26th Febuary 2008

hai, life's really boring now.
firstly JC doesn't allow me to spend much time outside. ending at such light forsaken hours isn't healthy for young teens like me.

anyway the whole day's spent in lectures today. i slept through half of it i guess. PE workshop, which is a lecture for an hour was the most comfortable time to sleep. Well, feeding rubbish into one's brain with a monotonious voice somehow enables one's listeners to fall into a state of drowsiness which in time causes them to fall into a slumber.

Bio's nonsensical once again and i got no notes for maths and gp.

hai. goodnight.

25th Febuary 2008

Monday blues are haunting me once again as i spent my first morning of the week in school for the very first time this year, and again since a very long time.
Well, you can't blame me for conforming into a studying zombie every morning huh?
especially when school end at such sun forsaken hours like 7pm almost everyday.

anyway today i had..
Project Work; boring
Bio; i'm going bonkers with those impossible-to-pronounce-out-of-the-world words. very boring.
Chem; super strick, like we're in some radical pro-silence cum everything-else-but-studying- lesson. Well, if you're wondering if you'll get punished for twirling with pens around your finger, i'll clarify this: yes you will be dealt with.
General Paper: hm, quite fun. the only lesson which we can freely express our views and interact. fun and interesting. almost impossible to sleep in GP as we're always thinking i guess.

anyway i skipped a bio lecture today to watch some movie called Juno.
shall go now goodbye :D

23rd Febuary 2008

4 days have passed since i last stepped into SrJc. The first day i took a step in my mind was constantly wondering why do i have to attend a straight 20 pointer school but oh well, seems like my perspective of sr shifted alittle.

alright first day, played wacko for awhile and subject talks the whole day. i'm not sure if it was part of SrJc's plan to provide 5 hour long subject talks everyday to conform us to sociallising with people around us to avoid being bored or to provide us with enough infomation for us to make the inevitable decision as to subjects to take. My og (orientation group) sort of got dismissed earlier hence i was a loner for recess but anyway friendly ppl from my og came to make friends with me. My OGL (orientation group leader) which is a chinese teacher does not like me. Though i don't remember doing anything to offend her. first day, scold me for using hp, loitering around and sleeping; things students normally get tempted to do during really boring subject talks which i guess my grandma could do better.

the second day; subject talks all the way. i almost died of being bored. good thing by now i had 3 new friends to talk with. chited chated all the way till teacher come find us. Oh i got caught for having long hair? lol people around me and i was like wth? i purposely cut that "short good boy" hair style and now i'm caught for having long hair while some ah beng have long and light-goldenish dyed hair and could get away with it. i guess the DM couldn't find anything wrong with my hair so he anyhow suggest for me to cut something. While i guess other teachers who saw me leaving the hall were about to stop me from getting out of assembly.

the 3rd day, yes a friday. hm.. today's more interesting. Students on the first 2 days were like dead enthu but today, we learnt, yes we learnt, the one and only most anticipated event of the orientation - The Mass Dance, The School Song and The School Cheers. After learning all these it feels like we're part of the school now and its a really fun feeling.

i'll look forward to school if it starts at 10am and not end at 5pm =.=" but maybe ... 3am.

hm. today on sat i attended the Singapore Air Show. hm.. planes were really impressive and i missed the air show by a minute lol. anyway its really crowded and stuffy so u might want to think twice before attending this bi yearly event.

18th Feb 2008

finally no more a limbo (term used to tittle o lvl leavers)
i've been posted to SrJc. oh man tmr i'm going to tpjc to appeal.

安靜(remix)

我一个人在床上看看时钟,
已经四点半了 但我还没睡早,

我在床上睡不早因为想你,
想你睡早了 ma, 想你睡好 ma... ,

从你那天离开我, 我很伤心,
不能看你笑脸 和 按住你手,
这期限对我是直的很难过,
你不会明白为什么.

我举行日历想 多两星期你离开,
我如何可以用微笑来帶过,
我不会忘记你的笑和你如何举行我手,
不关你要去美国, 不关你要去印尼,
当你要远远离开, 我一定会诺言你,
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快,
但我不会放弃你 是因为我太爱你.

9th feb 2008

安靜

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴 安靜的舊舊的

我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得

你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份 包容你也
接受他不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你

3rd Febuary 2007

bashed up(sort of). check
thrown into the pool. check
cheesecake. check
presents. check
white hair. erm, check.

well birthdays always have to be a blast. if not it would be called birthday right? it'll be called boredday or something.
finally 17 years old *stares at the ceiling* there's sweet 16 last year, but no one bothers to tittle 17 so i shall. did some research with google and found we can use clean 17, annoying 17, mean 17, dean 17, bean 17. lol
anyway 1 more year till i can smoke, go into pubs, watch m18 movies, drink alcohol and take driving license.
none of the above entices me into getting older. hai i'm getting old. (i'm recieving signs of white hair)

on the last day of jan, we (almost all of 4ea and 2 4eb) went to n.y.d.c and ate some dinner with miss tan, mr tan and miss huang. was suprising though there was a birthday cake at the end.
staring blanking with my jaws dropping due to overwhelming shock, i looked at dion and asked "you buy for me one a ?" but,
seriously, thank you. erm not only dion but chelsea,suying,ziting,stephanie,ziqian,alisha,bingxun,william,izhan, miss tan, mr tan and miss huang.
oh thank you for the present though its abit...encouring of an outrage of modesty.

anyway i did some career test and one of the job they recommended me was Funeral Director.