亲爱的朋友，

深爱着一个人又有什么用？疼他又如何？他永远都不会明白。或许他认定你不是他要的另一半。现在只是使用期。他认为还有更好的，你就不用伤心。原来你一直以来所谓的感到不安，感到不被爱，都是有可能的。你还是不要放太大的希望。因为你会有很大的失望。

你还记得吗？她是他还没追你的时候追她的。竟然他追到你了，他就最好跟你在一起先。你现在不在他身边，你也可以考他，你也可以知道他有多爱你。他不肯跟你回去都不是因为它害羞，不是因为他害怕，可能是因为他不想跟你回去罢了。别担心，要是如果你一个人了，也不是不好。你有更多时间给你自己。

你不是一直都有很多很想做的事吗？不要哭，不要怕没人要。缘分就是那么的莫名其妙。你这不是叫认输，是在祝别人幸福。你的幸福可能还在等着你呢。你在的时候，他说他累了，不想去了。但你不在的时候，他就那么的精神说要去。这是什么意思啊？他还说他告诉过你了，说她会一起去。为什么？他还不死心，他还想要她！

你就不要再渴望什么了。没用的。就当做你没这个福气，没这个运气去当别人的女朋友。

算了吧。

Sorry

Sorry... That is the only word that I have been owing everybody. It seems that whatever I do,it annoys and frustrates them. Or is it because I didn't do enough? Or no sincerity at all? I did my best to make sure all are well done. I make sure you remember to do your monthly task. But it must have been a waste. Nobody seems to listen. They thought I was controlsive. Yeah..mayb I should stop worrying, reminding because it annoys you. 

The End

No One

Now I should have understand better why there are people who doesn't like to tell their problem...because no one would understand..

What's with the people now?

After having such a long night, I never thought that I would meet with such inconsiderate guy. Someone who thought that just by raising his voice,it made him look so powerful. My a**.

Anyway, end of his story. Don't wish to let him spoil the rest of my night. It's friday and it's my first time working till this late. What else can I say; learning is a never-ending road in life.

I never expected to have entered this working life so early but then it would be a little bit late if I were to start later. Sooner or later; which would you choose?

I may have someone that had spoiled my night, but I have something to mend it. Thank you so much, my dear green tea latte. <3

C-H-A-N-G-E

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. ~Anatole France

No matter what changes they are, it's something that no one can avoid or ignore. It is something that happen in everyone's life. Some people, somehow has to be the one with Tolerance as their middle name.

It's amazing when the surrounding people tend to change; be it good or bad. It's like a culture shock because they tend to do something they never did. For possession, they are willing to do anything; in a good or bad way. But still, it doesn't matter.

Lose In A Battle

She was never this sad, she was never this down. But lost in a battle would really made her day a bad one. It was a battle like forever. And so, she was left alone in the dessert. Remembering how she lost, how she was defeated. But.. was it even a battle? Or she just surrendered herself...

Only she alone knew the procedure....