Monday, July 30, 2007
grah. the second day im wearing my contacts and im hating it. coz its juz so hard to tell the difference btwn the correct side and the wrong side. lalala. and therefore, there is a risk to wearing it the wrong side. grah. anw. i dun think i will wear them after two wks le. coz mine is the two weeks throw once type. yeah. save money also. im very very poor de. =( yes. i cant even afford to buy 50cents ice cream. see how poor i am. =P hehe. its actually tiring for the eye. so i shouldnt wear it that much. =/ it makes my eyes appeaer swollen when i wear them. and you know what\! i took 15 minutes to put the contacts in my left eye because i didnt know which side was which. im so stupid. yeah. end of story. case closed. bye bye
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Your Birthdate: November 30
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You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6
You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.
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| Your Heart Is Purple |
For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.
If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.
Your flirting style: Sincere
Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house
Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive
What you bring to relationships: Understanding |
| You Should Spend the Holidays In |
Australia - on the beach with a plastic Christmas tree. |
btw, the 'where should you spend your hols' qn is wrong. coz there is only one qn. and i clicked the same answer twice but the ans was different. hah.
| You Are A Social Butterfly |
You love your friends so much...
You're motto is "the more, the merrier"!
Making sure everyone's included is your mission
And you always prefer a group of ten to a group of two |
YES YES YES! I AM SO SOCIAL!
and nice| You Are 44% Intuitive |
Your intuition is often right, and you use it more than you may realize.
Your gut feelings are usually a good guide, but you need more to go on when making a decision.
You'll often check to see if the facts back up your feelings.
And when your intuition is wrong, you work to improve it for the future. |
| Gummy Bears |
You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute. |
yay! i love gummy bears!
| Your Weight is Ideal |
Your BMI is 18.2 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25
Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.
Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.
So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!
Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on! |
ahem...
| You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight |
Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you're comfortable with.
If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore. |
AHEM! i pig out but im not even fat. grah. and i made up that previous one. my bmi is 15.2 grah. whatever
| You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep |
You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep.
Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy.
Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed. |
| Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence |
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.
You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer. |
| You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
| You Are 87% Perfectionist |
You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score.
The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself. |
| Exotic Dancer Name Is... |
Midnight |
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating |
You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together.
You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change.
You should major in:
Statistics
Speech
Conflict studies
Communication
Finance
Medicine |
| Your Depression Level: 88% |
You seem to be severely depressed.
You should seek immediate attention from your physician.
Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step. |
| Your Personality Is |
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. |
| You Are Somewhat Like Your Mom |
Believe it or not, you and your mom are pretty darn similar.
It may not seem like it at times, but you and your mom have a lot of common ground.
Over time, you'll probably get closer ... especially if you emphasize the things you like about each other. |
| Your Average American Name Is... |
Maria Elizabeth Turner |
| You Are the Ace of Diamonds |
You are a lucky person, and you always seem to find yourself surrounds by pretty, shiny things.
You have a knack for success and money - though your skills can't really be learned or taught.
You shine in a room, and you a have a truly sparkling personality.
A true extrovert, you always are able to share a witty joke or the latest scandalous gossip.
While you do have an eye for bling, you are also quite generous.
A lot of wealth and luck comes your way. And you're not afraid to pass it on.
A gamble you should take: Sports betting
Your friends would describe you as: Captivating
Your enemies would describe you as: Greedy
If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A trophy wife or husband |
| You Inner Gender is Female |
You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female. |
| Your Average American Name Is... |
Mary Michelle Turner |
Saturday, July 28, 2007
as said in gy's flooded-by-kyme chatbox, i prac-ed my cello today. but i prac-ed for a while before my hand "chou-jin" so i had to stop. haha. stupid snrs. ask us play so hard. ltr my hand break how! wahaha. i totally slacked today. =) i went hopping ard the hse. XD haha. no lah. i got bossed ard by my mum today. as usual. guess what she said. she made me switch on the light above my laptop coz she claimed it was too dark. but it WASNT. in fact, when i switched on the light, the light was reflected off my comp and the history book. yes, im doing my history. eh. wrong. rewind. im TRYING to do my history. havent even done the first qn. i juz typed--"nanyang girls' high school[enter]secondary 1[enter]history assignment 3 2007[ctrl A][ctrl E]". yep. thats all. now im REALLY off for dinner. bye!
Jesus Loves Me!
i know that even though sometimes bad things can happen, God lets them happen for a reason and he will take care of me forever. all i have to do is trust in him and let him carry my burden for me. he will walk beside me and i will never have to be afraid. =)
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
yay. today we baked muffins!! haha. it was so FUN! yayayayayay. haha. i think mine was the most cheng gong. wahaha. im so zi lian. haiz. nvm. im crazy to destress. wahaha. =) i made 3, but ZHI YUN
naughty naughty zhi yun took one. hmph. but nvm. hah. that's her birthday present. =) no lah. haiyo. i really dunno what to buy for her leh. its like so long after her birthday le,then suddenly buy like so weird. heh. so HOW? help! grah. anw, i think i love my lunch box a lot. =). haha. it isnt really a box that i use to keep my lunch. its juz a box for home econs. i love love (L)(L)my lunch box. coz its pretty. wah. so lame. nvm. coz its full of hearts! yay. but it seems like im the only one that likes it. at least pauline likes ABIT a teeny weeny bit of it. haha. then i ate one muffin. and the last one i gave it to my aunt. she liked it alot. maybe its because she's hungry. ahha. but the worst person today was my BROTHER. he is so terribly annoying. he said that home econs is for NOOB sec ones. but whatever lah. hah. he always says "yaya whatevr". so i must copy him. im such a COPYGIRL. whee. and why am i a LESPO DESPO?? hmph. ppl say its because im a les. and a despo person. erm.. SINCE WHEN???????????? grah. you horrible sickos. hmph. and yeah. WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP PULLING ON MY JACKET! DO U KNOW HOW MANY HOLES THERE ARE ALREADY! BEACAUSE OF U ALL PULLING! but nvm. pull somemore.
coz i wanna buy a new one if it spoils completely. my dad promised it. yay!=xthats all for now. im going to SLEEP! hah. no lah. its only 2020. such a nice number. =) now im off to revise and go away from my mum's nagging. hmph. btw. i sewed with jesslene in the sewing room today. i spent like 5 minutes trying to thread my needle. i know i have bad eyesight. but who cares. im not doing sewing for the rest of my life anw. i might just as well flunk home econs. but im the rep! but i actually didnt want to be the rep. just that the rep for music is also the rep for dance and home econs. AND I LIKE MUSIC ! and dance! whee. muacks. *loves myself* eeeeeee. such a sicko. nvm. BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Thursday, July 19, 2007
yay! i ordered contact lenses today. haha. im SOOOOOOOO happy. i nagged and nagged at my parents. 0.o. and they allowed me. wow. i shld be more wilful. =x. no lah. i shouldnt be like that. its unhealthy. and God wont like it either. yes. so im going to try out the lenses for a month, and then i can see if they really suit me. yeah. =). and i went to see the school dental therapist and they say i cant wear braces yet coz my 2nd molar hasnt grown out yet. yep. =P. so i will have to wait. wah. i love everybody. =)
Saturday, July 14, 2007
i bought a new bag today. its really NICE. both ways. nice of my parents to buy me that and nice of the bag which allowed me to buy it. wahaha. its like. i went to sportslink, intending to buy FBTs but my dad said that he din like the brand 'FBT' so he wanted me to buy nike. so i went to try 2 pair of the FBTs. i didnt like them. and they r EX! $50+ juz for one pair. actually i only wanted it for the cross country. but i dun even noe whether i can wear that or not. so i decided not to buy it coz i din wan to waste my parents money. but in the end i negotiated with them and bought a bag. haha. which cost like one and a half times more. wahaha. shant brag. shant tell you the brand either. my dear classmates will see it on monday and know the brand. wahaha. till then will i reveal the brand. and i aint bringing it to church either. coz i love my dear bag too much to let my frenz all snatch here snatch there. hee. i shall treasure it before it becomes old...=( which i hope it will NEVER happen.
although that will never happen. i love the design very much. i had a hard time choosing btwn the two choices. in the end i asked my dad and he says that black not so easy dirty. so i bought the black one. XD
Hypermobility
i got this from my friend.----------->
Thats what people with 'Double-Joints' can do.
Double Joints = Hypermobility
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypermobility
I have Hypermobility.
i thot it was cool, until....i read that wiki article. its scary. its actually a disease. =(
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
okay this is going to be a very long post as i am going to recollect what i did today and ytd. so ytd, 1st period was HISTORY! test test test! yeah. =( i think i did okayy. coz i really did study. =) then after that was maths. QUIZ! i dunno what im doing with maths these few weeks. im becoming really horrible at maths. i failed all my quizzes. =( . im really sucking up. nope. i should buck up. so much has happened, so why not make the best of what already is left and work hard? anyway, after that was recess where i did not eat anything, like what i have been doing since last wk. here's my theory--since when did i eat and grow fat? if i eat and dun grow fat, and not eat and still stay teh same, then why should i eat? eating takes up time. liddat i can have more time to do my stuffs. then after that was lang arts and we TRIED to edit our FPS Scenario Writing. ugh! how can i make it more futuristic? im not the person who is going to be 20 years old 20 years later! so how would i noe what the young ppl would think then? i would be old then. wahaha. erm. 33 years old? ard there bah =). then it was chinese and we had choosing of sabbats after that during lunch, so xin tong, jing ying and zi wei persuaded 钟老师 to let us off 5 min earlier. 1/5 to 1/7 were alrdy running like even before 钟老师 let us off. the stamping of feet. it was NICE. wahaha. im sadistic =)
then when 钟老师 let us off, we RAN AND RAN AND RAN to the comp lab. haha. but when i went to the comp, the CPU could be on but the monitor couldnt! then i was at a loss. but then i saw a comp that was not used but was logged on onto another user. yeah. so i rushed and took that comp. wahhaa. it was fast. hoho and it din lag like other comps did. so, in teh end, i got SQUASH and FOOD CHEM! yay! i like these type of things. ahah. after that there was choral singing. i felt so TRAUMATISED! heh. at a state of shock. haiz. but i heard from my fren in 101 that mr lim wants to complain coz our tch's let us off early. =/ i hope 钟老师 didnt get scolded!
home econs was slack slack too lah. the tch had a meeting, so we did our coursework in the library=) erm, more of blogged! haha. =) i like xin tong's blog's song! wow, what kind of english is that! hoho but who cares. =)
after that we had contact time and i tot we would change seats but we din.
then after sch gong yuan and i went for CCA. i din noe there was CCA. we were supposed to dot our cellos. but i din bother to bring my cello. =P wasted my whole life away. so im bringing it tmr.
AND THEN! THE JIAO1 DIAN3 of the day--i saw my church fren on the bus! its a HE. haha. he's in njc but i havent seen him there in uniform before. what was shocking was that he actually lives NEAR me! wahaha. im happy. =) dunno why. one of my weird traits again! =P i shant elaborate that much. the rest is in my mind. i jzu want to rmb the date--10/07/07! wahaha. i love this day =)
DAY 2 (today)
we had the new south wales english test or watever for the 1st 2 periods. wasted PE away. hmph. shld have wasted art. guess what we did for art? we used charcoal and shaded our whole paper grey. and used toilet paper given by the tch to smudge it. wth. such a waste of time. and so dirty also. ewww. charcoal is disgusting. grah.
thats all. i have to revise my maths! there's another quiz tmr... =( on factorisation. grah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
hello im hammie yay i love my sunflower seedies i gather from random people's blogs!!
DOLLS DOLLS AND MORE DOLLS
Saturday, July 7, 2007
i must be damn lame and bored these days.
haiz
so i did some dolls again
wahahahaha
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okay okay!
one LAST one
there
=)
good morning
and
bb
Thursday, July 5, 2007
=)
today we had our time trial!
it was sucking
i dunno why but im totally numb about these things
really
i dunno what has happened
=(
i used to be so flustered
i used to
CAREbut now i dont
life's so meaningless
i dunno where im heading
i have no future
i really dun wanna care anymore
ever since
ever since
something happened
to my family
that can never be changed anymore
life's different
i appear to be nice and happy and all
but did you know?
did you know that my heart is crying?
its breaking
i hate myself
why did i have to be born?
what kind of world is this?
all i ever do is to blindly follow
to blindly do
to blindly listen
i yearn
but i never get
am i too much?
am i too overly un-obsessed?
i wish someone would help me
i know God will help me
i know he is helping me
but i just dont feel it
i feel lost
i feel my whold world is gone
depression
the only word i can describe of myself now
D.I.Ethats all i can do
now
BYE
living only has meaning when you realize the true essence...but i don't.
