its been so eventful.
like seriously.
the retreat has really made me open my eyes..
and my heart.
im just really glad i went.

im happy, but...
thinking.

hmmmmm. oh wells.

i've got so much on my mind now. dont really want to think. oh wells. the day's been long. hmmm.

Naive Orleans - Anberlin

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found
that life goes on without you
And my world still turns
when you're not around

Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
But my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud

yawn, im like really sleepy now, and all i wanna do is sleep. but that would be such a complete waste of time judging from the fact that its 3.52pm in the afternoon. well, in any case, here's an update.

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA.
wow. its like, totally awesome. im serious. words can hardly explain my excitement, contentment and my experience. everything about the production has bowled me over, and at this very moment in time, i am lost for words. but i shall not divulge any significantly exhilarating information here on this journal. but if you ever see me, i am more than ready (and willing) to share with you my experience that faithful wednesday night. all i can say is, YOU MUST CATCH IT. its TOTALLY WORTH IT. (despite that fact that it was $145 per ticket). super super super.

DON'T LOOK BACK.
hahahahaha. i've totally got no comments. well, in case you are unaware of what im saying, Don't Look Back is actually a malay horror film. i cant believe i actually paid for that nonsense. hmmm, caught the film with sz ade imran marc joeyee. the whole film was ridiculously funny, i tell you!
i mean, firstly, the lead was not hot.
secondly, the effects were not realistic.
thirdly, the cast used weird intonations in their voices that made me laugh.
fourthly, the ghost is super ugly! and she had long messy black hair and a charred face, along with long wrinkly fingers that she waves in circles, supposedly trying to scare the lead. and there was this one scene where it looked like the ghost was too tired to walk and just decided to drag her damn long heavy body across the living room floor. she looked like a dysfunctional vacuum cleaner.
and lastly, it was just DAMN HILARIOUS.
i think the last sentence captures it all. i mean, initially zhen and i were laughing like goondus over every single retarded scene, and it was to the extent that people turned to look at us. but little did they expect themselves to be laughing too. what morons.
oh wells. but the night was fun.
hmmm played daidee, watched tv, and slept in a super dusty room.
wahh. the dust was extreme. i almost choked.

TP Campus Care Network Day.
i cabbed down only to find out that i could choose my shift to tend to some silly fruit salad stall. moreover, as much as the fruit salad did taste good, it wasnt appetising, nor was it healthy. oh wells. and my time spent in school today was like totally wasted. but for the sake of my obedient and good reputation, i shall persevere! hahahah okay, bet some people are rolling their eyes now.

hmmm thats about it i guess. gonna shower then meet that woman. take care loves.

how often do you find that someone you can really share your life with?
someone who listens to you without judging your words, actions or thoughts?
how lucky are we to find that someone whom we can call our best friend?

i never really believed in best friends, only believed in good ones. for i was always afraid of putting so much into a friendship to the extent that in the end if things dont work out, i will be terribly upset.
but i realised that if there's no input, there's no output. if we dont give, how can we expect to receive? i now know that in every relationship, we must put in effort. otherwise, it'll be too late to make any amends.

in any case, all i want to say is that i've really found an awesome and true friend, and i love her so. she knows it, so enough said.

shall head to bed now.
good night loves.

i am happy today. despite the tiredness and the many hours of drawings earlier in school in the afternoon, i am still happy. haha didnt really expect it. i mean, i thought about it today, cos i was afraid i'd forget.but then when i was reaching home, i got it. wow, the feeling was like.. AWESOME. i really dont know what to say or how to say it. as much as i shouldnt be so thrilled over such a small thing like that, the fact is that i still am. oh wells. most people wont have any idea what im talking about, but i think i know, can already. hahaha LOL im just really happy now. :)

aarons.

too many.

feels like so much.
i need time.
maybe it'll be good.
i dont know.
why.
i miss the torchlight dance.
oh wells.

RANDOMS.

the assignments are piling up.

is it difficult to say NO?

i need direction.

you've got the curse of curves.

nut and noods are totally CUTE.

music is totally amazing.

what if i cant cope?

i like people.

do people like me?

but i still like people.

i've got birds in my ears.

naughty.

cute is what we aim for.

the bunch is interesting.

driving licenses.

pictures make awesome memories.

friends dont do that!

cold baby octopuses.

i just gave myself the shivers.

birds give me the creeps.

i miss the old NASKT.

lazy boy.

i look seventeen.

buddy-G.

commitment issues.

i heart strawberry gummy chocs.

sleep is good.

i dont break hearts, i just dent them.


ANDREA

being with them made the day good.
charmz, geri.
i really missed you guys!
along with the rest.
pity jie yi friend and jas couldnt make it..
but in any case, it was still good.

hmmm, went over to josh's place for his bday/housewarming party.. he invited MI peeps, so most of the people were familiar faces. hmmm rachel was a pretty interesting character.. reminded me of jas, but totally unique nonetheless. haha the rest were just usual faces.. oh, and seeing mario was fab too! carebear hugs havent felt so good. and not forgetting the bday boy, who was in a SHORT-sleeved shirt. fantastic. ooh and the food was wonderful too! :)

took quite a bit of random shots.
and the LRT ride was super!
hahaha charmz, geri, bec, drea.
we're just enjoying ourselves.

hmmm, caught spiderman3 just now.. it was pretty alright. draggy at the beginning, but the fight scenes kinda made up for it. overall an alright show.. was expecting something more spectacular though.
oh wells.

okay okay enough said.
i gotta sleep now.