Cassandra :D
Child of God
1 October 1991
Anderson Primary
Zhonghua Secondary
Anderson Junior College
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Just Sweet Dreams And Happy Endings
Sunday, January 09, 2011
![]() You're just a sad song with nothing to say About a life long wait for a hospital stay And if you think that I'm wrong, This never meant nothing to ya Oopsie daisy. I've been neglecting this space for far too long. Can't help it if Tumblr is more interesting right?? More private too. I'm super sad because the holidays flew past so quickly. It flew like a g6. I don't know how fast a g6 flies, but let's just assume it flies super fast. *sad face* Sem 2 starts tomorrow and I'm looking forward to the summer holidays already. That is like in May. OH YES, I think my exams end on the first week of the exam period. And soon it will be Hello to Vietnam. Okay, I must go find out how to say hello in Vietnamese. And my promise is to be a hardcore mugger this sem. THIS I PROMISE YOU. 5 Arts modules (I supposed I wasn't thinking during bidding this sem) can kill. Readings alone will be the pain in the butt, and I have to do well in every single one, because I can't SU any of them. If anyone sees me slacking this sem, you are allowed to slap me all right?? I give y'all permission! Well well, the holidays have been fulfilling it its fatigue-inducing way, and meetings/meet-ups every single day. In fact, the week after Christmas leading up to New Years was a whole week of lunch AND dinner meetings or meetups. This reminds me, I have photos to upload!! When I have time all right? No wonder I fell sick. But well, I had fun. Especially when I get to meet lovely people to catch up, and when the OCIP team gets along so well. And so many of us are going to take the same modules together. All can kena slavedrived together. Project Song!! ![]() All of us are wearing our Vietnam farmer hats! ![]() Fundraising Comm! We meet like every single week this hols!! I met up with my dearest other half this holiday and we talked the whole afternoon away to simply catch-up. I miss her so much!! She will always be the best roomie I'd ever had!! :D And there are a lot of other meet ups along the way but I can't remember all of them. My memory is failing me at the age of 19. *stabs the heart* Well, I like the way my life is now, although I tend to complain about how tired or busy I am. But it is fulfilling. Like I have a purpose in life, and that I know whatever I do makes a difference, minute or not. Yes it is very tiring, and everytime I check my inbox, I have to take a deep breathe to prep myself for the intense amount of reading. And sometimes, I'm very tempted to throw my phone out of the window because it is so cui already and I have like ten thousand texts to reply to. But it has the sense of fulfillment, which I guess negates everything else. And the realisation that you have finally let go of things is a very satisfying feeling. You are free like a dove, or in Singapore's context, crows, and you can start a new chapter in your life. I LIKE. Cheers to being free and living a fulfilled life. (Y) *** It's been a while since I did this too. Day 10: One Person You Can Trust I'm narcissistic and have trust issues, so I trust only myself!!! *evil grin* Day 10- Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to Well, it isn't my fault that we drifted apart (cross my fingers and hope to die) and it is not the narcissistic part of me saying this. Communication is a two-way road, so I can't, and won't, be the only one putting in effort. I miss our conversations though, because you pay attention and listen to every little thing I say and I liked that. From talking daily to once in a few weeks, and now talking only when there is a need, I'm accustomed to this. So, there you'll go. |
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To New Beginnings
Monday, January 03, 2011
![]() Goodbye 2010 and Hello 2011!! 2010 was a trying one. But it was rewarding in its own way. It was the first year where I only studied for about 4 months, but boy those 4 months were so difficult. And the new semester will be starting in a week's time!! *sad face* I made a lot of new friends this year, stayed in touch with old friends and of course drifted from some too. Those who matter, will care enough to stay and time indeed proves everything. I'm so glad to have my besties in the same faculty, and the rest of my besties just a text/phonecall away. I'm so glad NS and uni hasn't done that much damage to the friendship, and no matter how busy we are, the same group of friends will always keep New Year's Eve for each other. A sweet tradition don't you think? And of course, the new friend's I've made this year are special in their own way too. Also, this year I've also seen the true colours of certain people but that's over now, isn't it? So here's to a new year. A new year, a new beginning, a clean slate. And please, let this year be a fantastic one!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! |
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Come Adore on Bended Knee
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Hohoho!!Merry Christmas everyone. Okay, technically it is no longer Christmas Day, but since the sun has yet to rise, who cares. It is the season to indulge on yummy food and candies like those in the photo. Aren't they too pretty to eat? I'm going to start on my baking hobby again, when I'm free-er but that seems impossible looking at my schedule for the next coming months.And Christmas is just like CNY! Visitings, lunch/dinner parties etc etc. And it is a period to spend quality time with the fam! And of course, it is the season of giving. But don't forget who we are trying to emulate when we are giving out or receiving presents. The greatest gift of all, and a gift of love.On a side note, it is gonna be a crazily busy post Christmas/ pre New Year's period. My time is so stretched next week, I think I'm gonna die! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Be happy everyone :D |
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Will You Save A Hug For Me?
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Why is NUS being so cruel? Results are released just a few days before Christmas, and I'm cracking my head and worrying about potential consequences of SU-ing my Gem. It is holidays for a reason!! Plus I'm not done with Christmas shopping, and I have Ocip stuff to do (just received another email for ocip:( ) Recce today totally killed my legs and is making my ankle hurt even more. In addition, being busy and going out everyday is taking a toll on me by making different body parts ache on different days. UghAll I want for Christmas is... to be worry-free and contented. And a lot of hugs too. *** Day 09: Two Things I Wish I Could Do
Day 9- Someone I Wish I Could Meet Erm, am I supposed to gush about some celebrity or someone who is significant in shaping the world today? Anyways, I think I would like to meet who I was in the past? How I saw the world with innocent eyes, before I became critical, and when everyone else I know is less jaded. I think that would be nice, wouldn't it? |
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Like Falling Stars Over Your Head
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
![]() The world is turning And time keeps on lingering on The sun will be burning Eventually you will be gone It's been a long long while since I've been awake at the crack of dawn. The closest to being awake at the crack of dawn was the night before my birthday where I had to rush out the Psych paper. The last time was during orientation, when we played Alvin's stupid drinking game after bathing at 3am. I like the peacefulness evoked when you are sitting calmly in the room, watching the change of colours in the sky and listening to the stir of the rest of the world as they wake up to a brand new day. But instead of being up at dawn, I'm like an owl, awake until the wee hours that I miss the sunrise. I wanna go see the sunrise, like now!! While clinging desperately onto my handphone, waiting for the text which contains my result. The horror. So what is gonna happen tomorrow is that I will wake up to a ton of messages as usual, and there will be message which tells me my fate. I need a little more luck that a little bit. But actually, I don't believe in luck, nor coincidences. I just say it, because I have nothing better to say. Tomorrow is going to be a big day. Results, Ocip meeting and I'm going to have to explain why details can't be confirmed yet, Major declaration and support carolling. Things change, so suck it up and move on. Righttt, like that is a piece of cake. And by the way, easy come and easy go? The biggest lie ever. Happy Week-before-Christmas everyone!! *** Day 08: Three words you can't go a day without using
This is super lame. Like I will notice what words I use everyday. It just comes out naturally don't they? Day 8- Your Favourite Internet Friend Anyone who can make me laugh or giggle like an idiot to my lappy baby will be my favourite internet friend. Or can tolerate my nonsense and talk nonsense with me. Of course, not everyone will see this side of me, only special people see it and those who've seen it better be honoured ok! |
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