Monday, December 31, 2007
This year was a roller coaster ride for me......and the ending of my 29 years of singlehood life.
What is my life going to be for the coming new year 2008. What is the new goal and new target I should set for myself?
This year many people resign from my team. Most of the senior staff from my team are gone....This is quite a big impact because there hasn't been any new projects coming in. Therefore, I am now in a project that is not within my skillset.
In life, there always 2 ways you view things. Either you view a cup half-full or half-filled.
Well of course it can be a good opportunity to learn new things. But then I feel kind of lost when you are in a totally new projectwhich there are expectations for you to deliver something with standard and quality. Sometimes, I am worried if my deliverables areon the right track. Are there enough ingredients to what I have done.
Ultimately,people always got to be able to adjust to new changes. But still I hope to be involved in FSI project because that iswhere my strong interest lies. Guess road ahead of me is not going to be smooth. Unless I meet some "GUI REN" who is going to change my path that I am walking now.
Beginning of next year is going to be a busy year for me. Why? My big Day is drawing near. Lots of things to prep and coordinate. Other than that, I have to make preparation for my new house also. Finally after 3 years of waiting, I have got my own roof over my head.
"Yuppie"......Feeling excited for having my own place to stay...
Of course the main concern now...is hoping I will not be out of job...Not going for holiday camp in NUH and stay slim...*hehe*....
Saturday, December 15, 2007

Monday, December 10, 2007
Spend the weekend sleeping and resting at home....
I think is extremely strange that I have cough and flu for close to a month….O I hope I didn’t contact any infectious disease……..
It’s so strange that my flu and cough have persisted for a month……..
Christmas is round the corner…so it means…….”MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING”*AHEM*
This year is my last year celebrating birthday with *2X*....Next year will be my Big "3"
Thinking back.....what is my biggest achievement for the past "2X" years?
What programs are installed for me?
12Dec: Company X’mas Dinner
16Dec: Cindy’s(Pr sch friend) baby 1 yr old birth bash
17Dec: Giving Birthday treat to my buddies Adrian and Pris
20Dec: Giving Birthday treat to my family
21Dec: My Birthday
22Dec: Xmas dinner gathering at Eugene Lam’s house
24Dec: Xmas Gatherint at Grandeur(KT’s school mate)
25Dec: Xmas Gathering at Serangoon Garden(My ex school mate)
30Dec: BBQ at Keong's hse
Whoa…….So many festive treats lining up…I think I gonna put on lots of weight.
But my willpower tells me to control myself to prep for 23rd Feb big event.....*keke*
But I just hope I am going to recover soon…If not I wouldn’t have the appetite and mood for all the treats and gathering…..
what a pity……It’s like once a year event if I gotto miss it…
What’s following for my XXXX prepration?
1) Gathering confirmation for my invited guest
2) Looking for printers for inserts
3) Food Tasting
4) Getting my SDJ
I gonna be so busy……I just hope everyting will be better for me as the New year approach.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Finally my PS on 23rd Nov was over....I am glad the weather is so nice and sunny as it has been rainig for the past few days...
It's such a concidence...Its actually thanksgiving day is United States......
It was such an enjoyable event thou I was all tired out at the end........
Didn't do much on Saturaday as I was all tired out and didnt't had a good nite sleep for the pass few days....
Sunday as usual was a household chores day..spent time...hmm..ironing clothes...mopping floor...and
guess wat..I make some choco cupcake........*Yummy*

I think I over eat this weekend...haha..think I have to go on a three days diet at the beginning of this week..as I put on 2kg last weekend..=P..
Guess I have to diet again this week...
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Taken this meetup
Taken 1 yr ago
Thursday, November 15, 2007


KT with his la main(shen re chang shou mian)

Happy couple

Wednesday, November 14, 2007
13Nov was my younger niece 1st birthday. It happens to fall on a Tuesday so my sister decided to bring forward the birthday celebration on 11Nov(sunday).
As I was just back from my trip on 9th Nov, I am dead tired....But as I have promised my sister previously to help her out in preparing the food, I have to drag myself out of my bed to her house.
I had to rush to complete all the ironing of my clothes from my trip and office wear that was not ironed before my trip.
Ironing clothes is the housework I hate most....don't know why but despite so many years of ironing...haha..I still have not perfect my skills.....in fact..I would consider below average....*LOL*
Reached my sis house at 1.30pm after mopping my house. Started with washing and marinating the chicken wings....
Then help out with other minor stuff like cutting, rolling, washing, etc.......
These are all the food for the birthday celebration....Actually nothing much..but I am very full after the meal.....
Chicken Wings, Puff Pastry hot dog, Pumpkin soup, Fried mee hoon, Tuna on toasted bread, Cocktail dessert, cake...

Cake baked by my sister for Princess Evee...Well It is considered quite good for a first attempt

Well, as usual no photos of my niece because my sister doesn't allow me to post their photos online as she is afraid of phedophile.....
The celebration ended at 8pm..and we all went home...with 0% of energy level....
What's coming up next? Well, Kt birthday is on 15nov. 2 days after Princess Evee....I am also baking a cake....hopefully is going to be successfully....But mine will be a simple cake without much decoration .....as I am not too fantastic with decorating and haven't take any course before....
Stay Tuned.......
Friday, November 09, 2007
Well, Japan was out as KT has been there for several time. Korea was out as well as KT doesn't like the people there as he find them rude.
Finally decided to go Hanoi as it was quite well recommended by his friends as well as my friends.
Who knows this 8 days holiday turn out to be a nightmare.
Upon touching down at 9pm in Hanoi,
I was greeted with sounds of non stop horning from the bikes and cars travelling on the road.
Hanoi is a country where bikes taking up 90% of the vehicles on the road.
Road was bumpy, small and fully packed. Traffic was bad and slow moving.
Thou you can feel the cooling air, you can smell that the air is really polluted.
It didn't help matters when I am having a bad flu and cough already.
Well I thought it was still ok as I will be going Sapa(mountain area) the next day for 4 nights where I will get lots of fresh air from the mountain.
Village at Sapa
Nice Scenery of Sapa
After 8 hours of overnite train rite, it was freezing cold when I reach Sapa at 4am as it has been raining the whole night.
It takes another 3 hrs of bus ride to go uphill...I almost fainted as i hate to take long bus ride
due to motion sickness.
Well, when you join a package tour, I guess the expectation is that there will be tour guide accompanying you during the whole journey. However, it doesn't work this way in Hanoi.
The driver pick us up from Hanoi hotel and sent us to the train station in Hanoi
2) We have to take the train ourselves, get down the train with notour guide and go the the Sapa train station who have another Sapa tour guide waiting at Sapa. I thought that is pretty weird as usually tour package are accompained by tour guide.....
3) 3rd Nov
Today was still alright other than the weather. Went trekking on the mountain area and visiting the villages and waterfall.
Trekking was great except that the weather is bad as is has been raining. Obviously my new Adidas cross training shoes was not spared.
4) 4th Nov
It was a bumpy 3 hrs ride to visit their Ba-Ha market that opens on Sunday. Well it is supposed to be their largest market....But guess what, I went there and ended the day empty -handed. Guess I seriously hate to bargain especially the people doesn't know English. Tourist there will only be "CARROT HEAD"
Apparently, the tour guide in Sapa left the tour bus before going uphill...to go home(without even finishing his job of sending us back to our hotel)..
So we are left with the driver (Who doesn't know English). He stopped a few times on his way back to the hotel to pick up some (don't know who) of his personal customers
for his own extra earning. Wasted my time....
At Sapa town, he had to make a few extra drop off for those persoal customers....well again wasting my time....
In fact, he actually got the cheek to chit chat in the hotel with (don't know who) and kept us waiting in the car....
6) Some people was so pissed off with the waiting that they decided to get off the bus and walk back on their own. As my hotel was quite far from the palce where he stopped,we hesitate to get down. Until finally after KT was too piss, he decide to get down and walk. It was then that the driver came back. However, the driver didn't know which hotel we stayed nor did he know how to speak english. Can you imagine how frustrating can that be? It was until we were at another hotel reception that he asked for the receptionist help to translate. Then we finally got back to our hotel.
7) I thought it was pretty bad of the driver working attitude to use our time to do his own personal things and very unprofessional of the tour guide not to finish sending us back to hotel before he end his day.
9) I was supposed to take the night train back to Hanoi the next day. I reached Hanoi at 430am and was told to catch a taxi of my own back to Viet Anh Hotel in Hanoi....I thought there will be a driver to pick us up and send us to hotel at this wee hours...Well I was totally caught out of suprise as I joined the tour packaage and is supposed to pick us and send us back to hotel.
10) Reached the hotel at 5am, I was glad everyting is over and got a room to check in and have a hot shower before I sleep. Who knows, when we reached the hotel, the hotel was in total darkness. Lights were switched off and door was locked...
11) The guard was sleeping inside the hotel infront of the door...After a few knocks, he woke up and open the door for us to go in.
12) Guess what, he said we cannot check in because the receptionist was at home sleeping and will only be at work at 7am.
13) At this point of time, can you imagine how angry I felt? I paid $$ for the previous nite so that I can go to my room the moment I reached Hanoi and now I am stuck at the hotel lobby waitingfor the receptionist to come. "Never stay at Viet Anh Hotel again". It is either their management / process got problem, or their staff is plain lazy, irresponsible or bo chap. Anyway is the first time that I see a hotel not open 24hrs with the door lock at nite and all the staff asleep.It's really a eye-opener.
14)The next day I went around Old Quarter area for walk and shopping...well nothing much to shop as I was pissed off by a staff assistant. I was in a shop looking at some accessories when one lady slap my hand....telling me I cannot touch the accessories.I thought that is ridiculous.Why can't a shopper even touch something that is hanging on open space? After being pissed I walk out of the shop immediately and went to their high-end cafe(equivalent olio dome in Singapore) as I did not have any more mood to shop.

15) I ordered a ice mocha, vietnamese coffee cheesecake and KT ordered a black coffee...Well obviously the stuff looks yummy.....As I was halfway through the cheesecake, guess what I saw?A fly that is stuck at the side of the cake...."Yucks" can you imagine how I felt at that point of time,I brought the pcs of cake back to the counter staff....Guess what she did..."She smile at me and says a Fly".
16) Then she took a straw and scrap away the fly from the cake...she thought that will be ok.What is this crap? This is supposed to be a high end cafe, hygience and customer service is so bad.
17) I told the staff that I am not going to eat this piece of cake. She then run to the manager and come back to tell me she will change the cake.
18) Well when the cake came back, she gave me a new piece with half the size of the original cake. "simply ridiculous".People only return one whole piece. This is the first time I saw people giving half a piece back.
19) I was just too overwhelmed by all the events that has happen. Decide to head back to the hotel at 3pm. I stayed in the hotel throughout hoping my nightmare in Hanoi will end soon.

20) Next day was a trip to Halong bay. This was the best trip I had so far out of the past 6 days. Halong was beaufiful. It was nice cooling weather, peaceful and fresh air.
21) Well the Halong bay trip was 2 days and 1 night. I thought everyting will end soon with the nightmare in Hanoi.Who knows, on the day when we are on the way back to APT office(travel agent that book the tour), I asked the tour guide several time if she is going to drop us at APT office and she replied yes.
22) When we reach Hanoi, she drop us at 2 street away from APT office. I was pretty pissed coz I was pulling my big luggage. In hanoi, the pavement were all park with motobikes, there are no proper space or road that I can even pull my luggage properly. I had to pull my luggage on the rough road fighting space with the motobikes and cars travelling on the road. Don't you think that is sickening when they had already promised to drop us at the office and after several times of confirmation from the tour guide.It was later when they drop us at the street that the tour guide said the car is too big to go into the street.
23) I thought she should have stated that upfront? Anyway I was very dissapointed with the service provided by the people there despite a more expensive amt that I have paid for.I did not get the service or quality that I was expecting for.
24) Finally dragged my luggage to the Apt Office and took a airport transfer back to airport.At this moment of my mind, I just want to end this nightmare as soon as possible. Lucky nothing bad happen on our way back to airport.
25) Well, it wasn't the end. My flight was delayed. It was supposed to depart at 930pm. Now is reschedule to 1030pm. Only touched down at SG airport at 2am. Slept only around 3.30am. Is the worst holiday I ever been to.
Nice backview in Halong with KT

Cat on boat

Tuesday, October 30, 2007
This year is a cruise to the high seas....Thought it will be a much more interesting event....
My 2 *Ahem* YANDAO bodyguard throughout the trip
My BI Team
Initally I though I will be going on that boat..... *Roll eyes*

Who knows...I was led on to another boat....what a disappointment

This year was much worse than last year...the emcee was boring...not professional...just another staff on board......
food sucks...not hot and not as much variety like last year....

The room was very cold..I could feel shivers....in my heart...gluping down cups and cups of hot tea....for the whole nite... until the toilet became my good friend that night
Although there were more people participating in the event this year, it seems lesser than last year...perhaps because everyone was scattered in 3 levels...and some people was gambling in some corner... some were in karoake room...and some having secret rendevous in some dark corner of the boat...*You know who u are*
Unlike last year everyone was concentrated in just one area.. and at least 80% of the people participate in the activites
I was sabo for a stupid rock band dress up again..... Just like last year....Anyting new?

You see this guy obviously is trying to impressed lor.....blocking my view....scared nobody can take photo of him..*pui*
This year, not everyone was in the main room during the games session..as such, the games doesn't involve a lot of people..In fact, I think only 20% of the people participate in the pathetic 5 set of "NOT SO" boring games....and "yup" a small little token for participation of games
Furthermore, I was quite anaemic this time..so was quite lethargic....and the cruise make it worst with that motion sickensss...
Well nothing much happen that night....it was a boring event...and people just sit around chitchatting for the next 1hr after the games session..
Guess what..the event end earlier than expected at 930pm instead of 1030pm..I guess is just too boring that they decided to come back to Sg earlier
*I almost laugh till jaw drop* and you know this cruise is not cheap...
Well..is better this way since there is nothing on board to do either..haa...*Waste time*.....
Good also..as my parents are out on Jiu Zhai Gou(China) trip for 10days..
they are coming back tonite...Wuppie....don't know what present will I get....*Haha*..
Well, I be flying off soon as well on 1st-8th Nov for a trip to somewhere cold...Make a guess...where am I going.... *Shucks...I am down with sore throat and cough now*
Nope...I am not going to tell you...Wait till I am back and you will see my pics...
Monday, October 15, 2007
It was a sunny and hot morning......
Sun was shining brightly on the sky and birds were chirping
I woke up at 7am to start preparing sandwiches for my pinic outing at Botanic Garden
KT, me, 2nd sis, BIL, elder and younger niece....agreed to meet at Botanic Garden for pinic...well it was my younger niece first pinic outing....
I thought it will be a fun pinic as my niece is michievious and cheeky....
I was looking for this much awaited outing...as me and kt ...was awaiting to see what fun act my niece will perform.....
Arrive at 9.40am at Botanic Garden....
Due to some miscommunication with KT, I was standing at at the main entrance carrying big and small bag waiting for KT....
I waited for 20mins from 9.10am to 9.30am...before I decided to walk towards Palm Valley(KT's hp is with me)
At 9.40am I saw KT at the Palm valley..apparently, he had waited for 20mins for me here...
But I wonder..since he didn't see me, couldn't he have just borrowed a handphone from someone and try to reach me?
What if I have waited at the main entrance still?....Gosh.....
Is the starting of a bad day.....
Then KT and my sis....lay out the pinic mat on the slope.....it was still sunny then
Barely 10 mins after we layout the mat, we sat down and eat the sandwiches that I prepared.....
halfway though eating, the sky suddenly turn dark......and within few mintues, it started pouring.....
We were so frantically trying to pack up.....to rush towards the Symphony stage for shelter....
Shucks...should have taken some photos..of the threatening sky and heavy downpour....
Well, as I was pushing my niece in her stroller, we were the last few to reach there....
KT was very helpful....he helps to carry many things..knowing my sis cannot carry heavy stuff..due to some back problem...
It was about 10am when we finally settled down at the Symphony stage.....
It didn't help matter...when SCGS was having some outing there..They practically occupied 1/2 of the space in the Symphony stage....
We ate our chips and continue with the sandwiches..hoping the sky will clear soon....
Who knows..the rain kept getting heavier and heavier.....
It didn't help matter when We have only one small umbrella(belongs to my sis)...
Finally at 11am...we decided to get out of Botanic Garden and proceed to Macdonald at King Albert Park....
The "Wei Da" KT.....took my sis umbrella....walk to his car(15mins)...and walk back(15mins) to Symphony stage....carrying 3 large umbrella with him.....
It was really a good walk for him...hehe..knowing..that he is fat like a "Humpty Dumpty" now....
We pack up and is on the way to the carpark...
BIL carry my elder niece..and took some bags....
KT push the stroller..and a few bags(very heavy)
My sis carry a umbrella to shield me...and a small bag of hers.....
I carried my younger niece(around 8kg)...and walk for around 20mins to the carpark...
My niece was very happy and exicted...she was struggling along the way and smilling nonstop...
I can see she is enjoying the rain....but gosh....her struggle make it more difficult for me to carry her..as she keeps slipping down....
Well..I was anaemic recently..and haven't been exercising for awhile...so it is a test for me to carry her that long.....
Finally at about 11.30am...we reached King Albert Park.....the rain has stopped..and the sun has come out....
KT was drenched during the time he was trying to help my sis close the stroller to put in the car...
You see...my sis Doesn't know how to close the stroller....*faint*
Finally settled down at Mcdonalds......
Everyone was tired and drained out..practically 0% of energy level...
I and Kt wasn't too hungry...so I shared with him a packet of fries..and he bought a hot coffee for himself....
sister was feeding my younger niece to her porride.....
BIL was feeding my elder niece to chicken mcnugget meal.....
After KT is done with his fries, he carried my younger niece...
It was the first time that she didn't cried whilst being carried by KT.....
Furthermore...she was so happy and enjoyed herself.....playing with KT....
She almost couldn't stop laughing.......
she is really so cute..as I have never seen her laugh uncontrollably this way before....
Luv her to bitz......
Well...left about 1230pm from King Albert mcdonald....as I was too tired(insomia for past 2 nights)
Sorry folks ...no pics to share...as my sis doesn't like me to post my niece pictures on line....
Thursday, October 11, 2007
It was a sunny and hot afternoon......
As Singapore is a small island with very enertainment or place to travel, KT & I decided to go Labrador park near Alexandra for a stroll......

Large trees and small beautiful mountains....

Well, if you are looking for a park to rest and relax and sort out your thoughts quietly, I guess that is a good place to go.....
Sigh....the last time I had this anemic was like 10years ago....
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Met her in 14 Feb 2004 in a Temptation Cruise Event held by Wkrz91.3 radio station.....
Time really flies...Is already 3 years.....and everyone is getting slowly one by one....
In fact I hardly attend any friend's wedding nowadays....
That is because almost 95% of my ex classmates or schoolmates are all married....
Well.... Obviously I am stil the one left on the shelf......
Gosh...I am turning 30 very soon......Hitting the 'Big 3'.....
Guess I will never be able to fulfill my wish of having my first baby before 30 years old When I am not even married.....and given the toxic medication, I can't even think about concieving..
I think what I can only do now is just to sit and hope for the best..or something good to drop from the sky to fulfill my small little wish...
Back to my gal friend's wedding. It was held at Marriot hotel...
I am really glad for her....coz she has been searching for someone to truly love and take care for her..finally she has tied the knot.....
Sometimes, it is really to find a true love or rather a man that you think you really love and want to spend your lifetime with....."Does True Love Exist?"
Anyway met up with a few friends from temptation cruise as well...

Had a nice catch up and chat as we haven't had a chance to meet up for a very long time...
Wah..I think I look like a fatso standing beside the slim pretty bride...
Monday, October 01, 2007
My company new Financial year as well as children's day......
I am back in office after clearing my 2 weeks of leave.....
How's my feeling?
I drag myself out of bed this morning....muscles are aching.....
Tired and sleepy after insomnia over the weekend
Went for a 2hours walk last Sat morning at Botanic garden...giving me muscle ache in my tigh and calf.
Sunday morning accompany KT to FCBC service at Expo...Gosh.....is really really very far lor......
I seriously doubt I will travel so far just to go service every week..to me it will be a chore....
Service was from 11am - 130pm....
Well, I don't like the atmosphere there....everyone jumping, singing and dancing...seems like a idol concert to me lor.......
anyway went to my primary school frend(jenny) 3 month's welcome home party after the church service.....Met a few of my primary school frend there.....and had a picture taken....
Well...stay tuned for my picture as I am still awaiting for the busy mummy "My Dear Cindy" to send me the picture.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
I am clearing leave for 2 weeks which is ending on this Fri.....
Some people ask me...Why haven't I been baking recently....well lately I been feeling very tired and lethargic....furthermore, I have not been able to eat well.
Therefore, did not spend time baking...as I would not be able to taste it anyway due to my indigestion and do not want to overwork myself with all the folding in of flour(quite energy consuming)
But the taste of my stuff...is definitely not bad.....thou not appealing.....haha....
Is that self consoling?
Well if you are my close friends..perhaps you might have taste my baking before...*Ahem*
Well I may start attending bakery lessons one of these days to really improve my baking skills..who knows, I might open my own bakery in future...
Make Sultana cake for KT (Healthy low sugar cake in case he put on weight)

Some Chocolate muffins for myself and family

Tuesday, September 18, 2007
I start to wonder what is the meaning of life......
I have got 2 weeks of leave to clear...yet I do not know how to fully make use of it....
Sometimes..even how much I wanted to do certain things....I just lack the physical strength or mental strength to do it.....coz I just felt so weak and tired...both physically and mentally.....especially with this sickly body of mine....which are pump with tonnes and tonnes of medicine daily....and has some condition that cannot be cure but can only be control by life time medication....
Sad to say...I also have to make sure my emotions are stable...not too much ups or down..that will affect my mental state...and thus trigger another relapse...be it the antibodies attacking my digestive system or my reb blood cell causing inflammation or anaemia....
Sometimes..I wonder is this my life...Is this the path that GOD has paved for me to take? Is this the challenges has GOD destined for me?I am just full of question mark in my brain......
At times...Life seems to be so meaningless to me....people work towards an aim....
I have an aim to work towards as well...it seems so near yet so far within reach.....
I am just a simple woman.....I don't need to be rich and famous...or have have a rich or handsome husband......
I just yearn for a simple guy to dote on me..shower me the simplest family warmth and love..that a husband can give to a wife...and cuddling my own baby to sleep every night....
This is such a simple thing that many people can easily achieved...Yet there are some people who are tuck away in a small dark corner....where this simple task is far within reach......
Sometimes..I just wonder..is GOD fair to all human beings.....How does the GOD set the path for different people.....
I lost my real happiness 11 years ago....for people whom have known me that long...will have obviously known the reason.....this is something that no money can buy......perhaps I should have given up 11 years ago...instead of fighting against destiny....
All my life...I am clear conscience.....yet.....life has been unfair to me.....
Gosh..I woke up with a terrible headache...and had to swallow a few pain killer to ease the pain....I guess is the result of accumulated insomnia for the past few days...
Managed to reach Kovan melody at around 1030am....It has a nice surrounding with lots of pool(3 children pool and a 50m lap pool)....But I guess the design are quite standard for a few condos I being to....



So far, not much condos have given me the Whoa feeling......except for "Duchess Residences"..Needless to say, with ard 3million per unit for a cluster house in Bt Timah, it has got to have some standard...Definitely, I like the concept of cluster house. Small private project with nice neighbours....and relaxing environment......

2) Sifted flour for creaming together of the mixture in Step 1.
Prepared the necessary things needed for steaming of the Kueh.

3) Final result after steaming.

Well..it doesn't look veyr nice...haha...but trust me..it taste better than it looks....Nonetheless...it is a good start since is the first time I tried making this kueh......
Comments by KT=> Taste good except that the texture needs to be soften a bit.....*Wink*
Went to the healing session alone at Victoria concert hall from 7.30-10pm in the evening.....KT wanted to accompany me initally...However, he had a terrible headache in the evening....As such, I have to go alone.
Didn't really like the feel. Maybe different churches worship GOD in different way..I felt like I have entered a idol concert. The people especially the youth were cheering and shouting and clapping......Guess the way of worshipping doesn't suits me.....
For more details www.cnl.org.sg
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Don't know why this world got so Buay Zhi Dong people....
Any Comments?
My Bestie & me
Monday, September 10, 2007
It was one year since my grandmother pass away.....Went with the relatives to pray for her....
Woke up early at 7.30am....drove down to Ajuined( my granmum used to stay there)....to meet up with the rest...before thaking the mini bus...to the place where my granny ashes was placed....
Not too sure where is the place....thou I just know that is is Toa Payoh.....was there till like noon time....Well...it brought back some memories of mine....coz me and my family were very close to her during our younger days....her departure really saddens us.....sometimes...still weep when I think about her....but I guess is a release for her...since she had been bed ridden for a few years....and wasn't well treated staying with her daughter in law....
It was a tiring day for me as I did not sleep well for the past 2 nights..and I was already having a terrible headache.....driving all the way to Ajuined and taking the mini bus to Toa Payoh didn't help matters.....but well is all worth it..to pay a respect to my grandmother thou.....
But now I have suffering from severe backache.....
met up with my cousin as well....during the trip to pray my grandmum....had a nice chat with her....
Will be going to her house warming next Sunday....Gosh..is so far...Kovan Melody at Hougang....
Monday, September 03, 2007
Well, Guess i got it from one of my colleagues in my project site... He was on mc for the past 2 days....the moment he came back to office, I got it the next day....think is all due to my low immunity that makes me catches virus easily....
Well, have been having farewell lunch since from Tuesday to Friday from my project site colleagues....
Some people ask me....after been here for 9 months....are there anyting you can't bear to leave?.....
Well, I have a few colleagues here that have become quite close friends of mine. We share personal stuff from tour, family, personal worries, shopping , etc......
Of coz we have our fair share of jokes and laughter.....without them, I think my period of stay will project site...will be a suffering to me....especially attributed from my reporting head.....
well since he is my reporting head and my client...there is nothing much I could do but just keep quiet and bear his nonsense....
I was hoping to take a nice picture of my new hairstyle..but doesn't seems to have a chance yet....
Guess maybe I recover from my flu liao...then will take a nice pic of my new hairstyle...
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Went to Pan Pacific Hotel Pool and Gym in the morning....from 11am to 2pm for Rest and Relax.....
Who knows When I reach there, it was pouring heavily...therefore have to go to the gym rather than the intiial plan of swimming and suntanning.....
It was only till 1pm that the rain was smaller....then i decide to take a short dip in the pool...Whoa..it is really really cold.....
Had a hair appointment at 3pm..I was there till 7pm for my new hairstyle......thw whole 4 hours I was confined onthe chair...Gosh..is was a torture to sit on the chair..and unable to move my head about....
Pics of the process....
Before
Process 1


End Result
........stay tune for my next blog for my new lookGosh...I think my face look damn fat in this perm.....and Obviously, my hair needs to be colour...I am anxiously waiting for 2 weeks before I can colour..this is such an eyesore..looks so untidy...
Went to the must awaited Night - safari.....
Comments: Greatly disappointed......
Well, I am expecting more things from Night Safari as it is supposed to be famous in the world....

Obviously judging from the crowd, I wil be expecting something from it.....
Animal show lasted about 45mins.....quite a disappointment.....nothing fantastic also....
took me another hour to finish walking the whole night safari....
Actually I was expecting to take at least 3 hours to complete the night safari walk....
who knows is so much faster than expected....
In terms of animals for view, they are also very limited...and as the light is very dim,it makes it even harder to see the animals ...
Well, I wouldn't recommend Night safari for sure to my friends....
At least I think the zoo would be much better......
But I guess....I won't be visiting the zoo till I got my own kid....
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
But it doesn't end there....Will be going for a follow up check up in 3 weeks time...I just hope that everyting will be alright.....
meanwhile.....I pray that..I will be able to accept food properly without diahorrea these few days...
Woke at 5.30am....can't get to sleep...sigh...
thought I will have a good sleep since I didn't slept well for past few days....
Decided to go back to work.....thinking that I had missed my deadline this week...But gosh...waste my effort..
Zurich actually haven't send me the required information for me to do my documents update......
Well, but I spent sometime in office clearing up some documents and email...Stress free work today.....
As my Nokia 6280 is a bit cranky, went to buy a new Ercisson Brown K800i today at $268 with 2 yrs contract.....
It is my first Ercisson phone...I have always been a loyal fan of Nokia....haha...guess I need a change....
Went to trade in my Nokia at $160....who knows...when I went to another shop later to purchase a screen protector for my K800i, I could get a higher trade in at $180...Shucks....
Now I am enjoying the new camera phone..hehe....hope it doesn't gives me too much problem...
Took sleeping pill again tonite...hoping to prep myself for a good night sleep again......
Looking forward to my nite safari trip this Sat that has been planned since 2 mths ago....I hope I can make it for the trip.
Monday, August 06, 2007
I can't seems to sleep.......even thou I have taken sleeping pill......
My eye lids are heavy....head is heavy....keep yawning non stop till I got teary eyes......
But somehow..my mind is wide awake...I just can't get to sleep....
There are still 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 .....
O no. 5 more hours to go before 7am in the morning....How am I going to spend this 5 hrs on bed.....without falling asleep.....I feel so frustrated.......
I am totally bored to tears confined to the bed this few days......
tummy rumbling....yet can't eat...as I have to let my tummy infection settle before making my digestive system work hard again....to help digest food.......
O...I just hope I be out of here soon..and return back to work......Think I am having bad log at wk....after more than 1 week of hospitalisation.....
Guess I am going to have a headache tomorrow.....
Saturday, August 04, 2007
I was so glad I am out of that horrible place....
with dirty and smelly toilet....
.......................sleepless nite.....
.....................................restricted movement.....
Need I say more?..Anyone will be glad to be out of hospital....
I was resting at home on 1st Aug(Wed) and wanting to go back work on 2nd Aug(Thu)...Who knows....
Fate is making fun of my life....I am readmitted to hospital again....on 2nd Aug(Thu) after my diahorrea came back at 3am in the morning....
My mum rush me to hospital at 7am in the morning......
I spend my time in the A&E with several dose of painkiller....and only reached the ward at around 5pm as the ward bed was not ready......
Gosh......I was thinking...how it is going to affect my work again....as I am sure this time round if I am admitted the doctor will not discharge me so soon till my tummy is totally cleared and can accept solid food well.....
Next few days was a tortured on bed.....I spend my few days confined on bed...with dose and dose of pain killer to suppress my pain....only today 04Aug(Sat) that I felt better and was able to sit up to blog...
My face was swelling like a pig head due to the side effect of the medicine. Arms and hands are covered with brusies and needle poke....
Doctor just came..as expected...he said he wanted me to rest my gut without food...so that my gut will not be overworked...
Well as expected, he mentioned I got to be here in hosp till at least next tue/Wed(7/8Aug).
I just hope that my tummy....will be more obedient.....don't give me so much problem and let me recover faster and go back to work..so that I will not make my family worry and be a hindrance to my company....Don't know why only I am always so down on my luck to have all this.....Everyone ard me is always up and running happily.....Is this my life???Is this what I have to go through for the rest of my life?
Nontheless, I want to thank my Bestie Pris also for coming to visit me on Thu(I was sound asleep due to my painkiller effect) and cancelling her dinner gathering with her frends to visit me on Fri again.
Thank you all who visited me and show concern for me one way or another and Cheri who called all the way from Aus....during my dark and painful period.
Pray for my speedy recovery!!! Sometimes I really feel like reaching out to God....But somehow I have no faith and can't feel much from him after so many ordeal. Is it just all in the mind?
May God Bless me!!!!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Unable to take the more than 20 times of diahorrea anymore, I decided to go the the A&E and NUH...
I guess that is my only choice......
I was in A&E with several jabs of painkiller before I was transferred to the ward.....
I was shouting to the roof top when I was transferred to the ward at about 12pm. The pain is killing me.
Finally after waiting for a long time for the nurse to inform the house officer(doctor) they gave me a strong pain killer jabthat managed to relieve my pain..shortly I feel asleep as the side effect will make a person drowsy.....
when I wokeup, my pain has subsided....it was much better...however, I still feel very tired and lethargic as I didnt sleep the prev nite and was running to the toilet the whole nite....
Next few days was lying in the hospital waiting for the my stomach to recover....and doing nothing lying on the bed.
I was bored to tears..and so frustrated..I hate to have nothing to do......
Furthermore, beside me came a new patient..she was about 80 years old lady..moaning and moaning...well as you can guess that I am very sensitive to noise, the new few nights were sleepless long nite...
My client company good frend Chelsea was very nice...she sent me a birdnest flower hamper saying that hope it will cheer me up...Well I thank her for her thoughfulness...
A few friends came to visit me as well....And I really appreciate it....
As usual, there are some frends that will jsut say "send my regards" or "take care and hope you discharge soon"..I guess you can tell this frends are those that will not be so worthwhile for you to keep in touch with...not even the mentioning of dropping by to take a look at you....Well I don't really care about that also...at least I knowwho are the friends that is worthwhile to keep in touch with and who are just the Hi-Bye friends whom you cannot depend on or talk more things about...I guess there are the other kind of surfaced friends.
Anyway I don't really care about the surface friends because I think I am lucky enough to have quite a few friends that have been known me for years and people that really show concern or worthwhile to keep in touch with.
However,I must really appreciate my current company and boss for been accomdating to the fact that I am not well. As ever since I join my current company, this is the 2nd time I was admited in hospital. First time was anaemic. This time was stomach infection.....Gosh...I wonder how many employer will accomdate that.
Although they aks me not to worry and take care of myself to rest well..But sigh..sometimes I wonder what will they think deep inside them....Am i makeing them lose $$ in terms of earning when I am on mc?Because of the fact that my contract with client site is chargeable for the days I work, it means each day I dont work, my company is losing a sum of $$ everyday.
Hopefully I be discharged soon.....I will be well on my feet again....Of coz I always pray hard that all this misfortune does not befall me...But somehow....this illness and troubles liek to associatethem to me.....or find their way to me....
Gosh...how optimstic can I feel...with all this misfortunes befalling me....Guess the only thing I can do is to stay happy....so that I can recover faster.
Great I am finally discharged this evening.....31July...after much pleading with the doctor...I will be back to work on 2 Aug.
Monday, July 23, 2007
It was a tiring weekend. Sunday 22nd Jul was my niece birthday (Not actual day).
Her mum wanted to have a small celebration at our house by having some home-cooked birthday food....
I have to start preparing the ingredient from morning....
Hmm...What's the yummies for the celebration???
Chicken Wings, popiah, mee hoon, fish ball...etc...

I have to preparing the ingredient from morning for making popiah....
at close to 1030am, I have to go over my sis's house nearby to pick my niece to our house for lunch....
after lunch, as usual..I play with my younger niece Evee for a while...
She is growing bigger and more adorable by the days...I love her sooo..*Muacks*
She just manged to learn to sit and learning to crawl and stand...
This is the most fun stage of a toddler...
As usual, Sunday is a household chore day for me...
After my sis and nieces went home, I have to start ironing clothes (This is one of the chore I hate most)...Mop the floor...and time really flies...is almost 3.30pm...
Have to get my elder sis to help me in wrapping the popiah with me....
Started cooking at at about 345pm....
Initially I thought I will be done with the cooking in half an hour....who knows....
I only managed to finished cooking around 5pm.....
Took a quick shower + Washing toilet bowl.....(Gosh my hands are all rough)
and have to rush out to start putting the dish nice nice on the plate for serving.....
Celebration started at 5.45pm and ended around 7.45pm...
Guess the kids nowadays are really "XINFU"...my sis really dote on her kid....considering that she is not extravagant to her family (Oops I hope she is not fuming upon reading this blog)
she especially order those "HELLO KITTY" birthday banners from US....and it ain't cheap...can't remember how much thou....

Haha..I only vaguely remember I had a big birthday celebration at 7 yrs old when I move to my new house in Clementi....That was the most happy birthday celebration I had ..as far as I could rememeberwith a bit 2.5kg Mickey Mouse cake..."Aren't I xinfu"...Well both my sister didn't had any big birthday celebration....
My stomach nearly feel like exploding...after all the yummy food.... considering that I don't eat a lot usually...
Well Folks...Sorry no photos of my niece...coz my sis doesn't like to post her kids photos online...
Can only display some pics of the food and banner.....
Wahahaha...this blog seems rather boring..isn't it?
Well....I have not fully recover yet....I will be back with a better and more interesting blog..when I recover...
Thursday, July 19, 2007
On sat, I have to force myself to go down to MBR for my first fitting with a bad headache...at 2pm
I tried on about 10 pcs of WG and 10 pcs of EG....
Finally after 3 hrs of trying, I decided to call it a day.
to the BS to try.
The other one was pretty unique as well....which is pure white....and
will look extremely gorgeous in the ballroom.
Finally I decided to settle down with the first WG that I first set eyes on.
However..till now my heart is still unsettled..thou I like the design
and lace on the WG I have chosen, the colour of the gown is more towards
ivory...
Colour wise will not look as outstanding as the gown in pure white....
The other WG design is much more simpler but it looks more outstanding
probably due to the pure white colour.
As for my EG, it is a total disappointment....I tried sooooo many of
them, and almost 90% of them looks so flamboyant....
I got a terrible backache wearing and taking out the EGs......KT was
disappointed as well...He said none of them impressed him...
which I agreed 100%......
Now I have to go back on the 2nd Aug to see if any suitable EGs for
those BTB in end Nov OTR...Perhaps I could take their EGs....
Not only that I had initially wanted my PS to be in Oct as from Nov onwards, I believed I will be busy with quite a lot of things. The sad thing is my PS is on end Nov as the Oct slot is all fully booked. ..Sigh......
I pray hard that it will not rain as well during the end Nov period.......
Friday, June 29, 2007

Sunday, May 13, 2007
You can try it out at this website www.heritage.com...
I have tried it out myself and it really looks quite similar......Guess who I look like?......keke....
PEOPLE...Please don't Puke....
SAMMI CHENG(86% look alike)
.....................HAHAHAHA...........
Do You think I look like both of them? Check out this link......
Please give me some comments.....
http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/face-recognition-results.php?database=1&temp=cd966464e7wlqb50&server=Server16&startYear=1800&endYear=2005
SONG HYE KYO( 83% Look like this korean actress)
http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/face-recognition-results.php?temp=120a6464ti38hy47&server=Server26&database=2&startYear=1800&endYear=2005&loadMethod=myFiles
KANA (86% Look like this Japan POP Singer)
http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/face-recognition-results.php?temp=9b1a6464wpmvgp01&server=Server9&database=2&startYear=1800&endYear=2005&loadMethod=myFiles
Well actually I think I look like Kana most out of the 3 test.What you think?
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Suprisingly, I could sleep pretty well there...maybe the hotel room is much more quiet and comfortable as compared to my hse....where I can hear the vechicles sound even thou I have alraedy close the window and door tightly...
This is really irritating...because even when I am dead tired, I can't sleep well with all the noise pollution...
You know when I sleep well, I feel extremely alert...When I don't I feel extremely moody and I will have pain and aches everywhere.
Day 1
The first day we arrive at Bkk, we did some shopping...and it was a sumptuous meal at Chinatown.
Too bad I am not a big eater...else I would have order lots more dish...as the food just looks yummy....and most of all it's cheap
Steam seabass = SGD9

Sharkfin soup = SGD13

BBQ Big Prawn = SGD7

Well didn't get a chance to taste the good tom yam soup there coz I was too full to take in any more stuff....
After dinner and a short walk for digestion, we settled down at Nam Sing for Bird Nest...

Bird Nest is suppose to be cheap in BKK....but I don't think so le...
a small bowl cost SGD$15...and it doesn't taste nice...It seems to me like those fake bird nest.....
Enjoying my dinner

Guess KT really "Kiam Chai" life..so happy and satisfied with that plate of bean sprouts...=D

Enjoying my bird nest

Went to Jatuchuk in the morning as it was a sunday and the strange thing is Jatuchuk is only open on weekend. Actualyl I dont quite like going there....because it is hot and stuffy....But co KT since he wanted to go .....in the end, I bought stuff instead of him....and he appear bored throughout the stay at Jatuchuk....We only stayed about 2 hrs there and went back to the hotel.

and I did not bring my umbrella with me...
As we have nothing much to do, decided to catch a show call "PATHFINDER" for about SGD$6.50.haha...the big cinema only got about 30 people
well suppose to have a nice Japanese dinner after movie...BUT....sigh...I guess I made the wrong order....
I had the worse curry udon I ever tasted.....It just sucks....

Went for a massage at "Health Land Spa" near Silom...It was recommended by KT's friend. Well apparently a lot of locals went there for massage so the prices there are local price...
only 450bhat for a 2 hr thai massage.....It was really shiok..I feel so much better after a few days of muscle ache...
Guess what...after the massage, we proceed on to the newly open Central shopping centre.....
hmm..kind of disappointed as I would be expecting more out of it....especially the food court..the food just sucks...for its price....coz is not cheap for a food court price...
Well but I will strongly recommend MBK foodcourt. The food is really nice and looks more hygienic as compared to street food.
After buying out local food and tibits from MBK to bring bk to SG, we went back to the hotel at about 6pm..Isn't that early for a last day in BKK?
Day4
Breakfast and pack up....
Took some photos of the hotel....The hotel is call Siam@Siam. It is a boutique hotel, quite new as it was opened only in dec06.
Took some pictures for your viewing...
Well, I quite like the hotel except that floor is not carpetd and the toilet bath tub is too high for a older person....even for me, I find a bit tough to go in and out of the bath tub...
Tat's all folks..

