it's been a while since i last updated~
YAA-HOOO~~~~
firstly, it was an amazing concert! SHINee WORLD II in SG~! really amazing and i wanted it to be longer. keke. and the birthday celebrations and the hohyun moments during the concert~ everything was perfect!
then, I went off for my little trip to Seoul in this winter season with my sister and our two friends, Azie and Kak Rehan.
It was cold and the roads were super slippery but it was fun! It felt too short though. T___T if only we could stay there longer and just have more fun. We went to various places and did a lot of shopping (not really but anyways..). The subways really needs escalators... we went up and down stairs and up and down hills and it's super tiring. and we walked a lot and almost got lost at various places. -___- but overall, the trip was really worth it and we were happy we get to go to places that we want to go.
Also, we went to Suju's mothers' cafe! Kona Beans and it was just an amazing experience to be there and meet one of their mothers.
it's a really short post because i just need to update. lol. i didn't really buy much as always. a lot of kpop stuff though. and i went all the way to Korea just to buy SNSD's lightstick because i can't find it anywhere over here... (or maybe i wasn't trying hard enough...) but it's cheaper there anyways. ^^;;
well yeah... hmmm. back to normal day life now. D:
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Sunday, November 25, 2012
[[*CONCERT IN THE RAIN!*]]
first time ever, watched a concert in the rain and actually felt super bloody excited about it. i screamed louder and got hyped up and then it was the ending already. oh well...
but it was just awesome~! from my seat, the view isn't that bad but it isn't that good either. but i get to see the stars when they move to the sub-stage and that's awesome enough. and through my sis's expensive binoculars, i get to see them quite clearly~ AH~~~ Jonghyun's abs! it's super defined that it looks like it was photoshop-ed. (mind you, i was looking through the binoculars, so it felt super unreal to me.)
anyways, the day started with me waiting for my sis to come home and get ready so we can go to smtownsg. at around 3pm, we left the house and reached cityhall around 3.45pm where we coincidentally met Kak Rehan and co. So we made our way to the venue and then met my niece who was with her two friends but at the entrance of the queue, they separated from her, so she was left with us boring aunts.
and it was raining heavily before the concert like super thunderstorm, so we took shelter under the seats and waited for them to let us to our seats (and for the rain to stop). this is where we rotted for about 1hour, close to 2hours. my niece got super bored waiting and ended up almost falling asleep (she even put her head on my lap and it shocked me for a moment... skinship siol). and after a while, we managed to get to our seats (separated from my niece because her seat was 18 rows above mine) and waited patiently for the concert to start! OMG!!!!!
f(x) was the first to perform and it was so awesome to hear them and see them! and the concert went on~~ EXO was amazing, I actually screamed for them, did fanchant even though I barely know shit about them. I was only unfortunately excited when EXO-M was singing though. whoops. SNSD was really cute and pretty and just awesome~ Finally i get to see them live! (note: last year's disappointment on not getting tickets to their concert.) KANGTA! oh you drop-dead gorgeous man. a bit disappointed he only sang 2 songs. ;____; SUPER JUNIOR!!! OH GOD~! i'm kinda sad siwon wasn't there... i think the song i was the most loud was 太完美 and i think Superman. oh Zhoumi, let me just smolder you with my love. (insane, also thanks to all the tweet-convo i had with Huiyi. lol) and Kyuhyun~ ahhhhh~ THEN! TVXQ~! you do not know how much i love these two. When they sang their new song, I was spazzing so hard. and Catch Me! and and MIROTIC! BOA rocked the house! She's just so awesome~~ i didn't exactly grew up listening to her but she was part of my childhood and that's what makes it awesome.
But of course, SHINee~!!!! (they get separate paragraph!) I miss you guys since last year. till the point one of my fanlight's battery is dying. and till i almost broke my fanlight during the concert yesterday. oh what's wrong with me. But oh god, Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho and Taemin~ my perfect boys~~~ they sang Lucifer, Ring Ding Dong, Juliette, Love Like Oxygen and Sherlock. I was really only alert during their performances. (i'm so sorry. but it's true that at certain parts of the concert i was distracted by the pretty lights...) They are just so awesome and so funny~ "professional~"
Some things I would point out, first, the two stupid assholes sitting behind me were so annoying. they were 1) noisy. i don't mind shouting, screaming and all but pointless ramblings... no thanks okay. 2) vulgar. they just can't stop using vulgarities when talking. like seriously. how mature.... -___- 3) perverted. forever going on and on about victoria, jessica, taeyeon.... and it started raining again during the concert and they were saying how awesome it is to see the girls wet. oh god. someone please... i was gonna flip them off halfway through the concert but i didn't, mostly because i have no energy to pick fights with people during a concert. (remember i almost picked a fight with a bunch of girls during a fanmeet and it wasn't fun at all.)
Second, it started raining somewhere before Electric Shock. (somewhere nearing the end..) it was annoying to put on my poncho again and the rain was like super heavy which made my vision so not clear (wearing spectacles here...), my view was only clear during Sherlock because I blocked the rain using binoculars (i was looking through it so it was good). then after that I almost broke my fanlights because it was slippery and it was hard to turn them off and on. so yeah.. I gave up on the fanlights at the end and passed it to my sister.
Third, waterfall. The rain was flowing down the steps and rows of chairs like waterfall. I felt like I was threading in the river. -___-;; and people left the place because of the downpour. but suddenly when it was the ending, everyone was crowded in front of me at the barriers and standing up, so had to stand up and use the binoculars to find my dear baby Minho. I followed his every move with my binoculars and occasionally looked away to find someone else but still went back to look at him. And he was so damn cute at the end~ jumping around and waving. SO CUTE!!
Fourth, fanchants... I don't know maybe it's just my area or something... the fanchants were so lacking, I felt like I was sometimes the only shouting it. especially during SHINee's and TVXQ's. oh god. so bloody sad can. I was like, should I even fanchant... especially you know during parts where they aren't singing and we have fanchants to shout (like their names or what) and it's so damn lonely. oh well.
Lastly, has nothing to do with the concert. Just... my niece was so clingy and skinshipy. I don't even know how to react to it. I can react to it if she's a friend who i've always been skinshipy with (like the peepz) but she's not. she's my niece that I only ever meet like twice a year. TWICE A YEAR! So it was shocking to me that she'll just suddenly grab my arm and link arms with me or put her head on my shoulder. (damn she's taller than me i think... and she's still growing. damn it.) and she asked for a hug so randomly while we were waiting to enter the concert venue. /what kind of problems do i have. she's my niece but i feel strange... haiz.
ANYWAYS~ PROFESSIONAL SHINEE, I'LL SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN ON 8TH DECEMBER~!! (from my far far seat, through binoculars...)
/now back to voice actors, mangas and animes. until 8th dec. oh and i had a weird dream about taemin and sulli yesterday when i went to sleep. something that i wish really happened during the concert but of course did not. nevermind. my mind must have been just too disappointed that I didn't see any moments/interactions between them.
well, i'm going to continue my mangas and then go sleep. it's 4am now...
but it was just awesome~! from my seat, the view isn't that bad but it isn't that good either. but i get to see the stars when they move to the sub-stage and that's awesome enough. and through my sis's expensive binoculars, i get to see them quite clearly~ AH~~~ Jonghyun's abs! it's super defined that it looks like it was photoshop-ed. (mind you, i was looking through the binoculars, so it felt super unreal to me.)
anyways, the day started with me waiting for my sis to come home and get ready so we can go to smtownsg. at around 3pm, we left the house and reached cityhall around 3.45pm where we coincidentally met Kak Rehan and co. So we made our way to the venue and then met my niece who was with her two friends but at the entrance of the queue, they separated from her, so she was left with us boring aunts.
and it was raining heavily before the concert like super thunderstorm, so we took shelter under the seats and waited for them to let us to our seats (and for the rain to stop). this is where we rotted for about 1hour, close to 2hours. my niece got super bored waiting and ended up almost falling asleep (she even put her head on my lap and it shocked me for a moment... skinship siol). and after a while, we managed to get to our seats (separated from my niece because her seat was 18 rows above mine) and waited patiently for the concert to start! OMG!!!!!
f(x) was the first to perform and it was so awesome to hear them and see them! and the concert went on~~ EXO was amazing, I actually screamed for them, did fanchant even though I barely know shit about them. I was only unfortunately excited when EXO-M was singing though. whoops. SNSD was really cute and pretty and just awesome~ Finally i get to see them live! (note: last year's disappointment on not getting tickets to their concert.) KANGTA! oh you drop-dead gorgeous man. a bit disappointed he only sang 2 songs. ;____; SUPER JUNIOR!!! OH GOD~! i'm kinda sad siwon wasn't there... i think the song i was the most loud was 太完美 and i think Superman. oh Zhoumi, let me just smolder you with my love. (insane, also thanks to all the tweet-convo i had with Huiyi. lol) and Kyuhyun~ ahhhhh~ THEN! TVXQ~! you do not know how much i love these two. When they sang their new song, I was spazzing so hard. and Catch Me! and and MIROTIC! BOA rocked the house! She's just so awesome~~ i didn't exactly grew up listening to her but she was part of my childhood and that's what makes it awesome.
But of course, SHINee~!!!! (they get separate paragraph!) I miss you guys since last year. till the point one of my fanlight's battery is dying. and till i almost broke my fanlight during the concert yesterday. oh what's wrong with me. But oh god, Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho and Taemin~ my perfect boys~~~ they sang Lucifer, Ring Ding Dong, Juliette, Love Like Oxygen and Sherlock. I was really only alert during their performances. (i'm so sorry. but it's true that at certain parts of the concert i was distracted by the pretty lights...) They are just so awesome and so funny~ "professional~"
Some things I would point out, first, the two stupid assholes sitting behind me were so annoying. they were 1) noisy. i don't mind shouting, screaming and all but pointless ramblings... no thanks okay. 2) vulgar. they just can't stop using vulgarities when talking. like seriously. how mature.... -___- 3) perverted. forever going on and on about victoria, jessica, taeyeon.... and it started raining again during the concert and they were saying how awesome it is to see the girls wet. oh god. someone please... i was gonna flip them off halfway through the concert but i didn't, mostly because i have no energy to pick fights with people during a concert. (remember i almost picked a fight with a bunch of girls during a fanmeet and it wasn't fun at all.)
Second, it started raining somewhere before Electric Shock. (somewhere nearing the end..) it was annoying to put on my poncho again and the rain was like super heavy which made my vision so not clear (wearing spectacles here...), my view was only clear during Sherlock because I blocked the rain using binoculars (i was looking through it so it was good). then after that I almost broke my fanlights because it was slippery and it was hard to turn them off and on. so yeah.. I gave up on the fanlights at the end and passed it to my sister.
Third, waterfall. The rain was flowing down the steps and rows of chairs like waterfall. I felt like I was threading in the river. -___-;; and people left the place because of the downpour. but suddenly when it was the ending, everyone was crowded in front of me at the barriers and standing up, so had to stand up and use the binoculars to find my dear baby Minho. I followed his every move with my binoculars and occasionally looked away to find someone else but still went back to look at him. And he was so damn cute at the end~ jumping around and waving. SO CUTE!!
Fourth, fanchants... I don't know maybe it's just my area or something... the fanchants were so lacking, I felt like I was sometimes the only shouting it. especially during SHINee's and TVXQ's. oh god. so bloody sad can. I was like, should I even fanchant... especially you know during parts where they aren't singing and we have fanchants to shout (like their names or what) and it's so damn lonely. oh well.
Lastly, has nothing to do with the concert. Just... my niece was so clingy and skinshipy. I don't even know how to react to it. I can react to it if she's a friend who i've always been skinshipy with (like the peepz) but she's not. she's my niece that I only ever meet like twice a year. TWICE A YEAR! So it was shocking to me that she'll just suddenly grab my arm and link arms with me or put her head on my shoulder. (damn she's taller than me i think... and she's still growing. damn it.) and she asked for a hug so randomly while we were waiting to enter the concert venue. /what kind of problems do i have. she's my niece but i feel strange... haiz.
ANYWAYS~ PROFESSIONAL SHINEE, I'LL SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN ON 8TH DECEMBER~!! (from my far far seat, through binoculars...)
/now back to voice actors, mangas and animes. until 8th dec. oh and i had a weird dream about taemin and sulli yesterday when i went to sleep. something that i wish really happened during the concert but of course did not. nevermind. my mind must have been just too disappointed that I didn't see any moments/interactions between them.
well, i'm going to continue my mangas and then go sleep. it's 4am now...
Thursday, November 22, 2012
[[*内山さんと豊永さん大好き！*]]
listening to Uchiyama and Toyonaga's Otohen Radio. ahhhh their voices are so nice to listen to~~ and the conversations they have is so funny!
i'm going crazy over these two seiyuus and i don't know what to do with my life. oh god.... it all started with zetsuen no tempest and it's scaring the hell out of me that i'm liking them more than i should.
anyways, tomorrow is SMTOWN in SG! excited, well excited~ meh, i'll enjoy myself and scream and shout and fangirl and all. please please let me see some otp moments. kekekekekeke. i heard they landed in singapore liao. i didn't go because i don't want to die. i'm not kidding though.
i'm looking forward to SHINee WORLD II more than SMTOWN though. maybe because it's SHINee's concert. lol. and also, the week in Seoul~~~~ i was looking through my stuff to bring and wear and i realized how many stuff i still need to buy. and i still need to do some needlework on my furry vest. -__-;;
oh i feel like drawing stuff but i don't know what to draw. booooo. and i don't really have much to say so さよなら〜
i'm going crazy over these two seiyuus and i don't know what to do with my life. oh god.... it all started with zetsuen no tempest and it's scaring the hell out of me that i'm liking them more than i should.
anyways, tomorrow is SMTOWN in SG! excited, well excited~ meh, i'll enjoy myself and scream and shout and fangirl and all. please please let me see some otp moments. kekekekekeke. i heard they landed in singapore liao. i didn't go because i don't want to die. i'm not kidding though.
i'm looking forward to SHINee WORLD II more than SMTOWN though. maybe because it's SHINee's concert. lol. and also, the week in Seoul~~~~ i was looking through my stuff to bring and wear and i realized how many stuff i still need to buy. and i still need to do some needlework on my furry vest. -__-;;
oh i feel like drawing stuff but i don't know what to draw. booooo. and i don't really have much to say so さよなら〜
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
[[*living in a 2D world at the moment*]]
why i haven't updated this place is a wonder to me. -___-;;
anyways, ever since i went to AFA 2012, my world is filled with 2D people now. -___-;; thanks K project, you have successfully made me go crazy for fictional anime characters. hahahaha. but it isn't so bad. i mean K project is an amazing anime and the characters are just amazing too. also, because of T.M.Revolution's live, i've been listening to j-music more. and i've been watching animes... in the middle of sukisho right now and starry sky. i was supposed to finish watching fate/zero but ah the videos can't load or something... need to find a different website.
but i doubt i'll stay like this. i lose interest very fast. so until K project ends, i'll safely say i'll be like this for a while. but considering how i'm gonna be watching smtown and shinee and go korea, i'll still be fangirling over kpop too. ah i'm so messed up somehow right now.
ANYWAYS!!!
AFA 2012 was awesome!! T.M.Revolution was even more awesome!! OMG, DREAM COME TRUE!! he was so near, so near!! and his performance was just so perfect and i almost cried when he started singing "vestige". ahhhhhh my dear idol~~~~ it has never occurred to me that i can ever see him and bam i see him and it still feels so surreal like "did i really see him in real life?!" still reliving each moment of the live in my head. fufufufu~
back to AFA 2012, i managed to buy lots of anime merchandise and i'm actually happy that this year a lot more animes that i watched were featured! so bought lots of merchandise and even two madoka magica nendoroids~! so happy! i'm gonna save money for next year's AFA to buy nendoroids. kekekeke.
also, I went to watch the second day anisong concert! It was fun but super super long!!! It ended around 12.30am and they had to cut short FLOW's performances because it overshot last-train timing. ;___; but FLOW was awesome. I mean seriously, we just kept singing and cheering for them. it was just awesome~~
two days ago, monday, went out with the peepz for dinner. i wasn't exactly in a sane mode so i think i acted a bit crazy. we had dinner at mad jack's cafe. quite nice food~~ the cake is nice too~~ and then we walked around because there's no place to sit... so we just walked around aimlessly. then stood in front of TS and started impromptu voice-dubbing session of Spiderman (the new one) because they didn't on the sound so had to read the subtitles... so we started dubbing it. hahahaha. after that i think we made our way home. at first, me and anqi boarded the train because the other two were still blur about which side train to take. actually even anqi was and i was like "get on this train lah!! this train!" and then moments later, the other two boarded the train at the last moment and went to us. hahahaha. but we all get off at different stops. i was the first one to get off the train. oh well.
oh yeah, i forgot that last last saturday i went to RITS office to preorder merch. and well.. it was raining heavily after we paid for it and it sucks so bad to walk in the rain. and then the bus took forever to depart from the interchange for us to go orchard. and when we reach orchard, we were so hungry.. ate at wendy's and then after that started shopping. and that was when i bought my wig. -___-;;
plans? nothing much except the concerts. but i'm looking forward to traveling to korea~!! wheeee!!
ciao!
anyways, ever since i went to AFA 2012, my world is filled with 2D people now. -___-;; thanks K project, you have successfully made me go crazy for fictional anime characters. hahahaha. but it isn't so bad. i mean K project is an amazing anime and the characters are just amazing too. also, because of T.M.Revolution's live, i've been listening to j-music more. and i've been watching animes... in the middle of sukisho right now and starry sky. i was supposed to finish watching fate/zero but ah the videos can't load or something... need to find a different website.
but i doubt i'll stay like this. i lose interest very fast. so until K project ends, i'll safely say i'll be like this for a while. but considering how i'm gonna be watching smtown and shinee and go korea, i'll still be fangirling over kpop too. ah i'm so messed up somehow right now.
ANYWAYS!!!
AFA 2012 was awesome!! T.M.Revolution was even more awesome!! OMG, DREAM COME TRUE!! he was so near, so near!! and his performance was just so perfect and i almost cried when he started singing "vestige". ahhhhhh my dear idol~~~~ it has never occurred to me that i can ever see him and bam i see him and it still feels so surreal like "did i really see him in real life?!" still reliving each moment of the live in my head. fufufufu~
back to AFA 2012, i managed to buy lots of anime merchandise and i'm actually happy that this year a lot more animes that i watched were featured! so bought lots of merchandise and even two madoka magica nendoroids~! so happy! i'm gonna save money for next year's AFA to buy nendoroids. kekekeke.
also, I went to watch the second day anisong concert! It was fun but super super long!!! It ended around 12.30am and they had to cut short FLOW's performances because it overshot last-train timing. ;___; but FLOW was awesome. I mean seriously, we just kept singing and cheering for them. it was just awesome~~
two days ago, monday, went out with the peepz for dinner. i wasn't exactly in a sane mode so i think i acted a bit crazy. we had dinner at mad jack's cafe. quite nice food~~ the cake is nice too~~ and then we walked around because there's no place to sit... so we just walked around aimlessly. then stood in front of TS and started impromptu voice-dubbing session of Spiderman (the new one) because they didn't on the sound so had to read the subtitles... so we started dubbing it. hahahaha. after that i think we made our way home. at first, me and anqi boarded the train because the other two were still blur about which side train to take. actually even anqi was and i was like "get on this train lah!! this train!" and then moments later, the other two boarded the train at the last moment and went to us. hahahaha. but we all get off at different stops. i was the first one to get off the train. oh well.
oh yeah, i forgot that last last saturday i went to RITS office to preorder merch. and well.. it was raining heavily after we paid for it and it sucks so bad to walk in the rain. and then the bus took forever to depart from the interchange for us to go orchard. and when we reach orchard, we were so hungry.. ate at wendy's and then after that started shopping. and that was when i bought my wig. -___-;;
plans? nothing much except the concerts. but i'm looking forward to traveling to korea~!! wheeee!!
ciao!
Thursday, November 01, 2012
[[*it's november already....*]]
time seems to move pretty fast this year. suddenly it's already november!!
and so many events happening till the end of the year. well at least near the end of the year. and next year i really have to buck up!
some events happening:
- AFA on 9th - 11th Nov!! so exciting! so looking forward to it~! gonna do some decora-fashion and also loli-gyaru-fashion~~ gonna fail a bit but trying. never really done decora or loli-gyaru. so gonna try. and i want to buy some cute anime merchandise!! but first, i need a mint-colour wig.
- 12th Nov gonna hang out with the peepz with the very little amount of cash i have left. omg. but whatever, since it's been awhile right.
- 23rd Nov is SMTOWN. can't wait to see my babies in SHINee, f(x), Super Junior, Girl's Generation, TVXQ and EXO. AND BOA!! AND KANGTA!! have to go find my tvxq, shinee, sj lightsticks.
- 1st Dec is Sundown Festival which I am not attending but gonna find out about flight details and stuff like that to see Alice Nine~
- 4th Dec is my birthday which probably is gonna be spent alone with my family doing nothing. 0_0
- 8th Dec is SHINee World II!!! seriously can't wait to see them!!! OMG!
- 9th Dec - 15th Dec off to South Korea to just have fun with my sis, Kak Rehan and Azie.
so lately what's been happening? I went out yesterday with my sis after collecting Blingest slogan from seller. went to watch R2B! so awesome!! the only reason why i wanted to watch it was because of Shin Sekyung and my sis wanted to watch it because of Yu Junsang and all those other oppas. no, we weren't there for Rain but still awesome movie!!
this saturday gonna head down to RITS office which i'm not looking forward to because i am kinda lazy to go all the way to redhill but i want the merch!!!!!!!!!! ;___;
ah there's a lot of stuff i want to do but so lazy. laziness be gone!!!! see you~
and so many events happening till the end of the year. well at least near the end of the year. and next year i really have to buck up!
some events happening:
- AFA on 9th - 11th Nov!! so exciting! so looking forward to it~! gonna do some decora-fashion and also loli-gyaru-fashion~~ gonna fail a bit but trying. never really done decora or loli-gyaru. so gonna try. and i want to buy some cute anime merchandise!! but first, i need a mint-colour wig.
- 12th Nov gonna hang out with the peepz with the very little amount of cash i have left. omg. but whatever, since it's been awhile right.
- 23rd Nov is SMTOWN. can't wait to see my babies in SHINee, f(x), Super Junior, Girl's Generation, TVXQ and EXO. AND BOA!! AND KANGTA!! have to go find my tvxq, shinee, sj lightsticks.
- 1st Dec is Sundown Festival which I am not attending but gonna find out about flight details and stuff like that to see Alice Nine~
- 4th Dec is my birthday which probably is gonna be spent alone with my family doing nothing. 0_0
- 8th Dec is SHINee World II!!! seriously can't wait to see them!!! OMG!
- 9th Dec - 15th Dec off to South Korea to just have fun with my sis, Kak Rehan and Azie.
so lately what's been happening? I went out yesterday with my sis after collecting Blingest slogan from seller. went to watch R2B! so awesome!! the only reason why i wanted to watch it was because of Shin Sekyung and my sis wanted to watch it because of Yu Junsang and all those other oppas. no, we weren't there for Rain but still awesome movie!!
this saturday gonna head down to RITS office which i'm not looking forward to because i am kinda lazy to go all the way to redhill but i want the merch!!!!!!!!!! ;___;
ah there's a lot of stuff i want to do but so lazy. laziness be gone!!!! see you~
Friday, October 26, 2012
[[*strange stuff i've noticed...*]]
I only have 809 (804 officially actually since i have some retarded drafts that i never published) posts on this blog... can you believe it and i only have 7000 tweets. i was sure i spammed, but i guess i don't spam enough. haha.
anyways, there are reasons to this post.
only because i feel that my love for Mr. Kim Jonghyun is becoming really weird. not the i-want-to-be-with-him weird or the i-will-die-for-him weird. it's not sasaeng weird, just weird thoughts keeps coming into my mind and it's really stupid. don't mind me, i am weird.
but anyways that is actually not the reason to this post!!
the actual reasons are firstly, Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha.
secondly, tomorrow, i'm going out with my sis for lunch and have the house to ourselves for the whole day. gonna make the remainder of my spicy rice cakes. go go!
thirdly, i just want to update. hey it's my space. pfft. and really i doubt i will ever go out with the peepz. schedules are always clashing no matter how free i am. -___-;; so yeah. but looking forward to hanging out with Su~ again when her school holidays starts~~ WHOOSH!!
anyways, there are reasons to this post.
only because i feel that my love for Mr. Kim Jonghyun is becoming really weird. not the i-want-to-be-with-him weird or the i-will-die-for-him weird. it's not sasaeng weird, just weird thoughts keeps coming into my mind and it's really stupid. don't mind me, i am weird.
but anyways that is actually not the reason to this post!!
the actual reasons are firstly, Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha.
secondly, tomorrow, i'm going out with my sis for lunch and have the house to ourselves for the whole day. gonna make the remainder of my spicy rice cakes. go go!
thirdly, i just want to update. hey it's my space. pfft. and really i doubt i will ever go out with the peepz. schedules are always clashing no matter how free i am. -___-;; so yeah. but looking forward to hanging out with Su~ again when her school holidays starts~~ WHOOSH!!
Saturday, October 20, 2012
[[*i have no idea what happened lately...*]]
i seriously have no idea... so i shall look at my twitter and try to figure out what the hell happened lately....
on a side note:
- i am re-watching f(x) koala. oh they so cute~ hehehe
- and i'm reading mangas and re-watching hanawake yon shimai.
- and i've been playing otome games on my phone. the discovery of mobage makes me really happy! no apps and you get to play for free!! downside: it's in japanese. improving my japanese while playing games~! but right now it's not the time to be improving my japanese!! i'm going korea, so i need to improve my korean!! ;___;
now to see what's been happening in my life:
- my copy of dazzling girl single came!! so happy~!! the scans are so damn pretty and the songs~~
- i went out to eat with my sister at Orchard. Swensens~~ Ice-cream buffet! can't remember much about what we did though....
- i stayed at home MOST of the time.... and i ironed MOST of my clothes. I need to dig out for my other missing clothes and then i would have ironed ALL my clothes. hah!
- i went out yesterday to collect some things and buy groceries to make.... SPICY RICE CAKES~! but i am such an idiot so i forgot to buy fish cakes...
some plans for the days to come~~:
- go watch bi's movie... SHIN SEKYUNG-UNNIE!!!! and also watch paranormal activity 4.
- finish up mine and my sis's fanboards for SMTOWN + SHINee World.
i have a lot of events this two months. so happy but money i don't have... ;____; with that... i shall bid farewell till the next time...
on a side note:
- i am re-watching f(x) koala. oh they so cute~ hehehe
- and i'm reading mangas and re-watching hanawake yon shimai.
- and i've been playing otome games on my phone. the discovery of mobage makes me really happy! no apps and you get to play for free!! downside: it's in japanese. improving my japanese while playing games~! but right now it's not the time to be improving my japanese!! i'm going korea, so i need to improve my korean!! ;___;
now to see what's been happening in my life:
- my copy of dazzling girl single came!! so happy~!! the scans are so damn pretty and the songs~~
- i went out to eat with my sister at Orchard. Swensens~~ Ice-cream buffet! can't remember much about what we did though....
- i stayed at home MOST of the time.... and i ironed MOST of my clothes. I need to dig out for my other missing clothes and then i would have ironed ALL my clothes. hah!
- i went out yesterday to collect some things and buy groceries to make.... SPICY RICE CAKES~! but i am such an idiot so i forgot to buy fish cakes...
some plans for the days to come~~:
- go watch bi's movie... SHIN SEKYUNG-UNNIE!!!! and also watch paranormal activity 4.
- finish up mine and my sis's fanboards for SMTOWN + SHINee World.
i have a lot of events this two months. so happy but money i don't have... ;____; with that... i shall bid farewell till the next time...
Monday, October 08, 2012
[[*why do i stand still and watch you walk away*]]
not being able to hold onto you
not being able to stop you
just standing still and watching you go...
update!! too much stuff went on last week.
on monday, i went out to city hall area and it was bloody hot and tiring. my feet felt like it was burning! but anyways, went to see the floating platform and it was so bloody saddening to look at where we were supposed to be seated at during SMTOWNSG. after that, i went to walk around. tried looking for TTBY OST at HMV but can't find it. then went into Muji and saw all these cute pouches but i didn't buy. i wanted to but didn't really have much cash with me. then went to etude house and bought some stuff. then went home and bought McDees for dinner.
on tuesday night, we fought for tickets again for SMTOWNSG. tried but kept failing for 30 minutes until we actually got good seats! and now i still trying to sell my old tickets. anyone wants SMTOWN in SG on Nov 23rd tickets? light blue area row 50. it's near the yellow area. i would post my number or email but i don't want spam nia.....
then wednesday, bought AFA tickets online. TAKANORI!!!!!! BabyMetal!! i got row 6 sia for Takanori which is like awesomeness~~ kyaaaaaa!!! after that i went out to meet my sister for lunch/dinner. i can't remember what i did... i think i went sembawang shopping center. i think we ate sushi buffet. and i think i bought my black board then. (which i need to go cut out...)
then thursday, went to woodlands, walked around with my sis and collected the OIAM goods from seller~~ woots!! so nice!! i haven't watch the dvd but the photobook so pretty~~ kekeke. also bought new phone covers~! it was 3 for $10 mah. haha.
on friday, the most tiring day of the week. we went to *scape because of jrock revolution. oh my god. thanks to Mazu, we got complimentary tickets to watch the live and it was just awesome~!! and i just totally exercised without warm-up. hahaha. oh and UNiTE's towel is so bloosy cute that i want to tie it around my bag or something. lol. OH and we managed to get Yukke's bass pick~!! WOOTS!! and after the live, with our feet killing us, we went to LJS and sat there drinking cola and eating fries before we went home. oh and i actually bought a bag (discounted thanks to voucher) before going home from newlook which entitled me to get 50% discount on shoes on sunday...
saturday, slacked at home... Sunday, went out early to Chinatown to first have breakfast with Azie and Kak Rehan. we had breakfast at McDees. and then discussed about the trip to korea in december. then we made our way to Chan Brothers office. paid the balance and finalized everything. and then we made our way to city hall area. the stupid floating platform and we went to stand near where our seats are for SMTOWN SG. don't ask why we kept doing this. we stood there for a long while before we made our way to the mrt again. we separated from the two (they went home) and we went to somerset. bought shoes at 50% off. hehehe. it was $79.90, i got it for $39.90. really nice boots~ (i have no more vouchers to use... but i got my card so good enough lah) my sis bought clothes. and then we went to winter time to buy coats and gloves and stuff for the trip. i wanted the other coat but it was just a size too small for me. damn you! but i got a black coat that fits well. and then we had lunch at LJS. then went home.
this week, i have no plans but i need to go make my fanboards. and next week monday is hyunwoo's fanmeet. i think it's an open area so i'm going to go check it out because i was so lazy and tired to go try to get passes last saturday. -___-;;
and i am waiting for my copy of Dazzling Girl to be shipped out and reach me. huhu... and waiting for fansites stuff to arrive too. and waiting for seller to reply my mail!!
with that. ciao.
not being able to stop you
just standing still and watching you go...
update!! too much stuff went on last week.
on monday, i went out to city hall area and it was bloody hot and tiring. my feet felt like it was burning! but anyways, went to see the floating platform and it was so bloody saddening to look at where we were supposed to be seated at during SMTOWNSG. after that, i went to walk around. tried looking for TTBY OST at HMV but can't find it. then went into Muji and saw all these cute pouches but i didn't buy. i wanted to but didn't really have much cash with me. then went to etude house and bought some stuff. then went home and bought McDees for dinner.
on tuesday night, we fought for tickets again for SMTOWNSG. tried but kept failing for 30 minutes until we actually got good seats! and now i still trying to sell my old tickets. anyone wants SMTOWN in SG on Nov 23rd tickets? light blue area row 50. it's near the yellow area. i would post my number or email but i don't want spam nia.....
then wednesday, bought AFA tickets online. TAKANORI!!!!!! BabyMetal!! i got row 6 sia for Takanori which is like awesomeness~~ kyaaaaaa!!! after that i went out to meet my sister for lunch/dinner. i can't remember what i did... i think i went sembawang shopping center. i think we ate sushi buffet. and i think i bought my black board then. (which i need to go cut out...)
then thursday, went to woodlands, walked around with my sis and collected the OIAM goods from seller~~ woots!! so nice!! i haven't watch the dvd but the photobook so pretty~~ kekeke. also bought new phone covers~! it was 3 for $10 mah. haha.
on friday, the most tiring day of the week. we went to *scape because of jrock revolution. oh my god. thanks to Mazu, we got complimentary tickets to watch the live and it was just awesome~!! and i just totally exercised without warm-up. hahaha. oh and UNiTE's towel is so bloosy cute that i want to tie it around my bag or something. lol. OH and we managed to get Yukke's bass pick~!! WOOTS!! and after the live, with our feet killing us, we went to LJS and sat there drinking cola and eating fries before we went home. oh and i actually bought a bag (discounted thanks to voucher) before going home from newlook which entitled me to get 50% discount on shoes on sunday...
saturday, slacked at home... Sunday, went out early to Chinatown to first have breakfast with Azie and Kak Rehan. we had breakfast at McDees. and then discussed about the trip to korea in december. then we made our way to Chan Brothers office. paid the balance and finalized everything. and then we made our way to city hall area. the stupid floating platform and we went to stand near where our seats are for SMTOWN SG. don't ask why we kept doing this. we stood there for a long while before we made our way to the mrt again. we separated from the two (they went home) and we went to somerset. bought shoes at 50% off. hehehe. it was $79.90, i got it for $39.90. really nice boots~ (i have no more vouchers to use... but i got my card so good enough lah) my sis bought clothes. and then we went to winter time to buy coats and gloves and stuff for the trip. i wanted the other coat but it was just a size too small for me. damn you! but i got a black coat that fits well. and then we had lunch at LJS. then went home.
this week, i have no plans but i need to go make my fanboards. and next week monday is hyunwoo's fanmeet. i think it's an open area so i'm going to go check it out because i was so lazy and tired to go try to get passes last saturday. -___-;;
and i am waiting for my copy of Dazzling Girl to be shipped out and reach me. huhu... and waiting for fansites stuff to arrive too. and waiting for seller to reply my mail!!
with that. ciao.
Sunday, September 30, 2012
[[*it's not over... not unless i say so.*]]
singing in the middle the night...
can someone tell me what was that indonesia movie that used Melly Goeslow feat. Krisdayanti - Cinta? I want to watch the movie again but i can't remember what is was and where i can find it. hmmmmm.
let's see. i went to pick up ss4 photobook before i went to meet the peepz two weeks ago, i think. can't remember much. i remember that i had dinner with them and then had this super long talk with the peepz at the mrt station except anqi because she went home earlier. some serious talk about the stuff that is going on with the world. we are not ignorant, we just feel that it's better for people like us to just turn a blind eye and live in ignorance. because really ignorance is kinda bliss.
then i don't think i did anything after that. i didn't go to scape to buy sticky candy. bought it online and had it sent to my house. it's cute and the flavors are super nice~! they are still selling it so if you want to order some for yourself, you can check it out! go to http://singaporeshineeworldunion.weebly.com!
i went out i think on wednesday. for lunch/dinner at manhattan fish market with my sis. bought shoes at newlook (i renewed my membership.). nothing much also here.... then saturday, fought online for tickets for SMTOWNSG but guess what system gliche till the point i can't process the payment. so in the end, we didn't get moshpit tix but we got seats tix which isn't really the best but better than nothing. i don't mind anymore lah, i just want tix and be there!! and yeah, we went to queue to get those tix after failing online. after that we went for lunch at bbq chicken and then we all cried together because my friend plus our mutual friends all didn't get good seats like us too. EXCEPT my niece but she's alone... you know... but managed to avoid needing to sit with her during the con.. whoops. after lunch, we walked around, bought markers, japanese drama dvds and bubbletea from sharetea (one of my favourite bubbletea shop! the other being gongcha...)
tomorrow... i mean later today, i'm going to cityhall area to just walk around and buy some stuff. also, it's a day for me to just be alone and disconnected from the world. i'll be out after zohor prayers and maybe lunch but maybe i'm skipping it.. and then be back by dinner time.
now time to watch victorious!
can someone tell me what was that indonesia movie that used Melly Goeslow feat. Krisdayanti - Cinta? I want to watch the movie again but i can't remember what is was and where i can find it. hmmmmm.
let's see. i went to pick up ss4 photobook before i went to meet the peepz two weeks ago, i think. can't remember much. i remember that i had dinner with them and then had this super long talk with the peepz at the mrt station except anqi because she went home earlier. some serious talk about the stuff that is going on with the world. we are not ignorant, we just feel that it's better for people like us to just turn a blind eye and live in ignorance. because really ignorance is kinda bliss.
then i don't think i did anything after that. i didn't go to scape to buy sticky candy. bought it online and had it sent to my house. it's cute and the flavors are super nice~! they are still selling it so if you want to order some for yourself, you can check it out! go to http://singaporeshineeworldunion.weebly.com!
i went out i think on wednesday. for lunch/dinner at manhattan fish market with my sis. bought shoes at newlook (i renewed my membership.). nothing much also here.... then saturday, fought online for tickets for SMTOWNSG but guess what system gliche till the point i can't process the payment. so in the end, we didn't get moshpit tix but we got seats tix which isn't really the best but better than nothing. i don't mind anymore lah, i just want tix and be there!! and yeah, we went to queue to get those tix after failing online. after that we went for lunch at bbq chicken and then we all cried together because my friend plus our mutual friends all didn't get good seats like us too. EXCEPT my niece but she's alone... you know... but managed to avoid needing to sit with her during the con.. whoops. after lunch, we walked around, bought markers, japanese drama dvds and bubbletea from sharetea (one of my favourite bubbletea shop! the other being gongcha...)
tomorrow... i mean later today, i'm going to cityhall area to just walk around and buy some stuff. also, it's a day for me to just be alone and disconnected from the world. i'll be out after zohor prayers and maybe lunch but maybe i'm skipping it.. and then be back by dinner time.
now time to watch victorious!
Thursday, September 20, 2012
[[*ink dots on whitewashed paper*]]
a blank piece of paper. that's what i feel like right now.
let's see stuff that happened recently? hmmm, saturday, went to my cousin's pernikahan. nothing much except that we spent a lot of time sitting around doing nothing. then sunday, went to my cousin's wedding reception at lagun sari. got lost for a moment and we kept blaming each other and ended up whipping out our phones and used gps. -___-;;
also, i received my phone cover that i bought from gmarket. mat-minah conversation happened because i wasn't home and the delivery guy called me. lol. tak sengaja kay.and tomorrow, my sister is going to go pick up her SS4 photobook from a seller. she was so reluctant to do it sia and i was like, it's her seh. but whatever she's going, because i can't be at two places at one time. lol. well what do you know, i have to go pick it up instead because my sis is annoying like that. -___-;; so i'm meeting my friends at a later time and the seller was nice enough to try to be earlier for me. *cries legit tears*
tomorrow, i'm going to meet the peepz for dinner at 18chefs at tiong bahru plaza. never been there so yeah. lead the way people. saturday, going toesplanade underpass *scape for a while to buy stickies candy from the SHINee Singapore Union. they going to have a birthday party there for Key but yeah well, I'm not going stay for that.
next week! the war begins. ticket sales for SMTOWN SG. shit. need to get a mosh ticket during the priority sales. i don't want to be disappointed like last year's SNSD concert where i couldn't even get a ticket. gonna queue for my tickets. sian max since i'm going to queue alone. oh and what about my niece who said she wanted to go with us? i don't have her number so i have no way of contacting her so she better contact us herself...
other than that.. nothing much. oh i've been typing up some rather retarded fic on my phone. characters are so beyond ooc that i couldn't care anymore. hahahaha.
ciao.
let's see stuff that happened recently? hmmm, saturday, went to my cousin's pernikahan. nothing much except that we spent a lot of time sitting around doing nothing. then sunday, went to my cousin's wedding reception at lagun sari. got lost for a moment and we kept blaming each other and ended up whipping out our phones and used gps. -___-;;
also, i received my phone cover that i bought from gmarket. mat-minah conversation happened because i wasn't home and the delivery guy called me. lol. tak sengaja kay.
tomorrow, i'm going to meet the peepz for dinner at 18chefs at tiong bahru plaza. never been there so yeah. lead the way people. saturday, going to
next week! the war begins. ticket sales for SMTOWN SG. shit. need to get a mosh ticket during the priority sales. i don't want to be disappointed like last year's SNSD concert where i couldn't even get a ticket. gonna queue for my tickets. sian max since i'm going to queue alone. oh and what about my niece who said she wanted to go with us? i don't have her number so i have no way of contacting her so she better contact us herself...
other than that.. nothing much. oh i've been typing up some rather retarded fic on my phone. characters are so beyond ooc that i couldn't care anymore. hahahaha.
ciao.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
[[*you and me. forever.*]]
this thousand year silence has been broken. talk about curses and spells to break them.
just a short little update since nothing much ever happens in my life.
last wednesday, my grand-uncle passed away. may his soul rest in peace. so we went to Malaysia. after visiting my grand-uncle's family, we made our way to some of my mom's relatives houses. we came home around 11pm i think. I have no idea.
then last thursday, went out with the peepz. for some reason my minah style didn't work out. but whatever. anqi said we look like we're part of a kpop group. lol. anyways, met them 4.30pm at orchard mrt. went to eat at ramen ten. and sat there chatting. and then we went to ion and qilian and anqi bought bubbletea and then we went to find seats to sit. at first we sat together at the seats without backrest. then we moved to the ones with backrest but no space for all of us so we separated two-two. me and rabiatul (see the whole silence thing is not gonna work!) and qilian and anqi. we spent close to 3 hours just sitting there and talking. took some pictures and talked nonsense. mostly about family stuff and kpop. and how i keep saying J is a girl and rabiatul doesn't think so because he is manly to her. i wanted to tell her that J is way more girly than K but i didn't. -___-;; after all that chatting, we took some more photos. and then made our way home.
oh yeah!!! CONGRATULATIONS TO ANQI FOR GETTING MARRIED~!! :DD
sunday, my brother's friends came over for raya. meh who cares. all i did while they were outside at the living room was lounging around in my parents' room playing ggshake on my phone. pfft.
i have no plans at the moment. and i don't think i'm ever going to update rec list. so lazy to.....
ドロン。
just a short little update since nothing much ever happens in my life.
last wednesday, my grand-uncle passed away. may his soul rest in peace. so we went to Malaysia. after visiting my grand-uncle's family, we made our way to some of my mom's relatives houses. we came home around 11pm i think. I have no idea.
then last thursday, went out with the peepz. for some reason my minah style didn't work out. but whatever. anqi said we look like we're part of a kpop group. lol. anyways, met them 4.30pm at orchard mrt. went to eat at ramen ten. and sat there chatting. and then we went to ion and qilian and anqi bought bubbletea and then we went to find seats to sit. at first we sat together at the seats without backrest. then we moved to the ones with backrest but no space for all of us so we separated two-two. me and rabiatul (see the whole silence thing is not gonna work!) and qilian and anqi. we spent close to 3 hours just sitting there and talking. took some pictures and talked nonsense. mostly about family stuff and kpop. and how i keep saying J is a girl and rabiatul doesn't think so because he is manly to her. i wanted to tell her that J is way more girly than K but i didn't. -___-;; after all that chatting, we took some more photos. and then made our way home.
oh yeah!!! CONGRATULATIONS TO ANQI FOR GETTING MARRIED~!! :DD
sunday, my brother's friends came over for raya. meh who cares. all i did while they were outside at the living room was lounging around in my parents' room playing ggshake on my phone. pfft.
i have no plans at the moment. and i don't think i'm ever going to update rec list. so lazy to.....
ドロン。
Tuesday, September 04, 2012
[[*i'll be there... wait for me...*]]
i'm still slightly obsessed with Dalmation's ER. lol. let me be lah....
stuff that happened lately?
last thursday, i went out for lunch with Qilian. We met at Orchard MRT and I passed her some raya kuih and i was fangirling over SNSD's BabyG banners. hehhe. Then we went to have lunch at Burger King. sat there and chat about whatever that came to mind. after which we went to buy stuff. then went to somerset and walked around. Qilian found stuff she wanted to buy at Uniqlo but she didn't buy.. and then went to HMV and I bought the Salamander Guru OST, the one with the photobook... MINHO~~~~~~~~ after that, we went on our separate ways.
Friday, almost cried because the internet won't let us buy tickets!!! GRRRRRRR. but we managed to get tickets through the hotline. thankfully. but grrrr not really that in front... so i'm kinda sadden. oh and tickets are still available so if you wanna go watch SHINee on 8th December in Singapore, do get your tickets from the sistic counters, online or hotline~ :D
Yesterday, went out with my sis to Bugis + Sim Lim. First we went to Sim Lim Square but meh nothing much. my sis wanted to check out NDS but in the end, she didn't. -__-;; then we went to Sim Lim Tower and we managed to buy LED writing board. The kind where you can write on them with fluorescent markers. so nice lor.. instead of just making a typical LED board, I can use it for more purposes than just for concerts! And I can use it for ANY concert! :D anyways, I got it for $58. a 31x41 size. (19") and also, free battery pack, marker and cloth. The shop owner was really nice too. go go! they sell all kinds of LED stuff. Like really... lights galore. i almost wanted to buy led lights to add on my 3D apple. lol. after that we walked around Bugis. bought bubbletea from one of our favourite bubbletea shops. ShareTea! then made our way home and did some grocery shopping.
Plans for the week? Thursday, go meet the peepz for dinner. Colour theme is Pink. So I better go iron my vest and my pants. Thousand-year silence is broken for the moment. pfft.
stuff that happened lately?
last thursday, i went out for lunch with Qilian. We met at Orchard MRT and I passed her some raya kuih and i was fangirling over SNSD's BabyG banners. hehhe. Then we went to have lunch at Burger King. sat there and chat about whatever that came to mind. after which we went to buy stuff. then went to somerset and walked around. Qilian found stuff she wanted to buy at Uniqlo but she didn't buy.. and then went to HMV and I bought the Salamander Guru OST, the one with the photobook... MINHO~~~~~~~~ after that, we went on our separate ways.
Friday, almost cried because the internet won't let us buy tickets!!! GRRRRRRR. but we managed to get tickets through the hotline. thankfully. but grrrr not really that in front... so i'm kinda sadden. oh and tickets are still available so if you wanna go watch SHINee on 8th December in Singapore, do get your tickets from the sistic counters, online or hotline~ :D
Yesterday, went out with my sis to Bugis + Sim Lim. First we went to Sim Lim Square but meh nothing much. my sis wanted to check out NDS but in the end, she didn't. -__-;; then we went to Sim Lim Tower and we managed to buy LED writing board. The kind where you can write on them with fluorescent markers. so nice lor.. instead of just making a typical LED board, I can use it for more purposes than just for concerts! And I can use it for ANY concert! :D anyways, I got it for $58. a 31x41 size. (19") and also, free battery pack, marker and cloth. The shop owner was really nice too. go go! they sell all kinds of LED stuff. Like really... lights galore. i almost wanted to buy led lights to add on my 3D apple. lol. after that we walked around Bugis. bought bubbletea from one of our favourite bubbletea shops. ShareTea! then made our way home and did some grocery shopping.
Plans for the week? Thursday, go meet the peepz for dinner. Colour theme is Pink. So I better go iron my vest and my pants. Thousand-year silence is broken for the moment. pfft.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
[[*what do you understand about me...*]]
sometimes i really hate what happens at home. bloody hell okie. like seriously what do you know about me??
fuck this shit.
do you understand what goes on in my life? do you care about what i do? do you actually give a damn about me? do you even during my whole time studying understand what i even studied?
urgh. i want to just leave. won't you'll feel better when this useless daughter of yours is no longer around huh.
fuck this shit.
do you understand what goes on in my life? do you care about what i do? do you actually give a damn about me? do you even during my whole time studying understand what i even studied?
urgh. i want to just leave. won't you'll feel better when this useless daughter of yours is no longer around huh.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
[[*listening to club music on third day raya...*]]
like no life. lol. eh eh i'm not the only one listening to club music kay.
EID MUBARAK EVERYONE~!! (a bit late but hey...)
So Sunday was the first day of raya. The day before, we did all the preparations, changed the carpets, curtains and cushion covers. while my mom was cooking. and then on sunday morning, my mom continued cooking, my sis helped while i washed stuff because what life do i have at home besides being a dish-washer during times like this?
My bro and sis-in-law came over during lunch time (we had McDees for breakfast....) and we ate and took family picture + filmed the whole process of forgiving and stuff. lots of stupid things happened. my second bro was all dramatic in his standard melayu speech. and after that, my uncle, cousin and niece came over as well as my sis-in-law's family. so it was like whoa, major panic moment. then dunno why maybe because my niece saw my room's wall so she was like, "show me your kpop collection" or what lah. then I was stuck with her in my room talking about kpop. scary can. and i sold off stuff to her because i lost interest in the fandoms. lol. and instead of asking me who my bias is.. she asked me what's my otp. thanks eh, niece. (i keep forgetting she's my niece because she's only 6 years younger than me..) and then we were showing her stuff about events we went to and she went, "i hate you guys...." and i was like, "you can't hate us. we're your aunts...." lol. well she can be happy for whatever she got from us.
after that slacked the whole day. then the next day, we got ready and went to my aunt's place. spent some time there. one of my aunts asked whether i am working or schooling and my parents said i was doing neither and she said soon i'll marry. and i... just... went... "okie............" and then we took a family photo near the swimming pool. and then we made our way to my house. prepared and spent the whole time in the kitchen. sia........ then after that, i didn't follow everyone to the next house psl for some reason my body was aching. so i stayed home with my sis who was suffering from flu. and i cleaned up the place and played on my phone the whole day, trying to collect cards on my GGShake. lol. (hey, i got a new phone the day before raya!)
now i'm contemplating on whether i should buy a cover online or go to the shop. but lazy sia. i want to buy online but it takes some time to reach me. i don't really need a cover but i need a screen protector, a mirror one. (tomorrow i go buy.)
Su~! let's meet up soon, whenever you free! :DD
EID MUBARAK EVERYONE~!! (a bit late but hey...)
So Sunday was the first day of raya. The day before, we did all the preparations, changed the carpets, curtains and cushion covers. while my mom was cooking. and then on sunday morning, my mom continued cooking, my sis helped while i washed stuff because what life do i have at home besides being a dish-washer during times like this?
My bro and sis-in-law came over during lunch time (we had McDees for breakfast....) and we ate and took family picture + filmed the whole process of forgiving and stuff. lots of stupid things happened. my second bro was all dramatic in his standard melayu speech. and after that, my uncle, cousin and niece came over as well as my sis-in-law's family. so it was like whoa, major panic moment. then dunno why maybe because my niece saw my room's wall so she was like, "show me your kpop collection" or what lah. then I was stuck with her in my room talking about kpop. scary can. and i sold off stuff to her because i lost interest in the fandoms. lol. and instead of asking me who my bias is.. she asked me what's my otp. thanks eh, niece. (i keep forgetting she's my niece because she's only 6 years younger than me..) and then we were showing her stuff about events we went to and she went, "i hate you guys...." and i was like, "you can't hate us. we're your aunts...." lol. well she can be happy for whatever she got from us.
after that slacked the whole day. then the next day, we got ready and went to my aunt's place. spent some time there. one of my aunts asked whether i am working or schooling and my parents said i was doing neither and she said soon i'll marry. and i... just... went... "okie............" and then we took a family photo near the swimming pool. and then we made our way to my house. prepared and spent the whole time in the kitchen. sia........ then after that, i didn't follow everyone to the next house psl for some reason my body was aching. so i stayed home with my sis who was suffering from flu. and i cleaned up the place and played on my phone the whole day, trying to collect cards on my GGShake. lol. (hey, i got a new phone the day before raya!)
now i'm contemplating on whether i should buy a cover online or go to the shop. but lazy sia. i want to buy online but it takes some time to reach me. i don't really need a cover but i need a screen protector, a mirror one. (tomorrow i go buy.)
Su~! let's meet up soon, whenever you free! :DD
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
[[*let me tell you about some...*]]
shit that i've noticed during this whole fasting month. macam mane lah boleh gitu kan. macam mane boleh in this whole month, satu issue ni tak habis-habis menyakitkan hati orang.
what am i talking about? of course, you bloody delusional people. no matter what kay, when you ship a ship, do not go to the extreme.
now that aside..... i really can't wait for 'To The Beautiful You' to start airing this week. So excited to watch it. Jinri and Minho~~ these two awkward choi siblings hahaha. but they are way too cute and really perfect. the rest of the cast too! i'm actually liking Jiwon! and Hyunwoo! and and Haneul!! omg, i watched the press-con yesterday and I was really falling in love with the cast... especially cute Haneul-oppa~ so cute!!!!!!
anyways.. we cleaned our room and rearranged the furniture. and i redecorated the wall with the posters and i have an empty space that is waiting to be filled. i would take a picture of the wall but i'm kinda lazy to go censor my sis's picture that's hanging there too. lol. but just know, it is FULL of SHINee. hahahaha but i kinda hating the fandom right now. and the fact that Minho is not with them due to his own schedules.
and i need to go fix the itinerary again. boring shit yo. i can't believe i didn't notice it before but it's highly impossible to go all those places in ONE day. sheesh.
okie, that's it. i'm out of here.
what am i talking about? of course, you bloody delusional people. no matter what kay, when you ship a ship, do not go to the extreme.
now that aside..... i really can't wait for 'To The Beautiful You' to start airing this week. So excited to watch it. Jinri and Minho~~ these two awkward choi siblings hahaha. but they are way too cute and really perfect. the rest of the cast too! i'm actually liking Jiwon! and Hyunwoo! and and Haneul!! omg, i watched the press-con yesterday and I was really falling in love with the cast... especially cute Haneul-oppa~ so cute!!!!!!
anyways.. we cleaned our room and rearranged the furniture. and i redecorated the wall with the posters and i have an empty space that is waiting to be filled. i would take a picture of the wall but i'm kinda lazy to go censor my sis's picture that's hanging there too. lol. but just know, it is FULL of SHINee. hahahaha but i kinda hating the fandom right now. and the fact that Minho is not with them due to his own schedules.
and i need to go fix the itinerary again. boring shit yo. i can't believe i didn't notice it before but it's highly impossible to go all those places in ONE day. sheesh.
okie, that's it. i'm out of here.
Saturday, August 11, 2012
[[*if you're dead, you're dead.*]]
do not try to bring the dead back to life.
okie, just a short update. one more week and it's gonna be RAYA~!!!!! parents gonna go geylang today to buy stuff for raya. i do not need to buy new clothes because i got a new one still not worn from last year. but oh the excitement is not exactly exciting. lol.
and today, we are cleaning my room. gross. all the stuff in the cabinets.. all the stuff on the table, the table moves out, the dressing table takes it's place, the bed moves, the walls need to be cleaned, some posters need to be removed/moved/replaced with some others... hehehe. i want to put my M poster leh..... (no not the Sherlock one.. the one from beautiful days~!) lots of stuff to do...
yesterday, i went out with Qilian for a movie + break fast/dinner outing. We went to watch 'Brave'. It's a really nice movie. Touching, heartwarming and I really like the overall setting, plot and graphics. And after the movie, we made our way to ramenten and just nice, it was time to break fast. BUT we had to wait in a line because full house man. But that's okie, they gave us free iced green tea and dates. then we got in, we ate and went to Ion Orchard to buy bubbletea. had to settle for each a cup.. and we tried flavors we never tried before. but okie lah.. then we just sat around chatting. And I decided to have a 1000 years of silence with she-who-shall-not-be-named. hahahaha.
well, back to cleaning. it's not fun but we have to do it. whooosh.
okie, just a short update. one more week and it's gonna be RAYA~!!!!! parents gonna go geylang today to buy stuff for raya. i do not need to buy new clothes because i got a new one still not worn from last year. but oh the excitement is not exactly exciting. lol.
and today, we are cleaning my room. gross. all the stuff in the cabinets.. all the stuff on the table, the table moves out, the dressing table takes it's place, the bed moves, the walls need to be cleaned, some posters need to be removed/moved/replaced with some others... hehehe. i want to put my M poster leh..... (no not the Sherlock one.. the one from beautiful days~!) lots of stuff to do...
yesterday, i went out with Qilian for a movie + break fast/dinner outing. We went to watch 'Brave'. It's a really nice movie. Touching, heartwarming and I really like the overall setting, plot and graphics. And after the movie, we made our way to ramenten and just nice, it was time to break fast. BUT we had to wait in a line because full house man. But that's okie, they gave us free iced green tea and dates. then we got in, we ate and went to Ion Orchard to buy bubbletea. had to settle for each a cup.. and we tried flavors we never tried before. but okie lah.. then we just sat around chatting. And I decided to have a 1000 years of silence with she-who-shall-not-be-named. hahahaha.
well, back to cleaning. it's not fun but we have to do it. whooosh.
Monday, August 06, 2012
[[*아팠어... 그냥 아파...*]]
this dull ache in my heart, can you erase the scars...?
just a short update because i want to. hahaha. i want to update the fic rec list but lazy urh. no motivation = me not doing anything.
and i've been trying to get back my muse by writing short drabbles but it's not turning out the way i want it to. so pfft.
anyways, last friday, i went out with Qilian and Yunsheng. I met Qilian first at around 5pm. We went to the ice-skating rink and just sat at the spectators' stand because well nothing much to do mah. And we chat and joked around. Then around 7pm, met Yunsheng and chop seat at Wendy's. Then broke fast and chatted. I felt like a third-wheel during this time. They were talking and I stayed silent because really Yunsheng doesn't give a damn to talk to me and I have no intention to talk either. And dunno why out of nowhere, Yunsheng asked me about Rabiatul and I almost flipped the table. I mean why ask me about her?! And he didn't remember her name, so he called her, 'Pink' and then slowly we ended up calling her 'she who shall not be named'. hahahaha.
After that, we went to buy bubbletea (Yunsheng blamed me for telling him that honey milktea was nice. like how can you blame me. you asked me, "is it nice?" and to my opinion, "yes it is." ass.) Then we sat around at the spectators' stand. I was bored to hell, so I started playing around with Qilian and I guess Yunsheng is all weirded-out by it. Whatever. Then he rushed off to go back camp. me and Qilian took our time to walk to the mrt. hahaha.
Saturday, i went out, I reached at the precise time she smsed me, so i was lazy to reply her so I just went up to her and collected the photobook from her. Love the photobook!!! The special fancam dvd gave me problems because it cannot be read on windows laptops. weird can. but i managed to watch it somehow. lol. And oh god, M is so bloody perfect!! And because there's glimpse of J in the fancams, I'm all.... i can't wait for OIAM's and SIGN's stuff to arrive~~ hehehe.
Sunday, went out with my sis and the two others. We went to the travel fair and booked the flights and waiting for confirmation of hotel. Wheee~~~ And we found out each other's actual age. Me, I'm miss maknae. And my sis is the oldest. My sis and Kak Rehan is one year apart. And me and Azie is a year apart too. I think Azie ummmmm didn't know I'm younger than her. hahahahaha. now you know. Some stuff that happened, we ignored a kangaroo mascot when he wanted us to shake his hand and he acted all sad and then when we were booking the stuff, the mascot came towards us. LOL.
After that we separated from them because they need to go home. Me and my sis went walking around, shopping. FINALLY bought F(x)'s Electric Shock album and I got Amber's card. booooo. selling it off to my sis's student.
I have no plans for the time being but whatever happens happens, I guess.
Whoosh~!
just a short update because i want to. hahaha. i want to update the fic rec list but lazy urh. no motivation = me not doing anything.
and i've been trying to get back my muse by writing short drabbles but it's not turning out the way i want it to. so pfft.
anyways, last friday, i went out with Qilian and Yunsheng. I met Qilian first at around 5pm. We went to the ice-skating rink and just sat at the spectators' stand because well nothing much to do mah. And we chat and joked around. Then around 7pm, met Yunsheng and chop seat at Wendy's. Then broke fast and chatted. I felt like a third-wheel during this time. They were talking and I stayed silent because really Yunsheng doesn't give a damn to talk to me and I have no intention to talk either. And dunno why out of nowhere, Yunsheng asked me about Rabiatul and I almost flipped the table. I mean why ask me about her?! And he didn't remember her name, so he called her, 'Pink' and then slowly we ended up calling her 'she who shall not be named'. hahahaha.
After that, we went to buy bubbletea (Yunsheng blamed me for telling him that honey milktea was nice. like how can you blame me. you asked me, "is it nice?" and to my opinion, "yes it is." ass.) Then we sat around at the spectators' stand. I was bored to hell, so I started playing around with Qilian and I guess Yunsheng is all weirded-out by it. Whatever. Then he rushed off to go back camp. me and Qilian took our time to walk to the mrt. hahaha.
Saturday, i went out, I reached at the precise time she smsed me, so i was lazy to reply her so I just went up to her and collected the photobook from her. Love the photobook!!! The special fancam dvd gave me problems because it cannot be read on windows laptops. weird can. but i managed to watch it somehow. lol. And oh god, M is so bloody perfect!! And because there's glimpse of J in the fancams, I'm all.... i can't wait for OIAM's and SIGN's stuff to arrive~~ hehehe.
Sunday, went out with my sis and the two others. We went to the travel fair and booked the flights and waiting for confirmation of hotel. Wheee~~~ And we found out each other's actual age. Me, I'm miss maknae. And my sis is the oldest. My sis and Kak Rehan is one year apart. And me and Azie is a year apart too. I think Azie ummmmm didn't know I'm younger than her. hahahahaha. now you know. Some stuff that happened, we ignored a kangaroo mascot when he wanted us to shake his hand and he acted all sad and then when we were booking the stuff, the mascot came towards us. LOL.
After that we separated from them because they need to go home. Me and my sis went walking around, shopping. FINALLY bought F(x)'s Electric Shock album and I got Amber's card. booooo. selling it off to my sis's student.
I have no plans for the time being but whatever happens happens, I guess.
Whoosh~!
Friday, August 03, 2012
[[*it's better this way... with me looking away from you...*]]
if only, you would let me... heal those wounds in your heart.
lately, i really want to go sing k. after fasting month i want to go sing k.
nothing much has been happening except for some odd reason i cannot be calm. everyone is out to annoy me. pissing me off for no apparent reason, making my blood boil. but of course, need to stay calm. bulan puasa seh.
and i'm at the moment reading gakuen alice. so awesome. and it's still ongoing! i'm amazed at it. natsume and mikan. so much things that the anime didn't even cover... of course mangas are so much better compared to their anime/drama counterparts. (makes me think of hana kimi but really i have no idea why people have such a huge expectation on the k-adaptation of the drama when the taiwan-adaptation and the j-adaptation wasn't really that great. and why no one mentioned the 2011 j-adaptation version? haha. but whatever, i'm still looking forward to it because well, i want to see how the k-adaptation will be like and of course for M and Jinie~!)
and i found webtoons to read~! i found ENT! YEASHA~!!!
oh last sunday, i went out to break fast with Kak Azie and Kak Rehan and my sis at pizza hut at AMK. omg, the service there..................... and the way they baked the pizza.............. anyways, we met up and discussed about the korea trip we going this december. like hotels, flights and prices and also places to get to. i already decided on places i want to go because I am so not that into going for anything k-pop related... so losing interest. but i think there's some things i need to add on? like coex-mall? gangnam-area i didn't really put much in my itinerary because high-end lah. and what not like i want stalk artistes in cold winter weather. (i still remember how i said i don't really want to spend that much time at gangnam-area even if there's those entertainment buildings and then my sis said, but there's entertainment buildings at apgujeong and i had this -___- face and said, "apgujeong is at gangnam..." lol.)
today, going out with Qilian and YS. YS ahhh... he so ma fan lah. but whatever. i go meet Qilian first then we go meet up with him for dinner. my eyes are kinda tired right now because i slept very little and didn't sleep back after sahur but nevermind. i'm contemplating whether i should wear heels or not. i kinda don't want to kill my feet but i kinda don't want to wear pumps.. and i'm going to experiment some weird style before going out. (no, i'm not going out with the weird style, i'm experimenting, then revert-back to normal everyday style and then go out. lol.)
and then tomorrow, i am going to novena ALONE for about 10mins to collect beautiful days photobook. no one wants to accompany me. so alone......... 30mins go there, 30mins come back. i waste 1 hour of my life doing nothing.
and sunday, go suntec city for chan brothers travel fair. yep meeting Kak Azie and Kak Rehan again. (you know, I find it weird to call Kak Azie a kakak... mostly because she acts younger than me. she's one year older than me if i'm not wrong..)
with that. nothing else, i think i go take a short nap.
lately, i really want to go sing k. after fasting month i want to go sing k.
nothing much has been happening except for some odd reason i cannot be calm. everyone is out to annoy me. pissing me off for no apparent reason, making my blood boil. but of course, need to stay calm. bulan puasa seh.
and i'm at the moment reading gakuen alice. so awesome. and it's still ongoing! i'm amazed at it. natsume and mikan. so much things that the anime didn't even cover... of course mangas are so much better compared to their anime/drama counterparts. (makes me think of hana kimi but really i have no idea why people have such a huge expectation on the k-adaptation of the drama when the taiwan-adaptation and the j-adaptation wasn't really that great. and why no one mentioned the 2011 j-adaptation version? haha. but whatever, i'm still looking forward to it because well, i want to see how the k-adaptation will be like and of course for M and Jinie~!)
and i found webtoons to read~! i found ENT! YEASHA~!!!
oh last sunday, i went out to break fast with Kak Azie and Kak Rehan and my sis at pizza hut at AMK. omg, the service there..................... and the way they baked the pizza.............. anyways, we met up and discussed about the korea trip we going this december. like hotels, flights and prices and also places to get to. i already decided on places i want to go because I am so not that into going for anything k-pop related... so losing interest. but i think there's some things i need to add on? like coex-mall? gangnam-area i didn't really put much in my itinerary because high-end lah. and what not like i want stalk artistes in cold winter weather. (i still remember how i said i don't really want to spend that much time at gangnam-area even if there's those entertainment buildings and then my sis said, but there's entertainment buildings at apgujeong and i had this -___- face and said, "apgujeong is at gangnam..." lol.)
today, going out with Qilian and YS. YS ahhh... he so ma fan lah. but whatever. i go meet Qilian first then we go meet up with him for dinner. my eyes are kinda tired right now because i slept very little and didn't sleep back after sahur but nevermind. i'm contemplating whether i should wear heels or not. i kinda don't want to kill my feet but i kinda don't want to wear pumps.. and i'm going to experiment some weird style before going out. (no, i'm not going out with the weird style, i'm experimenting, then revert-back to normal everyday style and then go out. lol.)
and then tomorrow, i am going to novena ALONE for about 10mins to collect beautiful days photobook. no one wants to accompany me. so alone......... 30mins go there, 30mins come back. i waste 1 hour of my life doing nothing.
and sunday, go suntec city for chan brothers travel fair. yep meeting Kak Azie and Kak Rehan again. (you know, I find it weird to call Kak Azie a kakak... mostly because she acts younger than me. she's one year older than me if i'm not wrong..)
with that. nothing else, i think i go take a short nap.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
[[*何で何で〜〜？！*]]
it's been four days of puasa. and somehow people are testing my patience. oh wow.... tapi bersabarlah eh. marah2 pun ape gunanye kan...
anyways... last friday, I went out with Qilian to NEX. we ate lunch at PizzaHut~ Love the carbonara and of course, curbed my cravings for pizza~ LOVES!! after that, we went walking around and then went to the rooftop and took random pictures with shades because well the damn sun is so glaring. after that, debated on whether to buy a dress but didn't. WAY TOO MUCH CLOTHES LIAO. after that, we went home early. (pasal the next day dah start puasa...)
then weekend did nothing. and all i did while i sat at home doing nothing was watch the explosion in the fandom happen. just because of taemin and jonghyun. amazing. and in no way was the explosion good. LOL.
yesterday, tried to clear some stuff... but meh. all i managed to do was discover the amount of magazines i own and the notebooks filled with my random shit... omg. and today, did more clearing and it totally sucks my blood. RAWR. i feel so dusty and tired. oh yeah i realized i have.... two full boxes of magazines + half a box of magazines. WHAT THE... how is this possible. scary. the amount of money i spent back then. GROSS.
and what is this weirdness on tv right now. AHAHAHAHAHA!!!
with that. see you! 3rd aug going for dinner with Qilian and YS. brape lame seh tk jumpe YS. lol.
anyways... last friday, I went out with Qilian to NEX. we ate lunch at PizzaHut~ Love the carbonara and of course, curbed my cravings for pizza~ LOVES!! after that, we went walking around and then went to the rooftop and took random pictures with shades because well the damn sun is so glaring. after that, debated on whether to buy a dress but didn't. WAY TOO MUCH CLOTHES LIAO. after that, we went home early. (pasal the next day dah start puasa...)
then weekend did nothing. and all i did while i sat at home doing nothing was watch the explosion in the fandom happen. just because of taemin and jonghyun. amazing. and in no way was the explosion good. LOL.
yesterday, tried to clear some stuff... but meh. all i managed to do was discover the amount of magazines i own and the notebooks filled with my random shit... omg. and today, did more clearing and it totally sucks my blood. RAWR. i feel so dusty and tired. oh yeah i realized i have.... two full boxes of magazines + half a box of magazines. WHAT THE... how is this possible. scary. the amount of money i spent back then. GROSS.
and what is this weirdness on tv right now. AHAHAHAHAHA!!!
with that. see you! 3rd aug going for dinner with Qilian and YS. brape lame seh tk jumpe YS. lol.
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
[[*友達とか。。私はあんたの事嫌いなんだ！*]]
i have a lot of angsty feelings right now. and a lot of hatred too. i really shouldn't think about it anymore but every time that person's name appears somewhere, i feel like hurting someone or something. it's a very annoying feeling right now.
listening to sad songs and thinking of you.
how much i just want to let go of my feelings for you.
why is it so difficult? why does it hurt so bad?
why can't i just let it go...
urgh. i'm letting go of all the hatred and disgusting emotions i have by friday. i'm going to remain really calm during the whole fasting month.
lately, i've lost interest in shinee. i don't really give a damn about them as much as i used to. i only care if it has something to do with minho but that's the furthest it goes really.
i know today was taemin's birthday. but i just can't bring myself to care. tsk.
-__-;;
oh but today was also my sister's birthday~ so yeah late birthday wish here. yesterday, we went out, i have no idea if i treated her to lunch or i was paying what i owe her. but we went out for lunch at Seoul Garden. yum meat~~~~~~ didn't eat till we were bloody full but still quite a lot. then we went to buy stuff we needed to buy. i saw this really cute animal erasers but i restrained myself from buying them. and really cute and nice coloured highlighters but really had to restrained myself. BUT i bought Baking King Kim Tak Goo. I'm gonna rewatch that from next week on~ hehehe. i think i'm gonna spent most of fasting month watching dramas.
talking about dramas, i am currently watching 13歳のハローワーク. really interesting and actually quite touching drama. and it makes me think about finding the right job for myself. it makes me semi-depressed but still a really good drama! i'm left with two more episodes to watch.
tomorrow, off to the dentist. annoying lah.. every now and then, i go see dentist. but can't do anything about it. after the next appointment, i don't want to ever go back to the dentist for at least a year or two. ;___;
friday, going out for lunch with Qilian. i'm not sure if friday is the start of fasting month or saturday but if friday is the start then, cancel lor.. what to do? (need to see anak bulan, you see.. so i don't know if it's friday or saturday or even sunday...)
well, with that. i'll see you when i have stuff to say.
listening to sad songs and thinking of you.
how much i just want to let go of my feelings for you.
why is it so difficult? why does it hurt so bad?
why can't i just let it go...
urgh. i'm letting go of all the hatred and disgusting emotions i have by friday. i'm going to remain really calm during the whole fasting month.
lately, i've lost interest in shinee. i don't really give a damn about them as much as i used to. i only care if it has something to do with minho but that's the furthest it goes really.
i know today was taemin's birthday. but i just can't bring myself to care. tsk.
-__-;;
oh but today was also my sister's birthday~ so yeah late birthday wish here. yesterday, we went out, i have no idea if i treated her to lunch or i was paying what i owe her. but we went out for lunch at Seoul Garden. yum meat~~~~~~ didn't eat till we were bloody full but still quite a lot. then we went to buy stuff we needed to buy. i saw this really cute animal erasers but i restrained myself from buying them. and really cute and nice coloured highlighters but really had to restrained myself. BUT i bought Baking King Kim Tak Goo. I'm gonna rewatch that from next week on~ hehehe. i think i'm gonna spent most of fasting month watching dramas.
talking about dramas, i am currently watching 13歳のハローワーク. really interesting and actually quite touching drama. and it makes me think about finding the right job for myself. it makes me semi-depressed but still a really good drama! i'm left with two more episodes to watch.
tomorrow, off to the dentist. annoying lah.. every now and then, i go see dentist. but can't do anything about it. after the next appointment, i don't want to ever go back to the dentist for at least a year or two. ;___;
friday, going out for lunch with Qilian. i'm not sure if friday is the start of fasting month or saturday but if friday is the start then, cancel lor.. what to do? (need to see anak bulan, you see.. so i don't know if it's friday or saturday or even sunday...)
well, with that. i'll see you when i have stuff to say.
Saturday, July 14, 2012
[[*痛いの物は。。。*]]
okie, i know i've been away for a while. it's because i was ill for a whole week. high fever at its fineness. gross.
so i didn't go out with my friends the other day. and i barely did anything this whole time. and planning for the seoul trip in december made my head go crazy. but i'm done with the planning and shit like that. just need to book the flight and hotel and i'm good to go.
and my brother is finally home. yesterday went to the airport to pick him up. (more like pick up his luggage) and ate late lunch with my oldest brother (just because). i was the first one to notice my brother's friends waiting for him to come home. like duh they had a board with his name on it. and they were so hyper to see him. oh well.
now that i'm feeling better. i feel like either going out on my own to places (maybe get some exercise... a.k.a i want to go explore park connectors. i am retarded in a way.) or go out with someone but no one is as free as me.
my dad keep asking me if i'm finding work. but it's not like i'm not. the jobs that i want they don't want me. so how? fine i'll go try to get a job. somehow..... yeah somehow.
hmmmm... well until something interesting happens in my life.. i'm out of here.
so i didn't go out with my friends the other day. and i barely did anything this whole time. and planning for the seoul trip in december made my head go crazy. but i'm done with the planning and shit like that. just need to book the flight and hotel and i'm good to go.
and my brother is finally home. yesterday went to the airport to pick him up. (more like pick up his luggage) and ate late lunch with my oldest brother (just because). i was the first one to notice my brother's friends waiting for him to come home. like duh they had a board with his name on it. and they were so hyper to see him. oh well.
now that i'm feeling better. i feel like either going out on my own to places (maybe get some exercise... a.k.a i want to go explore park connectors. i am retarded in a way.) or go out with someone but no one is as free as me.
my dad keep asking me if i'm finding work. but it's not like i'm not. the jobs that i want they don't want me. so how? fine i'll go try to get a job. somehow..... yeah somehow.
hmmmm... well until something interesting happens in my life.. i'm out of here.
Tuesday, July 03, 2012
[[*슬븐하게 이야기*]]
maybe if you would have just taken my hand and held onto it tight,
i wouldn't have drown....
deep in my own sorrow.
so it's been a while since I last updated this space. so just gonna update it a bit with recent events.
THE BIGGEST EVENT HAS TO BE ONE OK ROCK'S LIVE LAST SATURDAY!!!!
but let's get the other stuff off my chest first.
I slacked most of the time. tried to apply for jobs but no one replies to me so i'm gonna stick to one corner of my room and emo for now. and i'm trying to save money. which is kinda hard with all these temptation to buy stuff.
and i'm planning a trip overseas with my sister at the end of the year. it's either to korea or to japan. or to taiwan. i want the itinerary for korea from those two but they not emailing it at all. which annoys me. you want us to see the itinerary so that we can all go together for the trip but you don't give it to us? it's july. and i want to plan it early because need to book stuff seh. and i need to decide whether i want to follow that itinerary!! if not, me and my sis just go on our own and stuff.
haiz... anyways, i went out with Su~ the other day on friday. we hanged out and chatted. it was really fun~ thanks for hanging out with me, Su~!! :DDD
and saturday was the best night of my life! my life feels complete after seeing ONE OK ROCK live! I won't say much but they were totally awesome!! I've never had so much fun - screaming, jumping, headbanging and singing along -! and the crowd was bursting with energy! and TAKA's vocals is and will always be beautiful! I almost cried during some of the songs but I refrained from doing so because it'll look so pathetic of me because everyone around me were all "YEAH!!!!!!" and all. -___-;; But they are just awesome. and seeing them leave in their mini-bus with no tinted glass and them taking pictures of us and waving and smiling and making random faces at us was just so awesome! they have to come back again like they promised~!!
now if only radwimps comes to singapore... hehehehhe.
i haven't watch the continuation to the Shinhwa MT so i'll do that later. and i need to go move all my stuff back to my room. and clean up the two sections of my cupboard so that i can dump new things inside. and also need to iron my clothes. and thursday go dinner with the peepz... i need to buy acrylic plastic at artfriend before i meet them. wait is there acrylic plastic at artfriend to begin with? i hope so. and i hope it's cheap. if it's expensive i'll go buy fish-tank instead. (don't ask what i plan to do with this....)
with that... i shall wait to buka puasa. two more days of bayar puasa and then a week or so before start of fasting month. and i have to change my dental appointments. pssssshhhhhh.
i wouldn't have drown....
deep in my own sorrow.
so it's been a while since I last updated this space. so just gonna update it a bit with recent events.
THE BIGGEST EVENT HAS TO BE ONE OK ROCK'S LIVE LAST SATURDAY!!!!
but let's get the other stuff off my chest first.
I slacked most of the time. tried to apply for jobs but no one replies to me so i'm gonna stick to one corner of my room and emo for now. and i'm trying to save money. which is kinda hard with all these temptation to buy stuff.
and i'm planning a trip overseas with my sister at the end of the year. it's either to korea or to japan. or to taiwan. i want the itinerary for korea from those two but they not emailing it at all. which annoys me. you want us to see the itinerary so that we can all go together for the trip but you don't give it to us? it's july. and i want to plan it early because need to book stuff seh. and i need to decide whether i want to follow that itinerary!! if not, me and my sis just go on our own and stuff.
haiz... anyways, i went out with Su~ the other day on friday. we hanged out and chatted. it was really fun~ thanks for hanging out with me, Su~!! :DDD
and saturday was the best night of my life! my life feels complete after seeing ONE OK ROCK live! I won't say much but they were totally awesome!! I've never had so much fun - screaming, jumping, headbanging and singing along -! and the crowd was bursting with energy! and TAKA's vocals is and will always be beautiful! I almost cried during some of the songs but I refrained from doing so because it'll look so pathetic of me because everyone around me were all "YEAH!!!!!!" and all. -___-;; But they are just awesome. and seeing them leave in their mini-bus with no tinted glass and them taking pictures of us and waving and smiling and making random faces at us was just so awesome! they have to come back again like they promised~!!
now if only radwimps comes to singapore... hehehehhe.
i haven't watch the continuation to the Shinhwa MT so i'll do that later. and i need to go move all my stuff back to my room. and clean up the two sections of my cupboard so that i can dump new things inside. and also need to iron my clothes. and thursday go dinner with the peepz... i need to buy acrylic plastic at artfriend before i meet them. wait is there acrylic plastic at artfriend to begin with? i hope so. and i hope it's cheap. if it's expensive i'll go buy fish-tank instead. (don't ask what i plan to do with this....)
with that... i shall wait to buka puasa. two more days of bayar puasa and then a week or so before start of fasting month. and i have to change my dental appointments. pssssshhhhhh.
Monday, June 18, 2012
[[*Trip to Okinawa + Taiwan*]]
wrote this during the trip so the grammar might be all over the place. and also, because i wasn't really paying attention to where i was, some inaccuracy because really, i was half-asleep for most of the trip. But i'll try to edit it to at least some coherency.
Day One: Sunday, 10th June 2012
Didn't sleep the whole night before because I was watching Shinhwa Broadcast, the second part with SHINee. It's hilarious I tell you!!! (and i'm going to watch the third part after I type this.)
Anyways, started getting ready from 5.30am and went out the house at 7am. Reached the airport at 7.30am. We ate breakfast at KFC and then waited to get our luggage checked-in and stuff.
The flight was 5 hours from Singapore to Taiwan and then 1 hour flight from Taiwan to Okinawa. The plane from Taiwan to Okinawa is so cramp and small and that kid who sat behind me kept poking the screen so hard till my head hurts...
So kinda died but thankfully reached Okinawa safely. Reached at around 6.30pm and we had a nice greetings from the Okinawa people. Really nice of them and we were filmed! Anyways, off we went to the hotel, Okinawa Miyako Hotel without dinner. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ the hotel was really nice however, it was kinda stuffy.
Day Two: Monday, 11th June 2012
Wake up call: 6.30am. Breakfast: 7.30am. Departure: 8.30am
Couldn't really sleep the night before and woke up at around 5.30am to get ready. Had breakfast at 7.30am at one of their banquet halls. The breakfast was really nice. Grilled salmon with chicken karaage, salad, egg and also umeboshi and miso soup. The service and everything was top-notch.
After breakfast, we went off at 8.30am to our first destination, Cape Manza. It was just a short visit but the journey from our hotel to the cape was rather long. Our hotel was located in the central of Okinawa around Naha area whereas we went up north nearer to Nago city. The view, however was really beautiful. Also, plus the breeze and the slight salty taste in the air, it was just magnificent.
Then, we made our way to Nago Pineapple Park. A really cute little park with this cute automated tram ride. Saw the different pineapple products, tried the juice, the custard cake. Everything was really nice. Bought some token of memory and also some candies and dried pineapple.
We left Pineapple Park and headed for lunch. Lunch was teppanyaki style. Cooked by ourselves. Seafood + vegetables. Yum~~ However, it was slightly undercooked thanks to my sister. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It was delicious nevertheless. And after eating, we went to taste the Okinawan confectionery. 本当においしいです~ Bought some cakes. The special one has to be the sweet potato pastry.
It was raining but it doesn't stop us. So we went to Ocean Expo Park which had this huge aquarium called the Okinawa Churaumi Aquarium. All kinds of fishes were there and super huge stingrays, sharks and other fishes that I have no idea what of were there. Also, we managed to catch the Dolphin Performance Show. It was really awesome and the dolphins were really cute and big! There's this one part where the trainer fed the dolphin but the dolphin threw it out of it's mouth over and over again and it became this comedic act. So cute~ And we also visited the Okinawan Village. Looked at the old structure of the Okinawan houses.
After that, we went to the ruins of Nakijin Castle. It's really RUINS. Only walls of the area is left, the castle, well, you have to imagine how it looked like. We climbed up the steps (quite a tiring climb with uneven pavements) to get to the top where we had a good view of the area. Stunning and captivating. I can understand why it was built there. If only it was still a castle though.
Our last stop was the Kouri Bridge. A really long bridge that connects one island of Okinawa to the other. The view? Awesome. You can see the clear water of the sea. Simply amazing.
Then it was dinner time at one of the hotels at that area. One of the more expensive and beautiful hotels. I had wished we stayed there. The dinner was coconut green curry (kinda thai style) and herb lemon chicken. Simple dinner that I couldn't really finish.
By request of some of others that were on the trip with us, we went to a supermarket. So bought food and drinks. Also, my makeup remover wipes because I did not bring it and it was a pain to remove my makeup without it. After purchasing the items, we went back to the hotel to get a good night sleep.
Day Three: Tuesday, 12th June 2012
Wake up call: 6.30am. Breakfast: 7.30am. Departure: 8.30am
Woke up early around 5.30am to get ready. Watched tv and slacked around before going down for breakfast. Breakfast at this hotel is always so awesome. Pasta with korokke and some other stuff that i can't remember what. After that awesome breakfast, we made our way to our first destination, Shuri Castle.
It was raining but we still continued to walk around Shuri Castle. Though it was raining, the castle still looks huge and mighty. However, I hated history so I was kinda bored by it. But it was good exercise because we had to climb up and down everywhere. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
After that we went to Gala Aoiumi. It's where they made salt, glass crafts and clay crafts. Saw how they made salt (well at least the process of it) and the different kinds of salts and tried the salt products. Salt ice-cream and salt senbei. Nice, nice~~
Then it was time for lunch. It was Okinawan soba. Damn nice. If ever, you go to Okinawa, you should really try it. It's like a mixture of Udon and soba.
Next, Okinawa World where we watched a traditional Okinawan performance. Really interesting and fascinating performance. Enjoyed the performance very much. And after that, we went to Gyokusendo Cave. The cave was really huge and it was a really long walk in the cave. It was quite cool though and I kept remembering Jongmin with his appreciation for the ceiling of caves. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ And the funny thing was there was this tank where they display some of the species that can be found in the cave and there was one where they put 'missing' on it and guess what, we saw it right there in the waters... -___-;;
Last stop, we made our way to Ashibina Outlet Mall where all kinds of factory outlets of branded stuff is at. And we bought a really cheap, discounted Sylvanian Families set! So HAPPY!! Can't believe it that we could actually owe a set. So damn cute stuff!!
Then had dinner with traditional Okinawa dance performance. The dinner was quite heavy but really, really delicious. Curry rice with Okinawa soba and other stuff~~ <3<3
After which, back to the hotel to have a good night sleep.
Day Four: 13th June 2012
Wake up call: 7am. Breakfast: 8am. Departure: 9am.
Woke up early and watched tv before going down for breakfast. Today's breakfast wasn't that nice but whatever as long as it keeps me full.
Agenda today is shopping and a little sightseeing. So first we went to the Kadena Air Base. Not much to see but saw the fighter planes taking off and landing.
After that we went to American Village where we did some shopping... Nothing much but saw a bookstore so we bought mangas, ㅋㅋㅋㅋ BL mangas. And I can't remember if it was here but should be here where we took purikura and bought crepe to eat.
And then we had lunch which was really good. Buffet style food, lots of fried stuff and curry. And we saw the chef cut the tuna up. Though I didn't eat the raw sashimi of that since I know I can't stomach it.
And then it was free time for shopping at Kokusai Street. Not much to buy again but bought the souvenirs (not really because I lazy to actually get stuff for people. so don't expect anything from me.) And we went to the bookstore and bought more mangas and Arena 37C July Issue. much cheaper mah.
After that, dinner!!!!!! Gala Night with the DJs~! Dinner was again buffet style and it was just delicious, beyond delicious. The entertainment was good too. The games, the DJs were just awesome. They made some lame and dirty jokes but still we had fun. And we watched the Okinawa news where we were mentioned! I appeared on tv siol~~~ in a foreign country some more. ははははははは！！ I have the video but I don't know if I want to upload. I go screencap myself from the video bah.
Then head back to the hotel to pack up our stuff because the next day we go Taiwan.
Day Five: 14th June 2012
Wake up call: 7am. Breakfast: 8am. Departure: 9am.
Woke up really early after all the packing the night before. Very tired and sleepy and ate breakfast and then made our way off to the airport. It's the last day in Okinawa and I wished we had a day tour before leaving but it's straight to the airport. Really missing Okinawa. The people and the place is really nice and clean. And every time, me and my sis talked in japanese, they would mention how good out japanese was. really missing the place. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ また会いましょう〜
Anyways, after checking in and saying goodbye to Okinawa and after an hour of flight, we say hello to Taiwan.
In Taiwan, first place we went to was the Mosque. Taipei Grand Mosque. We learned about the Taiwanese Muslim community and culture. Then off we went to Taipei 101. Oh and it was raining the whole time. Took a picture together there as a group. Then we went on our way to our hotel which is in Taichung.
It took 2 hours to reach Taichung from Taipei and we had Indian cuisine for dinner. After dinner, we made our way to Fengjia Market. Walked around and bought bubble milk tea~ After that slacked at McDees with a cup of latte. Then we made our way to the hotel again to sleep.
Day Six: 15th June 2012
Wake up call: 6am. Breakfast: 7am. Departure: 8am.
Almost didn't wake up. But woke up and got ready to go down for breakfast. Which was cute disappointing. It was only bread with hard-boiled egg and milk. ㅂ.ㅂ After breakfast, got our luggage down to the lobby (because we keep changing hotels here) and made our way to the first destination.
The Formosan Aboriginal Culture Village. Took about 1-2hours to reach. It's a kind of theme park but we didn't ride any of the rides because well there wasn't much time and most weren't even open yet! But anyways, we first took a tram up to the cable car to Sun Moon Lake. Took in the sights. Sum Moon Lake is quite beautiful. After looking around there, we went down by cable car back to where the main attractions were. One Piece paradise~! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Bought a bunch of One Piece goods especially the collab they had with Hello Kitty!
After that we made our way for lunch. Lunch was quite satisfactory. Yummy food~~~ <3<3
After lunch, we went to learn about one of the aboriginal tribes and also tried something that i can't remember the name of and royal jelly. Then we walked around and bought some souvenirs. After which, we made our way to the resort-hotel near Tai Yi Farm. The dinner was nice~ yummy! Then made flower key-chain (damn merepek moment lah. we were given a plastic thingy and we just had to paste the dried flowers with white glue into the plastic.) And then back to the hotel to sleep.
Day Seven: 16th June 2012
Wake up call: 5.30am. Breakfast: 6.30am. Departure: 7.30am.
Second last day for the whole trip. This day, we went shopping all day long. But first, we had breakfast which was kinda disappointing still. And we made our way to our first destination which took over 3 hours to travel. And then we had lunch which was Indian cuisine again. tsk.
Then went to the Wufenpu Fashion Street where we bought an orange coloured handbag and clothes. CLOTHES! Of course. hehehe. Then went to the place they made pearls. pearls... expensive pearls..
Then made our way to Tamshui Old Street plus Fisherman's Wharf. Nothing much but bought food (fish, prawn, seaweed crackers + century eggs). After buying all the stuff and souvenirs, we slacked at starbucks. I think our starbucks cheaper siol. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Dinner time, we had Thai cuisine. Nice is nice lah but I wish we had Chinese cuisine. After dinner we went to Shilin Nigh Market. Bought bling-bling keychains and t-shirts. And then to the hotel. We packed our stuff because the next day is the last day and the day we depart.
Day Eight: 17th June 2012
Wake up call: 6am. Breakfast: 7am. Departure: 8am.
Last day in Taiwan and the day we depart back to Singapore. So woke up early and got ready and had breakfast at 6.30am. There wasn't much to eat but ate whatever I could. After breakfast, gathered at the lobby and waited to get on the bus.
First stop today is the Marytr's Shrine. There we saw the guards march from the entrance gate to the shrine gate and back to entrance gate. After that we went to Chiang Kai Shek Memorial Hall, we took in the sights and then went back on the bus. From there we saw the presidential state area. And then we made our way to a Taiwan Confectionery store where we bought pineapple cakes, milk sun cakes and many more.
Lastly, we went to branded jewellery and watches dfs store. Nothing much. I'm not one of those branded-hungry people. After that was lunch, thai style again. It was good but they always bring out the vegetables last when I have no mood to eat anymore. ㅂ.ㅂ
Then off to the airport where we checked-in and waited for our flight. (one stupid thing that happened, Xiao Chou asked me if he looked good and I laughed and he was like, "why are you laughing" and I just laughed some more. sorry man, you just shouldn't have asked that you Calvin+Aaron looking guy. and then he wanted to shake my hand and I was like, whoa no.)
Anyways, up onto the plane we go and the plane was bloody cramp and I was aching all over because of it and the entertainment system kept rebooting so I gave up and tried to sleep but can't. grrrrrrr. Then reached Singapore in 5 hours time. And had a late night snack/dinner at KFC. (before we left Singapore, we ate KFC. we came back to Singapore, we ate KFC. -___-;;) After that, we went home.
Overall, I would say that the trip was fun and enjoyable. The guides were really nice. Yuta-kun, Hiromi-san and Xiao Chou. Yuta-kun who had trouble with english but was really fun to be with and also he was so nice to specifically tell us to have fun in Taiwan when we were departing (he said it in japanese so it was specific to us~) Hiromi-san who was all cute with her face expressions and she reminded me of someone but I can't seem to remember who. Xiao Chou, the guy who looks like Calvin+Aaron. Made a lot of weird jokes and made me fall asleep because he talked too much... The drivers were also nice as well as patient with us. Our tour leader, Kelly was really helpful and mindful of things for us muslims and he was really fun to be with. Our tour manager, Tina who was there to greet us and see us off. Really thankful to her and everything she's done for us. Really thankful to them all for making this trip an enjoyable and memorable trip~! (I have complains but nevermind about it.)
Day One: Sunday, 10th June 2012
Didn't sleep the whole night before because I was watching Shinhwa Broadcast, the second part with SHINee. It's hilarious I tell you!!! (and i'm going to watch the third part after I type this.)
Anyways, started getting ready from 5.30am and went out the house at 7am. Reached the airport at 7.30am. We ate breakfast at KFC and then waited to get our luggage checked-in and stuff.
The flight was 5 hours from Singapore to Taiwan and then 1 hour flight from Taiwan to Okinawa. The plane from Taiwan to Okinawa is so cramp and small and that kid who sat behind me kept poking the screen so hard till my head hurts...
So kinda died but thankfully reached Okinawa safely. Reached at around 6.30pm and we had a nice greetings from the Okinawa people. Really nice of them and we were filmed! Anyways, off we went to the hotel, Okinawa Miyako Hotel without dinner. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ the hotel was really nice however, it was kinda stuffy.
Day Two: Monday, 11th June 2012
Wake up call: 6.30am. Breakfast: 7.30am. Departure: 8.30am
Couldn't really sleep the night before and woke up at around 5.30am to get ready. Had breakfast at 7.30am at one of their banquet halls. The breakfast was really nice. Grilled salmon with chicken karaage, salad, egg and also umeboshi and miso soup. The service and everything was top-notch.
After breakfast, we went off at 8.30am to our first destination, Cape Manza. It was just a short visit but the journey from our hotel to the cape was rather long. Our hotel was located in the central of Okinawa around Naha area whereas we went up north nearer to Nago city. The view, however was really beautiful. Also, plus the breeze and the slight salty taste in the air, it was just magnificent.
Then, we made our way to Nago Pineapple Park. A really cute little park with this cute automated tram ride. Saw the different pineapple products, tried the juice, the custard cake. Everything was really nice. Bought some token of memory and also some candies and dried pineapple.
We left Pineapple Park and headed for lunch. Lunch was teppanyaki style. Cooked by ourselves. Seafood + vegetables. Yum~~ However, it was slightly undercooked thanks to my sister. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It was delicious nevertheless. And after eating, we went to taste the Okinawan confectionery. 本当においしいです~ Bought some cakes. The special one has to be the sweet potato pastry.
It was raining but it doesn't stop us. So we went to Ocean Expo Park which had this huge aquarium called the Okinawa Churaumi Aquarium. All kinds of fishes were there and super huge stingrays, sharks and other fishes that I have no idea what of were there. Also, we managed to catch the Dolphin Performance Show. It was really awesome and the dolphins were really cute and big! There's this one part where the trainer fed the dolphin but the dolphin threw it out of it's mouth over and over again and it became this comedic act. So cute~ And we also visited the Okinawan Village. Looked at the old structure of the Okinawan houses.
After that, we went to the ruins of Nakijin Castle. It's really RUINS. Only walls of the area is left, the castle, well, you have to imagine how it looked like. We climbed up the steps (quite a tiring climb with uneven pavements) to get to the top where we had a good view of the area. Stunning and captivating. I can understand why it was built there. If only it was still a castle though.
Our last stop was the Kouri Bridge. A really long bridge that connects one island of Okinawa to the other. The view? Awesome. You can see the clear water of the sea. Simply amazing.
Then it was dinner time at one of the hotels at that area. One of the more expensive and beautiful hotels. I had wished we stayed there. The dinner was coconut green curry (kinda thai style) and herb lemon chicken. Simple dinner that I couldn't really finish.
By request of some of others that were on the trip with us, we went to a supermarket. So bought food and drinks. Also, my makeup remover wipes because I did not bring it and it was a pain to remove my makeup without it. After purchasing the items, we went back to the hotel to get a good night sleep.
Day Three: Tuesday, 12th June 2012
Wake up call: 6.30am. Breakfast: 7.30am. Departure: 8.30am
Woke up early around 5.30am to get ready. Watched tv and slacked around before going down for breakfast. Breakfast at this hotel is always so awesome. Pasta with korokke and some other stuff that i can't remember what. After that awesome breakfast, we made our way to our first destination, Shuri Castle.
It was raining but we still continued to walk around Shuri Castle. Though it was raining, the castle still looks huge and mighty. However, I hated history so I was kinda bored by it. But it was good exercise because we had to climb up and down everywhere. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
After that we went to Gala Aoiumi. It's where they made salt, glass crafts and clay crafts. Saw how they made salt (well at least the process of it) and the different kinds of salts and tried the salt products. Salt ice-cream and salt senbei. Nice, nice~~
Then it was time for lunch. It was Okinawan soba. Damn nice. If ever, you go to Okinawa, you should really try it. It's like a mixture of Udon and soba.
Next, Okinawa World where we watched a traditional Okinawan performance. Really interesting and fascinating performance. Enjoyed the performance very much. And after that, we went to Gyokusendo Cave. The cave was really huge and it was a really long walk in the cave. It was quite cool though and I kept remembering Jongmin with his appreciation for the ceiling of caves. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ And the funny thing was there was this tank where they display some of the species that can be found in the cave and there was one where they put 'missing' on it and guess what, we saw it right there in the waters... -___-;;
Last stop, we made our way to Ashibina Outlet Mall where all kinds of factory outlets of branded stuff is at. And we bought a really cheap, discounted Sylvanian Families set! So HAPPY!! Can't believe it that we could actually owe a set. So damn cute stuff!!
Then had dinner with traditional Okinawa dance performance. The dinner was quite heavy but really, really delicious. Curry rice with Okinawa soba and other stuff~~ <3<3
After which, back to the hotel to have a good night sleep.
Day Four: 13th June 2012
Wake up call: 7am. Breakfast: 8am. Departure: 9am.
Woke up early and watched tv before going down for breakfast. Today's breakfast wasn't that nice but whatever as long as it keeps me full.
Agenda today is shopping and a little sightseeing. So first we went to the Kadena Air Base. Not much to see but saw the fighter planes taking off and landing.
After that we went to American Village where we did some shopping... Nothing much but saw a bookstore so we bought mangas, ㅋㅋㅋㅋ BL mangas. And I can't remember if it was here but should be here where we took purikura and bought crepe to eat.
And then we had lunch which was really good. Buffet style food, lots of fried stuff and curry. And we saw the chef cut the tuna up. Though I didn't eat the raw sashimi of that since I know I can't stomach it.
And then it was free time for shopping at Kokusai Street. Not much to buy again but bought the souvenirs (not really because I lazy to actually get stuff for people. so don't expect anything from me.) And we went to the bookstore and bought more mangas and Arena 37C July Issue. much cheaper mah.
After that, dinner!!!!!! Gala Night with the DJs~! Dinner was again buffet style and it was just delicious, beyond delicious. The entertainment was good too. The games, the DJs were just awesome. They made some lame and dirty jokes but still we had fun. And we watched the Okinawa news where we were mentioned! I appeared on tv siol~~~ in a foreign country some more. ははははははは！！ I have the video but I don't know if I want to upload. I go screencap myself from the video bah.
Then head back to the hotel to pack up our stuff because the next day we go Taiwan.
Day Five: 14th June 2012
Wake up call: 7am. Breakfast: 8am. Departure: 9am.
Woke up really early after all the packing the night before. Very tired and sleepy and ate breakfast and then made our way off to the airport. It's the last day in Okinawa and I wished we had a day tour before leaving but it's straight to the airport. Really missing Okinawa. The people and the place is really nice and clean. And every time, me and my sis talked in japanese, they would mention how good out japanese was. really missing the place. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ また会いましょう〜
Anyways, after checking in and saying goodbye to Okinawa and after an hour of flight, we say hello to Taiwan.
In Taiwan, first place we went to was the Mosque. Taipei Grand Mosque. We learned about the Taiwanese Muslim community and culture. Then off we went to Taipei 101. Oh and it was raining the whole time. Took a picture together there as a group. Then we went on our way to our hotel which is in Taichung.
It took 2 hours to reach Taichung from Taipei and we had Indian cuisine for dinner. After dinner, we made our way to Fengjia Market. Walked around and bought bubble milk tea~ After that slacked at McDees with a cup of latte. Then we made our way to the hotel again to sleep.
Day Six: 15th June 2012
Wake up call: 6am. Breakfast: 7am. Departure: 8am.
Almost didn't wake up. But woke up and got ready to go down for breakfast. Which was cute disappointing. It was only bread with hard-boiled egg and milk. ㅂ.ㅂ After breakfast, got our luggage down to the lobby (because we keep changing hotels here) and made our way to the first destination.
The Formosan Aboriginal Culture Village. Took about 1-2hours to reach. It's a kind of theme park but we didn't ride any of the rides because well there wasn't much time and most weren't even open yet! But anyways, we first took a tram up to the cable car to Sun Moon Lake. Took in the sights. Sum Moon Lake is quite beautiful. After looking around there, we went down by cable car back to where the main attractions were. One Piece paradise~! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Bought a bunch of One Piece goods especially the collab they had with Hello Kitty!
After that we made our way for lunch. Lunch was quite satisfactory. Yummy food~~~ <3<3
After lunch, we went to learn about one of the aboriginal tribes and also tried something that i can't remember the name of and royal jelly. Then we walked around and bought some souvenirs. After which, we made our way to the resort-hotel near Tai Yi Farm. The dinner was nice~ yummy! Then made flower key-chain (damn merepek moment lah. we were given a plastic thingy and we just had to paste the dried flowers with white glue into the plastic.) And then back to the hotel to sleep.
Day Seven: 16th June 2012
Wake up call: 5.30am. Breakfast: 6.30am. Departure: 7.30am.
Second last day for the whole trip. This day, we went shopping all day long. But first, we had breakfast which was kinda disappointing still. And we made our way to our first destination which took over 3 hours to travel. And then we had lunch which was Indian cuisine again. tsk.
Then went to the Wufenpu Fashion Street where we bought an orange coloured handbag and clothes. CLOTHES! Of course. hehehe. Then went to the place they made pearls. pearls... expensive pearls..
Then made our way to Tamshui Old Street plus Fisherman's Wharf. Nothing much but bought food (fish, prawn, seaweed crackers + century eggs). After buying all the stuff and souvenirs, we slacked at starbucks. I think our starbucks cheaper siol. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Dinner time, we had Thai cuisine. Nice is nice lah but I wish we had Chinese cuisine. After dinner we went to Shilin Nigh Market. Bought bling-bling keychains and t-shirts. And then to the hotel. We packed our stuff because the next day is the last day and the day we depart.
Day Eight: 17th June 2012
Wake up call: 6am. Breakfast: 7am. Departure: 8am.
Last day in Taiwan and the day we depart back to Singapore. So woke up early and got ready and had breakfast at 6.30am. There wasn't much to eat but ate whatever I could. After breakfast, gathered at the lobby and waited to get on the bus.
First stop today is the Marytr's Shrine. There we saw the guards march from the entrance gate to the shrine gate and back to entrance gate. After that we went to Chiang Kai Shek Memorial Hall, we took in the sights and then went back on the bus. From there we saw the presidential state area. And then we made our way to a Taiwan Confectionery store where we bought pineapple cakes, milk sun cakes and many more.
Lastly, we went to branded jewellery and watches dfs store. Nothing much. I'm not one of those branded-hungry people. After that was lunch, thai style again. It was good but they always bring out the vegetables last when I have no mood to eat anymore. ㅂ.ㅂ
Then off to the airport where we checked-in and waited for our flight. (one stupid thing that happened, Xiao Chou asked me if he looked good and I laughed and he was like, "why are you laughing" and I just laughed some more. sorry man, you just shouldn't have asked that you Calvin+Aaron looking guy. and then he wanted to shake my hand and I was like, whoa no.)
Anyways, up onto the plane we go and the plane was bloody cramp and I was aching all over because of it and the entertainment system kept rebooting so I gave up and tried to sleep but can't. grrrrrrr. Then reached Singapore in 5 hours time. And had a late night snack/dinner at KFC. (before we left Singapore, we ate KFC. we came back to Singapore, we ate KFC. -___-;;) After that, we went home.
Overall, I would say that the trip was fun and enjoyable. The guides were really nice. Yuta-kun, Hiromi-san and Xiao Chou. Yuta-kun who had trouble with english but was really fun to be with and also he was so nice to specifically tell us to have fun in Taiwan when we were departing (he said it in japanese so it was specific to us~) Hiromi-san who was all cute with her face expressions and she reminded me of someone but I can't seem to remember who. Xiao Chou, the guy who looks like Calvin+Aaron. Made a lot of weird jokes and made me fall asleep because he talked too much... The drivers were also nice as well as patient with us. Our tour leader, Kelly was really helpful and mindful of things for us muslims and he was really fun to be with. Our tour manager, Tina who was there to greet us and see us off. Really thankful to her and everything she's done for us. Really thankful to them all for making this trip an enjoyable and memorable trip~! (I have complains but nevermind about it.)
Saturday, June 09, 2012
[[*i didn't do anything this whole week!*]]
was trying to remember what i did this whole week and i can't seem to remember anything.
the only things i remember is i went to cut my hair on monday and on thursday evening, i went out with the peepz for dinner. and we as usual talked nonsense, took photos and ate, of course. totally nothing much going on...
i remember watching shinee on shinhwa broadcast. and it was damn hilarious! tonight is the second part i think~ have to stay up for it because i want to watch it before i fly off tomorrow morning. which brings me to the point that i'm flying off tomorrow morning~!
off i go to okinawa + taiwan! i'll be back next sunday~ but urgh i want to know when smtown flying back to korea... ;___;
anyways, nothing much to say. so i'll see you next week! with a nice report of my trip~!
oh and ummm, i am so damn happy f(x) is making a comeback but i'm going to miss the first week of the hype. :(( and i haven't bought my cd yet. later, later~
the only things i remember is i went to cut my hair on monday and on thursday evening, i went out with the peepz for dinner. and we as usual talked nonsense, took photos and ate, of course. totally nothing much going on...
i remember watching shinee on shinhwa broadcast. and it was damn hilarious! tonight is the second part i think~ have to stay up for it because i want to watch it before i fly off tomorrow morning. which brings me to the point that i'm flying off tomorrow morning~!
off i go to okinawa + taiwan! i'll be back next sunday~ but urgh i want to know when smtown flying back to korea... ;___;
anyways, nothing much to say. so i'll see you next week! with a nice report of my trip~!
oh and ummm, i am so damn happy f(x) is making a comeback but i'm going to miss the first week of the hype. :(( and i haven't bought my cd yet. later, later~
Saturday, June 02, 2012
[[*so this is what it feels like...*]]
to sit around and do nothing for hours. i'm used to slacking but i at the very least had some form of entertainment device. today, i really just stoned........
So... I really have no idea what happened lately. (goes check twitter because really.. i can't remember a shit..)
Last Saturday, went for a briefing for the tour vacation thing. Really can't wait for it~~~ it's the week after next!! OMG, I really can't wait!
then sunday, did nothing. i think i was in a bad mood or something. and ended up making plans to go botanic gardens with mummyQi.
monday, went to botanic gardens with mummyQi. the weather was freaking hot. we were dying in the heat but the flowers, the trees, everything was nice~~ but because i was dead tired after a while, we made our way home rather early. oh well. (oh yeah, i was really angst-y/emo-ish when i went out of my house that day. because of some shit... and because i really don't understand how my mom thinks..)
tueday, went to meet my sis at northpoint because she wanted to make new spectacles. and i bought sunglasses and contact lens. i am still dying trying to put on lens. but if i do it more often, i'll get used to it. but love my sunglasses~~ so nice and cool!! and my contact lens got colour and it's daily kind. :)
then wednesday, i did nothing except read "are you alice". i was damn bored man. then thursday, was supposed to go out with my sis to go sing k but in the end, we didn't. damn. and we were all "why would we have grey baju kurung?!" lol
friday, we went out to far east plaza. bought fake glasses because i look damn retarded without spectacles on when i wear contact lens. beyond retarded sia. especially if i don't put makeup. oh gross. then after that, we walked around. my sis bought watches. then off we went to northpoint. where we slacked at wendy's, ate dinner and just sat there for a while before we started just walking around again to kill time before the movie.
what movie? I AM: SMTOWN Live in Madison Square Garden! of course!!! it was awesome! i want a dvd of it~~ And all the moments where I wanted to just smack Minho. lol. not going to talk about the movie but i'm going to talk about the people who were at the cinema with us. kekeke. they were mostly SJ and SNSD fans with prominent Yoona, Ryeowook, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, Donghae and Taeyeon fans. I felt like a minority for loving SHINee and f(x) in that cinema. lol. and the best part was at the end when they showed EXO, suddenly the whole cinema is an EXO fan. oh mamma mia. -____-||||
then today, went to my cousin's wedding. i walked around with my huge rimmed glasses. hehehe. my dad thought i bought new glasses. i had to tell him that it was bloody plastic. the food was nice. took picture with the pengantin. then slacked did nothing. was there from 12++pm till around 5pm. really boring. then went to Giant supermarket. to buy stuff we'll need for the trip. then went home.
not many plans this week before the trip. going to cut my hair. need to buy new nose pads for my spectacles because it broke. but i can totally live without it actually. and batteries. nothing else i guess. just need to start packing.
with that... whoosh!
So... I really have no idea what happened lately. (goes check twitter because really.. i can't remember a shit..)
Last Saturday, went for a briefing for the tour vacation thing. Really can't wait for it~~~ it's the week after next!! OMG, I really can't wait!
then sunday, did nothing. i think i was in a bad mood or something. and ended up making plans to go botanic gardens with mummyQi.
monday, went to botanic gardens with mummyQi. the weather was freaking hot. we were dying in the heat but the flowers, the trees, everything was nice~~ but because i was dead tired after a while, we made our way home rather early. oh well. (oh yeah, i was really angst-y/emo-ish when i went out of my house that day. because of some shit... and because i really don't understand how my mom thinks..)
tueday, went to meet my sis at northpoint because she wanted to make new spectacles. and i bought sunglasses and contact lens. i am still dying trying to put on lens. but if i do it more often, i'll get used to it. but love my sunglasses~~ so nice and cool!! and my contact lens got colour and it's daily kind. :)
then wednesday, i did nothing except read "are you alice". i was damn bored man. then thursday, was supposed to go out with my sis to go sing k but in the end, we didn't. damn. and we were all "why would we have grey baju kurung?!" lol
friday, we went out to far east plaza. bought fake glasses because i look damn retarded without spectacles on when i wear contact lens. beyond retarded sia. especially if i don't put makeup. oh gross. then after that, we walked around. my sis bought watches. then off we went to northpoint. where we slacked at wendy's, ate dinner and just sat there for a while before we started just walking around again to kill time before the movie.
what movie? I AM: SMTOWN Live in Madison Square Garden! of course!!! it was awesome! i want a dvd of it~~ And all the moments where I wanted to just smack Minho. lol. not going to talk about the movie but i'm going to talk about the people who were at the cinema with us. kekeke. they were mostly SJ and SNSD fans with prominent Yoona, Ryeowook, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, Donghae and Taeyeon fans. I felt like a minority for loving SHINee and f(x) in that cinema. lol. and the best part was at the end when they showed EXO, suddenly the whole cinema is an EXO fan. oh mamma mia. -____-||||
then today, went to my cousin's wedding. i walked around with my huge rimmed glasses. hehehe. my dad thought i bought new glasses. i had to tell him that it was bloody plastic. the food was nice. took picture with the pengantin. then slacked did nothing. was there from 12++pm till around 5pm. really boring. then went to Giant supermarket. to buy stuff we'll need for the trip. then went home.
not many plans this week before the trip. going to cut my hair. need to buy new nose pads for my spectacles because it broke. but i can totally live without it actually. and batteries. nothing else i guess. just need to start packing.
with that... whoosh!
Thursday, May 24, 2012
[[*sometimes i just want to walk around alone and not be judged*]]
i do that actually but people still look at me weirdly. especially if i'm walking around town alone. -___-;; i don't get it. I can't go to town alone?!
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anyways, i bought my cute little cow from build-a-bear~~ and yes, it is MinMin but I think I made it a girl though. oh well. my money is gone! oh well. bought it on monday when I went out with Su~ had a nice time with Su~. it's always fun to go out with her. :D and i also went to bother Rabiatul at her workplace. her awkward laughter when I asked her to speak malay and her what-in-the-world laughter when I asked if she wanted me to kiss her. LOL. but I don't think Rabiatul understood why I said that to her. I mean, I have no idea if she knows..... (more dark secrets appearing huh...) lol, no.
i don't think i'll ever hang out with the peepz anytime soon. schedules always clashing. and i lazy to go ask them to hang out. -___-;;
yesterday, i went out with my sis. I slept at 6am, woke up at 12noon. and went out at 2.30pm. we ate ice-cream buffet, walked around. I can't find NU'EST's album anymore at HMV which irritates me but nevermind. <-it's telling me to save that money for something else. and nothing much, went home.
i really need to go out and buy food or something. this house is lacking on snacks!! but i don't want to spend my money on food. saturday, we better go food shopping after the briefing. and i want mcdees. i want the second plushie.
oh and I know I said I was going to update the rec-list. but i'm not doing it. because really, I am just beyond lazy to open my bookmarks and do it. maybe tomorrow if i'm not distracted by anything. i'll do it. the bookmarks is like overflowing so better do it. oh and if anyone is wondering why incubo would not be in the list, it's because it's not complete yet. I want to rec it but I want it to be complete so that I don't need to update the rec list again. LOL. if you understand what I mean. hehe.
(edit: 25/05) I've updated the fic rec list~~ And yes, i'm dying to put incubo there but let's wait till it's complete, yeah.
and because it's already 12midnight in Korea~~
HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY SHINEE~~~! :D:D:D:D
and with that... i shall whoosh away~
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anyways, i bought my cute little cow from build-a-bear~~ and yes, it is MinMin but I think I made it a girl though. oh well. my money is gone! oh well. bought it on monday when I went out with Su~ had a nice time with Su~. it's always fun to go out with her. :D and i also went to bother Rabiatul at her workplace. her awkward laughter when I asked her to speak malay and her what-in-the-world laughter when I asked if she wanted me to kiss her. LOL. but I don't think Rabiatul understood why I said that to her. I mean, I have no idea if she knows..... (more dark secrets appearing huh...) lol, no.
i don't think i'll ever hang out with the peepz anytime soon. schedules always clashing. and i lazy to go ask them to hang out. -___-;;
yesterday, i went out with my sis. I slept at 6am, woke up at 12noon. and went out at 2.30pm. we ate ice-cream buffet, walked around. I can't find NU'EST's album anymore at HMV which irritates me but nevermind. <-it's telling me to save that money for something else. and nothing much, went home.
i really need to go out and buy food or something. this house is lacking on snacks!! but i don't want to spend my money on food. saturday, we better go food shopping after the briefing. and i want mcdees. i want the second plushie.
(edit: 25/05) I've updated the fic rec list~~ And yes, i'm dying to put incubo there but let's wait till it's complete, yeah.
and because it's already 12midnight in Korea~~
HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY SHINEE~~~! :D:D:D:D
though i've only been a shawol for 1year and 8months (i knew you guys longer than that but I was denying you people at that time), i feel the most happy when I see you guys (on stage, on variety shows, in real life...). Keep shinning~ and looking forward to everything that you guys are doing and gonna do~! Forever Shinning SHINee~~! 온유, 종현, 키, 민호, 태민!! 나는 너랑 영원이 사랑합니다~! 샤이니 화이팅~!!
and with that... i shall whoosh away~
Saturday, May 19, 2012
[[*sometimes i really wonder what goes on in my mother's head*]]
no really. i want to know. i just can't stand her randomness and her preaching. i hate being preached. you want me to be an anak solehah but forcing me into being one? i want to be willing. willing to repent, to be a better me, to be more filial to you. but forcing me, won't make me better. it'll just make me want to rebel against you more. it makes me want to just run away. so please.
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leave that aside, i feel angry about a lot of things lately.
very little minor things can make me really irritated and angry. and i don't know if it's just because i've been cooped up in the house for months. (not that i've not been out but i don't really interact with people other than the ones close to me.) but it's funny how i've never been angry with myself.
i don't really have much to talk about but let's see. this whole week... what did i do? nothing i think. watch anime, read manga, read fanfics, watch drama, sleep, eat.
got the first hello kitty out of the four from McDees. it's so cute!! gonna get the other three soon~!! got tickets to watch I AM movie. at yishun GV because that's the nearest one. hehe. haven't pay back my sis for all the shit i used her money for. i really don't know what it is that made me owe her that much money... got my copy of Sherlock (jap version). "Keeping Love Again" is really nice. I really like SHINee's japanese songs. but i want a Korean album from them soon. I still haven't gotten NU'EST's album. I want it. but i find it a hassle to go to HMV just to buy it. Town leh... I not even meeting anyone at town lor.
anyways, (i'm like checking my twitter because I can't remember what I did...)
I went out last thursday. with my sis. go eat cake at secret recipe. but i have no idea why we went out........ probably it's because of build-a-bear or something. that turned into us looking at pillows and then turned to me buying cross-stitch. (which I haven't do yet because I suddenly have no motivation to do it.)
Went out on sunday with family for Mother's Day. Had lunch at Changi Point. Curry Katsudon~ LOVES!!! the miso soup a bit bland though. but the curry so nice~~~~~~~ then went to expo to look around. dad bought an microSD card for $8 for his camera... (and what I bought a $29 SD card for my camera.....) then bought.. stuff. and food. not really that much food but I have korean seaweed. I love korean seaweed. (actually i love seaweed, end of story. no matter what seaweed it is, I just like it so bloody much. I even joked to my sis about how I can live on just seaweed because I love it so much.) then bought dinner and went home.
this whole week, did nothing!! watched phineas and ferb, watched anime, watched american sitcoms... today, i went out. met mummyQi for lunch and a day of exploring. Ate at Wendy's and then went to Science Centre. OH MY GOD, we didn't even see all the exhibitions. time passed by really quickly. need to go there again sia. then ate dinner at McDees. then waited till it's time for the star-gazing stuff. Saw planets!! Mars, Venus and Saturn! Saturn is really nice~~~ Really, really nice~~ then after that, went home.
no plans at the moment except monday, going out with Su~ gonna go build my cow/sheep! I think i getting a cow bah. (more ex than sheep if i'm not wrong...) I want to name it MinMin. (i was thinking of naming it MinHyun but Minhyun LOOKS NOTHING like a cow...) and it's male! i think i'm going to leave it naked for a long while. or i'll go make clothes for it. (unfortunately, I can only make dresses. SO... MinMin is gonna crossdress...........)
oh yeah. talking about cows.. I just remember that episode of p&f. the one where candace and stacy went for that dunno-what-doll-convention and candace made a cow-frog-breed of the doll and it looks horrendous. I can only think of M when that happened. oh my. oh my. but M is perfection.
this is getting lengthy. so I shall end here. with me screaming, "I WANT TO EAT SUSHI!! AND I WANT TO SING KARAOKE!!"
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leave that aside, i feel angry about a lot of things lately.
very little minor things can make me really irritated and angry. and i don't know if it's just because i've been cooped up in the house for months. (not that i've not been out but i don't really interact with people other than the ones close to me.) but it's funny how i've never been angry with myself.
i don't really have much to talk about but let's see. this whole week... what did i do? nothing i think. watch anime, read manga, read fanfics, watch drama, sleep, eat.
got the first hello kitty out of the four from McDees. it's so cute!! gonna get the other three soon~!! got tickets to watch I AM movie. at yishun GV because that's the nearest one. hehe. haven't pay back my sis for all the shit i used her money for. i really don't know what it is that made me owe her that much money... got my copy of Sherlock (jap version). "Keeping Love Again" is really nice. I really like SHINee's japanese songs. but i want a Korean album from them soon. I still haven't gotten NU'EST's album. I want it. but i find it a hassle to go to HMV just to buy it. Town leh... I not even meeting anyone at town lor.
anyways, (i'm like checking my twitter because I can't remember what I did...)
I went out last thursday. with my sis. go eat cake at secret recipe. but i have no idea why we went out........ probably it's because of build-a-bear or something. that turned into us looking at pillows and then turned to me buying cross-stitch. (which I haven't do yet because I suddenly have no motivation to do it.)
Went out on sunday with family for Mother's Day. Had lunch at Changi Point. Curry Katsudon~ LOVES!!! the miso soup a bit bland though. but the curry so nice~~~~~~~ then went to expo to look around. dad bought an microSD card for $8 for his camera... (and what I bought a $29 SD card for my camera.....) then bought.. stuff. and food. not really that much food but I have korean seaweed. I love korean seaweed. (actually i love seaweed, end of story. no matter what seaweed it is, I just like it so bloody much. I even joked to my sis about how I can live on just seaweed because I love it so much.) then bought dinner and went home.
this whole week, did nothing!! watched phineas and ferb, watched anime, watched american sitcoms... today, i went out. met mummyQi for lunch and a day of exploring. Ate at Wendy's and then went to Science Centre. OH MY GOD, we didn't even see all the exhibitions. time passed by really quickly. need to go there again sia. then ate dinner at McDees. then waited till it's time for the star-gazing stuff. Saw planets!! Mars, Venus and Saturn! Saturn is really nice~~~ Really, really nice~~ then after that, went home.
no plans at the moment except monday, going out with Su~ gonna go build my cow/sheep! I think i getting a cow bah. (more ex than sheep if i'm not wrong...) I want to name it MinMin. (i was thinking of naming it MinHyun but Minhyun LOOKS NOTHING like a cow...) and it's male! i think i'm going to leave it naked for a long while. or i'll go make clothes for it. (unfortunately, I can only make dresses. SO... MinMin is gonna crossdress...........)
oh yeah. talking about cows.. I just remember that episode of p&f. the one where candace and stacy went for that dunno-what-doll-convention and candace made a cow-frog-breed of the doll and it looks horrendous. I can only think of M when that happened. oh my. oh my. but M is perfection.
this is getting lengthy. so I shall end here. with me screaming, "I WANT TO EAT SUSHI!! AND I WANT TO SING KARAOKE!!"
Wednesday, May 09, 2012
rant. you may ignore this.
this is going to be consist of mainly the topic about certain ships and shippers.
Thursday, May 03, 2012
[[*what do i expect from you?*]]
Don't worry, i don't really expect anything from you.
since the previous seller decided not to collate orders for SIGN's dvd, I transferred to a different one and i've yet to receive confirmation. but it's still early, so i'll wait for the confirmation. And yay for people collating Beautiful Day's 2nd Photobook~! :DD so yeah. all these gonna be collected during June I guess.
some things that happened recently?
friday, went to see Jay Park at the airport. the day after my surgery. it was so short-lived. but it's okay. i got to see him~ then after that, went to meet my sis and we ate ice-cream buffet and walked around.
saturday, went to L'Arc en Ciel's concert. Tetsuya-sama!! Went there quite early, like around 12.30pm we reached? and then queued in the merch line. and then met Qilian, then bought merch. went to eat and slacked. then the concert starts. not going to say much.
monday, went out with my sis to buy stuff. bought my SD card. a kingston 16GB. :D my sis bought a new bag, bought some clothes and other stuff. went from orchard to yishun to my neighbourhood just to buy stuff. lol.
wednesday, went out with Su~ went to NEX. ate lunch at Wendys'. walked around, found stuff that we wanted to buy but didn't. and then bought a dress at one of the shops. i bought cheese fries home. and i really want a build-a-bear toy. the sheep or the cow, i still can't decide. KYAAA!! i feel like getting both seh.... wait 4th May. hehe. on the way home, bumped into Joycelyn at bishan mrt. actually i didn't notice her at first until i dunno she was waving and pointing at me or something. then i noticed her. oh whatever, we live one stop away from each other anyways.
today, woke up early. i fell asleep at 2am!! got woken up at 6.15am because my dad was killing cockroach near my room. then went back to sleep and woke up at 7.15am. (more like i was just lying on the bed...). 8.30am, went to KTPH. hospital again. July, I going again, I think i need to reschedule one appointment though. anyways, got my 'mouth' checked. <-should i say gum sockets? whatever it was. took off the stitches. which is weird, i took out four and i noticed she was taking out three stitches? does that make sense? 0__o okie nevermind. after that short visit, after being taught how to flush out gross stuff out of my gum sockets, bought food from the hospital foodcourt. hospital foodcourt always has awesome food.
now i'm just rotting. i don't know what to do. i feel hungry but i lazy to cook anything. my throat feels bloody inflamed. oh well. i feel like sleeping. or i guess, i can watch shinee world dvd on my tv. yeah. i'll do that.
since the previous seller decided not to collate orders for SIGN's dvd, I transferred to a different one and i've yet to receive confirmation. but it's still early, so i'll wait for the confirmation. And yay for people collating Beautiful Day's 2nd Photobook~! :DD so yeah. all these gonna be collected during June I guess.
some things that happened recently?
friday, went to see Jay Park at the airport. the day after my surgery. it was so short-lived. but it's okay. i got to see him~ then after that, went to meet my sis and we ate ice-cream buffet and walked around.
saturday, went to L'Arc en Ciel's concert. Tetsuya-sama!! Went there quite early, like around 12.30pm we reached? and then queued in the merch line. and then met Qilian, then bought merch. went to eat and slacked. then the concert starts. not going to say much.
monday, went out with my sis to buy stuff. bought my SD card. a kingston 16GB. :D my sis bought a new bag, bought some clothes and other stuff. went from orchard to yishun to my neighbourhood just to buy stuff. lol.
wednesday, went out with Su~ went to NEX. ate lunch at Wendys'. walked around, found stuff that we wanted to buy but didn't. and then bought a dress at one of the shops. i bought cheese fries home. and i really want a build-a-bear toy. the sheep or the cow, i still can't decide. KYAAA!! i feel like getting both seh.... wait 4th May. hehe. on the way home, bumped into Joycelyn at bishan mrt. actually i didn't notice her at first until i dunno she was waving and pointing at me or something. then i noticed her. oh whatever, we live one stop away from each other anyways.
today, woke up early. i fell asleep at 2am!! got woken up at 6.15am because my dad was killing cockroach near my room. then went back to sleep and woke up at 7.15am. (more like i was just lying on the bed...). 8.30am, went to KTPH. hospital again. July, I going again, I think i need to reschedule one appointment though. anyways, got my 'mouth' checked. <-should i say gum sockets? whatever it was. took off the stitches. which is weird, i took out four and i noticed she was taking out three stitches? does that make sense? 0__o okie nevermind. after that short visit, after being taught how to flush out gross stuff out of my gum sockets, bought food from the hospital foodcourt. hospital foodcourt always has awesome food.
now i'm just rotting. i don't know what to do. i feel hungry but i lazy to cook anything. my throat feels bloody inflamed. oh well. i feel like sleeping. or i guess, i can watch shinee world dvd on my tv. yeah. i'll do that.
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
[[*i'll believe you till the end*]]
so it's been a week. since my last update. and i need new glasses. i'm having problems seeing the words on my laptop screen, especially at night.
i went out last friday to RP. so much has changed in one year!! okie, we went there to eat. so ate at trcc. and from there, we went walking around the school. then went to buy bubbletea and slacked at trcc.
saturday, went to *scape. bought a general ticket because need to save money lah. and also, sold out mah vip ticket. but think about it, i don't really care about where I stand for this because i'm content with being there and enjoying the live. Mostly, because I really love their songs and just being able to watch them (even if it's far) is really just awesome for me.
after buying the ticket, walked around orchard. bought a dress from f21. ate burgerking for lunch. and went home. oh and transferred money to the person who is collating orders for SIGN's 1st DVD~ YAY!! I can see my baby Jjongie~~~~~ 2 months from now!
monday, i went out to eat with my sis at BBQ chicken. I'm starting to really love their food. the meat, the chicken. yum~~~ their coleslaw, fries and even mashed potato taste damn nice. omg. and the cookies and cream milkshake. i want to go there eat again. after eating, we walked around, bought a new shoe~~ and looked around to check prices for SD card. Kingston SD card is $25-29 for a 16GB. Toshiba SD card is $21-25 for 16GB. but i don't know...
today, went out shopping with the peepz minus anqi because she has work and school. so went around the normal shops i go to, then go to marina square to john little. shouldn't buy stuff but ended up buying stuff again. -___-;;
then they came to my house and we just watched SHINee stuff on my laptop. hahahaha. so many things Rabiatul haven't watch yet. So I played whatever I had. they only stayed for a while lah. like one hour because qilian needed to go home.
oh and my bro + sis-in-law i think not going with us to japan and taiwan. oh well.
and i'm wondering when Jay Park coming to Singapore (airport i mean). I really wanna see him!! but lazy to go see Kim Hyun Joong when he comes... and MBLAQ also coming to Singapore around June or July. And Xander also.
this thursday is my wisdom tooth surgery, then saturday is L'arc en ciel's concert.AFA shop actually selling tickets at half price for students/NSmen/j-live fb page likers. i'm like whutttttttt... but nevermindlah. not sold out yet... it's not even brown in colour... wah... what is this?! eh eh... like you can still get row 13 on some sections... what is this?! eh eh.. at PB1.. you can actually get a seat at row 5 leh!!! (i'm playing around with the sistic system. hehehe. see what seats i can get.) just read the notice on j-live fb, the sales promotions is cancelled..
okie, enough. i'm supposed to eat something before i go sleep or something. no dinner lah. bleh.
i went out last friday to RP. so much has changed in one year!! okie, we went there to eat. so ate at trcc. and from there, we went walking around the school. then went to buy bubbletea and slacked at trcc.
saturday, went to *scape. bought a general ticket because need to save money lah. and also, sold out mah vip ticket. but think about it, i don't really care about where I stand for this because i'm content with being there and enjoying the live. Mostly, because I really love their songs and just being able to watch them (even if it's far) is really just awesome for me.
after buying the ticket, walked around orchard. bought a dress from f21. ate burgerking for lunch. and went home. oh and transferred money to the person who is collating orders for SIGN's 1st DVD~ YAY!! I can see my baby Jjongie~~~~~ 2 months from now!
monday, i went out to eat with my sis at BBQ chicken. I'm starting to really love their food. the meat, the chicken. yum~~~ their coleslaw, fries and even mashed potato taste damn nice. omg. and the cookies and cream milkshake. i want to go there eat again. after eating, we walked around, bought a new shoe~~ and looked around to check prices for SD card. Kingston SD card is $25-29 for a 16GB. Toshiba SD card is $21-25 for 16GB. but i don't know...
today, went out shopping with the peepz minus anqi because she has work and school. so went around the normal shops i go to, then go to marina square to john little. shouldn't buy stuff but ended up buying stuff again. -___-;;
then they came to my house and we just watched SHINee stuff on my laptop. hahahaha. so many things Rabiatul haven't watch yet. So I played whatever I had. they only stayed for a while lah. like one hour because qilian needed to go home.
oh and my bro + sis-in-law i think not going with us to japan and taiwan. oh well.
and i'm wondering when Jay Park coming to Singapore (airport i mean). I really wanna see him!! but lazy to go see Kim Hyun Joong when he comes... and MBLAQ also coming to Singapore around June or July. And Xander also.
this thursday is my wisdom tooth surgery, then saturday is L'arc en ciel's concert.
okie, enough. i'm supposed to eat something before i go sleep or something. no dinner lah. bleh.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
[[*don't be a bloody mood wrecker*]]
i don't need this okay. the whole nagging and forcing me to do stuff. i hate it. i seriously hate it.
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nothing much happened lately. just me and the internet. me going japan + taiwan in june with my parents and sis. dunno if my bro + sis-in-law going. if they going, they can jolly-well entertain my mom. i have no energy to do that.
i don't really have money right now and i have to fork out $128 for ONE OK ROCK's LIVE. I'm going to *scape on Saturday by 11am to buy tickets. woots~~!
but since i'm not going out tomorrow (was supposed to but is really malas right now), i'll iron my clothes tomorrow. and no picnic next week either. so yeah..
and lately, i've been obsessing over Jjong. My obsession is scary. But whatever, I like Jjong these days, he's so cute~ and i'm lazy to update the fic rec thing. mostly, because i don't have much to rec right now and that i've only been reading Jongho fanfics and that's not a very good thing. so no, sorry. not gonna update it at all.
and i'm obsessed with karaoke-ing. i keep going karaoke sia. just yesterday i went. and sat there for 3hours ++ singing japanese songs. and still gonna plan another karaoke session with the peepz.
okie enough. i'm rambling.
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nothing much happened lately. just me and the internet. me going japan + taiwan in june with my parents and sis. dunno if my bro + sis-in-law going. if they going, they can jolly-well entertain my mom. i have no energy to do that.
i don't really have money right now and i have to fork out $128 for ONE OK ROCK's LIVE. I'm going to *scape on Saturday by 11am to buy tickets. woots~~!
but since i'm not going out tomorrow (was supposed to but is really malas right now), i'll iron my clothes tomorrow. and no picnic next week either. so yeah..
and lately, i've been obsessing over Jjong. My obsession is scary. But whatever, I like Jjong these days, he's so cute~ and i'm lazy to update the fic rec thing. mostly, because i don't have much to rec right now and that i've only been reading Jongho fanfics and that's not a very good thing. so no, sorry. not gonna update it at all.
and i'm obsessed with karaoke-ing. i keep going karaoke sia. just yesterday i went. and sat there for 3hours ++ singing japanese songs. and still gonna plan another karaoke session with the peepz.
okie enough. i'm rambling.
Sunday, April 08, 2012
[[*it's totally time to update*]]
since it's been a while since the last.
nothing much happened in my super mundane life. went out last tuesday with the peepz. for the free ben's and jerry's ice-cream! went to rochester mall and had two rounds there. and then went to vivo and waited for rabiatul to arrive and we had a pint together. and we had fun taking pictures and posing weirdly. my eyebags are insane though. okie whatever. and mummyQi wants to be a voice-actress or something. lol.
then friday, went to eat at seoul garden with my sis. stuffed ourselves like crazy. but i love meat so much. wished i could eat more. MEAT. now i want to eat sushi. hehe. after that, i went to meet the peepz for karaoke. disappointed at the selection of songs. like seriously. i realized that the songs that i like are all freaking ballads or sad songs... not the best type of songs to sing at karaoke huh.. unless you're heartbroken and really super sad... anyways, after that, we went to eat. more like mummyAn and mummyQi went to eat while me and rabiatul sat there chatting. i was thinking whether i should eat because i ate a lot before that and rabiatul went, "if you're eating, i eat. if you're not eating, then i don't eat." and i was like (in my mind), "whut... why you say like that.." then went on our way home, since mummyAn takes the bus, she left first and the rest of us went to the platform to wait for the train. i take the opposite train from them so we stood in the middle of the platform and talked. and for some odd reason, when our trains came (it came at the same time), while waving and walking backwards, rabiatul at the end gave me a flying kiss (like out of the blue, didn't expect it kind) and i was at first stunned, then i returned it. i'm scared of myself. (i'm like a dangerous person or something...)
then yesterday (since today is sunday already), went to expo with family. boring... i bought books!! from the book sale~ daddy bought a smart-camera! got wifi seh~ and can camwhore easier! lolol. waiting for the day we all go holiday. also, bought two shirts and food. afterwhich we went to bedok corner and ate. i dislike mommy sometimes. mommy was being a nuisance in a way and i had to roll my eyes for a moment. i really dislike that side of mommy. then on the way back home, in the car, we were listening to the radio. it was playing all those remix/club/house music and my sis was like "change the channel." *changed* and it's still playing remix/club/house music. so i suggested, change to malay channel lah. the song started playing, oh it was nice, like traditional malay song like that then suddenly... that repetitive beat. -___-;; and we looked at each other when that happened. like what the... then changed the channel to another malay channel. thankfully, it was playing a normal pop song. haiz.
i should go to sleep now. 18 days to my surgery!
nothing much happened in my super mundane life. went out last tuesday with the peepz. for the free ben's and jerry's ice-cream! went to rochester mall and had two rounds there. and then went to vivo and waited for rabiatul to arrive and we had a pint together. and we had fun taking pictures and posing weirdly. my eyebags are insane though. okie whatever. and mummyQi wants to be a voice-actress or something. lol.
then friday, went to eat at seoul garden with my sis. stuffed ourselves like crazy. but i love meat so much. wished i could eat more. MEAT. now i want to eat sushi. hehe. after that, i went to meet the peepz for karaoke. disappointed at the selection of songs. like seriously. i realized that the songs that i like are all freaking ballads or sad songs... not the best type of songs to sing at karaoke huh.. unless you're heartbroken and really super sad... anyways, after that, we went to eat. more like mummyAn and mummyQi went to eat while me and rabiatul sat there chatting. i was thinking whether i should eat because i ate a lot before that and rabiatul went, "if you're eating, i eat. if you're not eating, then i don't eat." and i was like (in my mind), "whut... why you say like that.." then went on our way home, since mummyAn takes the bus, she left first and the rest of us went to the platform to wait for the train. i take the opposite train from them so we stood in the middle of the platform and talked. and for some odd reason, when our trains came (it came at the same time), while waving and walking backwards, rabiatul at the end gave me a flying kiss (like out of the blue, didn't expect it kind) and i was at first stunned, then i returned it. i'm scared of myself. (i'm like a dangerous person or something...)
then yesterday (since today is sunday already), went to expo with family. boring... i bought books!! from the book sale~ daddy bought a smart-camera! got wifi seh~ and can camwhore easier! lolol. waiting for the day we all go holiday. also, bought two shirts and food. afterwhich we went to bedok corner and ate. i dislike mommy sometimes. mommy was being a nuisance in a way and i had to roll my eyes for a moment. i really dislike that side of mommy. then on the way back home, in the car, we were listening to the radio. it was playing all those remix/club/house music and my sis was like "change the channel." *changed* and it's still playing remix/club/house music. so i suggested, change to malay channel lah. the song started playing, oh it was nice, like traditional malay song like that then suddenly... that repetitive beat. -___-;; and we looked at each other when that happened. like what the... then changed the channel to another malay channel. thankfully, it was playing a normal pop song. haiz.
i should go to sleep now. 18 days to my surgery!
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
[[*since i'm out of a job and i'm too lazy to find a new one...*]]
well so now i'm just slacking at home.
i'm rewatching autumn's concerto~! crying every other episode. T___T and i'm going to rewatch SHINee The 1st Concert in Japan DVD. I'm still listening to Sherlock on repeat. but since i'm annoying the hell out of my family with repeating the songs, I'm listening to other songs in between repeats. LOL.
Oh. So like the other day I went to the airport to see Secret and B.A.P. Lots of B.A.P fans.. Secret fans were only a handful. But whatever. I got decent videos of them both. because they came out separately. Then the showcase!! I'm not a fan of B.A.P so pardon me saying that I was just plain bored. and with the fanboards blocking my view during B.A.P's performance... what can I say? But because Secret fans that were in front didn't have fanbaords, I got a really clear view of them and clear videos of them too! (sunhwa-centric though). But Secret really blew me away~~ I love those girls~! Zinger so cute! Sunhwa so pretty! Jieun's vocals!! And Hyosung's sexiness~!! WOOTS!! Totally enjoyed that night~!
Monday, I went to Cashbox with my sister and sang in the Japanese room. Awesome time~ trying to sing when I can't remember how the verses sounds like. But it was fun. 3 hours went by really fast though. After that went to Daiso to find a bottle.. And guess what, they have WATER BOTTLES or JARS... Or super SMALL bottles. Ah.. gotta go craft store then.
gotta remove the cutesy nail art polish on my nails later. i don't know what I was thinking drawing hearts on my nails. -___-;;
3rd april, we gonna go Ben's and Jerry's to eat free ice-cream!! gonna put cute little fimo slices on my nails. ah i need to go library to return the book. forgot. then on 6th april, we gonna go k after i eat lunch at seoul garden with my sister. ehehehe. tk ajak dorang seh.. LOL.
wheeee~~~
i'm rewatching autumn's concerto~! crying every other episode. T___T and i'm going to rewatch SHINee The 1st Concert in Japan DVD. I'm still listening to Sherlock on repeat. but since i'm annoying the hell out of my family with repeating the songs, I'm listening to other songs in between repeats. LOL.
Oh. So like the other day I went to the airport to see Secret and B.A.P. Lots of B.A.P fans.. Secret fans were only a handful. But whatever. I got decent videos of them both. because they came out separately. Then the showcase!! I'm not a fan of B.A.P so pardon me saying that I was just plain bored. and with the fanboards blocking my view during B.A.P's performance... what can I say? But because Secret fans that were in front didn't have fanbaords, I got a really clear view of them and clear videos of them too! (sunhwa-centric though). But Secret really blew me away~~ I love those girls~! Zinger so cute! Sunhwa so pretty! Jieun's vocals!! And Hyosung's sexiness~!! WOOTS!! Totally enjoyed that night~!
Monday, I went to Cashbox with my sister and sang in the Japanese room. Awesome time~ trying to sing when I can't remember how the verses sounds like. But it was fun. 3 hours went by really fast though. After that went to Daiso to find a bottle.. And guess what, they have WATER BOTTLES or JARS... Or super SMALL bottles. Ah.. gotta go craft store then.
gotta remove the cutesy nail art polish on my nails later. i don't know what I was thinking drawing hearts on my nails. -___-;;
3rd april, we gonna go Ben's and Jerry's to eat free ice-cream!! gonna put cute little fimo slices on my nails. ah i need to go library to return the book. forgot. then on 6th april, we gonna go k after i eat lunch at seoul garden with my sister. ehehehe. tk ajak dorang seh.. LOL.
wheeee~~~
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
[[*there must be something wrong with me...*]]
like mentally wrong with me.
soon! soon i'll get my copy of SHINee's new mini-album!!! finally SHINee's comeback! woots~~~~!!! i really like their album and it's not because i'm biased. i've been listening to it on repeat and truthfully, i can still listen to it on repeat for a few weeks. SHINee's gonna accompany me on my epic adventures of boredom!
oh and Secret and B.A.P's fanmeet on friday!! they arriving tomorrow. gonna camp at the airport to see them. gonna take video since i doubt i can take pictures fast enough. lol. but i'll most likely concentrate on sunhwa or secret only. sorry.
gonna go k for 3 hours on good friday~! but before that, i'm gonna go eat at seoul garden with my sister!! i'm gonna heck care about not having money for the time being because after all the crap of 4 weeks, i'm gonna stay at home and relax unless recruit express informs me of any job openings. hmmmmm.
and i don't know if daddy is really serious about going to okinawa + taiwan during june on tour package. I WANNA GO OKINAWA!! but it's summer, i'm gonna melt. lol. STILL I WANNA GO!!
okie enough. and i'm going to go watch lorax. alone. #foreveralone. hahahaha. but i like watching movies alone leh. i do that a lot when i was in rp. -___-;;
soon! soon i'll get my copy of SHINee's new mini-album!!! finally SHINee's comeback! woots~~~~!!! i really like their album and it's not because i'm biased. i've been listening to it on repeat and truthfully, i can still listen to it on repeat for a few weeks. SHINee's gonna accompany me on my epic adventures of boredom!
oh and Secret and B.A.P's fanmeet on friday!! they arriving tomorrow. gonna camp at the airport to see them. gonna take video since i doubt i can take pictures fast enough. lol. but i'll most likely concentrate on sunhwa or secret only. sorry.
gonna go k for 3 hours on good friday~! but before that, i'm gonna go eat at seoul garden with my sister!! i'm gonna heck care about not having money for the time being because after all the crap of 4 weeks, i'm gonna stay at home and relax unless recruit express informs me of any job openings. hmmmmm.
and i don't know if daddy is really serious about going to okinawa + taiwan during june on tour package. I WANNA GO OKINAWA!! but it's summer, i'm gonna melt. lol. STILL I WANNA GO!!
okie enough. and i'm going to go watch lorax. alone. #foreveralone. hahahaha. but i like watching movies alone leh. i do that a lot when i was in rp. -___-;;
Monday, March 19, 2012
[[*disappointments after disappointments*]]
i don't want to bring anymore disappointments to my parents hearts. i know they are already disappointment in me for a very long time now. and just this once i wanted to show them that i could do better than what they've perceived of me. and yet, here i am disappointing them yet again,
i can't do anything right and i feel useless.
i know. and i keep trying to do better.
to try harder.
to make them feel proud of me.
but here i am, disappointing them again.
old habits are hard to kill. it's not like i was trying to be defiant. i was merely frustrated. frustrated and tired. mentally drained. but really, all i wanted to do was make my parents feel happy for me, proud of me. i can never achieve that. never once.
i can't do anything right and i feel useless.
i know. and i keep trying to do better.
to try harder.
to make them feel proud of me.
but here i am, disappointing them again.
please just once, i want to make them proud. just once is enough. because all their expectations has and always has been met with disappointments.
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*insert sad face* i really just want to emo somewhere and cry. for once i just want to cry y hearts out without being judged.
i can't do anything right and i feel useless.
i know. and i keep trying to do better.
to try harder.
to make them feel proud of me.
but here i am, disappointing them again.
old habits are hard to kill. it's not like i was trying to be defiant. i was merely frustrated. frustrated and tired. mentally drained. but really, all i wanted to do was make my parents feel happy for me, proud of me. i can never achieve that. never once.
i can't do anything right and i feel useless.
i know. and i keep trying to do better.
to try harder.
to make them feel proud of me.
but here i am, disappointing them again.
please just once, i want to make them proud. just once is enough. because all their expectations has and always has been met with disappointments.
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*insert sad face* i really just want to emo somewhere and cry. for once i just want to cry y hearts out without being judged.
Monday, March 12, 2012
[[*i'm a little fangrl.*]]
Star Princes are really nice~ but Max seems so unapproachable. like so scary seh. cannot talk to him. but Sammy so cute!!! and Kazue too~! met Sammy and Max during the J-obsession thing. i got a shock at Sammy's voice. but still gosh he's so cute~ and Kazue he tweeted his thanks to me and my sis for the presents~ :DDD
hanged out with Su on friday. it was fun~ we talked and we walked around, we ate and went to the library and looked at cookbooks. really awesome time spent with her. let's hang out again soon~ maybe in april.
then saturday went to j-obsession. one of the cosplayers, Sky who was cosplaying Lacus Clyne was really professional. there was technical problems (like throughout the whole event seh... the audio tech... aiyo.) and she just ignored it the technical fault and sang acappella~ it was really good and gave me goosebumps! oh because my sis was so shy and indecisive to give the presents to Sammy and Max during the event, we went to scape to Haru House to so-called pass it to the staff there to pass it to them. but amazingly, Sammy was there!!! so we passed it to him and took photos and got his autograph. oh how happy we were~~~
and i bought way too much stuff from etude house. ordered online + from the shop. hehe.
and now, i'm only left with less than half of my pay. i really tend to buy stuff when i have money. hehe.
oh and i have two appointments at the hospital for dental in July. and surgery in April. 2 days before L'arc en ciel concert. i have no idea how i'm gonna scream during the con but whatever. oh and because it's surgery, i have to be under general anesthesia. so gonna be unconscious for 6-8hrs. but at least i won't even know what's going on, right? hehe. i don't want to be awake for surgeries seh.
well back to work tomorrow. long long days ahead. except friday because i'm meeting the peepz for dinner.
hanged out with Su on friday. it was fun~ we talked and we walked around, we ate and went to the library and looked at cookbooks. really awesome time spent with her. let's hang out again soon~ maybe in april.
then saturday went to j-obsession. one of the cosplayers, Sky who was cosplaying Lacus Clyne was really professional. there was technical problems (like throughout the whole event seh... the audio tech... aiyo.) and she just ignored it the technical fault and sang acappella~ it was really good and gave me goosebumps! oh because my sis was so shy and indecisive to give the presents to Sammy and Max during the event, we went to scape to Haru House to so-called pass it to the staff there to pass it to them. but amazingly, Sammy was there!!! so we passed it to him and took photos and got his autograph. oh how happy we were~~~
and i bought way too much stuff from etude house. ordered online + from the shop. hehe.
and now, i'm only left with less than half of my pay. i really tend to buy stuff when i have money. hehe.
oh and i have two appointments at the hospital for dental in July. and surgery in April. 2 days before L'arc en ciel concert. i have no idea how i'm gonna scream during the con but whatever. oh and because it's surgery, i have to be under general anesthesia. so gonna be unconscious for 6-8hrs. but at least i won't even know what's going on, right? hehe. i don't want to be awake for surgeries seh.
well back to work tomorrow. long long days ahead. except friday because i'm meeting the peepz for dinner.
Wednesday, March 07, 2012
[[*my work is haunting me...*]]
i think because i look at cheques everyday for 7-9hours, i'm starting to imagine them when i'm at home doing nothing. the worst part of looking at the cheques everyday is that i look at the same cheques THREE TIMES on the same day. -___-
i realized i haven't updated since last week. so i'll just update. nothing much happened. and my pay is like nonsense lah. so little. oh well. and i hate cpf deductions.. i already earn so little and they deduct so much from my pay... what am i left with?! sadness. i'll see about this month's pay.
i'm looking forward to friday because going to meet su~ and then saturday, go see Max and Sammy at Cathay. but i'm not sure if they'll dress up as Star Princes. if they do, i want to rip sammy's wig off. he looks so much more cuter as himself.
and i want to go to the korean mart at tampines again. i want to buy more of those lotte kpop choco. i want to collect the cards. at the moment i have two nine muses and one rainbow. and i have no idea who these people are. -___-;; oh well. and it was really random that we went to the korean mart. my parents were the ones that wanted to go there. my dad likes ginseng candy and the korean ones are like the best. i like them too but i lazy to eat them. and my mother likes kimchi. so yeah. hehe.
(and i have hiccups right now and it's not going away....)
i'm going to sleep now. tomorrow, please be nicer to me.
i realized i haven't updated since last week. so i'll just update. nothing much happened. and my pay is like nonsense lah. so little. oh well. and i hate cpf deductions.. i already earn so little and they deduct so much from my pay... what am i left with?! sadness. i'll see about this month's pay.
i'm looking forward to friday because going to meet su~ and then saturday, go see Max and Sammy at Cathay. but i'm not sure if they'll dress up as Star Princes. if they do, i want to rip sammy's wig off. he looks so much more cuter as himself.
and i want to go to the korean mart at tampines again. i want to buy more of those lotte kpop choco. i want to collect the cards. at the moment i have two nine muses and one rainbow. and i have no idea who these people are. -___-;; oh well. and it was really random that we went to the korean mart. my parents were the ones that wanted to go there. my dad likes ginseng candy and the korean ones are like the best. i like them too but i lazy to eat them. and my mother likes kimchi. so yeah. hehe.
(and i have hiccups right now and it's not going away....)
i'm going to sleep now. tomorrow, please be nicer to me.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
[[*i'm living in a lie..*]]
just how much of my life is actually honest and true.
oh to the shit people who keeps calling my phone number but hides their own phone number, DIE. i fucking hate these spam calls. and shit people who keeps calling my phone number but doesn't hide their own number and i pick it up to only find out it's some freaking overseas call or some freaking sales call, DIE.
and to the fact that my job is killing me more and more, i want to die. like hell. i'm a train-wreck. like seriously. wrecked. my emotions are going out of control. sheesh. and to ask me if i'm okay and to not cry is like telling me to go and commit suicide.
urgh. i'm tired. and pissed. and i feel fucking sick right now.
and the only thing to keep me going is minho, jonghyun, kyuhae and donghae. without these four idols, i think i should be at some roof right now committing suicide instead of typing this.
i'll go to sleep and hopefully i won't feel like shit tomorrow. (which i doubt because i always feel like shit on mondays.)
oh to the shit people who keeps calling my phone number but hides their own phone number, DIE. i fucking hate these spam calls. and shit people who keeps calling my phone number but doesn't hide their own number and i pick it up to only find out it's some freaking overseas call or some freaking sales call, DIE.
and to the fact that my job is killing me more and more, i want to die. like hell. i'm a train-wreck. like seriously. wrecked. my emotions are going out of control. sheesh. and to ask me if i'm okay and to not cry is like telling me to go and commit suicide.
urgh. i'm tired. and pissed. and i feel fucking sick right now.
and the only thing to keep me going is minho, jonghyun, kyuhae and donghae. without these four idols, i think i should be at some roof right now committing suicide instead of typing this.
i'll go to sleep and hopefully i won't feel like shit tomorrow. (which i doubt because i always feel like shit on mondays.)
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
[[*if there's anything i hate right now...*]]
it has to be valentine's day. no offense but cliche day is still very cliche.
not going to say much but everywhere i see, i see couples where the girl is holding onto a bouquet of flowers or a single rose. and everywhere i see, i see people selling flowers. and the worst thing is, the bouquets all LOOK the SAME. and the girls feels burdened by it because they have to carry it around with them...
okie nevermind about that. but i think yana thinks i'm attached. uh, newsflash, i don't think any guy wants me. so don't even mention about being attached. though i still have my silly crush on someone whom i shall not name or even mention anymore.
oh and being alone on normal days is totally different to being alone on valentine's day. everybody just assumes you're a lonely, sad girl who has no date. like seriously? can't i be ALONE on VALENTINE'S DAY?!
oh well. life of a forever alone.
oh and because i keep seeing flowers EVERYWHERE. i'm gonna say that if ever someone is to give me flowers, i don't want physical flowers... i want a painting of flowers in a very morbid way. oh if there's a bloody doll in the painting, i'll give more plus points to you. (i seriously have a sick mind...) too bad however, that will never happen.
with that, i shall be back. hopefully in better spirits.
not going to say much but everywhere i see, i see couples where the girl is holding onto a bouquet of flowers or a single rose. and everywhere i see, i see people selling flowers. and the worst thing is, the bouquets all LOOK the SAME. and the girls feels burdened by it because they have to carry it around with them...
okie nevermind about that. but i think yana thinks i'm attached. uh, newsflash, i don't think any guy wants me. so don't even mention about being attached. though i still have my silly crush on someone whom i shall not name or even mention anymore.
oh and being alone on normal days is totally different to being alone on valentine's day. everybody just assumes you're a lonely, sad girl who has no date. like seriously? can't i be ALONE on VALENTINE'S DAY?!
oh well. life of a forever alone.
oh and because i keep seeing flowers EVERYWHERE. i'm gonna say that if ever someone is to give me flowers, i don't want physical flowers... i want a painting of flowers in a very morbid way. oh if there's a bloody doll in the painting, i'll give more plus points to you. (i seriously have a sick mind...) too bad however, that will never happen.
with that, i shall be back. hopefully in better spirits.
Friday, February 10, 2012
[[*for the very first time...*]]
i actually went to work for a full week. shocking, surprising. i don't know. i feel like it's school all over again.
and i miss school suddenly. not SCHOOL as in studying but SCHOOL as in the freaking campus. i miss buying strawberry meiji milk at 7-11 and drinking it in class. i miss eating the cafe food + the 50cents drink. i miss the cool vista labs and the dance studio and the studios! that's it, i have to go back there.
oh... there's this awkward moment the other day while sorting. one of my colleagues asked me... "what madrasah were you from?" and i had to pause for a while before answering that i'm not from any madrasah... like really? why would you ask me that? just because i wear a tudung and look like some decent kid...? sorry eh, i'm not like that. this brings me to this fear of what one of my closer work colleagues would think if they saw my pictures on fb. i lead a double life man. but i don't want to be judged because of things like this.
talking about my work colleagues... i think the three that i'm close with are making me go crazy. in a good way. it distracts me from the sadness of work. and we always have picnic. hello panda and pocky picnic though... in the office. but sad is that they are all together in a different sector, though we all do data entry for the same thing. they all get to go home after they are done with data entry... i stay on to do some other stuff because i'm in a different sector. :( but mine easier than theirs, only i go home later... oh well.
oh now i remember something... just now at work, mira (one of the closer colleagues) said i was like a hacker because i got the password for the computer id. (hey, the admin gave it to me because he busy lah to keep going back and forth to unlock the computer.) and then now all of us have that password for that id as well as another id password. we are hackers yo! oh and the atmosphere in the office from 4.30 onwards is like hacking mode. oh and yana (another one of the closer colleagues) said we can play game liao. our fingers are fast enough liao. LOL. let me play SC then... hahahaha.
i want to eat sushi.................... someone bring me go eat sushi. *hint: monday* and i want to eat cake and ice cream and yoghurt....
and people cheat my feelings. they said they hugged when they were playing around with each other. really... yeah sure M hugged J but J didn't hug back and M only had one arm around J. and it lasted less than a second. but J did this hand wave thing (you know from left to right following the song) and he faced M the entire time. it's cute but M didn't even acknowledge it. wae they are like this?! M looked so bored while J looked so upset. oh but M was concerned for a moment for J when J went to stand slightly to the back at one point. okie i should shut up. i even wrote this stupid essay thingy on my notebook about M and J's relationship. i'm going down with this ship. for sure.
i go watch Guilty Crown (i forgot got more episodes seh) and then read fics and go to sleep~~~~ see you!
and i miss school suddenly. not SCHOOL as in studying but SCHOOL as in the freaking campus. i miss buying strawberry meiji milk at 7-11 and drinking it in class. i miss eating the cafe food + the 50cents drink. i miss the cool vista labs and the dance studio and the studios! that's it, i have to go back there.
oh... there's this awkward moment the other day while sorting. one of my colleagues asked me... "what madrasah were you from?" and i had to pause for a while before answering that i'm not from any madrasah... like really? why would you ask me that? just because i wear a tudung and look like some decent kid...? sorry eh, i'm not like that. this brings me to this fear of what one of my closer work colleagues would think if they saw my pictures on fb. i lead a double life man. but i don't want to be judged because of things like this.
talking about my work colleagues... i think the three that i'm close with are making me go crazy. in a good way. it distracts me from the sadness of work. and we always have picnic. hello panda and pocky picnic though... in the office. but sad is that they are all together in a different sector, though we all do data entry for the same thing. they all get to go home after they are done with data entry... i stay on to do some other stuff because i'm in a different sector. :( but mine easier than theirs, only i go home later... oh well.
oh now i remember something... just now at work, mira (one of the closer colleagues) said i was like a hacker because i got the password for the computer id. (hey, the admin gave it to me because he busy lah to keep going back and forth to unlock the computer.) and then now all of us have that password for that id as well as another id password. we are hackers yo! oh and the atmosphere in the office from 4.30 onwards is like hacking mode. oh and yana (another one of the closer colleagues) said we can play game liao. our fingers are fast enough liao. LOL. let me play SC then... hahahaha.
i want to eat sushi.................... someone bring me go eat sushi. *hint: monday* and i want to eat cake and ice cream and yoghurt....
and people cheat my feelings. they said they hugged when they were playing around with each other. really... yeah sure M hugged J but J didn't hug back and M only had one arm around J. and it lasted less than a second. but J did this hand wave thing (you know from left to right following the song) and he faced M the entire time. it's cute but M didn't even acknowledge it. wae they are like this?! M looked so bored while J looked so upset. oh but M was concerned for a moment for J when J went to stand slightly to the back at one point. okie i should shut up. i even wrote this stupid essay thingy on my notebook about M and J's relationship. i'm going down with this ship. for sure.
i go watch Guilty Crown (i forgot got more episodes seh) and then read fics and go to sleep~~~~ see you!
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