i thought i was getting fatter...

then i realised that they were abs x)

so much for doing situps and crunches eh, i've ruptured the skin on my tailbone and it really hurts now when i try to do any ab exercises which requires me to lie on my back (but O.o that's almost all of them)

i'm teetering around 60kg now. 59kg in the morning, 60kg in the afternoon and 61kg at night x) anw cny is round the corner so here comes my chance to get fat :)

badminton today was tiring :) its probably an experience i won't forget haha. first time i played with a racket in each hand and ankle weights at the same time x) en route to complete ambidexterity!

a quick update

so sorry for not updating. i've been really busy this few days i think

1. SAT was not bad. I'm quite confident that I can do better than my first time, because everything went pretty well including my essay.

2. Class trip to Bintan was boomz

3. I've been exercising quite regularly and I'm quite black now I think.

4. My chamber juniors are pro pro pro :DDD the J1s are better than the J2s.

5. I hope my mum relaxes her grip on me. She keeps inhibiting me from doing things that she thinks doesn't concern me.

6. my brother got into AJC (:

okay thats all for now. i'll be bach.

please stop raining

okay sorry everyone, i sincerely apologise for a lack of discipline in updating my blog, unlike charlotte who consistently does so every day x) i've been mugging SAT (and watching a lot more TV) now, so i'll make up to you guys after SAT finishes ;)

anw music outing was quite fun i guess cos i managed to catch up with a lot of old friends, sink 4 pool balls and win 2 games of mahjong x) and badminton on sunday is pretty enjoyable too :D so hopefully it can become a weekly habit because it allows me to keep in touch with my closer friends amidst a time where most friendships just fade away as everyone goes on their separate paths..

on a side note, i hate mondays. why does it always rain on mondays? it rained last monday as well and I remembered because i wanted to go out running and i couldn't. so now i've decided to push back my entire workout plan by one day so each week's programme will start on a tuesday and end on a saturday instead. hopefully i get pretty geared up for NS in these 4 weeks... hehe my arms increased by 1cm already over the last week; thats a promising sign x)

ohoh i need to add that I'M REALLY PROUD OF MY BROTHER :) okay lah, he's not as pro as Charlotte's one, but he has been getting like >20 points for all his school exams even up till prelims but now he got a pretty decent single digit score. Like brother, like brother haha! :D he wants to go TJ but i hope he'll settle for AJ instead cos TJ is seriously faaaar..

it takes discipline to keep your blog alive

i couldn't find an enid blyton book, so i'm back to mugging for SAT again.. I've only done 2 practice papers so far, and I got 1960 and 2100 respectively. Hopefully the remaining papers will help to bring my score to as close as 2400 as possible x) i don't even know why i'm taking it, i guess i just want a challenge and something to fill my time.

going for music class outing later, and then badminton again on sunday :D i've still haven't seen anyone bald and buff yet, hopefully i get to see some later x)

another craving

i feel like reading an Enid Blyton book!!! x)

Resolutions

I remember that every year on this day, I will come up with a list of resolutions, but in the end I usually forget and don't keep most of them.

So this year I will just come up with one. And I will stick to it.

I promise to be a filial son to my parents and not make them angry or disappointed anymore.

I want to keep this promise for life because I really don't want to see my mum cry anymore like she did 3 days ago in China. I'm a rather extreme bookworm, which is why I made sure I didn't pick up a single novel in my 2 years in RJ because I know I cannot close a book once I start reading it. My mum can really be a nag sometimes, and so when you put a nag beside a bookworm who's engrossed in a book, you end up with the bookworm avoiding the nag as much as possible for the entire day (2 days actually ><).

The final trigger came during lunch when she asked me to help dad with the menu but I moved to an empty seat away from her. That really upset her a lot and she walked out of the restaurant, asking me before she left "do you really hate me so much?" D: My dad and I spent some time looking for her after that because the mall was quite big. When we finally found her, she was teary-eyed and she kept asking me why I had to treat her like that DDD:

Anw I apologised to her already and I made a promise that very moment never to make my parents angry and sad again. I've been honouring my promise for the past 3 days and life has been a lot better, and so I'll make every effort to keep it that way for the rest of my life (:

what's your resolution? (: