Tuesday, November 30, 2004

if life could juz get any worst manz..damn..it's like my dad is so annoying..
i juz told him tt the comp shown tt the printer was low on ink levels when he asked me to type and print out some stupid document of his..when he was talking to some customer..and he juz had to shoot back at me say i interrupt him or something..

shouldn't have bothered to help him in the first place..juz so frustrated with my sis..in fact myself..shouldn't have created an msn account for her..
then let her talk to her tt damn teacher..then open both the msn messenger and windows messenger..jamm up the entire comp..
juz feel like deleting her entire account..plus her blog plus everything i helped her to do..

it's like i tell her so many countless times not to do tt le..and she juz nv listens to me..and even yells at me "who do u think u are, u are not even my mother lorx"..
hello?? i'm her sis..who is older than her by 7 yrs..
and i can't even take her in hand..damn..i'm juz so useless..

anyway..had co from 9am till bout 6pm todae..so tired..then during co, tt jialing right before the lunch break come tell me the way i play the daruan is wrong..
then i say biwei they all goin le so other time then tell me..and she juz had to gimme tt kinda face..

it's like i know i'm not perfect or whatever..plus i'm learning the instrument all by myself..and i'm an solo instrument player..and with my small size..i'm already practically hiding behind the huge daruan already lorx..

she think my daruan and her zhong ruan same same..so easy to hold..she try to play my instrument for 3 hrs straight lahz..

then she say what i like using alot of force..when she was the one who said tt she couldn't hear me in the first place and wan me play louder..
siaoz manz..say like nv say liddat..whatever lahz..

i not good then not good lorx..anyway i'm supposed to be cello bass section one..not plucking strings one mahz..u can't blame me for being so lousy..anyway, if u think i'm tt bad..u take my place in syf lorx..
i would gladly give up my spot for u..tt is if u get retained in swiss cottage..
which is very likely since u whole day come co..like nv study for o'levels de..

and if i'm really harsh..sorry bout tt..juz can't stand the way u give me tt look on ur face..like so bu shuang..
or maybe u juz didn't know u were showing ur displeasure..

ohwell, can' be bothered anymore..
anyway..cant go out tml..becoz everyone like busy then last min cancel this and that..
haiz..dunno lahz..juz so pissed off now..

bye

Monday, November 29, 2004

i've realized i always start with 'okie'..weird..lolx..

anyway..my two sis are fighting again..and it's so annoying..i even have to hear them fight when i'm in the shower..gosh..

i juz wish i was living in my 4-storey house instead of this 1-floor small tiny apartment..
when i still had tt little amount of privacy in my study room..where i could blast the radio like nobody's bisness and dance around the room like some crazy psychotic person..

well, tt's not the case anymo9re..every min my sis fight..everytime my lil sis cries..i juz have to tolerant it as the sound fills the entire apartment..
unlike before when i could lock myself up in my study room and not hear a sound from the outside..

i juz feel like i'm so deprived..i dun even have my own room when i am already 15..and my every action now can be seen by everyone or anyone in my family..
it's juz so disturbing to know tt..

anyway..went lib juz now do hw with kareen and justin and surprisingly..i wasn't the one who was late..
well, was so quiet the whole time when justin came..sitting quietly while he and kareen discussed stuff..
it's so not me..i am nv tt quiet one..haiz..maybe i'm juz not used to the fact tt some things have changed..

anyway..we left at around 5.30pm then i went cold storage buy chocolate for my lil sis since she is bugging me all the time..
it's like..i'm juz left with 40bucks to spend for this week now..tt is if i go claim the money from my mum tt i used to buy my eye vitamins..
haiz..always paying for things tt are unnecessary..like the stupid things my lil sis always make me buy..and whatever..

also, at the bus interchange..met joson then we took bus home together..
he watched polar express!!! i want also..but he went with his classmates..if not i should have gone along with him le..lolx..

then on the bus.we talked bout the subject choices and he was like super shock tt john actually took art..hahaz..then he was like laughing away..
he good lorx..in fact all my juniors..since they all got into bio classes..which is good..heez..cello bass section rocks..

oh ya, then todae..i wore this long sleeves shirt out tt was bought when i was bout p5-6..well, i could wear it except for the fact tt the sleeves are a lot shorter le..lolx..
guess i haven't grown much..*sniff*..only my arms are longer..why???
haiz..anyway..tml got sec 3 co practice and full orchestra then muz reach sch at 9 am again..

sianz..so erm..nothing much to write le..so see ya!



okie..my lil' sis is back..and sitting right next to me!!
haiz..okie..maybe it isn't tt bad..

anyway, want to go watch movie todae since it would be cheaper but everyone is either broke, busy in sch or made to stay at home..
sad case..really..oh well, guess i juz be a good girl and go lib do hw with justin and kareen..

but then again..it seems as if i'm like some extra..since i dun really think tt they actually wanted me there..
well, but i have no choice..in order to get out of my small confined crowded apartment..i juz need some excuse..then go out and get some fresh air..

hmmm..then i didn't go church ytd too..seems like justin doesn't really welcomed me there or whatever..
and i only talk to his cousin there..maybe i juz shouldn't go anymore..
pretty weird actually anyway..dun know almost the entire church population there..

so erm..haiz..sundays will be spent at home lazing around..watching tv..blah blah blah..

juz in a bad mood from time to time now..esp. now..with my sis bugging me to take her to the lib when she can't actually borrow any books since all the lib cards have fines..

oh well, my sis is having tuition beside me now le..tuition teacher juz came..guess i need to stop using the comp now..let them have peace or whatever..

so tata for now..

Sunday, November 28, 2004

okie..i'm bored..the house is quiet..elaine's not home!!!

gosh..how i wish she could stay at ester's house for a few more days..then i can have so much peace and quiet..and no one squishing me up and kicking me in the middle of the night..it's bliss manz..

anyway..li's meeting taufik todae again..oh manz..she's crazy..
she actually asked me along then dunno what happened..nv sms back le..
oh well, think i'm lazy to go star stalking or whatever she calls it..lolx..

and then..i'm trying to planned alot of activities for next week..wanna invite biwei they all over to see my new house..or i mean apartment..then maybe watch vcd and order pizza or something..
then wanna go out with bernice also..go shopping in orchard or something..
then wanna watch the polar express also..
then want go library do hw also..
and hang out with chang yi and maybe justin..since we nv hang out for so long le..
then also want go zhiyin house play x-box also..

hmm..but everything may juz be cancelled last min as usual..
haiz..tt's the prob when ur frenz are like..aiyo..dunno how to say..

oh well, i've been thinking also bout getting contacts again..but my mum last time already say cannot le..
so how?? haiz..i'm juz so tired of my specs..forever misplacing it..
but if i wanna get them myself.. surely need to save up alot lorx..

haiz..dunno lahz..everyone's getting contacts..and i want them too..!!
anyway..i fast becoming broke soon..gonna figure a way out soon le..since my ezlink card is always the prob..
whole day muz top up..sianz..

okie..i'm bored..think i play some of my lil' sis toys or whatever..
so tata..

Saturday, November 27, 2004

okie..i'm blogging for the 3rd time todae..u may think think i'm nuts or whatever..lalalalala..

anyway..i went looking around in everyone's blog..then was thinking lahz..everyone's families and parents so good to them..like they have everything they want..

then then again..my sis says tt it's not necessary a good thing..maybe..

oh well, family facing financial crisis all the time..and i'm stuck in s'pore..what can i actually ask of..??

guess life is nv smooth like they always..someday i'll live to be thankful of the suffering tt i go through now..

whatever lahz..i'm juz crapping as always..



seriously..i can't believe how obsessed my frenz can get with s'pore idol..esp. li and jm..

juz read li's blog..and gosh are they like super crazy and siaoz man..whole day go try to meet the idols..
i mean..wun ur ezlink card juz run out of money or something??

hahaz..aiyo..pity them lehz..

ya..although i support taufik and like was crazy for once over goin to the concert..i got over it in 1 day..

i guess it is nv good to be too obsessive..heed my advice ya??

lol..peace..


okie..been flipping through my last yr's yearbook..and i realized tt i've changed..
quite a lot lahz..
found it in one of the carton boxes below my table..anyway, i can nv finish unpacking my stuff..no space to put le..

oh well, anyway, todae co was boring as usual..then instead of the usual goin out..all of us went home..
so guai right?? hahaz..

hmm..then kelvin booked a chalet for shuting to hold a birthday party in feb..he's so nice to her manz..imagine how much it would cost him manz..
gosh..how i wished i had a bf like tt..lolx..treat me so well..

anyway..suppoed to go ester's house juz now but i lazy so nv go le..tml then go..

so nothing to write le..bleax..bye!

Friday, November 26, 2004

listening to= love you by cyndi wang..lame song..

anyway..i'm bored..really bored..
supposed to spend the night at ester's house with my lil' sis..but then my parents called say want us home so my maid came to fetch us..
well, i also have co tml..so i guess i tml then have a sleepover there

anyway, jw say having 5 earholes makes you an ah lian.. really meh?? i beg to differ..becoz when u are stressed or whatever, u cut urself..or whatever tt is..
anyway..i'm lazy to explain..lol..

hmm..then i want to watch horror movie!!!!! but no one wants to go.. why????
not like u'll freak out for a month or somehing right?? haiz..i guess everyone is juz plain scarycats..oh well..

hmmm..then i forgot tt my piano lesson was changed to 12 in the noon todae..then miss neo call my home but it was connected to the fax machine so nv ring..
then call my hp but i left it in my room..
so she quite angry wif me..but not my fault lahz..
one week no lesson of coz forget lahz..lol..

so oh well..juz need to learn to rmb my stuff from now on..instead of always bein blur..forget this forget tt..

anyway..gtg le..sis is pestering me again..and then talking bout how great her new slippers are..blah blah blah..
so bye then..

Thursday, November 25, 2004

okie..i'm plain pissed..dunno with myself or what..

i went to ester's house play with annabelle and zhe kai juz now..then veri happy mood one lorx..
planned to go out with liyana and jia min and meet at orchard at 12.30 later..
so i came home to change..

then check my hp dat time..they say they dun want go orchard whatever..say want go jp watch the incredibles..

but i went there ytd to watch the incredibles le lehx..haiz..sianz..planned to watch the shutter one lorx..

then now they back out..damn larx..

waste my time come home..then so lonely..think later i go back ester's house..
juz hate it when my frenz do this kinda last min changes..

it's like..argh..pisses me off lahz..
forget it..too angry to blog now..
buaiz..

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

okie..i'm sick..having a little fever and headache..
but it's no biggie seriously..

well, went out to watch the incredibles with jonas, yuanruo, kenneth, xueying, xiuling and jieying..was late as usual..but oh well, i'm always liddat..anyway, really nice cartoon movie..jack jack is sooo cute..
however, the girl looks like someone from the addams family or something..freaky..

hmm, then tml supposed to watch taxi with chang yi but he like forgotten liaoz..then i also den feel like watching it..wanna watch the shutter and the forgotten!!!
but anyway, later will msg him..tell him we next week then watch..

ester also ask me go her house tml..dunno whether if i should..since my lil sis is goin too..but i nv catch up with her for quite some time le..

anyway..dad is saying me again..blah blah blah..
say what i nv do schwork..but it's like i afternoon do cannot meh?? damn it lahz..
he dun see dun see lahz..none of his bizness anyway..when did he ever bothered bout me anyway..

other than scolding me or ignoring me..he nv did anything..
i am juz a nobody to him..but oh well, he is a nobody to me too..
even if he dies soon enough..i wun even care to say the truth..becoz i nv felt he was ever there..

however..there's been something worse than tt..ever since i broke up with jw..
it seems as if there is this big empty space in me somehow..
like i'm hollow u know tt??
becoz i nv really had anyone there for me..always juz me, god and tt special someone..and also..sometimes i juz can't feel god there too..
and now tt there isn't this special someone around to care for me or whatever..talk to and stuff..i juz feel like i'm missing something..
but i dunno what's tt..or how to fill up tt hole or something..
gosh..

also,i dun think i still have feeling for him..juz treat him like a frenz now..
but he juz seems so cold to me now..
like he doesn't even wanna be frenz..

well, nothing i can do either..so tata

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

listening to= leave right now (will young)

dad is angry with me..whatever..damn it lahz..all my stupid sis's fault..
now he's fighting with my mum..questioning her why she removed the vcd player..
arguing arguing arguing..blah blah blah..
well, my whole family doesn't get along all the time anyway..

nothing surprising..but it does get on my nerves all the time..tt i juz wanna scream and ask them to shut up..

anyway, my lil sis keep toking to tt benjamin tan..whatever form teacher of hers..
everything bout our family also tell him..siaoz one..so i prevented her from talking to him..then she cry and cry and cry..

always liddat one..then i end up gettin scolded..

hmm..dun want think bout it..muz cheer up..okie, well, i went to pierce my ear todae..left ear..sirui pierced her ear too..
then now i got 5 earholes in total le..not planning to pierce the top of my ear or anymore le..
although i am the only cello sec3 person who doesn't have one..becoz so troublesome..

muz change sleeping ways..comb hair muz comb properly..tie hair muz tie carefully..
bathe muz be careful..walao..sumore so high chance of infection..rather not pierce..bleax..

hmm..went westmall eat mos burger with jisun and sirui during co break..then me and jisun both tie two ponytails like siao zhabo..hahaz..
actually i nv tie liddat one..but jisun brought extra rubberbands for me..lol..so i went tie lohz..so funny manz..

then me and sirui planned to play christmas songs medley during the sec3's internal music camp..gonna use my lil' sis grade 1 book..hahaz..at least it's betta than tt chi song tt we planned on before..tt i play until sianz le..=)

then sirui say she want wear christmas hat..then i say i want dress like a christmas tree..lol..wonder how i'm gonna do tt..we'll see how first..later make a fool outta ourselves in front of junior only..hahaz..

anyway..my ear's hurting now..watching incredibles with jonas tml!! yay..
so tata for todAe!!

Monday, November 22, 2004

okie..since i still haven't go out..i am going to do smthing very stupid and lame..
well, i've been thinking..
what kinda guy that would suit me best..or actually, the kinda guy i want..
the kinda qualities he need..i know it's like ridiculous..
but everyone wants to experience the kinda fairy tale love rite?? so here goes..

1. lurrve me more than i lurrve him..play safe better =)*
2. treat me more impt than his frenz *
3. rmb my b-day and a prezzie for me..heez *
4. give me a bouquet of sunflwers on valentine's day..lolx *
5. good in english.. so can communicate *
6. pleasant looking.. *
7. not a school dropout student *
8. can draw..at least something.. *
9. got learn music profesionally..i mean outside sch (any instrument also can)..
i like talented guys mahz..heez *
10. have a really nice smile..brighten's up my day *
11. cares for me
12. dun try to hide our relationship from pple we knows..except parents..bleax *
13. cannot and nv smoke *
14. dun do drugs *
15. no tatoos pls *
16. have a sense of style.. *
17. will accompany me go walk walk *
18. not so nerdy until everyday go home study like some pple *
19. likes to pamper me..liddat will make me feel loved mahz..heez.. *
20. will accompany me go cinema *
21. dun cheat on me..EVER..or do things tt make me doubt him.. i will angry de *
22. give in to me sometimes.. *
23. knows how to make the first move *
24. not stuck up and always show me attitude..i hate it! *
25. can make me laugh..=) *
26. matured in thinking *
27. will walk we home sometimes..how sweet =) *
28. listens to english music.. *
29. can sing in pitch..so can go k-box sing with me..bleax *
30. can put up with my weird nature..loves me for who i am*
31. treat the relationship impt.. *
32. treat me nicely *
32. believes in god (christan or catholic) *
33. dun make me change for him..like i said..love me for who i am *
34. intelligence level same or higher than me..
35. can play my kinda 'high-class' sports, like tennis, squash, volleyball or water polo..lolx
36. got learn piano before or currently
37. rich..have rich parents..lolx
38. knows how to shop
39. lurrves lotr juz like me!!
40. dun get jealous so easily when i hang out with other guy frenz
41. likes classical music
42. hates techo and disco music
43. good at comps..so can teach me..lolx
44. lives near my house..so easier to meet
45. same school..so if he fools around, i will know..hahaz
46. lurrve small animals like dogs and hamsters
47. dun always nag at me
48. good in chinese..but if like really lousy also nvm..juz like me mahx..=)
49. has a lot of freedom from parents..so can always bring me out..
50. does not have a lot of enemies..but alot of frenz

okie..so that's it..50 qualities..with those tt has a star behind it bein the necessary qualities tt my future bf need to have..
looks doesn't really matter..as long as he is pleasant looking to me =)

well, if he falls short of some qualities..but is nice to me..well, i'll see..

heez..it's time for my lunch le..so tata


okie..nv write in for a few days becoz blogspot got prob when i sign in dat time..

anyway..nothing much happened to me to say the truth..

watched alot of vcds..all with handsome dudes..lolx
watched a.i. with haley joel osment,
lotr with orlando bloom & slap her, she's french with trent ford in it..
i watch until i crazy for them le..hahaz..

anyway, ytd brought my grabdparents out to eat at jp..then go home le..

then later goin out with kaishin and shiwei to buy josen's b-day prezzie
and then wed got 2e6'2003 outing to escape..yeah!!!
and on thurs, i goin out to watch movie with cy..

so happy!!

so buaiz..

Friday, November 19, 2004

my dad is reprimanding me again..i juz ignore everything..
why should i even bother to listen to everything he says when he dun even understand me..

he said tt i did very badly for my exams..but i did work harder..
although i did not do my best..i did try okie..i had to do the exams under so much pressure..

when i was so sick and when we moved house..did u think tt it was so easy??
it's like..i was coughing the whole time during exam period and juz keep having to calm myself down..

my hands were always shaking..but even if i told u..would u believe me..??
i dun think so..

i juz hate whatever i have and myself..it's juz stupid u know..
studying and studying for the sake of u pple..and not for myself..

i juz want to pass lorx..i dun plan to be top or anything..so why push me to the end limits manz..

damn..

Thursday, November 18, 2004

oh ya..my younger sis has a blog!!!!
yep..it's real cute..anyone seeing this..check out www.myskirtdropping.blogspot.com..
u'll be entertained..


stupid poem i put up ytd..hahaz..took from friendster bulletin board..

anyway..todae had a-maths remedial..then sit with jodee becoz stupid jonas took my place beside shuli..
he so bad..lolx..

hmm..then ss remedial cancelled then i went jp with jodee..
we walk walk then bought the andersen icecream to eat..
well, as u know..it's ex..but veri da nice!!!! hahaz..

then after a while..jodee had to go back sch for choir..and i headed home..

well, my sis won 3rd in class..but could not go her prize giving ceremony todae..sad case..anyway, she won a $10 popular book voucher..

and juz now, we walked to bp plaza..and instead of buying something useful like a book..she insisted on buying this naming making jewellergy set..siaoz one..hahaz..
i juz had to give in or else she cry or something then i die le..lolx..

she used her voucher..then mu mum gave us $10 more..and i bought pen refills, a new pencil and two foolscap pads..
veri nice one..one is the a'zone 'chatroom'..and the other one was the baby looney tunes one..hahaz..sis choose for me one..

then she also wanted to by some ice maker thingy at the value shop tt she was eyeing for veri long le..lolx..and she bought a ball too..so funny..hahaz..

oh ya, 2e6,2003 is having a class outing..yeah!!! so cool, it's either wild wild wet cum escape theme park, the big splash cum east coast beach or sentosa..

then everyone need to vote..i voted escape..since the last time i went with michelle lim they all, i didn't really play much..so wanna go again..heez..

and one more thing..i cut my hair!!!!!!
actually..more like my elder sis cut it lahz..lolx..
she cut my fringe.. then help me change my center parting to side parting..

well, erm..really weird looking now..but i am trying to go for a new look, then maybe style up my fringe..so it's look diff or something..

lolx..well, it's the new me rite?? so muz change hairstyle..but i am not going to cut my back hair until when sch restarting..liddat better..

*p.s. taufiq baptista looks so like razi..!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

it's worth reading dis poem... Got it from Friendster.. :)
from liyana..lalalalala..
really applies to me wor..hahaz..

Message: Why are you crying, woman? Why cry over him? Hes not worth it. Someone who didnt love you enough to stay, Someone who didnt care enough about you To keep the promises he made. Dont waste your tears or time on him. Youve spent too much of both already on this man. You should be happy that youre free of him. Dont be too eager to fill the gap. Spend some time just being by yourself. Youre still an intelligent, young lady With lots to offer any man. I want you to promise That this desertion wont embitter you. Im sure youre wise enough to know All men are not the same. Some day youll find a man who really loves you For what you are, and not for what He thinks you could be If only you will follow his advice. A man who wants to grow old with you, A man whos willing to accept That people change and age as the years pass. A man who is willing to honour the promise To love you when you are in sickness, To love you whether rich or poor And to love every aspect of you, Body, mind and spirit. Youve weathered storms much worse than this before. I know youll meet this challenge face to face and win. And when you love again, youll be loved in return.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

hmm..decided to write in again..dunno why..hmm..the vcd player is set up le..yay!!!

anyway..can't find any s'pore idol tix still..how???
maybe see if got finals one better..more thrilling rite?? taufiq rawks..
esp. when he smiles, he looks juz like razi..so cute!!

but i'm sure he's better than tt razi..so noisy..had to tolerant him for 3 yrs..siaoz diaoz..hahaz..and he had to tolerant me for 3 yrs..poor him..
had to listen to me crap all day long and all the stypid ideas of mine..

well, he may juz have to sit with me for one yr..hahaz..or i try to grow taller then can sit behind..

and erm..nathalie wrote a testimonial for me..lol..my ex best frenz..love ya lots..

anyway..sis wanna see the motorcar show pics or whatever..
she is like practically drooling..hahaz..

buaiz then!


know what?? i think i may not be able to go for the s'pore idol concert le..
juz feel like crying..*sniff sniff*..really really really wanted to go one..

anyway, liyana and me are goin to try our best to buy tix to go no matter what..lolx..

haiz..xin yi's frenz only got enough tix for the both of them..sad case..

anyway, today's co was such a bore..whole full orchestra play tt syf 'star sky' or whatever-u-call-it song..then me and wei ning dying of boredom there..hahaz..

hmmm..the only fun part was teasing cheryl bout her hair..lolx..she braided them into two ponytails..then not balanced one..sho funny..everyone keep laughing at her..

then weining rebonded her hair..why????????? she had natural wavy hair which was nice lehz..aiyou..

then after remedial, went to eat with shiwei, biwei and jisun..then it was raining so we ran back to sch..wah, my hair all wet siah..sad..

anyway, my hair like a bit wavy le..becoz i nv maintain properly..sianz..but who cares..hahaz..

then when on the bus home with wanling and sirui todae..one of the badges on my bag dropped..then tis guy helped me pick it up..

so nice rite?? but then..stupid me nv thank him lehz..so busy talking to wanling..
haiz..feel so guilty..that guy was so nice lohx..

stupid stupid stupid me..hope god will give me a chance to meet him again to thank him..lol..
but then again..wonder if i can recognize him..when i am so blur..hahaz..

and also..wanling wants to join band!!!!!!!!!! so bad..betray co siah..why??
was convincing her not to join on the bus..really hope she wun..

hmm..wanna watch tv le..so tata!

Monday, November 15, 2004

soooo excited!!!!!!

i'm going to the mediacorps studio to watch s'pore idol tis thurs and fri!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woah..cool rite?? hmmm, planning to make a big big cardboard design thingy to support taufiq..

hahaz..u guys out there may even see me on tv..lolx..gonna scream my guts out..

anyway, xin yi's frenz is goin to help me buy the tix..anyone else wanna go???????

it will be so cool..but cannot let my mum know first..lolx..

anyway..jw's back and he didn't even tell me.. so bad..

well, guess he doesn't want to have anything to do with me le..whatever..

my mind is thinking all about s'pore idol now..hahaz.. no time for loving or whatsoever..

ciaoz..happy happy happy!!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

okie..my blog is a little distorted..i mean, words are overlapping each other..
but haiz..anyway, i'll figure something out lah..


hmmm, also, my sis reads my every entry one lehz..aiyou..i no privacy le..sianz..


he's coming back tml too..i think..if my calculations are correct..which is good rite??
hahaz..so excited, dunno why also..i'm crazy lahz..


then for friendster, i have 63 testimonials le..!! becoz i go around asking pple to write for me..lolx..wonder if i ever mange to hit like 100??
we'll see how good i am at pestering pple lah horx..*evil laugh*..


nothing to write le..boring day..buaiz then..

Saturday, November 13, 2004

okie..really angry wif my mum..becoz she threw the computer connection cable at me becoz of my stupid sis..

walao lehz..it's like, i juz got home after going walk walk after co..
then resting..and my irritating sis wanted me to help her play some stupid neopets game..

and i didn't want to..so she cried and my mum threw the cable at me..


juz what's her prob manz..all my sis fault lahz..always get me into trouble wif my mum when it's her fault..

anyway..mr poh nv come for cello bass sectionals today!!! hahaz..yeah..then we juz practised on our own..
budden my cello A string dunno what happened..tune already then loosen again one..no mr poh to help me today also..
so i ended up practising on my daruan and biwei's cello..
guess i gonna wait for him to come next week..sianz..

then the sec3's orchestra piace thingy i haven't touched yet lorx..die le..
still dunno which instrument to choose since they gave me both the daruan and cello scores..
hmm..most likely daruan coz sec3 no plucking strings except 'part-time' me and jason..

then after co today..didn't know where to go..then stood at the mrt station looking at the mrt route map for long time thinking of where to go..
then decided to go junction 8..walk there can walk until blur diaoz arh..
the place like connect here and there..luan arh..lolx..

but then like nothing there one..so me and biwei bought icecreams..
and then we headed off to lot 1 to find a birthday prezzie for jisun's sis..
she actually wanted to buy a water bottle but dun have nice one..
so she bought like 4 pairs of earring for her sis..

as for me..i'm no better lahz..hahaz..bought 6 diff ear studs (not pairs..duh)..alot rite??
hahaz..since i always lose my earrings and stuff easily..better buy some more..but spent alot of money lohz..haiz..

then i saw this converse bag tt cost bout 32+ bucks at seiyu..it's sooo nice..pink one..i want it!!!
hahaz..anyone can sponsor me??
lolx..think dun have bahx..so i muz save money le..so can buy the bag..=)

then headed home in the 190 bus with sirui..

oh ya, one more thing..sirui, jisun, sien and biwei all gang up to bully me today arh..
they take the badge on my bag and hide it..then take my doggie-kangaroo keychain also..
and i didn't know lehz..i thought i dropped it sumore..but see them laughing away suspect they take one..but they deny it..so bad lorx..
see me engrossed in my crossword puzzle book then come bully me..
but i got them back le..heez..

next time i really need to be more observant...seriously..
and stop obsessing with my new crossword puzzle book..

hahaz..buaiz!

Friday, November 12, 2004

okie..all tired out now..
becoz miss neo juz handed me a new stack of piano pieces to practice on..


sianz..diploma is really killing me arh..need to practice so much..
sumore, i am the slack kinda person, practice veri the little one..
so now, always kana nagged by her..


anyway, she wants me to take two performance diplomas..
bad thing is, i need to put in a whole lot more effort..
good thing is..there's no scales or oral!!!!!!!!
phew..or else i will die..hahaz..


anyway..tml got co again..sianz..but at least betta than rotting at home rite??
heez..at least wun think so much and miss him too much..


fiona's not home yet once again..anyway..nothing new, she's always out late..
clubbing or whatever, hu cares..


hmm..so in 3 more days i can finally talk to him le..looking forward to it..
=) waiting patiently..


ciaoz~

Thursday, November 11, 2004

okie, my dad juz scolded me..saying i spend all my time on the comp..whatever..
on what grounds should i be listening to him?? geez..

anyway..was supposed to go out with jiamin and liyana today..to bugis and orchard..
was in such a good mood, but my parents had to ruin everything..

they din't let me go..well, shouldn't have called to tell them i was goin out..
should have done it like i always did..go out, and come home, pretend i nv did anything wrong..

well, i was stupid, thinking tt for once i could be good and tell them where i was going..
i was wrong..now i am nv goin to tell them my whereabouts..
blame them for being so super mean..

supposed to find the prezzie for jason one lorx..haiz..
he wants a quicksilver pencilbox and the perfect place to find it was in town..
argh..stupid parents i have!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, he'll be back in 4 days..
looking forward to it..but i am not all crazy or anything now lahz..
juz want him to be back lorx..
and if we really still can't work out..
i will accept fate..and let it go..

buaiz..

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

wanna know something??
i bought bond's classified album!!!!

explosive rocks big time manz..
if i could only play as well as them..how cool would tt be..

lol..anyway..had rememdial and co today..boring as usual..
then my cello got so out of tune..irritated..
so i decided to play daruan for the whole full orchestra..

anyway..looking on the brighter side of things..he is comin back in 6 days!!
yeah..been thinking of a christmas prezzie for him..
but not gonna say what izzit..heez..

then jason wants a quicksilver pencil box for his birthday..
will buy for him when he gives me mine..hahaz..

so erm..this person from newzealand invited me to join his guild on neopets..
cool..maybe we might become penpals or something..
well..i dunno..=) so tata for now..

Monday, November 08, 2004

hmm...went to watch shark tale today with kelvin, shuting and zhixiang..

actually wasn't pretty sure tt i wanted to go..juz some personal instincts..

supposed to watch princess diaries but elaine wanna watch it with me and then the show was fully booked le..so ended up with shark's tale..

well..it was really nice!! heez..and like always..i like sitting at the side..but this time i sat on the most inside..

hmm..but today quite awkward lahz..go out with them..

would have much preferred to go out with jw..but he's overseas!! argh..lol.. sometimes juz can't stand the way i feel..can't stop missing him but cannot msg him also..

haiz haiz haiz..diana arh..u think too much le..he'll be back in 7 days..

so juz wait for him to return ya??

yup..i am gonna wait patiently..for 7 more days..then can talk to him le..!!

Sunday, November 07, 2004

haiz..nv see u for sooo long le..really miss ya lots..

but now tt u are overseas..i feel tt i miss u even more..

but i can't tell u anything..or at least msg u??

what is happening to me??

am i lovesick??

Saturday, November 06, 2004

think he must be in new zealand now..haiz..dunno why i miss him so much already..

well..guess i have to bear with it for 9 more days..

if only i could see him and say how much i need him..

anyway..i am so addicted to bond's explosive..wanna buy their classified album..but i dun want to spend my own money..

so i asked my mum to sponsor me..and she said cannot..then say what i think she got alot of money scold me..

but i really really want tt cd becoz i got bond's 1st album..and it's really nice..
not like i buying some britney spears cd tt is like a waste of my money rite??

it's like..she juz bought a bracelet from lee hwa jewellery or whatever tt cost more than 1000 bucks recently for herself lorx..

haiz..then she throw away all my sport shoes, and my platforms!!!!, then dun want let me buy new one..

walao lorx..i really can't stand my family manz..if only i could have him around to tell him my probs..haiz..

feeling so down..

waiting for u to come back..

Thursday, November 04, 2004

<10.28p.m>
sometimes i juz hate myself so much..and everyone around me..

and i juz put up with everything..argh..i totally hate my life..

so screwed up..today supposed to go find job with sirui and she cancelled it last min..and then tml supposed to go watch movie with zx and he had to cancel it too..

what's wrong with everyone manz..shouldn't have even asked me in the first place if u guys were so uncertain rite??

damn..

<11.00p.m>
haiz..i guess i flared up..dunno what has gotten into me..
maybe i am juz so upset tt he is leaving tml..i dunno..

dunno why i'm crying either..haiz..

juz wish i weren't so weak..and stop crying at every single little thing..and stop listening to sad love songs..

but i juz can't help it..becoz somethings can't change anymore..haiz..

i dunno..really dunno what to do when he goes away for 2 weeks..
still cry almost everyday??

i seriously dunno..
what should i do??


okie..at home now after remedials..was playing neopets juz now..
in fact i play neopets everyday now..weird huh??
lol..nothing to do mahz..but actually it is very the outdated liaoz..

anyway..supposed to go job hunting in orchard today with sirui..but she called it off at the last minute.. so we nv go le..

hmm,,princess daries is out too..and i am so dying to watch it manz..lol..anyone wanna watch msg me hor okie?? hahaz..

also..i recently got to know the piano pro..who played fantasia impromtu (whatever u call it) during teacher's day..
and u know what?? he only started larning the piano two yrs ago and he is already taking his diploma next yr..woah rite??
imagine me learning piano soo long le now then diploma student..so embarassing lehz..

anyway..really enthu to how this dude better..but hor..he is younger than me..so i would nv fall for him..hahaz..
maybe wanna know his teacher too..learn the secret to learning piano the fast way..
then i may be able to finish all the diplomas in a quicker way..lol..

hmm..then tml maybe go watch movie with zx..but i want ask more pple go lehz..if not so awkward lorx..
and erm..jw goin to new zealang tml le..haiz..dunno if i would miss him..
but i muz let go and try to forget him le..since he dun want to cont..
or else i really seem terribly desperate siah..hahaz

so i stop here le..elaine pastering me to let her use the comp le..so tata..


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