it has been slightly over a week since the earthquake struck japan, and the past week has been an eye-opening experience.
first and foremost, i was really happy that so many people were concerned for my well-being, my parents, zhihua, and other friends as well. i have not spoken to some of these friends in ages, but still they worry for my safety. it is truly heartwarming to discover that they care so much for me.
the way the japanese have dealt with this crisis is remarkable. though i can only speak for what i see around me, which is the tokyo/yokohama area, but i think this behavior is a reflection of their culture, and i believe people around the nation will behave in similar fashion. i can go on and on about this issue, but i will try to keep it as succinct as possible.
firstly, it's the calmness in which they are dealing with the situation. despite the fear of radiation exposure that has sent most foreigners fleeing the city, if not the country itself, many of the japanese are still continuing with their way of life as far as possible. children still play in the street, people still go out jogging, and obviously salary-men still make their daily commute to work. the elementary school near my dormitory held their graduation ceremony yesterday. the people are not paralyzed by fear and panic. of course there have been disruptions, such as conferences and university graduation ceremonies getting canceled, but those were because of the rolling power outages that have been imposed by TEPCO.
secondly, it's the civic-mindedness of the japanese. because of electricity shortage in the power grid, people have been voluntarily reducing their power consumption. for example, in my dormitory, last monday when everyone was stuck in dorm because the train service to tokyo was not running, almost no one turned on their heaters, choosing to wrap themselves up in more layers of clothing instead. initially i thought the company chartered a shuttle bus to send the employees to work, because from the electrical panel it appeared that the heaters were not turned on in the rooms, so that i thought no one was in. however, along the day, i realized that people were actually still in dorm, just that they decided to reduce the electricity consumption. of course this behavior is not restricted to my dorm. elsewhere, non-essential elevators and escalators were turned off, vending machines were operating without the backlights and so on.
there are many other examples that have impressed me, and have made me wonder what will happen if a similar disaster struck singapore. assuming there was a radiation leak in malaysia, or indonesia, will people flee singapore? will we be able to continue with our everyday life, and not be paralyzed by fear and panic? will the MRTs and buses still run? will i still be able to eat murtabak in the middle of the night? or will changi airport be jammed packed with singaporeans fleeing? however, actually given that a fair bit of our population are foreigners, i'm guessing that there will be a mass exodus anyways.
one thing that got me really irritated during the past week was the press coverage on this event. while japanese news articles tend to be more factual on the on-going events, foreign news agencies tend to dramatize the whole thing, especially with the nuclear power plant issue. this is known as media sensationalism, and has pissed me off quite considerably. here's one example.
i guess it's the reporter's job to try the make the article as catchy as possible to increase readership, but such over-dramatization will cause unnecessary panic amongst the people. when unwarranted fear and panic grips the country's population and disrupts what needs to be done, then the situation will deteriorate and generate even more fear and panic, leading to an uncontrollable downward spiral. fortunately that has not happened here to the majority of the japanese people (albeit foreigners have been evacuating in droves), and necessary steps have been taken to resolve the nuclear power plant issue, and more importantly to provide support for the disaster-stricken areas up in tohoku.
speaking of fear and panic, my original choice was to remain in japan, as i find the situation here safe, at least in the area where i live and study. of course, my parents, zhihua and some friends have been suggesting that i go back to singapore till school starts given the threat of radiation exposure. i had to explain to them my viewpoint to convince them to let me stay on, and i'm very happy that my parents trust my judgment of the situation. however, i am only human, and when i read foreign news articles (given that i cannot understand japanese news articles) i will naturally be swayed by their language and get worried. furthermore, several scholarship bodies (DSTA, EDB and AStar to name a few) have started to recall their scholars from japan, and during this period i have questioned my decision to continue staying in japan. though logically speaking, based on my understanding and analysis of the situation, there is no real threat in tokyo/yokohama, i am becoming increasingly alone and will still worry. and from this, i understand that it takes a lot of strength and conviction to hold true to your belief and go against the actions of the masses. as of this post, i'm still upholding my decision to remain in japan, and i hope i have made the right decision.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
the beginning of the end
it just struck me recently that this semester is drawing to an end, and with it my life as a university undergraduate. i'm awash with a sort of bittersweet feeling, though much more bitter than sweet.
the workload for the final semester was quite crazy thanks to design project, with many days and nights spent reading countless articles, musing over the design of the plant, and churning out reports and diagrams. in terms of project work, this semester takes the cake, trumping the other semesters easily. as the semester draws to an end, so does design project, and the freeing up of calendar space to spend more time enjoying myself with non-academic stuff will definitely be welcomed.
however, with that being said, design project comes with its own fair share of joys as well. through the many ordeals and headaches we had to endure for the design project, working together proved to be quite an enjoyable experience on hindsight. submitting the interim report just 7 minutes before the 2359 deadline was certainly a first-time experience for me. the countless hours spent in the YIH student society area hunched over our laptops trying to churn out the design project report was certainly memorable as well.
however, more saddening than the end of design project is actually the end of the undergraduate life. this will be the last reading week i'll have in NUS, the last NUS examination period, the last few weeks of hall stay, before my friends and i all split up and go our separate ways. we'll probably meet up in the future, for dinner, for movies, for random outings, but we'll never study together again, we'll never do projects together again, we'll never live together as hall neighbours again, we'll never re-live the undergraduate experience together again. All of us will proceed on with the next phase in life, and what's left of this phase will only be memories that will eventually fade with time. how sad is that.
the passage of time is both cruel and merciful. for now, i'm feeling its cruelty as it slowly robs the last few precious days of my undergraduate life away from under my nose.
the workload for the final semester was quite crazy thanks to design project, with many days and nights spent reading countless articles, musing over the design of the plant, and churning out reports and diagrams. in terms of project work, this semester takes the cake, trumping the other semesters easily. as the semester draws to an end, so does design project, and the freeing up of calendar space to spend more time enjoying myself with non-academic stuff will definitely be welcomed.
however, with that being said, design project comes with its own fair share of joys as well. through the many ordeals and headaches we had to endure for the design project, working together proved to be quite an enjoyable experience on hindsight. submitting the interim report just 7 minutes before the 2359 deadline was certainly a first-time experience for me. the countless hours spent in the YIH student society area hunched over our laptops trying to churn out the design project report was certainly memorable as well.
however, more saddening than the end of design project is actually the end of the undergraduate life. this will be the last reading week i'll have in NUS, the last NUS examination period, the last few weeks of hall stay, before my friends and i all split up and go our separate ways. we'll probably meet up in the future, for dinner, for movies, for random outings, but we'll never study together again, we'll never do projects together again, we'll never live together as hall neighbours again, we'll never re-live the undergraduate experience together again. All of us will proceed on with the next phase in life, and what's left of this phase will only be memories that will eventually fade with time. how sad is that.
the passage of time is both cruel and merciful. for now, i'm feeling its cruelty as it slowly robs the last few precious days of my undergraduate life away from under my nose.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
of paradoxes and irrationality
i used to wonder...
how can a heart-wrenching feeling be desirable?
how can you hate yourself for being so weak and vulnerable, yet at the same time be glad that you are?
how can you be sad of a certain feeling you currently enjoy?
how can a whole world be knocked off balance in the blink of an eye, and be such a scary yet enticing place to be in at the same time?
and now i know
how can a heart-wrenching feeling be desirable?
how can you hate yourself for being so weak and vulnerable, yet at the same time be glad that you are?
how can you be sad of a certain feeling you currently enjoy?
how can a whole world be knocked off balance in the blink of an eye, and be such a scary yet enticing place to be in at the same time?
and now i know
Monday, March 16, 2009
the arrival of spring
it has been a month since the last post. nothing exciting has been happening so far, but the good thing is that i got two projects down. finally. oh and i popped by netherlands for the last weekend trip of the spring term.
amsterdam - vice city
amsterdam has been reputed for its red light district and its liberal policy on recreational drug use. however, one sad thing is that the government is clamping down on the vices amsterdam offers. the number of coffeeshops and the size of the red light district has decreased tremendously over the past few years, and will continue to do so for the coming years. so if you want to legally try some recreational drugs, it better to do it as soon as possible before it gets totally banned. oh and if you do try weed, it's best to sit down and chill while you smoke/consume it. walking around to tour a city after consumption of weed is a BAD idea.

den haag - the political centre
though amsterdam is the capital and largest city of netherlands, den haag is the city where the government rules from. there's nothing really spectecular about this place, but it could be the fact that i was walking around in a sleepy nauseous state, thanks to amsterdam.
dusseldorf - point of exit
following den haag, we made our way to the german city of dusseldorf, because it was enroute to the airport where we were going to fly off from. there was nothing really outstanding about dusseldorf, save our lunch at the food market. there's nothing more enjoyable than eating a nice hot plate of pasta (or bowl of fish soup) when it's freezing.
speaking of which the cold wintry weather is finally drawing to an end with the arrival of spring. spring is truly a magnificent season. with warm temperatures ushering the blooming of flowers everywhere, hyde park truly becomes a place bustling with life. as i go for a late afternoon jog around hyde park, i see people everywhere playing soccer, rollerblading, walking their dogs or just simply having picnic on the grass. if only the temperatures in singapore were more forgiving.
amsterdam - vice city
amsterdam has been reputed for its red light district and its liberal policy on recreational drug use. however, one sad thing is that the government is clamping down on the vices amsterdam offers. the number of coffeeshops and the size of the red light district has decreased tremendously over the past few years, and will continue to do so for the coming years. so if you want to legally try some recreational drugs, it better to do it as soon as possible before it gets totally banned. oh and if you do try weed, it's best to sit down and chill while you smoke/consume it. walking around to tour a city after consumption of weed is a BAD idea.
if only they had railings like these in sg
den haag - the political centre
though amsterdam is the capital and largest city of netherlands, den haag is the city where the government rules from. there's nothing really spectecular about this place, but it could be the fact that i was walking around in a sleepy nauseous state, thanks to amsterdam.
dusseldorf - point of exit
following den haag, we made our way to the german city of dusseldorf, because it was enroute to the airport where we were going to fly off from. there was nothing really outstanding about dusseldorf, save our lunch at the food market. there's nothing more enjoyable than eating a nice hot plate of pasta (or bowl of fish soup) when it's freezing.
speaking of which the cold wintry weather is finally drawing to an end with the arrival of spring. spring is truly a magnificent season. with warm temperatures ushering the blooming of flowers everywhere, hyde park truly becomes a place bustling with life. as i go for a late afternoon jog around hyde park, i see people everywhere playing soccer, rollerblading, walking their dogs or just simply having picnic on the grass. if only the temperatures in singapore were more forgiving.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
the past month in a nutshell
as couples out there rejoice in the romantic (and heavily commercialized) atmosphere of valentine's day, i sit in my room alone and wallow in misery over a breakfast of sausages and ciabatta, with three insanely boring online lectures to watch.
5 weeks of the spring term has passed and with only 6 weeks left till the easter break, i'm approximately halfway through my exchange. the past month has been rather interesting, with activities planned almost every weekend (except the first, where i spent the whole day in my room watching hitman reborn).
copenhagen - home of butter cookies
the second weekend of spring term was spent travelling to the danish capital of copenhagen. the night before we took off was spent celebrating the (belated) birthday of one of the australian exchange students. that ended rather late and since we had to catch the early bus to stansted, we didn't sleep that night. so we
arrived at a freezing copenhagen extremely zoned out. true to our travelling style, we still forged on to explore the town despite our weariness, going around to see the major touristy sights, including the statue of the little mermaid. after spending the whole day walking, we arrived back to the hotel at around 5pm. that night i slept for 14 hours. anyway the next day was spent exploring the hippie town of christiana, where the law is traditionally less strictly enforced (drug peddling used to be tolerated). photography is strongly discouraged. however in recent times the authorities have been clamping down on this area, so when we went there it seemed rather tame.
stockholm - scenic city
the next weekend was spent travelling to the swedish capital of stockholm. this time round fortunately most of us managed to catch some sleep the night before we flew off. stockholm is arguably one of the most scenic cities i've been to. it wasn't just the natural beauty it was bestowed with thanks to good geographical positioning. the build up of the city was pretty well conceived as well. nice wide streets, simple yet elegant architecture, and in general the city looked very well maintained. trouble is that the weather wasn't very forgiving, and reached as low as -8 degrees during our stay there. it was so cold that my feet started to become numb. oh and it's really expensive as well.
the following weekend was spent playing touch rugby for ICSS (Imperial College Singapore Society) at the london games, which is essentially a gathering of singapore societies all over the UK to compete at certain sports. there was a warm up training session on saturday before the actual games on sunday. having not played touch rugby since the last IHG, it was really fun to pick up the touch rugby ball again and toss it around.
and essentially that was what happened in the last month. the weekdays were pretty boring though, just attending lectures and doing project reports. tomorrow however i'll be heading off to amsterdam, sin city. hopefully the space cakes will live up to their reputation.
5 weeks of the spring term has passed and with only 6 weeks left till the easter break, i'm approximately halfway through my exchange. the past month has been rather interesting, with activities planned almost every weekend (except the first, where i spent the whole day in my room watching hitman reborn).
copenhagen - home of butter cookies
the second weekend of spring term was spent travelling to the danish capital of copenhagen. the night before we took off was spent celebrating the (belated) birthday of one of the australian exchange students. that ended rather late and since we had to catch the early bus to stansted, we didn't sleep that night. so we
arrived at a freezing copenhagen extremely zoned out. true to our travelling style, we still forged on to explore the town despite our weariness, going around to see the major touristy sights, including the statue of the little mermaid. after spending the whole day walking, we arrived back to the hotel at around 5pm. that night i slept for 14 hours. anyway the next day was spent exploring the hippie town of christiana, where the law is traditionally less strictly enforced (drug peddling used to be tolerated). photography is strongly discouraged. however in recent times the authorities have been clamping down on this area, so when we went there it seemed rather tame.
one of the canals
weird statue
free outdoor skating rink
opera house in the background
little mermaid statue
stockholm - scenic city
the next weekend was spent travelling to the swedish capital of stockholm. this time round fortunately most of us managed to catch some sleep the night before we flew off. stockholm is arguably one of the most scenic cities i've been to. it wasn't just the natural beauty it was bestowed with thanks to good geographical positioning. the build up of the city was pretty well conceived as well. nice wide streets, simple yet elegant architecture, and in general the city looked very well maintained. trouble is that the weather wasn't very forgiving, and reached as low as -8 degrees during our stay there. it was so cold that my feet started to become numb. oh and it's really expensive as well.
nice wide streets
view of the river
the sunset
the sunrise
changing of guards
the following weekend was spent playing touch rugby for ICSS (Imperial College Singapore Society) at the london games, which is essentially a gathering of singapore societies all over the UK to compete at certain sports. there was a warm up training session on saturday before the actual games on sunday. having not played touch rugby since the last IHG, it was really fun to pick up the touch rugby ball again and toss it around.
and essentially that was what happened in the last month. the weekdays were pretty boring though, just attending lectures and doing project reports. tomorrow however i'll be heading off to amsterdam, sin city. hopefully the space cakes will live up to their reputation.
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