Spelling sucks. So what.

Hey , wiata minute. Me spellign cant suck. I got firts in level fer ebnglsih! haha! Take that. I take tjsia s a chance to write as fast as iw ant, withotu acrring about any typos or whatnot mistakes i amke. This will be an entry to rememebr, Whoa yeah!
Alot of stuff went by. Saturdsay: kYle's birthday, photo shootign with zenn, sending off maygali'kka... Sinday,w ent bukit timah with mom and last minyte physics and add maths studying.
Monday: I dont recall any tets. I choose not to. i worked ont he malcolm int he misddle tehory where yous witch off your mind. Fer some reaosn iw as realy happy during o levels results. Inspired me. Weurd consieering iw asnt really thinking. But i feel happy. And i got to[ fer englsih. 28/30 fer my compo. SCORE! Wah, eah ahha.
Hyper.
Sylvia is nice. Da, friendly. Maryam never reply. whatever lah. Bio Tomrrow. Annurshah send me message. Dunnow hat to say. Out of no whee. took dam long to reply. Miss siva asking me to study. I will. Soon enouggh. haha.
This is my plans fer future. Go VJC. doa rts bachelor degree. Do masters in business ad,in. Yeah. Eitehr that or go fer a petro chemical engineering course and work fer shell. mmmm. But fer short term. I got grade 5 piano exam and grade 6 piano practical. And speaking of which i did fastest in physics practicla today. yay! me and teguh. NYAA sil;ver. minimum. and venture standard. minimum./ then cord. then there is taht stupid FDI. somhoe i am still in it. KNN. I htink my vulgarities put maryam off. Shot im too self concious. datsh unhealthy,. i shoudl talk to more gurls. obssesiv. shit. crap. tomorrow need to buy piano exam papers. okay. blah blah blah. need to study bio. wohoo.

Keep the change, good sir.

I used to play pool after scouts in the first half of sec 3 before jackie's bowl closed. But never had I had a match like the one I had against my sister and cousin. What happened was we went to the bark to treat my Cousin before she went back to australia. Maygalai'kka. So after the dinner I could resist any more. I offered a game of pool. My treat. Now i hadsnt played in a long time. But that table was calling. I needed to play. Plus it was good practise. Where I could humilate myself without worrying. It was family after all. So did I Humiliate myself? Ha! Far from that. I got 5 balls in a row as soon as I started. Then i missed one shot. Then my sis took the shot; missed. I took one more ball in, to miss the next shot. Cousin took one ball in, and sister missed. Then I took the remaining balls and finally finishing it. Wow. that was so good. Sis dismissed it as fluke. hah. Whatever lah.

today had TLB and history paper. I maintain my rule of punching anyone in the stomach for mentioning a exam after the exam is over. Don took th punch today. haha. STC was okay. Our guides were fun. All sec 3s. Kyle was fun. the two KC girls whom we shared cab home with were okay. Kyle knew one of them. Nadia. Interesting. And the otehr one, whsoe name, keeps slipping my memmory. The same one i met at SCGS. At least she was more talkative here then back then. Me and Ben ow were quite pissed at the SCGS incident. Dam quiet. Bet they were scarre off by us. But yeah. So what happened was they wanted to go to KC sow e followed them. Kyle paid and asked the guy to keep the change. Then the indian girl gave me ten bucks to pay him back. Which I did. Which meant she paid for everything. Haha. Next me and kyle used the ten dollars she gave us to take another cab home. haha. Again Kyle asked the cabbie to keep the change. the cool patr is that the cab fairs was exactly the same. $9.60. Yah. Plan on watching LOTR nows. Destress before exams start on monday. Hah.

Da start. And end.

Common test started. Bleah. If i fail, I fail. No biggie. It aint the o levels yet. I still have time. In fact Id rather fail now then later. Coincidentally that morning the prefects at the marine parade gate were wishing the VJC students good luck. Managed to get Don back into the school compound before Major Lee came. Which he did like immediately. By the skin. What can I say? I got intuition. Just like today's tamil class. Instead of loitering outside the 4th floor with all the other sec 4s I went straight to tamil class, and lo behold. Mr Kuppu was standing at the third floor wondering about to catch us. the sec 5s tipped him off. haha. All of a sudden I am reminded of Bryan's SMS: Please bring 5 bucks tomorrow for air-con. Haha. I could swear it was funniest message i ever got from him. Its basically about renting a room for drama practsie. Which I by the way cant go for tomorrow. Going to STC with KYle. Yeah! haha. Something good came out of the broadrick investiture. Lets try my luck in STC. STC guides are having campfire on the same day as our school. Justin is trying to gt them to perform and come. Then he wants me to change the campfire date to 9th April. One week back. Not such a bad idea. I dont like rushed planning. But Joseph would object. He is the kind of guy that will. Kyle; that reminds me of yesterday. Cricket match. Which brings me to the second part of the title: And end.

Whata game! lost to Victoria by 5 wickets. Victoria again. Hmphhh. Almost everything in my life is interconnected somehow or another. This blog is just helping me realise that. Anyway I went out there and I kept my title as the only guy to have never gotten out at all. Haha. 11th man as usual. Then Ryan had to go get out for LBW. Oh well. Then feilding. Gave my hundred percent. Dam shiok. Cause we knew we were going to lose. But we went down with a bang. I was diving as much as I could. Was good. What made myd ay was the ending. When the umpire discovered teh Jaideep had cpnted wrongly and we needed to go back on the feild to keep playing. Shane and Ryan took two wickets before they recovered. But for some reason we were dam euphoric. Just the chance to play again was magical. And the realisation that i just played my last cricket match ever And we were out of the tables. Wow. Nostalgia. talked to kyle in the car porch while waiting for his mom to bring us home. Was freaking Nostalgic. Thinking about it. We are now sec 4s. Dam. Time really flies. Today what amde my day was my chem practical. Got exavct values for titration and finished it like the fastest in class. Sweet. If only I could do that wel for Chem paper. haha. Only time can tell. After chem pract there was History exra class, followed by goign to Josh's house to study and then going home for simpsons. Simpsons. Sigh. Feels good to get all this outa my system.

Lack of meaning

Wah lao... No idea why I'm doing it. Its kind of weird considering it was me who convinced jeremy to start blogging. ahah. wtf. WTF. Anyway yeah... We rock. Both got 10/10 for english speech. Thats whaticall a partnership. Style. Anyway, today had scout founder's day. Man i hate scouts. I find no meaning it; no doubt i owe scouts my personal devlopment. But would not hve turned out the same with or without scouts? Like kubo said, "Thats a risk i'm not willing to take". But my mind's made up. I will not be pursuing anything higher than Venture Cord. CCA and PSA may come and go. Its not worth puting in so much effort when i might not get it. After Venture cord, i have no intentions on carrying on. Even now, i have no intentions of carrying on. Sucks lah. Too much effort. I need to focus on other things. What do i want to do in life. definitely not scouts. I want to do something with drama. Damit. At least I'm doing what i can for it. In JC, maybe i wont even carry on venturing. Maybe ill just focus on studies, student council and drama. Yeah. Thats enough for me. Scouts is too much. I dont want to see myself five years down the road coming back. I need my own life. I need a break.
7 Distinctions! Yes, I can and I will. A1 for CCA? hah. That would be an insult to me. Pity thats already the highest rank. Yes. I will go VJC. Work hard in studies, and whatever student leadership roles they have there and drama. Thats it. I will excel in all of these. No less. haha. I am motivated. Dam motivated. More motivated then i was in Sec 1-3. Yes. I lost all my motivation since PSLE where i ended up in Hai Sing. Then i transferred to St pat's, and started regretting even more. haha. But IN St pat's i scored dam high. Thats not a motivtaion, mind you. Thats an insult to come in anything worse than top 5. Nonetheless, i still got worse than top 5 and felt dam demoralised. Haha. But now i no what i want to do. No more shall I wonder yon lost for meaning. I know what i want to do. Drama. Literature. I was top in level in sec 2! How could i lose my first and true love. And to think i was doing badly in SS/History. No. No more. I shall do well in humanities again. And i shall rise tot he competition once more. And I shall crush them all. And even if i dont, I know i can make it in the world. I have my intelligence. I wasn't in MENSA for nothing. No. I can do it. Grades dont make my worth as a human. Character is. And I have character. That's my most important thing right now. How i build me character. Thast why I'm so into leadership. Yeah. Which brings to question again. What character is it to leave the scout troop after all they have done for me? Shit.

I am....

Vidyarishik Vijayadas Menon. Beter known as Rishik; ratz; ashiko; Mr Menon;black ratz.
15 going on 11.
St Patrick's School
Thats all for now.