i talk nonsense when im half awake.
and when i realise i've said something that doesnt make sense, i wake up.
but only for a minute or two.

hahaha.
tired lah. and there's work tomorrow.
dont know why i continue, but i just do.
and the weather's killing me.
shites.

and i'd love so much if you could.

no more, no more.
i can deal.
yeah.

ice skating next week! you people better not pangseh ah. hahaha, hope it'll be good.

i started work today, erm yesterday i mean, and it was alright. working with toddlers again, and the environment seems pretty good. hopefully i can get used to the surroundings again, or i'd probably not enjoy myself thoroughly. oh wells.
debby and ping jin are so adorable! i love them to bits already.

hahaha. i need moolahs. and sleep.

gdnight!

MAROON 5 WAS FREAKING AWESOME I TELL YOU IM JUST AMAZED AT HOW GREAT THEY SOUND LIVE THOUGH THE CROWD WASNT EXACTLY THE MOST ENTHUSIASTIC I STILL FELT THAT MAROON 5 DID AN AWESOME JOB GAWD I CANT BELIEVE THEY'VE COME AND GONE ALREADY AND THAT THEY'RE DONE WITH THE ASIAN TOUR I DO HOPE ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO WENT HAD FUN NOW IM LOOKING FORWARD TO MORE GIGS WAS THINKING ABOUT ANBERLIN AND OH BIY DO I MISS THEM MAN OH WELLS OKAY HERE'S THE TWO SPASTIC KIDS I ATTENDED THE CONCERT WITH IM JUST GLAD I DIDNT HAVE TO ATTEND IT ALONE :) :) :)



ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT ADAM'S VOICE WAS THE BOMB LIKE TOTALLY YA I MISS THE WHOLE CONCERT FEELING ALREADY.



WE GOT SHIRTS! THE ONES THE BOYS GOT WERE WAY TOO HUGE FOR THEM. XL LAH, SOMEMORE THEY'RE NOT HUGE. DREY MANAGED TO GET THE SMALLER SIZE. AWESOME!


IM JUST HAPPY NOW. :)

im not falling apart;

people are interesting.
its amazing how many feelings can come about from just one.
ahh.

cycling tmr!
the woots.
fun much.

maroon 5 tonight!
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
fab.

the gorgeouses are the bestest ever.
dont know what i'd do without them.

i've concluded something. that no matter how much i care for someone, or how much i show that i do, if the person doesnt 'see' me, it wouldnt matter. it just wouldnt be anything fantastic, nor would it be anything worth remembering. and i realise that though someone may be seemingly close, there's still a lack of understanding and appreciating. like for example, if someone isnt feeling well, i msg, i nag. but the person just doesnt see it. its not that i want all my efforts to be recognised, but it has just hit a point where i wish that one day, just one day, people will see that i do mean what i say, and that im here for them no matter what.

was talking to rach the other day about people we're close to.
how close is close? is it the people whom we contact even when we dont meet, be it through sms, calls or msn? it got me thinking about the people i do contact, and i realised that there wasnt many, and that though we may go out in groups, the people i hang out with may not give two hoots about whats going on in my life, nor would they be interested to listen. pity eh, seeing how people just go out and not know anything else about the people around them. it made me wonder about friendships, and how it all just seems so shallow sometimes. i know that as much as i wanted to open up, there's no one on the receiving end who'd listen. sad eh. oh wells. i dont quite want to accept the fact that i hate it, and yet, i still live with it.

i am looking for a job. but does time permit? im not sure.
i think, i'll go for DOC, as much as some of the people irk me.
but i shall. because i know it will be fun, and because i know that i will learn from it. so yeah.

alrighty, its saturday, and tomorrow's easter. its scary, seeing how quickly time has passed, and how the end of lent is here. but i shall embrace the coming of the Lord. so yeah.
licia's bday party's tomorrow too. hope it'll be a blast.

hmmm, hokay. time to think about my life and make plans for the week. gdnight loves. :)

I'm not lost,
I'm not lost,
Just undiscovered.

feeling so annoyed.
with people.
i dont like being yelled at.
and in turn, i find myself yelling.

feeling so annoyed.
with people.
i dont like being ditched.
not when we've made plans together.

feeling so annoyed.
with projects.
i need to be able to cope with it all.
especially seeing that the date's so near.

feeling so annoyed.
with lifestyles.
i feel the need for changes.
though its seemingly difficult to carry out.

grr.

disappointed.

but what am i to do?
its merely my expectations.