we'll all float on okay.

Alright so everything's kinda fine now. Phew. Its been bothering me for a few days but i guess i'm back to normal state. Which means, my mind isn't so disorientated and hence i can think clearly. Which also means, i can start writing all my uni essays! I know i got ABB but i'm gonna try for medicine in uni cause its really my passion. And i know i'll enjoy the career ahead of me when i'm in medicine.

Anyway Happy Birthday Hong Yao :) i hope you had an awesome day. haha

Okay in the operation theatre, i somehow find myself having bi-polar disorder as my view of the human body changes from a dedicate intrinsic object to a work station. I mean its something you can cut open and then fix it back.

yeah..

My dad came into my room, said goodnight.
I asked what's wrong. He said he'll tell me when i'm ready.
Sian, this must be dam screwed up.

In a world full of cherrios, be the fruit loop.

You know when my parents quarrel, I always feel like crying. I know guys don't usually cry and I don't usually cry but the feeling you get from watching your parents like that, is a totally different feeling. Its not the feeling you get when you fail an important exam or when you didn't meet your expectations despite having tried forever. It feels as though you lost someone. But don't get me wrong, it is not emblematic like someone you love died. Its just different and i can't find the right term to stipulate it.
Nevertheless, this feeling does suck. And all that i can do is pray. And listen to songs.
Fortunately they don't quarrel often. Only today.



I like this song, it helps me now.

Then i'll follow you into the dark...

Happy Birthday BingXun! finally 19. We celebrated his birthday on the actual day, which was yesterday. Started off with dinner at this restaurant along frankle avenue. The ambience there was great however the food was just alright. After dinner, we went to play TF2. haha TeamFortress 2 never fails to entertain us.

1st of April is the deadline to apply for the 3 publicly funded universities in singapore and guess what! i haven't started yet! Applying is really "mafan". Not that having to replete every naunce of my life on the uni website bothers me, but that i haven't got that flow of ideas to write my essays. (applications require essays you know). Oh well, i hope i get some inspiration soon. Anyway to update you guys, i'll be applying for Medicine first, then business as the 2nd choice. I have this strong feeling i'll be able to get into medicine despite not having a perfect score. I hope this turns out well.

Oh and I'm really happy I got into USP. University Scholars Program. Haha everyone's like badgering me on how i got in without applying for the school. I guess i was just fortunately. I seriously thought i screwed up my interview. Thank god.




1st day of hk:

Arrived at around 12.30am. By the time we travelled to the Hotel, which is kinda far from the airport, it was already 1+am. Finally we settled down at 2am and headed off to the streets for some authentic hongkong cusine! Had beef brisket noodles. Man, at 2am there're still lots of people walking around on the streets.
The first meal in HongKong was nice, though a little too salty. But after a few days i realised that most food in Hong Kong are kinda salty and lardy?. haha
After supper we went back to sleep.

Back from HK!

hello! i know you guys missed me while I'm in HK! but fear no further! I'm finally back.
HongKong was amazing. The trip was awesome, all thanks to the awesome company of friends i had.

Well, Hongkong's pretty much like singapore. Its a port. Its developed. It has a really high standard of living (which is prolly why i'm broke from all the food we ordered)
Hong Kong has really nice food everywhere. I guess its because competition is high there (like in singapore) thats why everything's so nice to eat! haha but in terms of efficiency, i think Singapore still owns.

The best part of the trip was that we managed to get lost many times, and had the chance to walk around in the markets and streets of hongkong. I mean its so cool to rub shoulders with the HongKees and to be steeped with their culture. :D i like!

haha alright i shall blog more tomorrow. Its getting late!

HONGKONG HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee

I'll be flying off to Hong Kong in approximately.... 13 hours?
Hong Kong means eating awesome food, spending great time with friends, repleting myself in their culture and taking nice photos with my canon 500D!
Apart from the cost, i'm really happy and excited. I hope i don't gain much weight from there, haha you know they say HK has the best food in the whole of china, although they're not really China? i don't know, are they? cause i China Dollar and HK Dollar are two different currencies.

I've been sick for the past 3 days so i hope by tomorrow i'll recover.

Oh and this is the first time i'm going on a trip with friends. It'll be a whole new experience for me. I know i'm gonna enjoy myself.

Argh, I haven't packed my luggage. Better hurry to do it now,

Okay pray for my safety. As well as for my friends.
Bye singapore, for 5 days.
I'll be back on the 16th. And i won't be using my number in HK so the only way to contact me is via facebook or email. I'll check them every night with my friend's lappy.

A levels!

Alright remember i said i'll be excited for the release of A levels results, yes cause I trust god for whateve results i have.
(i'm so tempted to take a picutre of my results, but i'm lazy)

I got ABB for my H2s and AB for my H1s.

My results are not quite bad, though i really expected more. I prognostigated having A for math and Chem, and B for bio, however its otherwise. Math's like my forte but insomnia ruins everything. Anyway i'm happy i got A for bio. Last year i was at this position getting all angry and worried about not studying bio during JC1 and on how i'm gonna pass my bio. Seriously, i've only passed bio once and thats for prelims.

Okay so i doubt i can get into medicine, but i'm still gonna try. Business is my next alternative. Thats about it. I hope i can get into either one.

And recently I've been getting flu on and off. Today I'm down with a FEVER! how irritating.

Hello Results.

Whatever it is, just trust GOD.

Alice in Underland

I wanna watch Alice in Wonderland. Johny deep (is that how you spell it?) is acting in it so i guess it'll be a pretty ART-SY kinda film. And i appreciate these films, a lot. Tim Burton's filming it so i'm guessing its gonna be dark and morbid in a mockingly humourous way.
anyone who wanna watch sms me k.

On the 2nd of April 2010 there's gonna be this big event which will be held at my church, its an overnight event. Well its not exactly that big but since i'm also planning it, you know... it'll be awesome la. haha

And suddenly i feel like eating gummy bears (random)

AND THIS IS SUPER FUNNY. You need good english to understand this.


Okay to update on what i've done, Last Saturday, i went for this Synod Youth Games a.k.a Captain's Ball Competition between churches (no Jihad or anything like that, so chill). Played in the hot sun, but it was worth it. Had a great time. Then cabbed home to bathe cause i was late. Went to Ziting's place for CNY visitation and had an awesome time as well.

Sundayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i went to Mr Tan Teck Hock's place. You guys from Broadrick, remember him? lol the math teacher with the post S.H.I.T - Subject head of IT. Funny aye? haha

goodnight