Hi
Once again, it's been a while. I feel dumb saying a lot has happened because it's been almost a year since i wrote here.
I've lost a little weight and I want to restrict again, but I can't seem to remember how. I stopped taking my antidepressants (again), without the advice of my doctor (again). I know that's a really bad choice, and I don't recommend anyone else try it. The withdrawal was awful. Both times.
On May 1st, I moved to a new home and didn't have internet. I still don't actually, so I probably won't write regularly for a while.
I'm training for a half marathon and still doing karate, although I had to switch schools.
I'm seeing a new guy and have been for a while. That brings up all sorts of fun issues relating to my last relationship. He talks about marriage and kids a lot. Holy crap. I am nowhere close to ready for that. I'm not done with being independent.

xo

It's been a long time

Hi.
So today was my last day of school, ever! Unless you count tomorrow, when I have to go back to get my graduation pictures. Or the next day when I have my last exam. But it was the last day of classes! Holy crap. I just need to let that sink in for a minute.
I've been waiting for this since about grade 5.
I've just completed 18 years of education.

I was waiting for the bus after class this morning and I missed the bus and had to wait for the next one, which was going to be the one I have to take all the way to the terminal and then get on another bus to go near home, instead of just going right home from school.

So I was waiting outside when a girl from my class walked by. I had only talked to her once before, in a group situation, but she offered me a ride and I didn't want to wait...

In like a 5 minute car-ride I found out a crazy amount of things about her.
-She smokes (I don't know many people who smoke)
-Her parents bought her a car (using her money because she didn't have time to shop around)
-She works for an archaeologist
-She's allergic to the sun and gets big crazy rashes and her face swells up
-She takes flax seed for fibre and it works... :0
-Also the typical conversation type things (where you from, what program are you in, what year etc.)

In other news, I went out Saturday night. Drank a bottle of wine beverage (I don't like real wine, or big-girl wine as I like to call it. This stuff tastes like juice but still looks classy.) I went to a friend's for her boyfriend's birthday and we played games, ate spaghetti tacos and watched Red-green. You need to youtube The Red Green Show if you've never heard of it. Especially my followers from outside of Canada. They have full episodes. My favourite part is The Possum Lodge Word Game:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78ITzSbla9I

Anyway. We went to the bar after, and some of her boyfriend's friends met us there. There was this one guy who was very... whatever. He told someone random I was his girlfriend (I was like, "I don't even know this guy!"), tried to 'steal' this girl away from some guy (by smiling/winking from across the room), danced with a bunch of random people (Which isn't that crazy, but this was the kind of bar where most people sit and talk and whatnot and he went up to random people and asked to dance when nobody was dancing). Later, I was dancing with my friend and he just kinda comes up behind me, wraps an arm around my neck and kisses my hair. Kinda weird, right?

I've read a few books lately too. I think I'll save the book reviews for another post though.

xo

Depression

Hope everyone's having good holidays :) I'll be back soon.

This sums up how I feel nicely...

Christmas movies

Hi,
I am getting around to writing a post about the Liebster award  (Thanks guys!). I just need to find blogs to nominate. A lot of the ones I used to follow have stopped posting/been deleted since I've been gone and the ones that are still around have like 500 followers.
In other news, I just ate a crazy amount of oreo mint holiday cookies. They are just like Girl Guide's thin mints, except they're accidentally vegan. So good, I almost can't feel bad about the calories. Almost. I watched The Polar Express with my roommate. I love that movie  but it's so sad. I never wanna grow up. But I think it might be too late.
I LOVE the movie Elf. I have watched it so many times but it just never gets old. I find it very comforting.
I'll be home for Christmas is another favourite, and the Santa Clause. I also love when TV shows do a Christmas episode. Like the Supernatural one. It makes me happy.

I have one more exam to go, and I'm holding it together pretty well I guess. Could be doing better but whatever. I'll be back Sunday or maybe Saturday, probably with a touching Christmas story.
Take care :)

Sleepy baby kitties. I could really use a kitty hug right now. Stupid exams :(

Take care <3

Nervous wreck.

Hi. I don't have much to say right now... So have a wolfguin.

Also, some biology nerd youtube videos.
Goliath grouper
mudskipper (aka cutest little badass fish ever! Most fish go out with the tides but this one just runs around in the mud, climbs trees and stuff. Go to 1:55).

I read Daughter of Smoke and Bone yesterday. It was great! It's a young adult book, but I definitely think it's fun for adults too :)
Take care <3