Approaching year 2007

Today is officially the last working day of year 2006 for me and most office staffs.

Just now during lunch I went to the meet my sis to her bridal studio to settle some stuffs and choose her flowers for wedding.

While walking to meet her, I think of one uncle. His name is Uncle Lai...He was the cleaning uncle who wash glassware for us when I was in Exxon. But he passed away a few years back. He is a very nice old man. Even though he is not earning that much, but he still give red packets to the young ones in the lab. Actually he is one of the uncle that I always think about. He is old and I feel angry that our management did not save his job back then. Cos after he stopped working for us, he was left jobless and heard he pass away soon after. We did not even know. I feel very sad.

Today heard the young cleaner found a new job, starting 3rd Jan. Happy for her. She dun have to work 6 days a week and is getting more pay. But means that I will be missing one nice person, she always smile and is a very nice lady. But I wish her all the best. New year, new start. =)

Somehow I feel better these few days. I also thank a few of my close friends in MDIS. They were very nice friends and were there for me and supported me.

Maybe towards the end of the year already, so I am wrapping up year 2006.

This year I grew up alot. I changed job and learn alot. I also learn alot in terms of love and friendship.

To friends, family (including cousins), colleagues I love, Hope 2007 is going to be a wonderful start for u.

Life is

Life is..........

 

1) Be trueful to yourself.........At least you can hold your head high up and tell ppl, yes I have made a mistake but I have learnt from it and Will not commit it ever again.

 

2) Treasure and Cherish........Your friends, your lover, your family, they are who u are. They were the real ones who will be by ur side no matter what happen. Cherish and Treasure them.

 

3) Perserverance........Life is not always smooth sailing. You must hang on to ur principals and believe in yourself and not give up.......It is thru these knocks and falls that we learnt. Hardwork does the trick as well...

 

4) Focus.............We must always know what u want and work hard towards it.

 

5) Do not Procrasinate.........Procrasination is a killer. I do it too. But I am changing.

 

I think I am finding myself back. I will work hard for the coming year. For me I believe in treating ppl nice...Like my mentor once told me, I am one that do not want to believe that not everyone is as nice.. I will not do anything that will harm anyone or put someone at risk unless the person has commit a crime.

Believe in urself!! I know i can do it. U all can too! =)

Hope me and my love ones and friends will have a good year ahead............

 

Merry Christmas!!!

It's Christmas Eve...

I had a very busy Sat. Yesterday 23 Dec 06, was my sis Guo Da Li Day.. Ours is quite simple. My sis hubby came over at abt 10.30am. Exchange those necessary stuffs.

It is also my 5th aunt's birthday. My mom made Poh Piah for my aunt. My 4th aunt came and made her famous dish (Prawn Paste Chicken). Talking about diet...haha... Dont thk I will slim down in time for my sis.

After dinner, I treat my aunts and cousin for Coffee at Coffee Club. Hannah is craving for foudue. So we ordered the famous Mud Pie and foudue...

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Can someone tell me how they feel reading my blog? One friend told me she can sense that I am not happy. Isit true??

Recently not sure y I am not feeling the best........Just keep hving depressing tots at work and personally.

Can someone help me get out of this hole?? I feel anger, sadness....I hate myself at times...Keep hving this self pity state. Hate myself.

Some friends may think, you are doing so well at work shd be feeling happy leh.. but I dunno y.

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Rainy day still....cold cold....

My dear friends pls take care.. dun fall sick during this holiday season.. heehee

=)

Hope everyone will have a Merry Merry Christmas!!!

I wish all a Joyful Christmas and Holiday!!!

Yipee!! It's time of the year I thk most of us are waiting for!! Christmas and New Year.

 

As a non-christian, I thk I love this holiday as it symbolize a new year that is approaching and the long holiday since we can go for year end trips, sales, shopping for the new year....

 

It symbolize that a year have pass and many ppl likes to make new yr resolutions, for me I dun make new year resolutions cos I feel that I will not keep up with the list. Secondly I do not think it is the oni time we shd start a resolution. As long as we do not do anything that is harmful to anyone, or have not purposely hurt anyone. This year have been a fruitful year for me I think. Although there are ups and downs, but that's life and it is thru these knocks and falls that make us stronger and mature.
 

Still the same old words. Perserveance, Cherish and Treasure. Do our best.

 

Tomorrow will be a busy day at home. Haha.. my sis Guo Da Li...

 

Wishing all who read my blog a happy happy christmas and new year....

Yummy

A new place to try out, anyone wanna treat me to dinner? I want to go to Indulgz Bistro

Looks good!!

Rain Rain

I have this love, hate relationship with rain. Haha...

Rainy season can slp and laze around. It is really nice to cuddle into my thick comforter. I feel so warm...Haha...

Hate cos if there is things for me to get things done, it will be more difficult. Haha.. I can't wake up in time for work!! Personally I dun like Thunder and lightings... I also don't like my feet or shoes or pants to feel wet!!

Singapore Flood!! It's been a long time since I know Singapore got flood liao. Yesterday see the water level so high in the news, scary man...

Christmas Dinner

Today I had my 1st Christmas dinner with my friend. Although I had one with my colleagues but this is one that I had a gift exchage.

Me and Kristin was so excited that we started exchanging our lovely presents.. She got more than one present for me, the Ferrari Cars from Shell, and my Christmas present. I love my new bag.. hahaha... Hope Kristin like her woodstock Puzzle..

Met Kristin and her friend for dinner at The Wine Company @ Evans. Being known for small eater, we decided to do with 1 starter and 2 main course. The food was so so.. The place is nice. Good for relaxing, gathering. I like the deco and the feeling just sitting there. Outdoors was nicely decorated as well.

It was nice just sitting down there, talking abt the past, our life, gossipping... Haha..It was really enjoyable.

This year Christmas plans all not going to be according to what I initially plan for..

Missing in Action

Hello!!!

 

I have been missing for the last week!! Wanted to blog but was too busy for the weekend.... Hahaha

 

Last wk was the OSEA 2006. To me it was a great success...since Tue to Fri, my office colleagues and me took turns to be at our booth... then a few nights after the exhibitions, there was networking functions for us to attend.

 

Then over the weekend, I spend time with my dear's family as well as on Sun, I stayed at home and Hannah came over....

 

Christmas week is coming soon. My sis Guo Da Li day coming as well..Haha.. been doing alot of planning for sis wedding..as well as the christmas.. like things to buy, I still have things not done yet...

Me and sis also made appointment to do medi, pedi the day before her wedding...hahha..

 

Looking forward yet feel a bit lost...haha.. next time no one to eat breakfast with again.. no one to take express bus back... haha.. suddenly feel sad. No matter what, we have been together most of the time for the past 26 years.. actually more than that.. close to 27 years already... cos we spend 10 months in my mom's tummy as well...

 

Qi, must be happy k? =)

 

 

 

 

Please be safe my family and dear dear and friends.....

After dinner today, mom went out to meet her friends...My dad wanted to cut fruits for us to eat....About 5 mins later he called my sis over... My sis came out of the kitchen saying "Pa cut his finger, deep!"

 

She was looking for the 1st aid kit, I ran to my parents room to look for plaster. The Dettol cream seems to old to use...I quickly took out some cotton ask dad to press on it and suggest to go to the doctor. Sis accompanied dad to the doc. The doc gave an injection. Came back apply medicine....

 

I am so worried........Sigh...I hope all my love ones are safe and sound..Please let all be well.

 

Mental note. Buy some antiseptic put at home...

Disgusted

Yucks!! I killed 2 mini Crockroaches on my desk today!! I can't wait to move office. Yes!! My desk is in a mess!! Yucksssssssssss~~~~~~~~~~~

 

I hate to kill things but yucks!!!

 

On my desk!! Argh!!

Retail Therapy

I am guilty. Hahaa.... Lunch time I went shopping with sis. A short half hour, both of us manage to buy something. She bought a dress and I bought a 3/4 black pants. Hahaha........

It is funny....when I was working as a technical personnel, I don't buy as much things... I feel guilty but I enjoyed when I buy something new....I realised that everytime I buy something new, the "older" one was cast aside.. But I still feel it is wasted to throw away. Anyway, I can't wear some of the clothes....I put on too much weight. But I managed to loose some recently. Will try my best to loose........

I am fully packed this wk. Tomorrow will need to reach OSEA opening before 9.30am. After that will come back to the office and will have to go to Orchard Hotel there for a Industry Networking Function....Sat going to do more shopping. I need to control myself. I got somemore things that I need to buy for my sis wedding.

I must save money also....My sis wedding...need to give her a big ang bao also....

But I saw Kristin's phone, I like...not because of it's function, because it is so slim!! I like it..I asked Kristin, she say can hv the same phone...Haha....Talking about saving!! Argh how? Anyone wanna sponsor me?? =X
But I feel guilty cos I already got one new one liao...... Haiz...

I am not one who always spend spend spend de...I will feel guilty.... Ok...lets forget about the phone.....


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Sometimes I wonder how come I am so emotional....But I had a very nice reasurring hugs from my dear. Thank you dear. Sorry I made you so worry. Muaks.........I think it is just part of the emtional side of me. I am fine. I guess I let it all out...Maybe too much..
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I am happy. I fact I am looking forward to what is coming on the rest of the month. This week, I will be busy with the OSEA. Next Mon, our company christmas dinner. The 1st one I am having with them...I will be busy till Christmas week is over. I like being busy but I will feel a sense of Guilt...Cos I will miss spending time at home...Haha.. I dunno y but I always feel guilty not being able to be at home. Guess it was the way I am being bought up.

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I thk I will need to get a new shoe...my comfortable black and white shoes is not holding me well now. It sort of always slip out and it is bending more towards one side...I am afraid I will twist my ankle one day...I think I will change soon. I will wear back the other black shoe (not so comfy) cos I do not want to buy so many shoes...I need to buy one for sis wedding. I dun want to buy so many shoes.

Haha...Talking about shoes...I refuse to buy anyone shoes for presents. Fear the fact that they will "walk out" of my life....I do not want it to happen...Heheee...I am that superstitous ok!!....

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These few days I realised that alot of relationships starts with something to do with internet....Haha...Sometimes I wonder isit good or bad? With connections like blogs, Chattings, Smses......I guess it is one of the ways relationships started and maintained. Like friendster and MSN and blogs...I am afraid that it will loose the personal touch. But with the busy world, I guess it keeps the relationship going, and in contact with each other.

I will not say it is good or bad...both got it's pros and Cons...as long as gals do take extra care when they meet guys up...I do know of some jerks really out to have a good time only. But I do know of other good couples who started their relationships from the Internet....haha... However internet really gave us an opportunity to voice out more thoughts...which might be good and bad.....again... I feel things got to be handled well.... it is not right or wrong...just the way we handle things or issue when they come........

With internet there is also more online buying.. with many ppl selling clothes, bags, accessories, inner beauty off the internet...I am guilty with internet buying...Hahaha...personally, I bought some stuffs off the net....got pros and cons...some things are really not as nice when it is on you... I also know of some sellers who got many compliments and of course profits from internet selling but there are some sellers who got criticise for selling some items as the item do not turn out as what was expected..It is always about managing expectations...Haha..But I guess the right products and the right business plan is a must to make internet selling works..Just be careful when giving out details when buying or selling k?

Guess it is the weakness in woman...always see nice stuffs...want to buy....Like my dear say, the targets are really woman... Some of my friends also buy baby stuffs from the net....

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I am trying a new blogging style.. Give me your thoughts....Isit too much to read in one blog? Let me know k?

Enjoyable weekend....

I had an enjoyable weekend.... Really relaxed.

Sat morning, Helped mom talked to a few relatives and got their names for the invitation cards...Felt quite glad. Dear took cab and picked me up to Taka to meet his best friends for lunch. We had nice Spaghetti...Yummy...

Dear left me alone later in the afternoon to attend his company function. I went to collect OSEA Exhibitor cards for my company staffs, then went shopping alone. Shopping alone was very boring!! Called Kristin, she happen to be in town with her friend and they drove over to keep me company.. (Thanks babe for accompany me... ) After they ate dinner we went to Esplanade to the open space to listen to some live band... Dear came and we ate my fave chocolate fondue and I ordered another banana waffle... Thk the standard drop. Haiz... I over ordered. Haha.. end up could not finish....I carried on with a lovely night with my dear after the chocolates.

Lovely night, lovely friends and love one...

Today (Sun), most memoriable was the dinner. I told Dear Dear that I want to eat Duck Noodles...Haha...he cracked his head for a very long time then finally tot of a place but not very sure how to get there. We tried our luck and got to the place....Haha...No Noodles there BUT got porridge, it is still very nice....Heeheee...thanks dear...

Dear, thank you...............muak muak..........I am touched....

伤心。。。生气

今天我哭了。真得很伤心， 很生气。

好人难做。我不想做好人了。我只要做好我自己。不要对不起任何人。

Sick Cat

Hv been a sick cat these past weeks. Since last Thurs, I have not been feeling very well. Running nose, Sore Throat, Cough.........Was on MC on Fri. Sat PMS...haha...

Then Mon diarrhea!! Tue was still ok. Although can feel tummy still got many actions going on. Then Wed start Diarrhea again. Haha...

This morning work up still pain on the left side. Just now after lunch the pain and the actions are still going on. So I decided to go down to the clinic near my office. Heheee. Doc say there's alot of action in my tummy. Most likely is the virus.

I am happy, Nothing serious. I want to get well soon. I must. Next week there is OSEA. I am going to be there everydays. Tue and Thurs in the morning (10am to 2pm), Wed and Fri will be there (2pm to 6pm)....I am excited. Hopefully can get to know more people there.

1st Noosa Trip

After 1 month...Haha..finally posted up my Aussie Photos

They are not in order. I know. I am lazy.

Din Tai Feng

I had a nice dinner at Din Tai Feng Yesterday.... Dear arranged to meet his best friends for dinner at Din Tai Feng. It is a nice dinner. For the 4.5 (will be one in another 8months time) I think we did not order enough for the dinner. We ordered:

~10 Xiao Long Bao >> was nice but expensive (thk the one at Tiong Bahru can fight),
~2 Fried Rice >>yes it is nice
~2 Chicken soup >> Personally I find it a bit Oily
~1 Veg

I know the guys can take much more than that. Haha...after that we drove to Liang Siah Street to eat Chinese Dessert. Yummy! I ordered Almond Paste, the rest ordered a few. It is yummy. Dear ordered shocked the lovely couple (even though they know that he eats alot!). He ordered, 1 Peanut Paste, 1 sesame paste, 1 ginko nuts with barley, and one steam egg. Actually he ordered 1 more Almond Paste, luckily the aunty did not hear it! Phew...by the end of the desert he can't finish the peanut paste (left a bit only, less than a quarter).

I like such meet up. Good friends not easy to find. Esp those that understand you. This couple understand my dear alot. They know what he likes, what food he likes...It is nice........

Christmas Plans

My week for the Christmas is almost packed.

23rd Dec, Qi's GDL Day. Another family gathering.
24th Dec, Most likely with Dear's friends.
25th Dec, With Sec Sch buddies...

That means I must get the gifts ready. Christmas shopping time!! Haha... Spend spend spend....

Satisfied

Things fall in palce after I made my decision. I got what I wanted without me asking. I am happy.

I have been very troubled the last few months. Think although I am not the sort that is calculative but I thk it is human nature to compare. Now I am happy. I do not want to compare. I do not want to know. Like someone (you know who u are) told me "Ignorance is a bliss". Thanks.

I am happy but I am not ecstatic. But I am contented. This make my decision more firm. I want to thank alot of ppl.
Fayeth>> Perseverance and focus is impt, things will definitely be better. Trust me.
Qi>>Thanks for putting up with my attitude and grumbling at times.
Friends (Kristin, Joycelyn, Mich, Florns>> For listening and advise.
Dear>> Thanks a million. For everything. For the support, the love, the listening, the advise, your shoulders to cry, everything. I love u. MUAKS!

Made up my mind

I feel better. I have sort of made up my mind about my career. Thanks to some of my friends, bf, sis and my colleague who listen to my grumblings. Haha... After speaking my mind everything sort of turn out so clear. After I speak to my dear about my decision, he say he will stand by what I decide and will support me (I am blessed!).

 

I feel much better. Unless something happen before the expected timing, I am going to stick to my plan. (Yes I will!!).

 

 

Blogging

Have not been blogging for awhile. Someone told me it is sad to only know what you are doing, how you are thru your blog. It set me thinking if I should continue to blog. Hahaa...I know I just started not long ago.

 

Anyway I did not blog cos this wk just pass so soon... I also do not know what I have been doing. Working, home, watch tv, wkend play mah jong. It is a routine. I have not watch movie for a long time.

 

Yesterday went chinatown with parents to eat and to shop around and to replenish the shampoos and daily stuffs. Luckily dad around. to carry the heavy stuffs. heehee.. Walk a few stops to help sis look for golden strings to tie the wedding cards and the insert together but cant find the shop. So unlucky...

 

Dec is going to be busy... My office is having a Oil and Gas Exhibition from the 5th Dec to 8th Dec. Then got company Christmas dinner. My sis Guo Da Li is scheduled on the 23rd Dec (note to qi, faster go buy things already, left a month or so oni)....my buddies also decided to have a Christmas gift exchange as well as a birthday celebration for Fen on Christmas Day itself... Haha....

 

Then Jan also going to be busy and lonely cos Robin is going for his Reservist for the 1st time!! Not sure if can come out during wkend. My sis wedding he might miss it. Haiz...13 Jan is my sis wedding.

 

It is going to be the end of the year..Starting of the new year soon....No time for reflective mood. As the weather is turning cold recently, I started with running nose on Mon and yesterday start to have cough. Today when I wake up, my throat is very itchy...I hope I do not fall sick.

 

Yesterday I learnt about AQ (adversity quotient). Interesting....Maybe I shd read more about it... I want to improve on my sales technique. Now I am not actively doing sales call. Must start (mental note to myself). But I feel these few months, I am thinking more positively. Think my Harrison Report will sure change....Hopefully it does. Heehee...I have been working hard on it.

 

Oh ya. I have not been zapping....seems that I am putting some weight on. so sad. Sometimes, the more you want to slim down, the more difficult it is. Mental note. (MUST ZAP!) Must start jogging and exercise more often....

 

 

 

 

Broke

I have been spending too much money....I am BROKE!!! Haha....

 

Everytime I see a nice dress, I can't control myself...haha.....I bought 2 dress recently...Still see a few that I like...Someone stop me...heehee.....Must control my spending..I am not earning alot...hahaha..Suddenly wish I can be a taitai (*hinting to my hunk...=x)

 

I have almost all the photos of my Aussie trip...but lazy to compile them...heehee...I will... Give me sometime....

 

Tomorrow is my sis company d&d, must plan what to wear...but now i so fat (someone commented: are u pregnant?) OMG! I want to faint.

 

Must go on diet....must zap more....Mental note for myself

 

So many things to do!! I need to slim down before my sis wedding...hahaha...

 

 

When will this end?

Yo!!  I am tired. My friends are not happy...all with relationship problems. I feel helpless seeing them so sad, so unhappy. I can oni be the listening ears....Hopefully all will be happy k? 

 

I am feeling tired....dunno isit the weekend not enuff rest or isit PMSing? I keep asking myself when will this end? Haha.. the feeling of tiredness.

 

I had a good weekend...but lack of someone....did not meet up my Hunk during the weekend...something feel missing....must meet him soon!! I mISS you!! *blush* Although I nv see him but he is in my heart.......

 

Yesterday got a few good news from my clients...But I dun feel excited.... Not sure why. I just feel tired..

 

Busy saturday

It was nice and rainy sat but I had an enjoyable day! I went to celebrate my buddy birthday, Yee aka Grace....on Sat...Went Sentosa...we started off abt 9+, reach Siloso beach.....then went to the new Siloso Beach Resort and hide from the rain.....The rain does not seems to get smaller after an hour plus so we decided to go back home cos i got a Wedding dinner in the evening....so we bought a disposable rain coat (ponco) from the Sentosa shop and off we go...hahaha.... We decided to meet up later in the evening.....

When I reach home, I finish watching Goong!! Heard that there is new Goong2 about a prince...not the original cast though... But I just love The Prince...the way he handle things...hahaha..i am touched lah....


The wedding dinner was my Sec school friends as well...Kevyn wedding...it was nice to meet up my ex secondary school mates and teachers....


After the dinner I met up the gals and their boyfriends at Vivo City Starbucks... It was almost 12 midnight and we all start wishing Yee, and she loves her present...



I must say I enjoyed my day, but missing my hunk...missing him.............

Tired

Many asked..you have not update your blog? Haha..cos I am tired. Haha...need to recharge myself. Hopefully I can have a good night rest one day and a getaway from the place I dont want to go daily..

 

I need to find something to perk me up again. Can someone help? I am sinking...

 

 

I'm back

I am back for almost a week, been busy and recovering from the Ausie trip. It was a nice trip I must say to see a different culture, different buildings, I must say I love the beach the most..The wonderful feeling just looking at the beach... Hahaha..Hahaha..

Seeing the big office in Brisbane office and after the morning meeting, we had 1 hr to walk around Brisbane City.....then it was driving up to Noosa. That night we had a early Christmas dinner with our Brisbane colleagues, it was a nice get together. Mixing around...It was nice to learn about another culture. We had colleagues that come from UK, NZ too! The next day morning, we drove to North Shore, It was a really nice beach, seeing the sand, the waters, without many ppl on the beach, no ships nearby. It really amaze me! I had fun driving on the beach at the North Shore, we also saw the colored sand then followed on by a dinner with Pizza, salads, wine, beer and getting to know more other colleagues... the most tiring day was the Noosa Triathlon, we woke up early to have Aussie BBQ breakfast (Slightly too oily) and to cheer our GM who is doing the cycling then we walked over to the Finishing point at Noosa Beach, we walked back too..Phew..we were too hungry and had more BBQ for lunch..me and Fayeth decided to go for a swim by the pool..we rested and went to a nice restaurant..It was a great dinner with great food and companion...This time was a smaller group as most of them hv went back to Brisbane....It is also nice to see my colleagues in Brisbane....They really can drink....Beer there is cheaper than that of water..I can see my colleagues drinking beer early in the morning...I was like how do they survive the whole day with the drinking so early....had a nice last day at the Noosa beach...after that we had a nice breakfast followed by driving back to the airport and back HOME!!

While I was there, I missed my love ones (family, friends, boyfriend) alot....Wishing that they were there to see what I am seeing and to enjoy what I was enjoying...

I saw my darling at the airport and was like so happy....Feel nice to be back...although part of me already missing Aussie...Heehee...

Holidays....

Hahaha... It is another Public Holiday again...Selamat Hari Raya!!! This is the time my Darling Hannah is not in Singapore most of the years. This time she will be happily spending her time at her Grandparents place in Malacca... Miss her laughters and endless speeches. Heehee...

Public Holiday...another day that I thought or most of u all thought that I will be slping late, lazing in bed right? But WRONG!! Heehee... I woke up at my usual timing for work and get ready to go to the FREE workout session at the Nature Park. Must exercise....if not you all will say that I keep saying I want to slim down but did not put in effort to exercise... It was a good workout. At least I felt that I sweat and workout. Heehee...thanks to the nice weather....

I was surprise I was not tired and continue to watch "Goong" the new VCD my sis and I bought. Hahaha.. I know lah I am late. Alot of you all either watched it liao or feel that it is waste of money that we went to buy. But sometimes spending such money is for the feeling...Hahaha...nice...I watch 6 of them liao. A few more to go.. Hope when I go Aust, my sis will not overtake me... Hahaha. (Qi>> if you are reading, dun watch so fast hor..wait for me come back ^_^)

Yesterday evening, me and my parents and sis and her in-laws, we met at M-Hotel for my sis wedding food tasting...Wah...dunno the cook or the Hotel Coordinator will be angry with us or not....almost every dish, we got write comments....We just hope the best for my sis wedding mah....Heehee...

I am going Aust soon on Thurs morning liao.. Am I excited? I dunno leh....I may seems so with the slippers and the sunglasses that I bought....But I am not really that excited leh. I am not sure why. Maybe I will miss my dear (dunno he will read my blog or not..haiz) , my friends, my sister, and my parents. Maybe I am not treating it as a leisure trip...I cannot be my real me..

I thk I have gotten to a stage in life that I do not like to be fake. I rather spend my time (rem? be jealous of my time) with ppl that I do not have to be fake... I can just tell them how I feel and they will not think and strategize against me, or think otherwise of me...Most of u who know me that I "wear my feelings on my face", I dunno how to be diplomatic.. I dun like to think so much before I can ans.. Cos I feel that is very fake!! Argh...

I am feeling very sad cos I feel that I can't be what I want, be my true self... Although I am reading Optimal thinking books recently, but I can't do it these few days.. Hopefully I will feel better.

Many of u in MSN would know by now that I always try to greet you all good morning the 1st thing in the morning. Cos I feel that it is nice with a nice greeting...so ppl will have a good day ahead. Ah seng say she is looking forward to greet me good morning now too. Heehee...Nowadays, me and her try to beat each other in greeting each other good morning. Hahaha.. It does not take an effort to tell your friends good morning or a hello or a greeting. Try it! It is like telling your love one "I love you" everyday. It really make your love one and your friends feel nice. Try it. It will also improve your friendship and Love. Heehee...

Take care everyone in case I do not blog tomorrow, you all will have to wait till next Tue. Hopefully I will have pictures to download...still contemplating if I shd bring camera...cos my camera is a bit big. Hahaha........Friends and sister and my dear (if you read), I love you all!! =P

Long weekend

It seems like a super long weekend for me even though it is the same days off for me. On Fri, I met my dear to IMM ate Ajisen Ramen, then we walked around and bought Braydon's birthday present..

Sat, we went to 1st Aunt's hse to celebrate her birthday for her (Her Birthday is same as Fayeth). As usual, her house is full of her friends, Aunty Joyce, her sister, Aunty Wendy, Aunty Sally, Aunty Cat, and lots more!! Hahaha.. And as usual, they cooked more than enuff to feed all of us. Laksa....It was nice....Hahaha...the food they cook could feed more than 30 ppl, we oni had about 10+...scary...Hahaha.....

I went to IMM AGAIN with Robin later to eat my fav 杏仁湖。Before we went to the cafe, me and Robin walked around to see if I can get any HP.. Since I need one...But sad to say 6288 was not in IMM M1 shop. N80 is too ex liao...then I went in to see VCD, called my sis to ask if she wants to share buy the VCD with me or not...she say she is shopping and saw it cost oni $24 so I tasked her to buy "GOONG". My aunt have but I dun want to wait (LONG QUEUE) hahaa.... Then I turned to talked to Robin and realised my sis is in the same shop....HAhahaa....




We had dinner together and I went to Westmall to buy HP (SO DETERMINE I must Get it TODAY!!)..they got Nokia 6288 so I nodd my head and bought it. Can't wait....Although I really like N80 but I can buy 2 of the N6288 if i buy N80. So I bought N6288... while waiting I went to buy Sandals for my Aussie trip...

Sun, I promised my mom to go OG with her to buy a cooking pot sort of a pressure cooker, so after played maple awhile, and waited for them to finish watching Japan Hour, my parents and I went to OG at Orchard.. Heehee....She bought the pot she wanted and bought another cooking pot for my 2nd Aunt. I bought my sunglasses..Haha....(yup again for Aussie trip ^_^) I also need one lah....Heehee...I accompanied Robin for dinner at Coffee Bean..

Must say it is a FRUITFUL Wkend...

Lazy

I have not been blogging for a few days....Lazy...heehee

Tuesday evening I went Dinner with Jenny and Qi, cos Jenny wanted to treat us for dinner for our birthday...Heehee...We had a nice Sushi @ Ichiban Sushi Restaurant then we went on to eat Gelare, Waffle..(Haiz, still say fat!! No wonder!!). We continue shopping for nail polish, blackhead removal, eyeliner...heeheee..............Jenny face complexion improve alot and we realise she is using the Cellnique product....Me and Qi ask her to buy for us the scrub and serum...heeheehee....hoping to see much improvement in my face!!

This morning was fun but tiring...I woke up earlier than my usual time to bring Hannah to her childcare...when I am walking her to school, she is very excited. It is the 1st time I bring her to her childcare..Cos she stayed over my hse last night. Today got her favourite teacher lesson and my aunt do not want her to miss it.. I enjoyed my trip with her on the bus. She feel very happy and keep saying "Later you come and bring me back". It made my heart melt. I love her.

Then I walked to work. I am someone who do not mind walking provided if my shoes can bring me far....I was lazy to go up the office then go down again to collect Fayeth birthday cake...heehee...so I went there to collect the cake, although, it say collect at 9am...heehee...It is a all time fav cake in the office...since she got it for my birthday cake....

Fayeth>> Happy Birthday!! =p

Today lunch with Sis, haiz...eat a heavy lunch at Coffee club...haiz..How to loose weight like that....(Feel so angry with myself)

I wish and feel that today is Fri. India has Monday off as well!! How I wish I can have the off days as well...The lazy me is out!! I can't!! Cos I have a short working week next week!!

26th Oct is coming soon. I am happy and yet dragging to go...y? cos I have not made placement for 2 months and this month the sales results (got to hide) is not GOOD. No where to hide our face somemore spending company $. Also I will be missing my Dear and his Nephew's 1st Birthday. He is another darling but he is so active...

Putting on weight......

I have put on so much weight since I join as an "Office Staff". It is beginning to destroy my confidence. I feel so sick of my body...even with the U Zap it does not seems to help. Ppl tell me I look fine. But it become so obvious that everyone is commenting.

I feel so sad. I do not want to go to extreme lah... But I just feel it is not helping me.....

Must loose weight...I cant go Australia looking fat!!

Some one help me!!!

Hazy wkend

My nose has been acting up on me (sneezing and sneezing) this wkend with the haze lingering in the air.....My sis must be so thankful that yesterday (Fri) was fine...as she was having her wedding photoshoot done (On the Friday the 13!!!) Whahahhaha...

Yesterday, I woke up early almost the same time as my working hours to go to Bukit Batok Nature Reserve with my mom. She started going to the morning workout session there since Thurs. It is free...Me and my mom reached the Nature Park and started a slow jog in...many ppl are already there. I started to follow them do the simple exercises....they made it interesting....with the music and the few uncles and aunties shouting out the commands for you to follow. The exercises were simple and they repeated it 4 times. By the second round I was already sweating...Hahaa....

At the end of it my mom and my neighbour walked further into the Nature Reserve and there was another group of ppl doing stretching exercise and we joined in. It was shorter than the 1st session. My mom told me she will join them 3 times a week..... I mentally noted that I will join them most sat too....

After that I went to the market with my mom and called my dad to Join for breakfast....I went home after everything, read the papers and did a few Sodoku from Todays...I felt tired, went to bath and bed..Heehee...

After that my sis's hubby came to fetch us to Broadway to take our family photo. It was damn expensive...Just hope it will turn out nice. During the photoshoot my dad and chris did not really smile nice....But it was a nice experience...

After that we drove to Alexandra Hopsital to visit my uncle who removed his appendix. My aunt who is a Thai told us she was very worried when he is in the operating room. She is a nice lady....now that she can speak a bit Hokkien, Chinese and English, we can understand her better...

After that my family went to the market opposite to eat，my fav....yummy....

It was a nice sat with my family.....

Hate the haze...My nose is so itchy and keep sneezing.

Why catzhen??

Hahaha...been asked by many many of my friends, family "why cat??" Hahaa....Cherish and Treasure (CAT)...maybe to them it is funny cos I do not like Cats and yet I put it as catzhen....heehee

Hope this clear it up for all of you....

 

Why blog then?? Cos alot of times, there is alot in my thoughts and also alot of my friends like to ask me why you so busy? Maybe with this blog it will explain to them better and make them better understand me?? Also I started to read blogs. So I am thinking why not start a blog myself. I think about it for a long time....and guess I am considered as a late blogger. I do not want to be famous. But just a place sometimes to voice my inner thoughts and provide myself a chance to read what I wrote as time go by? Hopefully this will not be a 三分钟热度。

 

Why Cherish and Treasure? Cause I think alot of things, events, family members, friends and my love one dont come to my life easily. This apply to all of you too. Like my CEO say again, Be Jealous of Your Time....Last time I love to proscrasinate. But I realise now I try my best not to do it....cos u nv know when what will happen....specially since all of us will not know what will happen next. Example in my job if I procrasinate in calling candidates, they may find a Job liao, or they may have been presented to the client by another consultancy firm liao...This is applicable to our personal life also....no one will know what will happen to ourselves or our love ones...so do Cherish and Treasure your love one and time....I think it is the most basic in our life.
 

That's all for now....

 

Leave me a comment if you have anything to say....=P

Busy Busy Busy.....

I am busy busy busy....Hahaha...that is what most of my friends will comment on...Hahaha...

Busy at work and busy at home too....

Tue (10/10/06) evening went to collect my sis wedding shoes.. nice...I somehow helped to designed it...Hahaha...hope she likes it...heehee...then accompany her to fit her gown but seems that we both need to start exercising liao...putting on weight....hahaha. She is having her photoshoot on Friday (13/10/06)....also manage to help her chat with her photoshoot assistant, they selected a few places....i thk it is going to be nice nice...but I really worry for her...scare she got to top up alot for the photoshoot...

Nowadays very tired..slp on the bus..but these few days I have been very hardworking...hahaa...everynight use U-ZAP....Heehee....my birthday present （Thank you dear!!) ..Every night use and also every morning walk from my home to the MRT...But still no change in weight...wonder why....nvm lah...as long as I am healthy...=P

今天我告诉Dee先生， 水， 报纸，迟到的事。 希望情况会好转。 我觉得我对他和公司都很公平了。

Tuesday Bluz???

It is the second of the work day but it is hitting me worse than that of the Monday. Why? Isit because of the mail that I saw Dee wrote? I am not sure....Hating the kind feeling I am feeling right now. I think he lacks the skills of communications and isit really that leaders really lack the management skills? I am not sure...Sometimes I just think it is the way people thinks.

Many of you may know by now that I am having a big issue with my office. The water, the vacuuming, the newspaper, etc. I thk it is the mentality these ppl. Too self centered. I have decided not to be bothered about these nity grity stuffs. I do not want my life to be shorten...I will still fill up the water. But as and when I FEEL LIKE IT. ^^

I am feeling damn stress.....No placement for a month already.....no potential placement and yet ask me for a list of it. Haiz.......Yesterday I was talking to my best pal abt being a coward and the feeling of running away from all these problems. Am I a coward? I am reading the book abt optimal thinking and it says failure lead to us learning how to be successful. I am not sure how true it is. I hope it is true..I am not very career minded but I do want to learn and grow when I CAN DO IT.

Hopefully things will be better....going to start work soon. Have a good day all. LOVE YA....I am going to try my best to focus, focus and focus......FOCUS!!!

Be Jealous of your time....

Hahaha..this is a phrase that is so often used by my CEO and I am understanding it better and better. Time is definitely not enuff...

On sat, I went to my nephew's birthday party...he look so carefree, so happy playing along....but boys are boys they are really rougher than girls. But girls will have a different set of headache too...gals are not as daring and they cry more often...See them playing along, I feel so old...hahaha......here are some of the nice photos with my cousin, Raynie, my little nephew, my sister and her hubby. Anyway it was a yummy yummy mee siam and the pancake that my cousin and Raynie they all made....Heehee...





Oh ya looking at the photos, I am loving my hair now...though miss my long hair too. heehee....

On sun, I went out to eat Dim Sum with Dear's family. It was enjoyable but got to wake up early, so pai seh that I still slping and Robin wake me up saying that they (his parents and his sis's family!!!) waiting for me =P.. Hahaha....I LOVE DIM SUM....but same problem lah...I cant eat much....Heehee....

Went shopping with dear at OG he bought so much things. 1st time I he wanted to buy more things than me....hahaha.....Wanted to go get my hp. Nokia 6280 but OUT OF STOCK!! Argh...I like N80 but it is way too ex liao....ARGH..... Now got to rethink!! Haiz.

Went to watch Rob-B-Hood. It was funny...Hahaha. I love Jackie Chan movies...heehee..

I love my weekend....Haha..... Just not enough....Hahah

Late Blogger?

HAhaa....

What am I doing here when I am suppose to start working at this time of the day and hour?!?! The reason is the bosses are not here!!

Well guess I am a late blogger...as tons and tons of ppl have been writing and some are getting famous because of it.

Just want to have a way to write out my most inner thoughts and keeping an update of life?

Well got to work...got tons and tons of emails to clear.....