new.

NEW!

new.

http://www.changingcorners.wordpress.com

yeah.

NEW.

tess died today.

it was unexpected, and it hurt.

but thats life;

and i need to get through it.

the heartache will never cease;

mayhem is beautiful;

yes, i believe mayhem is beautiful.

the results of the many events that unfold each day never cease to make me appreciate the simplicity, or the complexity of the situation. the beauty of the chaos, the understanding of the madness, and the emotions that stir the heart make life beautiful.

i love the revelation of it all.

i want my life to be beautiful;

coloured with the shades of the world,

which hold me within a rainbow of continuity.

mayhem is beautiful;

she's falling for him,

and he's falling for me,

and i am falling for somebody else,

who's falling for you;

oh, we're falling like dominoes;

dominoes

dawn mitschele

oh. em. gee.

eye. ees. kannaught. tae. kes. eets.

no. no. oww. eye. kan. feee. eels. ly. ker. dats.

blehh.

i dont know if i sound mean, or whether i should be saying this, but this is a place for output right? well, i feel that, sometimes people need to be more aware of their surroundings, and the way people treat them. if you feel like something's not quite right, and yet you choose to stick your head in and be like a leech, then i'd say you're quite dumb. if you really want the best for someone, you dont stick. instead, you choose the path and actions that would be most comfortable for them. dont force it. dont try to make it go your way, cos in the end, it'd just sour. and i dont want the people around me to get hurt too bad, or let revenge get to their head. i dont know. i just feel this compulsive need to say what i really feel, but i know they'll just think im a bitch, and moreover, i dont have all the sides of the stories. what i gather is just bits of information they divulge from time to time. but yeah. enough said. if i could really say what i feel, it'd be Ԩ͡ ı‰´Å ¨∏ ÒÅÓ. but then again, i dont really know what a certain party feels. hmmm. oh wells. im allowed to rant. so no judgement here, aye.

cheaters. i dont know whether to detest them, or feel sorry for them. and i sure do pity the victims; the people unaware of the situation, and yet, are embroiled in it.

i never expected pravin to be a cheater. he came across as a nice guy, someone reliable, someone who would never do something so lowly. for a month, you lied to her. i totally wanna kick you in the balls now.

oh wells. that aside...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA SAMANTHA TAN HUI YAN!

me is loving you much much. :)

shit. i absolutely detest guys who break up with their girlfriends over the phone, especially if the relationship was serious. i mean, its horrid to choose to say it merely over the phone. like, if you have the courage to break up, do it right. dont hide behind frequencies and assume its the how it should be done just because you want the other party to know it asap. idiot. im just really ticked off now. grr.

ooh. shoots. i am such a blogskin noob. omgosh. i tried, and i failed, and im lazy to figure out which part of the encoding is causing me problems. grr. i shall attempt some other day. though i am awfully bored right now. and i have a headache. and i cant get to sleep. though i need to get up a bit earlier later, but i dont quite care. jason rocks my socks, and i want to be in australia too. my toes are freezing, and i've got a blister. bringing children swimming was a first for me today, and im still sleeping in the living room. i think the itouch is pretty cool, but i've got my ipod, so i'll make do. however, evan is doing me justice and i love it. tomorrow's gonna be pretty awesome, i hope, and gosh, we three girls are gonna stay, alone, in the chalet. wow, awesome much. hengheng wants to emigrate, and seek better education for his future children. all because im an early childhood educator in singapore. blehh. but i know deep in his heart, i am the awesomest. hahaha. cassie and i had a 2 and a half hour long video call just now. can you imagine? 2 and a half hours of andrea awesomeness. oh, and cassie awesomeness too. wooooo. im still having a headache. and im quite sad that he doesnt wanna share with me. and that he thinks i do not know what ugliness is. sigh. i wish i didnt feel that way about it, but im affected. and it sucks. and i hate it. and i want to stop thinking about boutons. that aside, clarissa, drey and i are going for avenue q! omgosh, its like, awesome. i can finally watch and hear them live. i never thought they'd come to singapore. it is purely fantastic. yay! i cant wait. i like pokka apple tea. and evan. and my acer keeps on blanking out, but its alright. everything ages, deteriorates and depreciates. yes. also, i should meet up with certain people soon. oh gosh, i sure enjoy learning stuff about video. and i like kour much much. but i dislike my ugly fringe, and the auntie who cut it with one snip and said, "ke yi ma?". blehh. im having chocolate rolls now, the wafer kind. and it sure is delicious. hmmm, i wonder if anyone will actually bother to read this, and if they did, i mean, you, yes you, do tag and let me know? its nice to know people read stuff i write. though most of the time its random or incomprehensible gibberish that seemingly can only be broken only if you have vital information that i have divulged to you. ahh, but even if you dont know stuff, it doesnt mean i love you any less. clarissa, rachel, and zhen are awesome girlfriends. dion and terence are annoying buggers, but i can live with that. i love chocolate, and i like going to b's and jiewen's house. i love lorry rides, and appreciate people who love me for who i am. i cant stand being ignored, or get played out by friends. and, i need to find God. haha, i wonder if anyone has read to this point, cos if they did, their tags would include the words 'awesome' or 'superb' in it. but then again, would people bother to even tag? heh. my headache is getting worse by the minute, and yet, i dont feel tired. i want to be happy. really. i want my laughter to draw its source from joy, not only amusement. and i think its time for me to end this extremely redundant post. and today is 080808, so i wanna say i love you, to those who matter. you'd know it if it was you. love much. drea.

i wish you'd say more.

oh wells.

Avenue Q is coming to Singapore!

I'm absolutely gonna get tickets.

Mmm. And JASON MRAZ IS...

AWESOME. LIKE, REALLY.

He is so fantastic on stage!

He's just amazing.

YEAH.

I'm tired. Goodnight. :)