5:59 PM

I realised that my blogskin is still a chiong sua picture.. haha.. it was actually hightlighted by elvin some time back.. thinking back, it has been about 6 months since i ORD. ha!

But then.. probably this will last me to the next semester break.. if i dont even have enough time to do my tutorials or accompany my girlfriend.. where got such time to change blogskin!!! haha..

Anyway.. this year's CNY would be a great lost of annual income.. Not celebrating due to the recent passing of my grandpa and my distant relative from my dad's side.. so we wont be visiting and people wont be coming.. it would be a 3D2N batam trip for the first 3 days..

Did my spring cleaning last weekend.. cleared my table, scrub the tiles, vacuum and my CPU and my keyboard.. haha.. yeah.. but one thing i did not do was to pack the stuff in my cupboards.. WHATS THE POINT!! haha.. leave it to next year.. thats my thinking.. but not my mum.. haha.. DONT CARE!

This semester's timetable is pretty sucky. almost 8 to 5 everyday and with 6 tutorials to clear every week.. its quite impossible to be updated... quizzes are around the corner.. in a fortnight or so.. which spells trouble..

On a happy note.. Valentine's day is coming up too.. restaurants this year would not be able to cash in as it falls on the first day of CNY.. but i guess many boyfriends are also happy as this would in fact save them a sum on their pockets.. heh!

Yeah.. thats about it.. seriously.. WHERE GOT TIME!!!!!

CYA.

12:17 AM

New Year will never be the same for the few of us ever again. It was a day that he left the world to whereever he may be now..

For the past few months leading to this day, he grew thinner each day.. From being able to walk on his own to helpless lying in bed waiting for time to pass.. Despite all his physical disabilities.. he was still very much clear headed.. knowing what was going on around him..

Whenever i went back.. he will be there.. sitting on the same bench.. reading the newspaper.. by the road side.. or.. he would be in the living room and reacting to our greetings.. I had various small chats with his in the past whenever i could afford the time..

Well.. around 8pm.. my mum called and told me to be prepared to head over.. 10 plus i rush down on a cab despite having a comfortable view of the exploding firworks.. There he was lying there breathing heavily.. In my mind, i told myself that this was it.. the doctor said that he could leave either tonight or at most over the weekends..

he chose the former as the countdown began.. i shed no tear as i believe he has ended his sufferings and will begin a new life wherever he may be.. he managed to see the most of us.. i believe he found peace knowing that we have all grown up and there is nothing for him to worry about..

he was and will ever be my grandpa...

11:14 PM

Now that exams are OVER!, its time to relax, chill and catch up on my recorded shows.. haha.. i have also been neglecting my xbox for quite some time also.. heh!

Anyway. yeah. I have been not updating since my birthday post.. haha.. the thought about blogging doesnt seem to come into my mind anymore.. back in those days.. blogging was a weekly thing.. well.. the main reason i guess it studies.. everyday every night, there will be tutorials not done..

this exams was my first one after 2 years.. my heart was pounding and i couldn't sit still for my very first paper 2 weeks ago.. haha.. it just felt that something was not right somewhere somehow..

nevertheless, the paper was manageable and managed to calm my nerves.. haha.. anyhow.. out of the 5 papers.. i am only confident on 2.. the other 3 soso only.. The pace over here is pretty fast and competitive actually.. i covering what i learnt in poly for 3 years in the matter of weeks..

Then the new knowldge comes in after that.. worse of all.. simpler terms made to sound more difficult and technical.. there are several chapters that i only understood after listening 3 to 4 times before finally grasping the concept. thats one part. when put into actual practive during the tutorials. its another matter all together.. haha..

sometimes i wonder if army life was much better except for the regimentation.. at least its less taxing on the brain.. haha.. What if i had sign on......

alright.. enough bout studies.. heh

I'll be overseas next week.. its some hall event that im part of the organizing committee.. its a short trip up north for relaxation and fun.. haha..

Yup. Thats about it for now.

CYA!