I'm never growing up

3 says till my last paper of my 2nd year in UCL law. incredible how time flies. 

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"Nobody loves you when youre 23"
What's my age again by Blink 182

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"Tell mummy I'm sorry. This life is a party. I aint ever growing up"
Opposite of Adults by Chiddy Bang

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"When I'm 24. I wont ask for more"
When I'm 24 by PAS DE DEUX

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Is this technically my last "summer"? No need to rush things. No pressure boy.
This is the real world. we take it easy here.

always love.
peace.

Demands

I dont know how, 

you manage it.

find strength in self-doubt, insecurities,

strength 

but not the kind

found in pillars or foundations

extra non intro

casualties,

at least if you take it out,

perhaps we could hope

it's not going to find its way back in again

shallow consolations with

shadows of consequences

that there is strength..

but not the kind

found in pillars or foundations

Bloomsbury, Bermondsey to Belsize Park

No amount of love for London will be able to change my heart. My mind. on where my home is.

cause home is wherever im with you.

oh cliched lines and sappy popy lyrics. so shameless, so confident.

that she could be your one. 

and if you believe, you got to work for this.

but first, work for your exams. make yourself proud. no one deserves anything less than the best rishik there is to offer.   

or no my toe pier

dollop.

of milk.
as in

a unit of measurement.

just one of those words that sounds like it sounds.
onomatopoeia-esque.

but not quite.

meta-xenophobia

I am against xenophobia (the fear of foreigners). But lately Ive been getting this new kinda fear. and Ive been having difficulty finding a word to describe it. the fear of becoming a foreigner in your own country. if someone could help me find a word for that, I would be so very grateful.

juris tomorrow

11/17 weeks of my summer has been decided

6 weeks CC
2 weeks RHT
3 weeks IMPECT

will I have time to... learn how to ride a motorbike
get my PPCDL
get my kayaking star 3 cert. complete the required 5 X 4km trips along the way

I guess. If I spend the whole of June doing that..
time to spend with my family? riane? soefie, shalini, andrea??
time for poetry? time to write?
time to run? perform?
hang out with the UCL law peeps in Sg, and show them around??

daamn its gonna be intense. especially if I return to Singapore from Thailand on the 21st. and my flights on the 22nd.