Ultimate Embarrassment

Oh my God. Today, was, argh. Lol.

The day started quite sian. Cos I'm dead beat, and got absolutely no energy for PE. Then Math tutorial got me 'high'. I got frustrated trying to solve questions. Lol.

The highlight was during common lunchbreak. Ohmytiannnnnnnnnnnnn. When I paste the sticker on his scoresheet right, I don't dare to look at him at all! I just paste the sticker with my side facing him. Novell and Amelia said that he turned up to see who when I pasted that sticker. Gosh. I don't know if my face was red then, because I am so totally, speechless.

Sheryl was brillant. :D

Chinese was fun, especially when teasing Heng Siong. Lol.

And yay! I met my lovely Tricia after school. Lol. And I think we chatted non-stop. :)))))))

Chemistry SPA. Argh.

Today..

It's quite easy to be happy when they're people beside you. But I can't help think about it when I'm alone.

I should be in grief, mourning.

Yesterday's morning was a little drag. I wasn't in a mood for anything, seriously. My mood lifted during Bio, surprise surprise. And thankfully, it lasted all the way home. It was a fun and nice training. My team mates are superb. They don't let you think about being unhappy at all. :)

I talked to everybody in class today. :) Yes, everybody. Okay. Maybe our relationship is a little strained. But I really hope, with time, it will become better.

Sheryl was damn cute during badminton today. Her reaction damn damn big. Lol.

Eeyer. Why badminton no need so much strength, and you had to hit with all your might (Okaay. Maybe not all.) for tennis?

Training at 3.30pm tomorrow! :D

And again, I'm seriously considering switching to LiveJournal. You can Friends' Lock some of the entries. :)

Go Bio!

It's a torture...

... being happy when you're not.

But I must be. She'll want that. :)

On a happier note..

I'm meeting Tricia Tan Lay Xin for our catching up session on Thursday! Lol. You rock my life lah, Trish!

Anyway, Northlanders of the 2006 batch. If you do happen to read this, go back on Teachers' Day k? Especially 4EB-ians! :D

Whatever

Can't I just blog as I want? Now I can't blog because others will be offended. I was just feeling very very very lousy that day. And there were so many other reasons that made me feel that way, not only that.

Other reasons which I would prefer not to say.

Whatever. Since I can't blog just as I want it, I might as well close this whole damn thing down.

And I thought blogging will help me feel better.

Now it made me feel worse.

Maybe I should just lock the blog or something.

I know my flaws. My two biggest - too sensitive, and too solo. Not solo as in I go about myself. Just that somehow, sometimes, when I do things alone, I got misunderstood. Maybe, I have yet to see the essence of teamwork. I'm sorry that I'm too sensitive.

That day, Saturday, was, bad. Really bad. Things happened, out of control. Things lost, and we will never see them again.

She left, for heaven.

We'll never get to see each other, ever again. Why didn't you tell me? Why did you keep it from me till so late, that I couldn't do anything at all now? I'm angry with you for not telling me earlier, for not letting me know the amount of time left, but it's no use. You're not here for me to be angry with anyway. We will never keep to that pact. We will never meet up. I will never get to see you, ever again. Oh why didn't you tell me? Why let me regret? I will miss you.

Sigh. Why isn't anything I do these days right?

Today's Friday!

And there's nothing to be happy about. Lol.

Except after school. Sheryl, Fei Fei, Hui Ling and I, plus Qi Ying, were at the computer lab. We're good girls. We did PW. Lol. :D

Sheryl and Hui Ling did something that I don't know whether to be sad or happy with. Lol. Sheryl was hilarious lah. She suddenly turned around and went "Where's Hui Ling?" because she haven't come out of the com lab yet. And left me alone, with somebody. Lol.

And when I alighted from 812, I saw Elwin and Felicia. Stayed to chat with them. Lol. I miss those days.. :)))

Tuition!

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School is taxing. Math is irritating. I spent the whole of last night, and 15 minutes in class figuring out a careless answer. Argh.

Mrs Too treated us to fruits today during CT period. Hmm.

It's all about the Hunt for the right person. :P

I had a happy msn night! :D

Back to studying! :)

Replaced

It's pointless with that entry larh. So I deleted it. Yeah.

Training was okay. Subsitute coach. Coach went Europe for holidays. That evil man. Lol.

Walking aimlessly around the school with Bao Zhu can be fun too. :D

It was a not-so-good day today. Thank you Amelia for cheering me up! :D

photos!

:D Picspam!

My beloved NY013 :)

At the airport


On the day of phototaking. :) (Fei Fei looked evil here.)


And what is phototaking day without my favourite babes and our soft toys?


And of course, 0703!

NY Film Festival

This photo is hilarious, because the row of guys (plus Sheryl and Eileen) were posing too. But James only took the three of us. LOL.

And we met some old friends..

With Shi Ting. :) Such a long time since I set eyes on a fellow Northlander besides Novell and me at Nanyang.


And Ker Yu, that uber-babe-catcher. Lol. I'm sorry CJC got no babes la KY. :))

And my day out with the Dagonets..

One of the nicer photo, where I'm at least decent looking. :D


And this super Yi Long moment. He just came out from behind and stand in front of the camera.


And the last picture we took, on the MRT, at (isn't it obvious?) Raffles Place.

Lots of thanks to James who took all the photos that we were in uniform. :D

There!

NY Film Festival; Bio Retest; Dagonets!

Yesterday, was NY Film Festival. We were dismissed at 2pm. But that festival start at 7.30! So being good girls, Novell, Bao Zhu and I went to the library to study! :D

The library was damn cold. And my fingers are n.u.m.b. Then we were all craving for tau huay. Then Bao Zhu went to meet someone. So Novell and I went out to buy for us, and Bao Zhu.

After tau huay, we decided to buy our dinner as well, something light of course, considering how full we were, at the Pasar Malam. [We didn't eat Wanton today :( ]

We wanted to eat at 6.30pm. But by 6.15, our food was gone. Lol. Then the councillors gather at our table at that area outside LT4. Lol.

Then we went in! And we saw Shi Ting and Ker Yu! Oh my tian. Very long never see them already. Since PAE. Argh. And thank you James for helping us take photos. :)

There were two films, one love story titled 'Heartstrings' which is in chinese, and a horror film titled 'Recurrence'. The chinese one was great, but the horror one right, ohmytian. I semi-cried! It's not scary, just shocking. Really. There's this little boy and he will suddenly appear in front of the camera. Gosh. The whole lecture hall was practically screaming. Lol.

And thank you Novell and her dad for sending me home! :))))

And then I went to Elwin's birthday BBQ near my block there. And saw some old friends. Lol. Stayed and chatted for awhile. Till about 11pm. Happy Birthday Elwin!

I woke up at 4am to study Bio today. There's retest for DNA and Genomics today, cos I failed the last one. Well, it was not in vain. :))

Then after school, I rushed, to go meet the Dagonets! Thanks Bao Zhu for accompanying me to the toilet to change! :D:D:D I love ya girl!

Anyway, I met Shi Pei at Novena MRT. And the rest were terribly late lahh. But not many people went today. But we still had fun!

We had lunch at some place next to Thai Express at City Link. Then Chai Ling (my facil by the way) had to go. Then the rest of us went to bowl! But got waiting list, so we go arcade first. We played car racing. :D The first time we played, there were four of us. :D Second! The second time, with six of us, I got second again! Lol. Shi Pei lah, got first. I was just this close. Lol.

Then bowl. Omg, I was lousy. Yi Long was good. Lol.

Then we went to walk around, and took photos at a caved in area along City Link. I am quite positive that people were staring at us.

Lol. And somehow, Shi Pei got her slipper being kicked off by somebody going down the stairs.

It was a nice nice nice day. It's the first time in a long time that I laugh so much and so happily! :D And I saw Hema from Pre-U sem too! We practically screamed when we saw each other. She was coming out of the train, and I'm going in. And we must have looked like idiots screaming in the middle of the crowd.

Photos later! :D

Not anymore

I will try my very, very best not to be emo anymore. Really, will try.

Anywayyyyyyyy., today was supposed to play in the badminton open. BUT Bao Zhu dear and I were busy. Our $4!

My tuition's cancelled. And I'm going to change tutor. :(((((((((

School today was fine. PE was fun. Math tutorial was the usual, and I love the current lecturer. HE CAN TEACH. :) Chinese was a little low. No Bao Zhu. Lol.

Then after school, that June went to photocopy notes. Then I was down at the court watching Wen Jun and the other guy playing. Finally, she came down. But we were chased out of the court earlier. 'PE lessons.' Irritating. Then we went AMK hub and had Toastbox. Now I'm full up.

The past two days were great. No GP, no PW tutorial. So free time. :) But Ms Choong gave us a semi-dressing down on Wednesday.

I have to work hard. I don't want to retain. :))

Why am I not loving school now? Lol.

Sian. I like my current tutor!! But going to change. :(

School the whole day tomorrow. May tomorrow be good.

May me be good. :)