Eventful day, even eventful day tmr.
Worked special shift today for ntuc, was in charge of the fresh food weighing machine. Super fun learning something cool hahaha. And did shelving for the milk/cereal section which was beside the machine, for 5 hours omg. Mad boring but satisfying seeing my near perfect neat shelves. Talked abit to kw too, he's quite a funny guy lol. When I started work the freshfood auntie was busy so I stalked him for a while at his shelves. Coz I was supposed to do the machine for 5 hours but the auntie told me to "do whatever I want first" so I was like wth. Awkward. Cannot run too far cannot man the machine yet. So I forwarded some products, helped kw shelve his stuff, then he helped me retrieve my milk stuff too hahaha. Maybe out of respect for his chs senior :O anw it was a new and different experience doing the fresh food today. Had to learn a whole bunch of facts but it's good. Anything to help the customer lol. I'm a nice guy.
Then andy and gf appeared zomg. Stun me for a while. Then they went cycling to punggol waterway without me :/ came back & had supper together. Oh and managed to convince nightshift boss to help me change my offday from wed to tmr. I think she's fond of me hahaha. Realised I'm not helping her drag trolleys from 1030 then she came out and threw the apron back on me and tie lolwtf. Help me call dayshift boss to ask if I can change shift, and had to make a deal to help her so that I can off tmr >< feel kinda bad for panging her but ohwell, andy and lw were waiting for quite a bit. So anw we went off for dimsum supper and icecream at wendys (only I ate ==)

Then you msged me. It meant the world to me. I didn't know how to react at all and excused myself from everyone. I guess I'm happy lol. I swore to not bother about you anymore if you didn't reply, but here two months later you finally did. Wonder if you told your bf and if he made trouble for you. I don't want to be a burden on you anymore. I don't know what I feel for you still, remourse or love stiLl. But I know I want to be someone close to you to support you. It's really hard to find someone who knows you so well. Maybe I just explained how I still feel towards you lol. Anw you're so high up and out of my reach alr. I'll treasure everything I can have. Just.. Please be here for me..

Came home, played one game of dota and got nagged at having "no limits, no self control, no future at all, following the footsteps of him" whatever I don't really care. You don't even know me. I damn hate the way you nag and think you know everything. You don't know a thing about me. And the fuck you relate me to him. I have standards. You just don't get it so whatever. Stretch this line thin again and again. In the same mass the priest said, but you didn't pick it up even. You don't know how much pain and distress you keep inflicting. When all is lost will you regret everything again?

Spent too long on this. Tmr gotta wake up early. Nitez peeps.