Thursday, March 31, 2005
i tell you..if it haven't been for tt 'animal in you' personality test tt ms kaur made us do..i wouldn't be online now..
results say i am a snake and a bat, or otter..careers namely artist, writer and musician..even archeologist..
wonder if it is all juz bulls**t..
anyway, life sux, my brain is goin to explode anytime..
seriously, i am starting to feel really stressed up..considering the fact tt i am having test after test..not getting enough sleep and trying so hard to cope with hw, cca,extra lessons and piano lessons..
even practising the piano is wrong now..so how on earth will i get my diploma cert. by the end of the yr..when my family is not even supposrtive or whatever..??
and ms kaur is forcing us to go for another lit play next week..twelfth night..
on thurs night..she sux big time..
she actually PROMISED to book the sunday show..then she go book thur one..
and i have chem test on metals on fri lor..3 chapters..
and she says can study early..ha..got chi test, amaths, barrons test..
i might as well prepare to fail..
gtg study for tmls chem revision testnow and do hw..haiz..
think white hair is sprouting soon from my head..
tot ziens..
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10:52 PM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
okie..today's easter sunday..
woke up super early to go church..hebron bible pres. church..
not exactly enthu bout it since i went there before and its is actually awkward becoz i didn't want to bump into jw..
went only becoz a girl, hannah kept calling to ask me go..
well, luckily didn't see jw..phew..
hmm..so go home after tt..watched pay it forward and then went to sleep..
weather is extremely wonderful today..cool and good for sleeping mahz..lol..
nv did much hw this weekend nor did i study for o'level chi..no mood..
so yep..tt's it..i'm bored till i am speechless..bye
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6:27 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
sports day was today..
sat with candice in middle of green and yellow house..
tied hair in 2 ponytails..
green rubberbands..
went jp with biwei and sirui..
ate longjohnsilver..
walk walk saw new range of billabong bagpacks..
wanna buy liaoz..since i need new bagpack..
my slingbag is killing me..
goin out tml..
tata~
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11:44 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
hmm..sch reopened liao..every lesson is practically boring..
imagine me staring at the teacher blankly but mind is somewhere else..
yep..u get the picture..
anyway, had class phototaking today..
and it turned out not really nice..
kareen disappeard then i think the cameraman was pissed off..
so our unformal pic he juz anyhow snap..
only gd thing was tt this yr i managed to stand in the 2nd row finally..
and not sit in the 1st row..
feel so tall already..hahaz..
hmm..then had co today..and joyce was so irritating..
heard from joson tt she actually bullied caili on fri..
made her practise out in the hot weather and dun let her stay in the air conditioned co room..
someday i really muz make it clear to her tt she is so annoying and stop ordering ppl around..
then er..
got sports day on thurs..
then fri hol,and sat and sun weekend..so cool..
this week very short siah..=)
bernice suggesting we take attendance le on thurs then run off go watch movie..hahaz..muz see first..later kana caught..
hmm..dun feel like writing le..bye!
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8:04 PM
hmmm..hi anonymous..well,love criticising me right??
i'm sorry..but you are too stupid..to write 'When you see that your dad is trying to nap did you turn down/off your radio/tv/piano whatever?'..
what was it again?? ya..i rmb..u sure do LOVE criticising me dun u..even write things down tt i nv mention in my blog before or to anyone whatsoever..
so yep..next time if u wanna assume an identity..try to be smarter..
becoz just addin in the lie bout having brothers does not make ur lie complete..
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7:27 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
okie..blogged this morning..and what i said doesn't really make any sense..
but whatever..as long as i understand can liaoz..
having fever now and brain's not funtioning properly..
watched the pooh hefalump* movie just bout 2 hrs ago with my lil sis at causeway..
she pestered me for so long le so aiya, no choice..
tried to smuggle in food successfully..which is good..lolx..
then before tt..had piano lesson and chi enrichment and when co to get my chocolate treat from my nice daruan junior..
becoz i treated her be4..hahaz..
so it was one hersheys bar and it melted until like dunno what..
decided to share it with the cello bass section juniors..and also jason..
well, when one bass sec1 junior received his bit, he said, "thank u, april"..
my goodness..
i seriously dun think my name 'diana' rhythmes with 'april'..
nor do i have a split personality..
unless i do and i dun know bout it..freaky..
well, got a bit hysterical..and drilled my stupid name into tt junior's head be4 running off to meet kaishin, waiting in the foyer for me to go home together..
hmmm..my head hurts..
muz be due to me thinking too much..
being over paranoid..
till my world is like crashing down on me..
dunno what to do..
can i turn to you??
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10:49 PM
somtimes when u think so much..it gets to u..
and things start going the wrong way..
when u have encounters with something inhuman..
blowing cold air at the back of ur neck..
and u cant breathe properly and stiff up..
what should u do??
do u start crying dry tears..
or keep praying to god to help you??
and even if god protects u this time..
does it mean tt u can sleep in peace every night once again..
or u are scared tt it would come back again, and u dun sleep??
sometimes i juz wonder why such things dun happen to other pple..
things unexplainable..
sudden mood swings tt come back all of a sudden..
i muz be thinking too much..
when u are all alone with no one to turn to..
and u feel like sayin everything out..
will tt someone care and understand??
in ur mind, a negative answer appears
when ur head starts throbing so hard all of a sudden..
u feel extreme pain
as if ur damn brain is goin to explode anytime..
are u sure someone is out there to help??
or u cry silent tears..and nv let those tears ever flow down..
dun ever show ur weakness to others
pple are keeping things from you..
but the more u think..
the more u wonder if what u think actually matters..
but how can you get ur answers??
theres a distance separating the two of u..
how to get rid of tt barrier tt appeared outta nowhere??
u start thinkin bout the past..why things nv work out..
and u think of the present..
will things end up broken again??
such stuff are unexplainable..
and only i would understand..
no one else..
as they say,
the most u can trust a man is 95% outta a 100%..
but the more i think..
its way way below tt..
the result of being paranoid..
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9:03 AM
Monday, March 14, 2005
okie..hols are here..goin out a few times before i go into the 'studyin for o'levels' mode..muz get A for chi no matter what..yep..
hmm..goin to retrim my eyebrows again..since they are seriously out of shape again..
then goin for disney on ice on thurs..can't wait!!
um..also, bought a dress ytd..finally..been wanting one for such a long time le..
well, its white with pink flower embroidery across the bottom..very nice!!
but quite ex..heart ached when i paid for it myself,,oh well, but it's worth it lahz..
anyway, i also buy almost all my clothes one..
er..then hol everyday muz go sch also..sianz..then also alot of hol hw to do too..
and three tests also..two of which i took today and think will fail already..
stupid wee..first day of the hol make us go sch take test..siaoz one..
then wed have trigo and log revision test..scared i might fail but teacher gave us alot of practice ws to do..so hope i can do la..
and i also need to study for upcoming chi o'levels le..scared lehz..since my chi is not exactly good..always barely pass..=(
seriously need some help to memorize the chi vocab and idioms..
then for CA1 progress report..got worse than i expected..wwanted 12 pts only but ended up my L1R5 was 14..argh!!
think i might as well forget bout goin to jc liaoz..unless miracle happen..
but miracles do happen right?? juz hope god will help me lo..
pray hard..
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8:46 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005
hmmm..got time to blog today..so good!
anyway..i am talkin' to jodee on the phone now..lol..so what i sayin now might make no sense..heez..
um..lending tamagotchi to melody for trial run before she buys her own one..
ah..anyone wanna buy it for $10?? i wanna sell it after mel finish using it..lolx
er..then i goin to watch disney on ice next week!! yay..can't wait..=)
hmm..can't conc on typing..so erm..buaiz!
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11:33 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
hmm..basically bored again so came online..
not really in a good mood..spoilt my new watch after juz 1 week, stupid me as always..
actually,i just wanted to de-stress after a long week away from the dear comp although it is situated juz a metre behind my study table..
aren't i good at self control..mangaed to keep my fingers away from the switch and on the comp..
yeah, i am so good at it now..study freak already mahz..one of the few genres of pple i hate..yeah..
i hate the way i am now..although i am not exactly growing white hair to show tt i am studyin so hard..i think i am tryin a lot harder than last yr le..
gone from a full time slacker cum late hw giver..to someone who studies for every test coming my way..
wow right?? yeah..life sux..
ms kaur is forcing us to watch another lit play..great..its COMPULSORY..
at least this play is related to our o'level set text unlike the previous one..
but i should count myself lucky for managing to sell my ticket last min to someone else..or i would have sat through 2 stupid and boring plays tt have nothing to do with anything..
too bad for my other dear lit classmates tt wasted 28 bucks..
hmm..ms kaur is juz plain irritating lahz..offended alot of pple, but she has backup, mr 'sarshi' or whatever u call it lahz..our pe teacher..
wonder why he actually spoke up for her..during our pe lesson..bout pple wanting to drop lit..to think tt i actually always thought tt noone would like ms kaur all along..now i know..
but anyway, the 'holy trinity', of me and my good pals candice and shuli are pissed off with her for getting on our nerves..esp, they 2..
but well, juz gotta tolerate her till we leave sec4..
and my dad too..one day when i grow older, i'll move out and nv come back again..
since he or anyone in the family dun likes me..
whole day say what i playing nv study..
hello?? juz becoz u see me very little dun mean tt u can accuse me of things tt i nv do okie?? dun think tt u are damn clever..know what the hell i'm doin..becoz u dun know a damn thing bout what i'm doin..
i use the comp once a week and u say i almost everyday using..
pls for goodness sake, open ur damn eyes wide and see carefully okay..
i DO NOT use the comp often lorx..only once or twice a week..
so dun anyhow say things tt u dun even know..
sumore, if u want me to treat u like a father, first treat me like a daughter..
u dun even have the basic manners old man..
a simple hi is even too hard for u to say..
and when i say hi, u juz simple ignore me..
so why would i want such a father like u who doesn't even care??
its a plain easy thing..so if u want it tt way..fine..
ignore me all u want..i can't be bothered with u too..
haiz..juz hate it when i keep scolding and typing out so many negative things..
but sometimes u juz can't help it can u??
actually tt's more..but i juz dun wanna risk typin it all out..
knowing the possibilities of certain pple reading and spreadin it all around..
becoz i know what a simple sentence can ruin u..
anything in ur blog can work against u..
ya..some pple are just waiting to see u fall into the bottomless pit..
so i'll stop here and leave things unsaid..
bye.
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10:24 PM
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