously must blog this haircutting experience down!!!! Because after so many weeks, months and years of experiencing the pain, I have FINALLY!!! found my ideal hair salon.

Took half-day leave on Thursday for clearing of leave, as well as for my Korean class that is held in the evening. On my way home for a power nap before the lesson, I passed by this newly opened salon, which is just opposite where I stay. My mind starts to process.....

Due to the fact that I have problems finding a salon to get a decent haircut, and that it should be at a reasonable price, I have let my hair be in that EMO look. And if you have been paying very attentive to my complains and whining, you will know all the terrible experiences that I have encountered, where most the culprits (salons) are located at amk area.... Oh and that includes the $10 haircut as well!

Ever since new year, I have been wanting to get a DECENT haircut.... but the phobia of not knowing what terrible shit will be sculptured on my head, I asked for very secured haircut - "just trim and make sure the ears is not covered" - this is my simple instruction. And yet ah!!!!! This damn "Hair Cutter" still can trim till the right sideburn is so much longer than the left. WTH!!!! And I have proof eh! (to be updated again) I'm also rather Come-Gong lah. It was only when i reached home then I noticed it.

Back to the topic. So, I was at the outside walkway of this newly opened salon. I glimpsed at the pricelist, the ambience and the hairstylist (very important). From my first impression, the shop and hairstylist doesnt look like those "Diao Qi Lai Mai" kind. Since I'm easily annoyed by my sides and fringe, I got up the courage and walked-in for a haircut.

When I was asked about my ideal hairstyle, I didn't really manage to express what I wanted in my words. But, the hairstylist (a very nice lady) knows exactly what I "wish" for in my damn simple request - "I want the sides to be short". My simple wish has finally comes true ::>_<:: Of course, she does applied with some of her skills, wisdom and talents when giving haircut. She is a rather quiet lady boss, or maybe she finds me seems to be rather quiet and that's why we didnt really talk much. But, I'm perfectly alright with it. Firstly, I'm pretty sick of talking to hairstylist, thinking about what I need to say. Secondly, usually this talkative people doesn't seems to pay much attention to the hair, they seems to be more interested in hitting some sales target. They just go non-stop, promoting about the recent hair products, talking about the good and bad about customer's hair and what kind of treatment you should take up, then went promoting about the salon package blaaa blaa blaaa.

Surprisingly, I was charged at student price. O.o Hmmmmm....do i look like a student who have just went for some project presentation? Hmmm.... guess I still have that Young look somehow? Kekekeke!!!

PLEASE OPERATE LONG LONG & DO NOT CLOSE DOWN!

I WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK AGAIN!!!

Loveable

Jong Kook's Loveable simply amuse me with his dance move on this "special" day. Somehow, it gives me an impression that he may really scream and jump around when he sees cockroach.

Yet another Valentine Day being alone. Actually, I'm quite optimistic about it or should I say "I'm used to it!". Valentine day is just like any other weekdays, weekends, or simply a day where every couple dates at some fine dinning places, stroll down the long pathway, glazing at the stars at some romantic places. Eventually, I think all this romantic places turned into "Orchard Road" somehow.

This year's valentine day is a wee bit different. I spent it with my computer that I don't really fond for. She is getting so annoying nowadays, like to ignore me (hanged) every now and then. And thanks to her that i can somehow declare... "I'm not alone this year"?

To all the couples out there, LOVE IS IN THE AIR... y(^_^) y Ah~ Crap!

To all the singles out there, you are not alone!!! Sorry I dun have the luck or blessings to wish for u peeps *Munching Potato chips*

HOW?!! HOW?!!

HOW?!! HOW?!!

TELL ME HOW TO CONTROL MY TEMPER!!!

I seriously got problem on how to handle my temper nowadays. Everything that I do or I come across just seems to be irritating.

• When I'm unable to eat at my own ideal location, i will be pissed.
• When I'm queuing for food, and going to be serve next, i will still feel what is the god damn person doing?! Why so slow?!!!
• When there's air-condition, i feel like burning the god damn air-con unit for freezing me.
• When the weahter is too hot, i feel that the sun is trying to kill me
• When people gets to noisy, i feel that they ought to be shoot
• When people walk near me and ask me something, i feel annoying or when are they so kaypo
• When people tasked me to do something, i feel like they are pushing things to me like taichi
• When I'm free and nothing to do, i feel like the whole world has forgotten me
• etc etc

Nothing seems to go right in my eyes, even my mom also finds me why i speak in such a pek cek way recently. It seems like i'm suffering from the Geng-Nian-Qi. If i dun speak in a pek cek way, i feel extremely terrible inside.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!! Argh!

When CNY becomes like any other day

CNY 2012 had turned into like any other day or a sian day for me. Finally? I had seen it coming... this usually happened after the death of the most senior/respectable ppl in the family.

My paternal side had stopped all the house-visiting and chinese customs for quite some time liao, but still have some mini gathering. It was really mini. In short, it happened because A doesnt get along B, B doesnt get along with everybody, C doesnt get along with A hate B and nag at D, D hate A B and C for getting more money than him. And there was also a prediction before all these. My elder grandaunt said that once she passed away, the relationship between the families will tear apart, and in did.

Well, now it happened to my maternal side family as well. After the death of ah zhor (great grandma), ppl start to MIA from CNY liao... but not as quick as the paternal side, which is like "SUDDEENLY". this year, due to some arguments between the "grand" levels, they decided "since u dun want to come, den i dun go also!" Wth right? The age of all these grand aunt, grand uncle and my ahma is like a few hundred years old liao, and yet they act like pri sch kid. Now, there is such a big diff to my income from ang pows... This year de cny house visiting is like so short, and I have been ending earlier each year. Thankfully, there's still bits of CNY feel when our very own family gather at ahma's house. As usual, ahma will prepare scrumptious food for all of us. Her beehoon, the chap-chai and those lor food.... yummy yummy~ but there's no curry this year *sadded* Oh!!! Coincidentally, all of us were in ang-ang (red/pink) this year!! didnt manage to take a family photo due to the fact that all of them were born with "shy" genes, but i still manage to get a spy-shot on our way up to ahma's house. (Please note that not all were in this pic, limited spy capability)



Becoz of damn short CNY event, a few of us decided to go guan yin temple to pray. Omg! I must tell ya that the idioms "people mountain people sea" can really described the whole scene! The usual guan yin miao is already crowded, but during cny seasons, all these people are crazy. Machiam like the crowd are evacuating into the temple due to destruction of some dark forces. The police forces even need fences to control the crowds.





Anyway, guess i shouldn't expect too much from cny next year liao, except for the goodies and short "holiday breaks"...

FT island 的 “f 式” 魅力

感谢 “无心人” 的有心及他的幸运之神，某某有机会亲眼目睹及体验另一韩国团体的风采。

他们的演唱功力，他们的有趣对话，真是让在场的大家都疯狂。虽然不能近距离的观看他们，但 hongki 的穿透力歌声，还是传到了某某的耳里。一整晚的欢呼 及 随着韵律摇摆 都把某某搞的筋疲力尽。当然一部份的“功劳”都是 那特嗮的艳阳惹出来的。因为等待进入会场的当而，太阳都把我嗮得快虚脱了。

演唱会虽把气氛搞的很 ，但某某仍有些失望，就是没机会购买那 yellow cape... 主办单位也真有够傻的！就只带了那么十件来！可能真的是“有缘五份”！

期待下一次的现场聆听~

Time to say goodbye

Gonna say goodbye to my bed soon... after about 6 years of sleeping on it, it gonna retire and perhaps serve other "owners" le. I like the colours and the headboard, but too bad... the bed has been attacked by some unknown "object", which resulted in the chipwood started to falling apart like some insects have been consuming it...

Thanks for your hardwork all these years. =)

因为爱情

Finally! I finally remember where I got to heard that Chinese song from...

Was at the ai qing hai on saturday night, and the group on stage was performing a chinese duet song titled "因为爱情". The melody kept spinning in my head ever since that night. I got a impression that I have heard it from somewhere before, but I'm unable to recall it until now!

I first heard this song from one of Kang Xi's episode, which is about some Dancing Competition among Taiwan celebrities.



Tong Tong's dance step with the rather China kind of music really WOW me that time. I guess that is why it left a deep impression on my mind.

The other time where this song left me yet another impression is the singing of an old lady on one of China's Talent Search TV programme. I wouldn't say she got a superb voice or powerful vocal. In fact, she got a very high pitch singing that sort of sounded like Chipmunks. But that is not the main focus, it is her story that touched alot of souls. The reasons behind her singing this song and her beliefs in LOVE really sort of "moved" me.



Now I present you this simple chinese song title "因为爱情", which is sang by Wang Fei and Eason Chen.

2011 to 2012

Besides spending my last few days of 2011 and first day of 2012 with the usual clique, be it for a simple get away or bday celebration and stuffs.... I'm spending most of my time falling sick. Damn it! I'm sick from 2011 to 2012. Can you believe it? I didnt even have the energy to think about new year resolution. Argh~ forget it. I dont even remember what was my last new year resolution about.

Looking back at the previous year, I have really fallen sick very often. It is as good as i'm falling sick every single month. As if like sick = to my menstrual cycle. dots dots dots don't know what to say. Perhaps I really do not have enough physical activities to release all those toxins out from my body. So, getting ill may be the only way for my body to remove all those impurities at one shot. but this sick part is really sickening, because they usually dont just happened for one day! It took about 5 days to recover. It gonna be lunar new year in less than one month away. I'm doom! I'm I going to expect the same "menstrual" process to happen again? or even a bigger one.

Seriously i need to start exercise liao. Anyway, thanks to this recent illness that have followed me from 2011 to 2012. I managed to cut down my weight by 4 kg!!!! Amazing~~ And my used to be damn tight pants are much more comfortable for me to put on again.


If I have hurt you in the previous year in one way or another, I apologise to you.
If I seems to be very cocky and arrogant to you, I apologise too, but I can do nothing much because I'm born to look like that.
If I sometimes seems to be unclosed to you, I apologise too, because I'm unaware if you would like to talk to me in the first place.

... ... ... ...


Anyway, Happy 2012 to everyone of you! But sorry, if you are a jerk, I will do nothing much.