Sunday, April 22, 2007.
he vacated the building at 11:38 PM
What to blog.... just dun feel blogging out all those stuff le lah... talk also no use le lah...... sian sian... but then hai nvm lah......
This week sian, wanted to take off on Friday so that i can visit TP and also visit my old friends. But then i got parade so i cannot visit them on Friday.... but went to visit them on thur night. Looking at the freshie, then i think that so fast one year pass le.... hai... i already leave TP for one year le.... this mean that i have only one more year in army and i am coming out of feeling.....
Stupid parade make me sun burn, then my hand so pain loh, i got v net loh at my neck also loh. But then standing at the ndp parade square for the first time leh... so shiok... hahaha. You can see my sun burn picture, see my hand got two different colour... 2 more day of parade and it finish.. Hope got OFF day..hehehehe
Saturday, April 14, 2007.
he vacated the building at 10:36 PM
I dunno whether thing is settle or thing is just dragging on. They haven move in and i dun find any reason why they wan to shift thing so fast even thought they are not moving in.. Hai what i am thinking again.
Even moving the all the god thing will result in argument, how to avoid argument when they move in . I really dun wan any shouting here and there in my home and all the ppl in my family. I wan everyone to live together happy, although some time thing may turn ugly and argument but i hope to avoid all this and everyone live happily... Hope this will happen...........
This few week, book out may be a nice thing for me but when i reach home to see thing that change into any state, i feel that there must be thing for me to do rescue this situation. But i cannot do anything, and i just cannot speak out, will anyone listen to me....
Some time i think going out with my mum and auntie and family member is quite enjoyable nowadays, as i dunno whether why i feel that i dun like to go out with them last time as they never give me much freedom to go out last time with my friends. Now they have given me all the freedom to me and i can go out to any where, any time and many any..... haha..... i enjoy shopping with mum as i dunno i have this nice feeling going out with her sharing view with her when i see thing. I just feel i am so xin fu.... hehehe..
Thank Mummy.....
Yesterday night was pull out by this ger who wanted to meet me early in the afternoon but this stupid ger nvm reply me until evening, manage to let her pull out of my bed and went to mee her at tampines, see i so good loh... faster praise me... hahaha..... ice cream melt no my problem mah, who ask you keep laughing........hahaha
Saturday, April 07, 2007.
he vacated the building at 7:15 PM
Thank dominique for the wonderful outing just now, you really make me laugh and enjoy myself, thank you. Coming back to home is like coming back to hell, watching family ppl is sad and sian. And i knoe everybody is trying to make up this false smile on their face but i know how they are feeling. Why can't problem really solve, thing is really so bad now, a good and happy family is becoming a sad and everyone is putting on their mask... how i wish i can stay in camp and not coming back or i come back and go out and only come back at night just to get some sleep and dun wan to see anything.
Why does your family dun look at thing ppl is thinking.... why there are always selfish ppl like you all. Think about yourself, reflect on yourself, why problem come out to be in this way, it is yourself who deserved to be blame deserved to be punish......
Hai...... Just feel that this few month pass faster and really there is no quarrel ling, god pls help me this, i dun wan this to happen so thing wun become worse and ugly....... The all time laughing and playful me is gone and will be back when they move out......
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he vacated the building at 7:15 PM
Thank dominique for the wonderful outing just now, you really make me laugh and enjoy myself, thank you. Coming back to home is like coming back to hell, watching family ppl is sad and sian. And i knoe everybody is trying to make up this false smile on their face but i know how they are feeling. Why can't problem really solve, thing is really so bad now, a good and happy family is becoming a sad and everyone is putting on their mask... how i wish i can stay in camp and not coming back or i come back and go out and only come back at night just to get some sleep and dun wan to see anything.
Why does your family dun look at thing ppl is thinking.... why there are always selfish ppl like you all. Think about yourself, reflect on yourself, why problem come out to be in this way, it is yourself who deserved to be blame deserved to be punish......
Hai...... Just feel that this few month pass faster and really there is no quarrel ling, god pls help me this, i dun wan this to happen so thing wun become worse and ugly....... The all time laughing and playful me is gone and will be back when they move out......
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he vacated the building at 7:15 PM
Thank dominique for the wonderful outing just now, you really make me laugh and enjoy myself, thank you. Coming back to home is like coming back to hell, watching family ppl is sad and sian. And i knoe everybody is trying to make up this false smile on their face but i know how they are feeling. Why can't problem really solve, thing is really so bad now, a good and happy family is becoming a sad and everyone is putting on their mask... how i wish i can stay in camp and not coming back or i come back and go out and only come back at night just to get some sleep and dun wan to see anything.
Why does your family dun look at thing ppl is thinking.... why there are always selfish ppl like you all. Think about yourself, reflect on yourself, why problem come out to be in this way, it is yourself who deserved to be blame deserved to be punish......
Hai...... Just feel that this few month pass faster and really there is no quarrel ling, god pls help me this, i dun wan this to happen so thing wun become worse and ugly....... The all time laughing and playful me is gone and will be back when they move out......
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he vacated the building at 7:15 PM
Thank dominique for the wonderful outing just now, you really make me laugh and enjoy myself, thank you. Coming back to home is like coming back to hell, watching family ppl is sad and sian. And i knoe everybody is trying to make up this false smile on their face but i know how they are feeling. Why can't problem really solve, thing is really so bad now, a good and happy family is becoming a sad and everyone is putting on their mask... how i wish i can stay in camp and not coming back or i come back and go out and only come back at night just to get some sleep and dun wan to see anything.
Why does your family dun look at thing ppl is thinking.... why there are always selfish ppl like you all. Think about yourself, reflect on yourself, why problem come out to be in this way, it is yourself who deserved to be blame deserved to be punish......
Hai...... Just feel that this few month pass faster and really there is no quarrel ling, god pls help me this, i dun wan this to happen so thing wun become worse and ugly....... The all time laughing and playful me is gone and will be back when they move out......
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he vacated the building at 11:54 AM
Why why.... i always wake up with this feeling.... even wan to go out le, i still need to blog le then go out, so that i will not think so much later outside with dominique... sorry dominique if i am late later, i really need to write this out so i will not think so much later or later it will spoil our outing... hai
Why must they move in......Why Why, someone pls tell me, no matter what i say, is the adult going to hear what i say, can i voice out, or will call be disrespectful when i say out thing when i voice out anything.... What i can do, how can i help to do......
My auntie cannot sleep every nite just to have this problem in mind, why must you make auntie until like that, if she never sleep and never get enough sleep, she will fall sick easy, then you all wan to take care of her and look after her. Everyone also can use mouth to say, will you all use action to show care and concern for other. Why you all cannot think of other and just think about yourself. Why is everyone so cruel and only think about themselves.... Why Why...........
Just feeling very very sian... hai hai........ then still my mum side, how can i help to solve problem...... mu mum tell me something that i really dun wan to hear... hai, how to solve for them.....
Someone pls help me...... Pls Pls
Friday, April 06, 2007.
he vacated the building at 11:29 AM
Sian book out again, hai, heard from mum say they wun come le, but they call that they coming to help to pack all the stuff but then i myself dunno how to pack my own and sister stuff away. That the main thing, me and sister got so many stuff in the room and we ourself also dunno where to put and i am sure that both of us wun throw anything away.
On thur, when i call mum, so happy to hear that they maybe wun come le so thot that i dun need to pack my stuff and all the thing le.... hai hai.......
Yesterday when i was talking to my sister, she told me that when they move in, you will feel lost, what she mean is i always like to be in the room to do thing, play computer, watch tv and many many thing in the room, so what i will be when my room is being taken over by them. Hai, will i get really lost.
I just hope that when they come today and see my stuff they will be scare that then dunno how to move in le... hehe, saying about stuff, i heard from mum, they wan to move my whole cupboard and share with my auntie and sister cupboard. How do 3 person share a cupboard and btw my clothes and sister clothes is like a mountain so how do we share.
Why Why just they go outside to rent a home or buy a house themselves, although you all maybe got money problem, but somehow you all need a home for your family. That still the secondary problem, the primary problem we need to listen to your order and to move all the thing from the room so the 3 of you all can move in, how can i move my whole cupboard of clothes, how can mum and auntie sewing be sell away, how they going to earn money at home when you all move out. Ppl only think for themselves and never think for other, this is not your home so when must you be the one commanding and not the owner of the house commanding, what the game rule. Hai, can i voice out, will i be call a disrespectful child if i voice out, do i have a chance to voice out. SIAN SIAN.HAI
Pls Pls, i dun wan you all to move in, i only wan my room back.... will i get lost...... i dun wan to have this type of feeling and really have this bad feeling for the last 2 week when i book out. Hai..... anyone can help me, what i can do so they wun come....... Pls help me...
