Sheeps

It's too much how it never dies

Just how long will it survive.

Who/what wakes it up from hibernation

When/where is the next restoration?

Until then, please do not disturb

It's way too easy to lose count of them sheeps.

Just let them run wild to find glee & peace.

Progression

Learn to grow out of it.

Drawn new line.

Developed new awkward.

Achieved another state of composure.

Maintained radius.

Attained milestones.

Accumulated new sentiment.

Seen what I shouldn't.

Read and related.

Watched and drenched.

5 of 365

 

What kept it all coming? 

What is this?

What kind of excuse was that?

Is there a guide book for this? Solution book maybe?

Where did it go?

When you ignore it long enough, 

You forgot how to do it.

You don't know how it stays that way all this while.

You don't know how to change it either. 

But it just keeps popping up to remind,

Like a alarm set to repeat everyday.

Like a reminder on the calendar.

Like a playlist on repeat mode.

So what now?

Be awaken by the alarm?

Dismiss the calendar reminder?

Press next on the iPod?

If only all these works.

Does it even matter?

Things you want always run, things you want gone are always there to pester. 

Life ain't no "delete" or "ctrl+z", just live without them and be content.