hmm.. i just realised my title is part of the pirate's song.. yoho~ yoho~ a pirate's life for me.. LoL.. ok.. that totally out of point..
actually there's no point for this post.. but i would still post.. whakaka...
interview at hong kong economic and trade office yesterday.. i'm accepted.. but the problem with the job is that its just for 3 months.. dbs offered me too.. but i rejected the offer.. ya.. i'm a choosy niao niao..
today.. interview with sumitomo.. i heard they want me already.. but they still want me to send a letter to convince them that i won't job hop.. cos i'm just with uob for 3 months and they feel that i would do the same with their company.. stupid me.. shouldn't have included uob as a job "history".. but true.. during the interview, they seem really "un-assured" that i will stay with them.. eh!! japanese company eh!! how can i not want to work with you man!! i was so thrilled when i heard the name of the company i was going for interview lah!! then again.. with some help.. i finished the letter and sent it to them.. now it all depends on them whether they want me or not.. please employ this poor little girl~
i should use the philosophy in this song.. from bleach~~
SunSet Swish- My Pace
One! Count and keep moving
Two! Count and rest
Three! Count and think, I just go at my pace
Time passes and I'm left behind, but I mustn't forget that sense of impatience
Even if I'm told it's useless to take up a reckless challenge, I mustn't give up
Offense! When times are hard, I raise my voice
Offence! Heading towards my goal
There's no reason to fear the huge wall looming up ahead
In this life without answers, I keep my pace without hesitation
One! Count and keep moving
Two! Count and rest
Three! Count and think, I just go at my pace
Without knowing the truth of what we learn, we lose our freedom
Not giving an inch, even when called cowardly, that's courage
Offense! I'll shout without a care for my surroundings
Offense! I'll relax and head on out
Even if I can't yet reach the map of the future I drew in the sky
I'll keep my pace so someday I can reach out and grab it with both hands
Offense! I'll shout as loud as I can
Offence! Heading towards my goal
There's no reason to fear the huge wall looming up ahead
Even if I think I can't handle it and run away, there's no one else
The starting bell rings out, it's time to stand up
In this life without answers, I keep my pace without hesitation
One! Count and keep moving
Two! Count and rest
Three! Count and think, I just go at my pace
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 5:58 PM
yoho~
went to the aust fair yesterday.. most prob considering UQ or Sydney ba.. but think these will have to wait till 2009.. have to work first huh.. while waiting for bus.. Lin Zhiyi called!! happy sia!! LoL.. paiseh ah.. at first wanted to "kup" your call de.. cos thought is some china prank call.. heng i didn't "kup".. ha..
today.. Rush Hour 3.. Super funny sia.. LoL.. christ tucker is really a funny guy..
tomorrow interview for aviva.. hopefully everything goes well.. dunno y.. but i'm very nervous bout this interview.. wish me luck huh...
hmm.. was watching this V6 video and they played this song for hitotsu yane no shita OST.. and its nice.. whakaka..
歌曲：サボテンの花
歌手：チューリップ 专辑：同一屋檐下主题曲
ほんの小さな出来事に
爱は伤ついて
君は部屋をとびだした
真冬の空の下に
编みかけていた手袋と
洗いかけの洗濯物
シャボンの泡がゆれていた
君の香りがゆれてた
たえまなくふりそそぐこの雪のように
君を爱せばよかった
窓にふりそそぐこの雪のように
二人の爱は流れた
思い出つまったこの部屋を
仆も出てゆこう
ドアにかぎをおろした时
なぜか涙がこぼれた
君が育てたサボテンは
小さな花をつくった
春はもうすぐそこまで
恋は今终った
この长い冬が终るまでに
何かをみつけて生きよう
何かを信じて生きてゆこう
この冬が终るまで
この长い冬が终るまでに
何かをみつけて生きよう
何かを信じて生きてゆ
こうこの冬が终るまで
ララララ
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:27 AM
like that...
Went to 姑丈's funeral yesterday.. He looked peaceful.. And when I looked at him inside that case.. It reminded me of 玛玛.. they both looked the same.. 姑丈's the 6th in his family.. and his elder bro was there.. it makes me ponder.. if i die before sis.. would she grief? hmm.. nvm that thought.. when we were there.. the feeling of utmost unwelcome came like virus.. and i really wondered how mom could stay there the whole day.. its so evident they dun like our family.. or maybe save sis.. the feeling just sucks.. and i really wanted to leave..
all the hypocritical faces there.. all the smirky faces there.. and that woman talked to me.. it made me feel so dirty.. i'm a hypocrite too.. ya.. slap me..
today.. during work. .at around 4+.. this office number called.. after finishing everything, i called back.. and it was recruit express calling.. so i'm going for interview tml after work.. the guy is really nice.. he promised to wait for me till i arrive.. but i'll try not to make him wait..
work today was quite fine.. cos sister A wasn't here.. and she wun be back till next week.. she's on block leave.. the only person who was quite mad was sister E.. she's taking over sister A huh..
yeap.. tml's another day of work.. wish me luck huh.. oh ya.. i applied for airforce again.. may their efficiency increase..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:36 PM
yet again..
after going to my own blog.. i found that i haven't been keeping to my promise of coming online more often.. ha.. but it doesn't really matter i guess.. however, i have to say.. this is going to be one long post..
the week's work was actually good even with auditors coming.. but it ended in a bad way.. friday.. at first she said: "you no common sense ah huh? eh.. you study till poly one leh.. got 文凭 one leh.. still like that ah?" i was feeling soo fucking insulted.. my colleague told me dun bother bout her.. which i did.. i kept my mouth shut.. after lunch.. maybe i was at the wrong place at the wrong time.. i waited for her to finish her stuff.. then i passed her something (i forgot what) and said "then 前面 got.." i didn't even finish what i said and came "WAIT LAH!!" and phone rings.. she picked up the call.. and i stood there surprised by what just happened.. soon i felt hurt.. then came anger.. and manager came and helped me with whatever thing i needed help with..
i'm talking to you nicely.. and yet you shout at me.. one told me not to direct things to her.. so i came to you.. and now you say i'm pushing everything to you.. you told me to wait till you finish everything first.. i waited.. and now you shout at me? i'm human too you know.. diploma doesn't mean anything.. but that also doesn't mean that i got no common sense.. what i was trying to do was double checking with you whether i can do that or not.. is that wrong? i was so pissed i felt like crying.. but i held it back.. if not i would have broken down and walked out..
i actually really like the job.. but its the people who makes me wanna quit.. there ARE nice people there.. but the others overpower them.. and it makes working there unbearable.. i really really wanna quit.. any moderate paying jobs want me?
forget the job part.. today.. phone beeped.. msg from Sis "姑丈去世了".. the brain couldn't turn fast enough and i didn't register what i read.. after the 3rd time.. i put down the phone and went to the kitchen and told mum the news.. in 6 months.. its the second time.. what more can be happening.. i mentioned before that i never want to keep in contact with them again.. but if i really do.. he's the one whom i would talk to.. he's a really great man.. silent.. ever smiling.. treating us as human not some dirt off the streets.. now he's gone.. just like that.. and we're informed after the funeral has been done.. not by his wife.. by another relative.. what's this?? so we're not related anymore huh.. i wonder.. how far can human go when they look down on you..
i really wish that he rest in peace.. for a good man like him.. for a benevolent man like him.. for a kind man whom i wasn't so close with..
and i really owe wayne lee forday something.. cos' of his biom206 group, i got to know quite a lot of info bout studying overseas.. from links from his group.. i finally found some universities which has the course i want.. canada.. queen's uni.. aust.. unsw, adelaide and melbourne.. they are all super ex so i got to plan everything well.. for my future route.. i'm really confused though.. mental block i guess..
super duper dissappointed in you.. not cos of what you're doing..
but bcos you totally ignored us.. like we're pests.. like we're "un-existent"..
how i wish we didn't care.. but we do..
you get it? moron??
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bought it already.. hope she likes it..
but there's still more to come..
just not done yet..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 5:24 AM
lazy sia..
my god.. my online frequency is getting lower and lower.. okie.. maybe cos' i'm getting lazier to press that switch and lay my finger on the switch "on" button on my laptop.. woo 3 "on" in just one sentence.. LoL.. yeap.. so that explains.. my laziness is making my appearance online decline.. but maybe next week onwards will come online more ba..
cos' this past week.. was super tired.. i dunno why... and this happy family thing which i have to draw and design a happy family.. you know.. the card game we played when we were young.. in league with Snap, donkey, and old maid.. so i drew them.. presenting...
the happy family..
(click for bigger image.. if u dare..)
still need to colour it though.. and i dunno how to colour.. how di.. LoL..
my pay hasn't come.. but i already have many plans for it.. and i'm becoming giraffe just waiting for 15th to come..
oh.. and its been confirmed.. my jap lesson starts 4th Sept.. Yano Language school.. i haven't submit the form though.. but i've called the school and the guy there has noted my name.. so i just need to go down pay the school fees and submit the form.. bout the other thing.. i dunno whether to go for fitness first.. or go for dance lesson.. cos i really need to slim down.. my god.. i'm sounding bimbo.. okay.. who cares..
finally finished reading Angels and Devils.. its a really nice read.. and brings me to the world of the Vatican.. deeply enchanting.. now leaves tuesdays with Morrie and Harry.. i owe the library 4 books.. remember the confucius books? ya.. returning them later..
and wayne forday's yahoo group is really useful.. received mail bout the Australian Uni Open day which is on 25th and 26th Aug.. So shall go there and look around.. and this time round.. I'll really have to do in depth "research".. Hilton Ballroom.. Looking forward to it..
oh.. one more thing, though this seems atricious.. but i have to thank Yamapi of Johnny's.. cos' of him.. i noticed jessica's nick and chatted with her since i dunno how long.. maybe since the Shinhwa concert last year.. she's in Perth!! Curtin.. everyone's in Australia.. haiyo.. This continent has "kidnapped" all my friends there.. but its really nice to chatting with her.. what about the other one in anu.. can't seem to see her online.. its alright.. seems like she's fine there.. yeap..
stone mode already.. shall sign off then.. still need to return library books.. and maybe borrow some again.. ha.. my table is also in a mess.. shito.. i'm becoming like someone..
ok.. clean up! clean up!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:40 PM
Charles Schultz...
Charles Schultz Philosophy
The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the "Peanuts" comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read straight through, and you'll get the point.
1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.
2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.
3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America.
4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.
5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress.
6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.How did you do?
The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.
Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:
1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.
2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.
3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.
4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.
5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.Easier?
The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care..
"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia" (Charles Schultz)
monday.. mc.. and tuesday.. they treated me so differently.. better i guess.. then wed excess cash.. and the upstairs was so overboard.. i was so pissed.. and i was surprised i held my tension and didn't bark.. cos the next day's training day!! then the next too!! comes sat (tml) which is my off day!! LoL.. but sore throat and runny nose has been haunting me.. and i'm spreading my virus.. pls dun come near me.. LoL..
yeap.. hope i have a nice weekend ahead! ben's out of field camp!!
count down..
6 more days till the day she breathed her first breath..
wonder how she's really doing.. and wonder if she misses us..
wonder if she needs help.. wonder if she can cope..
but one thing i can guarantee.. we will all be there for her always..
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有点混乱， 不知到底自己在想什么。
正在挣扎要做的决定，到现在还是个谜。
我需要个算命师。。听起来有点愚蠢吧？
哈。。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 9:36 PM
SC.. or Kerry?
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锦户 亮 (Kanjani8)
生田 斗真
森田 刚 (V6)
Bleach
the '仲良's
Bah Bah 6 Jie Mei
the Gang
GFDT Club
Xiao Mei
Xiao Qiangs..
Esp those that flies!
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150
a new bike
a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
master my instrument
master the plane
cha do
Jap (languange)
first aiding
swimming (oops)
dance (heh??)
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