the year starts. wow. went out to the rouge. good view. had great fun dancing. hahas. yeaps. after that wasted alot of time at BK. bought a ear ring with mei wen. went to city hall esplanade to get into this bullshity human orgy. all just cause we were looking for a toilet. sigh. im sorry, do i sound pissed? yes... because i cant go out now. bleah. screw it. ill find a way out. i always will. you havent seen the last of me.
QUICK! TO DA BATMOBILE!
Saturday, December 31, 2005
when thigns dont feel like it should
wheee!
its new years eve. yet it doesnt feel like it. the spirit has died. it came too early, and left too soon. grand opening, grand closing. sigh.
sooo. three thirty something, i shall be meeting the gang at somerset mrt for the party at the rouge. my mom made some plans for the family to have lunch at Uncle Das's place. apparently his kids are turning one year old today. and that was when i remembered Jeremy's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAN! YOUR LEGAL!! hahahah.
oh, let my advertise now. jeremy has changed his blog to jeremyyeap.blogspot.com
yays.
Tonight i plan to be good. and happy.
while my bro was cleaning the house in his warped efforts to get himself sick, he dug up an old photo album of mine. its of my p6 outing thingy.. sigh.. so small, i was. so cute. hahha. where did it all go? the smooth complexion? the beautiful skin? where... WHERE, LORD, WHERE! hahas. anyways, ive decided to go scan and upload them all now. if you want to see it, its in my links, in sonyimagestation. go looky yourself.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/signin.html?id=2122715605&rf=&ru=%2Falbum%2F%3Fid%3D2122715605
there you go. lazy bums.
new years resolution for me? Be myself. become a fine young gentleman of character and culture. hahah. what more is there in life?
its new years eve. yet it doesnt feel like it. the spirit has died. it came too early, and left too soon. grand opening, grand closing. sigh.
sooo. three thirty something, i shall be meeting the gang at somerset mrt for the party at the rouge. my mom made some plans for the family to have lunch at Uncle Das's place. apparently his kids are turning one year old today. and that was when i remembered Jeremy's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAN! YOUR LEGAL!! hahahah.
oh, let my advertise now. jeremy has changed his blog to jeremyyeap.blogspot.com
yays.
Tonight i plan to be good. and happy.
while my bro was cleaning the house in his warped efforts to get himself sick, he dug up an old photo album of mine. its of my p6 outing thingy.. sigh.. so small, i was. so cute. hahha. where did it all go? the smooth complexion? the beautiful skin? where... WHERE, LORD, WHERE! hahas. anyways, ive decided to go scan and upload them all now. if you want to see it, its in my links, in sonyimagestation. go looky yourself.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/signin.html?id=2122715605&rf=&ru=%2Falbum%2F%3Fid%3D2122715605
there you go. lazy bums.
new years resolution for me? Be myself. become a fine young gentleman of character and culture. hahah. what more is there in life?
Friday, December 30, 2005
sorry for that
tralalla. brothers having a party now. and i think i mentioned in my earlier entry. im sick. lietrally. sick. stuffed nose. head ache. and when i woke up, bad stomach ache. i blame the lack of food in the house. and the dust. waaay too much dust. dam you dust! DAM YOU! DIE, die DIE! sigh....
so that means i didnt go out for a movie with marc, mao and whoelse. actually. i didnt go out with them cause my dad dragged me off to go have lunch together and then go shopping for my bro's party. sigh... my nose is being annoying....
so im sick. im sneezing every five minutes. so didnt go for class gathering. didnt see miss siva. missing all my ol class mates. well not MISSING them in the emotional sense. missing as in, im not seeing them soon. and... yeaah. i dont really miss people very often. well.... not most people. but... kay nvm. forget i said anything. im losing track of my own logic right now.
so today, which could have been a nice activity packed day for me, turned out to be a shitty loser day. a day where i experience what a loser does. a day where i do loser things, and not make up for it in any cool way. a day spent
watching TV
going to pasir ri library
doing stupid quizzes on the internet
reading wikipedia about jeyeretnam, david marshall, and other opposition party websites
sneezing.
making coffee.
Tadaa. its official. i classify myself a dam loser. but the quizzes i do seem to think otherwise. dumbass quizzes....
according to the quizzes I
AM OKAY WITH EMO (how much do you hate emo)
FUCKING HELL KNOW MY STUFF (how well do you know punk rock)
AM INDEPENDENT (how popular are you)
AM A SKATER (what group do you belong to)
AM GOTH (what group do you belong to)
AM PUNK (what group do you belong to)
AM EMO (what group do you belong to)
AM A LONER (what group do you belong to)
AM WICCAN (what religion should i have)
AM STUCK IN THE 90s (what decade am i stuck in)
HAVE WICCAN BLOOD (what blood runs through me)
NOT STRAIGHT EDGE (are you straight edge)
SO DAM ASIAN YOUR RICE (how asian are you)
I AM A WORLD UNITED NATIONALIST (what political ideology are you)
alot more shit.....
fuck these quizes man. fuck it all. its all dam stereotyping. im not anything. im not punk, emo, metal, wiccan, whatever shit. i am unique. we all are. you cant dam sterotype people. its annoying. but then again. i guess its my own freaking problem for doing those quizzes. was asking for it. hahaha. sigh. sadness.
yesterday went for ryan's party. didnt go to the brass basah guitar shop. from what shane and jonny (4e3) said the queue was like looping around the whole building. wow. i guess thats what happens when there is a 50% discount. as for me? ill just keep my fingers crossed that the 200 dollar bass guitar set is still there at peninsula. shalalla.
party was good. what else can i say. people are funny when they are drunk. and
"Me? Nope. Not drunk. Its all in the mind!!"
sigh. dancing, eating, drinking. thats all there was to it. and a few losers upstairs gaming, and a certain one loser surfing porno. sigh. no comment here.
in response to china black. it was crowded. and filled with bengs. ewww. gross. i left. went to macs with zenn and dharvin to drink milkshake and enjoy the nightlife. period.
got these sad little smses yesterday when at ryans party. was sad. was someone's new years resolution. oh well. it pertubes me slightly. but whatever. new year. new start. somethings you got to get over. this is wanted you wanted. live with it.
the week ahead?
who knows? who cares?
carpe diem, my brothers, and sisters.
so that means i didnt go out for a movie with marc, mao and whoelse. actually. i didnt go out with them cause my dad dragged me off to go have lunch together and then go shopping for my bro's party. sigh... my nose is being annoying....
so im sick. im sneezing every five minutes. so didnt go for class gathering. didnt see miss siva. missing all my ol class mates. well not MISSING them in the emotional sense. missing as in, im not seeing them soon. and... yeaah. i dont really miss people very often. well.... not most people. but... kay nvm. forget i said anything. im losing track of my own logic right now.
so today, which could have been a nice activity packed day for me, turned out to be a shitty loser day. a day where i experience what a loser does. a day where i do loser things, and not make up for it in any cool way. a day spent
watching TV
going to pasir ri library
doing stupid quizzes on the internet
reading wikipedia about jeyeretnam, david marshall, and other opposition party websites
sneezing.
making coffee.
Tadaa. its official. i classify myself a dam loser. but the quizzes i do seem to think otherwise. dumbass quizzes....
according to the quizzes I
AM OKAY WITH EMO (how much do you hate emo)
FUCKING HELL KNOW MY STUFF (how well do you know punk rock)
AM INDEPENDENT (how popular are you)
AM A SKATER (what group do you belong to)
AM GOTH (what group do you belong to)
AM PUNK (what group do you belong to)
AM EMO (what group do you belong to)
AM A LONER (what group do you belong to)
AM WICCAN (what religion should i have)
AM STUCK IN THE 90s (what decade am i stuck in)
HAVE WICCAN BLOOD (what blood runs through me)
NOT STRAIGHT EDGE (are you straight edge)
SO DAM ASIAN YOUR RICE (how asian are you)
I AM A WORLD UNITED NATIONALIST (what political ideology are you)
alot more shit.....
fuck these quizes man. fuck it all. its all dam stereotyping. im not anything. im not punk, emo, metal, wiccan, whatever shit. i am unique. we all are. you cant dam sterotype people. its annoying. but then again. i guess its my own freaking problem for doing those quizzes. was asking for it. hahaha. sigh. sadness.
yesterday went for ryan's party. didnt go to the brass basah guitar shop. from what shane and jonny (4e3) said the queue was like looping around the whole building. wow. i guess thats what happens when there is a 50% discount. as for me? ill just keep my fingers crossed that the 200 dollar bass guitar set is still there at peninsula. shalalla.
party was good. what else can i say. people are funny when they are drunk. and
"Me? Nope. Not drunk. Its all in the mind!!"
sigh. dancing, eating, drinking. thats all there was to it. and a few losers upstairs gaming, and a certain one loser surfing porno. sigh. no comment here.
in response to china black. it was crowded. and filled with bengs. ewww. gross. i left. went to macs with zenn and dharvin to drink milkshake and enjoy the nightlife. period.
got these sad little smses yesterday when at ryans party. was sad. was someone's new years resolution. oh well. it pertubes me slightly. but whatever. new year. new start. somethings you got to get over. this is wanted you wanted. live with it.
the week ahead?
who knows? who cares?
carpe diem, my brothers, and sisters.
its a political agenda
this is it. im sick. and im riled up. i have once proclaimed i want nothing to do with politics. i have on many occasions claimed that i was politically apathetic. but im fed up. im getting frustrated. on so many levels. so i have decided. i rishik menon, have decided i know what i want to do in life. I will start an political opposition party in singapore with its main aim to free the public. From censorships. from the smoke. to open up the arts. and to stop fucking hell, politically hampering our growing media. to give our youth exposure. to show them the world. and to unleash the creativity and artisitic potential of our society, by cutting every string that is trapping us right now. that is what i want to do. i have decided. i shall do it. somehow. i shall. nothing can stop me. nothing. the only thing i foretell that will stand in my is the vast non-english speaking majority of singapore. as well as the large conservative population. the PEOPLE. thats all that can stop me. and if thats REALLY what singapore wants.... A heavily censored media, with constraints on political film makers, and hinderances for the patrons of liberal arts........ i dunno. i give up.
but i cant do it on my own. so this shall be my mission. to find supporters of my vision. and to make change. sigh... I want this for my homeland.
but i cant do it on my own. so this shall be my mission. to find supporters of my vision. and to make change. sigh... I want this for my homeland.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
answer myself
dang. im hungry. its one on the morning. and i need to be in school by 9 tomorrow....
tuesday.
1.went TJC, for breifinga
2.met de wei and marco at bus stop
3. got pissed at miss chua at st pats
4. went home changed
5. met the gang to watch narnia
6. went home
7. went out with dharvin and zenn
8. went home
wendesday
1.went to TJC to confirm my subjecto
2.met thedore, huang and david
3. had lunch then watched narnia (third time)
4.went hmv
5.went home
byes.
tuesday.
1.went TJC, for breifinga
2.met de wei and marco at bus stop
3. got pissed at miss chua at st pats
4. went home changed
5. met the gang to watch narnia
6. went home
7. went out with dharvin and zenn
8. went home
wendesday
1.went to TJC to confirm my subjecto
2.met thedore, huang and david
3. had lunch then watched narnia (third time)
4.went hmv
5.went home
byes.
Monday, December 26, 2005
meow
Meow. and merry christmas to you all too. and as of today, merry boxing day. yeahs. thats bout it.
GROOWL. goes the lawn mover outside. hmmms. making me feel guilty. im not helping... for that i shall frown. =(
wells its not my fault. im full, from lunch. wow. and what great lunch was it too. mutton, prawns, chicken, uhmmm. other stuff. yeah. lots of good food.
ouch. just went to do a little bit of lawn mowing. and ouch. stupid thing tried to kiss me. in a manner of speaking. its one of those stupid, 'rotating string' grasss cutters. and it whacked up this peice of god knows what straight at my lip. and it hurts. bloody hell. now my jeans are wet from the grass. pffft..
saturday morn i think i was asleep. saturday afternoon, my memory fails me. heh. better check my journal to see if i actually ALREADY posted about it. oh. it seems like i posted my last entry ON staurday. but i didnt wrie about it. ooohs.... bummer.
anyways saturday night i went out to dynamic for dinner. Dynamic.... sigh. its this indian restaurant at changi village which my family seems to love. wow. i mean, OH KAY. i cocnede. the food's good. but WHY! i swear, i think every week we seem to be going there at least once. hmmms.
sunday morning. left for alredo's party around one somthingy. was early so i went to his church, where i ran into en wai (i still dont know how to spell his name) outside. met audrey, and pravin on the way. and later on, laura, becky, michelle, amanda, miguel, geofery. mmhmms. jonny (yeo) and ainsley also go to the same church. cools. so jonny was at the party too. haha. forgot to mention that. yeaps. a few other random people came, but i dunnno. never bothered about them. marc and rae came too. yeaps. was fun. good music, good food, good company, good dog, good drinks. yeahs. the different games we played to get people drunk. hhaha. thats all the part seemed to be about. drinks. and meat. haha. and jack! or at least to me. sigh. such a cute dog. at one point. jonny knocked off. then marc did. and alfred went missing with an wai. and half the girls left, leaving rae the only girl there. haha. but we played on. and on. and on. At one point miguel, jonny and I formed an alliance to get rae, geoferry and marc drunk. i think we only succeeded with marc. even then he didnt really get drunk. just sleepy. whata waste. haha. and jonny was dancing at one point.
"Im not drunk. hahahahah! nope. not a bit. its all in the mind"
"mmmmm. Of course. all in the mind"
a 9 something, we either had alfred's dad's prata or en wai's instant noodle. haha. went home and slept.
sigh. but the music was good. so many bands i havent heard from in a long time. "from autumnn to ashes", "from first to last", "taking back sunday", "my chemical romance"... and many mores.
chirstmas dinner at raja mama's house. cool. all the cousins conspired to go simpang bedok for prata. was vicnan'nna and priscilla'kka's brainchild. alas didnt take place. yeahs. played taboo. guys against girl. guys won. haha. because of the "private conversations" and "TV show names". hahaha. and we took a cousins photo. and as always, the curse of the family photo persisted, where at least one cousin would be missing. haha. this year it was naren'nna.
todays lunch at mano perimma's house was okay. the food was SOO good. as usual. haha. mano perimma's trademark chocolate cake, which she proudly baked at 6 am this morning. im eating some now actually. and not forgetting raji siti's delicious keseri which i was eating a little while before this. mmmm. levis has become old. he is 77 now i think. in dog years. wow. he's lived a long life man. for some reason the cousins gathered in saravanan'nna's room. and we just sat there. sitting. hmmm. uh huh.
tomorrow's china black party. i still dont know who is going or who im going with. sigh. but hell. that aint whats important. whats important is the people i meet THERE. yeaah....
tomorrow morning, i got my TJC breifing. wednesday... uh... i dunno what happening. thursday evening party at ang mo kio. friday evening class gathering at east coast park. saturday, de wei told me about some part at the rogue. and obviously saturday night my parents woudl want me with them. and then after new years eve party at opera estate. yeap. if the party lasts up till 6, why not. ill be there.
so that seems like the plan so far. except for the little hitch. if friday night is family night... then my class gathering is in danger. aww well... as long as im doing something. i dont reallly care who i do it with.
now my list of random unexpected calls i have gotten today.
1)Mr tan chew seng
2) miss siva
3) ryan
4)the TJC dude
byes.
GROOWL. goes the lawn mover outside. hmmms. making me feel guilty. im not helping... for that i shall frown. =(
wells its not my fault. im full, from lunch. wow. and what great lunch was it too. mutton, prawns, chicken, uhmmm. other stuff. yeah. lots of good food.
ouch. just went to do a little bit of lawn mowing. and ouch. stupid thing tried to kiss me. in a manner of speaking. its one of those stupid, 'rotating string' grasss cutters. and it whacked up this peice of god knows what straight at my lip. and it hurts. bloody hell. now my jeans are wet from the grass. pffft..
saturday morn i think i was asleep. saturday afternoon, my memory fails me. heh. better check my journal to see if i actually ALREADY posted about it. oh. it seems like i posted my last entry ON staurday. but i didnt wrie about it. ooohs.... bummer.
anyways saturday night i went out to dynamic for dinner. Dynamic.... sigh. its this indian restaurant at changi village which my family seems to love. wow. i mean, OH KAY. i cocnede. the food's good. but WHY! i swear, i think every week we seem to be going there at least once. hmmms.
sunday morning. left for alredo's party around one somthingy. was early so i went to his church, where i ran into en wai (i still dont know how to spell his name) outside. met audrey, and pravin on the way. and later on, laura, becky, michelle, amanda, miguel, geofery. mmhmms. jonny (yeo) and ainsley also go to the same church. cools. so jonny was at the party too. haha. forgot to mention that. yeaps. a few other random people came, but i dunnno. never bothered about them. marc and rae came too. yeaps. was fun. good music, good food, good company, good dog, good drinks. yeahs. the different games we played to get people drunk. hhaha. thats all the part seemed to be about. drinks. and meat. haha. and jack! or at least to me. sigh. such a cute dog. at one point. jonny knocked off. then marc did. and alfred went missing with an wai. and half the girls left, leaving rae the only girl there. haha. but we played on. and on. and on. At one point miguel, jonny and I formed an alliance to get rae, geoferry and marc drunk. i think we only succeeded with marc. even then he didnt really get drunk. just sleepy. whata waste. haha. and jonny was dancing at one point.
"Im not drunk. hahahahah! nope. not a bit. its all in the mind"
"mmmmm. Of course. all in the mind"
a 9 something, we either had alfred's dad's prata or en wai's instant noodle. haha. went home and slept.
sigh. but the music was good. so many bands i havent heard from in a long time. "from autumnn to ashes", "from first to last", "taking back sunday", "my chemical romance"... and many mores.
chirstmas dinner at raja mama's house. cool. all the cousins conspired to go simpang bedok for prata. was vicnan'nna and priscilla'kka's brainchild. alas didnt take place. yeahs. played taboo. guys against girl. guys won. haha. because of the "private conversations" and "TV show names". hahaha. and we took a cousins photo. and as always, the curse of the family photo persisted, where at least one cousin would be missing. haha. this year it was naren'nna.
todays lunch at mano perimma's house was okay. the food was SOO good. as usual. haha. mano perimma's trademark chocolate cake, which she proudly baked at 6 am this morning. im eating some now actually. and not forgetting raji siti's delicious keseri which i was eating a little while before this. mmmm. levis has become old. he is 77 now i think. in dog years. wow. he's lived a long life man. for some reason the cousins gathered in saravanan'nna's room. and we just sat there. sitting. hmmm. uh huh.
tomorrow's china black party. i still dont know who is going or who im going with. sigh. but hell. that aint whats important. whats important is the people i meet THERE. yeaah....
tomorrow morning, i got my TJC breifing. wednesday... uh... i dunno what happening. thursday evening party at ang mo kio. friday evening class gathering at east coast park. saturday, de wei told me about some part at the rogue. and obviously saturday night my parents woudl want me with them. and then after new years eve party at opera estate. yeap. if the party lasts up till 6, why not. ill be there.
so that seems like the plan so far. except for the little hitch. if friday night is family night... then my class gathering is in danger. aww well... as long as im doing something. i dont reallly care who i do it with.
now my list of random unexpected calls i have gotten today.
1)Mr tan chew seng
2) miss siva
3) ryan
4)the TJC dude
byes.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
aint as bright
i got to find out all the things, find out where she got her wings....
tadaaa....
its saturday, it is. what did i miss out.. hmm. wednesday afternoon, what was i doing... think... think... bleah. THINK harder! forget it. i got bad memory. but hey. i know what has happened on thursday. yeah! woke up at noon to see the pretty rain fall down. hmmms. met up with dharvin, then sam, then kyle and shane and ryan and david and then josh and ignatius. sigh. and then wesley. tralalala. was good all in all. dad's nagging me now.sigh. at this rate ill never update.
oh candy, yeah! (blood brothers)
im back. after lunch. and after cleaning room.
and i REMEMBER! what happened on wednesday afternoon. haha. yes. i went to kyle's house. watched this flash animation there. then i came home. hahahahah! oh. after that went to nadia's house to meet nadia, de wei and marc. then we were late for oi!sleeping beauty and we rushed there. sigh. we RUSHED! took a freaking cab. stressing and panicking. man. what a crappy musical. Rae was waiting there fer us. hmmms....
parts which i liked about the musical.
1) The door frames, when dawn goes exploring
2) The jokes about har pa villa and how people dotn go there
3) the joke about singapore being success driven
4) Count on me singapore
4) indian malays chinese... and sick of always being "OTHERS"
5) The other island: Japan
okays. thats bout it. hahah. omg, the music was bad, the songs was uncatchy. and MAN, the whole audience interaction part was so Blue's clues! god. so insulting. sigh. and the occasional drum beat now and then as the cue to laugh. ouch! painfully lame. and overdone. but its not the actors, the musicians, or the props people's fault. nope. all that was good. i blame the script writer. and the musical director. period. sigh.
thursday was great. basketball. pericees against the Non-pericees. Pericees being shane, sam and I. hahaha. 3 on 5! we won thanks to sam. yeah. ahhahaha. free shoot throwout, the peircees showed their skill again, with sam coming in 1st, shane second and me third. hahahah. there has to be a link somewhere. SOMEWHERE. im sure we can explain it. hahah. whatever man. josh peirced his ear too. alright.
BBQ itself was good. at kyle's second house. not the beach. =( but im not one to complain after all the arrangement have been made. alas. things happen. shane, dharvin, sam and I went back to my place to watch drumline. cool show. sam was out cold. dad suspected there was alchol involved when he saw sam, but in the end he beleived the smell was from my bottle of alcohol i use for my ear. hahaha. sigh. nice save.
marc called me about some party at alfred's place tonight. and michelle called me about some christmas pageant. haha. hmmm. see how. friday, dharvin shane and I went to play pool. dharvin then got excited by this idea of having another party, this time a pool party at my condo, and since it wont be near kyle's place, we coudl invite girls or whatnot. ahhaha. i just smiled. hmmmm. suuure... well see how it goes. we will see. yeah.
wells. i have become a regular reader of the coffee acheivers. and nothing nice to say. and of the TJC forum.
last nigth went to great world city to watch narnia. Coooool show. justified the book. i swear. sigh. it qualifies as one of my favourite movies of all time. in the book fantasy category. hahaha. yeap. sure does.
bro wants to do somehting bout the garden. i want to KEEP the garden. do wha you want. just KEEP it. i swear, ill run away from home if they EVER tile it over, or whatnot. good lord. psychopathic tendencies. ill be fine. good ngiht.
hmmms. its not quite night, so ill say good morning.
An old STILL uncompleted song by rishik V. Menon...
I fall for you,
the story is old
dreaming of your touch,
so sweet so cold.
I call out to you,
my cries you ignore,
i nearly spilled the truth,
until you closed the door.
Im still wondering if it should be the chorus or the verse. hmmms. wonder. I WONDER ALWAYS HAVE TO WONDER!! WHY ARE TOU COMPLICATING!!! hahah. sorry bout that. i like that song.
tadaaa....
its saturday, it is. what did i miss out.. hmm. wednesday afternoon, what was i doing... think... think... bleah. THINK harder! forget it. i got bad memory. but hey. i know what has happened on thursday. yeah! woke up at noon to see the pretty rain fall down. hmmms. met up with dharvin, then sam, then kyle and shane and ryan and david and then josh and ignatius. sigh. and then wesley. tralalala. was good all in all. dad's nagging me now.sigh. at this rate ill never update.
oh candy, yeah! (blood brothers)
im back. after lunch. and after cleaning room.
and i REMEMBER! what happened on wednesday afternoon. haha. yes. i went to kyle's house. watched this flash animation there. then i came home. hahahahah! oh. after that went to nadia's house to meet nadia, de wei and marc. then we were late for oi!sleeping beauty and we rushed there. sigh. we RUSHED! took a freaking cab. stressing and panicking. man. what a crappy musical. Rae was waiting there fer us. hmmms....
parts which i liked about the musical.
1) The door frames, when dawn goes exploring
2) The jokes about har pa villa and how people dotn go there
3) the joke about singapore being success driven
4) Count on me singapore
4) indian malays chinese... and sick of always being "OTHERS"
5) The other island: Japan
okays. thats bout it. hahah. omg, the music was bad, the songs was uncatchy. and MAN, the whole audience interaction part was so Blue's clues! god. so insulting. sigh. and the occasional drum beat now and then as the cue to laugh. ouch! painfully lame. and overdone. but its not the actors, the musicians, or the props people's fault. nope. all that was good. i blame the script writer. and the musical director. period. sigh.
thursday was great. basketball. pericees against the Non-pericees. Pericees being shane, sam and I. hahaha. 3 on 5! we won thanks to sam. yeah. ahhahaha. free shoot throwout, the peircees showed their skill again, with sam coming in 1st, shane second and me third. hahahah. there has to be a link somewhere. SOMEWHERE. im sure we can explain it. hahah. whatever man. josh peirced his ear too. alright.
BBQ itself was good. at kyle's second house. not the beach. =( but im not one to complain after all the arrangement have been made. alas. things happen. shane, dharvin, sam and I went back to my place to watch drumline. cool show. sam was out cold. dad suspected there was alchol involved when he saw sam, but in the end he beleived the smell was from my bottle of alcohol i use for my ear. hahaha. sigh. nice save.
marc called me about some party at alfred's place tonight. and michelle called me about some christmas pageant. haha. hmmm. see how. friday, dharvin shane and I went to play pool. dharvin then got excited by this idea of having another party, this time a pool party at my condo, and since it wont be near kyle's place, we coudl invite girls or whatnot. ahhaha. i just smiled. hmmmm. suuure... well see how it goes. we will see. yeah.
wells. i have become a regular reader of the coffee acheivers. and nothing nice to say. and of the TJC forum.
last nigth went to great world city to watch narnia. Coooool show. justified the book. i swear. sigh. it qualifies as one of my favourite movies of all time. in the book fantasy category. hahaha. yeap. sure does.
bro wants to do somehting bout the garden. i want to KEEP the garden. do wha you want. just KEEP it. i swear, ill run away from home if they EVER tile it over, or whatnot. good lord. psychopathic tendencies. ill be fine. good ngiht.
hmmms. its not quite night, so ill say good morning.
An old STILL uncompleted song by rishik V. Menon...
I fall for you,
the story is old
dreaming of your touch,
so sweet so cold.
I call out to you,
my cries you ignore,
i nearly spilled the truth,
until you closed the door.
Im still wondering if it should be the chorus or the verse. hmmms. wonder. I WONDER ALWAYS HAVE TO WONDER!! WHY ARE TOU COMPLICATING!!! hahah. sorry bout that. i like that song.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
we will kiss goodnight
Tell me what you thought about when YOU were gone and so alone....
hmmms. best of me. starting line. yay.
Oh god. too many plans. all gone wrong. Michelle's birthdya cancelled. bought food with kyle and shane, and go scolded by my dad. sigh. plan to go skating with dharvin was canceleld when i realised i had OI! sleeping beauty todya crap. well i better leave back to kyles house soon. mariniating meat. hmms. need to meet nadia at her house at 6. shalalla.
talking to freda kay. and WOW! SMAALLL world! hahaha. she was telling me about SLC, and how her best friend went there. her best friend named claudia.. from TKGS... going to TJC next year... because of IP. and that sounded strangely familliar. like the girl sam was telling me and maryam about last sunday. and it turns out freda knows sam ting. . from choir. hahah. WOW. and it turns out its teh same girl. sam ting's ex is claudia is freda's best friend. who went for the same camp as me. ahaha. wow. small world. what can I say man? heres a even cooler coincidence. yesterday during the slc outing, i ran into sam! hahhaha.. wow. okays.
tomorrow is gonna be the beach party. sweet. friday MIGHT go malaysia.... i dunno really. i swear i dunno. 27th china black party. christmas diner at rajamama's house. boxing day dinner at mano perimma's house. dharvin despeately wants a party. so maybe the 28th, like brandon was suggetsing. a class party. and nye party... probably with the family. and after the countodwon i might go check out freda's party. yeaps. and we still need to find a make up for michelle's birthday outing. hahah. yeahs. till then i better leave soon and meet kyle. bye!
hmmms. best of me. starting line. yay.
Oh god. too many plans. all gone wrong. Michelle's birthdya cancelled. bought food with kyle and shane, and go scolded by my dad. sigh. plan to go skating with dharvin was canceleld when i realised i had OI! sleeping beauty todya crap. well i better leave back to kyles house soon. mariniating meat. hmms. need to meet nadia at her house at 6. shalalla.
talking to freda kay. and WOW! SMAALLL world! hahaha. she was telling me about SLC, and how her best friend went there. her best friend named claudia.. from TKGS... going to TJC next year... because of IP. and that sounded strangely familliar. like the girl sam was telling me and maryam about last sunday. and it turns out freda knows sam ting. . from choir. hahah. WOW. and it turns out its teh same girl. sam ting's ex is claudia is freda's best friend. who went for the same camp as me. ahaha. wow. small world. what can I say man? heres a even cooler coincidence. yesterday during the slc outing, i ran into sam! hahhaha.. wow. okays.
tomorrow is gonna be the beach party. sweet. friday MIGHT go malaysia.... i dunno really. i swear i dunno. 27th china black party. christmas diner at rajamama's house. boxing day dinner at mano perimma's house. dharvin despeately wants a party. so maybe the 28th, like brandon was suggetsing. a class party. and nye party... probably with the family. and after the countodwon i might go check out freda's party. yeaps. and we still need to find a make up for michelle's birthday outing. hahah. yeahs. till then i better leave soon and meet kyle. bye!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Canon in C
CANON ROCK by JERRY C! WOOO! dude, i swear, if you can do this, ill bow before you man. absoulte godlike guitaring. wow.
today SLC outing! yays. so to meera, nicole, pj, dianjun, yuanchang, geetha, chay ling and charlene and eveyrone else who couldnt make it.. I got one word for you. "BOOO!"
haha. but hey. we still had fun anyway kay. there was ting kun, lester, stacey, christabel, liwei, yan han, and me! and... liling! yay! who else DO you need huh? defintiely not any of those guys mentioned above.. hahahha. but seriously we had so much fun. played pool. watched the prmose. hung out at yamaha. and Stacey can sing"hey there delilah!" I didnt know! if i knew, i woudl have played it. ahha. ive practising that song for a while now. haha. oh well.. bought snakcs from carrefour, coffee from starbucks and lunch from BK. not in that order. haha. watched the promise. a really cheesy chinese show. but was OKAY lah, the effects and all. haha. yeah. nice meeting up with the guys. and i learnt that christabel was in sec 4. OOH! haha yipee. and no, no, you arnt quiet i guess. i take that back. haha.
got home at 1030. tomorrow that was the time we were supposed to meet for michelle's birthday. except that she isnt in singapore! WOW! genius. haha. so its postponed. sigh. oh well.. i guess this means ill be helping shane and josha nd kyle for marintaing the food for thursday's beach party. yeaps. music, drniks, cards, bottles, water, sand, meat, fire, basektballs, kyl'es house, my house and friends. ahha. what more can we want.
tomorrow is OI! sleeping beauty! ARGHH! i almost forogt! haha. so ill be seeing nadia, de wei and marky marc. cools. need to pick a shirt today then. anyways i better sleep soon. haha. havent showered since coming home. so gd nights.
make my night. cause the day aint worth the trouble.
today SLC outing! yays. so to meera, nicole, pj, dianjun, yuanchang, geetha, chay ling and charlene and eveyrone else who couldnt make it.. I got one word for you. "BOOO!"
haha. but hey. we still had fun anyway kay. there was ting kun, lester, stacey, christabel, liwei, yan han, and me! and... liling! yay! who else DO you need huh? defintiely not any of those guys mentioned above.. hahahha. but seriously we had so much fun. played pool. watched the prmose. hung out at yamaha. and Stacey can sing"hey there delilah!" I didnt know! if i knew, i woudl have played it. ahha. ive practising that song for a while now. haha. oh well.. bought snakcs from carrefour, coffee from starbucks and lunch from BK. not in that order. haha. watched the promise. a really cheesy chinese show. but was OKAY lah, the effects and all. haha. yeah. nice meeting up with the guys. and i learnt that christabel was in sec 4. OOH! haha yipee. and no, no, you arnt quiet i guess. i take that back. haha.
got home at 1030. tomorrow that was the time we were supposed to meet for michelle's birthday. except that she isnt in singapore! WOW! genius. haha. so its postponed. sigh. oh well.. i guess this means ill be helping shane and josha nd kyle for marintaing the food for thursday's beach party. yeaps. music, drniks, cards, bottles, water, sand, meat, fire, basektballs, kyl'es house, my house and friends. ahha. what more can we want.
tomorrow is OI! sleeping beauty! ARGHH! i almost forogt! haha. so ill be seeing nadia, de wei and marky marc. cools. need to pick a shirt today then. anyways i better sleep soon. haha. havent showered since coming home. so gd nights.
make my night. cause the day aint worth the trouble.
Monday, December 19, 2005
oh lord no
Im in. I am in TJC. Temasek Junior College. sweetness. time to listen to goody old, adrenaline filled music with little if not any lyrical value.. yeaaaa. tahts the sweet stuff. hmmm.
tralalla. coudlnt sleep last night. was incredibly hot for some reason. byt nonetheless, i must have fallen to sleep, cause i woke up the next day. ah. there you go. the logic. haha. got dressed, and soon i was off to TJC. yipedee doo. was so cool. the whole interview process and everything. was in such a randomly good mood, i was chatting up random people i met whiel crossing the road. yays. interview was good. haha. key points of the interview.
"So your name is rishik... does it mean anything?"
"uh.... No that i know of?
"So tell me about yourself"
"Uhmmm. my name is rishik v menon.... uhmmm...."
"were you born in Singapore"
"yes.. why?"
"the reason i am asking is because you speak very good english. so you were educated in singapore? never been to england?"
"Thats an insult to singaporeans. And no, im singaporean educated, totally."
hahaha. sigh. all in all, the interview went wll, id say. i was actually havign fun, talking to them, and tellign them about me. so i got in because of "my good english". hahahah. sweet. so it paid off. It all paid of. my efforts. cutting my hair short. getting a transparent ear stick. its all worth it now. haha.
speaking of hair. WHY, god, why!!?? all my efforts! all my hardwork for the past two months, just gone. takena way from me. and all i coudl do was sit there! WHYY! my hair!! *sniffs....* =(
now i feel bald... at least i have two weeks... to grow it out. god... my hair!!! my lovely hair!
bleahs. anyway, after my confirmation, i took a one hour ride all the way to AJC.. and another one hour ride back. just to complete and 100% totally, approve my transaction. yeah! haha. its officiall! after that, sat at the canteen writing poems whilst waiting for mayram. then deicided i was hungry and went off to the bus stop. and then... she and the rest came to the bus stop. hahah. met farhan.. i think thats the way you spell it. she's my dad's colleague's daughter. hahaha. she seemed nice. so went home after that. deicded not to go and crash the 4E2 LAN party. haha. oh well....
and here is where the complications start. I organised the SLC othingy tomorrow. ME! MUAH... and... i guess that means i have to come... but now my dad wants to go maleka. if thats how you spell it. sigh. good ol maleka. i dunno... i really dotn know. but then... SLC outing! OI! sleeping beauty! Shane's party! (which you now know about, so dotn come complaining). i dunno.. sigh....
dharvin might be coming home tomorrow. hmmm. interesting... verrry interesting. willy told me he might be goign skating soon... after the 27th december. till then he's still busy. so i still got time to brush up before meeting him...
TJC! nicholas govinda nanthakumar. the only guy whom i have met with a name longer than mine. by exactly one letter too. so thats ONE other guy from st pats goin there. maybe michael joo too... sigh. well.. there is maryam and her friend. and maybe that cool temasek guy i met while waiting for my interview outcome. haha. he had cool eyes. seriosuly.
on the topic of dimples and squinty eyes. hahah. i realised one thing. i dotn have dimples. haha. wow. figures huh?
yesterday... went to MP library. ran into maryam, sam (from SJI) and zach. and then jason the barista joined sooned after. haha. wow. happy reunion. starbucks is a happy place.
things i always wanted to do, and might not be able to anytime soon. get my first aid cert. get my star 2 cert in kayaking. run a marathon. run a 6 minute mile....actually i have no idea whats the average like.. so im just hoping 6 minute is neither too hard to get, nor too easy. shalala.
sigh. christmas is coming.. the goose is getting fat.. humte dum te dum.
my legs are doing that tired thing again. even though i hardly walked today. my pain!... so its time. again.
STRETCH!!!
tralalla. coudlnt sleep last night. was incredibly hot for some reason. byt nonetheless, i must have fallen to sleep, cause i woke up the next day. ah. there you go. the logic. haha. got dressed, and soon i was off to TJC. yipedee doo. was so cool. the whole interview process and everything. was in such a randomly good mood, i was chatting up random people i met whiel crossing the road. yays. interview was good. haha. key points of the interview.
"So your name is rishik... does it mean anything?"
"uh.... No that i know of?
"So tell me about yourself"
"Uhmmm. my name is rishik v menon.... uhmmm...."
"were you born in Singapore"
"yes.. why?"
"the reason i am asking is because you speak very good english. so you were educated in singapore? never been to england?"
"Thats an insult to singaporeans. And no, im singaporean educated, totally."
hahaha. sigh. all in all, the interview went wll, id say. i was actually havign fun, talking to them, and tellign them about me. so i got in because of "my good english". hahahah. sweet. so it paid off. It all paid of. my efforts. cutting my hair short. getting a transparent ear stick. its all worth it now. haha.
speaking of hair. WHY, god, why!!?? all my efforts! all my hardwork for the past two months, just gone. takena way from me. and all i coudl do was sit there! WHYY! my hair!! *sniffs....* =(
now i feel bald... at least i have two weeks... to grow it out. god... my hair!!! my lovely hair!
bleahs. anyway, after my confirmation, i took a one hour ride all the way to AJC.. and another one hour ride back. just to complete and 100% totally, approve my transaction. yeah! haha. its officiall! after that, sat at the canteen writing poems whilst waiting for mayram. then deicided i was hungry and went off to the bus stop. and then... she and the rest came to the bus stop. hahah. met farhan.. i think thats the way you spell it. she's my dad's colleague's daughter. hahaha. she seemed nice. so went home after that. deicded not to go and crash the 4E2 LAN party. haha. oh well....
and here is where the complications start. I organised the SLC othingy tomorrow. ME! MUAH... and... i guess that means i have to come... but now my dad wants to go maleka. if thats how you spell it. sigh. good ol maleka. i dunno... i really dotn know. but then... SLC outing! OI! sleeping beauty! Shane's party! (which you now know about, so dotn come complaining). i dunno.. sigh....
dharvin might be coming home tomorrow. hmmm. interesting... verrry interesting. willy told me he might be goign skating soon... after the 27th december. till then he's still busy. so i still got time to brush up before meeting him...
TJC! nicholas govinda nanthakumar. the only guy whom i have met with a name longer than mine. by exactly one letter too. so thats ONE other guy from st pats goin there. maybe michael joo too... sigh. well.. there is maryam and her friend. and maybe that cool temasek guy i met while waiting for my interview outcome. haha. he had cool eyes. seriosuly.
on the topic of dimples and squinty eyes. hahah. i realised one thing. i dotn have dimples. haha. wow. figures huh?
yesterday... went to MP library. ran into maryam, sam (from SJI) and zach. and then jason the barista joined sooned after. haha. wow. happy reunion. starbucks is a happy place.
things i always wanted to do, and might not be able to anytime soon. get my first aid cert. get my star 2 cert in kayaking. run a marathon. run a 6 minute mile....actually i have no idea whats the average like.. so im just hoping 6 minute is neither too hard to get, nor too easy. shalala.
sigh. christmas is coming.. the goose is getting fat.. humte dum te dum.
my legs are doing that tired thing again. even though i hardly walked today. my pain!... so its time. again.
STRETCH!!!
Sunday, December 18, 2005
hmmms
i walked aroun. thinking hard about myself. and nothing seems to make sense now....
shalalal.
I got an interview tomorrow! so in the words of cosmo: WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
hahaha. so today, i shall treat myself to a make over. haha. or to be put less glamarously, im having my hair thinned. NOT cut... NOT shortened... just thinned. haha. and... might have to find a transparent ear stick. hmmms. and iron my uniform. seems like forever since i last ironed... No wait. i just ironed yesterday. hahah. Was trying out my new LOOK. long sleeved shirts, rolled up and jeans. haha. yeah. its like... Formal.. but yet.... its all messya nd shaggy... and wow. just pulled off with so much class and style. hahha. i flatter myself too much. but hell. i like the way i look.
speaking of looks. yesterday the girls were raiding my wallet, like girls normally do, and were looking at my IC pic.. and... yeah, what they say was true. Ive changed. i look really different these days. ive stopped letting my moustach grow all together. and my hair has grown longer and has switched its parting. wow. and my pimples are kinda clearing. hopefully. sigh. new looks. and now here i go to change my hair again. haha. snippy, snips.
anyways, tomorrow ill be having an interview. and ill think of somhting to do after that. read, play piano maybe. hopefulyl. tuesday is sLC outing. yeaps. and wednesday is twist of fate. thursday might be shane's party. friday dharvin comes back from oz, and dora is goin off to malaysia. and my dad said something about goign malaysia but im too sure, when. not sure when jeremy returns from SF. or even if he stil is there or not. heh. should i go to MP library? hmmm. heck. piano can wait to tomorrow. im leaving this house.
shalalal.
I got an interview tomorrow! so in the words of cosmo: WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
hahaha. so today, i shall treat myself to a make over. haha. or to be put less glamarously, im having my hair thinned. NOT cut... NOT shortened... just thinned. haha. and... might have to find a transparent ear stick. hmmms. and iron my uniform. seems like forever since i last ironed... No wait. i just ironed yesterday. hahah. Was trying out my new LOOK. long sleeved shirts, rolled up and jeans. haha. yeah. its like... Formal.. but yet.... its all messya nd shaggy... and wow. just pulled off with so much class and style. hahha. i flatter myself too much. but hell. i like the way i look.
speaking of looks. yesterday the girls were raiding my wallet, like girls normally do, and were looking at my IC pic.. and... yeah, what they say was true. Ive changed. i look really different these days. ive stopped letting my moustach grow all together. and my hair has grown longer and has switched its parting. wow. and my pimples are kinda clearing. hopefully. sigh. new looks. and now here i go to change my hair again. haha. snippy, snips.
anyways, tomorrow ill be having an interview. and ill think of somhting to do after that. read, play piano maybe. hopefulyl. tuesday is sLC outing. yeaps. and wednesday is twist of fate. thursday might be shane's party. friday dharvin comes back from oz, and dora is goin off to malaysia. and my dad said something about goign malaysia but im too sure, when. not sure when jeremy returns from SF. or even if he stil is there or not. heh. should i go to MP library? hmmm. heck. piano can wait to tomorrow. im leaving this house.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
be mine.. MIINE! My-en.
sigh. i woke up at 10. mom drove me to VJC then TJC.. submitted everything. all that is left to be done is wait. results will be out, latest Tuesday. yays. afetr that we went to eat breakfast. was feeling sick. went to mom's school. helped abit of administration. then went home. argues with mom. Shouts abit. walks out.
And yay! meet joshua (from debates, not st pats), neritta, jesslyn and calista. walked around abit. ran into wei ket. ran into ranjeet and elden. ran into don liew, darrenkane, and familliar-looking-CJC-boy-who-is-also-an-ex-patrician. by my guess its a legion of mary outing. haha. anyways, we walked around Cine, than heeren, then neritta bought us ice-cream! she rocks! hahah. so josh left us, leaving me as the only guy, and then we went to meet nicole. yipees. haha. went to neritta's house for dinner, and we watched movies and stufff. was good yes. so now you might ask why? thus i shall reply with this greeting.
Happy 15th birthday Neritta! Your THE Star.
here i am now at home. i shall sleep, and take care of everything else later. tired. West ham versus newcastle isnt showing on TV. weird.
And yay! meet joshua (from debates, not st pats), neritta, jesslyn and calista. walked around abit. ran into wei ket. ran into ranjeet and elden. ran into don liew, darrenkane, and familliar-looking-CJC-boy-who-is-also-an-ex-patrician. by my guess its a legion of mary outing. haha. anyways, we walked around Cine, than heeren, then neritta bought us ice-cream! she rocks! hahah. so josh left us, leaving me as the only guy, and then we went to meet nicole. yipees. haha. went to neritta's house for dinner, and we watched movies and stufff. was good yes. so now you might ask why? thus i shall reply with this greeting.
Happy 15th birthday Neritta! Your THE Star.
here i am now at home. i shall sleep, and take care of everything else later. tired. West ham versus newcastle isnt showing on TV. weird.
Friday, December 16, 2005
its nearly 5 in the morn
I havent slept! haha... no. i dunno what im doing now.. sigh. just preparing my TJC appeal... and gtting distractd.
wells... lets see whats on today. or what i have to do. there is neritta's birthday. then there is paying piano fees. then there is those particular christmas presents on my table still half done. bleah... one thing at a time. TJ appeal letter. yeaps. and the demo debates! eeek... ill try and be there.
plus i need to go for a first aid cert test soon. ahha. bleah.
undecisive family outing, last night. haha. how fun. watched a pretty interetsing hindi movie. bluffmaster. anyways, my legs tired for no reason. so its time to...
STRETCH!
wells... lets see whats on today. or what i have to do. there is neritta's birthday. then there is paying piano fees. then there is those particular christmas presents on my table still half done. bleah... one thing at a time. TJ appeal letter. yeaps. and the demo debates! eeek... ill try and be there.
plus i need to go for a first aid cert test soon. ahha. bleah.
undecisive family outing, last night. haha. how fun. watched a pretty interetsing hindi movie. bluffmaster. anyways, my legs tired for no reason. so its time to...
STRETCH!
eeek
I made it to anderson Science. just came back from VJC and TJC. was appealing. haha. i REAAALLY hope i make it to TJC. sigh. better than AJ. plus it would give me an edge in JAE. haha. yeaps. so, right now, i have to write my essay on why TJ wants me. haha. so thats all ill be doing today. indulging in self praise and feeling good about myself. haha. so, im off. haha. wish me luck.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
good mood
I miss.. my chemical romance. yes. I do. haha. sigh. time to reminense and have a lookt back at time. back in may 2005. before the tamil B exam.
"what you listening to?"
"MCR"
"My chemical romance?... mind if I?"(points at my earphones)
(after a while) "Its too soft. when you listn to this kinda music, it has to be turned allt he way up"
"uh huh...."
okays. haha. today i almost went to play badminton, and then i didnt. almost thought i wont be going for the hike, and then turned out i would go... and now it seems like i CANT go. hahah. wow. and please, i am SOO not the one being fickle here.. its the circumstances which surround me, they make me appear fickle.
so 10 more hours... my postings come out. yipeee.
two hundred dollar bass set... tempting. but i just dont see myself playing a bass in my free time. haha. jamming now and then, sure... performances? Ill do my best... But for FUN.. gimme my piano anytime. even my guitar. but 4 strings just dont seem worth two hundred... i dunno.. then again, it would be good to be able to practise at home... sigh. confused... wont be surprised if i DO end up buying it. unlike some people, Buying new things dont make me happy all the time. yes, im referring to you. and you better know it. hahaha.
new zealand. haha. my sister would be graduating from poly soon. and she neeeds a Uni (to start her bachelor). my bro will be finishing his honours AND NS soon. and he needs a uni too(to start his pHd). my dad needs a break. a long one. he deserves it. so all seem to point in one direction. southward. to the two islands that look like a high heel shoe. sigh. all i know is this. Im a very confused kid. sigh.
Braces! hahaha. though i wont be mentioning that again in a long while. but hey... sonce my brother brought it up.. imt hinking again. should i do it? its merely cosmetic... but stilll. looking goods important. ahha. but is it worth the pain, money and months, possibly years of having braces? sigh. i dunno.... ill flip a coin later to decide.
so now. Good night! haha. ill tell you guys my posting kay. and jeremy's posting too. since he has gone overseas. haha. bye.
"what you listening to?"
"MCR"
"My chemical romance?... mind if I?"(points at my earphones)
(after a while) "Its too soft. when you listn to this kinda music, it has to be turned allt he way up"
"uh huh...."
okays. haha. today i almost went to play badminton, and then i didnt. almost thought i wont be going for the hike, and then turned out i would go... and now it seems like i CANT go. hahah. wow. and please, i am SOO not the one being fickle here.. its the circumstances which surround me, they make me appear fickle.
so 10 more hours... my postings come out. yipeee.
two hundred dollar bass set... tempting. but i just dont see myself playing a bass in my free time. haha. jamming now and then, sure... performances? Ill do my best... But for FUN.. gimme my piano anytime. even my guitar. but 4 strings just dont seem worth two hundred... i dunno.. then again, it would be good to be able to practise at home... sigh. confused... wont be surprised if i DO end up buying it. unlike some people, Buying new things dont make me happy all the time. yes, im referring to you. and you better know it. hahaha.
new zealand. haha. my sister would be graduating from poly soon. and she neeeds a Uni (to start her bachelor). my bro will be finishing his honours AND NS soon. and he needs a uni too(to start his pHd). my dad needs a break. a long one. he deserves it. so all seem to point in one direction. southward. to the two islands that look like a high heel shoe. sigh. all i know is this. Im a very confused kid. sigh.
Braces! hahaha. though i wont be mentioning that again in a long while. but hey... sonce my brother brought it up.. imt hinking again. should i do it? its merely cosmetic... but stilll. looking goods important. ahha. but is it worth the pain, money and months, possibly years of having braces? sigh. i dunno.... ill flip a coin later to decide.
so now. Good night! haha. ill tell you guys my posting kay. and jeremy's posting too. since he has gone overseas. haha. bye.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
part-ey
hellos...
now last time we were here... we were talking about horoscopes. oh yes. haha. let me continue with that first before i carry on with the daily assesment.
now you see. im born on 24th august. in the early morning to boot. two hours ten minutes into being a virgo. haha. so according to some book i read, people born at this time arnt true virgos. there are also part leos.. bleagh. as a result when i read the hororscopes im 'SUPPOSED' to consult both leo and virgo. which gets me REALLY confused at time. expecially last saturday i think. leo was saying soemthing like "Hanging on to your old ties and relationships will do you well" and virgo was saying "a new aquaintence will bring much happiness" or some shit like that. wow. sooo, soo very contradictory. sigh. and this is reason one, why i hate horoscopes.
anyways we didnt catch oliver in the end. too late. alfred was being a bum and was at home printing chords... wow! i did that last night! nvm... haha. anywyas, met mao first at city hall... we went ahead to HMV to look at music, all thoughts of watching oliver were completely dashed from our minds. alfred came an hour later.
so we walked around marina square, milenia walk area, killing time, eating long john's (which is now, no longer my favourite fast food...BK rocks my socks), and trying to find a drummer. we got jonny (yeo) in the end, which was cool... except for the part when he went back to sleep, and woke up late, and only got to the jamming studio half an hour into the thing.
todays was much better than the last jamming. i think. felt better. the groove was smoother. haha. if i am in any postition to say. but yeah. found this cool package for a bass. amps and all for two hundred. pretty worth it. might invest my eagles award money into it.
Speaking of eagles, i got my eagles edusave award. and still no edusave scholarship... wondering if i got it or not this year. 4 years in a row, woudl be nice... =S just wish... that somehow... sigh... anyways Mao got his eagles too. ahha.
anyways after our session, the four of us bought drinks went to st andrew's cathedral to sit and talk. haha. wasting time. went home soon after.
we need money. we need it fast. so help!!!
this friday is postings day. yeahs. and nadia's coming back. me and mao have decided to wait for nadia and then stay overnight till sunday morn to wait for de wei and rae. ahha. of ocurse i got to somehow explain that to my parents... hmmm. triky tricky...
tomorrow i shall play badminton with kubo. yeahs. thats all i think i have for now. till then, good night. =)
now last time we were here... we were talking about horoscopes. oh yes. haha. let me continue with that first before i carry on with the daily assesment.
now you see. im born on 24th august. in the early morning to boot. two hours ten minutes into being a virgo. haha. so according to some book i read, people born at this time arnt true virgos. there are also part leos.. bleagh. as a result when i read the hororscopes im 'SUPPOSED' to consult both leo and virgo. which gets me REALLY confused at time. expecially last saturday i think. leo was saying soemthing like "Hanging on to your old ties and relationships will do you well" and virgo was saying "a new aquaintence will bring much happiness" or some shit like that. wow. sooo, soo very contradictory. sigh. and this is reason one, why i hate horoscopes.
anyways we didnt catch oliver in the end. too late. alfred was being a bum and was at home printing chords... wow! i did that last night! nvm... haha. anywyas, met mao first at city hall... we went ahead to HMV to look at music, all thoughts of watching oliver were completely dashed from our minds. alfred came an hour later.
so we walked around marina square, milenia walk area, killing time, eating long john's (which is now, no longer my favourite fast food...BK rocks my socks), and trying to find a drummer. we got jonny (yeo) in the end, which was cool... except for the part when he went back to sleep, and woke up late, and only got to the jamming studio half an hour into the thing.
todays was much better than the last jamming. i think. felt better. the groove was smoother. haha. if i am in any postition to say. but yeah. found this cool package for a bass. amps and all for two hundred. pretty worth it. might invest my eagles award money into it.
Speaking of eagles, i got my eagles edusave award. and still no edusave scholarship... wondering if i got it or not this year. 4 years in a row, woudl be nice... =S just wish... that somehow... sigh... anyways Mao got his eagles too. ahha.
anyways after our session, the four of us bought drinks went to st andrew's cathedral to sit and talk. haha. wasting time. went home soon after.
we need money. we need it fast. so help!!!
this friday is postings day. yeahs. and nadia's coming back. me and mao have decided to wait for nadia and then stay overnight till sunday morn to wait for de wei and rae. ahha. of ocurse i got to somehow explain that to my parents... hmmm. triky tricky...
tomorrow i shall play badminton with kubo. yeahs. thats all i think i have for now. till then, good night. =)
Growlings
empty by pulley!
Woooh! haha. amazing how the right music can get you so ON in the morning! hahah. music and aik cheong white coffee... yeahs.. haha. i feel like a walking advertistment. "aik cheong white coffee"... sigh. its good. what can i say?
anyways, im late now. oliver in less than an hour.
but before i leave let me talk about horoscopes. i hate horoscopes.
Woooh! haha. amazing how the right music can get you so ON in the morning! hahah. music and aik cheong white coffee... yeahs.. haha. i feel like a walking advertistment. "aik cheong white coffee"... sigh. its good. what can i say?
anyways, im late now. oliver in less than an hour.
but before i leave let me talk about horoscopes. i hate horoscopes.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
dont forget to take breaths
lalala. and another rundown of my day.
morning, went to perimma's house for lunch. yay. parents went to JB. then went to tampinese to meet clarence, michael, justin and ben mao. marc and alfred joined us later. haha. played badminton. No, wait a minute. that was from 3 to 5... which means... i DIDNT wake up in the morning! hahaha. i see.
so whatever. after badminton we went to tampinese macs to change, then we went to have a drink... yeahs. talked. drank. and for some reason started throwing wtaer at each other. haha. sigh. kids. then we went to play pool. i dont think there was ever a game where the cue ball went in SO many time. and the 8-ball too! wow. mao won by default like twice. hhaa. sigh. and i lost by default twice. heh.
after that, mao left, so marc alfred and I ate, then we all departed. yipee. got home, vacuumed the hall and dining area. sweaty. its a REAL excericse.
anyways... tomorrow marc cant watch oliver.. =( sad. nonetheless still gonna wake up in the morning to meet 'fred and the rest for the show. and after lunch... we'd be goin jammin at jade music. problem is we still got no drummer. haha. and that leaves me with another problem. a problem i shoudl be solving now instead of typing this out. haha. yes. i have to go ultimate guitar to get all the tabs and chords and practise by tomorrow. yipee. much work to do.
anyways ive nothin else to say. but this. Next tuesday, the 20th. Oi!sleeping beauty and SLC meeting. haha. nice. packed days. love packed days.
morning, went to perimma's house for lunch. yay. parents went to JB. then went to tampinese to meet clarence, michael, justin and ben mao. marc and alfred joined us later. haha. played badminton. No, wait a minute. that was from 3 to 5... which means... i DIDNT wake up in the morning! hahaha. i see.
so whatever. after badminton we went to tampinese macs to change, then we went to have a drink... yeahs. talked. drank. and for some reason started throwing wtaer at each other. haha. sigh. kids. then we went to play pool. i dont think there was ever a game where the cue ball went in SO many time. and the 8-ball too! wow. mao won by default like twice. hhaa. sigh. and i lost by default twice. heh.
after that, mao left, so marc alfred and I ate, then we all departed. yipee. got home, vacuumed the hall and dining area. sweaty. its a REAL excericse.
anyways... tomorrow marc cant watch oliver.. =( sad. nonetheless still gonna wake up in the morning to meet 'fred and the rest for the show. and after lunch... we'd be goin jammin at jade music. problem is we still got no drummer. haha. and that leaves me with another problem. a problem i shoudl be solving now instead of typing this out. haha. yes. i have to go ultimate guitar to get all the tabs and chords and practise by tomorrow. yipee. much work to do.
anyways ive nothin else to say. but this. Next tuesday, the 20th. Oi!sleeping beauty and SLC meeting. haha. nice. packed days. love packed days.
frosti-fy my life
hmmmms. what can i say? my hair is poking my eyes. not good. mitch hedberg is a cool comedian. www.badtree.com i think... yeah. should be able to find some of his stand up there.
eating my frosties now. its good breakfast. mmmm. hear me moan in satisfaction...
gonna play badminton soon. not soon actually. in a LONG while. but hey. might leave earlier. go play pool or go christmas shopping or something...
i want to go to the range with my mom... one day. haha. that would be cool.
looks like i have nothing else to say. so i shall do a commentary on ast friday's tamil movie. sivagashi.
OMG! total crap. from the moment the director introduced himself (as some machoand righteous passerby), i just knew the movie was going downhill. the first villain that appeared was defeated in like ten minutes leaving me to think, WHERE does the movie go from here. apparently the answer was no where. it became a story of this abusive short fused hero who lectures and embarasses girls on the road, puts knives against the heroine's dad's neck, beats up her brothers, and embarasses her further at someone else's wedding. Oh, and heres the best part. she falls in love with him. after TWO days of harassing! and HE only likes her after she tells him she likes him! what the... anyways it seems like they are goign to get married and i start wondering what happens next. "ah." (says the cam whoring director) "im glad you asked"
gtg. byes. will complete this late.
eating my frosties now. its good breakfast. mmmm. hear me moan in satisfaction...
gonna play badminton soon. not soon actually. in a LONG while. but hey. might leave earlier. go play pool or go christmas shopping or something...
i want to go to the range with my mom... one day. haha. that would be cool.
looks like i have nothing else to say. so i shall do a commentary on ast friday's tamil movie. sivagashi.
OMG! total crap. from the moment the director introduced himself (as some machoand righteous passerby), i just knew the movie was going downhill. the first villain that appeared was defeated in like ten minutes leaving me to think, WHERE does the movie go from here. apparently the answer was no where. it became a story of this abusive short fused hero who lectures and embarasses girls on the road, puts knives against the heroine's dad's neck, beats up her brothers, and embarasses her further at someone else's wedding. Oh, and heres the best part. she falls in love with him. after TWO days of harassing! and HE only likes her after she tells him she likes him! what the... anyways it seems like they are goign to get married and i start wondering what happens next. "ah." (says the cam whoring director) "im glad you asked"
gtg. byes. will complete this late.
Monday, December 12, 2005
hands to fuel desire
here we go. is updating a chore? hmmm. to an extent. when you get this feeling that hardly anyone reads. yeah. writing with no motivation. thats always a bitch. but heck. i do it anyway.
today morning, woke up late. not that i had anywhere in particular to go. not in the morn anyways. cleared a few minor admin matters, aka scouts consent form. did my part of clothes folding. bleah. soon i left the house. and was in the company of marc and de wei. haha.
went from TM to heerem to cine to taka and back to cine. yipeee. christamas window shopping with nothing in mind. the way window shopping should be done. met jas and the other cdc people who were involved in that short film thingy. and we had lunch at this jap restaurant at cine. hahah. yay.
de wei leaves tonight in an hour or so in his economy seats to shanghai. ahha. and later htis week nadia, de wei and rae all return. one big happy reunion. but rishik cant wait. he needs to go out.
should he skate? hmmm. he wonders. he could go onto msn and ask a few ppl... but he doesnt like msn. heck....
party... he needs to party. should really talk to the rest tomorrow about my idea. talk seriosly. meeting mao and marc and who knows who else for badminton. haha.... hmmm... this friday there was supposed to be a party. no idea whats happening. at least the party on the 27Th is kinda confirmed...rock on kawai.
shane? josh? kyle? if your reading.... please! help plan one. maybe at ECP. like how it used to be. like how its meant to be. a night of fun food and friendship.
nothing else to say. good night. my minds taken too much, already. my frail mind.
today morning, woke up late. not that i had anywhere in particular to go. not in the morn anyways. cleared a few minor admin matters, aka scouts consent form. did my part of clothes folding. bleah. soon i left the house. and was in the company of marc and de wei. haha.
went from TM to heerem to cine to taka and back to cine. yipeee. christamas window shopping with nothing in mind. the way window shopping should be done. met jas and the other cdc people who were involved in that short film thingy. and we had lunch at this jap restaurant at cine. hahah. yay.
de wei leaves tonight in an hour or so in his economy seats to shanghai. ahha. and later htis week nadia, de wei and rae all return. one big happy reunion. but rishik cant wait. he needs to go out.
should he skate? hmmm. he wonders. he could go onto msn and ask a few ppl... but he doesnt like msn. heck....
party... he needs to party. should really talk to the rest tomorrow about my idea. talk seriosly. meeting mao and marc and who knows who else for badminton. haha.... hmmm... this friday there was supposed to be a party. no idea whats happening. at least the party on the 27Th is kinda confirmed...rock on kawai.
shane? josh? kyle? if your reading.... please! help plan one. maybe at ECP. like how it used to be. like how its meant to be. a night of fun food and friendship.
nothing else to say. good night. my minds taken too much, already. my frail mind.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
achievement!
heh. was reading my REALLY old blog posts. of many a months back. and here is what i can say. I did it. i have become who i have always wanted to be. a mature, yet fun yet cool and collected youth. no regrets. love who i am. sigh. now all i have to do is prevnt de-generation. and improvment. haha. need more discipline, and to be less lazy. thats just it. and need more weight, and height. besdies that im just smiling.
Railroad by project bluebook.appropriate song.
Railroad by project bluebook.appropriate song.
uhmms
well, well, well. first, wishing my parents a happy 27th wedding anniversary. the official one. the ceremonial wedding is teachers day. haha. genius. Two weddings anniversaries to celebrate. how cool.
next id like to congratulate jeremy and michael and bryan or being 2nd runners up fer the debates. and now to thank an wen and andy for making yesterday's debates so dam kickass. haha. cause debates is about having fun, not winning. and yeah. thats just what we did. =)
yesterday night, to celebrate the anniversary we went to this malayalam restaurant ins erangoon road. food was GOOOD. i swear. went home to enjoy the weirdest hollywood blockbuster ever. CAST AWAT. i swear. allt he dialouge could fit in a A4 peice of paper. i think of it as a big budget art movie. like somethign you see in arts central. it makes my list of favourite movies. yay. haha.
today was cool. we got our results. was very surprised though that st pats was the worst of the qualifying teams. but hell. the guys did well anyway. THEN all the weird annoying stuff started happening. rumours about a certain girl liking me... annoying messages from a girl who accused me of putting my number into her phone... and that DAM freaky sms, when i was having lunch. i was havin lunch with arthur and richie at roxy. THANK GOD rich was there to save me. i cant imagine what i would have done if i was alone... freaky. majorly. to quote michelle and michael.
"Rishik, your a bitch magnet."
met nicole and sam. who left early! wow.
uh huh. whatever. well it ended on an okayish note. last photo with all the patricians and honourary patricians. and cant forget the quote of the day by Nerita. Though kinda overused if you ask me. well, here it is.
"Thanks a bunch. Your Star." or on occasion, "Thanks for sharing. Your Star."
and so here i am now, at home.
next id like to congratulate jeremy and michael and bryan or being 2nd runners up fer the debates. and now to thank an wen and andy for making yesterday's debates so dam kickass. haha. cause debates is about having fun, not winning. and yeah. thats just what we did. =)
yesterday night, to celebrate the anniversary we went to this malayalam restaurant ins erangoon road. food was GOOOD. i swear. went home to enjoy the weirdest hollywood blockbuster ever. CAST AWAT. i swear. allt he dialouge could fit in a A4 peice of paper. i think of it as a big budget art movie. like somethign you see in arts central. it makes my list of favourite movies. yay. haha.
today was cool. we got our results. was very surprised though that st pats was the worst of the qualifying teams. but hell. the guys did well anyway. THEN all the weird annoying stuff started happening. rumours about a certain girl liking me... annoying messages from a girl who accused me of putting my number into her phone... and that DAM freaky sms, when i was having lunch. i was havin lunch with arthur and richie at roxy. THANK GOD rich was there to save me. i cant imagine what i would have done if i was alone... freaky. majorly. to quote michelle and michael.
"Rishik, your a bitch magnet."
met nicole and sam. who left early! wow.
uh huh. whatever. well it ended on an okayish note. last photo with all the patricians and honourary patricians. and cant forget the quote of the day by Nerita. Though kinda overused if you ask me. well, here it is.
"Thanks a bunch. Your Star." or on occasion, "Thanks for sharing. Your Star."
and so here i am now, at home.
Friday, December 09, 2005
hello
Comeback by early november. yeah... nice song
"We need a day, when the whole family is home. its not happening. Rishik, is that possible? a day when the whole family is home?"
"At the same time?"
and that day is today. i think. sigh. genius brother.
well music. i got music. so todays been great so far. haha. Punk VS Emo! haha. genius of an album. so i got new, fresh sounds to listen to, and i aint complaining.
yesterday went out with de wei and marc, after my piano class. met at PS, and then we went to HMV. haha. watched pride and prejudice, which is a pretty cool show. not a favourite though. after everything, we walked to the national library. took a train home.
met zenn, sean and wei jie on the train. haha. wow. coincidence. went home, and then went to the airport to send komala sithi off. went home. went online. didnt update.
so today i shall. hmmm. ist already 4 in the afternoon. makes me wonder what i did with my day. i gave robin my books. i went to the polyclinic. yeah. thats sad. well, most likely will continue reading 'vernon god little' later. cool book. yeahs.
byes. and in case i dont see you later, nite.
"We need a day, when the whole family is home. its not happening. Rishik, is that possible? a day when the whole family is home?"
"At the same time?"
and that day is today. i think. sigh. genius brother.
well music. i got music. so todays been great so far. haha. Punk VS Emo! haha. genius of an album. so i got new, fresh sounds to listen to, and i aint complaining.
yesterday went out with de wei and marc, after my piano class. met at PS, and then we went to HMV. haha. watched pride and prejudice, which is a pretty cool show. not a favourite though. after everything, we walked to the national library. took a train home.
met zenn, sean and wei jie on the train. haha. wow. coincidence. went home, and then went to the airport to send komala sithi off. went home. went online. didnt update.
so today i shall. hmmm. ist already 4 in the afternoon. makes me wonder what i did with my day. i gave robin my books. i went to the polyclinic. yeah. thats sad. well, most likely will continue reading 'vernon god little' later. cool book. yeahs.
byes. and in case i dont see you later, nite.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
hmmm?
My computer is living in wednesday? or something. weird.
ANYWAYS... on the topic of wednesday. haha. yesterday, rocked! Woke up late. so took a cab to seletar. which is actually pretty near to pasir ris. just our rather annoying MRT system maks it so dam hard to get there via public transport. so god bless the SLE.
breathe by cutthroat kiss. mmmm. man. nice song.
Went to seletar country club. met up with ben mao, michael joo, alfred, dominic and marky marc! hahah. was so fun. the whole day. The Tables at the tennis court, to the table-tennis tables. playin pool, and later on the dumbest arcade game in the world. Lunch was good. Great in fact. Mao teaching me to swing a golf bat. or is it called club? hmmmm. air hockey and then bowling. and wow. we did so many things. sent of alfred and mao early. they had stuff to do. and playing 2 on 2 bball in the dark. haha. fun. after that we went to jalan kayu for prata.
in the mean while, when all this fun was happening, soemhting veryw rong and dreadful was happening in debates. hahaha. whatever. doesnt affect me. ill be off now. byes! piano class! IM LATE
ANYWAYS... on the topic of wednesday. haha. yesterday, rocked! Woke up late. so took a cab to seletar. which is actually pretty near to pasir ris. just our rather annoying MRT system maks it so dam hard to get there via public transport. so god bless the SLE.
breathe by cutthroat kiss. mmmm. man. nice song.
Went to seletar country club. met up with ben mao, michael joo, alfred, dominic and marky marc! hahah. was so fun. the whole day. The Tables at the tennis court, to the table-tennis tables. playin pool, and later on the dumbest arcade game in the world. Lunch was good. Great in fact. Mao teaching me to swing a golf bat. or is it called club? hmmmm. air hockey and then bowling. and wow. we did so many things. sent of alfred and mao early. they had stuff to do. and playing 2 on 2 bball in the dark. haha. fun. after that we went to jalan kayu for prata.
in the mean while, when all this fun was happening, soemhting veryw rong and dreadful was happening in debates. hahaha. whatever. doesnt affect me. ill be off now. byes! piano class! IM LATE
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
expresso!
hy hey hey. guess who is in a surprising good mood. hahaha. thats right. the weirdo, the kid who says random coments in a quiet lift, in the one who sings christmas carols on the bus home, the loser who smiles at snide remarks. muah. haha. and by this i have come to a conclusion. i am a masochist. i delight in my own downfall... hahaha. and yeah. im surprisingly no longer sad or whatever. just happy happy. hahah. what more could i ask for in life. Friends are just there. haha. and hey, i might be all the way in east cost, and you guys might be who knows where. but who really feels the distance. cause we know it wont stay that way forever. haha. oooh yeah.
lost two out of three debates today. i know where we went wrong. and i know what needs to be done. sadly i just cant seem to bringmyself to do it. heck man. do what you must. prepare, and stress all you want. you cant take away this feeling that i feel now. hahah.
tomorrow. meeting marco and the rest. next week, badminton with kubo. haha. and this sunday, its gonna be a day of exchanging numbers, meeting old friends (Sam) to be precise, and emotion. good or bad emotion, hey who cares. i know, who doesnt. haha. and he laughs out loud with joy from his new found indifference. heck.
sip on my aik cheong white coffee. g6g. byes,.
lost two out of three debates today. i know where we went wrong. and i know what needs to be done. sadly i just cant seem to bringmyself to do it. heck man. do what you must. prepare, and stress all you want. you cant take away this feeling that i feel now. hahah.
tomorrow. meeting marco and the rest. next week, badminton with kubo. haha. and this sunday, its gonna be a day of exchanging numbers, meeting old friends (Sam) to be precise, and emotion. good or bad emotion, hey who cares. i know, who doesnt. haha. and he laughs out loud with joy from his new found indifference. heck.
sip on my aik cheong white coffee. g6g. byes,.
Monday, December 05, 2005
depresso
got home aftr debtaes. feelin sad. dunno why. possible reasons for me to feel sad
1)debates=responsibility=pressure=not very fun
2)the half cleaned up study room
3)the thought that tomorrow i could have gone to sentosa with ben mao and the rest, but instead id be debating.
4)hardly any sleep
5)hardly any cash. and todays lunch was crap
6)i remember saying yes to kawai's party thingy. but i forgot all the details.. so now im worried. haha.
7)the thought that my fate for the next three months will be confirmed next week.
8)wondering if my mom will ever adapt and accept to my new goign out eveyrday lifestyle. and staying out as long as i want.
9) thinking about piano class this thursday. and shit man. need some serious catch up.
10)scared of dissapointing jas and bryan c. sigh. whatever. just do it and get it over with.
sigh. since im in a depressed mood... i shall talk about love.
why the hell is it so dam hard to find true love. or find someone we love. because we are just too many people. all of us. we are never a signgle face. NEVER. all of us have our multiple personalities. and to find someone else who loves all our multiple pesonalities in all its flaws, as well as for these personalities to like theirs... wow. its like a super complex code, which has to work out for both sides. everysingle personality of both parties have to somehow be compatible with everyother personality. and thats why its nearly impossible to find love. yay. now i feel worse.
i miss my dog. sigh.
wednesday meeting marky marc at SCC. thursday have piano class. and i wanna go wild wild wet. but see how things go. sigh...
gaah. dont want! DONT want! No More debates! No more responsibility! no more pressure. i just want to fucking hell have my life. i want to go out. i want to go fishing, skating, running, walk around town, watch plays, explore the night life, play pool, all that! i want to. so badly. and... i dunno. i work bad under pressure. so now i need my sleep. and my food.
im justa kid. gimme a break.
"i dotn know who she is anymore"
amen to that, sister. amen to that.
from shane's tag game thingy i can infer one thing. he's emo. so he shoudl stop listening to hip hop, rap and RnB! Emo and indie rock is here for you. come to our side. its calling. haha. kay whatever. ill be going now. dunno whats happening. dunno where i stand. dunno whats happening.
"You dont drift apart from people because of cicumstances, or because of the situation. you drift apart because you let them"
"People see what you want them to see"
1)debates=responsibility=pressure=not very fun
2)the half cleaned up study room
3)the thought that tomorrow i could have gone to sentosa with ben mao and the rest, but instead id be debating.
4)hardly any sleep
5)hardly any cash. and todays lunch was crap
6)i remember saying yes to kawai's party thingy. but i forgot all the details.. so now im worried. haha.
7)the thought that my fate for the next three months will be confirmed next week.
8)wondering if my mom will ever adapt and accept to my new goign out eveyrday lifestyle. and staying out as long as i want.
9) thinking about piano class this thursday. and shit man. need some serious catch up.
10)scared of dissapointing jas and bryan c. sigh. whatever. just do it and get it over with.
sigh. since im in a depressed mood... i shall talk about love.
why the hell is it so dam hard to find true love. or find someone we love. because we are just too many people. all of us. we are never a signgle face. NEVER. all of us have our multiple personalities. and to find someone else who loves all our multiple pesonalities in all its flaws, as well as for these personalities to like theirs... wow. its like a super complex code, which has to work out for both sides. everysingle personality of both parties have to somehow be compatible with everyother personality. and thats why its nearly impossible to find love. yay. now i feel worse.
i miss my dog. sigh.
wednesday meeting marky marc at SCC. thursday have piano class. and i wanna go wild wild wet. but see how things go. sigh...
gaah. dont want! DONT want! No More debates! No more responsibility! no more pressure. i just want to fucking hell have my life. i want to go out. i want to go fishing, skating, running, walk around town, watch plays, explore the night life, play pool, all that! i want to. so badly. and... i dunno. i work bad under pressure. so now i need my sleep. and my food.
im justa kid. gimme a break.
"i dotn know who she is anymore"
amen to that, sister. amen to that.
from shane's tag game thingy i can infer one thing. he's emo. so he shoudl stop listening to hip hop, rap and RnB! Emo and indie rock is here for you. come to our side. its calling. haha. kay whatever. ill be going now. dunno whats happening. dunno where i stand. dunno whats happening.
"You dont drift apart from people because of cicumstances, or because of the situation. you drift apart because you let them"
"People see what you want them to see"
Sunday, December 04, 2005
wtf? tag game
Tag game. Thingy. which ryan just did to me. so ill play. im bored. here are the game rules. sigh.
1 Post five random or weird things about you.
#2 At the end, put five people you want to do this.
#3 tag their blogs to inform them.
five things bout me.
1) the first song i ever downloaded was "crazy for this girl" by evan and jaron
2) i think girls who have corn braids or a natural afro are cute.
3) I intend to turn vegetarian one day
4) love marshmellows floating in hot coffee...
5) I lie on my roof at night at times.
so thats that. and five more people who i want to do this?
uh.. i highly doubt they WILL do this. my friends dont easily succumb to chain mail thingys like this.
1)Shane M....2)jeremy Y.....3)claire D....4)de wei Y....5)kyle G....
that should do. yeaps. byes.
1 Post five random or weird things about you.
#2 At the end, put five people you want to do this.
#3 tag their blogs to inform them.
five things bout me.
1) the first song i ever downloaded was "crazy for this girl" by evan and jaron
2) i think girls who have corn braids or a natural afro are cute.
3) I intend to turn vegetarian one day
4) love marshmellows floating in hot coffee...
5) I lie on my roof at night at times.
so thats that. and five more people who i want to do this?
uh.. i highly doubt they WILL do this. my friends dont easily succumb to chain mail thingys like this.
1)Shane M....2)jeremy Y.....3)claire D....4)de wei Y....5)kyle G....
that should do. yeaps. byes.
uber bad mood
im in a bad mood right now. im sick. my house is dusty. my parents and relatives are getting on my nerves. not signing into MSN... got a feeling ill get even more pissed off.... ice cream... not the best thing for a guy with a cold right now. sigh. but its sweet, nonetheless.
so we'll recont ssaturday. Policy of not having any plans or arrangements worked wonderfully again. Ben Ow called in the morning, and woke me up to go for miss lee's wedding. so i went. met a few ppl on the train. was cool. the wedding was at st mary of the angels at bukit batok. the MOST beautiful church i have EVER been to. and there miss lee became Mrs anthony saviour. indian groom. theodore, peter, yaw khong, ben ow, ben mao, bryan c, and don deagan were there. food was okay. we sat on the floor and ate. and theodre was hitting on some middle aged ladies. haha. food was good.
after wedding, theodore peter and i went to see shaun marcus from australia. i never really was close to him, but i went anyways. waitied for him at the le meridean pool place. won peter in one game of pool. than i won theodore. than shaun came, and he pocketed like three balls in a row. than i got a call from vicnan'nna so i took the chance to forefeit the game and run. haha. i didnt pay. im broke. =S
met vicnan'nna at dhauby ghaut. walked around clarke quay, boat quay area. taking pictures with his DSLR of course. we got chased out of robertson walk.. walked around MICA to city hall area to suntec area. and yeah, thats whn i got a call from alfred.
"twist of fate tonight at 8? can you make it?" it was closed to six when he called. but thats what life is to me. making impulsive decisions. the spontaneous-ness of it all. so i said yes. walked around a bit more. than rushed home, changed ironed, got dressed, rushed back, and RAN through citylink mall to make it to my seat "one minute before door closes". phew. show was excellent.
so after the show, me, alfred and yin wai(who by the way was the birthdya boy from grad night @ the playground) went to carl juniors to have dinner. good dinner. yeah. bought the soundtrack for twist of fate. yipeee. took a cab home. missed the last train.
todayw as shitty. cleaned the house, cleaned my room, tried to arrange the study room, vacuumed my room, gardenning, painting gate. and im sick. and now im pissed.
p.k. (whose name i realised i dont know how to spell) made my night, by jumping on me, and slobbering on my hands. besides that, im not too happy. im sick, simply put. i dotn like going out when im sick. and dressed in running shorts and big camp shirts. you dont drag kids like that out of the house where they belong....
mmmm. sweet sweet coffee. make me happy.
tomorrow got debates. and jeremy is coming! yeah! haha. how cool is that. debates on tuesday too..... and come wednesday ill be goign to marc's country club. yipee. thursday the horror of house work threatens to return.
"my o levels are over. i mean like...why cant i just do what i want for a change. why cant i just go out, and have fun. come on, lah."
sigh. bro is coming home soon. and for those who are not so up to date with my life. he left for KL last friday. and my mom came back from NZ last friday. what the hell did freedom go. it was there the last time i checked. and then you returned. sigh.
goodnight all.
so we'll recont ssaturday. Policy of not having any plans or arrangements worked wonderfully again. Ben Ow called in the morning, and woke me up to go for miss lee's wedding. so i went. met a few ppl on the train. was cool. the wedding was at st mary of the angels at bukit batok. the MOST beautiful church i have EVER been to. and there miss lee became Mrs anthony saviour. indian groom. theodore, peter, yaw khong, ben ow, ben mao, bryan c, and don deagan were there. food was okay. we sat on the floor and ate. and theodre was hitting on some middle aged ladies. haha. food was good.
after wedding, theodore peter and i went to see shaun marcus from australia. i never really was close to him, but i went anyways. waitied for him at the le meridean pool place. won peter in one game of pool. than i won theodore. than shaun came, and he pocketed like three balls in a row. than i got a call from vicnan'nna so i took the chance to forefeit the game and run. haha. i didnt pay. im broke. =S
met vicnan'nna at dhauby ghaut. walked around clarke quay, boat quay area. taking pictures with his DSLR of course. we got chased out of robertson walk.. walked around MICA to city hall area to suntec area. and yeah, thats whn i got a call from alfred.
"twist of fate tonight at 8? can you make it?" it was closed to six when he called. but thats what life is to me. making impulsive decisions. the spontaneous-ness of it all. so i said yes. walked around a bit more. than rushed home, changed ironed, got dressed, rushed back, and RAN through citylink mall to make it to my seat "one minute before door closes". phew. show was excellent.
so after the show, me, alfred and yin wai(who by the way was the birthdya boy from grad night @ the playground) went to carl juniors to have dinner. good dinner. yeah. bought the soundtrack for twist of fate. yipeee. took a cab home. missed the last train.
todayw as shitty. cleaned the house, cleaned my room, tried to arrange the study room, vacuumed my room, gardenning, painting gate. and im sick. and now im pissed.
p.k. (whose name i realised i dont know how to spell) made my night, by jumping on me, and slobbering on my hands. besides that, im not too happy. im sick, simply put. i dotn like going out when im sick. and dressed in running shorts and big camp shirts. you dont drag kids like that out of the house where they belong....
mmmm. sweet sweet coffee. make me happy.
tomorrow got debates. and jeremy is coming! yeah! haha. how cool is that. debates on tuesday too..... and come wednesday ill be goign to marc's country club. yipee. thursday the horror of house work threatens to return.
"my o levels are over. i mean like...why cant i just do what i want for a change. why cant i just go out, and have fun. come on, lah."
sigh. bro is coming home soon. and for those who are not so up to date with my life. he left for KL last friday. and my mom came back from NZ last friday. what the hell did freedom go. it was there the last time i checked. and then you returned. sigh.
goodnight all.
Friday, December 02, 2005
choco milk rocks my world
hello. friday noon time. sigh. not signing onto MSN cause... i dont want to. dont ask why. haha. yeah. sigh. got home relatively early last night. 1245. yeahs. sigh. i love my life.
So yesterday was one heckuva day. So productive. morning i went for my first piano class of the month of december. yipee. after that, came home, and seeing as how alfred postponed the outing by an hour i realised had alot of time to kill. tried playign the piano but i had played it all morning. so i ended up doing laundry. haha. what a sad way to kill your time. do laundry. but heck, i did it anyway. after that i couldnt take it anymore and left to meet marco at plaza sing. he was there for HIS piano class. haha. cool parallels. we had lunch at BK then we went to meet alfred and dom at lido. or shaw house. or isetan. whatever makes you happy i guess. haha. sigh. we could have watched oliver twist. but im sucker for peer pressure, so "chicken little" we watched.
OUCH! talk about painful shows. sigh. storyline was...stupid, nicely put. and i dunno, seemed very rushed to me, the way they figured things out. and the puns were horribly annoying. Runt was overly cliche'-ed. only fish made my day. but besides that, it was a....whatever show. aww man. no, i dont reccomend it at all. sigh. on the brighter side, the "noma noma hey" song never came up once. nope. instead i was faced with spice girls, n-sync, and pop songs from the 90s. sigh...
but i guess what really made it all OKAY, was the people i went with. yeah. the friends that help you through it, and give you that chance to laugh about things when they are all over. a chance that few other will give you.
after the movie, went to bordes to look for the chicken little soundtrack. haha. kay, we didnt. but we went there. and yeah. saw some pretty cool books. "how i paid for my college tuition" i think. dont remember the exact title. but i read the first few pages. were good. haha. sigh. got a call from mao to meet them at picnic.
"we will be on our way, before we get there"
omg. dam lame. haha.
Four of us joined mao, michael joo and jeremy yeap at picnic. clarence was also there with jillian. but not at the same table. yeahs. alfred used my phone to message her, since neither of them have my number. haha. sigh. and i highly doubt that either of them will ever read this blog, so whatever. clarence, michael, jeremy and ben were playing badminton earlier or something.
anyways, after dinner, ben left, and we just stayed there. and talked and talked, and talked. then we decided to go check out the christmas tree at taka. but before that we went to the christmas toys section at taka. so dam fun! the nativity set, the big screen showing the muppets, me and michael taking our picture at sesame street, and all the lame jokes along the way. sigh. childish and lame. but when you reach my age, you dotn care anymore. carpe' diem. you need to enjoy eveyr momentr of this sweet life.
found thr christmas tree. and then began the elf conspiracy theory. and what the balls on the christmas trees REALLY were.. hmmm. makes you think. haha. went outside taka, to the fountain, sat there, and talked talked and talked. all the way till ten plus. when we realised we needed to catch the last train home soon. so after realising that, we went to play pool. hahaha. love the logic there. walked to le meridean, played pool. jeremy was an illegal. but he got in. ahha. played in pairs. here are the resutls.
JeremyDominic Vs AlfredMichael (Won)
RishikMarc Vs AlfredMichael (Won)
JeremyMichael Vs RishikDominic (Won)
RishikDominic Vs AlfredMarc (Won)
and then we ran. i SWEAR. me and dominic waved bye to the rest and we RAN! from le meridean to dhauby gaut. we sprinted, and were yelling at each other why we were faster than each other. haha. was dam fun. sprinting when we had 2 seconds left on the traffic light...sprinting down the escalators, and brisk walking on the travalators. met ashri on the train home. sigh. ex-scouts. they are everywhere.
so thats my day. got home, tried writing. but decided to sleep instead. yeah.
decided to watch "twist of faith" with alfred on marc's recommendation. but it ends this sunday, so i better go catch it soon. either tomorrow or day after. mmhmm. shoudl be fun. i hope. only problem is, i am now officialy broke. Zit. Nothing. which really explains why im home today. with no plans. with no money what can you do? cant play pool, badminton, bowling, shopping, movie, lunch, dinner, nothing. even excrecise needs money, these days. sigh. so ill make my dear dad happy and stay home. sigh.
so ciaos. ill be off, now.
So yesterday was one heckuva day. So productive. morning i went for my first piano class of the month of december. yipee. after that, came home, and seeing as how alfred postponed the outing by an hour i realised had alot of time to kill. tried playign the piano but i had played it all morning. so i ended up doing laundry. haha. what a sad way to kill your time. do laundry. but heck, i did it anyway. after that i couldnt take it anymore and left to meet marco at plaza sing. he was there for HIS piano class. haha. cool parallels. we had lunch at BK then we went to meet alfred and dom at lido. or shaw house. or isetan. whatever makes you happy i guess. haha. sigh. we could have watched oliver twist. but im sucker for peer pressure, so "chicken little" we watched.
OUCH! talk about painful shows. sigh. storyline was...stupid, nicely put. and i dunno, seemed very rushed to me, the way they figured things out. and the puns were horribly annoying. Runt was overly cliche'-ed. only fish made my day. but besides that, it was a....whatever show. aww man. no, i dont reccomend it at all. sigh. on the brighter side, the "noma noma hey" song never came up once. nope. instead i was faced with spice girls, n-sync, and pop songs from the 90s. sigh...
but i guess what really made it all OKAY, was the people i went with. yeah. the friends that help you through it, and give you that chance to laugh about things when they are all over. a chance that few other will give you.
after the movie, went to bordes to look for the chicken little soundtrack. haha. kay, we didnt. but we went there. and yeah. saw some pretty cool books. "how i paid for my college tuition" i think. dont remember the exact title. but i read the first few pages. were good. haha. sigh. got a call from mao to meet them at picnic.
"we will be on our way, before we get there"
omg. dam lame. haha.
Four of us joined mao, michael joo and jeremy yeap at picnic. clarence was also there with jillian. but not at the same table. yeahs. alfred used my phone to message her, since neither of them have my number. haha. sigh. and i highly doubt that either of them will ever read this blog, so whatever. clarence, michael, jeremy and ben were playing badminton earlier or something.
anyways, after dinner, ben left, and we just stayed there. and talked and talked, and talked. then we decided to go check out the christmas tree at taka. but before that we went to the christmas toys section at taka. so dam fun! the nativity set, the big screen showing the muppets, me and michael taking our picture at sesame street, and all the lame jokes along the way. sigh. childish and lame. but when you reach my age, you dotn care anymore. carpe' diem. you need to enjoy eveyr momentr of this sweet life.
found thr christmas tree. and then began the elf conspiracy theory. and what the balls on the christmas trees REALLY were.. hmmm. makes you think. haha. went outside taka, to the fountain, sat there, and talked talked and talked. all the way till ten plus. when we realised we needed to catch the last train home soon. so after realising that, we went to play pool. hahaha. love the logic there. walked to le meridean, played pool. jeremy was an illegal. but he got in. ahha. played in pairs. here are the resutls.
JeremyDominic Vs AlfredMichael (Won)
RishikMarc Vs AlfredMichael (Won)
JeremyMichael Vs RishikDominic (Won)
RishikDominic Vs AlfredMarc (Won)
and then we ran. i SWEAR. me and dominic waved bye to the rest and we RAN! from le meridean to dhauby gaut. we sprinted, and were yelling at each other why we were faster than each other. haha. was dam fun. sprinting when we had 2 seconds left on the traffic light...sprinting down the escalators, and brisk walking on the travalators. met ashri on the train home. sigh. ex-scouts. they are everywhere.
so thats my day. got home, tried writing. but decided to sleep instead. yeah.
decided to watch "twist of faith" with alfred on marc's recommendation. but it ends this sunday, so i better go catch it soon. either tomorrow or day after. mmhmm. shoudl be fun. i hope. only problem is, i am now officialy broke. Zit. Nothing. which really explains why im home today. with no plans. with no money what can you do? cant play pool, badminton, bowling, shopping, movie, lunch, dinner, nothing. even excrecise needs money, these days. sigh. so ill make my dear dad happy and stay home. sigh.
so ciaos. ill be off, now.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
yes its thursday
sigh. i think im in love. The song "dance inside" by TAAR is just. stuck in my head from since grad night. and wow. it such a beautiful song. have you READ the LYRICS! omg.. so beautiful. makes you want to melt, in all its poetry. i swear. I will die to be able to write anything CLOSE to it. amazing marriage of words and chord progression to form a literary and musical art peice. sigh. REAL good song.
and on the topic of songs. my own. bleah. was just clearing up my drawer yesterday. and i found like five half done songs. so i tried completing one. i think i posted it in one of my written entries. well, this is the full version. i hope. sigh. my songs pale in comparison to the likes of "dance inside" I SWEAR. "dance inside" rocks. okay, i think you get my point. and now without further adue, i present to you:
JIMMY"S NEW INTREST IN SHARP OBJECTS
The days grow longer
My heart will beat faster
I'm getting vary
of everybody that I see
The life draws shorter
For this boy...NO, this writer
He fears the day, true love
runs away to sea
(He doesnt want it to be!)(screamed)
And they Say that
"Misery seeks company"
And they tell me
that I'll be strong
But do they know
What i go through?
of who am I?
or who are you?
So, Ill bet my every dollar
they are wrong!
It just seems...
Ill....stay.....alone...
(Guitar solo or soemthing)
My skin grows thicker
There is a solitary speaker
its giving me
all the music that i need
His hopes, get bleaker
Unsure from all the pressure
Alone, he feels most at home
or so, it seems...
(He doesnt want it to be!)(screamed)
And they Say that
"Misery seeks company"
And they tell me
that I'll be strong
But do they know
What i go through?
of who am I?
or who are you?
So, Ill bet my every dollar
they are wrong!
It just seems...
Ill....stay.....alone...
oh....Girls never ever seemed to like the nice guy
Its so painful, god knows how much he's tried
heartboken, an emotional catastrophe..
he doesnt know who he is.. what to be....
who to be... or who they see... (when they look at me)
No fuck.
They dare say that
"Misery seeks company"
And they tell me
that I'll be strong
But do they know
What i go through?
of who am I?
or who are you?
So, Ill bet my every dollar
they are wrong!
It just seems...
Ill....stay.....alone...
and on the topic of songs. my own. bleah. was just clearing up my drawer yesterday. and i found like five half done songs. so i tried completing one. i think i posted it in one of my written entries. well, this is the full version. i hope. sigh. my songs pale in comparison to the likes of "dance inside" I SWEAR. "dance inside" rocks. okay, i think you get my point. and now without further adue, i present to you:
JIMMY"S NEW INTREST IN SHARP OBJECTS
The days grow longer
My heart will beat faster
I'm getting vary
of everybody that I see
The life draws shorter
For this boy...NO, this writer
He fears the day, true love
runs away to sea
(He doesnt want it to be!)(screamed)
And they Say that
"Misery seeks company"
And they tell me
that I'll be strong
But do they know
What i go through?
of who am I?
or who are you?
So, Ill bet my every dollar
they are wrong!
It just seems...
Ill....stay.....alone...
(Guitar solo or soemthing)
My skin grows thicker
There is a solitary speaker
its giving me
all the music that i need
His hopes, get bleaker
Unsure from all the pressure
Alone, he feels most at home
or so, it seems...
(He doesnt want it to be!)(screamed)
And they Say that
"Misery seeks company"
And they tell me
that I'll be strong
But do they know
What i go through?
of who am I?
or who are you?
So, Ill bet my every dollar
they are wrong!
It just seems...
Ill....stay.....alone...
oh....Girls never ever seemed to like the nice guy
Its so painful, god knows how much he's tried
heartboken, an emotional catastrophe..
he doesnt know who he is.. what to be....
who to be... or who they see... (when they look at me)
No fuck.
They dare say that
"Misery seeks company"
And they tell me
that I'll be strong
But do they know
What i go through?
of who am I?
or who are you?
So, Ill bet my every dollar
they are wrong!
It just seems...
Ill....stay.....alone...
tell all ur frrriends
sigh. thursday morning. eight in the morning. amazingly early for my body. considering i got home at 230. and amazingly cold too. but itsa nice sort of cool weather. sigh. How can you simply not fall in love with this. the breeze pouring in throught the slightly ajar window the birds singing away in the near vincity. sigh. breathtakingly beautiful. i love my home. and this rain.
so tuesday went bowling. haha. was FUN! nadia's shreaking. how de wei and I kept having deja vu experiences after every bowl. Kyle was the undeniable king. glad he came. sadly he had to leave early. selvam! hahaha. omg. fluke my ass! yeahs. after the first game, kyle, jas, shankar all had to leave. leaving me with selvam, ying, marc, mao, de wei and nadia. cause i was dead bored, and didnt want to go home, went to nadia's house instead. haha. watched adam play te computer. and MARC! I discovered why i dont play computer games!... I suck at them. haha. bombjack. sigh. anywyas, i left after marc and de wei left. sun had set by then. pretty night life.
wednesday woke up late. but hey, i reached the airport early enough to send nadia off kay. This goes out to nadia. "Take care! =) "
michelle, de wei, marc, and I were the "friends" who came to send her off. and of course they were the "flings". haha. whata word to call them. Flings, flingers. and the flinger alumni. but thats a touchy touchy topic, too close to the heart of too many of my peeps so i shant go there.
Meera and I have good taste. and we have both agreed that "skinny malay Girl" in marine parade starbucks is hot. intretsing enough, in all my studying at starbucks during the Os, not once have i seen meera there. but because the people who frequent starbucks usually stay the whole day, its easy to identify them. Even if you dont really know them. they are REAL patrons. haha. and like thus, "skinny malay girl" was identified, and then crowned hot.
Last night went fishing. walked to mph to meet zenn and wei jie. and yeah. went to pasir ris park and all. to fish. and then ride. and then fish. and then for some reason we returned to mph. rode abit more first. and then dispersed. sean joined us half way. sigh. at least im fufilling one of my many 'TO-DOS" in my TO-DO-LIST for the holidays. skate the nights away. yay. acomplished.
today. selvam asked me to watch movie with him and jas and all. but like i think i mentioned in my last screwed up post, marky asked me so later on ill be meeting him, alfred, mao and the rest. yeah. was invited for breakfast with marc and mao. but i got piano class. at 10.15. i think. yeahs. sigh. have NOT practised my piano peices at all. but heck.
seems like my decision to not make any plans too early was good. seems like all my days are being filled up for me, without much effort on my part. sweet. just the way i planned it. but JUST in case i end up alone tomorrow... This is what i shall do
RISHIK'S BACK UP PLAN TO DO LIST
1) Read lit texts
2) Do prefect badges
3) Clean study room
4) Learn chord for shimmy shimmy quarter turn
besides all that. i need money. i am broke. or will be. after today's movie for sure. and i NEED at least 35 bucks. to buy an album. haha. "Punk Vs Emo". come on. how can you not resist that? so Ill be accepting all donotions at all times of theday.
NPC starts today. as from the fact that im online now, you can guess i didnt go to help out. neaah. ill be a reserve for aloysius's hike for his venture cord. bleah. need to give him a cosnent form one day. preferably a weekend.
party, party, party....after talking this out, it seems there are only three ways to get into a party.
Have your own
Get invited
Crash
crashing is the easiest but involved the most skill. Leaving us with having our own. Gettign invited is ruled out cause of the 'list'. you know the list? well if you dotn let me tell you about it. somewhere hanging in a basement somewhere lies a list with all our names on it. so next to our names is the number of points we have. the more points we have, the more better our chance of gettingf invited. points being decided by how many girls we can bring or how mnuch booze can you bring. if you chase away girls at a party you get demerit points, join the nerd list and then you get banned for life. hahaha. sitting on a couch for three hours without doing anything will also earn you demerit points. if you ARE a girl you automatically get 5 points. hahas.
so Hold our own party we shall. one day. we shall plan. once we arnt so busy goign to watch movies or something. sigh. busy, busy, people we are. sigh.
well better go practise my piano. sigh. its very hard work ignoring something like that. music is very imporatnt. ciaos.
so tuesday went bowling. haha. was FUN! nadia's shreaking. how de wei and I kept having deja vu experiences after every bowl. Kyle was the undeniable king. glad he came. sadly he had to leave early. selvam! hahaha. omg. fluke my ass! yeahs. after the first game, kyle, jas, shankar all had to leave. leaving me with selvam, ying, marc, mao, de wei and nadia. cause i was dead bored, and didnt want to go home, went to nadia's house instead. haha. watched adam play te computer. and MARC! I discovered why i dont play computer games!... I suck at them. haha. bombjack. sigh. anywyas, i left after marc and de wei left. sun had set by then. pretty night life.
wednesday woke up late. but hey, i reached the airport early enough to send nadia off kay. This goes out to nadia. "Take care! =) "
michelle, de wei, marc, and I were the "friends" who came to send her off. and of course they were the "flings". haha. whata word to call them. Flings, flingers. and the flinger alumni. but thats a touchy touchy topic, too close to the heart of too many of my peeps so i shant go there.
Meera and I have good taste. and we have both agreed that "skinny malay Girl" in marine parade starbucks is hot. intretsing enough, in all my studying at starbucks during the Os, not once have i seen meera there. but because the people who frequent starbucks usually stay the whole day, its easy to identify them. Even if you dont really know them. they are REAL patrons. haha. and like thus, "skinny malay girl" was identified, and then crowned hot.
Last night went fishing. walked to mph to meet zenn and wei jie. and yeah. went to pasir ris park and all. to fish. and then ride. and then fish. and then for some reason we returned to mph. rode abit more first. and then dispersed. sean joined us half way. sigh. at least im fufilling one of my many 'TO-DOS" in my TO-DO-LIST for the holidays. skate the nights away. yay. acomplished.
today. selvam asked me to watch movie with him and jas and all. but like i think i mentioned in my last screwed up post, marky asked me so later on ill be meeting him, alfred, mao and the rest. yeah. was invited for breakfast with marc and mao. but i got piano class. at 10.15. i think. yeahs. sigh. have NOT practised my piano peices at all. but heck.
seems like my decision to not make any plans too early was good. seems like all my days are being filled up for me, without much effort on my part. sweet. just the way i planned it. but JUST in case i end up alone tomorrow... This is what i shall do
RISHIK'S BACK UP PLAN TO DO LIST
1) Read lit texts
2) Do prefect badges
3) Clean study room
4) Learn chord for shimmy shimmy quarter turn
besides all that. i need money. i am broke. or will be. after today's movie for sure. and i NEED at least 35 bucks. to buy an album. haha. "Punk Vs Emo". come on. how can you not resist that? so Ill be accepting all donotions at all times of theday.
NPC starts today. as from the fact that im online now, you can guess i didnt go to help out. neaah. ill be a reserve for aloysius's hike for his venture cord. bleah. need to give him a cosnent form one day. preferably a weekend.
party, party, party....after talking this out, it seems there are only three ways to get into a party.
Have your own
Get invited
Crash
crashing is the easiest but involved the most skill. Leaving us with having our own. Gettign invited is ruled out cause of the 'list'. you know the list? well if you dotn let me tell you about it. somewhere hanging in a basement somewhere lies a list with all our names on it. so next to our names is the number of points we have. the more points we have, the more better our chance of gettingf invited. points being decided by how many girls we can bring or how mnuch booze can you bring. if you chase away girls at a party you get demerit points, join the nerd list and then you get banned for life. hahaha. sitting on a couch for three hours without doing anything will also earn you demerit points. if you ARE a girl you automatically get 5 points. hahas.
so Hold our own party we shall. one day. we shall plan. once we arnt so busy goign to watch movies or something. sigh. busy, busy, people we are. sigh.
well better go practise my piano. sigh. its very hard work ignoring something like that. music is very imporatnt. ciaos.
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