wanted

wanted to blog bout my trip to kerala
wanted to blog out this poem i had in my mind.
wanted to blog about stuff...


bout my mood is gone now.
bad bad time time.
computer went bust. songs gone.
stomachs been aching since saturday. tolerable.doesnt mean the pain is gone.
filming experience was just horrible.
KI presentation tomorrow.
KI essay due.
Econs test or something.
need toprepare presentation for UNAS thing
all those tests ive missed last week.
track and field, house com nominations and mambo night.


gnight. on the bright side, i DID blog about something...

Im not addicted.. no...
this transcends addiction and obsession by many a degree.. this is love..

oh curve ball.. where have you been all my life!! *EMBRACES!*
http://www.homestead.com/rhinoxsis/zFcurveball.html

sigh...


anyways ill be heading to kerala tomorrow.
off to study.


nights.

rannald's 33/06 collection

Hahah!!
Rannald relishes in the literary art which is poetry.
The 33/06 collection.


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SHEREEN
fairy god mother give me wings! no wait- how abt more money? ive got my gucci, my prada all waiting for me. dadada ... oh wait whats with that old pumpkin thing? (thats so out girlfriend~). What I need now is a rich boyfriend. Thats right. Bring him to me!

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SAM
baller by day, romeo by night. oh my juliet, where thou art this night? roses know me by name, violets do too. oh baby! they are just waiting for you. I'll strum you tunes with my strange voice, songs of love and passion. oh my dear do not fear- these oversized clothes of mine. It hides the shame of that now skinny frame (as i compete with the POWS beside me)- so now, embrace me!
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NADIA

drama drama is in me
oh may the heavens dance with me!
let me act another scene
yes even suria let it be
than any hasim tutorial- oh woe the day!
ohwait, heres food i spy
mmm some sumptious chicken rice!
aww damn theres some on the floor.
no ones looking.
shhh....
MUNCH.
---

KEN

food food give me more. i need more food. BAH.

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SOEFIE

wake up wake up i must
at 5am not miss the bus
cuz the beds so good oh!
it cant be true!
wait arent I in dreamland now?
cuz the clocks pointing to 9am now.
but no, its not right, to tj i must go.
my face, my face, to hasim i must show.
(no wait, more of tong rather. than sickening bastard. oh i shudder!)


tutorial undone, no, that doesnt matter.
as long as my hasim, sees that I am here.
(yes MY hasim. you got that right. maybe I can convert him!)

diamond in the sky

artistic expression baby!

'Certain Words in Uncertain Times' by This Providence.

"Whats wrong with this picture!"

and so goes the "Rishik's Emo post-it" series of doodles. Wheee.

Man, doesnt time fly when ur having fun? Sigh. speaking of time flying.

so surreal to remember, its been nearly a year since i entered TJ. more than that. wow. and wow. how time has changed things. in such strange uneven patches, at that too. so long ago yet how recent my st pats days have been. yet how much things have changed even within my year and a half at temasek. hmmm...

on a less deep, self-reflexive, meditative note, i look decisively freakish in my second photo. haha. i liike.. haha.

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tj tj... why tee jay... why does ur PW results suck so bad... sigh.

and yes im pissed with my B...

really made me think how unfair life is. (No, not about my own grade, but hearing those countless stories of nighs lost, and soul poured in, and breaking points reached) How life is just one giant accident after the other. nothings to say im better or worse than anyone else in this world just because im in a better position. nothigns to say i deserve it or my own hard work had anything to do with it. no, i doubt it. its all a freaking accident.

hmmph...

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cavanaugh park was playing in my mind this afternoon while shopping for bedsheets. and all of a sudden a really random depressing thought struck me. what if i was doomed to stay single for the rest of my life..

random. and arguably pre-mature.. but still. what if... hmms..

"...And there was never any place...For someone like me to be totally happy"

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hmmm. this turned into a surprisingly depressing post. it didnt mean to be this way though.

honestly..

...

"she always said destiny will blow me away... nothigns gonna blow me away..."

good night.

one day ill watch 'Nayagan'

Three-in-One lacklustre and life
by Rishik Menon


Somedays people pale away to white
rainclouds confuse my day and night
insomnia, calls for adrenaline
Have i been waiting for this?


Sometimes I feel like falling short
revolutions in the future fought
content is all the blood i spill
To think that i once had all this?


I could die right now
Now, I could live forever
I could scream, Id shout!
Shout out, "gonna make this better"


I could die right now
Now, I could live forver
I could dive straight down
Down, Im gonna fly to heaven.


somenight i lose my way back home
glares and postures speak, "leave me alone"
river reflections evoke nostalgia
Is that all that i have missed?

Some people claim ive lost my mind
rain-after, sure, im feeling fine
no qualms with ambition lost away
can you here me when I say!?


I could die right now
Now, I could live forever
Im gonna make it out
Out into this stormy weather


I could die right now
Now, I could live forver
I could dive straight down
Down, Im gonna fly to heaven.


someweeks life just seems so surreal
day dreams, noir nights make up this tale
emotions fill and empty me
save for the music, cant you see?


I could die right now
Now, I could live forever
I could scream, Id shout!
Shout out, "gonna make this better"


I could die right now
Now, I could live forever
Im gonna make it out
Out into this stormy weather


I could die right now
Now, I could live forver
I could dive straight down
Down, Im gonna fly to heaven.

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personally i recommend the following chords for accompaniment

G powerchord. B minor. C. D.

art

art is such a wonderful thing.
so wonderful in fact, that my view of the world is framed within art, and that strenght to break from the frame, too, comes from it.
life is art. life is ironic.
beauty is art. ugly is art. love is art. chaos, emotions, order, science, precison, art, art, art, art, art.
how delicious.


at the moment i have ideas for, 1 oil painting, 1 tragi-comedy, 1 short animation video, 2 novels, 1 academic book, 1 philosophical essay.


ideas ideas. im sure it will get me somewhere. shalala. i am sure.


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Three-in-One lacklustre and life
by Rishik Menon


Somedays people pale away to white
rainclouds confuse my day and night
insomnia, calls for adrenaline
Have i been waiting for this?


Somedays I feel like falling short
revolutions in the future fought
content is all the blood i spill
To think that i once had all this?


I could die right now.
Now, I could live forever.
I could dive straight down.
Down, i could fly to heaven.

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to be continued.