Hmm.... Gate is closing? Gate is not closing... I'm confused... Though I am persistent... But.. I am confused..
Heard this song in a shop with YF on Friday... Then YF told me its from backstreet boys from their new album.. I was like.. Woohoo~! Backstreet boys are back!! And the lyrics are good... I'm hooked onto the song...
Backstreet Boys Incomplete Lyrics
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me
I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on,
but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:31 PM
SaNdmAn OuTinG~!!!!
Hmm.... Met Huiting at City Hall first... Then we went to Marina Bay together... When we reached the control station we were like.. "Dun tell me we are the first?!" Cos we both not used to being early.. Everytime late... But soon we saw a few sandman freshies standing at one corner.. Then we went there.. And I finally understood how to play the leave has fallen game, the johnny johnny, the alpha beta games.... Lye Huat and me was like.. How to play??!! No get~!! Then after that after don't know how many rounds and we got it.. The alpha beta was when Aaron did the very specific action for the answer... Then I know... Very funny.. Should ask Aaron to demonstrate if you want to see....
But I still don't know how to play how many "meh meh", fuzzy wuzzy and back to the future... Aiyoh....
Steamboat.. At first.. We just grilled the meat.. Boiled the normal things... But everything were quite delicious.. Of course.. I'm eating with my Sandman people~!!! But the fun really comes when Huting and me went to take the prawns... Cos the prawns were alive.. And some of them were struggling like mad.. Some still struggled in the soup... Then me and Huiting still put the prawn half into the water.. And took them out again... but I think those prawns we took were dead.. Cos they weren't struggling... LoL... And our table was like so happening just because of 2 boxes of prawns... Haiyo....
Then came the crabs which we just cooked for fun... After that Huiting and me used the crab pincers to pinch a cooked prawn trying to act as if the crab attacking the prawn.. Then after that the prawn dead, we used vegetables to cover it.. Then chili as the prawn's blood.. Then still got the half flag down for respect... LoL...
After that Mojo GLs came.. And we went home... So happening..
All in all... Even though only 7 freshies turned up... But it was quite fun and I enjoyed the steamboat session a lot... I LOVE MY SANDMAN~!!!!!!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:19 AM
WhAt tHe...
Today.. Went to school... Hmm... A bit late but then the teacher haven't started lesson yet.. So.. It means that I'm not late yet.. Lesson was quite interesting.. Found that the lecturer look very cute.. Like "mian bao chao ren".. After that Yong Qing Lao Shi came.. And I was hypnotised into sleep...
After school.. Met 3 Carnage freshies and HW talked to them quite a while.. Then one of the freshie jit tao keep on shooting me.. I got nothing to say.. And even put my name into LSCT.. After that meet YF at atrium... Then saw Gary and Ah Boon... Talked very long also.. In the end we went town together.. Then YF, HW and me nua at Taka Coffee Bean after finding Qiu ROng at Delifrance...
We talked a lot... And I've decided on some things which will not be changed... I am persistent~!!! So HW and YF, if you're reading this, yeah.. You get what I mean...
After that went to work... Training sandwich.. Jit tao everything also do wrong.. Then I keep forgetting things... Jenna say I blur.. Scarly I really blur.. Oh no... Hmm... Nvm... When I have more sleep I believe I can do it... Yeah~!!!
Looking forward to Sandman's outing tomorrow... Woohoo~!! Sandman~! Here I come~!!!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:54 AM
I JuSt WaNt tO SaY...
Yesterday and today.. Went to work... My body was there.. But my heart wasn't... I kept thinking about GLs... The trainings, half-left-downs, cheers, tonawanda, hit and run, trial camp, prep camp.. Everything which we went through.. And finally FOC..
Everything went pass to quickly.. Nearly 1 year already... GLs has become part of my life.. What would my wednesday become without GLs... I don't wish to think...
Now I just want to say...
I WANT TO BE A GL ALL OVER AGAIN~!!!!!!!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:16 AM
LSCT Trial and FOC Camp 2005
FOC camp is over.... 5 days of camp... but yet everything seems so short...
1st day trial camp.. Quite a number of people late.. But we all waited.. Then Sai Gang... Move nearly everything in the clubhouse to the log room.. Then we actually have a floorplan for the games.. So clever of Bernard and Zhiyi.. Then me and E ping started mopping the floor.. Then Yan Jun called us "ma di mei mei" after that become "machi mei mei"... LoL.... BBQ night at Kismis.. Quite fun with the swings.. Talked a lot with Gary, Alan, Qiu Rong, Zhiyi, E Ping etc etc... And found that Zhiyi sometimes really think a lot.. "bu yao xiang tai duo.." Raining.. Some went to keep the flags.. The rest "nua" at kismis..
2nd day Trial camp.. Ate beehoon for breeakfast.. Ashton and me jit tao say the Auntie at the stall talk so monotone.. Evening there was thrashing session.. Cleared misunderstandings.. Made the GLs even closer.. Then nightwalk recce.. Weiqi.. Dun so stress.. Take care ah..
And finally.. 1st day FOC... Excited.. Woke up quite early.. Then I remembered Mahathir asking.. Who is ready for FOC.. Then everybody raised up their hand.. Yes.. I'm ready...
10 tables, 10 chairs outside LT 26.. Log people were sitting at each group's table then the freshies came and registration took place.. Icebreakers.. Quite fun.. Especially when the SGLs came.. They something like lifted up the atmosphere.. Telematch... Sai Gang took things to the ME field.. And when I want to avoid.. He would appear then I duno what I look like and was there waiting for E ping to save me..
Had fun at the milky way and all then washing the canvas sheet.. Sliding here and there.. Wash clothes for the guys.. Then me, E ping, Zhiyi and Fiona put detergent on our clothes.. And wash for each other.. The feeling was so clean.. Dinner.. Some guys had dinner packets from lunch which means there was a mistake.. Then Justin found a cockroach in his.. And all ji tao "high".. Filled water bags.. Was lost for a while then found Fiona and Bernard at BLK 51.. And bombing starts.. Finale... More bombing.. Like LOTR like that... LoL...
2nd day FOC... Me, Zhiyi, Eping and fiona spent nearly the whole day at Shooting Stars.. Keep tying and tying and bombing and bombing.. Then when Carnage came everybody went to aim at them.. Must ask Hong wei for the video... Nightwalk Blk 80.. Me and Yah Fong partner.. Run here run there see what Bernice and Jamsine or Joel and Kenneth were doing.. Then self-entertainment.. LoL... we are hopeless... Then some success along the corridor.. After that.. We slept.. For dunno how long... Then everything ended... Then one group of us walked along the route taken while picking up all the incense paper.. Then burnt them... And the time was 6.15am... We had to gather at 7am the next day....
3rd day FOC... Breakfast.. wanted to eat kaya toast.. Then i told Hui ting.. You called "Ya" I called "Kun".. Then we take 2 pieces of Kaya bread and give a toast to each other.. And we are eating Ya Kun Kaya toast.. dance performnce.. Came quie ok just that I wasn't graceful enough.. Paisay la HongWei.. At least those night we stayed over weren't wasted.. It payed off.. Then the 2 "gua" from Frozone.. Aiyoh.. I will find out who you are.. When it was Sandman's turn to perform, the 5 of us were like so "jing zhang" for them.. And it did.. Sandman did a wonderful job.. I'm so proud.. Some tears after that.. I just couldn't tahan.. I still want to be a GL...
After that.. Sandman outside LT.. Cheers and performance from the Freshies to us.. So touched.. Then when we gave them the hui jia clap they gave us a bu yao clap.. So cute~!! ANd everything ended when they went back home..
From this camp.. I've learnt a lot.. And I really still want to be a GL..
To Sandman.. I really love you all... So cute.. So bonded.. So much that I can't put in words.. I will always remember Sandman.. My first FOC group.. Thank you all for making FOC a memorable one for me~!!
To Mahathir.. You have teached us a lot of things.. Of which none I will ever forget.. You are graduating.. And I really hope that you will still come back.. Sorry for the heartache we have caused you just because you wanted to give us a soft approach.. We really appreciated what you have done for us..
To Yan Jun and Ming Hui.. Organising the camp have been a hard time for both of you.. If I have ever given anyone of you trouble.. I'm really really sorry about it.. You have treated me very well during all the trainings.. I will always remember both of you..
To Gary.. As I've told you.. At first I don't really like you.. But after a while you are really a good guy man.. You have teached us Log com a lot of things.. And you have given us encouragement.. I really appreciate what you have done for us.. Thank you very very much..
To Qiu Rong Alan and all the AGLs and SGLs.. Thank you very much for you all coming to help us always.. Giving us suport and everything.. I really appreciate what you all have done.. Treating us so well despite us being so mischievous.. Thank you very much...
To Welfare comm.. You all have done a great job with the freshies.. Despite all the break down and falling sick.. I really look up to all you determination...
To Food comm.. Thank you so much for getting up so early every morning just to make milo.. sending food to log comm.. Making sure that everybody gets their share of food.. Edmund and Jie Ying both of you really look very stressed..
To Games Comm.. Thanks for compromising with log com people.. You all have done a very good job organising everything.. Weiqi, Jason Tan and Stevenson.. The 3 of you are great leaders.. I look up to you..
Lastly, to log comm.. I really love sai gang.. I got to say at first when I know i'm in log. I was a bit saded.. But then sai gang was really fun and the people I work with are are fun also.. I'm so glad.. We really have the co-ordination.. To Bernard and Zhiyi.. Thank you so much for guiding us on.. Sorry for any trouble I've given...
I LOVE FOC~!! I LOVE SANDMAN~!! I LOVE LOGISTICS~!! I STILL WANT TO BE A GL~!!!!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 4:03 PM
ItS CoMinG~!!!!
Today... Went for dance practice.. Took toyota crown.. Ask the uncle to stop at Blk 80 there.. But when I got down, the place was empty. . Then called a lot of poeple all didn't pick up.. Finally HW called then tell me they at 72... But in the end we still went to 80 cos there was no power at 72... Hmm... NExt time call power ranger lor....
After dance.. Went to market.. Some things sorted.. Quite fun... Hehe.. Hope my dear friend gets her happiness.... Then went to Queensway.. Meet Ron, Hui Ting, Zhiyi, Jessie and Jieying on the bus... Then reach Queensway... Walk here walk there.. Bought another pair of FBT... Then after that... everybody went home... Me went buy more things...
Did my identity at 10+ and finished at 12+... Haiz... All turn out to be quite ugly.. I got nothing to say... Poor freshies in Sandman... Hehe... Finally started packing... So many things to pack~!! Hmm... Found that actually no need to bring 2 bags.. Cos can squeez.. So squeez lor... Everything in the house is in a mess... Which is of course caused by me.. Hur hur...
Tomorrow going to meet HW they all at 12 pm... GLs meeting at 2 pm... And the time now is 2+.... Dunno if I should sleep or not.. Later cannot wake up how???!!!!!!!!
Nvm... I shall sleep.. At most late lor.. Hehe.. So excited for Prep Camp and FOC... But yet I don't really wish for it to come.. If not everything would be over.. No more GLs... No more everything... But I still want to be part of the GLs family... Haiz... No~! I shall not cry on the last day of FOC~!! NEver~!!!!!
FOC!! Go! Go! Go!!!!!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:28 AM
CLoSiNg...
Today... Nothing much.. Work lor... Then a bit sian... Cos doing closing... But then until about 11+ I was informed that I doing closing with Jasmine See... Woohoo~~ Jit tao high...
Then I close bread station... After that still got a lot of customers.. So jasmine and me eat our things first... Then we made a competition... See who clear faster and see who sweep and mop faster.. Of course.. I lose la.. Cos Jasmine say my area bigger.. LoL... And guess what time we finish.. 12.55 am... Which was like one of the earliest already... Woo hoo~~!!! Most fun closing I've ever had in dunno like months?
And... Sometimes when I just can't stand some people.. I don't dare to say out.. But then say out liao.. So? Will that person do anything? Or will I just create more enemies.. Maybe the person also cannot stand me... Nvm...
No wonder he don't like me... Cos I cannot stand too many people liao... LoL... OKie... I'm trying really really hard...
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 4:03 AM
MeETiNg...
Hmm... Firstly.. Have to say sorry to Hui Ting for pang sehing you today... Cos I really cannot wake up la.. Then was quite late for meeting also... I'm really so very sorry Sandman~!!!!!!!!!
But overall was good.. At least Sandman decided on our A4 design, flag design, and group identity... And we did it in just one meeting.. Which was a bit surprising.. And Justin.. You're really very creative.. But then ah... Your drawing sometimes a bit.. Hmm... Ok.. I don't know how to say...
After that went to eat with Hui Ting, Aaron and Justin... The 2 guys were like very very very hungry... Big Mac.. Then not full enough.. Diaoded... And the main thing is that both of them are really skinny~!! Haiyo... Dunno if Stevenson is like that...
Log com meeting... Hmm.. Quite interesting.. We seperated into groups to record down all the items found in the clubhouse.. And the number of things were massive... Clubhouse was so cluttered with things.. But after our tidying, it was much more orderly... Then found that there was a lot of things for log com to do... Aiyoh... Next week think better not work too much ba... So looking forward to camp...
After meeting... Went to town with quite a lot of people... Walk here walk there in PS.. E Ping and me bought a pouch which is the same as Hui Ting one... LoL.. Then Stevenson and bernard bought a large bag also... After that went to X Zone... Then we played a few furious rounds of Daytona... Aiyoh... Panicky sia... Long time no play liao...
Ah... Today is such a fun day... Hope that everyday can be like that.. LoL... Then everything will be good liao... I like my Sandman group and my log com people~!!! Woohoo~!!!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 11:49 PM
CoFFee CLuB~!!!
Today... Went to work half asleep... Lol.. Lucky... Wendi is my other runner... Angie also.. Both are very good.. .Especially when Wendi is my "zui jia pai dang".. Hmm... But she didn't sleep yesterday... Then we both on the verge of concussion... LoL... But still managed to "geng" until the end.. But Wendi still needs to work from 6-11 after that.. Hope she's fine..
After that met Sis... Went to Taka's Coffee Club... We ate the Muddy Mud Pie and the Bolo Spaghetti.. The food was scrumptious~!!! I was like eating in satisfaction.. LoL... Yeah... Coffee Club food is better than Cartel food... I can guarantee plus confirm plus chop plus signature etc.....
Tomorrow got meeting.... Hmm.. Hope I won't be late... hehe...
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:37 PM
SC.. or Kerry?
aka Black
aka Ah Chan
06231987
SLEEP
Daydreaming~
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J-pop & Manga
锦户 亮 (Kanjani8)
生田 斗真
森田 刚 (V6)
Bleach
the '仲良's
Bah Bah 6 Jie Mei
the Gang
GFDT Club
Xiao Mei
Xiao Qiangs..
Esp those that flies!
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150
a new bike
a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
master my instrument
master the plane
cha do
Jap (languange)
first aiding
swimming (oops)
dance (heh??)
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