Sunday, October 31, 2004
hmm..messaged more than ten pple juz now ask them whether want go watch movie..hahaz..i so desperate to go out!
ya..i am..lol..been rotting at home for the last few days..then all the shows i wanted to watch also nv watch..haiz..so i guess i juz have to wait for the vcds to be out lorx..
actually b-day tt time wanted to watch vanity fair..but ended up..haiz..nvm..
anyway..today..all i did was sleep, watch tv, eat and use comp..then ytd helped my sis and her frenz out with their halloween outfits..
yep..then i think they partied till early in the morning since both got up so late today..
then erm..this hols dun seem like hol liddat..almost everyday got co practice and remedials..siao one..i want go on a holiday!!!
haiz..but my parents wun allow one..they so busy..then i also like dun talk to them one..so i guess it is juz a wishful thinking tt i can go somewhere..
then i tml goin out with biwei to watch movie..so looking forward to tt..then erm..i stop here lorx..bye!
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10:43 PM
Friday, October 29, 2004
hmm..didn't go anywhere in the end..nv go swimming or plaza singapura..haiz..
i stayed at home the whole afternoon to practice piano and do my theory hw..
heard yuanruo failed his grade 8..sad case..so i muz work really hard to pass my performance diploma course..sumore i chose the harder exam..so muz jia you..lol..
anyway..juz now afternoon tt time zhixiang came to my blk to pass me a belated birthday prezzie..so sweet..hee..
he made a winnie the pooh puzzle for me and even had it framed up.. aww..touched..hahaz..
then erm..i got to teach my younger sis since her exams start on mon..sianz..
my elder sis good lorx..she go halloween party..haiz..
so i stop here..outta here!
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8:26 PM
i'm home now at 9+ in the morning after collecting my report book at sch..
well..got nowhere to go so i'm home so early..
haiz..wanted to see if there was a chance to patch up with him today..wait in the canteen for him to give him the ring if he shows up..but when told him on wed night..he already said tt he dun want le..
haiz..i guess i also cannot do anything..juz keep the ring for myself lorx..although it is too big for me..
anyway..biwei asked me go with her to chandra's house swim one..but raining so i dun wan go le..
then kaishin and liyana ask me go plaza singapura with them later..dunno whether want to go one..haiz..
been feeling down for the past week actually..becoz a part of me was missing..haiz..
i guess it's my fault..
so i juz have to face up to reality and accept the fact tt some things have to end..and use this hols to forget the past and start life anew since i am unable to turn back the hands of time..
then ytd went to make ic and zhixiang accompanied me..very nice of him..if not i so lonely le..haiz..finally mde my ic le..
guess i stop here..tata..
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9:21 AM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
hmm..actually supposed to make my ic today but i didn't have my dad's ic..
and i needed an identity card..
so i went to take photo and make my ezlink card today..everything cost bout $30 lorz..
scary manz..then i got to do my ic tml le..last day..haiz..
after sch actually supposed to go alone..but zhixiang offered to go with me..so nice..hahaz..so got pple accompany me le..yay!!
dunno why i always lose my things..lol..tis is the third time i make ezlink card already..hahaz..
anyway..i didn't go for lit becoz went to make ezlink card..luckily dun need to face the stupid ms kaur..since she like against me or something..
then supposed to iron the costumes today..phew..i didn't go..if not muz do all the weird odd jobs..
but horz..juz now received 2 sms from pple..tell me ms kaur want me to buy vanguard sheet and bring my winnie the pooh pillow..
lol..i thought she said she didn't need me and could easily find someone to replace me huh?? why now ask me do so many things and bring stupid things??
haiz..hate her alot lahz..
hmm..so tml is the lit play le..finally it would be over soon..
so hope it would not be tt bad lorx..anyway, i only backstage makeup artist and costumes leader..
so even if the play turns out bad..not my business or prob coz i wun look at all bad..hahaz..
then nothing much le lorx..ta ta for now..
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8:01 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
okay..reached home at 7+ juz now becoz the makeup course at cosmoprof juz ended..
anyway..it was quite fun..then tried on the diff stage makeup..then very the funny..=)
but hor..ms kaur anyhow scold me always..
then when ask her whether can take cab there..she scold me..criticise me..say if i find tt it is so hard to go..then she can get someone else to go..
walao lohz..she can go and die manz..it's like..she go buy stuff with me and jodee tt time..let us take cab..BECOZ SHE WAS GOIN..then sumore use the money the bank gave us to take cab HOME..and i mean home..
then if like today she nv go..she dun let us take cab..becoz she nv go..HOW SELFISH LORX!!!!!!!!!
it's like i feel like telling her to the face tt she a bit too much lorx..sumore we got so lost becoz of her stupid directions..
couldn't she have juz let us take a cab???
it's like..we were late tt cosmoproof becoz of the stupid directions she gave us..
anyway..she is gonna make us iron the costumes tml..i die also dun go..rather go make my ic before i reach the deadline..only got 2 more days left..haiz..later get fined or something..
then i am NOT going to bring my hair styling set le..bring on monday go..then she nv use..sumore scold me when i got the crops pple to help me put the plug in the socket..
she really really too much lorx..wasted my time on mon..supposed to go out with biwei they all one lorx..then end up go sch do NOTHING..NOTHING!!!!
and horx..the costumes list..i write for her like a thousand time le..and she keep losing it..then write and rewrite and rewrite..fed up manz..argh!!
no wonder she has no frenz in sch..see her in sch..very little teachers talk to her one..who ask her always think she so great..
sumore say what with her around, the play surely will be sucessful..more like a disaster lorx..
*shakes head*..dunno what to say le..
hmmm..now happy stuff..u know..wenfeng and zhixiang are so so super nice to me..
wenfeng gave me 4.4 million nps and zhixiang goin to give me 1.3 million nps..then i can set up my neohome le..
so good hor?? thanks so much manz!!!! love u guys..hahaz..really really grateful..hee..
but hor..i gave my elder sis 99,999 nps le..and jason bout 600,000 nps le..
then my younger sis also want..jason also want some more..
hahaz..i no more nps for myself le..
anyway..jason say he'll buy me a billabong pencilbox for my belated birthday prezzie..yay!!
hee..is i requested one..hahaz..
anyway..wanna watch tv le..so bye!
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8:50 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
okay..very frustrated now and in a very bad mood..
all becoz of my sisters..
it's like..i recently bought two new sleeveless tops becoz i dun have any lohz..
then i haven't wear them yet..
and my elder sis wanted to wear the black one i bought to her stupid water sport activity..
then since i haven't worn it..i didn't let her and emphasized tt she had better not wear it..
well..she took it..and u know how dirty sea water is?? it would ruin my new top lorx..
walao lehx..today morning i found my top in the washing pile..
she took it..argh..juz feeling like scolding her but i can't..
it's like she always do this lorx..take my $60 hair straighter then spoil it..and dun wanna compensate me when she is using it EVERY SINGLE day and i dun use it at all..
then take my jacket and shirt and claims them as her own le..
then whole day say the clothes she wear very ex then mine cheapskate..whatever manz..
and she dun let me wear..say what i can't wear them..
well..i'm not gonna care what she says le..since she also dun respect what i say what..
so i juz take her clothes and wear them out next time..
as for my younger sis..i told her to help me keep an eye on my new clothes and not let my sis take them..
then she scold me..
and when i went out to get a glass of water becoz i was coughing so badly..
she locked me outta the room..tt's why i'm here on the comp early in the morning..
haiz..
it's like i try my best to treat her well as an elder sis..help her do blog and email in the last two days becoz she wanted to..
and she treats me as some one who can be pushed around..
actually..everyone in my family treats me like this..juz becoz i'm the middle child..
my mum rather give my sis money to take part in water sports for fun..
than buy a birthday prezzie for me for my birthday..
it's like..i feel so small in this home..
juz wanna leave when i grow older and nv come back..
haiz..been putting up with everything for so many yrs..
been the one whom gets pushed around..
and even my sis goes to read my blog and invade my privacy..
argh..i really really hate my family~!!
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8:48 AM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
okie..very sianz now so i'm writing in again..
saw this marron five blogskin..so cool manz..love it..but i juz changed my blogskin..
so i guess i juz wait two more weeks then change..hee..
becoz i lurrve this blogskin too..it's so sweet..dun ya think so??
hee..anyway..dunno why i always make things worse one..say things without thinking..
then anyhow offend pple..so hope no one holds it against me..becoz i dun wanna make any enemies..
ya..so i guess it's time to write in my private blog le..
outta here
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10:39 PM
hmmm..went westmall with biwei, jisun and sien after co today...
well..got the new co tee..and truthfully, it is awful..haiz..
sumore they actually make me wear XS..so it's like a mini tee..
then i complain and complain then jialing finally agreed to give me the S size instead..hee..
hmm..been going out alot lately..then spent bout $10 on food today..scary rite..only for break, chocolates, lunch and biscuits for my sis lehz..
haiz..seriously broke le..
anyway, went westmall twice, jurong point, lot1, orchard this week..which is like alot..then keep topping up ezlink card..
haiz..keep taking out my saved up money to use nowadays..one day i would go bankrupt le..hahaz..
hmm..then things i guess wun be the same again le..so i'm officially single now..
i dunno..but maybe it's a good thing..maybe it's not..
after being in relationships one after another these 2 yrs..it's a bit weird tt i'm single again..
hmm..but should be okay bahx..although i still love him..it's time to let go le..
becoz i cause him too much pain to be with me..then we got too many diff le..
so i muz look on the bright side now and smile always..yep..so ta ta for now..
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6:46 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
haiz haiz haiz..i today horx..really really unlucky manz..
know what?? while trying to chase after the bus after my piano lesson..i fell down on the road..then grazed my knee..my poor knee..haiz..
then also after school..when get down from bus..suddenly rain so heavily..then i got all drenched..then u know, sch uniform is white one..so erm, like tranparent lohz..
and then..ahem*..hahaz..
then hor..my new neighbour was walking with an umbrella .see me ignore me lorx..walao lehz..
nv even bother to offer to share his stupid umbrella..hate my neighbours manz!!!
not helpful a single bit manz..let me walk in the rain..
now i got a bit of a cold le..haiz..
sumore my shoes were wet ytd after i went swimming..so i had to wear the 'ronald macdonald' shoes..which were super ultra big and ugly..
then walk tt time feet can juz drop out one..
so when i walking tt time in the rain, i took off my shoes..and walked in my socks on the soaky road..argh..and tt stupid idiot neighbour..argh..i hate i hate i hate!!!
anyway, my results are super bad..it's like..dunno how to tell my parents lehz..
then surely ms kaur muz meet them one..die le..
haiz..i guess i muz try not to think so much..if not i worry until grow white hair again..i dun want tt to happen!! lol..
so erm, monday got hol..yay..wanna go out..go orchard again..becoz i tt time go with candice nv really buy anything..
hmmm...then wanna watch movie too..got SOO many movies i wanna watch but no money..haiz..anyone willing to treat me?? hahaz..
so erm..i guess i stop here..
one more thing, i dunno but i guess it's over since he doesn't even talk to me anymore..although i dun want it to..i also cannot do anything but let it go..
haiz..hope i can get over it juz like he can..
outta here..
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8:08 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
okie...new blog layout...so cute!!
very girly and pinkish..hahaz..but very the positive..unlike the previous one..
tt's good right?? hee..
anyway, i failed three subjects le..add-maths, e-maths and geog..
unbelievable right??
haiz..who ask me nv do two 6 marks questions for my geog paper..
so unlucky man...haiz haiz haiz..
then still haven't get back eng compo and lit paper...hope tt both will pass..hee
then wun get retained or whatsoever..
but hor..parents will scold..so muz work work work alot harder next yr...
bleax..so gonna go le..write in tml..tata for niw..
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9:48 PM
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