I seldom get the chance to talk to my friends and keep them up-to-date with what's going on with my life...
well, this is it. My online journal. Yah, another personal blog,just exactly what the world needs now. Let's be realistic, it's cheaper than overseas calls. Less tiring than novel-like emails.
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Name: celgee Home: Philippines About Me: just read through my entries and you'll get to know me :) See my complete profile
Closing time - time for you to go back to the places you will be from. Closing time - this room won't be open 'til your brothers or you sisters come. So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits - I hope you have found a friend. Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
It's been more than a week since THE application went live. I'd have to admit, even after the "Go" decision was given - I was in no mood to rejoice about it. Either I am already numb or just trying to be passive, as the things that are to happen next ain't that joyful. People that I have grown to love for the past 2 years will soon be moving on to other opportunities within this big pond that I am in. In a way, I guess it would be easier that way at least I would not have any guilt feelings of leaving them behind soon. I will definitely miss them - the bunch that never gave up - From R2 to HD :) It was just 2 years, but for me, it felt like a lifetime as the long/extended working hours and overnights/overtimes made me feel as if I spent more hours with them than my family. It is during moments like this that I sometimes wish that I did not get too attached, but I have no regrets - as the past years had been memorable and I feel blessed to have teammates and friends like them. :)
So now, I am opening up another chapter (another team name) and form my new set of friends. Hopefully, this time I won't be the one left behind. :)
I had a grin on my face for a few hours, but after sometime, it sinked in and felt like I have put myself on death row. Hahaha. I know this is exactly what I have wanted. Honestly, I do have second thoughts about things - and I always go back to why I am pursuing this. Weighing the pros & cons - thinking about what I will be giving up and if it will all be worth it. I know it is and it will be worth it - since it's not really for myself - but it's for the four people I care the most.
