15 September 2016

When you mention about that stupid guy that I hated a lot
And you guys also told me you guys don't like him
And bitch about him with me
I really wanna say
I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE YOU GUYS HERE
I HAVE NEVER REGRETTED MY CHOICE

This is a year without mooncake
But its worth it
Because I have you guys

The people that will always listen to me
Support me no matter what my decision is
And I felt guilty
For feeling lazy to attend this outing today

Thank you guys
For making me have faith in life again
:)

07 July 2016

你在等什么呢

她已经有了男友
可是
你还在为她健身
为她开 instagram
去like 她的每一张照片
为她踏上欧洲之旅
还在同一个地点拍照
你真傻
真的

可是
为什么总觉得你的一切所为
这么地熟悉呢

你真傻
真的


就像我




我还在等什么呢

03 April 2016

够了
别再对我这么好

你真的疯了
第一次
你竟然在节目一半时主动要求跟我换 position
你真的疯了
只因为 你要我进去看表演
你真的疯了

还有我可以非常确定
只有当我们两人独处时
你才会这么多话
什么秘密的 想法的 都说
因为 当我故意留你跟其他女生说话时
你竟然会沉默 没话题硬找话题
还一直把我拉进来

说真的
最近的你很奇怪
算了 我就当 你是疯了

因为
我只还能见你最后一次
人生中的那最后一次。。。


相信我
我真的能很快就能忘记你的
真的 
:')

19 March 2016

曾经 我努力加快自己的脚步
只为了追上你的步伐

如今 我累了所以放慢了步伐
却惊觉你为了我而放慢你的脚步

曾经 我们的话题都围绕在你身上
我往往都是聆听着
如今 话题总绕在我身上
而你变成那位聆听着

现在看回去
发觉 原来要让一个
非常以自我为中心的人
为自己放慢脚步 聆听自己
是要付出多么多的心血与时间

但 看见你愿意跟着我放慢步伐
一切 似乎都值了

:)

12 March 2016

You told me we're graduating soon. So we should do something asshole and break some rules.

There were free ice creams give away today.
I doubt whether we can take it but since you're the team leader, if you say okay then means it will be okay.
So you brought me to eat ice cream during call time, publicly.
And not surprisingly, the manager saw this.
Hence we ended up standing in a row, with hands behind, like primary school kids.
Listening to her rage scolding.
But I was smiling in my heart, because is WE were being scolded, not ME...
And you told me, you will tank everything...

I knew you will explain to me again but you will never say sorry.
Because you are a Leo.
But I know, all the explanations actually mean one word, sorry.
So I told you nah, it was a great experience also. Rebelling before graduating is fun.
And we both laughed, finding ourselves super retarded.

There was another event going on in dance studio.
They wanted to send you there and they asked me my opinion.
Without hesitating, I said "GO".
I swear I caught sense of disappointment in your eyes and you looked away from me.
But I thought you should know better than others why I will say "go".
So I'm curious, what's that disappointment about then?

You're a great guy.
A guy who really listened to my problems.
A guy who I can talk non-stop with.
A guy who is imperfectly perfect.

You're a great guy.
But I'm not a great girl.
So I have to say goodbye.

Guess I won't meet such a great guy in the rest of my life ever again...

22 January 2016

因为工作的事情烦了很多天
知道自己虽然有一份工作
可是毕竟九个月后还是会失业

就在今天
我随口提起 可却讲不下去
你却很耐心地一直问我到底怎么了
告诉你后
你竟然很生气
还骂了粗话
好像要去跟那些人厮杀这样
说真的 听你这样一骂
我好受多了

其他人 最多听一听 然后笑笑说没事的
只有你 会在那边破口大骂
可能 就是因为这样
不管有多大的事情
只要有你在
一切 都好像能变得很美好
=)

06 December 2015

连八点要去Lab 都爬不起床
却为了做 Apple crumble 给你而八点准时起床
我想 我是真的疯了

以为你根本会因为忙而吃不到
或是你只会意思地吃一小块
可是 你却拿着汤匙
一口接着一口
瞬间把半个 tray 的 apple crumble 吃掉
我们其他八个人才吃掉半个 tray
你却一个人吃完半个 tray
吓死人么

可是
我记得你没有很喜欢吃甜点啊
也不记得你是会吃这么多的人
你总是很节制自己的饮食的
虽已我不知道
是你真喜欢吃 还是在内疚上次蛋糕的事

不知道
只知道
我很开心
因为你吃得很开心
=)