when the morning comes

"my gaydar is so shitty its literally non-existent.
its so shitty for all I know, I might be gay without my own knowledge."

"no, see..  it doesnt work that way."

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"so what abouts learning to drive a car?"
"Neah, mate Im all about saving the environment. I dont believe in driving cars. Id much rather take public transport like buses."
"oh yea. thats cool..
what about learning to drive a bus?"


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"so what do you think? is it bad?"
"no not at all. I mean.... its a start."
"the word pineapple is a start."

its so nice today..

poignant
wistful
lackadaisical

words I need to stop forgetting

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I guess this is what happiness is?
Between spates of busy-ness, distractions,
lapses in and out of sleep
writing essays with your mind some place else
controlling urges to text or call
make plans, should I hold your hand
does it still matter or make a difference that
last week I was 8 time zones and a continent too far
than today...
no, not really. you have been and still are
on my mind, restlessly raising hell.
only today.. maybe i'll call you.

when the morning comes

let it go
I too shall pass.
my law exams.

odd bins

picking up pieces of converations

--
"so the new pokemon  is out"
"What! again? after you think, yea, you finally caught them all. you finally caught them all! and then they go pull a stunt like this. they go release a whole new series of pokemon to catch! disgusting.."

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(after indulging in some unnecessarily prolonged law talk, and leaving a history friend out of the conversation)
"so tell me man... whats NEW in history? Hur hur hur!" =D
(glares)
"so nothing? same OLD same OLD? hur hur hur.." =D
(glares)
No, no, this wasnt planned or rehearsed. It really was rather spontaneous. But for sure, Im gonna be using these lines in the future. Something timeless about it eh? History in the making
hur hur hur..
=D
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and I cant change my flight tickets. and I wont be able to catch Switchfoot play in Singapore. Or spend more time with certain people who might be busy with exams. or watch Tampinese Rovers in the AFC Cup. But whatever. I'm gonna run everyday bitches. Im gonna run everydayy.

lads, are we drinking or what?

Im gonna wear fucking slippers and shorts everyday
and go for runs in the sun
and cycle
and kayak
aww, dude,
im gonna just lie on the beach and swear in hokkien
my english will detoriate to singlish so fast
and im gonna drive again
im gonna taste salty sea water in the air
and salty sea sweat on my face
i cant really say
i miss home

but i sure would love to be there right now.

set me thinking

people who judge me based on the clothes i wear
and who praise me for wearing a particular style of clothing
really dont know me at all

i deserve better friends. hmm.