I found a new phrase today while waiting for my bro to get off the com. Cross the rubicon. haha. it basically means make a difference or a change that is like irreversible. haha. other cool words i learnt.
rubicun: Round, red and chubby (description of a face)
anyways i gotta go complete my 800 word essay now. so ciaos.
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Monday, February 27, 2006
someone somewhere said some thing
whatever lah.
i got good days and i got bad days.
fuck it. im staying in TJ. dont even THINK about anything else. youve done enough thinking, my boy. time to start accepting. and working with whats done.
vicnan'nna was talking to me last night. helped me clear alot of my doubts. yeah man. life is life. you gotta live it. you gotta leavamark... hmmms. alright. i think i know what im gonna do.
and dont coutn on me losing my dreams. my romantic dreams and my promise to live life day by day. shalala. still there. still hoping.
deepti remembered my chocolates today! hahaha. and i totally forgot, myself. haha. nuts.
nicholas is cool. so is michael joo. and joel. and kang sheng. and my CG mates. and many many more. KI and lit students. woot! their like the butter that makes the bread crust easy to swallow. crudely put.
tomorrow is kyle's birthday. gotta get him something, i guess. haha. shane still has to tach me stay together for the kids. hmmms. wonder how though.
nearly everyday is the OGL dance thingy. today was late. went to have dinner with graham, imran, wei chen and few other guys whose names i cant recall. i cant recall alot of names. i figure that as long as i cant remember them yet, they remain unimportant. once i DO remember it, they probably become "cool" or "okay" by me. i have very low standards for whats considered "kay" or "cool".
tomorrow's PW presentation. wednesday is KI presentation. thursday graham imran and wei chen maybe and I will be cycling to TJ. and friday is the big day. postings. no more beating around the bush. need to face the topic of subject combination head on sooner or later.
next week is O two. sweet.
tomorrow i got swimming. need to pack my bag and shit.
g'night.
"relax... you just gotta relax"
i got good days and i got bad days.
fuck it. im staying in TJ. dont even THINK about anything else. youve done enough thinking, my boy. time to start accepting. and working with whats done.
vicnan'nna was talking to me last night. helped me clear alot of my doubts. yeah man. life is life. you gotta live it. you gotta leavamark... hmmms. alright. i think i know what im gonna do.
and dont coutn on me losing my dreams. my romantic dreams and my promise to live life day by day. shalala. still there. still hoping.
deepti remembered my chocolates today! hahaha. and i totally forgot, myself. haha. nuts.
nicholas is cool. so is michael joo. and joel. and kang sheng. and my CG mates. and many many more. KI and lit students. woot! their like the butter that makes the bread crust easy to swallow. crudely put.
tomorrow is kyle's birthday. gotta get him something, i guess. haha. shane still has to tach me stay together for the kids. hmmms. wonder how though.
nearly everyday is the OGL dance thingy. today was late. went to have dinner with graham, imran, wei chen and few other guys whose names i cant recall. i cant recall alot of names. i figure that as long as i cant remember them yet, they remain unimportant. once i DO remember it, they probably become "cool" or "okay" by me. i have very low standards for whats considered "kay" or "cool".
tomorrow's PW presentation. wednesday is KI presentation. thursday graham imran and wei chen maybe and I will be cycling to TJ. and friday is the big day. postings. no more beating around the bush. need to face the topic of subject combination head on sooner or later.
next week is O two. sweet.
tomorrow i got swimming. need to pack my bag and shit.
g'night.
"relax... you just gotta relax"
Sunday, February 26, 2006
mixed emotions
yesteday was seiously a day filled with mixed emotions. from start to end, my emotions were churning like butter. fucked man. ANYWAYS, i already wrote a post in pen. ill scan it and it will be here later. keep watching.
yesterday night i returned to the roof... =)
today was an excellent day. things take a turn for the better. allow me to narrate.
So the day starts with me getting ready for bhakti class. i wasnt excited but i was cool about it. just relaxed and cool. just one more thing for me to do today. no emotions attached. clinical. That was before i got the call from Thiru of course. the call that really jolted me awake.
"Hey rishik. i wont be coming today. your gonna have to handle the class yourself."
eyes widen at this open. and i did it. hahah. i have no idea how, but i somehow lead the group through meditation, then handled a group of 16 hyperactive pre-teens. wow. of course it wasnt perfect. but hey, i did it. yeah! i actually pulled it off. its one of those little victories in life you remember just to tell people about when you get older. Like; "Sigh... i still remember the first class i conducted on my own...blah blah blah" haha. you know those stories. and boy am i full of them. sigh.
anyways got home and ate my paycheck of "satham". talked to attha for awhile before enjoying an afternoon nap. shiok. no other words can quite encapsulate that feeling quite as well. hah.
anyways later that day after awaking got dressed and preped for the coming event: The family pcinic. hahas. this was gonna be good. and, yeah, it wasnt half bad.
food was good of course. apanjla, chicken, and all the other standard family gathering sweeties. most of the cousins were there. had this really cosy feel to it. talked to the cousins. played rounders. and ate. and ate. and talked. and yeah there really wasnt anything much else to be done. haha. ah well...
i decided ill be organising the next cousin;s reunion. haha. i got it all planned out. we buy food from elias mall. buy chips, drinks and cards from 7-11. go to a gazebo at the far end of the park. and there we shall stay till early morn. TadA! cool aint it. haha. ill be looking forward to that day. sigh... but it WILL come.. i know it will. haha.
there was once a time i hated staying at home. i had to get out. but right now im feeling disassociated from the world around me. nothing to anchor to. meeeh... and its times like this when i have no other choice but to fall back to my first home. time like this when i realise i have lost my old home.
KI homework due tomorrow. "fuck. i just realised something. KI homework" "oh fuck." "so how!! what do we do??" "fake... its all we can" "i guess... ah heck. see ya tomorrow" "see ya then"
haha. and thats just how it goes. there is that certain portion of TJC i like. i really do like that certain portion. their cool. but apart from them, its hard to get by.
yesterday night i returned to the roof... =)
today was an excellent day. things take a turn for the better. allow me to narrate.
So the day starts with me getting ready for bhakti class. i wasnt excited but i was cool about it. just relaxed and cool. just one more thing for me to do today. no emotions attached. clinical. That was before i got the call from Thiru of course. the call that really jolted me awake.
"Hey rishik. i wont be coming today. your gonna have to handle the class yourself."
eyes widen at this open. and i did it. hahah. i have no idea how, but i somehow lead the group through meditation, then handled a group of 16 hyperactive pre-teens. wow. of course it wasnt perfect. but hey, i did it. yeah! i actually pulled it off. its one of those little victories in life you remember just to tell people about when you get older. Like; "Sigh... i still remember the first class i conducted on my own...blah blah blah" haha. you know those stories. and boy am i full of them. sigh.
anyways got home and ate my paycheck of "satham". talked to attha for awhile before enjoying an afternoon nap. shiok. no other words can quite encapsulate that feeling quite as well. hah.
anyways later that day after awaking got dressed and preped for the coming event: The family pcinic. hahas. this was gonna be good. and, yeah, it wasnt half bad.
food was good of course. apanjla, chicken, and all the other standard family gathering sweeties. most of the cousins were there. had this really cosy feel to it. talked to the cousins. played rounders. and ate. and ate. and talked. and yeah there really wasnt anything much else to be done. haha. ah well...
i decided ill be organising the next cousin;s reunion. haha. i got it all planned out. we buy food from elias mall. buy chips, drinks and cards from 7-11. go to a gazebo at the far end of the park. and there we shall stay till early morn. TadA! cool aint it. haha. ill be looking forward to that day. sigh... but it WILL come.. i know it will. haha.
there was once a time i hated staying at home. i had to get out. but right now im feeling disassociated from the world around me. nothing to anchor to. meeeh... and its times like this when i have no other choice but to fall back to my first home. time like this when i realise i have lost my old home.
KI homework due tomorrow. "fuck. i just realised something. KI homework" "oh fuck." "so how!! what do we do??" "fake... its all we can" "i guess... ah heck. see ya tomorrow" "see ya then"
haha. and thats just how it goes. there is that certain portion of TJC i like. i really do like that certain portion. their cool. but apart from them, its hard to get by.
Friday, February 24, 2006
Journey to the west
A journey to the west. haha. and what a nice one it was too.
but before i talk about the journey, allow me to finish up PW work. haha. i got a reputation to keep up to. yay. im done.... so where were we? ah right. the journey to the west. it all started after i ended my pre u sem interview with deepti , and kang sheng, zhi kai and i started making our way to bedok mrt. and mainly iwas talking cock with kangshenga ll the way. haha. today i learnt he's an easy guy to talk cock to. and really funny to. hahaha. summarising our whole journey. we got lost, we "progressed" in the bus, we expereinced the ford factory, found a saviour in milkshake, discovered cool shirts, and the book to all our answers. haha. siow. and the old man pointing in the phone. ahhaha. sigh. gosh. dam funny.
maybe TJ isnt so bad after all??
point to ponder on. today i was going home with kang sheng who lives in ponggol. ying lin lives in ponggol. i was going home with her yesterday. today instead of going home i went to farrer park to meet my mom. I did this inter-religious youth forum in Farrer park last year with ying mae, ying lin's sister. hahaha. coincidence, you ask me? yeah, i think so too. haha.
whatever. anyways.... today was a crappy school day. i could have stayed home and absorbed as much. but its okay.. it ended as soon as it should have. i was deprived of my one hour of literature today sadly. had lunch with some CG mates where we talked bout careers. haha. "do you want to fly" "yea" "but you cant." hahahaha. i have no idea what i was thinking. hmmm. i just find humour in the non sequitor. random is funny shit.
oooh. i just remembered one more funny thing from the wacky conversation with kang sheng: "its like being kicked in the shins..." "kicked in the shins while shitting" "and there's just nothing you can do about it.." hahahaha. you have to be there.
deepti has promised me chocolate for doing soemthing i was already planning on doing anyways. ahhaha. yay. kick ass.
tomorrow is OGL camp. and as you can imagine im so gonna screw up. haha. me and zhi kai were practsiing in front of pei quan and deepti. was a total mess. i was copying zhi kai all the way and he was off beat.
after camp id be heading down to kyle's crib for his birthday celebration. its one of the parties of the year you cant miss. all out wild fun. will be late sadly.
Chua Chu Kang has a cool shirt shop. must go back there one day. Lot One i think.
Imran listens to soemthing corporate. not bad.
"down" is a nice song... sigh...
the moon is gone now. let the dancing begin.
but before i talk about the journey, allow me to finish up PW work. haha. i got a reputation to keep up to. yay. im done.... so where were we? ah right. the journey to the west. it all started after i ended my pre u sem interview with deepti , and kang sheng, zhi kai and i started making our way to bedok mrt. and mainly iwas talking cock with kangshenga ll the way. haha. today i learnt he's an easy guy to talk cock to. and really funny to. hahaha. summarising our whole journey. we got lost, we "progressed" in the bus, we expereinced the ford factory, found a saviour in milkshake, discovered cool shirts, and the book to all our answers. haha. siow. and the old man pointing in the phone. ahhaha. sigh. gosh. dam funny.
maybe TJ isnt so bad after all??
point to ponder on. today i was going home with kang sheng who lives in ponggol. ying lin lives in ponggol. i was going home with her yesterday. today instead of going home i went to farrer park to meet my mom. I did this inter-religious youth forum in Farrer park last year with ying mae, ying lin's sister. hahaha. coincidence, you ask me? yeah, i think so too. haha.
whatever. anyways.... today was a crappy school day. i could have stayed home and absorbed as much. but its okay.. it ended as soon as it should have. i was deprived of my one hour of literature today sadly. had lunch with some CG mates where we talked bout careers. haha. "do you want to fly" "yea" "but you cant." hahahaha. i have no idea what i was thinking. hmmm. i just find humour in the non sequitor. random is funny shit.
oooh. i just remembered one more funny thing from the wacky conversation with kang sheng: "its like being kicked in the shins..." "kicked in the shins while shitting" "and there's just nothing you can do about it.." hahahaha. you have to be there.
deepti has promised me chocolate for doing soemthing i was already planning on doing anyways. ahhaha. yay. kick ass.
tomorrow is OGL camp. and as you can imagine im so gonna screw up. haha. me and zhi kai were practsiing in front of pei quan and deepti. was a total mess. i was copying zhi kai all the way and he was off beat.
after camp id be heading down to kyle's crib for his birthday celebration. its one of the parties of the year you cant miss. all out wild fun. will be late sadly.
Chua Chu Kang has a cool shirt shop. must go back there one day. Lot One i think.
Imran listens to soemthing corporate. not bad.
"down" is a nice song... sigh...
the moon is gone now. let the dancing begin.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
now we know.HAH!
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Rishik!
- The only Englishman to become Rishik was Nicholas Breakspear, who was Rishik from 1154 to 1159.
- If you chew gum while peeling Rishik then it will stop you from crying.
- Rishik is often used in place of milk in food photography, because milk goes soggy more quickly than Rishik.
- Some people in Malaysia bathe their babies in beer to protect them from Rishik!
- Rishik can be found on a Cluedo board between the Library and the Conservatory.
- If a snake is born with two heads, the heads will fight over who gets Rishik!
- Half a cup of Rishik contains only seventeen calories.
- Originally, Rishik could not fly!
- Long ago, the people of Nicaragua believed that if they threw Rishik into a volcano it would stop erupting.
- Four-fifths of the surface of Rishik is covered in water.
i always said i wanted to gym
sigh... dontcha just love hearing stories. i know i do.
yes, i do want to go gym. haha. i just dont.
i decided, that its for my own safety i have pimples. if my face was clear, id be on fire man. hahahaha. im sorry. thats the ego talking. you gotta learn to ignore him. and yes nicholas! that IS my line!! bloody hell! hahaha.
went to the discipline council meeting today. haha. dont ask. its a long story. as much as i like telling them, trust me, im not so into typing.
ender will save us all...
met mae's sister on the way home after hockey today. ying lin? think that was it. Lin. was cool talking to her. haha. she has this really cool, calm way of talking. soo detached from any form of emotion. haha. imran was on the bus too. and this other TKG girl from elias park.
There are two things that make my day more than anything.
1) being recgonised
2) being told im popular
haha. i know. im sad, and in desperate need for psychatric treatemnt. trust me, im trying to deal with that. ANYWAYS so far these two have happened twice each this week. haha. yeaah. totally, balls.
incidentally balls is yimin's nikname. hmmm. some how, i just dont want to know.
are there more hot guys or girls in TJ... well one thing can be agreed on. there simply arnt enough. haha. hmmm. i have no idea when it was i actually became this shallow. "when all other topics have been run dry: talk about looks." sure seems like some proposition.
tomorrow i got pre u sem interviews, as well as.... eh... im sure i go stuff on. just not sure what yet. meeeh.
my phone is spoilt. for quite a few weeks now. cant add/delete/edit numbers. its dam bullshitty. but thats life. if ytour too lazy to solve somthing, it wont be solved. "the bug ends here" as mr liu said today.
i swear mr liu is not human. haha. he is just too dam perfect. truly someone to admire.
anyways id best be off now. and before i sleep. let me thank god: for my pimples.
yes, i do want to go gym. haha. i just dont.
i decided, that its for my own safety i have pimples. if my face was clear, id be on fire man. hahahaha. im sorry. thats the ego talking. you gotta learn to ignore him. and yes nicholas! that IS my line!! bloody hell! hahaha.
went to the discipline council meeting today. haha. dont ask. its a long story. as much as i like telling them, trust me, im not so into typing.
ender will save us all...
met mae's sister on the way home after hockey today. ying lin? think that was it. Lin. was cool talking to her. haha. she has this really cool, calm way of talking. soo detached from any form of emotion. haha. imran was on the bus too. and this other TKG girl from elias park.
There are two things that make my day more than anything.
1) being recgonised
2) being told im popular
haha. i know. im sad, and in desperate need for psychatric treatemnt. trust me, im trying to deal with that. ANYWAYS so far these two have happened twice each this week. haha. yeaah. totally, balls.
incidentally balls is yimin's nikname. hmmm. some how, i just dont want to know.
are there more hot guys or girls in TJ... well one thing can be agreed on. there simply arnt enough. haha. hmmm. i have no idea when it was i actually became this shallow. "when all other topics have been run dry: talk about looks." sure seems like some proposition.
tomorrow i got pre u sem interviews, as well as.... eh... im sure i go stuff on. just not sure what yet. meeeh.
my phone is spoilt. for quite a few weeks now. cant add/delete/edit numbers. its dam bullshitty. but thats life. if ytour too lazy to solve somthing, it wont be solved. "the bug ends here" as mr liu said today.
i swear mr liu is not human. haha. he is just too dam perfect. truly someone to admire.
anyways id best be off now. and before i sleep. let me thank god: for my pimples.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
today there was a scout dinner thingy at marina square
milk and choc chips cookies.,...
mmmmm......
There will only be one, and ONLY one, school like sps. sigh. respect...
mmmmm......
There will only be one, and ONLY one, school like sps. sigh. respect...
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
swell. its a good way you know
today was swell. haha. i mean it. not sure what made it the way it was. i wonder what goes into a day to make it good. hha. a little breakfast. a smile. hahaha. kay shuddap. your being lame.
maybe its the break from the monotone. the break from the usual. like breakfast instead of having it with my CG i wondered off with CG 3. haha. and so was my lecture. with CG 3. and then instead of spending my break in the canteen, i went to the library to the maths. i did my tutorials in advance! i period in advance, but STILL! it was in time and it was a break from what i would normally do. yeahs. lit class was smaller than usual? that was a change. hahah. and i went home early. thats gotta count for something out of the ordianary.
i really need to talk to somone about going arts stream. i dont know who to talk to though. thats the bitch. friedns are useless. about as clueless as me. parents have their own agenda. and hey, then doesnt nearly everyone. i dunno... shalalal. thinking of going to the drop in_n place. see what they have to say. hahas...
not sure what to blog about anymore...
i decided i want to go NUS and do my bachelor of arts in philosophy before going overseas to do my masters in jounalism. sounds lika plan. haha.
OGL dancing and shit. ah heck. i was asking for it.
i decided. i shall only come online after 10. mmm. dont know why yet. but i think i will... hhah.
maybe its the break from the monotone. the break from the usual. like breakfast instead of having it with my CG i wondered off with CG 3. haha. and so was my lecture. with CG 3. and then instead of spending my break in the canteen, i went to the library to the maths. i did my tutorials in advance! i period in advance, but STILL! it was in time and it was a break from what i would normally do. yeahs. lit class was smaller than usual? that was a change. hahah. and i went home early. thats gotta count for something out of the ordianary.
i really need to talk to somone about going arts stream. i dont know who to talk to though. thats the bitch. friedns are useless. about as clueless as me. parents have their own agenda. and hey, then doesnt nearly everyone. i dunno... shalalal. thinking of going to the drop in_n place. see what they have to say. hahas...
not sure what to blog about anymore...
i decided i want to go NUS and do my bachelor of arts in philosophy before going overseas to do my masters in jounalism. sounds lika plan. haha.
OGL dancing and shit. ah heck. i was asking for it.
i decided. i shall only come online after 10. mmm. dont know why yet. but i think i will... hhah.
Monday, February 20, 2006
and then there are mondays
Ki we talked about whats cute.
tamil i went to wash my face.
physics lcture i stoned.
chem lab i slept. and i got work due tomorrow. chem work...
i think my dad is allowing me to do arts. im not sure if it was a yes or no. now im finding out how the arts subjects are. econs is apparently boring. hmmm. okay. ah heck. i got time to decide.
OGL meeting was... fast. i dont know what happened. one minute i was there. next minute i was running on the track with imran and graham. hockey was okay. attendance wasnt taken cause zafir broke his pen. hahaha. thats dam retarded if you ask me. but nvm. had dinner at the hawker centre with graham, imran, terrance and the other cat high boy. and it was fun. it was exactly what i needed. a time to sit down and just talk cock. like total on the spot bullshitting from start to end, and laughing. yeah... followed graham to white sands to look at shoes. man. i odnt know why. but i really want new shoes now. hahah. irrational desires.
and here i am. ear hurts from a phone call with a uber-morbid girl. but a girl i havent heard from it a long time. hahas.
tomorrow... tuesday.
wednesday. debates. against the IPs. im third speaker. me and nick GN already done preping. nice teamwork there. haha. thursday hockey. friday debates.
good night. better be solo and stick true to myself, than compromise on who i am and mix witht he crowd.
some people really have to be more direct. sigh... "...are you thinking of me, cause im thinking of you...." fuck lah. i wanna go jammin soon.
tamil i went to wash my face.
physics lcture i stoned.
chem lab i slept. and i got work due tomorrow. chem work...
i think my dad is allowing me to do arts. im not sure if it was a yes or no. now im finding out how the arts subjects are. econs is apparently boring. hmmm. okay. ah heck. i got time to decide.
OGL meeting was... fast. i dont know what happened. one minute i was there. next minute i was running on the track with imran and graham. hockey was okay. attendance wasnt taken cause zafir broke his pen. hahaha. thats dam retarded if you ask me. but nvm. had dinner at the hawker centre with graham, imran, terrance and the other cat high boy. and it was fun. it was exactly what i needed. a time to sit down and just talk cock. like total on the spot bullshitting from start to end, and laughing. yeah... followed graham to white sands to look at shoes. man. i odnt know why. but i really want new shoes now. hahah. irrational desires.
and here i am. ear hurts from a phone call with a uber-morbid girl. but a girl i havent heard from it a long time. hahas.
tomorrow... tuesday.
wednesday. debates. against the IPs. im third speaker. me and nick GN already done preping. nice teamwork there. haha. thursday hockey. friday debates.
good night. better be solo and stick true to myself, than compromise on who i am and mix witht he crowd.
some people really have to be more direct. sigh... "...are you thinking of me, cause im thinking of you...." fuck lah. i wanna go jammin soon.
first song of the year
This self imposed isolation
im practising this time
I gotta admit im losing patience
its doing wonders for my mind
im feeling tired, but im instigated
to just try, on and try
But the more i go, im losing sanity
and i feel more inclined to rhyme
It all stems back to this change of home
i lost my my friends, i lost my room
a new language which was always there
its drowning me, up to my hair
and i just want to stay clean as i can...
but it feels so dam alone, here on land... oooh...
i fall back to my
self imposed isolation,
im losing track of time
i must say im impressed, by this new found patience
the dulling of my mind.
i lost all point, no motivation
why bend my back to try.
Twas long ago, i lost my sanity
And hey, it pays to rhyme.
im practising this time
I gotta admit im losing patience
its doing wonders for my mind
im feeling tired, but im instigated
to just try, on and try
But the more i go, im losing sanity
and i feel more inclined to rhyme
It all stems back to this change of home
i lost my my friends, i lost my room
a new language which was always there
its drowning me, up to my hair
and i just want to stay clean as i can...
but it feels so dam alone, here on land... oooh...
i fall back to my
self imposed isolation,
im losing track of time
i must say im impressed, by this new found patience
the dulling of my mind.
i lost all point, no motivation
why bend my back to try.
Twas long ago, i lost my sanity
And hey, it pays to rhyme.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
so there is school tomorrow
i havent cooked in a long time. next sunday. we'll see, if i can still do it. haha. spaghetti.
next sunday huh? thats also the same day ill be conducting my first bakthi class. with thiru's help of course. but still, its gonna be a jump. haha. i like those kids. they call me "anna". hahahah.
next sunday. also the same day as family picnic. as in the WHOLE family. cool huh. in pasir ris park. dont know the last time the whole lot of us actually went to pasir ris park. i have a vague memory of sitting in the beach, for not a very long time, when everyone seemed to be leaving. yeah.
today at the temple i saw raji siti and sitapa. didnt talk long. i was late for class. again. heh.
im no longer pursuing the grade six cert for piano. neah. i dont like the pressure. but ill be continuing classes.
slept throught my afternoon. now i got energy. probably try and sort through my life and room... what do i want to do. by the way my family seems against me doing arts. apparently even if i want to do mass com, it would only make more sense to do that as a masters, and do something else as a degree. sigh.. i guess i could do english literature? haha. maybe social sceinces.. or political science. or sociology. or whatever they call that degree.
"noise and kisses" by the used. sweet song.
hockey tomorrow. bringin my sister's stick.
dinner calls. im off.
next sunday huh? thats also the same day ill be conducting my first bakthi class. with thiru's help of course. but still, its gonna be a jump. haha. i like those kids. they call me "anna". hahahah.
next sunday. also the same day as family picnic. as in the WHOLE family. cool huh. in pasir ris park. dont know the last time the whole lot of us actually went to pasir ris park. i have a vague memory of sitting in the beach, for not a very long time, when everyone seemed to be leaving. yeah.
today at the temple i saw raji siti and sitapa. didnt talk long. i was late for class. again. heh.
im no longer pursuing the grade six cert for piano. neah. i dont like the pressure. but ill be continuing classes.
slept throught my afternoon. now i got energy. probably try and sort through my life and room... what do i want to do. by the way my family seems against me doing arts. apparently even if i want to do mass com, it would only make more sense to do that as a masters, and do something else as a degree. sigh.. i guess i could do english literature? haha. maybe social sceinces.. or political science. or sociology. or whatever they call that degree.
"noise and kisses" by the used. sweet song.
hockey tomorrow. bringin my sister's stick.
dinner calls. im off.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
when winning isnt everything
when winning isnt everything. except in pool of course. haha.
so today was the road run. and wow. i have SERIOUSLY underestimated the TJcians. so i mean i know im not fast. but wow. WOW. to run 5 click in 21 minutes and STILL come in 67th place sucks. haha. was hoping for soemthing more like top 25? top 30? craziness. never knew they were that isnanely fast. so today, the cocky strident patrician learns a lesson in underestimating people. haha. shit balls. 67!?
after the run went to play pool. i won 5/7 games i think. yeah. only lost one 9 ball game and once to zhi kai and han meng. but, hey. haha. im good. kay, maybe not good. just BETTER. haha. sigh. picking on newbies. this is probably morally wrong. but hey. they always kick my ass in CS. so i guess now, i can have my fun. and yeah, no doubt they dragged me to play CS later to get my ass kicked. gosh. i cant stand computer gaming. makes me sick to my stomach.
fred, dom, chris, kyle, josh, the whoel works apparently are going CJ... gosh... nvm... be strong. stay in TJ... you wont regret it. i think.
i missed the bkati class thigny today. was too busy playing pool. makes me feel kinda guilty. nvm. ill be going tomorrow anyways.
yesterday was cool. actually no. it wasnt cool. it was sleepy. slept through like most my lessons. wither that or stoned. yeaah. went back to st pats dring lunch break. met witht the scouts. ran into the prefects. and hung out with the debators. bryan cheang was there too. jas. michael da silva. was fun. just sittingt here and talking. haha. totally retarded yet still fun. returned to TJ for KI. amitha was telling me of how KI was getting more and more boring... maybe. ah well. this monday we bring soemthing cute to class. haha. thats gotta be interetsing. at least i still like KI. i really do. its a great subject. really stimulates your mind. gave maryam her valentines day card and now shu han wants one. haha. uh huh... monday i guess. better late than never, i guess. haha..
mr veera told me and zhi kai to go for pre u sem interviews next friday. yays. half way there to pre U sem.
after KI went for debates. impromptu debate. sparing session. Natasha, nicholas GN and I against edmund, arjun and wan chin. haha. they had two year twos kay. they had the advantage. haha. motion was "this house would own handguns". and boy was it a rolelr coaster of a debate. ahha. we were all laughing and talking bull and making the strangest case ever posible. ahha. and we woN! and i got best speaker! hahaha. totall madness. but one things for sure. being third speaker rocks.
now to draw some similaritires i noticed between me and arjun (my deabtes senior). he's my age. he indian. when we were in the SRJC debates, he was second speaker, and was basically blamed for the loss of the team. and so was I! haha. and in yesterday's match, we were both third speaker, and both the only guys nominated for best speaker. haha. Oh, and SRJC was his first debate competition too. hahas. yeah i think the similarities stop there.
im still kinda tired.
so arts or science. hmmms... hmmmm
hell. good night.
so today was the road run. and wow. i have SERIOUSLY underestimated the TJcians. so i mean i know im not fast. but wow. WOW. to run 5 click in 21 minutes and STILL come in 67th place sucks. haha. was hoping for soemthing more like top 25? top 30? craziness. never knew they were that isnanely fast. so today, the cocky strident patrician learns a lesson in underestimating people. haha. shit balls. 67!?
after the run went to play pool. i won 5/7 games i think. yeah. only lost one 9 ball game and once to zhi kai and han meng. but, hey. haha. im good. kay, maybe not good. just BETTER. haha. sigh. picking on newbies. this is probably morally wrong. but hey. they always kick my ass in CS. so i guess now, i can have my fun. and yeah, no doubt they dragged me to play CS later to get my ass kicked. gosh. i cant stand computer gaming. makes me sick to my stomach.
fred, dom, chris, kyle, josh, the whoel works apparently are going CJ... gosh... nvm... be strong. stay in TJ... you wont regret it. i think.
i missed the bkati class thigny today. was too busy playing pool. makes me feel kinda guilty. nvm. ill be going tomorrow anyways.
yesterday was cool. actually no. it wasnt cool. it was sleepy. slept through like most my lessons. wither that or stoned. yeaah. went back to st pats dring lunch break. met witht the scouts. ran into the prefects. and hung out with the debators. bryan cheang was there too. jas. michael da silva. was fun. just sittingt here and talking. haha. totally retarded yet still fun. returned to TJ for KI. amitha was telling me of how KI was getting more and more boring... maybe. ah well. this monday we bring soemthing cute to class. haha. thats gotta be interetsing. at least i still like KI. i really do. its a great subject. really stimulates your mind. gave maryam her valentines day card and now shu han wants one. haha. uh huh... monday i guess. better late than never, i guess. haha..
mr veera told me and zhi kai to go for pre u sem interviews next friday. yays. half way there to pre U sem.
after KI went for debates. impromptu debate. sparing session. Natasha, nicholas GN and I against edmund, arjun and wan chin. haha. they had two year twos kay. they had the advantage. haha. motion was "this house would own handguns". and boy was it a rolelr coaster of a debate. ahha. we were all laughing and talking bull and making the strangest case ever posible. ahha. and we woN! and i got best speaker! hahaha. totall madness. but one things for sure. being third speaker rocks.
now to draw some similaritires i noticed between me and arjun (my deabtes senior). he's my age. he indian. when we were in the SRJC debates, he was second speaker, and was basically blamed for the loss of the team. and so was I! haha. and in yesterday's match, we were both third speaker, and both the only guys nominated for best speaker. haha. Oh, and SRJC was his first debate competition too. hahas. yeah i think the similarities stop there.
im still kinda tired.
so arts or science. hmmms... hmmmm
hell. good night.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
im living for the weekend
i missed the old cartoon. the weekenders. man. that was the life. pool, and just hanging out evey weekend. no crazy adventures... well not all the time. but mostly pool and chilling. sigh. i want that life.
today school was swift. i got by not sleeping in tamil, but was forced to make up by sleepinnd during chem.
anyways i realised my hobby of cutting newpaper clips is not so hard after all. today i found one on the very first page i flipped through. i think at this rate. i can have at least one every day for the next three weeks. by which id be bored of myself. so without further adue, i present today's clip.
sigh. dont you love the way the ad just psyches you up about getting a careerTODAY! haha. only yuo cant get one today, cause its only on wednesday and saturday. haha. its only on saturday and wednesday.haha. i just find it so funny. the whole emphasis on TODAY. sigh. kay, i think i made my point. (ignore the weather. i just included it to show the date)
todays hockey was postponed in light of a match for the seniors. PT today was light in light of the fact road run is this saturday. haha. i like the word light all of a sudden. ahhaha. kay forget it.
piano class in 15 minutes. and whats so hard to beleive about the fact i play the piano! at least three people gave me the surpised "YOU!?" look when i told them that. two was this week. wow. i dont have the piano look. thats cool. haha.
i bought 5 dollar brownies from the philipino church of singapore or soemthing. haha. that made my day. hmmms. i need to return to st pats soon to return the walkathon card with all the cash to Mr gill. on a seperate note, the twins know mr gill. and bala has a teacher called mrs gill. not that its relevant in any way. haha. just felt like mentioning it.
so id better get dressed soon. ciaos.
today school was swift. i got by not sleeping in tamil, but was forced to make up by sleepinnd during chem.
anyways i realised my hobby of cutting newpaper clips is not so hard after all. today i found one on the very first page i flipped through. i think at this rate. i can have at least one every day for the next three weeks. by which id be bored of myself. so without further adue, i present today's clip.
sigh. dont you love the way the ad just psyches you up about getting a careerTODAY! haha. only yuo cant get one today, cause its only on wednesday and saturday. haha. its only on saturday and wednesday.haha. i just find it so funny. the whole emphasis on TODAY. sigh. kay, i think i made my point. (ignore the weather. i just included it to show the date)
todays hockey was postponed in light of a match for the seniors. PT today was light in light of the fact road run is this saturday. haha. i like the word light all of a sudden. ahhaha. kay forget it.
piano class in 15 minutes. and whats so hard to beleive about the fact i play the piano! at least three people gave me the surpised "YOU!?" look when i told them that. two was this week. wow. i dont have the piano look. thats cool. haha.
i bought 5 dollar brownies from the philipino church of singapore or soemthing. haha. that made my day. hmmms. i need to return to st pats soon to return the walkathon card with all the cash to Mr gill. on a seperate note, the twins know mr gill. and bala has a teacher called mrs gill. not that its relevant in any way. haha. just felt like mentioning it.
so id better get dressed soon. ciaos.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
a new and sick hobby
I have a new hobby. cutting select articles from newspaper and flyers... these are my first two.
hmmms... maybe he didnt, maybe he did, but I know this. This snippet sure make difference on my respect for the local press.
Hmmms. If you aks me, the surest way to convince someone to come to your Poly, is to send newsletter featuring articles which boast of their acomplishments. like this one from republic poly. man. and what attracts you more than a poly which comes in both 1st and 3nd place. wow.
This huge underlying feeling of upset. or unhappiness is following. its not dissapearing. its here. it still is. and its messing me up.
"Tj your first choice?"
"yea pretty much"
"why. you dont sound happy about it"
"i guess"
no im not jumping with joy. sigh... this is just one of those depression moods i go through every year... hmmms... blues....
i was depressed at this time last year. i was depressed at this time last last last year. i was stressed at this time last last year. sigh. mayeb its the season.
today KI we did arguements. felt very "duh" to me. gte on with it. but i suppose they HAVE to teach this. even mr veera didnt look very interested. and i didnt feel very interested as i MCed today. sad lah. the anti-enthu mc. sigh.. its not my fault kay!! i was all psyched up until miss lim told me to stop talking so much. that pretty much killed it. and its all downhill from there. =)
debates today. watched plmgs versus TA in the KI room. not live. duh. nicole mao and sam were debating! hahah. cool. anyways TA won. and we did an impromptu debate. lost to the TA. well with us as opposition to gay marriages, its a pretty tough fight. oh, heck. we know why we lost. we sucked. haha.
teh more i think about it. why the hell am i doing a science combi when ultimately i want to do a bachelor of arts. mass comm/journalism/sociology/english lit.... whatever the degree is, it is NOT gonna be a science course. i dunno.
lack of people im really close to anymore. people to confide in. people to talk cock and crap with. yeha thats about it actually. i miss crapping. just sitting down, before class, during class, after class and talking about the lamest and funnist shit non stop. 3e1/4e1.... never had i ever likd a class so much..
3e1/4e1 was definitely the best years of my life so far. sigh. "15 there is still time for you". not now though. now im in a hurry.
got to talk to sham, ram, bala and varun more today. they were cool. and yes, im still bob. now that arthi pointed it out, i noticed its true what she said. thats about all the indian boys in our school. haha. no wait. there is still nicholas gn and rohith, i think. hahas. oh wait. and the ghandi guy. shalala.
i am a troubled youth. gosh. i feel so dam whiiny. i hate whiny people. so i shall stop whining. and pray i snap out of this mood sooner than later. hockey tomorrow is canceleld. so ill return to st pats.
goodnight. slap me while you have the chance.
hmmms... maybe he didnt, maybe he did, but I know this. This snippet sure make difference on my respect for the local press.
Hmmms. If you aks me, the surest way to convince someone to come to your Poly, is to send newsletter featuring articles which boast of their acomplishments. like this one from republic poly. man. and what attracts you more than a poly which comes in both 1st and 3nd place. wow.
This huge underlying feeling of upset. or unhappiness is following. its not dissapearing. its here. it still is. and its messing me up.
"Tj your first choice?"
"yea pretty much"
"why. you dont sound happy about it"
"i guess"
no im not jumping with joy. sigh... this is just one of those depression moods i go through every year... hmmms... blues....
i was depressed at this time last year. i was depressed at this time last last last year. i was stressed at this time last last year. sigh. mayeb its the season.
today KI we did arguements. felt very "duh" to me. gte on with it. but i suppose they HAVE to teach this. even mr veera didnt look very interested. and i didnt feel very interested as i MCed today. sad lah. the anti-enthu mc. sigh.. its not my fault kay!! i was all psyched up until miss lim told me to stop talking so much. that pretty much killed it. and its all downhill from there. =)
debates today. watched plmgs versus TA in the KI room. not live. duh. nicole mao and sam were debating! hahah. cool. anyways TA won. and we did an impromptu debate. lost to the TA. well with us as opposition to gay marriages, its a pretty tough fight. oh, heck. we know why we lost. we sucked. haha.
teh more i think about it. why the hell am i doing a science combi when ultimately i want to do a bachelor of arts. mass comm/journalism/sociology/english lit.... whatever the degree is, it is NOT gonna be a science course. i dunno.
lack of people im really close to anymore. people to confide in. people to talk cock and crap with. yeha thats about it actually. i miss crapping. just sitting down, before class, during class, after class and talking about the lamest and funnist shit non stop. 3e1/4e1.... never had i ever likd a class so much..
3e1/4e1 was definitely the best years of my life so far. sigh. "15 there is still time for you". not now though. now im in a hurry.
got to talk to sham, ram, bala and varun more today. they were cool. and yes, im still bob. now that arthi pointed it out, i noticed its true what she said. thats about all the indian boys in our school. haha. no wait. there is still nicholas gn and rohith, i think. hahas. oh wait. and the ghandi guy. shalala.
i am a troubled youth. gosh. i feel so dam whiiny. i hate whiny people. so i shall stop whining. and pray i snap out of this mood sooner than later. hockey tomorrow is canceleld. so ill return to st pats.
goodnight. slap me while you have the chance.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
missing peices
things which i didnt blog about earlier.
the original plan for tonight: marco, mao, alf, mrs leslie and benow and dominic and the all to have dinner tonight. sadly that plan got scraped.. cause it seems everyone has a life/ a date except for me and marco. haha. so its potsponed. man i miss those guys...
my midnight chat with nicole mao last night. and how one person can make a difference to a school. or at least try to. And how school culture is important. and how we should all be ourselves no matter what. and now im reminded of what mr liu told me when i entered TJ.
"I hope you share your joy and personality with the school, and add to its dynamic culture...." or soemthing to that effect. yeaah.
tomorrow is gonna be tough. first there is the quiz. then meeting zafir fer some hockeyt hing. then debates. then at 7 i got a medical appointment. tough tough.
lets face it. i am NOT gonna do a degree in chemical engineering. lets just face it. so now, WHY do i stick with my science combi. i dunno.... I dont know at all... lit and KI. two things i will never dream of dropping. the rest is secondary.
"hold on for your dearest life" by name taken.
"no, i didnt get any valentine's presents today"
"oh. how many did you give?"
"eh...none?? hahah."
"ah.. haha. i see..no wonder, there. "
me and my dad during dinner. hahas.
ive never been asked to give anyone a valentine present. till today. hahas. ill do what i can.
jonny is sending me more john mayer songs! yay!!
thsi saturday is gonna be tough tough. piano class. bhakti class teacher's training. and i think road run. shit man. road run. and i havent been training.
i cant stand this life. its so dam packed with shit i dont enjoy anymore. and i dont have the proper inspiration like i did back in st pats. the kidna friends that you coudl just talk to. about MY kinda stuff. NOT about computer gaming or the EPL, but you know, music and drama, or just other random generic stuff. miss that old shit.
which is one reason todays chat with rachel was fun. rachel from ipoh convention. she was fun and" kool". and i made her change her mind about dashboard confessional. so im happy. and yeah. its nice finding things in common with someone..
whats the last book i tried reading.. god of small things?? yeah, it was. maybe i shoudl finish it. soon...
Regaining faith in Temasek: today's lit recital. Lit people made my day. brought back everything i felt was dead in TJcians. there was hope. this was what i was talking to nic mao about. this is my platform. haha. its possible. my great mission wont be a total failure afterall.
im off to see the matrix,a nd read more about the Pre U seminar. ill be going. have no doubt about it. I WILL be going. see yall.
the original plan for tonight: marco, mao, alf, mrs leslie and benow and dominic and the all to have dinner tonight. sadly that plan got scraped.. cause it seems everyone has a life/ a date except for me and marco. haha. so its potsponed. man i miss those guys...
my midnight chat with nicole mao last night. and how one person can make a difference to a school. or at least try to. And how school culture is important. and how we should all be ourselves no matter what. and now im reminded of what mr liu told me when i entered TJ.
"I hope you share your joy and personality with the school, and add to its dynamic culture...." or soemthing to that effect. yeaah.
tomorrow is gonna be tough. first there is the quiz. then meeting zafir fer some hockeyt hing. then debates. then at 7 i got a medical appointment. tough tough.
lets face it. i am NOT gonna do a degree in chemical engineering. lets just face it. so now, WHY do i stick with my science combi. i dunno.... I dont know at all... lit and KI. two things i will never dream of dropping. the rest is secondary.
"hold on for your dearest life" by name taken.
"no, i didnt get any valentine's presents today"
"oh. how many did you give?"
"eh...none?? hahah."
"ah.. haha. i see..no wonder, there. "
me and my dad during dinner. hahas.
ive never been asked to give anyone a valentine present. till today. hahas. ill do what i can.
jonny is sending me more john mayer songs! yay!!
thsi saturday is gonna be tough tough. piano class. bhakti class teacher's training. and i think road run. shit man. road run. and i havent been training.
i cant stand this life. its so dam packed with shit i dont enjoy anymore. and i dont have the proper inspiration like i did back in st pats. the kidna friends that you coudl just talk to. about MY kinda stuff. NOT about computer gaming or the EPL, but you know, music and drama, or just other random generic stuff. miss that old shit.
which is one reason todays chat with rachel was fun. rachel from ipoh convention. she was fun and" kool". and i made her change her mind about dashboard confessional. so im happy. and yeah. its nice finding things in common with someone..
whats the last book i tried reading.. god of small things?? yeah, it was. maybe i shoudl finish it. soon...
Regaining faith in Temasek: today's lit recital. Lit people made my day. brought back everything i felt was dead in TJcians. there was hope. this was what i was talking to nic mao about. this is my platform. haha. its possible. my great mission wont be a total failure afterall.
im off to see the matrix,a nd read more about the Pre U seminar. ill be going. have no doubt about it. I WILL be going. see yall.
desperation amongst other things
wei jie sent me like this whole folder filled with meriwether songs this morning. at like 1 somthing. which explains my need for sleep during tamil class. and jonny pau sent me john mayer number titled songs! yay! hahaha. they be nice songs...
todays valentines day.And i was the third person to tell rachel "its overrated" . haha. yea. well it is kay! especially if all you get are your friends's leftover sweets. haha. ah heck.
kay i gotta rush this entry cause my sis needs to use it to submit her application for NTU. or was it NUS. i dunno....
anyways, school was okay... lit presentation was okay. ehh... yeah. swimming was okay? breakfast was okay.. honestly... everything seems fine.
but is just a veneer. soemhting deeper is not being said.
i had this dream. and there was a song goin on. and the song went like this:
"If this real. Then this moment is not a lie." and it had this really celtic irish/ violin sound to it. and it was freaky. cause it felt so real, the dream. and THIS. all this right now, feels so unreal. but yet this is more real than the dream. strange.
hmmmmmm.... tomorrow... what goes on tomorrow. i cant control.
so i shall write my poem. and pass it tomorrow. hmmm. goodnight.
todays valentines day.And i was the third person to tell rachel "its overrated" . haha. yea. well it is kay! especially if all you get are your friends's leftover sweets. haha. ah heck.
kay i gotta rush this entry cause my sis needs to use it to submit her application for NTU. or was it NUS. i dunno....
anyways, school was okay... lit presentation was okay. ehh... yeah. swimming was okay? breakfast was okay.. honestly... everything seems fine.
but is just a veneer. soemhting deeper is not being said.
i had this dream. and there was a song goin on. and the song went like this:
"If this real. Then this moment is not a lie." and it had this really celtic irish/ violin sound to it. and it was freaky. cause it felt so real, the dream. and THIS. all this right now, feels so unreal. but yet this is more real than the dream. strange.
hmmmmmm.... tomorrow... what goes on tomorrow. i cant control.
so i shall write my poem. and pass it tomorrow. hmmm. goodnight.
Monday, February 13, 2006
sudden lack of inspiration
flipping through career guide2006. hmms...teacher. broadcast jounalist. PR officer. radio producer/presenter. reporter. so many choices....
and now im feeling this sweeping sense of non-motivation. where i lack any passion. im lacking my spirit. maan...
still have not done my application. ill do it tonight. heck. ill do it now... ill do it.
met nicholas today regarding the emceeing on wednesday. he remembered me as the guy who appealed into TJ. haha. yeah. haha. and yeah. kidna guilted me into staying into TJ. yeah, it does make me feel guilty. appealing and now considering CJ... but so many teachers are telling me: Go where ill be happy...
And this feeling of non-motivation isnt exacly a joyful feeling. non-motivation. no its not a real word even. but i shall use it for lack of a thesauras.
another possibility for my semi-unhappiness could be family. but thats all personal. sigh.
today went to macs to teach nicholas gn chem. sigh. my chem is good. i mantain that. i might get b3 but my chem is STILL one of the best. lay off. haha.
sigh. uninteresting day...
i need to get out of the house... thats what i need...
or maybe i need to talk.
soemthing is veryy wrong. its not in Temasek JC. Its everywhere. soemthing is wrong in my world. life just went from sweet to tasteless and dry. and its making me choke from confusion.
today i went around with teh lasallian road run card. fileld up 4/5ths the card. what can i say im goood. hahah. and at the same time i sold out. Raime and nicholas agreed to gimme 4 dollas if i stayed in TJC... and thats how i decided to stay. In the interest of my alma mater, i shall stay in tj. whata matyr i am. haha. i know... sigh.
apparently the sikh twins are sham and ram. and today they were asking for bangla bob. hahah. Bangla bob. haha. i thought it was bhangra bob! oh heck. twas good while it lasted.
so listen to avantasia i shall.
and now im feeling this sweeping sense of non-motivation. where i lack any passion. im lacking my spirit. maan...
still have not done my application. ill do it tonight. heck. ill do it now... ill do it.
met nicholas today regarding the emceeing on wednesday. he remembered me as the guy who appealed into TJ. haha. yeah. haha. and yeah. kidna guilted me into staying into TJ. yeah, it does make me feel guilty. appealing and now considering CJ... but so many teachers are telling me: Go where ill be happy...
And this feeling of non-motivation isnt exacly a joyful feeling. non-motivation. no its not a real word even. but i shall use it for lack of a thesauras.
another possibility for my semi-unhappiness could be family. but thats all personal. sigh.
today went to macs to teach nicholas gn chem. sigh. my chem is good. i mantain that. i might get b3 but my chem is STILL one of the best. lay off. haha.
sigh. uninteresting day...
i need to get out of the house... thats what i need...
or maybe i need to talk.
soemthing is veryy wrong. its not in Temasek JC. Its everywhere. soemthing is wrong in my world. life just went from sweet to tasteless and dry. and its making me choke from confusion.
today i went around with teh lasallian road run card. fileld up 4/5ths the card. what can i say im goood. hahah. and at the same time i sold out. Raime and nicholas agreed to gimme 4 dollas if i stayed in TJC... and thats how i decided to stay. In the interest of my alma mater, i shall stay in tj. whata matyr i am. haha. i know... sigh.
apparently the sikh twins are sham and ram. and today they were asking for bangla bob. hahah. Bangla bob. haha. i thought it was bhangra bob! oh heck. twas good while it lasted.
so listen to avantasia i shall.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
advocating freedom
Now look. I beleive in free speech. in fee press. All the way. Down with cencroship. cause really thast the only way your ever gonna learn. Thats the only way people will ever become emdia literate and more discerning. exposure.
"i dont beleive in what you say, but ill fight for your right to say it" all the way man.
BUt as liberal as I might be, there are just soem thing where you have to draw the line. Something just should NOT be allowed on the press, as it is simple in bad taste and totally insulting to our society. I think most of you know what im talking about. It has been a talking point in society for awhile now. Yes. Cosmo King has to die. Along with the idiots who came up with the CNY ads for coke, carlsberg and tiger.
For those of you who dont know, cosmo king is the loser who writes the "birthdays this week" column in LIFEstyle ever sunday. and, man, is he the lamest idiot ever. His brainless puns are so humourless you just want to cry; and he is just sooo annoying! ARGHH! SHUT UP ALREADY!!
and with regards to the stupid CNY advertistments. its just plain boring. and low budget. and... yeah, did i mention boring? bore fest, I swear. Anything that mundane should be banned.
hmnmms. you learns oemthing new everyday. and im learning more thanks to the beauty of wikipedia. like did you know about the new plans for our MRT system? wow. amazing i say. especially the Northshore line idea. which links changi airport, pasir ris, punggol and sembawang. all these stations so geographically near, but currently inaccesible by train. and i also learnt that rufus wainright is a rape survivor. like woah. i never would hav known. he's the singer of "hallelujah"from the shrek soundtrek by the way.
hmmmms. morning woke up late, and went for class late. again. wow. i really am becoming late more and more often. sigh. anways calss was cool. am home now. gonna have lunch soon...
tutorials and more. maybe later....
good night.
"i dont beleive in what you say, but ill fight for your right to say it" all the way man.
BUt as liberal as I might be, there are just soem thing where you have to draw the line. Something just should NOT be allowed on the press, as it is simple in bad taste and totally insulting to our society. I think most of you know what im talking about. It has been a talking point in society for awhile now. Yes. Cosmo King has to die. Along with the idiots who came up with the CNY ads for coke, carlsberg and tiger.
For those of you who dont know, cosmo king is the loser who writes the "birthdays this week" column in LIFEstyle ever sunday. and, man, is he the lamest idiot ever. His brainless puns are so humourless you just want to cry; and he is just sooo annoying! ARGHH! SHUT UP ALREADY!!
and with regards to the stupid CNY advertistments. its just plain boring. and low budget. and... yeah, did i mention boring? bore fest, I swear. Anything that mundane should be banned.
hmnmms. you learns oemthing new everyday. and im learning more thanks to the beauty of wikipedia. like did you know about the new plans for our MRT system? wow. amazing i say. especially the Northshore line idea. which links changi airport, pasir ris, punggol and sembawang. all these stations so geographically near, but currently inaccesible by train. and i also learnt that rufus wainright is a rape survivor. like woah. i never would hav known. he's the singer of "hallelujah"from the shrek soundtrek by the way.
hmmmms. morning woke up late, and went for class late. again. wow. i really am becoming late more and more often. sigh. anways calss was cool. am home now. gonna have lunch soon...
tutorials and more. maybe later....
good night.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
A source of pride
A source of pride:
I went to thaipusam today. I went jamming today. I went to PK's birthday party. I enjoyed myself.
Source of sadness: Its a full moon today. and as i stood outside my house today, emptying the grabage and i stared into the forest, it felt nostalgic. And its been some seriously long time since i last sat down and wrote a poem, or savoured the night. just like how i used to. and i miss that. just friday was talking to zenn on the train. he asked when was the last time i went to the park. and i cant remember my reply. but it HAS been long. he then mentioned this place. a peice of state land. which we could go fishing at. and just camp out. maybe start a fire. and relax. camp out. haha. sounded good. siigh...
Thaipusam in the morning. woke up at god knows when. went to temple, walked, came back. didnt sleep... neaah. more or stoned.
and so at 1130 shane reminded me i was supposed to go jammin. hahaha. and yes i was late. as usual. met Tammy, mao and alf. and jonny was later than me of course. jade music is small. five people could barely fit. played. rocked. had fun.
then we went to cityhall BK for lunch. was joined by alfred's *ahem* friend.
"your always late" Alfred to me. its true. hahaha.
went to meet siti, sitapa and maygalai'kka. went to their place for peque's bday. he's dam cute lah. haha. and dam big. was slobering all over me. and when it came to singing 'happy birthday' he was super cute. he was jumping from person to person, eyes bright and barking. hahaha. wow. he coudl tell something was going on. really amazing.
after cake cutting, i kinda fell asleep. was shagged. after which got up and went for dinner with siti, sitappa and mayagail'kka. at bedok food centre. or as glenn and shane used to call it. BK. bedok korner. or soemthing like that i think. i got bad memory. haha. maybe it was someone else.
went home. and yeaps.
tomorrow goin temple for bhakti classes. monday rehearsin for lit production. tuesdayis lit thingy. wednesday i was asked to MC for some quiz. haha. yay. Thats really something. considering ive been in TJ for 6 weeks and their asking me to MC. yipeee.
stay in TJ? go CJ...
dam bull... i dont know lah.. something in my gut just tells me im going to stay in TJ. cause going CJ is just so hard. convincing parents, the traveling there every morning from pasir ris, the general attitude towards CJ. and the presumption that i like TJ. im cool with it. but its just lacking something.. i dunno what. but something...
but ill stay in TJ. for the simple reason im there. so at which, i now console myself...
Come on. friends dont have to be constrained within a single JC. And ill find my own way to be happy. i still got my guitar. i still got my skates. i still got my pen. yeaps... thats just gotta do fer now.
My dreams in life: Start my own newspaper in singapore to rival the straits times. Own a lounge/ club/cafe thingy. Retire as a priest. Never lose my love for literature and music.
yeas.
goodnight.
I went to thaipusam today. I went jamming today. I went to PK's birthday party. I enjoyed myself.
Source of sadness: Its a full moon today. and as i stood outside my house today, emptying the grabage and i stared into the forest, it felt nostalgic. And its been some seriously long time since i last sat down and wrote a poem, or savoured the night. just like how i used to. and i miss that. just friday was talking to zenn on the train. he asked when was the last time i went to the park. and i cant remember my reply. but it HAS been long. he then mentioned this place. a peice of state land. which we could go fishing at. and just camp out. maybe start a fire. and relax. camp out. haha. sounded good. siigh...
Thaipusam in the morning. woke up at god knows when. went to temple, walked, came back. didnt sleep... neaah. more or stoned.
and so at 1130 shane reminded me i was supposed to go jammin. hahaha. and yes i was late. as usual. met Tammy, mao and alf. and jonny was later than me of course. jade music is small. five people could barely fit. played. rocked. had fun.
then we went to cityhall BK for lunch. was joined by alfred's *ahem* friend.
"your always late" Alfred to me. its true. hahaha.
went to meet siti, sitapa and maygalai'kka. went to their place for peque's bday. he's dam cute lah. haha. and dam big. was slobering all over me. and when it came to singing 'happy birthday' he was super cute. he was jumping from person to person, eyes bright and barking. hahaha. wow. he coudl tell something was going on. really amazing.
after cake cutting, i kinda fell asleep. was shagged. after which got up and went for dinner with siti, sitappa and mayagail'kka. at bedok food centre. or as glenn and shane used to call it. BK. bedok korner. or soemthing like that i think. i got bad memory. haha. maybe it was someone else.
went home. and yeaps.
tomorrow goin temple for bhakti classes. monday rehearsin for lit production. tuesdayis lit thingy. wednesday i was asked to MC for some quiz. haha. yay. Thats really something. considering ive been in TJ for 6 weeks and their asking me to MC. yipeee.
stay in TJ? go CJ...
dam bull... i dont know lah.. something in my gut just tells me im going to stay in TJ. cause going CJ is just so hard. convincing parents, the traveling there every morning from pasir ris, the general attitude towards CJ. and the presumption that i like TJ. im cool with it. but its just lacking something.. i dunno what. but something...
but ill stay in TJ. for the simple reason im there. so at which, i now console myself...
Come on. friends dont have to be constrained within a single JC. And ill find my own way to be happy. i still got my guitar. i still got my skates. i still got my pen. yeaps... thats just gotta do fer now.
My dreams in life: Start my own newspaper in singapore to rival the straits times. Own a lounge/ club/cafe thingy. Retire as a priest. Never lose my love for literature and music.
yeas.
goodnight.
Friday, February 10, 2006
you lose some you win some
you lose some you win some. like pool. i won a few games. and lost a few games. haha. but its worth it. it always is in the end.
today was friday. the day i didnt go to school. haha. figures. O level results day. wow. where shall I start? the sequence of events? or should i just cut to t
he chase.
Cut to the chase i shall. Thats my result slip there. if you cant read it, too bad. bad... sigh. such a sad word. but JUST the word to use to describe my results. bad. bAAAH-D
Lets talk about the dam ironies of life which you NEVER EVER can EVER explain. my two favourite subjects. subjcts in which i guarantee my A1. subjects i strive to get top in level in each time. English and Chemistry. I get A 2 and B3 respectively. maaan. i give up. at this stage im really not gonna get worked up or emotional. its over lah.
and now lets talk about my worst subject and the most unpredicatble subject. Add maths and Combined humanities. My two ONLY A ones. wow... life is sweet lah. hahaha. who ever would have guessed. who the hell would have guessed.
anyways i woke up late. too late to go to school. ran into zenn on the train. he was headin to NAFA for their openhouse. chatted with him until i hit city hall where i went to meet jeremy and laurel at great world city macs for breakfast. met si chung and alex later on. bought teachers chocolates from watsons. took cab to siglap pizza hut.
and there we had our last supper. the entire E one gang. Mao, ow, alf, huizen, shik, jeremy, alex, si chung, laurel, goh, don, gium, dom, ben cheah, and joo. hahah. and we laughed, and joked and talked cocked and ate and ate. and wow. i miss st pats.
Miss kaur: "Aiyah i tell you, no matter how old you get you will always call yourself a patrician before a TJCian. our secondary school has the most impact on our lives. "
so we went to good ol SPS. we were like late into the lecture. Mr roshan was there talking about ITE simie. hahaha. a very promising sign of course. hahah. anyways came the results. statistics.. blah blah blah... then the important stuff...
BEST INDIVIDUAL SCORES. TOP TEN..
FLASH! went the powerpoint. and there it was. number 10. Vidyarishik Vijayadas Menon. Fuck yeah! hahahahaha! I DID IT!!! marc was first with 7. alfred was second!!! AHAHHA! chris bryan 3rd and fourth! then jeremy yeap! we did it! we broke into top ten! Michael joo was 9th! hahaha. amazing. a moment of pure joy. we stood up in the hall. that was our moment. OURS. =)
surprised nicholas wanst there though. he got 11 points. and 7 distinctions. wow. the top student in sec three, he was.. haha. and the top inidan student goes to Christopher chitty of course. hahaha. i find that dam funny.
haha. so im happy with my placing. only thing im qute disgruntled bout is my l1r5. but thats life. you win some you lose some. ahhaha.
speaking of losing i see myself losing sleep.
Tomorrow 5 am Thaipusam walk. 1030 piano class. 1200 jamming at peninsula plaza. 1530 pequette's birthday. and yeah... look at the time now. wow...
anyways back to what happened today. ahhas. after results was the usual thanking tecahers, hugging, shouting with joy, laughing and shit. theodore called me. haha. was dam cool. miss the guy.
so mao, alf, ow, joo, jeremy, brandon wong, alex and not quite sure who else exactly all went to play pool... went home, and went to have dinner at A1 this rstaurant at serangoon road. not my idea of a treat, but i ate crab. haha. so that was nice. yeah. this day is cool... waay cool.
how long would you go not talking to your friend? 8 months seems like a nice benchmark. ahaha. "Dont give in! BE strong!" hahah. not quite the advise i was expecting. hahaha.
so good night. need sleep. and time. to clean my stupid room. cuase it gets messay and shyat.
today was friday. the day i didnt go to school. haha. figures. O level results day. wow. where shall I start? the sequence of events? or should i just cut to t
he chase.Cut to the chase i shall. Thats my result slip there. if you cant read it, too bad. bad... sigh. such a sad word. but JUST the word to use to describe my results. bad. bAAAH-D
Lets talk about the dam ironies of life which you NEVER EVER can EVER explain. my two favourite subjects. subjcts in which i guarantee my A1. subjects i strive to get top in level in each time. English and Chemistry. I get A 2 and B3 respectively. maaan. i give up. at this stage im really not gonna get worked up or emotional. its over lah.
and now lets talk about my worst subject and the most unpredicatble subject. Add maths and Combined humanities. My two ONLY A ones. wow... life is sweet lah. hahaha. who ever would have guessed. who the hell would have guessed.
anyways i woke up late. too late to go to school. ran into zenn on the train. he was headin to NAFA for their openhouse. chatted with him until i hit city hall where i went to meet jeremy and laurel at great world city macs for breakfast. met si chung and alex later on. bought teachers chocolates from watsons. took cab to siglap pizza hut.
and there we had our last supper. the entire E one gang. Mao, ow, alf, huizen, shik, jeremy, alex, si chung, laurel, goh, don, gium, dom, ben cheah, and joo. hahah. and we laughed, and joked and talked cocked and ate and ate. and wow. i miss st pats.
Miss kaur: "Aiyah i tell you, no matter how old you get you will always call yourself a patrician before a TJCian. our secondary school has the most impact on our lives. "
so we went to good ol SPS. we were like late into the lecture. Mr roshan was there talking about ITE simie. hahaha. a very promising sign of course. hahah. anyways came the results. statistics.. blah blah blah... then the important stuff...
BEST INDIVIDUAL SCORES. TOP TEN..
FLASH! went the powerpoint. and there it was. number 10. Vidyarishik Vijayadas Menon. Fuck yeah! hahahahaha! I DID IT!!! marc was first with 7. alfred was second!!! AHAHHA! chris bryan 3rd and fourth! then jeremy yeap! we did it! we broke into top ten! Michael joo was 9th! hahaha. amazing. a moment of pure joy. we stood up in the hall. that was our moment. OURS. =)
surprised nicholas wanst there though. he got 11 points. and 7 distinctions. wow. the top student in sec three, he was.. haha. and the top inidan student goes to Christopher chitty of course. hahaha. i find that dam funny.
haha. so im happy with my placing. only thing im qute disgruntled bout is my l1r5. but thats life. you win some you lose some. ahhaha.
speaking of losing i see myself losing sleep.
Tomorrow 5 am Thaipusam walk. 1030 piano class. 1200 jamming at peninsula plaza. 1530 pequette's birthday. and yeah... look at the time now. wow...
anyways back to what happened today. ahhas. after results was the usual thanking tecahers, hugging, shouting with joy, laughing and shit. theodore called me. haha. was dam cool. miss the guy.
so mao, alf, ow, joo, jeremy, brandon wong, alex and not quite sure who else exactly all went to play pool... went home, and went to have dinner at A1 this rstaurant at serangoon road. not my idea of a treat, but i ate crab. haha. so that was nice. yeah. this day is cool... waay cool.
how long would you go not talking to your friend? 8 months seems like a nice benchmark. ahaha. "Dont give in! BE strong!" hahah. not quite the advise i was expecting. hahaha.
so good night. need sleep. and time. to clean my stupid room. cuase it gets messay and shyat.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
how i became bhangra bob
haha. and now the story of how i became bhangra bob.
"hey, are you bhangra bob?"
"wha? Bhangra bob?"
"Bhangra bob?"
"Wait I thougt your rishik"
"haha,. yeah thats my name. rishik. unless you prefer bhangra bob. ahhaha"
"bob it is then. haha"
"hahaha. cool. see ya around"
my encounter with varun and half of the sikh twins after i finished buying breakfast. haha. madness. BOB!!??
anyways todays school was cool... haha. only a few hours awaay from results! ahhahahah. not nervous. excited. happy excited. yeaah.
"girl on TV" by LFO. there is just this one line from the song i love. "Wish for you, on a falling star. been wondering where you. do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine"... thats about it. the rest of the lyrics are crap. but i really like that line. and the tune. hahah. i confess.
today i completed all my chem tutorials in time. finally rishik does work... =D and im not gonna let the fact that i copied straight of zhi kai without thinking about it, come in the way of my happiness right now. hahaha.
hockey today rocked. physically pushing. im proud that i was able to come in as fast as raime, if not faster. hahah. im freaking happy i scored a goal, and my team WON today! FINALLY. irony is my team was filled with unknowns, and one cat high boy. it wasnt the team of the "supposed star TK boys". haha. nice...
tonights plan to go out late got screwed. cause parents are like that. but ill still be goin jeremy's place tomorrow to hang out. yeaah. as usual. hanging out rocks.
after resutls tomorrow goin jamming.
saturday going for thaipusam as per normal. then possibly bhakti teacher classes. and if there still is time, and if im not half dead from exhaustion by then, ill go to ben ow's PJC fun fair.
today during tamil went to the library to read MAD (dotn ask, haha) when i met amitha. nice talking to her. i realise my day is usually made with random conversations with random people. cant explain it. its a nice feeling.
anyways... lit showcase next tuesday. valentine's day. wow...
*flashback one year ago*
"good morning sec threes"
"good morning rishik!"
"do you know what day it is.."
"eh... valentine's day?"
"correct... and who celebrates it among you?" (no response.)
"hahaha. i see... sigh. let me tell ya'll something....Valentine's day... sucks..."
"yes rishik!"
"hahaha......"
anyways road run is next saturday..
so ill be off now. cause i think ive said all i have to.
"hey, are you bhangra bob?"
"wha? Bhangra bob?"
"Bhangra bob?"
"Wait I thougt your rishik"
"haha,. yeah thats my name. rishik. unless you prefer bhangra bob. ahhaha"
"bob it is then. haha"
"hahaha. cool. see ya around"
my encounter with varun and half of the sikh twins after i finished buying breakfast. haha. madness. BOB!!??
anyways todays school was cool... haha. only a few hours awaay from results! ahhahahah. not nervous. excited. happy excited. yeaah.
"girl on TV" by LFO. there is just this one line from the song i love. "Wish for you, on a falling star. been wondering where you. do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine"... thats about it. the rest of the lyrics are crap. but i really like that line. and the tune. hahah. i confess.
today i completed all my chem tutorials in time. finally rishik does work... =D and im not gonna let the fact that i copied straight of zhi kai without thinking about it, come in the way of my happiness right now. hahaha.
hockey today rocked. physically pushing. im proud that i was able to come in as fast as raime, if not faster. hahah. im freaking happy i scored a goal, and my team WON today! FINALLY. irony is my team was filled with unknowns, and one cat high boy. it wasnt the team of the "supposed star TK boys". haha. nice...
tonights plan to go out late got screwed. cause parents are like that. but ill still be goin jeremy's place tomorrow to hang out. yeaah. as usual. hanging out rocks.
after resutls tomorrow goin jamming.
saturday going for thaipusam as per normal. then possibly bhakti teacher classes. and if there still is time, and if im not half dead from exhaustion by then, ill go to ben ow's PJC fun fair.
today during tamil went to the library to read MAD (dotn ask, haha) when i met amitha. nice talking to her. i realise my day is usually made with random conversations with random people. cant explain it. its a nice feeling.
anyways... lit showcase next tuesday. valentine's day. wow...
*flashback one year ago*
"good morning sec threes"
"good morning rishik!"
"do you know what day it is.."
"eh... valentine's day?"
"correct... and who celebrates it among you?" (no response.)
"hahaha. i see... sigh. let me tell ya'll something....Valentine's day... sucks..."
"yes rishik!"
"hahaha......"
anyways road run is next saturday..
so ill be off now. cause i think ive said all i have to.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
should be doing work right now
i really should. hmmms. but thats not a point... seeing as how im already here now.
The lesson. thats the name of the two poms we did for lit yesterday. and thats what i shall title today's entry. The lesson. Or maybe Lessons. with an s. cause it fits.
Lessons...
1) I look younger with short hair
2)I didnt get as scolded as much as i thought i would get
3)I debate cynically and over-sarcastically... Or as said by sean ima 'masculine bimbo'.. sigh...
4)Im in the mood for slow rock. john mayer. jack johnson. yeaps. haha.
saw sha on the way home. she's gonna meet the queen of england!! hahaha. lucky girl. congrats.
todays most fun moment was at the audi watchign the english fair skits. my god. hahaha. hilariously lame. and then came the Q A part. and i was just being totally uncontrallaby cocky and arogant when it came to the answer. haha. 'Kinda' sabo-ed yi ching into giving a wrong answer. "animal welfare act". hahahah. its not my fault kay! i was just joking! i had no idea she took my seriously. haha. well now I know. =) im sorry. if i could turn back time, id remember to say "kidding"...
friday ill be meeting marco and maybe more in the morning. yeaps. see how lah. and tomorrow is hockey. yay. and PT too! wohoo. this is gonna be a stretch. a true test of stamina.
speaking of stamina, road run next saturday. im the so called Representative from my CG. hmmms. really gotta train.
Might as well start on my KI notes. cause we have this great system where every lesson, one student takes notes. and the genius i was started the ball rolling. haha. waah...
I need to know where to keep documents online, so people can view them and shit. anyone knows, please tell me. Thanks.
let me explain my name... cause TJcians seem to have a problem with it. so ill start with vidya. it mean education.. and its NOT a girl's name! NO! Its unisex.... haha. (i go into denial at this point). Yes... unisex... uniiisex.
next rishik. That what people SHOUL call me. Re-shake. Re-shik. rr-shik. however you pronounce it. im cool. it beats menon anyday....
Menon is my family name. surname. not NAME name, but more like caste name. Originates from kerala. go wikipedia read about my family if it makes you happy. haha.
Vijayadas is my middle name. Period.
there. enough of that. no more.
okays... now i better get going on the KI notes. so ciaos.
The lesson. thats the name of the two poms we did for lit yesterday. and thats what i shall title today's entry. The lesson. Or maybe Lessons. with an s. cause it fits.
Lessons...
1) I look younger with short hair
2)I didnt get as scolded as much as i thought i would get
3)I debate cynically and over-sarcastically... Or as said by sean ima 'masculine bimbo'.. sigh...
4)Im in the mood for slow rock. john mayer. jack johnson. yeaps. haha.
saw sha on the way home. she's gonna meet the queen of england!! hahaha. lucky girl. congrats.
todays most fun moment was at the audi watchign the english fair skits. my god. hahaha. hilariously lame. and then came the Q A part. and i was just being totally uncontrallaby cocky and arogant when it came to the answer. haha. 'Kinda' sabo-ed yi ching into giving a wrong answer. "animal welfare act". hahahah. its not my fault kay! i was just joking! i had no idea she took my seriously. haha. well now I know. =) im sorry. if i could turn back time, id remember to say "kidding"...
friday ill be meeting marco and maybe more in the morning. yeaps. see how lah. and tomorrow is hockey. yay. and PT too! wohoo. this is gonna be a stretch. a true test of stamina.
speaking of stamina, road run next saturday. im the so called Representative from my CG. hmmms. really gotta train.
Might as well start on my KI notes. cause we have this great system where every lesson, one student takes notes. and the genius i was started the ball rolling. haha. waah...
I need to know where to keep documents online, so people can view them and shit. anyone knows, please tell me. Thanks.
let me explain my name... cause TJcians seem to have a problem with it. so ill start with vidya. it mean education.. and its NOT a girl's name! NO! Its unisex.... haha. (i go into denial at this point). Yes... unisex... uniiisex.
next rishik. That what people SHOUL call me. Re-shake. Re-shik. rr-shik. however you pronounce it. im cool. it beats menon anyday....
Menon is my family name. surname. not NAME name, but more like caste name. Originates from kerala. go wikipedia read about my family if it makes you happy. haha.
Vijayadas is my middle name. Period.
there. enough of that. no more.
okays... now i better get going on the KI notes. so ciaos.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
shalalal
daaang. I cant update! people on msn distracting me from my main purpose on the com. update, and rip music. hahaha. yay! so sign off i shall.
kay... where shall i start. yesterday? hmms. so i had school.. sweet sweet, first day of the week, school. which i surprisingly enjoy, contrary to popular beleif. hahas. so we went to the audi to here about some crap about nothign important in particluar. waste of time... sigh. anyways, besdies all thatm school was okay. angelmortal carried on. haha. i gave my mortal a paper clip and this thread i made, using pink and black thread! its dam nice kay... but i put it in a subway paper bag, which i think put her off. hahaha. anyways, i dotn care. my angel rocks. haha. she gave me a cookie. and yes, boys eat cookies. regardless of how pretty it may be. I mean come on! its meant for eating! hahas.
school ended, and off i went to hockey. did running, which wasnt really a problem. the only thing was, at 6 i had to rush off for the OGL interviews. and my classmates didnt want me to smell... heh... but besides the smell, the interviews went great. geok chin, sze sin, pei quan and zhi kai were in one room, where han meng kenny and I were in the other. and our interviewers were stephy and joel! hahaha! yeah! they rocked. one thing i made sure of though. we did everythign to make an impact. its either we are real good, or real OFF. haha. but one thing we will never settle for is mediocracy. =D so either way, im cool with the outcome. YES or NO. hahas. we were mad lah. the three of us. acrobatic circus, ganging up, "lets go smoke"... "we cant let the parents know!! think of the schools name!", beatboxing, and all the lamest skits in the world. sigh. giving impromptu a whole new meaning. haha. especially considering the 'interview' circumstances.
anyways, i returned for hockey after that. was fun. hockey dfinietly rocks. only shit is there are so many diff cliques WITHIN hockey that cant stand each other's guts... im just sticking with brandon, eddie, and leslie for now. went home with graham and arthi. were fun to talk to. haha. i dunno why though... haha. but it was somehow enjoyable.
And i hate silence. for the reason when its silent, i think too much. and thats bad. One lesson i wont be forgtting soon. Thinking too much= bad for you health. hahah. or maybe bad for your happyness. yeaps. so blissfully ignorant i wish to remain then.
got home, and cut my hair first thing. and it was there i experienced this life changing moment/ enlightenemnt-esque moment.
"Uh... can cut abit shorter?"
"shorter? caaan... you want shorter, tell uncle, uncle can cut... but uncle cannot make it grow back after he cuts it ah. hahahaha"
And he was right! hahaha. it really made sense. really struck a chord with me. this is life. and every decision is important. cause some things cant be undone. haha. Or something to that effect. gimme a break. i JUST started lit kay. im still practising on this "interpreting things" thing. haha. time, time...
changed the showerhead of my toilet. hmmms. eat your words. "you never do anything without being told." hahaha. take that.
anyways news is out. O level results on friday 230. ill be skipping school of course. haha. and buying gifts for all my tecahers. and close friends perhaps. we'll see how my wallet is feeling on that day.
Hisham insists on beleiving that the teacher's MOE letter rumour shit is true. its soo bullshit. sigh. and i remain defiant to rumours. or chain mails. or whatever. really not worth my time.
I owe the class KI notes... =( come to think, there is KI homework due tomorrow... hmmms. it can wait. hahah. see how...
wow. this is one long post. havent even started on today yet. haha. today was okay. nothing interesting really happened. nopes. oh. wait i just rememered one. NOW TWO! hahaha. kay, retarded. uhhs. lets see. first the plan to go jamming today. and then that plan was cancelled. hahah. so its postponed to friday after O level results. my parents are letting me do whatever i want on that day. in that sense my parents rock. cause i got kickass liberty and freedom. haha. with limits of course. DUH. who doesnt. anyways, during lit we ate pizza. and i came up with the FOURTH level of interpretation for the fish poem. =) haha. whatever. little victories for the little man makes his little day happy. and lastly while going home with kenny, i sorta abondanded him to hang out with maryam. and yeah, we hung out. haha. ate ice cream, and just talked cock for awhile. was worth it. not very often you getta chance to catch up. and to find a girl like maryam in a place like TJ, of all places, is something you hsould value. hahahaha. sad to say. and thats why CJ is still a very possible route for me, after this provisional admission.
oooh! i saw claudia today. ahhaha. "the girl we talked about". haha. Cute. like a real anime. With the whole "V" sign and all. hahaha.
went to TM on my way home to meet my parents. they were shopping for my dad's retirement presents for his colleagues. he's retiring this friday. haha. wow. he leaves JC whilst i enter one. likewise my sis starts her degree now my bro has finished his. kay, fine he finished his last year... but STILL. its a cool comparison. haha.
My favourite quote from the simpsons. a quote about fighting for your rights, and doing what you know must be done. (the episode where they make fun of"dont cry for me argentina")
"Zombie eat brain... But zombie cannot stomach this injustice..."
good nights.
tomorrow is debate training.
thursday: hockey.
friday:...........................
kay... where shall i start. yesterday? hmms. so i had school.. sweet sweet, first day of the week, school. which i surprisingly enjoy, contrary to popular beleif. hahas. so we went to the audi to here about some crap about nothign important in particluar. waste of time... sigh. anyways, besdies all thatm school was okay. angelmortal carried on. haha. i gave my mortal a paper clip and this thread i made, using pink and black thread! its dam nice kay... but i put it in a subway paper bag, which i think put her off. hahaha. anyways, i dotn care. my angel rocks. haha. she gave me a cookie. and yes, boys eat cookies. regardless of how pretty it may be. I mean come on! its meant for eating! hahas.
school ended, and off i went to hockey. did running, which wasnt really a problem. the only thing was, at 6 i had to rush off for the OGL interviews. and my classmates didnt want me to smell... heh... but besides the smell, the interviews went great. geok chin, sze sin, pei quan and zhi kai were in one room, where han meng kenny and I were in the other. and our interviewers were stephy and joel! hahaha! yeah! they rocked. one thing i made sure of though. we did everythign to make an impact. its either we are real good, or real OFF. haha. but one thing we will never settle for is mediocracy. =D so either way, im cool with the outcome. YES or NO. hahas. we were mad lah. the three of us. acrobatic circus, ganging up, "lets go smoke"... "we cant let the parents know!! think of the schools name!", beatboxing, and all the lamest skits in the world. sigh. giving impromptu a whole new meaning. haha. especially considering the 'interview' circumstances.
anyways, i returned for hockey after that. was fun. hockey dfinietly rocks. only shit is there are so many diff cliques WITHIN hockey that cant stand each other's guts... im just sticking with brandon, eddie, and leslie for now. went home with graham and arthi. were fun to talk to. haha. i dunno why though... haha. but it was somehow enjoyable.
And i hate silence. for the reason when its silent, i think too much. and thats bad. One lesson i wont be forgtting soon. Thinking too much= bad for you health. hahah. or maybe bad for your happyness. yeaps. so blissfully ignorant i wish to remain then.
got home, and cut my hair first thing. and it was there i experienced this life changing moment/ enlightenemnt-esque moment.
"Uh... can cut abit shorter?"
"shorter? caaan... you want shorter, tell uncle, uncle can cut... but uncle cannot make it grow back after he cuts it ah. hahahaha"
And he was right! hahaha. it really made sense. really struck a chord with me. this is life. and every decision is important. cause some things cant be undone. haha. Or something to that effect. gimme a break. i JUST started lit kay. im still practising on this "interpreting things" thing. haha. time, time...
changed the showerhead of my toilet. hmmms. eat your words. "you never do anything without being told." hahaha. take that.
anyways news is out. O level results on friday 230. ill be skipping school of course. haha. and buying gifts for all my tecahers. and close friends perhaps. we'll see how my wallet is feeling on that day.
Hisham insists on beleiving that the teacher's MOE letter rumour shit is true. its soo bullshit. sigh. and i remain defiant to rumours. or chain mails. or whatever. really not worth my time.
I owe the class KI notes... =( come to think, there is KI homework due tomorrow... hmmms. it can wait. hahah. see how...
wow. this is one long post. havent even started on today yet. haha. today was okay. nothing interesting really happened. nopes. oh. wait i just rememered one. NOW TWO! hahaha. kay, retarded. uhhs. lets see. first the plan to go jamming today. and then that plan was cancelled. hahah. so its postponed to friday after O level results. my parents are letting me do whatever i want on that day. in that sense my parents rock. cause i got kickass liberty and freedom. haha. with limits of course. DUH. who doesnt. anyways, during lit we ate pizza. and i came up with the FOURTH level of interpretation for the fish poem. =) haha. whatever. little victories for the little man makes his little day happy. and lastly while going home with kenny, i sorta abondanded him to hang out with maryam. and yeah, we hung out. haha. ate ice cream, and just talked cock for awhile. was worth it. not very often you getta chance to catch up. and to find a girl like maryam in a place like TJ, of all places, is something you hsould value. hahahaha. sad to say. and thats why CJ is still a very possible route for me, after this provisional admission.
oooh! i saw claudia today. ahhaha. "the girl we talked about". haha. Cute. like a real anime. With the whole "V" sign and all. hahaha.
went to TM on my way home to meet my parents. they were shopping for my dad's retirement presents for his colleagues. he's retiring this friday. haha. wow. he leaves JC whilst i enter one. likewise my sis starts her degree now my bro has finished his. kay, fine he finished his last year... but STILL. its a cool comparison. haha.
My favourite quote from the simpsons. a quote about fighting for your rights, and doing what you know must be done. (the episode where they make fun of"dont cry for me argentina")
"Zombie eat brain... But zombie cannot stomach this injustice..."
good nights.
tomorrow is debate training.
thursday: hockey.
friday:...........................
Sunday, February 05, 2006
directed to all passers by
"You cant know someone until you truly know yourself."
Thats my base rule for all interpretations. only when you know who you are, will you know why you interpret something someway, and THEN will you know what it is you have interpretted truly. yay. ahhahas. and i got that line from "can we forget" by the bottom line. hahah. the beautiful truth behind rock lyrics.
debate screwed up. Gaaah. didnt realise i was that bad. and thats the worse thing too. the fact i didnt realise it. dang. DANG! haha. sighs... im getting scarred of debating now. ahhaa. AND the seniors too. my peers are cool. hahah. of course. how can i forsake aiyshah, kiran, nicholas and caroline. hahaha. sigh. their great. but, still, after major major fiasco last saturday, i dont know.. hahah.
"I guess i still have hockey to fall back on? heh..."
"Stop whining lah. You can improve. You got potential.."
"(whining noise here)"
No, i didnt go to roshan's party. cause i fell asleep when i got home. wow. its like i slept for a REALLY long time. like from saturday afternoon till like late sunday morning. LATE. As in LATE for temple class. hahaha. sis drove me there whilst i was still waking up (Not literally of course) and yeah. i was late. ahha. anyways class todayw as cool. I just watched the guy tecah, and after that he talked to me, and showed me the other teachers. his name was thiru. 27. haha. more than 10 years older than muah. haha. still cool though. like i say, Old people are cool. hahaha... anyways, from what i understand every saturday the teachers have to like attend some training and then the next day, they teach. the students are okay too. chatted to some of them. Might as well, since i was gonna be teaching them. hahaha. cute.
after class, took bus to ang mo kio, then bus to pasir ris. loong bus rides make me think. and i think... yeah. life is good. as eerily incomplete everythign feels... its okay. this sense of Non-closure is there... but it will go away soon enough... it will... it will. =)
so went to komala siti's house for family lunch. was fun. ahah. yeah, meeting everyone again and chatting and yeah. everything. ahhaha. I got an invitation card for PK's 3rd birthday. ahhaha. DAAM CUTE! siigh. its next saturday. and vicnan'nna lent me these 2CDS. some metal rock opera or soemthing. Avangard, or i dunno what exactly. gonna listen to it tomorrow, cause today i gotta sleep soons. mmhmms...
puvan anna is also gonna join me fot the bhakti class teaching at darma muneesveran temple. haha. apparently their whole family goes there every sunday. wow. never realised. hahaha. cools. anyways im happy. now i wont be the only total newbie teacher there.
went to the driving range today with me mom. fun. could hit the ballss. hahah. some went pass 50, some didnt. most didnt even fly but sorta rolled. hahahs. sigh. still fun.
went back to siti's place to pick up my mom's handphone which she left behind and perimma's handbag (which she left behind). ahhaha. my family is dam funny. especially the way all the aunties are so similar. cuteness. PK was slobeirng all over me when i was there. ahha. he's really a puppy stuck in a bug dog's body. had dinner there. =)
now, im here washing my uniform hoping i can dry it by tomorrow, despite the fact its raining. and yeaah... listening to music...
hockey tomorrow.
FRIDAY NIGHT: I was on msn... when all of a sudden i got this call.
"hello are you rishik"
"yes... im the TK Venture. has ho rey talked to you about it yet?"
Just then on MSN ho rey sends a message
"do you know about the project?"
LOOADS of confusin on my part follows... its abit hard to repeat it.. haha, anyways the jist of the message coems out.
There is gonna be a venture organised Amazing race thingy for Scouts. and somehow im put in charge.. once that suck in, goosebumps, or chills or whatever you call it ran down my spine... i froze in my seat...
typical of me i replied:
"Ill do what i can"
and i will NOT tell my parents. ive had enough of them telling me im involved in too much activites. yeaahs. nuff nuff nuff....
so goodnight. rain pours nicely.
tomorrow morn principal wants tot alk to year 1s. hope its regarding results. im dying to find out.
Thats my base rule for all interpretations. only when you know who you are, will you know why you interpret something someway, and THEN will you know what it is you have interpretted truly. yay. ahhahas. and i got that line from "can we forget" by the bottom line. hahah. the beautiful truth behind rock lyrics.
debate screwed up. Gaaah. didnt realise i was that bad. and thats the worse thing too. the fact i didnt realise it. dang. DANG! haha. sighs... im getting scarred of debating now. ahhaa. AND the seniors too. my peers are cool. hahah. of course. how can i forsake aiyshah, kiran, nicholas and caroline. hahaha. sigh. their great. but, still, after major major fiasco last saturday, i dont know.. hahah.
"I guess i still have hockey to fall back on? heh..."
"Stop whining lah. You can improve. You got potential.."
"(whining noise here)"
No, i didnt go to roshan's party. cause i fell asleep when i got home. wow. its like i slept for a REALLY long time. like from saturday afternoon till like late sunday morning. LATE. As in LATE for temple class. hahaha. sis drove me there whilst i was still waking up (Not literally of course) and yeah. i was late. ahha. anyways class todayw as cool. I just watched the guy tecah, and after that he talked to me, and showed me the other teachers. his name was thiru. 27. haha. more than 10 years older than muah. haha. still cool though. like i say, Old people are cool. hahaha... anyways, from what i understand every saturday the teachers have to like attend some training and then the next day, they teach. the students are okay too. chatted to some of them. Might as well, since i was gonna be teaching them. hahaha. cute.
after class, took bus to ang mo kio, then bus to pasir ris. loong bus rides make me think. and i think... yeah. life is good. as eerily incomplete everythign feels... its okay. this sense of Non-closure is there... but it will go away soon enough... it will... it will. =)
so went to komala siti's house for family lunch. was fun. ahah. yeah, meeting everyone again and chatting and yeah. everything. ahhaha. I got an invitation card for PK's 3rd birthday. ahhaha. DAAM CUTE! siigh. its next saturday. and vicnan'nna lent me these 2CDS. some metal rock opera or soemthing. Avangard, or i dunno what exactly. gonna listen to it tomorrow, cause today i gotta sleep soons. mmhmms...
puvan anna is also gonna join me fot the bhakti class teaching at darma muneesveran temple. haha. apparently their whole family goes there every sunday. wow. never realised. hahaha. cools. anyways im happy. now i wont be the only total newbie teacher there.
went to the driving range today with me mom. fun. could hit the ballss. hahah. some went pass 50, some didnt. most didnt even fly but sorta rolled. hahahs. sigh. still fun.
went back to siti's place to pick up my mom's handphone which she left behind and perimma's handbag (which she left behind). ahhaha. my family is dam funny. especially the way all the aunties are so similar. cuteness. PK was slobeirng all over me when i was there. ahha. he's really a puppy stuck in a bug dog's body. had dinner there. =)
now, im here washing my uniform hoping i can dry it by tomorrow, despite the fact its raining. and yeaah... listening to music...
hockey tomorrow.
FRIDAY NIGHT: I was on msn... when all of a sudden i got this call.
"hello are you rishik"
"yes... im the TK Venture. has ho rey talked to you about it yet?"
Just then on MSN ho rey sends a message
"do you know about the project?"
LOOADS of confusin on my part follows... its abit hard to repeat it.. haha, anyways the jist of the message coems out.
There is gonna be a venture organised Amazing race thingy for Scouts. and somehow im put in charge.. once that suck in, goosebumps, or chills or whatever you call it ran down my spine... i froze in my seat...
typical of me i replied:
"Ill do what i can"
and i will NOT tell my parents. ive had enough of them telling me im involved in too much activites. yeaahs. nuff nuff nuff....
so goodnight. rain pours nicely.
tomorrow morn principal wants tot alk to year 1s. hope its regarding results. im dying to find out.
Friday, February 03, 2006
cavalier is sucha nice word
hahaa. cavalier. it means gentlemanly. and at the same time it means to be arrogant and to not show respect to some people.
sweet. hahaha. im so gonna remember that.
so ear stick out. pants up. shirt in. and belt buckle gleaming in the sunlight. hahaha. dont count on any improvement for the hair though. the hair is stubborn. not me. haha. but honestly... what does dressing have to do with me being assistant head. hahahs. sigh. if your talking about attitude, ill understand.
but frankly. you all dont know me. not really. not fully. give it time. hahas. yeaps...
lit went well. were good to go. can i say the same for debates? ehhh... i dunno. i GUESS so.. = s
we'll see tomorrow. hmmms.
saturday debates, and (after parents permission) roshans party. sunday service at temple and maybe a jog at bukit timah, and then lunch with the WHOLE family. yay. that means cousins and all. yippee. monday hockey. tuesday uh... nothing i guess? i dont really remember. than wednesday is back to debates. sweet.
friday O level results. thats the word around town. nice.
regrets over not joining drama. not yet. just alittle bit. yeaps.
sweet. hahaha. im so gonna remember that.
so ear stick out. pants up. shirt in. and belt buckle gleaming in the sunlight. hahaha. dont count on any improvement for the hair though. the hair is stubborn. not me. haha. but honestly... what does dressing have to do with me being assistant head. hahahs. sigh. if your talking about attitude, ill understand.
but frankly. you all dont know me. not really. not fully. give it time. hahas. yeaps...
lit went well. were good to go. can i say the same for debates? ehhh... i dunno. i GUESS so.. = s
we'll see tomorrow. hmmms.
saturday debates, and (after parents permission) roshans party. sunday service at temple and maybe a jog at bukit timah, and then lunch with the WHOLE family. yay. that means cousins and all. yippee. monday hockey. tuesday uh... nothing i guess? i dont really remember. than wednesday is back to debates. sweet.
friday O level results. thats the word around town. nice.
regrets over not joining drama. not yet. just alittle bit. yeaps.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
im the first kid
hmms.
I do chores good. good rishik.
i do debates. i play hockey. i do chem tutorial. i is never do physics tutorial. =(
shody work makes rishik sad. i is also not sleeping during tamil. unless i is. but is not i fault.
good night. busy busy.
run run un run!!!
"did you know it was me"
(panting)"you... ahhh. cool."
I do chores good. good rishik.
i do debates. i play hockey. i do chem tutorial. i is never do physics tutorial. =(
shody work makes rishik sad. i is also not sleeping during tamil. unless i is. but is not i fault.
good night. busy busy.
run run un run!!!
"did you know it was me"
(panting)"you... ahhh. cool."
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
-rishik...
I wonder how silent would be...
hmmms... was reading dinie's blog. sigh. i misss st pats! so is hall sing my favourite school song. haha. SJI boys can join if you want. but youd be extra. hahah. All righty...
HAIL HAIL
ALMA MATER
HAIL TO DE LA SALLE
WE (soemthing) TO KEEP YOUR
BANNER HIGH
A SHEILD OF GREEN AND WHITE
WE PLEDGE TO KEEP YOUR
GLORY BRIGHT
AND NEVER SHALL WE FAIL
SO GLORY BE OUR
ALMA MATER
HAIL HAIL HAIL
haha. if i didnt forget the words half way, that would have been really nice. hahhaas. alas, life aint perfect.
had debates today. got debates tomorrow. and debates on friday. man, thats sucha waste. was hoping to have hockye tomorrow. i mean there IS hockey tomorrow. just i cant go. maan. and of course debates on saturday. which means no RFG for me. sigh. sadness... and from what i hear its all sold out. so thats sad. sigh.
but i got other plans besides RFG. mmhmm. right now, i got my mind set on roshan's party. hahah. How can i miss out. If a E3 boy holds a party its bound to be good. haha. so ill try and go... think of some lame excuse. "ehhh. its like you know, gethering of friends before our O level results."
haha. incidentally that comes out next friday. according to roshan of course. and i trust him. sigh. the 10th. sweet sweet friday.
orientation camp 2. O2. nearly the whole CG clique is signing up as OGLS. haha. and i heard somehting about clan leader, but im blur. no idea whats going on there. meeeh.
my two favourite noises now. meeeeeh. and meow. haha. dont ask. i just like the way it rolls off the tongue.
our debate coach is passive. so cool and calm man. hahah. im at awe.
well goodnight. tutorials be acalling.
hmmms... was reading dinie's blog. sigh. i misss st pats! so is hall sing my favourite school song. haha. SJI boys can join if you want. but youd be extra. hahah. All righty...
HAIL HAIL
ALMA MATER
HAIL TO DE LA SALLE
WE (soemthing) TO KEEP YOUR
BANNER HIGH
A SHEILD OF GREEN AND WHITE
WE PLEDGE TO KEEP YOUR
GLORY BRIGHT
AND NEVER SHALL WE FAIL
SO GLORY BE OUR
ALMA MATER
HAIL HAIL HAIL
haha. if i didnt forget the words half way, that would have been really nice. hahhaas. alas, life aint perfect.
had debates today. got debates tomorrow. and debates on friday. man, thats sucha waste. was hoping to have hockye tomorrow. i mean there IS hockey tomorrow. just i cant go. maan. and of course debates on saturday. which means no RFG for me. sigh. sadness... and from what i hear its all sold out. so thats sad. sigh.
but i got other plans besides RFG. mmhmm. right now, i got my mind set on roshan's party. hahah. How can i miss out. If a E3 boy holds a party its bound to be good. haha. so ill try and go... think of some lame excuse. "ehhh. its like you know, gethering of friends before our O level results."
haha. incidentally that comes out next friday. according to roshan of course. and i trust him. sigh. the 10th. sweet sweet friday.
orientation camp 2. O2. nearly the whole CG clique is signing up as OGLS. haha. and i heard somehting about clan leader, but im blur. no idea whats going on there. meeeh.
my two favourite noises now. meeeeeh. and meow. haha. dont ask. i just like the way it rolls off the tongue.
our debate coach is passive. so cool and calm man. hahah. im at awe.
well goodnight. tutorials be acalling.
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