Apr 24, 2008

妈咪咪咪咪咪

Happy Mother's Day

Thank 妈咪 for keeping me warm, sound and safe before I was born...

Thank 妈咪 for holding my life in her belly before I first cried out to earth...

Thank 妈咪 for bearing the pain, shedding the tears, losing the blood just to give me life ...



Thank the 1 up there who planned this wonderful lady to give birth to me...

Thank the 1 up there who blessed my fate for arranging this lady to be part of my life...

Thank the 1 up there who watching over us for all this while...



Thank 妈咪 once again for the care and concern, else I would not be here...

Thank 妈咪 once again for the understanding when we both have different views...

Thank 妈咪 once again for raising me up by tolerating all the "nonsense" overcoming all the ups and downs...



My mama, my mommy, you will always be...





PS: As exam is around the corner, so momo will be away for quite some time again. Sorry all!

Apr 14, 2008

天空

好久都没了望天空了。每次某某会看着天上的云,也就是心情低落的时候了。但这一次,某某不知道心里为什么会有些莫名的悲伤。不过感谢天空,感谢它每次都让我看见美丽的云。云很美,很无邪,很平静。

记 得当年小时候,某某一直以为天空里的云就有如棉花糖一样,可以把他咬在口里。所以当时的愿望就是希望能吃到天空里的云。但后来到了云顶高原后,某某才发现 原来云是抓不到也不能握在手里的。某某那时才恍然大悟,知道卡通片都是假的。某某也终于明白为什么 Santa Claus 从来都不曾送我礼物、Superman 为什么永远都能打倒敌人、 Ultraman 为什么都不曾在我需要他的时后出现、Casper 为什么都不曾在我需要朋友的协助是帮我一把...

虽然明白了这些真相,但某某依然喜欢了望天空。因为它还是很美,也因为它从来都不会骗人。天黑黑,下雨了。天亮亮,大晴天。这简单的道理都不曾改过。

看来只有天空会守信用,会讲实话。

Apr 12, 2008

没事的... 没事的...

那天在餐厅里我凑巧地看见了你坐在餐厅的角落。当时的我并没上前向你打招呼。或许我觉得场合不对,又或许我知道并没有这个机会。后来当你经过我的座位时,你虽有注意到我,但你并没停下脚步。


在 那瞬间,我察觉到我们已成为了最熟悉的陌生人。我曾经以为自己很了解你,但也因为某些事故我开始怀疑自己所对你的认识。虽然我最终清清楚楚地看穿了你,可 是那痛的领悟已来得太迟。周遭的人受了伤,我也伤得好无助。我后悔自己信错了你,我憎恨你的那不在乎。也因为受了伤的人一直被记忆纠缠不清,也因为伤了人 的你说话的口气倒象个受害者,我才以为自己会报复,甚至以为自己会忘掉一切。但我最终没有报复,也似乎忘了这么哭泣。或许你根本都没错,只是缘分就到此为 止。或许是因为你的倔强,也或许是我的固执,使这一切提早结束。


但愿你曾说的话都是真心的,也但愿你当年的一笑而过不是真意。我会告诉自己慢慢学会忘记。我会让自己接下来的每一步走得很幸福。


我会没事的... 真的... 我会没事的... (某某真的没事啦,相信我)

Apr 11, 2008

眼皮好重

怎么睡了八个小时,某某还是觉得睡不够的感觉。眼皮好像有如60公斤重似的。好不容易把它睁开来,它又自己合起来了。看来某某接下来需要好好地“补偿”眼睛了。


昨 晚与朋友的聚会,聊了很多,也听了许多,应该算是受益良多吧。聊天的当而,难免都会有些突发状况。比如有时些人会说不该说的,或有人说了某些话使得对方不 这么高兴,或不知怎么大家都突然静了下来。现在回想起来,搞气氛这种东西很累哦!终止昨晚的聚会多多少少让大家了解多一点有关彼此吧。hmmm... 内容很多,也很难把一切都 blog 得清清楚楚。


以下的几张照片是那位帅气又可爱孙子的照片。忽然觉得有句话很适合他。那就是“有镜必照,实话必讲” =X 某某快被砍死了!PS:因为他的手机昨晚没了“生命”,所以照片只好暂时存放在我这。btw,眼镜是我的。


好了某某该回去睡了。大家晚安!

Apr 2, 2008

周末午饭“钓鱼”

上个星期,某某几乎天天都在上课,而且时间都被安排得很奇怪。你有听过 Full-time Student 需要晚上回学校上课,而且就连周末还需要从9点读到5点。唬!累死了!幸亏从外国来的那位教授是个很有趣的人,某某会在下一期和你分享他所讨论的一些课题。


在 那个星期某某最难傲的时间就是在用完午饭的那两个周末。某某在课堂上一直频频“钓鱼”。虽然事先已和同学讲好,如果某某真的睡着,无论如何都一定要把某某 叫醒。但,谁知道某某的同学最后也和某某一起钓鱼。真是leh!其实,那位教授也都能谅解我们。他知道在吃饱饭之后,还得上那枯燥乏味的 Computing科难免都会睡。


某某,一直和眼睛与大脑搏斗着谁能拿到主宰权,眼看某某就快输了,某某就做了一系列的举动:

某某拿笔刺自己的手
某某听着快节奏的MP3
某某猛吃糖
某某念“不可睡觉经”
结果某某还做了很奇怪的举动...


某某那起纸杯,在那杯上面画上了‘小明’的嘴脸,提醒自己不可睡,不然会被笑。



同学后来刚“钓好鱼”发现某某眼前的那个杯,也似乎被吓了一条。他没问我在做些什么,只是好奇地看了它几眼。后来他好像也比较少钓鱼了,某某也确定自己最后没这么多鱼可钓了。


多亏了小明的功劳!

By Request II

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Perhaps I will betray back hoho! I love playing “games”…


2.What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
How did this happen? Unless both of us just playing relationship game… den just let it be… anyway it won’t last long… But… Please don’t let it happen to me.


3.What will your dream wedding be like?

Instead of having a wedding dinner, I want an afternoon high tea near the beach...
Still got alot ideas... but keep it a secret... hoho~ i'm blushing now...


4.Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
No! I'm not confused... I'm just afraid what I've hope for and what I've believed in will eventually change...

5.What's your ideal lover like?
Erm… ideal right? Must be pretty and has good figures (dun need to be too perfect) Sometimes she allows me to be ‘da nan ren’. On the other hand also dotes and sayang me when I needed… lol~ Difficult to "chi hou" hor?


6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else? either none or both?
Personally,i feel is Either none or both!
If you love that someone, and that someone don't love ya, this is ain't blessing
If someone love ya, and you don't love that someone, this is ain't blessing too.

But then, maybe bless for having the heart to sense that piece of love and give out that piece of love...


7.If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Hurhur… Korean drama ah? Perhaps is now wait for her to change, is wait for my heart to stop bleeding bah?


8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Since it is secret in the first place, just maintain that secrecy...


9. Do you think having enough freedom in a relationship still exist?
Yes. I need to breathe!


10.What do you want most in life?
Die naturally~ lol~


11.Is being tagged fun?
My lecturer thought me we should always answer questions by stating... It Depends!


12.If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Hmmm… If both are having affairs, I will start plotting my betrayal game…


13.Who is currently the most important person to you?
My mama… (hey! I’m not a mommy’s boy lah~)


14.What kind of person do you think I am?
Frankly speaking, this person is refering to who? Lol~


15.What is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?
lol~ A lot to mention… Perhaps I will set up a new blog to list all of them…


16.If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/how would you react?
Who cares? Since it is already a secret in the first place…


17.Would you give your all in a relationship?
Well, I do hope I have some freedom, so maybe not all… 95% enough?


18.If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
That happen to me most of the time… instead of saying fall in love with two persons, put it in this way “I’m not sure who I really love”… That why I did not choose in the end… heehee~


19.What type of friends do you like?
No preferences


20.If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
That scene will be so fun… Hoho! I will dote on them more, so that i still can play another trick on them again… lol~