today i cooked noodles on my own.
i wasnt sure of what to do, but it turned out alright.
oh oh. and i forgot to put eggs in.
so i put it in after.
it was alright eventually.
oh wells.

i keep on thinking about buttons.
i hate thinking about it.
i need to distract myself.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
im tired.
and j-ed.

the water game is like, siao.
i needed to peeeeeeeeeee so bad okay.
blehh.

and i think he's quite an idiot.
so much for being friends eh, when he doesnt even act normally.
i dont understand why he's so idiotic.
grr.

and omgosh.
is there like, some love affair that i should totally know about?
like, do you like her?
omgomgomg, totally scandalous.
heh.

lastly, i need sleep.
i love to sleep.
and, i want to sleep.
goodnight.

I CANNOT TAKE IT.

my birthday was a blast.
there's just too much to say now, and so much to tell in detail..
but for now, i'll just zoom into the main points.
which are, the thank yous.

thank you to..

the family. dad, mom, drey, mandy, lia.
for whom without, this would not have been possible. i love you guys.

the deco team. zhen, sarah, hui luan, angie, cassie, drey, greg, and myself (haha!).
the deco was awesome. totally. like, words cant describe. woooo~!

the music people. bb, greg.
B! YOU ARE THE MAN. the speakers and the mic were power.

the photographers. ali, selig, ben, drey.
thanks for you guys, my memory keepers. please send me pics soon!

the guestbook maker. clarissa.
haha, it was a good guestbook. your effort is appreciated much!

the guests.
it wouldnt have been so wonderful, if it werent for your presence.

and, God.
the big man up there who gave me life. and made me the person i am.

and zomg. i love the presents. haha. its damn shiok. heh.
okayokay. time to sleep. i shall update more some other time. :)

i keep thinking about it.
and i expected too much.
i keep thinking about them.
and i dont expect too much.
i keep hoping for something.
and i find it falling short.
short of my expectations.

the differences are vast.
i want to laugh with you.
and not be laughed at.
the differences are vast.

i miss you so.
but is it the same?
i doubt it, but.
i still miss you so.

will you be true?
will this be real?
will you be sincere?
will this last long?

motives.
schemes.
motives.

rhetorical.