Tuesday, October 30, 2007
ahahaha. finally wanted to post. been having CCA. damned horrid shit. dazu then all we did was sit there stoning while the teacher went on with the other sections. i forgot to bring a book to read so all i did was TRYING to communicate with gongyuan who was sitting behind me using sms. yes i KNOW im lame. but i was too bored. anw my smses ye yong bu wan. coz i stopped smsing that horrid
kh. yes yes. anw. cca was from like 9am to FOUR THIRTY in the afternoon????!!!!! pfttttttt. spoiled my damn eyes. had lemon chicken rice from that sickening WHAT GOLDEN ROOSTER STALL. not nice lah.
been trying to finish the algebra paper and also think of a speech for my pri school prize giving day. =////////// what should i WRITE. i dont even have any MEMORIES of my pri school unless you count that time when jinyuan fell into the pond coz he was too skinny and was hit by wenqing between teh bushes and teh end of teh bridge. -.- my pri sch cca teacher wanted me to write about them. oh well. since i like harmonica ensemble anw. i shall write. =D and oh. about the time we got silver for our FIRST EVER syf. =DD
anw tadaaas for now. gtg for dinner after i finish minesweeper with DUMPIE. =D haha. maybe i shall just CLOSE TEH WINDOW.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
shall blog abt ytd since i slept straight after i went home from cca ytd. firstly, somehow i enjoy the imaginative 'presence' of people by blogging as though im talking to someone but sadly i realize noone's coming.
what do u do when part of your world comes crashing down on you?
what do u do when you suddenly realize that people who you thought were closest to you arent?
i can be really emo sometimes. but i realize its juz some stupid way of releasing stress and make ppl like
kh think that im telling every single feeling to them. its just that i dont like bottling my feelings and making myself unhappy. im a sadist. if im unhappy, i want to MAKE ppl unhappy too. =D
okay. so basically ytd we went fajar. i really think the people there are much more friendly then when they came to ny. i seriousliy think we're unsociable. D: anw had ice breaker games. then KEYU kept saying that i was smiling coz i was despo. bleah. and then when we had to sit in a circle everybody refused to sit with me coz they say must save a seat for the fajar ppl. BLEAH. in the end they sat elsewhere anw.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
had captain's ball today. lost ALL games. but i think we gave our best and put in our BEST BEST effort for the 6 games. =D i think i did best for the last game. 103 is cool. and supportive. =D first game someone stepped on me then i twisted my ankle. but last time daddy told me that if i ever sprain my ankle i should juz continue moving to get blood flowing to that area to lessen teh pain. so i guess it was quite okay. i seriously think i should juz stop crapping and go sleep. will edit later (most probably not)
Monday, October 15, 2007
here's this to peeps like zhi yun and cher yee and joanne. rmb the sorority panty game that we played the other time? i OWNED it. wahaha/. xD is quite simple actually. =D i actually wasted 2 hours playing it. hahha. xD
Saturday, October 13, 2007
i dont know why i dont feel emo over my marks. maybe its because i know that studies arent the most important stuff on earth.
health is the most important. >.< maybe other people dont know. its hard when a loved one has
cancer yes. its a horrible word. but i believe that god lets everything happen for a reason. somehow i feel that because of this, ive become closer to god. but that actually doesnt mean that i can slack my butt off which i have done. i know my marks are LOUSY. i know i failed my chinese. but i just want another chance to do better. i shant complain when there are people out there who are worse off than me. =D
anw. i just woke up. haha. and its THREE! in teh afternoon. watched too many dvds. and i slept on the sofa. haha. couldnt be bothered to go into my room. coz my mum WOKE UP when i ws watching and started scolding me. coz it was like TWO in teh morning. then i told her i would sleep on the sofa since i already had my tatty and my blankie and my pillow there. ;D i love my pillow. haha. today i woke up finding my head between my pillow and a cushion. LOL. skipped lunch and breakfast. but im eating junk food. =P oh no. my mum's making sardine sandwiches for me. but at least they're not wheat bread. i hate them. say what healthy healthy. BLEAH.
