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Whoever controls the moon, has control over the earth...

Eh, 我回来了!

回 camp reservist 的这十几天里， 偶尔有高潮的事故， 也有闷得受不了的时候。"Rush to wait, wait to rush" 的这个 tradition 仍然不改。被迫做 "屎工" 的 instruction 依然存在... What to do? this is a matter of fact! 我们还是得接受，因为有些东西不是一朝一夕说变就变，甚至是永远不变。


For example，我和我的 section 被分成两组。一组留在 JXRXXG Camp，另一组被调到PXSXR LXBX Camp。庆幸的是我被派到 PLC 作 duty... 那里的 duty environment 比较好， cookhouse 与 canteen 的食物都无可挑剔。但 temporary resting area for 我们这组人实在是有够烂的喽！guess what? 我们睡的是safari bed... (或许有些人都不懂什么是safari bed) 重点是，我们这组PLC 的人马还需要 clean 另一组在 JXRXXG Camp 的bunk? 我们这组PLC 的人一直都没用到他们的bunk leh! clear 完了stores 还得clean 他们的bunk, clear 他们的 bedsheets？逼到好想飙肮话... 法客! 法客! Aiya... Silly Alibaba Force 就是这样，永远看不到fairness 的一面。


其实，偶尔有些 In Camp Training 并不是件坏事。 至少还能看见老朋友， 至少还能 broaden my horizon，至少我还得了...


Anyway，serve 了一个 high key，希望能够快快serve 完，早日change my status to MR...

闷

想飞又不知道要飞到那里... 怎样 fly away?

而且也找不到其他的pigeon 一起 flay away....


闷

It sounds familiar

Have you watched the repeat telecast of 'Perfect cut'? To those of you who watched it or had actually watched it during the previous round, I'm pretty sure the theme song do leaves a deep impression in your mind. Recently, I've come across a song titled Yesterday by Leona Lewis. Hmmm... Guess what?... That song sounds rather familiar... ya! rather familiar...

快乐与不快乐

我们的社会越来越文明
我们的科技越来越发达
我们的物质越来越丰富

但

我们的生活越来越忙碌
我们的幸福越来越难得
我们的心灵越来越脆弱

或许我们只能用 “有得必有失，有失必有得”的道理来安慰自己。此刻的你如果不快乐，别气馁！或许在你全然不知的情况下，幸福已悄悄地来临。

快乐与不快乐有时只在一念之间，一切在于自己的选择。

Unbelievable (Hse Bunny, REC, Coffin, 20th Cen Boys)

This is unbelievable!!! I actually watched 4 movies in 2 weeks. Guest what? They are all of different languages. They are The House Bunny (English), 20th Century Boy (Japanese), The Coffin (Thailand) and REC (Spanish). After watching all these movies, my personal views...


The House Bunny
Rating: 3/5
I was a little worried when I sat down with the popcorn and the drinks. Of course, it is not about who accompanied me watching it. The title sounds so unfamiliar and I don't even know about the plot in the first place. All I know about the movie is that “...The dialogues in House Bunny were hysterically funny...” (LOL!!! this is actually from someone's blog). This movie manage to bring light hearted fun to the big screen. It isn't deep and not a lot of thought is involved.

P.S: Letting you leave the theatre with smiles on your face.



20th Century Boy
Rating: 1/5
This is the wrong choice I've made across the week. The movie is so draggy with just that bit of content (something like those ikan bilis). It is one of a kind of disaster movie (not natural disaster). The idea of making it a movie from the actual comic is disastrous. Anway the cast and the music/sound effects aren't that bad after all. If not for that every $ counts, you won't take a quick nap so as to still awake throughout the movie.

P.S:As there are still episode 2 and epsiode 3 for this movie, watch it if you are really rich or nothing better to do. However, if you are one of those comic fans for 20th century boy, perhaps you might just try that for one of a kind “domotachi” experience?...



The Coffin
Rating: 2.5/5
There are times when movies use their best parts to put in the trailer, so when you actually go to the movie, you leave with disappointment. The coffin is one such movies that gives you a big “HAIzZzzZ”. It doesn't seems to be a good choice for a good scare. However, it does successfully conveys the message of “don't mess with the cycle of life”.

P.S: Well, if you want to spend you weekend peacefully with bits (a grain of rice) of “excitement” (scares i mean), perhaps The Coffin suits you better...



REC(Record)
Rating: 3.5/5
Although, the English remake version (Quarantine) will be out this November, I just can't wait any longer for a good scare. As the story is seen through the eyes of a cameraman, it therefore seems more realistic and somewhat different. This movie has some short breaks for the audience to breathe (while the camera been turned off or malfunction or whatever), unlike some other movies that continuously gives you all that gruesome scene. For a show like this, you shouldn't expect much on the storyline. All you should expect is a good scare with room to breathe and some laughter.

P.S: Something that you should catch for a good scare this Halloween... be prepare for some giddiness.

最高境界

我们常用“打破砂锅问到底”来形容那些拥有从不懂问到懂精神的人。但事实上，最歇斯底里的人不只是问到这个阶段。他们已达到了最高境界 --- “打破砂锅问到底，还问砂锅在哪里！”

Ear drum 在抖动

刚才与友人到marina 一代唱 K。用完了晚餐后，大伙儿并赶在9点45分之前离开市区，不想因为人潮的拥挤而耽误了回家的时间(因为F1大概会在那个时间结束，但后来F1赛事好像是因为某些缘故而delay 了starting time)。


走往地铁站的道路上，大伙儿还是受不了 "Vroom Vroom" 的诱惑而卡在某间正在播放F1赛事的酒吧外。在看赛事的过程中，某某终于了解为什么有人会愿意购买“贵死人”的票观看F1赛事。赛车所发出的阵阵引擎声，一大堆人一起观看赛事的感觉，甚至是各种不同的叹气声或惊奇声，真是SHIOK到级点，让某某有了不同的体会。


那一阵阵的引擎声是大到某某的Ear drum 在抖动似的。虽然主办单位已封锁了道路，并用了黑布遮住了高高的栏钢，已防止没购票的路人观看免费的show。但因为那块黑布不是很厚，而且日光灯超强，所以某某还是隐隐约约看到一些figure。这些赛车的速度真是快得没话说。


有机会的话，很真想看到真正的赛事哦... 希望明年有lucky draw 让我中一中吧！

谁是真正的大骗子?

我们或许在人生的某个阶段都会用到“大骗子”来形容欺骗自己的人。但骗你最多的人，除了你自己，还会有谁？...


不是吗？

好想

好想和你说声“Hi!”...






还是算了...

Errr... where is my...

Met up with my colleagues from the government’s loanshark department recently. We watched WallE and had supper at this noodles and flower tea snack house at FarEast. During the supper, we talked about how we actually celebrated birthday during the NS years and after. Apparently, I was asked too. Somehow, I just cannot recall what I actually did so I just gave a general kind of answer – “Get together and eat…”

My colleagues then asked me again on how I celebrated my recent birthday that had just passed. I gave a general kind of answer again – “Get together and eat…”, but added with “and also Kbox too!” Then one of them was like exclaiming “Oh! Oh! Kbox! They must be giving you surprise like someone brought in the cake with lighted candles and this karaoke set was immediately cut with Birthday song right?!” At that moment I was stunned as none of that actually happened. My mind was like “OH YA!!! FORGET ABOUT THE SURPRISES AND THE BIRTHDAY CAKES, WHERE IS MY BIRTHDAY SONG?” Now then I realized what happened the other day seems more like a dramatic gathering to me...


THE DRAMATIC "GATHERBRATION"
After our lunch at a japanese fusion kind of restaurant at parco, MR. Y and Mr K left. The rest of us then went to this K-buffet session at marina sq. During the K, there was a point where Mr. B signal to Ms. A about going out to take some stuffs. A few minutes after that, another 3 person stepped out of the room, leaving me and another person (whom I seriously forget who left in the room accompanying me).

While the other person in the room is singing and my mind was – “Eh… why so sudden all went out to take things… Oh My!!! Don’t tell me they are giving me surprise? A surprise cake? How they manage to bring that cake out? Could it be Mr Y? So he is the one buying the cake? that why he says he is going off early lah~ Aiyo!!! How huh? Aiyo!!!” Apparently, the other person is still engrossed in his singing while I’m thinking of how to handle the surprises. Another few minutes passed, I can see my friends back facing me and standing at the doorway. One of the few is even talking to the Kbox staff. I was like – “Oh my gosh!!! Are they borrowing lighter from the staff to light the candles… Arghhh!!! They’re coming in…HOW???”

In the end, my friends brought in bowls of ice-cream and plates of mini sliced cakes. They started tasting the ice-cream with each person holding different flavours. A pail of water was like poured over me and that sparks of excitement dies off (-___-). I then realized, the K-buffet package also comprises of cakes and ice-cream.What actually happened was that the time was running out. All of them therefore went to take the desserts so as not to "waste" the money. That marks the beginning of my EMO.

Soon after that, the karaoke set shows “ZHU WO SHENG RI KUAI LE” will be the next song on the list. My mind then striked with “Since there doesn’t seems to be any surprise, I just have to sing that song to myself lor”. Well, I did get to sing that song but I did not manage to complete it as I only sang the first verse. I’m really quite pissed of at that moment!!! I’m singing that very song for the supposed to be my celebration day, and people are like what commenting harmonizing not good enough and what tune not high enough and this and that. I nearly shouted out just like what Mr. R treats Mr. B. I’m surprised I didn’t, and just passed the mic to the next person.

After that, I kept eating cakes and ice-cream just to cover up my emptiness. At the same time, I’m also thinking about that “Zhu Wo Shen Ri Kuai Le” lyrics, making myself feel as if like I’m alone celebrating the birthday in that very crowded room. Eventually, after we walked out of the room, I’m back to normal again…

Errr.... guys!!! forgetting about the surprises, cakes or watever.... where is my birthday song huh? Hai.... Anyway, forget it le... I only get to realise it only when someone asked me how I celebrated my birthday... This really shows I forgotten about it too LOL...



Back to the gathering with my colleagues… (pictures speak a thousand words)

[me & PS] see how i actually maintain a distance with wall.e? he is contaminated... Hee~

[me, AY, YQ, JY, PS & KL] Notice how i actually tried to hold Wall.e's hand even though the hand is damaged?

[KL & me] wall.e's hand is fixed... thanks to KL.

[me & YQ] holding the neck instead...

[YQ, JY, AY, PS, KL & me] I'm wong.... james wong... not james bond!!!

[me, PS, JY & AY] the rest eating dumplings while i'm eating mushroom... pathetic...

[KL, PS, me, AY, JY & YQ] the noodles snack hse at far east

[AY, YQ, me & JY] the journey of 4 peepz from Orchard -> Marina Bay -> Orchard -> each own's destination

[AY, YQ & me] opps.... where is JY?

[AY & me] both of us kannah bullied to carry girl girl de handbag...

[YQ & me] one of the bag's owner

[YQ & me] kannah bullied....

A night of Turandot

Went to see a well-known Opera for the first time of my life on Tuesday night. If you’re not sure what an Opera is, according to dictionary.com, it is an extended dramatic composition, in which all parts are sung to instrumental accompaniment that usually includes arias, choruses, and recitatives.


Angie and I sat at the last second level of the theatre (not a bad view afterall, just that the face of the Opera singer seems rather small). As soon as we were seated, we saw many well-dressed ‘angmohs’ in gowns, formal wear and this there is a gentleman don on some kind of Russian Royal Family clothing with such exaggerating pattern that I have ever seen don on a man. Anyway, luckily enough, both of us not under dressed that night.

Back to the Opera, the biggest issues are the language and the pacing. Although Turandot is set in China in legendary times, the whole Opera is in Italian. Most of the time, I’m turning my view from the Opera singer to the electronic signboards (a screen that shows both English and Chinese translations of the lyrics) and back to the Opera singer again. These really interrupt my viewing experience. Moreover, some of the translation is not that helpful in following the plot.

Example I

One of the scene is about the Male lead singer conveys a message on how deeply he was attracted by Turandot. Somehow, this electronic signboard keeps me thinking about why is the male lead so attracted by a guy. The mistake is instead of translating it to “She is the… and the air is filled with…“, they actually put “He is the… and the air is filled with…”

Example II

This scene is about Calaf, the male lead, vows to melt Turandot’s heart of ice with the fire of his love. When Turandot’s part was over and Calaf started to sing, the screen still shows the same lyrics of what Turandot had just sang. Although I don’t actually understand Italian, but obviously I know they are singing different things.

As mention earlier about the pacing, I'm too used to action movies, which routinely feature shootings, sex scenes, car chases, stabbings, plane crashes, explosions. Whereas in the Opera, it takes three performers as long as 15 minutes to convey a message such as, “We’re bored!'' The performer conveys this by moving around the stage with the accompaniment of an orchestra playing western instruments. Every so often the orchestra makes a different noise and at that instant the performers suddenly stops and stares directly at the audience with an expression of what appears to be excitement, as if to say, `”We are still bored!''

Not forgetting the stage designs. Besides the costumes and some of the props (The big Gong, the weapon, the scroll and the minister's working desk), nothing seems to be oriental to me. In some of the scene, there was this very big humanlike face hang behind the emperor. Till now, i'm still not sure which part of the face means CHINA. Oh ya!!! Even the stairways used were so Roman style.

I know I am not in the best position to make suggestions, but if the Chorus can sing louder, the message on conveying “We’re bored” to be shorter, props used to be more oriental and accurate with on-time translation to be shown, everything will be BRAVO! Overall, the singing of the main lead is pretty good (especially the Liu). I'm glad I did not find spending hard earn money on the Opera is a waste, as it is really a one of a kind experience.

PS: Video on the left is what I found from youtube... Not sure where it was filmed...

祝我生日快乐

It was believed that evil spirits were particularly attracted to birthday boys and girls. To protect them, friends and family would gather around the birthday person and bring them good wishes. It was thought that giving gifts brought good cheer to further help ward off evil spirits.

If I never receive any gifts from you, it may shows that you does not even bothers or cares… LOL Just kidding!!! I seriously thank all of you who sent me the good wishes in the form of SMS, presents, cards verbally, emails etc.

I received some very interesting gifts from my colleagues at my part-time job. Although they are not in very presentable form (err… not sure what word to use =X), but they managed to do me something at the very last 10 minutes of work. I also have with me some very heart warming gifts. Thanks a lot again… All of you must have gone through many difficulties or killed many brain cells in getting the gifts.

Not forgetting those SMS, don’t remind me of that SINGLE status leh… LOL~

PS: I still like the feeling of receiving gifts… Hee~

THEN & NOW

I rather miss the days where corded phones are the main mode of communications between you and your friends… Why is that so?


THEN
Gatherings with your friends will be arranged a few days beforehand. People will be looking forward for that day as so much “efforts” are put in getting everyone together. You are waiting for the arrival of that day and not forgetting about those phone calls that remind you about the gathering.

NOW
You sent out dozen of SMS, hoping that someone will just be as free as you are. You are supposed to be happy as long as you receive replies regardless of “K…”, “Not free leh~”, “Got who huh?” etc. You should also be prepared that some of this SMS seems to get lost somehow. What happened? Cookie monster eat up the alphabets I guessed.


THEN
By any means, most will reach early or on time for a gathering that was arranged beforehand. All will wait at that very same spot until all have arrived.

NOW
15 to 30 min you will start to receive lots of SMS telling you “Hey! I’m still at home”, “I will be at a bit late”, “Oh gosh! Are we meeting at XXXXpm?” No matter what SMS you receive, you just hope no SMS will turn out to be “erm… think I’m not going anymore…”


Think we (including myself) are all pampered by the advancement of technology. What to do?


We just have to accept the fact.

Auld Lang Syne

有智慧的人不会执着于过去，并让自己如同坐牢，把自己关在记忆的囚牢中，拿现在与未来作为陪葬。

永别了！不快乐的过去~ "For auld lang syne, my dear, for auld lang syne, we'll drink a cup of kindness yet, for auld lang syne..."

Envy siah!

I did not know such birthday gift really exist...

• A notebook stating 99 reasons why i love him/her, backed up with an example for each reason.

• A notebook of all the smses he/she have sent me over the years. I relate particular incident for that sms and stated my thoughts at that time.

This is so sweet... 哇!!! 真是羡慕到...

No. 4 "Aura"

For those who do not know what No.4 exactly is, No.4 is actually the army uniform with those camouflage pattern. During the past few days of In-camp training, I do have to say that No.4 do have some kind of “aura”. Once the uniform is put on,

Your brain will start to malfunction
Your intelligence will somehow drop
You will always feel not enough sleep
The “eye power” will somehow increase (for getting things done and detecting opposite sex)

P.S: Still having in-camp training...

Reading

It has been a long time since I take a book and read. In fact, I cannot even remember what is the last book I read. Novels? Non-Fiction? Recipe? Argh! Forget it.


Recently I have found out the truth of what will life be without books. Perhaps should I just say "I have confirmed that we cannot live without books!"


There are so many people on this land of mankind. Some people want to read, but they may not be able to do so. Some people can read, but they do not have books. Some people have books, but they do not want to read. Since you are able to read my blog, I believe you can read and do have ideas where to get the books. So! Enjoy reading while you can. =)

风之残忍

世界的某一端吹起了狂风，而这狂风已熄灭了不少的烛光。

在小红点的这一端虽然没刮大风，但还是有着微风偷偷地熄灭了灿烂的烛光。

风儿啊！你为何如此之残忍地带走了蜡烛的灯火，不让它继续闪烁着光芒?

天下无不散之宴席- "分手"快乐

上星期五本来以为在 "新媒媒" 的临时工会结束，哪知道这"宴席"一天又一天地被extend 到今天，渐渐地便有了这日久生情的感觉。虽然只是短短的两个半星期，但总是依依不舍。哀！天下总有无不散之宴席， everything will come to an end！虽然本人在"新媒媒"的工作只是负责一些 application installation 以及 troubleshooting，但某某也 get to practice 我的 "public relation" skills， 与 user 沟通的能力，还有增强语言的 fluent 能力吧。还有还有，在那里好开心哦！因为蛮多人都会说我很年轻，是不是还在读书~ 终于没听到有人说我 cao-老！哀~但现在很快地又会被打回原形。

这些日子，感谢介绍这份工给我的同学 (我真正认识的同学好像也只有这位~ 哀！其实我认识的还有一些但不熟的啦) ，雇用我的老板 - 纳金，我的队友 - 杰、发韩、铁儿仁，我在 "新媒媒" 的老板 克力斯 以及 子伟，还有我不是很喜欢的 "笨佳明"，还有一些不常过来的一些 team mates。虽然只认识了这短短的十几天，但好像已经可以熟到出来 la-kopi 了。

其实昨晚做了一个好奇特的梦，应该也是因为不舍 吧！我梦见自己与朋友与小朋友们在孤儿院庆祝生日。小孩子们竟然都唱这 “生日快乐！祝你快乐！你可以找到更好的...”- 改编至 [[分手快乐]]的歌曲。某某在梦里似乎好像感动地流了泪~ 没想过某某在梦里也其实蛮 "creative" 的。

PS: 祝子伟成功 for proposing to that girl！btw... 本人好想买 Wii 哦！

有什未来可言?

不久前某某看了 U 频道的某节目，也看到了某人所主演的一部短片。这节目是有关于现今青少年对种种问题的体会与态度。 对爱情的体会， 对学业的体态度，对梦想的态度 等等。虽然自己也算是个青少年，但在观看这节目时都会不由自主地小笑一场。


或许是某某"错过"了那种疯狂，而觉得他们很傻。又或者是某某 "接受" 不了那种举动，而觉得他们很笨。但无论如何，这节目的短篇故事终究都是事实。


新加坡用了那么多的人力，物力，财力在培育下一代。我们用了那么多的心血，为了就是建设美好的未来。看一看这节目里所诉说的青少年！这些就是我们的未来？


人们啊~你们应该开始担心了！这就是新加坡的未来啊！

LOST

I’m totally lost!!! Until someone asked me a particular question, then I noticed that I’m just one of the lost sheep.

I’m not sure which is my own true self. I found myself stuck in a middle of nowhere at this moment in time. Should I be the person that creates laughter for people or should I be that honest looking person that does not seems to be one talking about entertaining stuffs. I can be either outgoing or shy when mingle with different group of people. I can also be either confident or timid doing different types of things. If I cannot make a decision, I might just have split personality eventually.

I need to be away sorting my thoughts…

肮脏? 巧合?

吓死人了！刚刚起床，也不知为什么有股冲动，游览了一个有关于“肮脏”东西的网页。哪知道 surf 到有关于一些石头的文章时，我挂在衣橱外的衣架竟无缘无故掉了下来。衣架没坏，窗开得不大，房里也只有风扇吹出来的风。更何况衣架是我昨午挂的，如果挂不 好，为何偏偏到我surf website 时掉?

Eeeeeeeee.......


鸡皮疙瘩

Whu S*** Big Time

Imeem is really getting on my nerves!!! For the very limited free time I have, I decide to touch up on this blog by changing the song. Having no options to choose from, I decided to upload this sort of Tibetan-chinese song to Imeem.

However hogging onto the net for about half an hour or so, the imeem site still giving me error messages or no response or even out of nowhere switch me into someone’s account. What the法克? Few months ago when I just signed up, I’ve already experienced this 牛屎. Now? I even get myself into other 狗不拉屎 account.

Imeem, you really 吸大时!

如果时间不够用...

地球自转一周需要的时间是二十四个小时，这也就是说我们每人在生活上都会有二十四小时。


许多人对于这二十四个小时有不同的想法。有的认为时间实在过得太慢了，这么过都似乎觉得时间根本没“动”到。 而有的认为，二十四小时根本就不够用，哎~ 岁月不饶人哟！


其实在几十亿年前，地球只需要花上五个小时就能完成一周了！但地球后来因月亮的引力、海水与海底的磨擦，所以才让地球“慢”了下来。


对于时间不够用的人来说，有个喜讯给您。如果以逻辑来推算，地球在将来是很有可能花上三十小时来自转一周，但前因是地球必需有多几十亿年的寿命。不过如果真的是这样的话，月亮很可能会变得比现在还小。因为如果地球自转得越来越慢，月亮也将会越飘越远。


不知道时间不够用的你，能等个下几十世吗？

爱哭鬼

昨天到大众书局走了一躺，结果买了<<881>> 的电影原声带。其实也是因为前些日子妈咪从朋友那里借来了<<881>> 的DVD。看了，觉得电影里的歌都好好听。


回 到家里，一阵梳洗过后，某某便迫不急待播放刚买的CD。听完正片CD后，才发现为什么没有 <<一人一半>> 这首歌。所以某某决定再播放多一遍，以为可能这首歌是首 hidden 的 track。哪里知道听来听去，都始终没听到。后来CD 好像已播到最后一首歌曲了，某某本来大算听完最后一首就要 turn-in 了。 那里知道某某竟然听歌会哭得唏哩哗啦，好像在出席“出山 (chuk sua)”一样。


歌词是这样写的...
有病有痛真干苦，出出入入四排埔(SGH)。
打针会落头发，吃药强要吐，归日倒块眠床铺。
求天公我来求佛祖，乎我好好来行路。
叫父母您著来取我，取我甲您来作伴...


听到第二句时，便开始想到一一离去的亲人。歌词很贴切，越听越投入，所以眼泪一发不可收拾。
哭了又停、停了又哭，哭得没完没了。也不知哭了多久，鼻子都 block 了。好彩已经是三更半夜了，所以没人发现。想起表妹曾说过的话：“那天 (chuk sua) 本来都不会哭的，看到你哭到 "降 (这样)"残，眼泪都忍不住流了”


所以， 有时某某能够尽量不去这种 "event" 的话，就尽量不到，以免使到气氛更凝重。某某也想诰诉大家，如果没看过我哭，最好不要看！

妈咪咪咪咪咪

Happy Mother's Day

Thank 妈咪 for keeping me warm, sound and safe before I was born...

Thank 妈咪 for holding my life in her belly before I first cried out to earth...

Thank 妈咪 for bearing the pain, shedding the tears, losing the blood just to give me life ...



Thank the 1 up there who planned this wonderful lady to give birth to me...

Thank the 1 up there who blessed my fate for arranging this lady to be part of my life...

Thank the 1 up there who watching over us for all this while...



Thank 妈咪 once again for the care and concern, else I would not be here...

Thank 妈咪 once again for the understanding when we both have different views...

Thank 妈咪 once again for raising me up by tolerating all the "nonsense" overcoming all the ups and downs...



My mama, my mommy, you will always be...





PS: As exam is around the corner, so momo will be away for quite some time again. Sorry all!

天空

好久都没了望天空了。每次某某会看着天上的云，也就是心情低落的时候了。但这一次，某某不知道心里为什么会有些莫名的悲伤。不过感谢天空，感谢它每次都让我看见美丽的云。云很美，很无邪，很平静。

记 得当年小时候，某某一直以为天空里的云就有如棉花糖一样，可以把他咬在口里。所以当时的愿望就是希望能吃到天空里的云。但后来到了云顶高原后，某某才发现 原来云是抓不到也不能握在手里的。某某那时才恍然大悟，知道卡通片都是假的。某某也终于明白为什么 Santa Claus 从来都不曾送我礼物、Superman 为什么永远都能打倒敌人、 Ultraman 为什么都不曾在我需要他的时后出现、Casper 为什么都不曾在我需要朋友的协助是帮我一把...

虽然明白了这些真相，但某某依然喜欢了望天空。因为它还是很美，也因为它从来都不会骗人。天黑黑，下雨了。天亮亮，大晴天。这简单的道理都不曾改过。

看来只有天空会守信用，会讲实话。

没事的... 没事的...

那天在餐厅里我凑巧地看见了你坐在餐厅的角落。当时的我并没上前向你打招呼。或许我觉得场合不对，又或许我知道并没有这个机会。后来当你经过我的座位时，你虽有注意到我，但你并没停下脚步。


在 那瞬间，我察觉到我们已成为了最熟悉的陌生人。我曾经以为自己很了解你，但也因为某些事故我开始怀疑自己所对你的认识。虽然我最终清清楚楚地看穿了你，可 是那痛的领悟已来得太迟。周遭的人受了伤，我也伤得好无助。我后悔自己信错了你，我憎恨你的那不在乎。也因为受了伤的人一直被记忆纠缠不清，也因为伤了人 的你说话的口气倒象个受害者，我才以为自己会报复，甚至以为自己会忘掉一切。但我最终没有报复，也似乎忘了这么哭泣。或许你根本都没错，只是缘分就到此为 止。或许是因为你的倔强，也或许是我的固执，使这一切提早结束。


但愿你曾说的话都是真心的，也但愿你当年的一笑而过不是真意。我会告诉自己慢慢学会忘记。我会让自己接下来的每一步走得很幸福。


我会没事的... 真的... 我会没事的... (某某真的没事啦，相信我)

眼皮好重

怎么睡了八个小时，某某还是觉得睡不够的感觉。眼皮好像有如60公斤重似的。好不容易把它睁开来，它又自己合起来了。看来某某接下来需要好好地“补偿”眼睛了。


昨 晚与朋友的聚会，聊了很多，也听了许多，应该算是受益良多吧。聊天的当而，难免都会有些突发状况。比如有时些人会说不该说的，或有人说了某些话使得对方不 这么高兴，或不知怎么大家都突然静了下来。现在回想起来，搞气氛这种东西很累哦！终止昨晚的聚会多多少少让大家了解多一点有关彼此吧。hmmm... 内容很多，也很难把一切都 blog 得清清楚楚。


以下的几张照片是那位帅气又可爱孙子的照片。忽然觉得有句话很适合他。那就是“有镜必照，实话必讲” =X 某某快被砍死了！PS：因为他的手机昨晚没了“生命”，所以照片只好暂时存放在我这。btw，眼镜是我的。


好了某某该回去睡了。大家晚安！

周末午饭“钓鱼”

上个星期，某某几乎天天都在上课，而且时间都被安排得很奇怪。你有听过 Full-time Student 需要晚上回学校上课，而且就连周末还需要从9点读到5点。唬！累死了！幸亏从外国来的那位教授是个很有趣的人，某某会在下一期和你分享他所讨论的一些课题。


在 那个星期某某最难傲的时间就是在用完午饭的那两个周末。某某在课堂上一直频频“钓鱼”。虽然事先已和同学讲好，如果某某真的睡着，无论如何都一定要把某某 叫醒。但，谁知道某某的同学最后也和某某一起钓鱼。真是leh！其实，那位教授也都能谅解我们。他知道在吃饱饭之后,还得上那枯燥乏味的 Computing科难免都会睡。


某某，一直和眼睛与大脑搏斗着谁能拿到主宰权，眼看某某就快输了，某某就做了一系列的举动:

某某拿笔刺自己的手
某某听着快节奏的MP3
某某猛吃糖
某某念“不可睡觉经”
结果某某还做了很奇怪的举动...


某某那起纸杯，在那杯上面画上了‘小明’的嘴脸，提醒自己不可睡，不然会被笑。



同学后来刚“钓好鱼”发现某某眼前的那个杯，也似乎被吓了一条。他没问我在做些什么，只是好奇地看了它几眼。后来他好像也比较少钓鱼了，某某也确定自己最后没这么多鱼可钓了。


多亏了小明的功劳！

By Request II

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Perhaps I will betray back hoho! I love playing “games”…

2.What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
How did this happen? Unless both of us just playing relationship game… den just let it be… anyway it won’t last long… But… Please don’t let it happen to me.

3.What will your dream wedding be like?
Instead of having a wedding dinner, I want an afternoon high tea near the beach...
Still got alot ideas... but keep it a secret... hoho~ i'm blushing now...

4.Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
No! I'm not confused... I'm just afraid what I've hope for and what I've believed in will eventually change...

5.What's your ideal lover like?
Erm… ideal right? Must be pretty and has good figures (dun need to be too perfect) Sometimes she allows me to be ‘da nan ren’. On the other hand also dotes and sayang me when I needed… lol~ Difficult to "chi hou" hor?

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else? either none or both?
Personally,i feel is Either none or both!
If you love that someone, and that someone don't love ya, this is ain't blessing
If someone love ya, and you don't love that someone, this is ain't blessing too.

But then, maybe bless for having the heart to sense that piece of love and give out that piece of love...

7.If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Hurhur… Korean drama ah? Perhaps is now wait for her to change, is wait for my heart to stop bleeding bah?

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Since it is secret in the first place, just maintain that secrecy...

9. Do you think having enough freedom in a relationship still exist?
Yes. I need to breathe!

10.What do you want most in life?
Die naturally~ lol~

11.Is being tagged fun?
My lecturer thought me we should always answer questions by stating... It Depends!

12.If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Hmmm… If both are having affairs, I will start plotting my betrayal game…

13.Who is currently the most important person to you?
My mama… (hey! I’m not a mommy’s boy lah~)

14.What kind of person do you think I am?
Frankly speaking, this person is refering to who? Lol~

15.What is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?
lol~ A lot to mention… Perhaps I will set up a new blog to list all of them…

16.If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/how would you react?
Who cares? Since it is already a secret in the first place…

17.Would you give your all in a relationship?
Well, I do hope I have some freedom, so maybe not all… 95% enough?

18.If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
That happen to me most of the time… instead of saying fall in love with two persons, put it in this way “I’m not sure who I really love”… That why I did not choose in the end… heehee~

19.What type of friends do you like?
No preferences

20.If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
That scene will be so fun… Hoho! I will dote on them more, so that i still can play another trick on them again… lol~

By Request I

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Perhaps I’ll remain single for the rest of my life… well, love does heal all wounds, but love can be fragile too.

2. What I want the most now?
I just wanna know who is the real me.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Whoever staying above the sky

4. Do you think u have enough confident?
Depending on the situation faced

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I do not wish to comment on this question… There is no “if” in the world we live in

6.Do you usually hate your friends for doing something wrong or would you let it go?
Let it be…. Let it be… (Let it be by Beatles)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My mom, my soul & my beliefs…

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Eternity? Even after my death?

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I thought I have stated that I may remain single? What is there to confess?

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Fun, caring and truthful

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your the other half?
Single!!! Single!!! I wish her to hate me always... happy with the answer?

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
A lot to mention…

13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
Yes... (P.S: sometimes I do wonder am I being cherished too)

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather accepting the truth?
Personally, I feel this question somewhat strange. Accepting the truth? What is the truth about?

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My mom and my soul

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend /girlfriend?
<>

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Comfort zone

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?
A friend worth to be

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
I do not wish to comment on this question… There is no “if” in the world we live in.

20. What makes you different?
A guy who wish to die naturally at the age of 50.

人生 - 荒唐, 悲哀, 累死!

真荒唐，真是荒唐到极点！


不知某某是不是在逃避或是本人发现了人类所做的每一件事越来越荒唐。


很多人每天都劳劳碌碌，就是为了去设计未来的每一刻。
很多人每天都不眠不休，就是为了设计如何说如何做。
但也有很多人就这样累死了才发现都没人听你的。


人生很荒唐与悲哀hor?

Huh? 什么?

刚才某某参加了一个聚会，过后又到了后港一带吃夜宵。也因为当时巴士服务都休业了，所以只好与友人搭德士回家。(虽然德士车费已涨到让人会有种心脏病爆发的感觉，但久久一次，就当作是宠一宠自己吧！)因为和某某搭德士的朋友都是住后港的，所以最后只省某某与德士司机咯！


在 这旅程的途中，某某都是望这窗外，听着德士司机播放的经典老歌。听着听着，某某似乎听到司机先生说了一些话，但又不是很清楚他到底有没有说，因为语气实在 很小声。某某看了司机先生一眼，刚巧他也望了Rear mirror，似乎在等待我的答案。也因为看到这样的情形某某才肯定他有在说些什么。


某某：“Huh? Sorry... 什么?”
司机：“Huh? 什么?”
(某某心想：“eh.... 糟糕！他根本都没说话，那我刚才到底听到谁说话？”)
某某：“Oh！没有没有，我听错了。”


司机先生后来也没再说些什么，某某也到达目的地下车了。


难到某某真的听错?还是另有“其人”在车上？只希望德士司机没被我吓到，因为晚上架德士是件很恐怖的事。


小明... ... ... 你说对吗?

乌鸦也有性格

相信读书的朋友都已考完试，或已正在享受着假日的气息。某某当然也不例外，终于撑过了预期考和Assignment date due。在这紧凑的期间，某某在家里发生了许多趣事。某天，某某因为临时报佛脚而整夜K书没睡。各天早晨，真个人朦朦胧胧似地。正当某某走进厕所时，左边 的眼睛似乎"扫"到了一片乌黑的不明物体在窗外的竹竿上。拥有好奇心强的某某便转头看个究竟。Aiyo！好死不死！竟然是只乌鸦！一大清晨，竟然让我碰见 乌鸦，而且待会儿还有考试。中彩票都真的真的真的真的真的没那么准！没办法，某某只好不停地乱叫乱跳，吓走该“活”的乌鸦。


***摇摇铁窗***


***跳上跳下***


***东叫西叫***


某某都累死了，乌鸦也只是转转视线。哦！懊恼~大家有没有觉得现在的乌鸦怎么那么有个性与难搞啊！这时，妈咪刚巧也要用厕所，便发现了我的一举一动。起初，妈咪不知窗外有乌鸦。所以，她眼前的画面是某某一个人 摇摇铁窗、跳上跳下、东叫西叫。


看到这样的某某，妈咪心想：“AhBoy，该不会读书读到发疯了吧，完了！完了！”
妈咪用沉重的语气问道：“你做么?”
某某盯着眼前的乌鸦回答：“赶乌鸦啊！”
妈咪这时才松懈地答到：“吓到我~ ！”
妈咪走过来，开始与乌鸦对话：“乌鸦啊乌鸦！请你休息够了快离开，不要待在我家窗外，shoo shoo！”


说这时迟那是快，乌鸦还果真会听妈咪的话近飞走了。不知是乌鸦给妈咪面子，还是妈咪儒素比某某多年所以道行比较深，或是乌鸦懒得理会这怪母子。

新年快乐

某某祝在新的一年里幸福满人间！

在这春节期间，某某部落格将会为大家春花齐放，花飞花满天。

Huat 啊!!!

死神的下一步

死神啊死神！你的每个下一步仿佛让我觉得生命很脆弱， 就有如风中之烛一样。

你一一地带走了身边的亲戚、邻居、朋友、学长、认识的与不熟悉的人, 难到为了就是想过个热闹的新年。哀~ 是时候收手了吧？也真希望你不会有下一步！至少让大家过个平安与欢喜的新年吧！可以吗？

卓锦万黛兰

每 到旁晚乘搭74到宏茂桥，一定会是个“鸡犬不宁”似的路程。巴士里总是挤着从SP、SIM、NP、其他学府、以及上下班的工作人士。你一句我一句的情况下 这么可能有安宁呢? 和某某同巴士的几位同学到现在也都没有讲话或交流过。大家都似乎很像在“闪躲”着对方，就算你旁边有位，也都不会坐在一起。所以某某很自然地在顺利找到位 子后，会把耳机插进MP3播放器，一边听着歌曲一边复
习讲师刚讨论过的讲义或在发呆。

昨天这种的Daily Routine照样的上演着，而坐在某某周围的是一群SIM的商科男学生吧?!他们正在讨论有关于异性的问题。内容是这样的:

A君：哇!你不错hor?那个XXX跟你讲话leh!
B君：哀呀!讲话而已吗!她也还不是你介绍我认识的!
C君：(看这A君和B君，似乎有讲话但听不清楚)
A君：其实我认识的人也不多leh!我和那些有讲话的都是以前在那个忘记哪里认识的!
B君：eh!你认识那个YYY吗?
C君：不懂~你问“A君”lor!
A君：你说那个长头发拿红色bag的那个啊?
B君：不是!那个YYY每次只有她和她另外一个朋友走在一起的。每次只有她们两个，一个高一个矮的leh!
B君：Oh!!!!!那个啊?做么leh?你要认识她啊? (做么应该是新加坡华文；意思应该是做什么的意思)
A君：觉得她chio lor!
B君：啊呀!你长这么帅!通杀的leh! wa lao! 什么人都会被你电到lor! 我有一个朋友hor，跟你长得一样handsome leh~ but 他输你啦!

某某：(*心里对白* 哇!讲到这么好听，不被你捧上天是假的!)

某某好奇偷瞄了B君一下，看看那A君讲得是不是实话... ...

某某：(*心里对白* aiyo! 夭寿lor! A君真的是帅的~难怪B君说他通杀的! 皮肤是好到~ 如果拿我的和他比，根本就像把鸡蛋和柳橙放在一起作比较。 高挺的鼻子，锐利的眼神。生下来根本就是活生生的发电机，专门电死人的吧?!)

B君：eh!我们班是不是有一个叫 ... ... er... ... ... 什么huh?
A君：什么?!
B君：Oh!!! 记得liao~ 我们班是不是有一个叫百合的人?
C君：百合? 我还 sunflower leh!!! 百合!
A君：哈哈!你很幽默leh~
B君：huh? 不是meh? 我记得好像是什么花名的... ... ... eh! 我们新加坡的国花是什么huh?
A军：Hibiscus!

某某：(*心里对白* 哈哈哈哈!我们的国花是什么都不懂?竟说是Hibiscus! Hibiscus 是大红花，而大红花是马国的国花!)

B君：是meh? 好像是Miss什么什么的... ... ...
A军：对啦!是Hibiscus啦!

某某：(*心里对白* 哈哈哈哈!上帝真的很公平，帅的人总有缺点!)

B君：我记得是卓锦什么什么的... ... ...


他们的话题与故事继续上演着，而某某累过度便睡着了，也没在多听他们的话题。

黄金路

好久都没留意或追看第八频道的戏剧节目了!
不常看电视的老妈更是如此。每当妈妈会打开电视机，就一定是代表着发生了什么大事或者电视正播映着大型娱乐节目。而我呢?就算打开电视机，也会转到其他频道。因为很多播映的节目都很 Lame。比如有些戏剧很没内容，演员的演技不够，或拍摄的手法不够细腻。


不过，我和老妈最近都开始有了共同的嗜好。那就是在九点钟即将来临的时刻打开电视，等待这<<黄金路>>的播映。如果遇到我不能收看时，老妈都会在隔天将发生的剧情以缩短的方式告诉我。


其实某某我也说不上来到底是因为什么而爱上<<黄金路>>这部戏剧。总而言之，好看就是好看咯! 而且<<黄金路>>的主题曲<<路>>很好听，也很有意思!


某某想用复歌里的一句词来鼓励正在努力生活的亲朋好友 ---“每一段路，都是一种领悟”。所以生活遇到不顺的朋友们，千万不要灰心，干脆把这不顺的一切当成是成长的过程吧。人类也只有在遇到了困难，才能够累积经验。不是吗?


总之用笑姑(陈莉萍)在戏里常挂著的名言来做个结尾吧!
“笑也一天，哭也一天，为什么不笑着过一天？”

兄弟，我挺你到底!

好忙! 好忙! 好忙啊! 我都快喘不过气了!
assignment 都还没 complete，表演的乐谱又还没练熟，接下来除了作不完的assignment 还是 assignment。我的人生也太悲哀了吧。


脑力难忘的记忆似乎只停留在‘龙’家的圣诞派对。一群朋友聚集在‘龙’家一起庆祝耶稣的生日? 真不好意思，又在一次打扰了‘龙’的家人。


那天的派对很简单，但内容都很 HIGH! 本来还以为手里收到的礼物已经够不可思议了。 朋友的醉酒事件更是HIGH到极点。


大 家在交换礼物后，便在客厅里玩着俄罗斯轮盘。其实这轮盘的目的似乎不是让人赢或输，好像是想把运气底的人灌醉似的。连续几盘的游戏，搞到客厅似乎是个大火 炉。大家的脸都红了，尤其是JJ 和龙的脸，应该可以和关公组成三人组了吧? 不过还真是佩服了酒量好的孙女‘安琦’，喝了那么烈的酒只是耳朵稍微红了一点。我呢? 听说好像也很红。应该也是吧，因为我知道自己一喝酒，眼睛就有如哭得很惨似的。


重点来了! 正当回家的时分快到时，大家还想着到底要不要留下来，还是就结束这简单的一天。结果大家留了下来，应为都不想让德士司机多赚一分钱，哈哈!当时头晕脸红的 我便开始用了电脑，也不知是从何时开始，大家都坐在我身后。忽然，我听见了一个听得不是很清楚的对白。原来是 ‘小明’醉了! (为了保护朋友的利益，本人将醉酒的人物称为‘小明’--- 小明这名字还真是好用)

小明的脸比之前稍微红了一点，脸蛋尽是忧伤。含着泪醉酒的他，诉说这心里的话。此时外表的小明是睡着的，而内心的小明渐渐地醒过来。内心的小明一直都在挣扎着如何活在这现实的世界中。听着，听着 自己也想了很多。


中间当然也参差了许多好笑的事件，也因此让这看似平静的一夜增加了一点色彩。


小 明，其实你真的很勇敢，选择了一个需要很多勇气的道路。这条艺术的道路，本也是我想选择的。但我最终为了活在现实而放弃了它。活在现实的我，为了平平安安 的活一身，把内心的自己已繁琐在心里的宝箱。而你仍然像历险记的人物与恶魔搏斗着。微弱的我能和你结识应该靠的是前世的缘分。虽然你现在未必战胜的了‘恶 魔’，但有一天我相信你能。


兄弟，我挺你到底!