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Saturday, March 08, 2008

1:07 PM

amelia

i have decided to abandon this blog (:

getting very extremely terribly horribly sian of this blogskin

and since jung very seldom blog here..

might as well create my own blog o.o

:D

Thursday, February 28, 2008

11:20 PM

amelia

i dont understand physics at all!!

and it doesnt help that the teacher is chiong-ing around 6 class worksheets within 2 weeks while he spent the other 7wks or so for the other 7 worksheets o.-
and it doesnt help more that the teacher goes "okay i think we can skip this question. it is very easy."

when i dont understand anything at all T.T

im going to die for block test~

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

10:48 PM

amelia

sec 3 life is horrible.

homework like dunno what
sias dont have time to start and all our time frames discussed in proposal all never follow

today a classmate told me that she feels like changing class. that she cannot stand the hw pace in 301. i was quite surprised really. coz i never actually compared hw with sqms or anything b4. not like we have the time to. o.o and i also realised that i dont socialize with my classmates. ever since school started, i have been running off every morning, recess, lunch, after school to find sqms, never really chatting with classmates or anything. other than all my sia grpmates and tablemate.

haiz. shun4 qi2 zi4 ran2 bah.

almost bao4 just now due to.. stress? was talking to pinky abt some stuff then kathy called me on my hp to tell me abt the see mr han thing then cong called me then called sqms then.. argh. anyhow dialled a number coz i was trying to contact pooh and forgot her no. and was too lazy to check my phone for contacts. i dialled 64662168 o.o coz i know pooh's house phone starts with 4 -_- in the end the 66 belongs to chuxi's house no. and the 2168 siu's. great job. i mixed up 3 sqms' no. the person picked up the phone and i knew it wasnt pooh or her bro and dint sound like anyone in her family so i went wrong no. sorry before i even spoke anything -_-

campcraft test is approaching.
jiayou sqms. we must believe in ourselves coz if we dont, no one else would. stop thinking that we "sure fail de". nothing is certain in this world. we still have a few more days before campcraft test and a supplementary act on sat. we must make the best use of supplementary act on sat or we will just be wasting ma'ams' and our own time when ma'ams could be better off somewhere else catching up with their sleep or hw or whatever they want instead of being stuck in school with us and seeing our lousy pitches. yes. jiayou.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

11:27 PM

tired.

was asleep practically throughout the whole of assembly yest. even though kathy keeps waking me up. but then she dint entertain me -_- so i fell asleep again -.o i dont like assemblies. dont see the point of the school telling us abt 勤慎端朴 over and over again. and ____ tan keep repeating and repeating stuff to us like we dont already know. and he just wants to talk even though he has nothing to talk. argh. he's worse than a woman.

*aims to sleep before tmr today.

ct tmr after school. jiayou!!

act today. finally. we need to have a proper full act! today's act was fulfilling.

tmr jiayuin and pinky got cprt. good luck sqms!! yall can do it. 相信自己！
okay.

campcraft test coming. needs to pitch tent desperately to revise and get back the feeling of pitching a tent.

thurs ____ most likely cancelled coz 41 has 3rd class prac. so sad eh. i was looking forward to it. so nan2 de2 that the ____ can have ____ together. and alot sqms could go. ): for once.

okay.

Monday, February 18, 2008

10:36 PM

amelia

采青2008年结束了。

最后的一次的采青,

至少有了一个完美的结局。一个完美的据点。

以我们最好的一次舞龙表演, 结束了。

[平常心]

i have 156 caiqing photos! i shall only post some~ sqms who want more can..er look for me? haha.

taken after 不懂是不是last dalt的last dalt

DALT! haha not very obvious.

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很开心的笑容

cute white shi!

disclaimer: this is not tou1 pai1 de! haha. this is 光明正大地拍的。

lorry on saturday..

真的很可爱！

tay jia. haha. not rotated o.o

lorry on sunday!

龙！

狮！

okay. finally posted all the photos. dont like to post photos using blogger. very ma fan.

anyway.. i regretted not taking video of our long2 performance!!! ):

i realised that for long2 videos are nicer than photos (:

then sqms de cameras like both dint take the full video coz no batt then mine got batt but never take video ):

okay.. its 1am again i shall post quickly..

general feelings of caiqing:

- high!!

maybe coz its the last caiqing we dint want to waste it? haha.

sang songs and cheered until i zhao sia already. then my mum thinks i have sorethroat -.- and i dunno how to explain to her that its not sorethroat. like how? i damaged my vocal chords shouting on the lorry using my throat? -.-

- fun!

fun jiu4 shi4 fun lor! (:

- abit sian on sunday morning

coz very early then cannot make too much noise so grew quite sian. somemore sqms. okay maybe only me, i was depending on all the cheers and songs and games to keep awake since its the dunno which day that i slept at 1. and woke up at 5 (5+ when its normal sch day) yea. but after that when the lorry was moving we played some pass-the-bottle-game which got all sqms quite high and we had the 心情 and everything to sing/cheer crazily again.

- dunno-how-to-explain feeling

seeing ma'ams chiong-ing to change on the lorry

then ma'ams sweating like siao after shi1 performance

then abit like feeling like this year is supposed to be 我们舞狮的 but then coz we dunno ma'ams had to 舞 then cannot even take turns with us while we take up space on the lorry ): feeling very 无助and无奈

- “一刻的感动”

yes. after long2 performance. really very touching ok.

can feel during the long2 performance the mo4 qi4

feeling that the long2 was really a whole long2 and not 10 individual jie(s)

knowing that sqms were really putting in their best effort to make this last long2 performance on our last caiqing the best ever.

the sense of achievement when i sort of turned around and saw that 过江龙[跳跳] was very nice. like out of the 20 times we practised only 3 times was nice eh! then during performance it was really really very very nice so i was glad that we never 听教练的话and removed that 花。

feeling that we finally did something for caiqing?

knowing that each of us have reached our goal/target: making this last caqing long2 performance the best long2 performance in our life.

- sadness?

after everything was over... on the way back to school...

the sudden feeling that the last caiqing was really over. the 失落感 and the 不想分离的感觉... knowing that after this caiqing, nothing will ever be the same anymore. so what if we can learn shi1? going back to dalt without ma'ams and 41? what kind of nynpcc/DALT is that? even if the school suddenly go siao4 again and puts back dalt with np.. what's going to happen to 42? are they going to join dalt? no right? what's going to happen to the sec 1s in dalt? what's going to happen to mingwei? nothing is going to be the same anymore. not after the school makes a decision without considering our opinion and feelings and not thinking about the consequences and wants us to go learn shi now that they realise what they have done. wth.

i know we shouldnt have wasted the last few minutes of lorry time but i guess we really 无法控制自己的情绪。

caiqing is over. i dunno if i have come to terms with this fact. everything i think about it, i feel very ____ but i dunno how to express or fa1 xie4 my qing2 xu4 and i feel like i might bao4 one day but... when that day comes zai4 shuo1 bah.

there's still so much things to do.