Thursday, October 25, 2007

Be my escape

Remember the Angappans (part 1)
by Rishik


When we were younger we were never told
great epics nor were we made to learn to cook
that steamy biryani, prawn sambal, chicken curry
or mutton kolumbu like a traditional indian family.
No. We had other stories to inspire us with greatness
and give cause to celebrate. and when we found no other cause
we saw reason enough in each other, for the dance, food and chocolates.


But then for awhile, the music stopped playing, and suddenly
someone realised that the chocolates had been left uneaten, and
23 stoves were simultaneously abandoned, and left to die.


It was chilly for awhile. I wish I had a hand to hold, or a lap to lie on.


Im not sure if Ill ever again remember what real food tastes like.
Seems that everything I eat will be inevitably laced with salt.
not that im complaining. perfection wouldnt have half deserved
its title had it lasted forever.


these days we still meet for chocolates, and indian music (new and old)
and we still dont read epics of great warriors and heroines.
It alway seemed a joke to compromise for fiction,
when there was so much more life in living life itself.
So much more courage and valour than any war or battle could have seen.
Plus, most importantly, you cant really taste anything,
chocolate or otherwise, while reading.


And thats why we dance. because we cant stand not to live.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

text message syndrome

Just heard Ashley Tisdale's "he said she said". Ive no idea who she is, or how long that songs been on MTV, but it sounded pretty catchy at first. Then I started imagining myself dancing to it in some distant future at some party. Then I stopped imagining. Then I realised the song was still going on and I was getting pretty bored. Then I remembered why im not really thaAAT into dance music and RnB. Ah well..



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Kids in rural Mongolia dont have proper water facilities.
They spend an average of 3 hours a day collecting water.
Hygiene is low as water is precious.
Diarrhoea is flagrantly unchecked due to poor water facilities.



I know its not right to make comparisons for these sort of things...


But think about it. Whose situation is really worse off? The Burmese or the rural Mongolians? Try and suspend your political leanings for a while and just think about standards of living. Im not sure myself which is worse. The Burmese seem to have more hope for recovery. The possibility for sustainable recovery in Burma appears more viable. The conditions which allowed so many Burmese to even riot and protest are in themselves signs of politicization and a certain level of industrialization.



I really dont know which is worse. Just food for thought, nonetheless.


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I dont like neon lights. Sigh. Why didnt anyone stop the repeal on their ban? Dammit.


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Monday, October 22, 2007

KNN

In one week's time ill be having my interview. shit.


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Could the slow fading of the "Ten-cents-per-entrance" toilet aunties be a victory for capitalism and the price mechanism?



Why, in fact, I think it is..



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good night.

Friday, October 19, 2007

west ham

I'm forever blowing bubbles!

Pretty bubbles in the air!

They fly so high!

Nearly reach the sky!

Then like my dreams!

They fade and die!


Fortune's always hiding!
I've looked everywhere!
I'm forever blowing bubbles!
Pretty bubbles in the air!

Monday, October 15, 2007

this is the story of a rolling stone

Elevator Girl... Your Going down.
by Rishik Menon


Eyes sweep thoughts like
charge on lodestone.
coordinating, redress
past lives and history
into the wave of the future
yes, the whim of her fovea.
Stoic. Uncalm. Thoughtless.
Clumsy reckless beauty
of haste without grace
falling into stereotype
thrones which rise in
icy magnificence, layer by layer-
and all they could do was
stop and stare... Their eyes
helpless and painfully aware
that she remains as un-clued
as from the very genesis,
and her power, compounds
from this dew.
She must be destroyed.


So plots sweep in adjacent
fortresses, safe from eyes, they
devise new physics, and
issue their feelings neatly like
mental ammunition,
invested to neutralise
this innocent threat.
Ah yes, a plot.
and what a plot it was.
Haha. Oh its a clever one,
you shall see, and agree,
just how clever it was.
You see, no bait could
be strong against this
enchantress of calenture,
infecting intensity into the air
around her for a five metre radius.
No. No loss could be understood.
And that was when it hit them,
the conspirators, on how
they had to hector her.


They taught her language
and definitions and the art
of precise prescriptions of
meanings and names
to assert and contain,
the creative ebbing
of those vile, luscious,
cursed eyes...
oh damn them.


The effect of the plan was magical.
Never before has genius
of such magnitude experienced such
undramatic dénoument.
So sudden, so unwitting
it scarcely deserved
either reflection or blink.
Hexagonal graphite,
crumbling unmagnificent
layer by layer
in prosaic aridity.
Why? well...


Those eyes, they swept
the words
like an eager gush of storm
stumbling into an unlocked classroom
blowing generations of time honoured academia
and essay-manifestos of
potential revolution
into a furious flurry of
deconstruction and chaos
in a post-modern world.
Her every utterance and composition
bore meaning beyond language
and imploded the cardboard confines
from the very foundation
of the battle ground they
had been seeking for.
She had to be destroyed.
If only all was not lost.
Who knew music could
have been so subversive?
Who knew eyes could sing?


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This is only my first draft. I want to look at it again.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

cruel irony

For all who though that Othello was the embodiment of cruel irony, I present to you this. Yes, I know its junk mail, but its worth reading.


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At the 1994 annual awards dinner given for Forensic Science, AAFSPresident Dr Don Harper Mills astounded his audience with the legalcomplications of a bizarre death.



Here is the Case: On March 23, 1994 the medical examiner viewed the body of Ronald Opusand concluded that he died from a shotgun wound to the head. Mr.Opus had jumped from the top of a ten-story building intending tocommit suicide. He left a note to the effect indicating his despondency.As he fell past the ninth floor his life was interrupted by a shotgunblast passing through a window, which killed him instantly.



Neither the shooter nor the deceased was aware that a safety net hadbeen installed just below the eighth floor level to protect somebuilding workers and that Ronald Opus would not have been able tocomplete his suicide the way he had planned.



"Ordinarily, " Dr Mills continued, "A person, who sets out to commitsuicide and ultimately succeeds, even though the mechanism might not bewhat he intended, is still defined as committing suicide." That Mr. Opuswas shot on the way to certain death, but probably would not have beensuccessful because of the safety net, caused the medical examiner tofeel that he had a homicide on his hands.



In the room on the ninth floor, where the shotgun blast emanated, wasoccupied by an elderly man and his wife. They were arguing vigorouslyand he was threatening her with a shotgun. The man was so upset thatwhen he pulled the trigger he completely missed his wife and thepellets went through the window striking Mr. Opus. When one intends tokill subject "A"but kills subject "B" in the attempt, one is guilty of the murder ofsubject "B".When confronted with the murder charge the old man and his wife wereboth adamant and both said that they thought the shotgun was unloaded.The old man said it was a long-standing habit to threaten his wife withthe unloaded shotgun. He had no intention to murder her.



Therefore the killing of Mr. Opus appeared to be an accident; that is,if the gun had been accidentally loaded. The continuing investigationturned up a witness who saw the old couple's son loading the shotgunabout six weeks prior to the fatal accident. It transpired that the old lady had cut off her son's financial supportand the son, knowing the propensity of his father to use the shotgun threateningly, loaded the gun with the expectation that his father wouldshoot his mother.



Since the loader of the gun was aware of this, he was guilty of the murder even though he didn't actually pull the trigger. The case now becomes one of murder on the part of the son for the death of Ronald Opus. Now comes the exquisite twist. Further investigation revealed that the son was, in fact, Ronald Opus. He had become increasingly despondent over the failure of his attempt to engineer his mother's murder. This led him to jump off the ten-story building on March 23rd, only to be killed by a shotgun blast passing through the ninth story window. The son had actually Murdered himself, so the medical examiner closed thecase as a suicide.



A true story from Associated Press, Reported by Kurt Westervelt


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uhmm. yeaa. ive got no comments.

Monday, October 08, 2007


I must say...
I find it most strange that
Clear Shampoo for Men smells so much more
NICE
than the other clear, normal, shampoo. hmmm...


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Speaking of hair, ive got the school photos back today. well most anyway.




damn those memories of longer hair. sigh...




uhm.. yeah. thats my class. but back to my hair.



I guess one good thing about this whole new short hair thing im going for, is that it seriously cuts the motivation to go out. No way, i wanna get caught being seen the way i look now. haha.
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have i mastered the art of making my ears move??
perhaps I have..
oohh...
gnight!

Monday, October 01, 2007

if your listening

Ive got a mental concept for a new blog layout. Sigh. If only I knew how to express it.









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so yea. Ive got back my confidence. Will apply for the PSC soon. haha. just need to iron out the portfolio before the week ends.