Slightly more than 24 hrs to 2005! I just called my future-boss to have a confirmation that i got the job...and she was like "oh...you're so keen ar...i thought you are not serious about this job"... And me...on the end of the line was like..."fuh...luckily i called...or not my place would be replaced with someone else...most probably someone more mature...and definitely not 16..." So, anywayz...i maybe starting work next week...I just can't wait...! I've thinking about something for a all time...which is... Since i'll be working from 5pm-10pm... till' the shop is closed...would i be able to bring back the leftover food??? hehehe... What i don't want to see is that the leftovers will be thrown away down the drain or sumthin'....It'll be such a waste...and just think of all the other people who juz lost their houses and stuff...due to the horrible tsunami waves... I couldn't help it but to shed a tear or maybe just start crying...everytime i heard about the evil tsunami waves...

Ok...enough about sad stuff...oh..since its the new year... There should be resolutions or aims to be made... So..hmm..i haven't really thought about it yet... when i've thought about it...i'll just add it here... But one thing's for sure... i just hope that my life...my family's life will be better as before and also...i just hope that i'll get to the Polytehcnic of my choice....

Oh yah...i had a few dreams...or issit nightmares....hmm...about my results...! I was woken up in the early morning at about...4 or 5am...just to calm myself and to tell myself that itz just a dream... And in almost of if these dreams...it showed that i failed my dnt...haiz...well..i wouldn't be so surprised or sad if that really happens... I don't care about that darn subject...

Well...anywayz...there will be fireworks at the esplanade tomorrow...not sure if my parents...agree to go or not... Well, if we're not going then i'm going to stay at home and sit on my comfy sofa and just watch loads of television programmes... There's bound to be a lot of great shows... And i think there'll be a 7hr straight of my favourite drama...CSI:miami!!! Wohoo!!! Okz...i'll update more latez!

For 3 days from 10-12th December... went to KL with opi and her cousinz...kinda fun...but a bit of rushing... Didn't really have time to look at the beautiful scenaries... Anywayz went for job-searching for the past few weeks... Went for walk-in interview... hand in forms... i waited for their call...and they still haven't called me back! Argh! Kinda frustrating... So, un-intentionally, my mom actually went to a banquet franchise...to buy yong tau fu...but found out that they're looking for a helper...so...my mom recommended me... So, the day after...we went there..and met the boss...but the boss couldn't find the confidence in me...to handle the pipping hot soup... So i thought...i'll juz lie to my mom that i don't want the job coz...i'm scared i'd be scalded by the hot soup...but deep down inside i really want to work there...so...since we're there..we ate breakfast... Then..i was going down the stalls to see what i want to eat...then i saw a poster on a fishball noodle stall..which hasn't opened up yet... It was looking for a muslim part-time helper... I immediately took down the number and called it... I was told to meet the stall owner in the afternoon... So that afternoon met the stall owner...she was a chinese...lady...she looked friendly... And she was kinda shocked when she found out that i undertood her when she was discussing to her friend about me... She did told me that she was kinda scared to employ me..as i was only 16...she's scared that i would 'ponteng' a lot...or juz disappear juz like dat... But anywayz...i managed to convince her that i'd do a good job...she said...she'd try me out... And inside i was screaming,'Halelujjah...Halelujjah!!!!' Hahaha...I was extremely excited that i managed to get a job...FINALLY! She said... the stall would be opened in January...so..that gives me...roughly about...2 weeks of freetime!!!! Argh!!! I'd better find something to do.... So..i juz hope...i'd be able to do a good job...juz like i've promised her... More updates...later...

The 'O' Levels ended 2 days ago... I guess i don't have to sleep with my books anymore... I'm kinda relieved with the exams over but... i'm gonna be all nervous and worried again...upon waiting for the results... Itz actually kinda nerve-wrecking thinking about it... I've been slogging for the past month and i just can't face it if i dun receive what i had wanted to achieve... Haiz... I'm looking forward to receive the results of all my subjects...especially Maths...coz' i really studied very hard for it...on the other hand... I don't give a damn about my DNT.... Itz a gone case which i wouldn't want to retrieve... Whatever it is...i just pray that my results would be good enough for me to go to TP.... I don't mind the long journey...but itz time for me to do sumthing that i really wanted...and not forced to do(dnt)...

The hari raya celebrations were just wonderful... I finally managed to get closer to my cousins and relatives... I met up with them only on special occasions such as hari raya... And this year hari raya is the most memorable for me...as...This is the year that i managed to conquer my fears...and kinda get a lot closer to my cousins... At first i do feel, uncomfortable...but after meeting for a few times...itz kinda nice...getting along with your cousins who you've not talked to since were we've grown... Last time when we're kids...we used to play with each other at the playground...and each time we went to each other house...the room that we looked forward to be at is the playroom...But now...as we've grown to become teenagers...and soon adults...we tend to be strangers.... But i think...we're ok now...kinda back to the olden days...

So...anywayz...i'm kinda looking for a job.... i've been wanting to work in a departmental store... I actually planned to go out and wander around at malls today...but...i'm kinda down with flu...so...i guess it juz gotta wait... Maybe i'll start asking around from next week onwards... And i kinda wanted to put highlights to my hair...but wait till i get a job... Yup...so..until then...i'll juz sit down and relax in front of the television all day along!

I still can't believe it... The fact that i've been in a secondary school for 4 years!!!! And the exam that i've been waiting for(well, not exactly...) is here! In exactly 2 days time'.I'm nervous, excited and kinda enthusiastic... The past week, i've been slogging in my room doing my revision for my worse subjects ever...MATHS!!! Well i hope my staying up late was worthwhile... And to my bro, thanks for helping me... This morning after my 'sahur' so called morning breakfast during the fasting month, at about 5.30 am, i decided to got to my study table and look through my physics books...i did the 2003 paper...and..well, the section A was...kinda easy... the questions were so straight-forward...well...i hope this year's physics paper will be as easy as the practical! Oh yah... i'm not sure if i've written down my expectations here...but...just wanna add that i'd love to get better grades than my brother...but i know itz kinda far-fetched but i'm working hard for it... i wanna show my parents that i can do it... Well, i'll get back to you again once my exams are over! See you in...erm...1...2...3.................21 days' time!!!

I had the most scarriest and heart thumping experience yesterday... At about 5 pm, i was at the living room watching tv, sitting on the sofa... Then suddenly, i sensed that something bad was going to happen...and i started thinking of all the possibilities of what would have happened... Then the phone rang and my heart jumped at 10km/h.... I have no idea why...but somehow the ringing of the telephone is giving me the goosebumps... And that time my my younger brothers (aged 8 and 3) was at my brother's room playing computer... So i had no choice but to answer the call...so i said "hello"...there was a pause on the other side... so i again said "hello"... then alas the other person answered back...he said...in malay "hello, where are you from...can you speak louder"... He has a very eerie deep voice...like a crook... After hearing that, i put down the phone... The next thing i knew i was shivering and my knees suddenly went weak... I sat on the sofa...took some long deep breath... and thought...why would the man want to know where i was from...he even asked me to speak louder.... Then it hit me... He could be someone who wanted to rob or ruin my house or sumthing...and i think he got my address and phone number from the yellow pages... Then he asked me to speak louder...and even ask me to tell him where i was because he wanted to know whether i was an adult or child or whether i am alone...as...maybe he thought if my parents were at home...they would answer the calls instead... Well, i guess i know the reasons o why...sometimes...when my parents aswers the phone calls, the caller would just say nothing at put down the phone... Well in this case... i'm in BIG TROUBLE! i was hoping my sec 1 brother or elder brother would come home straight away... Then, 5 minutes later...there was a knock on the door, i just pretended i didn't hear it... and then the door open and slammed shut. So i plucked my courage and turned behind to see who it was... my heart was racing so damn fast...i didn't know what speed it was... I was quite relieved for the first time seeing my sec1 brother home... I asked him to lock the door quickly... So i thought...maybe that call was just nothing...so...i just continued watching tv and just told myself i worried for nothing... But then...about 10 mins after my sec 1 brother came home... There was someone at the door... He was knocking vigourously on the door as if he wanted the door to fall off or sumthing...and that was not it...he even rang the door bell so MANY TIMES... its damn irritating and scary too.. wonder who would that be... I thought it was my elder brother because he loves to do that... So i asked my sec1 brother to see who it was... Of course he was reluctant because as alwayz..he'll ask me back..why wasn't it me who does it... But somehow...he felt something was wrong... so, he went to take a look at the peep hole on the door...and said it wasn't my brother...and i was like...'SHIT!' ITZ HIM!!! i asked my younger brother what race was he...he said he was malay... I was extremely scared... And the man...continued knocking and ringing the door bell..for like 5 mins... and he even stood there, in front of my house...for like...10 minutes before going away... It was my most hair-raising experience ever.... So girls...if u ever received such calls...be sure to lock your doors alwayz...

I can't believe it... 12 MARKS...GONE!!! just like that... ARGGHHH!!! How can this be happening...??? I just don't understand myself... The maths paper started off quite smoothly, but there were parts where i just spent too much time on... and i REGRET IT!!! I HATE MYSELF!!! I should have thought about it... Why waste time figuring out a question when you know that you'll never get the accurate answer??? Isn't it better to just skip that bloody question and just proceed on to the other questions which you are sure to score???!!! WHY DIDN'T I THINK ALL THESE???!!! ARRGGGHHHH!!!! And because of my stupid action, 12 marks would be a confirmed gonner.... And...it means that i have a lesser chance of scoring in maths...or even...maybe i won't even pass... And what made it worse was that the teachers kept interrupting us....forcing us to make ammendments to the questions...and ..there i was struggling with the extremely huge irritating curve!!! I was ready to scream when i found out that my curve ruler was useless as it was DAMN STIFF and it was extremely hard to draw out the curve...and so i had to draw 'free-hand'...and that wasn't all, my eraser just had to make a scene of itself by rolling down the table...with all these things happening... I was left with only 5 MINUTES!!! I managed to finish off with the graph and the questions...but..i just have to tell you... It was the WORSE CURVE i have ever seen and drawn...If this curve was meant for Physics...i would have probably be thrown out of class! It was so messy and... it looked weird... And...so..with that...the teacher announced, "Time's up. Please put down your pens". I was quite relieved when i finished the paper in the nick of time... So, i started tying the papers...and writing my name...and then, I flipped my question paper and OH NO!!!!!!!. I HAVE NOT DONE MY SECTION B!!!!!! That was the panick of a lifetime... And it looked easy...i mean, if i'd have done it...i'd be able to score .... But... haiz... it's all over.... definitely no JC for me... Well, going through so much, i'd decided to put a cheery look after the exams...not wanting others to know how horrible i did... And my friend just had to spoil my mood and ask me, "So how? Can pass?" I am already so damn pissed of with the test...and there you are...spoiling my fake mood... In my heart i was like..."You asked me...whether i can PASS? A PASS? Why can't you say.... Can get A or not... It sounds much nicer...and not too offensive... well, i don't know if i'm just being too sensitive here...but... 'Hello....common sense please...' And this morning she asked me..." Have you studied?" And i wanted to tell her, "WTF are you asking me...??? Isn't it obvious.... Of course i have studied...i mean...its an exam... EVERYONE studies for an exam...." But all i said to her was, "Hello, wake up...itz an exam... OBVIOUSLY i studied!" She is just bloody irritating... well, irritating in a nice way... Its just that she irritates me by asking me the 'OBVIOUS QUESTIONS'.... Can u just imagine, when you are already working... And you came back from the office with your hair messed up, your specs slanting, and your tie half-way done... And your mother come to you..." Having a bad day?" And you just feel like telling her off,(eventhough she's your mom), "No lah...it was the best day of my entire life!!!!" What is she hinting at? Isn't it OBVIOUS???? I HAD AN EXTREMELY BAD DAY! haiz... I have no idea whether itz me, who don't understand others...OR...the others who don't understand me???

Just had my Physics paper... It was...ermm...how should i say this..."O.K"...i guess. Itz just that, there's this one thing that is bothering me... When i came to school, everyone was like asking their friends for all sorts of formulas...and they're discussing questions even at the last minutes... And i am simply DAMN irritated when people kept asking me questions when we're sitting at the hall, waiting for teachers to give out the papers... I am so intense and yet here, there's people asking around these formulas and questions.... It really made u fall back at your concentration. And when i hear my friends passing around the formulas, i just feel like smacking them and ask them to shut up. Itz DAMN IRRITATING... Even after he exams i don't like to discuss the answers... I am not trying to be rude or proud itz just that it affects my concentration and confidence... How do you feel if you were to study till late night and felt of urself for being able to know the formulas and everything only to find out that u missed out that one unimportant formula just because ur friend asked u about the formula and u are there full of confidence and suddenly felt like fitz the end of the world because of that stupid formula. And throughout the paper, from a confident person who knows most of the stuff needed, suddenly bacame a poor worried student who has forgotten everything that he/she has studied because his/her mind is so preoccupied with that stupid, unimportant formula... Itz not worth it, right? So, itz better to isolate yourself during the examination period... But i predict that my prelims results won't be good enough for my admission of 3 months in JC... Anywayz, only 2 papers left...for prelim... Wedsnesday and Thursday would be a break for me... Finally sleeping my full 10 hours of sleep.... I;m looking forward to it... By the way, as graduating class there's bound to be a GRADUATION DAY... And this morning my form teacher asked us whether we are vegetarian or not... Hmmm...wonder what they'll be serving... "Packet fried chicken rice...? Or Char Kuey Tiau?" I don't feel like going... And..i have no idea why graduation days are held before our important exams... to me...it doesn't seem to make sense at all... Haiz... It sounds boring though... I bet the teachers will be asking the same 'singers' in our school to sing... haiz... Damn boring... Even if there's a deejay... Haiz... Just think of it, our students, at the school hall, wearing home clothes, accompanied by a deejay, sitting down under the 'shimmering and dazzling DISCO LIGHT'....ARRGGHH...eeeee... I really don;t feel like going...

I had my History paper today... Yesterday i studied only 2 chapters... And ... Amazingly... There were questions on the 2 chapters!!! Great wasn't it... But too bad for me... There were 2 parts to study for each chapters...and...'clever' me...studied the only the first part for the 2 chapters... And both the questions asked were based on the SECOND PART!!! arrgghhh,... so damn frustrated... There goes my Humanities paper... Haiz... No hope for me to go to JC...haiz... Next week i'll be having my Physics and maths paper2.... Nothing on this weekend... except..maybe i'll be going shopping with my mom to buy materials for the hari raya costumes...that's about it...

Nothing much happened...just came back from my Literature exams. And i found the poem in the unseen paper quite meaningful... Anyone out there, who's reading my blog, plz read this poem and if u have the time, analyse i and tell me what you think the poem is about or your feelings/opinion towards this poem... I appreciate it very much...

A boy's song

With lifted feet, hands still,

I am poised, and down the hill

Dart, with heedful mind;

The air goes by in a wind.

Swifter and yet more swift,

Till' the heart, wih a mighty lift,

Makes the lungs laugh, the throat cry -

"O bird, see; see, I fly.

"Is this, is this your joy,

O bird, then I, though a boy,

For a golden moment share

Your feathery life in air!"

Say, heart, is there ought like this

In a world that is full of bliss?

'Tis more than skating, bound

Steel-shod to the level ground.

Speed slackens now, I float

Awhile in my airy boat;

Till when the wheels scarce crawl,

My feet to the pedals fall.

Alas, that the longest hill

Must end in a a vale; but still,

Who climbs with toil, wheresoe'er,

Shall find wings waiting there.

Oh yah... and the questions i had to answer :

a) From your reading of the first 2 stanzas, briefly describe what is happening here.

b) The poem stirs many emotions within the reader. What feelings does the poem inspire in you? How does the poet achieve this effect? Support your answer with evidence from the poem.

So people.... I'll be waiting for your comments!

Oh. and another thing... Today i saw 3 guyz wearing PINK shirts!!! I saw 2 of them before my exam, and one of them after my exam....ARGGHHH!!! What in the world is happening aound here!!!???

I just came back from Maths Paper 1 disaster... Anywayz don't wanna talk about it... But...There is this one incident that happened during the examination... There's a question asking ask to draw a histogram...and it seems that the units doesn't 'telly' with the axis given... And i was like..."err...is there something wrong with the question...or did i see wrongly...???"... And it seems that no one cared about it...everyone was busy doing their paper... But the thing was...the question was on page 4... I wondered.."Am i too fast...or too slow"... So not wanting to make a total embarrassement of myself... I stared and stared and the diagram for about 5 minutes... And i'm damn sure that there's a mistake... I looked at the teachers on the stage...they were looking elsewhere... i couldn't make up my mind whether to raise up my hand or not... And the next thing i knew...my hand was raised up high... And i was like...WTF...when did i raise up my hand!!!??? As it was too late to put down my hair as one of the teachers noticed me...and approached me... All i could do was to lower my hand... So, when she came to me, i told her...there was something wrong with the question. I explained to her..of what i thought was wrong in the question...After much explanation, she looked EXTEMELY PUZZLED...and so she asked me..." I'm sorry, what was the question again?" And i was..."Hey, have u been listening???" But anywayz, i repeated my question... So she told me to wait while she went to check the question with the HODs... And she came back telling me..."Well, there's nothing wrong with the question." And i checked with her again," So u mean, the question is absolutely correct?" And she went.."Yah..."(and looked as if i made her run up to the stage for nothing....)
And so...i stared hard at the question again... And i thought to myself, " Did that teacher know what problem i was reffering to...???" So i was like...what the heck... So, i did the question my way, the way that i thought it was supposed to be... So i continued with other questions.... I was at page 7 when the teacher announced, " Sorry for the interruption, Please turn to page 4...." And i was like..."WTF!!!! I knew i was correct!!! And to think that i've embarrassed myself just now..." Haiz.... So...well...yah....that was it... After the paper i just went home...as i;ve already warned my friends not to talk about the maths paper after the exam finished... I think i'm going to sleep now...so DAMN TIRED.... i almost fell asleep half-way through the paper... And after a nap...most probably i'll be revising for Literature.... K then....byez...

I have no idea what has gotten into me....that i vacuumed and mopped the entire house today... In a good mood i guess... and...i';m starting my revision in an hours' time... I missed SUMMER SCENT yesterday...DARN IT..! I was doing lovmaths...and...fell asleep half way through... Anywayz... today is gonna be stressful...and..oh yah...i;m getting more and more attracted to JAY CHOU!!! and i;ve just discovered and old song of his...which is so wonderful...and soothing...the title is..'SHI JIE MO RI'...coolz...ok then...that's all...

Oh..and i've discovered a phrase : 'Itz better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved'

YEAH!!!!! HE GOT IN!!!!! YEAH!!!!!! All the best to u SYLVESTER!!! I'll be supporting you all the way!!! I was so tensed, watching Gurmit announcing the chosen contestant... And it was SYLVESTER!!! Do you want to know why he got it??? Because.... i VOTED FOR HIM!!! hahaha... I hope i made a difference in the voting process... i voted twice...once using my brother's handphone and the other using my home telephone...and i made the second vote...about 5mins before the voting session ended... I really wanted him to be in the finals...and he got in!!! Yeah...!!! When i got to know the results, my eyes suddenly turned watery...and before i knew it...i was shouting and screaming and running in and out of my room telling everyone in the house that he got in!!! Oh yah...and at the same time...i was crying...ahaha...tears of joy!!! I told myself...if Sylvester got in, i;m going to really concentrate on my studies and study for my social studies... And right after he got in, i continued with my social studies revision... There were so many chapters to study... There were like...7-8 chapters... and it was already 10.30pm, so, i thought, i'd go with my instincts(as i did, predicting sylvester going to the finals) and studied only 3 chapters... And guess what??!!! The 3 chapters that i studied really came out!!! That was great!!! But, i didn't managed to finish my second question...haiz...i've always had problem with this time management thingy... i tend to spend too much time on the first section...source-based... Oh well, anywayz, it was alright... I have 4 days to my maths paper1... I think i;m going to start my revision tonight... I really wanna do well in my exams... and...well, tell you something, after i received so many 'small talks' by my teachers, friends... i was shockingly, influenced by them to go to Junior College... There's this particular relief teacher in my school, she went to relief my class once...and told me... Why not try go to JC... And then she went on talking...about having a degree certificate will get you a better job and definitely a better pay... And, i couldn't forget what she said next. And because of what she had said... i have decided to aim for Junior College before proceeding to University... She said, "You have nothing to loose...and you girls will always be ahead of the guyz... as they had to do NS for 2 years...and so... By the time they enter University, You'd be finished with your studies and most probably wotking..." That was what she said... And it made a VERY HUGE impact on me... So, i'm still thinking about, whether i should pursue my studies in the polytechnic course that i had been wanting...or...do something better and get better job and pay. And maybe i could continue with my hobby, cooking, later after i had gotten my degree... I've always been hearing... "Education is very important"... And i thought about my family, my parents weren't that good in their studies... They didn't even take their 'o' levels... And that was why our family wasn't well off, and my parents had to work at factories and their pay obviously wasn't much... I'm not saying that i'm not satisfied with what i have right now... i;m just saying that, if only my parents were educated, we would be living in a more comfortable life...and not worrying whether we have enough money or not... And now, my brother is in NS... He'll be starting at University next year... And he too, has been hoping for me to go to JC... And he surely had helped me a lot... And maybe i could repay his kindness...for helping me all this while by going to JC... I hope that's a good present for him... I would want to imagine myself in the future...driving a car and sending off my mother to the market..sending my father off to meet his friends for 'kopi'..then my younger siblings to school.... i am really hoping to do all that in future... And before all that could happen, i have to do something now... Which is to study extremely hard and fulfill my own dream.... I do, want to become successful, after social studies paper today, i finally understood what 'STUDY SMART' meant... And so, from now onwards i;ll study smart... And, to always follow my instincts... Ok then, i think i'd better clean up the house as my first assignment for today... Ok then. Byez...

I'm so relieved now...that i've finished my dnt folio!!! But...i pretty sure that my teacher will look through my folio and would want me to make ammendmants... haiz... Well, at least my heavy load had been shoved away... So...now...i'll finally have time for my studies...alas... Well, yesterday night i was finishing up my drawing...and actually fell asleep with only 3/4 completion of work...but...i had a weird...weird...dream... I'm just wondering...what is the probability of you, dreaming of all your ex-bf/gf in one dream...??? I just had it last night... And it was BAD!!! REALLY BAD!!! haiz... and..the thing that's freaking me out was that... i actually woke up at
4.44 am EXACTLY!!!! isn't that FREAKY???!!! I guess, i've been too stressed out with dnt huh... Maybe that dream was to congratulate me on my finishing folio..??? Because for the past week, i've been dreaming about my artefact not working, hinges broke...and...all sorts of stuff...regarding dnt... So, anywayz...i'm just glad that itz all over... Yeah! And guess what...only 2 person handed in their folio today...me and my buddy... Its not that i want to boast around about my finished folio .... itz just that i just want to get it over and done with... So...guyz...sorry if i;ve offended any of you... Dnt is done...Next stop, PRELIM....haiz...just as i was about to rest...i realised i have to climb the mount everest again... I guess ... this is what they meant by sec 4 life, huh.... Itz tough mann...being a sec4 student... So, anywayz...i should be starting my revision now...so...byez...

Today was weird...very..very...weird... It all started when my friends and i were on the way back to school from lunch. We walked through the blocks and i saw a malay boy, wearing a yellow t-shirt, leaning against the wall. But as we walked closer to his direction, he slowly walked away, sliding behind the wall. So i thought, maybe he was playing hide and seek with his friends as at that same point of time, i saw 2 other chinese kids playing. But i walked nearer to the wall he was leaning at, i did not see him. He was there... i even looked behind the wall... he wasn't there either... So i guess, i was just seeing stuff, so, i looked at my friend... and she, too was acting kinda blur... And she was also looking for something, and shocking me and my friends asked each other, "Did u see that...?"... AT THE SAME TIME!!! we totally freaked out. Adding to our curiosity, my other friend said that she didn't see anything, she didn't see that boy, in particular...And all the way to the dnt workshop we were like..., hey, maybe that boy went up the stairs...or maybe he went to hide somewhere else... We kept making these assumption as we wanted to calm ourselves down. Well, that's not all... I had problems in bending my acrylic piece and so my teacher brought me to the workshop at the second level... And i was left there...ALONE.... It was so creepy... And what made it worse was that, the machine i was using was at the end of the workshop, which was near to the storeroom...which was OPENED!!! It was damn scary... Eery, i should say. And the doors had a difficulty of opening permanently and had to be supported by a dustbin... The workshop was huge.... And the air was musty... And...i guess, my ear was playing tricks on me.... and... weird noises...were heard... I just had to get out of that workshop. And since i was in need of a toilet, so i left the workshop and went to the nearest toilet... And on the way to the toilet.. I suddenly thought of the rumour that my friend had said... about a girl's toilet in my school...being...'spooky....stuff like dat'... And i was like... 'Oh watever...i really need a toilet'... And truthfully...on my way to the toilet, I had to go through this very 'dark-corridoor'... And when i went to the toilet... The first cubicle was closed... And i was like..' Should i kick the cubicle or leave it alone...' But since i;m really urgent, i just left it alone... So, after that when i wanted to get out of that cubicle, suddenly i had goosebumps and was really, really anxious to open the door but... The lach was suprisingly STUCK!!! OMG!!! But i managed to calm myself, thinking to myself it was nothing, and tried to open the door calmly, and...it did open, easily... And when i was finally released from 'hell'.... i quickly washed my hands and GET OUT of there... And i hurried to the workshop at the ground floor where everyone else were... And when i came in to the workshop.... there happen to be a commosion... About...something... I have no idea what they were talking about... they were talking very fast... And at that time, i couldn't be bothered with them as i was kinda freaked out myself... But the argument was getting louder and louder... It seems that the sec 5 students were complaining something to the workshop assistant. But he doesn't seem to be interested to what they're saying... But... Someone had convinced him that something terrible had happened... And they showed him the oven... And they claimed that the oven was on fire!!! And truthfully enough, when that sec 5 boy opened the oven, black smoke covered the whole workshop...and the workshop assistant took a fire extinguisher and put the flame out... The air in the workshop was totally contaminated to its fullest at that time, and luckily it was the time when we were all packing up to go home... And so, while walking home, my friends said to me, It was the 'SECOND FLOOR TOILET, that was....' And they added... It was always the first cubicle that was closed...!!! What a day!

Today totally suck! How sucky is suck? Extremely SUCKS!!! arrggh... he totally spoil my modd. I was in a fairly good mood between 10 to 12 noon today, today my artefact when 'HE' had to spoil my mood!!! He came to my table, then looked at my artefact, frowning, and then asked me..." where's the jack-in-the-box? And where's the spring?" And i was staring at him, boiling deep down inside and felt like shouting to him, " Hey, do u know how hard it was looking for that FREAKING SPRING!!!??? and do u know how expensive that BLOODY JACK-IN-THE-BOX cost? Do u think i would spend a BOMB ON THIS STUPID PROJECT???!!!" Well, that's not all of him... Being he, himself, he carried on commenting and saying out loud what he has been thinking, not sparing a thought for me, he said, " So basically you are making a box?" Wah...he sound so 'profound' like dat... He said in in such a 'cool' manner not sparing a thought for my feelings... I was DAMN ANGRY and IRRITATED with him... In my heart i said, " WHAT BOX?!!!! IT'S NOT JUST A 'BOX' U KNOW....THERE'S MORE TO IT!!!! And u think i've wasted my few months working on this one STUPID BOX??? Hey, if this project wasn't compulsory, i wouldn't have done it!!!! I COULD HAVE SPENT MY FEW MONTHS STUDYING OTHER STUFF U KNOW!!!!! This dnt subject has been taking up too much of my time and itz freaking me out!!! He's sure one of those people who doesn't have any feelings for anything!!! He just say whatever comes to his mind without thinking of the other person's feeling... And i totally despise people like HIM!!! AAAAARGGHHHHH!!!! And guess what, that's not the end of him... Me and 2 other friends of mine wanted to go home at 3 pm(Workkshop was open from 9-6 pm, and we are supposedly to stay until 6pm but we were allowed to go home early) And he kinda commented on us, going early... He said, " I don't want to see the 3 of you struggling to finish your artefact on Saturday" And we were like..." As if those people who stayed until 6pm would be able to finish their artefact on time!!!" Hey, ok, whatever... I don't care what other people thought of us... The main thing, i just want to finish my artefact by tomorrow and have pictures taken by Friday. And also, i would like to get rid of all my dnt papers and folio by this Saturday. I just got to finish up the folio by this Saturday!!! And after that, i don't want to see my folio for the rest of my life!!!

Today totally suck! How sucky is suck? Extremely SUCKS!!! arrggh... he totally spoil my modd. I was in a fairly good mood between 10 to 12 noon today, today my artefact when 'HE' had to spoil my mood!!! He came to my table, then looked at my artefact, frowning, and then asked me..." where's the jack-in-the-box? And where's the spring?" And i was staring at him, boiling deep down inside and felt like shouting to him, " Hey, do u know how hard it was looking for that FREAKING SPRING!!!??? and do u know how expensive that BLOODY JACK-IN-THE-BOX cost? Do u think i would spend a BOMB ON THIS STUPID PROJECT???!!!" Well, that's not all of him... Being he, himself, he carried on commenting and saying out loud what he has been thinking, not sparing a thought for me, he said, " So basically you are making a box?" Wah...he sound so 'profound' like dat... He said in in such a 'cool' manner not sparing a thought for my feelings... I was DAMN ANGRY and IRRITATED with him... In my heart i said, " WHAT BOX?!!!! IT'S NOT JUST A 'BOX' U KNOW....THERE'S MORE TO IT!!!! And u think i've wasted my few months working on this one STUPID BOX??? Hey, if this project wasn't compulsory, i wouldn't have done it!!!! I COULD HAVE SPENT MY FEW MONTHS STUDYING OTHER STUFF U KNOW!!!!! This dnt subject has been taking up too much of my time and itz freaking me out!!! He's sure one of those people who doesn't have any feelings for anything!!! He just say whatever comes to his mind without thinking of the other person's feeling... And i totally despise people like HIM!!! AAAAARGGHHHHH!!!! And guess what, that's not the end of him... Me and 2 other friends of mine wanted to go home at 3 pm(Workkshop was open from 9-6 pm, and we are supposedly to stay until 6pm but we were allowed to go home early) And he kinda commented on us, going early... He said, " I don't want to see the 3 of you struggling to finish your artefact on Saturday" And we were like..." As if those people who stayed until 6pm would be able to finish their artefact on time!!!" Hey, ok, whatever... I don't care what other people thought of us... The main thing, i just want to finish my artefact by tomorrow and have pictures taken by Friday. And also, i would like to get rid of all my dnt papers and folio by this Saturday. I just got to finish up the folio by this Saturday!!! And after that, i don't want to see my folio for the rest of my life!!!

Today was kind of a 'roller-coaster ride'... Started off with Literature lesson...Which was from 8 to 12 noon. Time was moving so freaking slow... We've gone through so many exercises and yet when i kept looking at the clock it seemed that it took forever for it to move 5 minutes later!!! Argghh!!! And so, i decided not to look at the clock cause i got sick of it, practically not moving at all.... I pretended to enjoy the lesson... and tried very hard to pay attention to that boring and confusing shakespeare novel of mine... And amazing the clock seemed to be moving. And before i knew it, it was already 12 noon! Hurray!!! But the thing is... she kept on and on... until it was about 12.20 pm.... haiz... Anywayz, went to lunch...and got back to school at around 1.15 pm, for physics lesson... Well, the lesson was alright... But haiz...DARN IT! i failed the test! How could i? I studied for it, u know.... Argghh!!! Don't tell me i studied using the wrong method again... And i can't believe she deducted 1/2 mark for it juz because i wrote "to 3 sig.fig." instead of "correct to 3 sig.fig" How fussy can she be??? Haiz... So anywayz, just wanna comment on my physics teacher... Well, she's very good at casting 'spells'....dun get me wrong...i dun mean those type of 'witches-spells'... The thing that happened today was that, she wanted us to stay a little longer... and so she cast a 'spell' on the weather.... She told us that she wished that it would be raining heavily soon with storms so that we cannot go home... And... Amazingly, just as she finishes her teaching, and we were allowed to go home, the the sky was very dark, wind blowing, and....it RAINED!!! Haiz, looks like her wish really came true... Anywayz, the rain didn't stop me from catching a movie with my 2 friends... We went to watch CINDERALL STORY!!! YAH!!! FINALLY!!! It's a GREAT movie, TOUCHING, with charming actors.... Itz totally amazing...! I just love it... Hilary looked so natural and cool... I simply love her! The storyline is so unpredictable and wonderful. I enjoyed it totally! And after that movie, i went home with a weird attitude... I was smiling and chuckling to myself.... for what reason...?..... I DON'T KNOW!!! ahahahhaa...weird.... I guess, i had wanted a love life so called...similar to hers, but...itz quite a mission impossible... Coz' Itz only a story... Never would it happen in real life... Oh yah, today i finally had the guts to take out my DUSTY folio and looked into it... Looks like a lot of work had to be done... So...that's it then... Byez!

One week of break...hmm...what shall i do? Which subjects should i start with... Well, i guess it would have to be DNT... I think i'm going to finish my folio by wednesday... Then get on with my revision for prelims... Oh shucks! Where am i going to print all my work? Haiz... My artefact is going on well... it should be finished in a day's time or so... I just need to buy fake pests...(cockroaches)... Oh yah...i'm gonna watch Cinderella story tomorrow!!! Yah... or issit on tuesday... Well, the point is i'm gonna watch it... I'm going to be so darn busy this week. Oh yah, i juz love jay chou... His songs are...fuh...amazing...nice melodies and all... I luv his most of his songs except for those songs that have 'rap' in it... I'm gonna have to start saving money to buy the korean VCD "My sassy girl" and also Jay Chou's Cd. K then, that's it. Gotta find stuff for DNT.
P.S : U guyz are going to listen to Qi Li Xiang for quite a while...
I hope u guyz will enjoy it.

Ok, things are getting REALLY out of hand...! When i saw him...i felt sorry for him, i thought maybe, why not give him another chance....but then again... most guyz can't be trusted... They'll try to talk to u into getting into a relationship with them... He could be expressing his love for you this moment...and the next, he could be doing it to someone else... I hate it when people accuse me for doing things that i did not do. First of all, i wasn't hoping for him to wait for me. Second, I was hoping for him to stop loving me. And lastly, i wasn't hoping for him to be my admire forever. In other words, i am not pinning any hopes on him at all!!! And by the way, i have no time thinking of all this nonsense...especially with u guyz in it. Stop bothering me!!! ARGGHHHH!!!!

hey...today was my school's e-fair... Well...it was alright... But i was extremely irritated when i found out that i was being replaced... I was waiting for the announcement since a week ago... Why???? This was my only chance of exposure... Itz damn irritating...! Well the least they could do was that they could have told me that they were cancelling my part... and not keep me waiting....for one whole week!!! arrgghhh!!! I have one thing to remind to all... Before telling your friend that they've won...or... got through to whatever competition they're in...make sure that itz confirmed...or not...u'll leave them broken-hearted.... Juz like me! I 'm sure my classmates would know what i mean....(NDP). Haiz... probably itz not my time yet... And i felt bad today... i kinda made my friend a 'fool'....juz because of him... I wonder what he felt when he saw me... Hmmm...well i guess he didn't feel anything as...he has'nt messaged me...or called me regarding the incident... This is kinda frustrating.... The question is... Should i go for the one i love...or go for the one who love me...???

Gemini May 21 - June 21 :
You and you-know-who have never been closer.
You talk all the time on thephone.You finish each other's sentences.
The future you imagine together is awesome.

Its so weird.... my horoscope seems to be hinting something really important to me... ArGhHh!!! I just hate it when it happens.... Anywayz, today went alright... The maths test was 'ok' i guess... Oh yah... Thanx once again AZLAN...for putting up for me this song! Hey, i think i talked too much today... I seem to be talking to 'everyone' even with someone i've not talked to since... Well, anywayz, I went to a JC's open-house... It was quite boring... And i even met some idiotic girls... arrgghhh!!! They were giggling all the way throughout the talk... damn irritating ... Luckily my school did not have people like that.(i think) Ok then. I'm outz. Gotta study for Literature test...

P.S : tomorrow's physics lesson... i hope i will not be given a long nag from her...about the unanswered question....!

Before i forget, i'd like to say a million thanks to Lan...who's responsible for this simple yet sophisticated backdrop of my blogger.... Itz so much neater now... Tanx! Hmm...today's tests went all right, i guess. It was 'ok'.... Itz juz that i accidentally left a question unanswered...and it was my Physics paper... I'm sure going to get an earfull of scolding from her soon... Better be prepared to answer to her... Today was kinda sad too....as it was my last science remedial... He's such a great tutuor... I'll try my best not to make him disappointed and most importantly i will definitely not make myself diappointed! Gotta buck up! About 2 hours in the afternoon and 2 hours at night would already be sufficient for my process of studying... I hope that i could really achieve what i wanted... So.. That's it then. Gotta go and do my Literature homework and write some more history/social studies notes.... Byez!

This morning, i watched a show, interviewing an ex-schoolmate of mine. She was 4 years my senior and had went to our neighbouring country to become an artist.(singer) Well at first i thought, maybe she was popular at school as she's famous. She even had her first album when she was only 16. And at that time, she was still schooling in my school. So i thought she was liked by everyone in school. But, having watched her show today, she expressed her feelings about being an artist and schooling at the same time... She said that she was boycotte by most of her friends. And that she had no friends in school. Everyone despised her. I felt so terrible and sorry for her. Having to cope with all that nonsense in school. Well, she only said that she had only one good friend who was also despised by her friends. And so both of them went to school and back home together everyday. Her experience in my school must have left a very bad impression on her... She was very lucky that that was her last year in school... She even said that in class her classmates made fun of her, insult her...and all she could do was just ignore the nonsense. It must have been really hard on her in those days... But now, eversince she's migrated, she was given quite a lot of exposures... She had 3 albums, acted in a movie with a popular 'hero' and also acted in quite a lot of dramas. I am proud of her achievement. Well, how i wish i could be like her... ahaha... Well, i do have her autograph... I still remember running to a stationary shop just to buy a notebook and pen just to have her autograph... I met her at an eating place. She was surprised that i actually recognised her. And she was taken a back when i said i was from the same primary and secondary school as her. Well, i also managed to get her e-mail address. But i'm not sure whether she 's still usin it or not... I am really very proud of her achievements and would like to wish all the best to her! Good Luck! You go Gal!!!

I've finally decided not to re-take the Malay 'o' levels... Anywayz, the past week has been almost a havoc to me... I am most of the time unsure of myself... And because of my itchy hands, who messaged him...now i have to face the problem which was unknowingly created by me! Arrrgghhh!!! I really don't know what to do... After all this while i thought he had forgotten about me and totally erased the memory of knowing me. But i was dumbfounded when he told me what he had been feeling all these while since last year... I really did not know how to re-act or say. He had acually never forgotten about me and truly 'cared' for me... Which was kinda hard to belief as, he had found himself a new partner... and then at the same time telling me that he was always thinking of me...and cannot forget me... How was that to happen? Is he telling me that he did not like his gf? Or was he 2-timing her? Which was unfair to her... And recently my itchy hands went to message him... Then he started messaging me... And i should say he's a very straight-forward person... And today, i am totally surprised when he said he'll never ever forget me and that he'll alwayz be thinking of me... And he'll only stop thinking of me if i am already married. He's really getting very sneaky... Is he already thinking of the future or sumthin....??? And now i can sense that he's really 'devoted' to me...arrgghh...!!! I hate this kind of feeling... So damn irritating... While he's there, holding a torch for me...similary i am too, carrying a torch for that someone... and i really meant what i had written for my nickname at msn " I hate it when u talk to me, I hate it when u ignored me".... Confusing huh... But its true, isn't it? I hate it when he talked to me...as...i tend to be very clumsy with my words and tend to get very nervous when he started to talk to me... But, when he ignored me...i felt that he doesn't care about me... or that he juz thought of me as an aquaintance who seldom talk to each other.... Haiz... My life is definitely damn complicated... So...what am i to do...? But one thing's for sure...now is not the time to think of all this...i should rather concentrate on my studies... Ok then, i'll get back on this topic after my 'o' s.... By the way, i think i'm going to Bugis tomorrow...i mean...today...(saturday) to buy the spring needed for my artefact... But the problem is...go with who...??? Looks like i'll be busy today...contacting people that is. Ok then... I'll try to get some sleep...if can...Or i think..i'll be watching the olympics...K. Byez...

Should i? Or should I not? I'm at total loss.... This morning i've just made up my mind and told someone that i wanted to re-take my Malay. But then this 'friend' of mine kept saying that itz no use even if u managed to get an A1 for your malay when your other subjects are bad... And she said that the grade that i get for malay wouldn't affect my overall points... For me...i definitely thought that getting at least an A1 in my 'o' level certificate is surely something i would be proud off... I need to e proud of something, u know... All i know is that she's just being snobbish. And she's getting more and more irritating. Her remarks and comments are becoming very sarcastic and most of the times hurt our feelings... Does she consider our feelings when she made her remarks...NOOOO.... Yah, so what if you are clever... I know that you don't have to worry about your other subjects considering that you are verY 'CLEVER'.... Watever.... ou always call me and my friend 'BODOH'(stupid) Well, i'm voicing out here.... WHO DO U THINK U R??? I'm running out of patience , do u know that? I'm just putting an act laughing...and joking with you but inside i'm actually BOILING with your STUPID jokes and remarks... I HATE THEM... Well, one thing's for sure... She loved to boast about something that she thought others wouldn't know...but today..ahahaha... she made a fool out of herself.... boasting about a drama serial which she thought that knew one knew off.... So she went on telling them...blah...blah...blah... Then I blurted out..."Hayyah..that show...i know..." Then with immediate effect she changed her enthusiasm and lower down her volume and finished her senence and shut up... Damn irritating. I don't know if i can tolerate with her nonsense anymore... She offended and embarrassed me in front of everyone yet i still help her solve her problem... Why? Why did i bother in the first place...? I myself, don't think there's a logic reason behind this.... HAIZ.... Anywayz, i'll try to tell her off right away if she ever offended or made fun of me and my friend...that, i promise...

Hey...i've received my Malay 'O' Level results... I've Gotten for myself an A2 with Distinction for my oral... Haiz... No idea whether to be proud or just be contented with what i had already achieved... I just thought i need to try a bit harder to get that A1... Because that could be my one and only A1 or even my only A.... So How? I'm still deciding whether to re-take or not... Haiz... Anywayz... an A2 is alright, right? Anywayz, my artefact is about to finish...Just some glueing and i'll be done with it! Wonder where i could find 'spring'.... I need to fit it inside my artefact... Haiz... So troublesome... Maybe going out tonight...in search of the spring... Ok then...that's it then. Byez!

Hey, it's been a while since i blogged. Anywayz, today was national day's celebration. For the past 2 days, i've been coming home at 11 plus to help out with the decoration. Today went all right...i guess... although there was some misunderstandings between classes today. All because of a competition... Haiz... I just don't know what's wrong with her... Last few days she's been praising my class's ndp ideas... But when we ask her...she'll just try to deny and just say that her class's decorations are just normal... But today, indeed i saw that her class was the loudest and kinda outstand other classes. But with that snobby behaviour of hers of course they didn't win the first prize... They received only a silver. I think she must have been very disappointed. Well, to tell u the truth, i also thought that they had a chance to win...but...i guess i made the conclusion to fast... I forgot about the other class who were quite different from others... the guyz wore...sort of..'hawaiian' shirt.... Interesting huh... In the last 4 years i've never seen a class wearing that...no wonder they won...And oh...they were UNITED.... no like 'some' classes'... Who thought that they were good enough to win... Without even being United... haiz... But the irony is... Every year...the class who won... isn't as patriotic as i thought... They had basic decorations...and..oh...i forgot..the winning point was that....they were united... Just like my class... Last yeard that is...hahaha... But unfortunately maybe this year we are not as united... and also..it was kinda last minute 'thingy'. Hmm....well...that's all about the celebration.... Let's move on to something else...hmm....my personal life? Should i tell...? Hmmmm.... Ok. For those who's reading this...and know who i'm refering to...just keep it to yourself....Well, for the past few days... i've been 'bumping' into him. But...as per normal...we didn't say anything to each other... Not even a smile.... I mean...not even looking at each other... Then when i saw her with him...well, seriously speaking...i didn't know what to feel...or how to re-act. I'm sure some of you often had this feeling and thoughts, "Was she/he looking at me or not?" And its driving me crazy...so...is he...or is he not...?....haiz... I guess, i shouldn't broad about it anymore huh... I think i'll just concentrate on my studies...especially when my weekends are long... 5 days...!!! Yipeee!!! Okz then...!

Watch the debate yesterday...quite hilarious and very confusing...Anywayz it was great. All the debaters have their own style of representing their points...that's what i like about malay debates... I maybe thinking of changing my outline soon... if i have the time... k then. byez.

A song highly recomended by me
Artist : Maroon 5
Song : This Love

I was so high I did not recognize

The fire burning in her eyes

The chaos that controlled my mind

Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane

Never to return againBut always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me

She said Goodbye too many times before

And her heart is breaking in front of me

I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite

Keep her coming every night

So hard to keep her satisfied

Kept playing love like it was just a game

Pretending to feel the same

Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me

She said Goodbye too many times before

And her heart is breaking in front of me

I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things

Repair your broken wings

And make sure everything's alright

My pressure on your hips

Sinking my fingertipsInto every inch of you

Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me

She said Goodbye too many times before

And her heart is breaking in front of me

I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me

She said Goodbye too many times before

And her heart is breaking in front of me

She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me

She said Goodbye too many times before

And her heart is breaking in front of me

I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...

Well, today was okay. I laughed a bit too much today... But there's a malay saying that if u laugh too much, u'll be expected to cry later... Weird... nothing make me cry... Anywayz, i was on the way back to school from lunch, then there's a young man who approached us... He asked us who's our principal as he wanted to make a complain about our schoolmate or something... Well, i couldn't be bothered with him as i think he was just playing a trick on us... He kinda 'showed' his identification of being someone 'important' by showing his...'BELT'??? I guess he wanted to show us his badge or something.... but my friends said all they saw was the belt... WEIRD... Anywayz, we we crossing the road and i saw him tailing us from behind... so what we did was walk to school as fast as we could... Anywayz, chem lesson was ok lah.... went through some questions... Then when the lessons was over i went to the canteen to buy a drink. Then along the way at the staircase, met 'him' and his friend... and the first thing he did was to hide at the corner while his friend...hayyah... i just cannot stand people like him... The first thing his friend said was 'AAAA'('his'name) I mean, i do, have a name u know.... Itz not like i changed my name or anything... Itz ridiculuous... Since when did i have a male name... Haiz... Irritating... Then when i'd bought my drink, we went up the stairs and saw 'him' and his friend sitting at the stairs. Without wasting any time he quickly went away upon seeing me coming up the stairs... WEIRD... I don't undestand him... behind my back... he say alot of things...then when face-to-face, he ran away...wad was that all about? COWARD.... Well do i care....? NO!

Anywayz here's my daily horoscope :

Want a clear signal from you-know-who? Well, you're going to have to give if you want to get. If you make it obvious where you're coming from, they'll respond for sure.

What is this world made of...? I'll tell you... Liars...! Deceitful, hatred, idotics.... I just hate people who put up a false front.... They pretend to be nice to you... only when they needed something from you... Being deceived by others is a normal thing to me... I just hate them!!! I knew it all along they don't like me... but why couldn't they just say that they hated me...and didn't want me to hang out with them??? Itz simple isn't it...? Just tell me right to my face that you clearly hated me... I just hate people who beat about the bush... Why go through all that trouble of making angry faces at me...or staring at me as if i'm an outcast of something.... Do u know that you are just wasting your precious time.... I'll tell you something... Everyone looks down on me... And i mean ...EVERYONE... Don't talk about my family even my close friends think that i'm no good in anything...especially studies... I agree that i'm not clever...But surely i know how to explain that particular question that they asked me... I hate it when itz like this,

                                 friend A to friend B : "how to do this math problem ah?"
                                                             ME : "why didn't u ask me?"
                                                     friend A : "U know how to answer meh?"

Isn't it just so irritating... Frustrating, isn't it? People looking down on you... That's the worst. Better calm down myself...or...all the vulgarities will come out... oh yah... I'm having this headache... So damn irritating... Itz only on my right-side of my head.... Itz been going on for quite a while now... So what...is  it a migraine or something.... I have been having these symptoms...like...being very tired...sleeping very,very early(8 plus), slight fever...and now this headache... Haiz... Just when i thought its the end of the world... A shocking news cheered me up... I just couldn't say how happy i am!!! Anywayz...thanx! So...at least...i have something to be proud of...for now...

Later then...byez!

F***!!!! Bloddy hell...stupid....irritating!!!! How can she do that to me? Does she know how much hardships i had to go through because of that competition of hers!!! She gave like only 3 days for us to hand in our cd. And i had to tarnish my good and clean record becuase of that cd! Am i stupid or what...?! I should have known better... 13th july....i'll REMEMBER u alwayz! And juz now, i accidentally found out that she had extended the deadline from 13th july to 19th july! And she did that out of her own will... how can she do that? Itz unfair u know... what about others who had tried so hard with sleepless nights juz to join that competition of hers!!! I am so bloody hell, very irritated!!! Damn it mann....!!! I am extremely mad with her and that competition of hers! And do i now have a chance in becoming one of the finals...NO..! Why? Because if i had seen that new deadline of hers, i could have polished my recordings...itz so unfair!!! She had even stated in her earlier poster, saying that late entries will not be entertained!!! Bloody hell irritating ar!!! errgghhh!!!!! I am EXTREMELY annoyed!!!! And i got to know about it when i was going home from chemistry lesson. All the way back home, i was knocking the water bottle that i was holding against the railings, fence and even trees!!! I wonder if people thought that i was mad... oh well, who cares! When u are angry...nothing can stop u from doing stupid stuff!       
      Anywayz enough of my childish complains already...let's carry on to TALENTIME....! Well, overall it was alright...there was one girl whom i was impressed with...she has a gd voice...very nice and fresh. Then that guy ar....haiz...dunno what to say... I almost believed it when he say he could sing...but when he began singing....haiz...i was the one flying even without wings!!! aahhaha. That was quite hilarious ar....some even called him William Hung...which i had thought too...previously...before his confident words...saying that he could sing...haiz... Well, he sure did prove to me that he could 'sing'....
      Yah...that was it...byez then...!

yesterday's night study sux big time... All because of that one group of guyz. so damn irritating. I knew the reason why they came. They wanted to know whether that person i was with last night was my brother or my boyfriend. Sickening ar they all... Just to piss them of especially 'him'...i told them confidently that that person was my boyfriend...hahaha...take dat! i'm really down with my luck... even during the weekends i have to see his face...errgghhh...damn irritating...at skool...see him...go to provision shop...see him...even to the mall...see him again... he's really getting on my nerves... I just hope that today was the last time i see him...other than in school...i really can't take it anymore...!!! Anywayz...today i had chem lesson.... Well, the thing is...i actually walk beside him...but we didn't talk to each other...which was kinda weird...haiz...what to do...let bygones be bygones...
 
my daily horoscope :
 
It doesn't take people long to realize you're not like all the rest. Whether it's your witty comebacks or your weirdo sense of humor, you've got more than enough charisma to stand out in any crowd.

Today i was drenched...very,very wet. Well itz quite an irony acually...i was actually using my umbrella...but still so damn wet... I think that there ain't no difference to whether i'm using the umbrella or not... Nevertheless...i tried very hard not to spoil my hair...hehehe... Well, i dunno why but i just had the urge to do up my hair nicely today. I had used the so called 'chopstick' and pull up my hair... Itz so much like the hairstyle u'll see when u are in the office... With woman wearing coats and skirts...with their hair neatly pulled up. That's how i was this morning...i think... then amazingly at P.E lesson(in class) we had to take our graduation photo... wow...such a coincidence huh... My friends teased me saying that i've prepared myself for that foto taking session...with my neat hair and all... Anywayz, today's dnt lesson was kinda slow...and boring... especially when he came up to me and showed me my mistakes and what to do... i hate it...so damn irritating... i know what i'm suppose to do...u needn't come up to me and tell me what to do... i'm so pissed of mann... But i tried not to have a breakdown...itz pointless anywayz... Whatever he said to me...i'll juz think of it as someone just whispering something to me but itz not heard...how bout dat? Anywayz...we went to recess quite early... Then half-way through recess my hair went loose... I tried to do it again...but itz quite hard...as itz not very easy to make it perfect. Itz like...once in a full moon that i got it right...the way i wanted it... Then had to ask ilah to pull i up for me... Wah...i thought my scalp was going to be torn mann...she did it so hard...but...even so...itz not tight enough. She had to do it twice. But then again...my hair had died on me...half-way through english lesson... So, had no choice but to tie my hair up as per normal... Then...juz went home with imah after that...Oh yah...yesterday i went to the night study.... it was alright i guess... Unexpectedly there were more 4N students than 4E and 5N. Nevertheless i was fun...alright...not so moody after all... I thought that night classes were boring and dull...but it sure wasn't. Then, my brother fetch me...then we went to the provision shop. Then i met him. He was so shock to see me...with 'another guy'...then he looked down and just went off... HAHAHAHA... He didn't think that my brother was my boyfriend...did he...???? Awww...too bad then. Anywayz, i'm going to the night study again... Do some freaking dnt stuff. K den. Byez.
 
Oh yah...one more thing...i read my horoscope today...it says :
 
There's no really great way to tell someone you're not into them, is there? No matter how you candycoat it, you're still telling them they're not your type. So be as direct (and gentle!) as possible.
 
 

I was too tired too write out about my yesterday's outing. Me and my friends went to watch the Singapore Youth's Festival(SYF). To tell you the truth, it was only my second time to the naional stadium. It was great. Definitely loads of people there. The competition went well. Tanjong Katong won!!! Yeah! Juz as i expected it to be. My predictation was damn rite. Well, although i do think that the Deyi Decondary School was quite good as well. They were both very competitive. Then, my schoolmates had performed the main item, the mass dance. It was alright. They did some mistakes, some even were lost and can't find their positions but overall they did great. Well done Boon Layians!!! The performance ended at about 6 plus. Then me, opi and seri went to jp banquet coz' we were starving... Upon reaching banquet, to our dismay, it was full! We just stood there preparing to charge to the empty table. After 15 minutes or so, we found a table. But unfortunately as we sat down, a bunch of people in 'green uniform' started to crowd around us as the people at the table next to ours were leaving. When i came back with my food. I suddenly realised that we were invaded by the 'green uniform people'.Both table next to ours were invaded by them. Worse thing was that there were a few of them standing behind our table too! Hoping that we would finish our food soon.. And i was like..."HALO...WE JUST SAT HERE. WE HAVEN'T EVEN TOUCH OUR FOOD AND U R THERE STANDING BEHIND US!!!". They were damn rude for sure. How could they do that? Of course we were uneasy but we just had to pretend that they were not there and eat our food at our own time. Damn irritating mann... I just can't stand them, looking at us eating our food, observing how long we'll take to finish our food. uurrrgghh!!! Anywayz we just ate as per normal and left at about 9.30 pm. Then we went to the bazaar for a while. There weren't much things there, so we went home. On the way to queue for bus 243, i met him and his sister along the way. I guess he didn't notice me but his sister surely did. She was saying,"eh, fizah...fizah...". And i was pracically passing directly next to him and yet i didn't even bother to say hi to his sister.... i felt so bad.... Almost immediately after i reached home, i messaged him. But then he replied with just a short answer... was it because he can;t be bothered to broad over it... Or was it he couldn't care much about me anymore... I;m so confused... Well, that's about all. Maybe as a sign of forgiveness, i can ask him and his sister out on monday to the new Jurong East Library???....

hey...hey... yesterday was malay 'o' level oral. Well, it was ok lah. Itz just that the invigalators were kinda weird. While i was talking about my topic, one of them was like staring at me and was kinda saying, "hey girl, i tink u r talking crap...can u plz stop now..."...quite scary. On the other hand, the other teacher was like listening from word to word coming out of my mouth. Itz like, she had never heard anything like it in her whole life... Weird...weird... But i do think, i talked out of point...at some parts. Well, that's all abt yesterday... Oh yah, i made my first appearence wearing my green spectacles! Kinda uneasy though... But i dun want to get used to it... Anywayz, i did not sleep until 2 plus yesterday, just to do my dnt folio... Dunno why i suddenlt had the urge to do it... It felt good though. Itz the first time i've ever been excited towards dnt... Especially doing the folio... Today during dnt, i didn't have time to start cutting anything yet... and i'm worried i wouln't have time to finish... Juz hope that i can start cutting by next week... K then. dats all.

I don't know why but i couldn't sleep last night. So i was changing channels then i was caught by this filem at channel u. It was called 'my sassy gal'... It was a very touching, sad and exciting movie. It was about this girl whose boyfriend just died. Then she met a guy who lent his handkerchief to her as she's got a cold.(on the same day her boyfirend died) Then since that day, they've met, coincidentally. But the thing is, everytime they met, they always argue. I love it when they argue. So violent yet so loving. The girl speaks as though she's a tomboy, but deep down inside she's very sensitive. And she loves to beat people!(like kids) So, when these 2 people met too often, they became couples. On her birthday, he decided to do something special for her. So both of them went to the theme park which was closed, at night. He worked here before, so he knows some ways to get in. Just as they climb in, they were caught by a 'runaway soldier'. And he pointed a riffle at them. They were hostage for a moment. The soldier then told them that he had killed his girlfriend as she was in love with the army's guard. But the girl tried ways to comprimise with him. In the end, she was allowed to leave. And when she left, she saw lots of other soldiers, outside the park. All, wanting to catch him. So the guy remembered a secret way out. And they both escaped. All the soldiers were facing north whereas they were coming from the east. behind them. And they thought they had escaped But they were caught. The guy was held hostage. So the girl, negotiated very well with the soldier, and they guy was led to go. Since that day they girl did not contact him.They're so cute together. This girl loves to irritate him. And she also loves to make other people do what she wanted. Then suddenly the girl called him when he was at the library on their 100th day anniversary, the girl made the guy to come to her school(all girls school) and bring her a rose.(she luvs roses) According to her, she thought she might never meet someone like her late boyfriend. But indeed she did. So, this guy sneaked in to the school, and found her at the hall, with all the other students around. And there she was, playing beautifully on the piano. The guy walked up to the stage and gave her the rose. And they stood there, looking at each other's eyes...so romantic... And then to celebrate, they went to the disco, wearing their high school's uniform. So adorable!! They had fun, but the girl got drunk, so the guy had to send her home. Then, he had to face her father. Her father was drinking some wine. He had drank quite a few glasses. So her father asked him 'are u my daughter's boyfriend'? And the boy found it hard to answer but he did said he was her boyfriend. Then her father warned him not to see her again, then he passed out.(her father)After that day, she never called him again. Then, weeks went by, and so the guy thought that they've broken up, just like that. He was sad at first but then relieved. As now, they've broken up, he need not do the things she'd wanted him to do. He was free! As he was walking down the street, he met another girl, and they went to the pub. They were laughing and drinkin. And then suddenly, the girl called. And he thought they've broken up. The girl asked him to come to the restraunt that she's in as she's having a blind date. The guy then kinda ignored but she said if he don't come, she'll kill him. But the guy continued talking to the girl until she said she had wanted to go to the bathroom. The guy told himself that he also needed to go to the toilet. As he was reliving himself he saw 'her' next to him. Meaning, he's a SHE!!!! ahhaaha... He wasted no time, but to run to the restraunt. There he met her with her blind date. Her date looked so much smarter and richer than him. And so this guy felt that he's not good enough for him. When the girl excused herself to the toilet, the guy took this opportunity to talk to her date. He told him al the rules that are needed when he's with her. And when the girl came back, he was gone. And so her 'date' tole her what he'd told him. She was practically crying and suddenly realised that she'd had loved him. So she ran all the way to the railway station. She couldn't find him, And so she went to the control station, and annouced at the speaker, "if u don't come to the control station now, i'll kill u"... And moments later, he was there... He was so overwhelmed, he hugged her... and she said 'who ask u to hug me?'...it was just a sarcastic remark lah... Then after sometime, they'd decided to make it a clean break. They went to this mountanious area, they'd both wrote a letter of how they felt towards each other. Then they placed it inside a container and buried it, right in front of a tree. And they'd promised each other to meet there in 2 years' time at 2 o'clock to read each other's letter. And so in that 2 years' time, he'd tried all ways to improve himself, becoming a better person. So, on after 2 years, he did went back to the old tree, But she did not come, so he had her letter first. And found out that she'd been deceiving herself not to love him as much as she'd loved her late boyfriend. And she'd tried to find him in this guy. He and her late boyfriend had so much in common. She was afraid to love him as she was afraid that her late boyfriend might get jeolous. So, she tried all ways to irritate this guy to hate her. she had also said that she often meet up with her late boyfriend's mother. they were very close. And she(bf's mother) didn't want her to be sad all her life, and wanting to reccomend her with another guy quite similar to her son. Then, finally he understood her.... Then, life went on as per normal... A year later, the girl went to the tree... She met with an old man sitting next to the tree... He asked her...whether the tree had looked the same... She observed it, and said it looked kind of different. But the man said, it is a different tree, the old tree was dead, struck by the lightning. This tree was planted by a young man who said that if that someone might be sad if she found out that the tree is dead, and so he planted another one. The girl knew that it was him. And she'd read his letter... Then, a few days after that, the girl boarded a train to meet his late boyfriend's mother. As the door closes, the guy was outside. And he saw her inside the train. But he had missed the train. And so, he'd thought that that was his closest and last encounter with her... So sad...touching... haiz... Ok, then the girl met up with his boyfriend's mother at the restraunt. She had been longing to introduce a guy to her... But she said that the guy was then, reluctant to to on this blind date...as he was with someone else... So..after 3 years, he'd agreed with this blind date. And the girl was kind of excited to see who it was. She just wished that he would be somewhat like her late boyfriend. She was sitting down facing the window, and her date walking up to her from behind. The guy then hugged his aunt and then she introduces the girl to him. And it was a shock!!! She felt that her dead boyfriend came back to life. It was him!!! The guy whom she had loved since her boyfriend died. It was him! And they couldn't belive it. So, i finally knew the meaning fate... They're finally, together again... I love this story!!! Gotta find ways to download it..! C ya! Byez...

Hey...i had a nightmare last night... Really bad... Well you see, i haven't got for myself a pair of spectacles yet. Because i;m thinking of using contact lenses. Then, i had a dream...a nightmare in fact, about contact lenses. My friend, who had worn contact lenses since last year had told me that it didn't cause any pain at all... So i've been thinking of trying them. Then, in this dream, i was trying my left lenses, i was putting them on, i was practically tearing my eyes off just to fit in that piece of lense. And when it finally got it, i had the worse eye irritations ever. My eye was almost swollen. Incredibly red. Kinda scary. I couldn't dtand it no more, so, i tried to take it out. It'z so much painful taking it out than putting them on. But in the end i managed to take it out. Then, the dream went on, me, going into the classroom. And the teacher wrote something on the board. And it was so blur. I can't see a single word that's written. So, i decided to have another go in wearing the lenses. This time round, i started with my right eye. By the way, i was wearing the lenses in class.(i dunno why) Then i opened my eye slightly bigger and placed that piece of lense right in the middle of my eye ball. It fitted perfectly but when i started to look to the side, the lense suddenly went out of place. I can feel it going up, sides and down my eye ball. It's so irritating. Then i shouted out loud. The class had suddenly turned their attention to me instead of the teacher. Even the teacher was curious what was going on. Then my friend, (opi), who had worn lenses for a year, helped me out. She tried to open my eyes bigger to look for the lenses. Then when she found it, i was already in great pain. And only the people around me knows how red it was. And i was screaming to her to get it out. And i could feel her pinching my eye ball to get it out. And at that moment i woke up! Scary... Well, the morale of the story... No contact lenses for me! The end. Ok then. That's all. Byez!

Hey...guess what??? I slept at about 3 plus just to finish a storybook. I got so hooked wih it that i didn't realised it was already very, very late... It's kinda funny how i suddenly get so excited in reading a book not since 'Frog Prince the Continue'...during primary 3. That was the nicest book ewver. Wonder if there were any sequence to it... Anywayz, just some updates of my life, i may be getting a pair of specs tomorrow... So eager to see how i look with specs. But its not as if i'm going to wear them every moment... I;m just going to put them on only when there's notes on the board to be copied... I don't want to get too comfortable with them... Well, dats it then... More updates tomorrow... Byez!

Something has been bothering me lately... I kept seeing guyz wearing pink shirts... I mean, hello... aren't there other colours? Why must they wear pink of all colours... Itz all about pink... On the 18th i had to wear pink... Then part of my school wall was painted pink... Then more and more guyz are wearing pink. What is happening around here? So guyz...if u ever hang out with me, please don't ever irritate me with your pink shirts... Anywayz, i've not started on my homework yet... Maybe i'll start tomorrow... i hope. By the way, just now watched a hindustan movie 'chalte-chalte'... Then suddenly i remembered abou 'him'... and the thing is... i was crying... what was that about? Weird... I hope that in future i'll stop thinking about the past and just move on with my life as it is... Ok then. That's about it. Oh, and by the way, there's a song i want to recommend.


Song : Cinderella
Singer : Tata Young

Enjoy this song u guyz... Byezzz

Hey...happy birthday to me! yeah... 16 now... Haiz..getting older yet have'nt achieved anything great. Well, i had fun today. Went ice skating!!! It was great. I thought i was going to have trouble as i haven't been skating for the past few years... Luckily i managed to balance myself. I thought i was quite good. There were times i was on the verge of falling but didn't. But i did fall...kinda purposely...being 'saboed' by my friends. And when i fell, it was very hard or me to get up. Quite an embarrassing sight... But then, overall, i love it. I think i'll go there more times in future... Can't wait! And oh...before i forget... i was given free admission...isn't that great! Cool, huh... After skating for about more than 2 hours, i decided to give thema treat at kfc...(felt bad for not paying the admission)... Then, we embarrassed ourselves again by taking fotos in front of the jurong east entertainment centre... We were 'tourist' for a moment there... My day went as planned. Itz great. Thanx guyz...

Hey there...for the past two days i had o come to school for literature lessons. From 8.30 to 4.00. Quite stressful actually, but it was alright. This afternoon, i went to jurong point to accompany my friend for a dental check-up. Then on the way to the lift i kinda saw my ex-(crush)... Nothing serious though... Itz juz this guy from my school... Now he's working at coffee bean at jurong point. I still remember i went there to buy cheese cake for my mother. And then i saw him coming up from under the counter.(probably some coins fell) The my heart was thumping so hard then i had to stand away from the counter before anyone heard any thumpings... The thing that made it worse was that he was 'looking' at me curiously...(probably thinking, "i tink i know this gal...hmm...but from where..?")I thought i was going to have a heart attack.(malay-ish style : 'terperanjat beruk') Moreover at that time i was wearing my malay dance shirt... So sianz... At that point of time i was very close to running away without even taking the cake eventhough i've already paid for it... But luckily i managed to calm myself. And i reached home safely with the cheesecake. Then today, fortunately we only made eye contact for a few seconds... i'm in the lift which was full. His friend was already in the lift but he was outside. But luckily his friend went out of the lift. Leaving me, feeling relieved. Then i was thinking...'hey, itz my birthday tomorrow and i met him. Issit a good sign or something... I don't get to meet him frequently you know...' The last time i saw him while buying a cake for my mom's birthday...then i saw him again today. Then i also met my primary school best friend at banquet. And also itz such a coincidence that my friend and i sat next to another boon layian... Well...maybe itz all just a coincidence huh... maybe i've been thinking to much...maybe because of the event that's happening tomorrow...ahahaha....Anywayz, tanx for those who remembered my birthday... I appreciated it. It really meant a lot to me... k then...See u 'guyz' tomorrow..Byez

Hey itz been a while... let's get some updates of some things i've done these few weeks... well, i;ve been going back to school almost everyday since the school closed. Then, had physics and english lessons... I luv the english lessons...quite relaxing..i guess my other classmates who went to the remedials would have agreed too. Then yesterday went to school to finish up physics correction... I went to school at about 9.am....i was expecting to go home at around 11 or 12....but..well...i was wrong... I went back at about 2 plus... and i managed to finish all the corrections...there were even people who stayed up later than me but have not yet been able to finish their corrections... haiz...so stressful...especially having a very fussy teacher but i know that her intention was to prepare us for the 'o's... Well, she's going away soon...i wonder who'll be our relief...? I heard she's still searching for one... Should i reccomend my brother...hmmm... well...then again, it won't be such a great idea... I really pity her... She even hasn;t had the time to study for her own exams...well...all d best to her. Then, well, today went to SDC wif zhuo tong, asilah and lan. It was ok lah. Well, still quite freaked out from the 'simulator'...i juz can't stop screaming...although i must say... there are other kids smaller than me who juz kept quiet throughout the journey...haiz...soooo embarrassing... So...ppl out there...plz remember...before asking me out...plz consider the intensiveness of the events that u've planned out for me... Well, one thing i've learnt today... looks are really deceiving...he may look nice...but he;s the 'bad guy'.... i thought he's the 'smooth' guy... but i was wrong... he went against my will... and i'll never forget that... How could he do this to me...??? I am so disappointed with him... Doesn't he ever learn to be more conservative? Isn't it wasteful for him to that? Actually i was juz abt to tell him not to do what he juz did...so..itz too late... And so... i've gone quiet after that... Coz' i can't believe what he juz did... Moreover...coming from a person whom i thought was 'tak suke membazir'....haiz....so....disappointed...

Today, I had to go back to the school's workshop. We had started marking out our artefact. I had the shock of my life when i saw my materials... I guess all the measurements that i had given to the teacher were all wrong. Becoz' the materials are all so HUGE! aND I mean REALLY HUGE!!! Actually itz a 'crappy' project. Of all the ideas i had wanted to do a 'mah jongg holder'... I guess itz too late to turn back now, huh... Juz have to bear with it... Tomorrow, will be an interesting day...i hope. Well, we have this 'grooming' workshop... Wonder how it'll be... Anywayz i juz hope that tomorrow will turn out the way i'd wanted it to be...
So...that's all for now... Oh ya...juz wanna tell u guyz...my brother juz got accepted to NUS... He's taking LAW...i'm so proud of him...Anywayz...all d best to him...k..Byez...

Hey guess what??? I found my handphone!!! no...wait a minute, it wasn't exactly me who found it, but it was my youngest brother.
He was the one who took it, hid it and eventually he too, found it. In a very distinctful place... Inside a shoe on the shoe rack!
Great! Now the hp's back! My mind can now be at ease. The other the that's creating a headache is my results. Omg!!! It'z bad...
Even my malay is getting worse. haiz... What am i to do? Find help? Study with others??? But then again, i cannot study in a group.(tried before) In fact my results are worse! So, now what? Stick to my old way of studying? But then, I do not want to achieve results like this for the 'o' levels. Then i'll be dead. Nowhere to go. So...How?

hey....juz lost my hi-card. I luv my hi-card so much... Itz very rare of me to loose things so, when i finally loose something, i can't accept it. I still think that its somewhere around me...its juz that it takes time for me to find it. I juz neglected it for one day and it went missing... So sad... Still mourning ovewr it. Juz hope i'd still find it. Even my parents offered to buy me a new phone coz' they can't stand me...talking about my lost phone all day long. Actually i don't quite bother abt the lost phone... I juz want my hi-card back. It contains some precious moments...sms...and important numbers!!! I need it back!!! Plz come back to me!!!!

Got my results back.... I'm quite 'impressed' with my achievement in maths and dnt. I managed to get A1 for maths. Yeah! First time... As for my dnt, it was my first time getting more marks than just a pass. I passed all my subjects except for science... Gotta work harder!!! Anyway, i've started to write notes for history...soon it would be social studies... I'm going to start revising by this weekend. This afternoon, went to learning journey at JTC. My batch was fun. It was a mixture of express and normal students. The normal students added spice to the journey. The experience was good...Learnt more about the industry... But i had made a fool out of myself... We were given passes, to be scanned like an ez-link card. But somehow i did not managed to scann my card and i was the one who held back the queue... Luckily someone helped me...or not...i'd still be struggling! ahaha...Come to think of it, the incident was really darn funny and stupid! ahahaa.... Ok then...that's all for now... as Arnold used to say, 'I'll be back'.

Itz been a long time, since i wrote in my blogger. I had almost forgotten that i actually owned a blogger. A lot of events had passed. Recently was the Sport's Day. Quite frustrating and entertaining at the same time. Frustrating as i couldn't get the whole Neptune house to co-operate with the cheer. And the principal was quite upset as all the 4 houses did not prepare for their cheers. That was the frustrating part. The interesting part was that there was a sports commentator competition... Seri took part. And i knew she'd win and she really did win. She was given a prize in malay class today. There was also the teacher's race. I luved the way my physics teacher warmed herself up... So cute!!! Looking at her stretching her leg and jumping up and down made me wonder for a while whether that was my physics teacher or just an illusion playing on me...ahaha... Then the next day, Saturday, me and my other 2 friends went to see her for physics correction. We had a lot of fun and she had quite a humour...ahaha... I still remembered us calling for her more than 5 times using the intercom...we actually did it purposely as she was actually having her meal..!(pizza) ahaha.... Then she rushed out immediately from the teacher's room and started telling us that she was practically gobbling her pizza instead of tasting the pizza slowly...ahaha.... we're sooooo bad!!! In the end, i didn't manage to finish my corrections as my 2 friends kept borrowing my stationaries...urrrggghhh!!!! Anywayz, i had fun. Another one more thing...remember the guy i was talking abt...well....today, i kept bumping into him... Then bumped into him again outside my class and he told me that my friend had sent his regards to me.(my male fren, is his fren's fren. get it?) I was quite surprised actually... then he suddenly talked abt my friend. I thought he had long forgotten about my friend(male) was his friend's friend. Anywayz....that's all.