THE CANON 500D!

Yesterday i went to robinson to buy prom clothes.
After shopping with all my friends, shopping with my mom/parents is by far the most efficient way of shopping. haha
And i spent a lot of money! but my parents didn't mind i think cause those clothes can be used for working and stuff.

Anyway the main point is that today i bought my first camera!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
Its a canon 500D! i've been eyeing one ever since last year!
Finally got it.
All thanks to my parents who paid partially for them. Or rather, at least 60-70 percent of it.
And it was so exciting unpacking it. So i decided to record!
WATCH IT OKAY! haha
I wanna learn a little photography now that my A levels are almost over.
And because my A levels arn't completely over, i'm feeling kinda guilty for not studying today. haha not even a single bit! (yes i know, so unlike me. hahaha)



And here's a random picture from my Dad's birthday just before my A levels.
He's a great guy.



oh and i'm looking forward to prom! :D
goodnight folks/////////////////////////////////////

Last night, i matched a star with a photograph.

Majority of the stars we see in the sky are all dead.
The light we see from these stars have travelled millions of light years before reaching us.
All we get to see are memories of a once bright and shining star.
Maybe thats why they don't glimmer and sparkle against the firmament.
Sadly, this contradicts with what our parents would read to us during bed time stories. The reality is never as nice as they would paint. That is, only when we were young, and very naive.

And from there, we know that for one, the world is harsh.
And for two, all good things come to an end.

Juxtaposing photographs and the stars in we see in the sky, there's not much of a difference.
The only difference, of course, is the distance from which we admire both objects.
Both are just records of the past.
Time pass. Things die. People die.
And there's no returning cause, because obviously we don't revive physically after dying.

And like in every photograph i see.
I either regret or appreciate what has happened, and move on.
Once something dies, it never comes back.
Unless, of course it isn't dead.
And sometimes, i quietly wish some things weren't dead.
Cause i know for certain, "two" isn't entirely right.
Some good things don't meet their end.

For those of you who play Dota,

This should be really funny.

A levels? what's A levels. haha

WHOOOOOO 1 MORE PAPER TILL THE END OF A LEVELS!
BUT IT ALREADY FEELS LIKE IT ENDED 2 DAYS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYDAY CAN P-A-R-T-Y!
(as in not clubbing, but like doing things i enjoy)

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

So, for the past 2 days, i've been going out a lot. Excessively.
And its really tiring to go out. Sometimes i wonder how come i can sit down to study for 12 hours but i can't even survive walking around for 2 hours.
Take today for an example, after patronising 2 shops (in search of my prom stuff),
i got really really really tired and in the end my friend and i gave up. hahaha
I guess sometimes the taste of freedom isn't that sweet.
haha

and as you can see, i'm really happy. i don't know why.
Oh and today a doctor from KK hospital agreed to take me in for internship!
wohoo! 1 step closer to becoming a doctor.
I hope i do well for A levels.
I mean, i better do well.

Okay i don't know what to write. i'm like on high.
lol oh and today i played Left 4 Dead 2, really excessively too! like 3 hours!
LOL that got my head all spinning.
There's like zombies all over the place; climbing fences, shooting from roofs and stuff.
And its bloodier than the first one. lol
But overall its a fun get together game. For guys.

Okay its getting lame. i better end with a song of the night!
listen to it at least 10 times okay! cause its really nice and high-ish.

Hands Down lyrics

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
this moment we share together
and the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

9 crimes.

4 MORE PAPERS TILL THE END OF A LEVELS !! HOHOHO
I know i should be studying for my econs paper tmr since its the only subject i have yet to intensely study for my whole 2 years of JC life. (or rather 1.5 years)
but i feel so sian of econs. haha

And even though i don't study econs much, i really like econs!
its so fun, compared to mundane science subjects which requires much much much more memory work than application, or at least for now.

as i was staring at the mirror just now, i noticed i grew a fair bit fairer.
at least 20% man.
Shows how much time i put into studying :)
and if A levels were to last a year, i'll prolly look like that after 1 year


hahaha. okay not so funny.
I shall get back to studying now.
i can blog all i like after the As!
cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

5 more papers man.

1.47am.
I am tired of studying. Real tried.
But its just 5 more papers and i know after that i'll miss studying.
After all, i math and gp have already ceased to exist in my life for the moment.
I'm not sure about the future but heck.

Today was spent at starbucks again and i discovered i could buy this Card which allows me to buy grande sized drinks for $5 only. lol
Of course there're terms and conditions. But with $7 a time there, c'mon i can do with some savings.

I don't have much to look forward after A levels, besides
Absolute freedom (which isn't really true and realistic),
Going to library to read books,
and....

i'm not sure man. better start planning or i'll get really bored.
Goodnight.


no.

incase you were wondering.

i still can make it.

okay i did kina screw up my a levels. but nevermind. Another 5 more papers to chiong!

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And i get the point.

at the end of the day, its just
God, me and no one else.

MY A LEVELS STARTS IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS!!!

stressed. Haha
And i need my entre proof.

And on a random note, not directing at anything:
When you love someone, you must be very sure who you're loving-
1. The person?
2. Who the person is?
3. Who you want the person to be?

If its not option one, then something's wrong. Lol
That,s from a psycology magazine. Cya

You're my Dopamine

I haven't blogged for AGESSSSSSSSS.
okay i shall blog less frequently now, unless something cool/important pops up.
Immensely Busy due to preparation for the A levels.

Firstly, Happy Birthday Chelsea :D
(this was supposed to be on the 28th of October)
We went over to her house to "suprise her" with some dougnuts. & cause everyone's so busy, and she had to hand in PW the following day, we didn't play much.
But we'll do so after our A levels and everything eh?

And recently i've been doing lots of studying. If you wanna find me, i'm at Leisure park starbucks 10am-12am daily. haha except on days that i've got consultation.
Sounds unbelievable but i can sit for 10 hours just to study.
Amazing huh? what stress can do for you.

And i've been reading stuff, talking to people.
One really good magazine would be: "Psychologies"
In which you'll learn a lot of stuff which i shall not attempt to write out.

Anyway one thing i've concluded on would be:
Your best friend/friends
(cause normally people would have more than one though its ironic as they're supposed to be your best friend)

He/She would be the person you feel comfortable with and can tell anything without being judged or having that person's impression of you to change, in a negative sense that is.
That person does not neccessary have to be the person you hang out with all the time, the person you party and have all the fun with or the person who understands you the most and can emphatize with you all the time.
However, whenever or 90% of the time you need help, that person will always be there for you despite not talking to you for months or even a year.

He/She, my friend, is one of your best friends.